I’m A Terrible Mom | Last YouTube Video?

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  • @monique88264
    @monique88264 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Sometimes it's good to take a break from social media it can be drained and you have to focus on you and congratulations to Connie ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @celestinomartis7711
    @celestinomartis7711 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    God bless you Conny you have already done a lot for people in a short time you have been important to me!! Much love to you and yours

  • @larinhoward4140
    @larinhoward4140 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Happy holidays to you love you always we need you. you are a chosen treasure queen of Glory
    Miss you very much God bless you always 🙏 ❤
    You're brother in Christ 😊❤

    • @MySOBER-Life
      @MySOBER-Life หลายเดือนก่อน

      It was so obvious - After watching a different video today - She needs to live and let go of some obvious resentments and detox. To much yapping to yap is self driven. I do agree - chosen are not a man made religion church. I pray for her to relax and just breathe - today is a beautiful day

  • @WIProgress1
    @WIProgress1 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I just found your channel 1h30 minutes ago and already i realized that you are truthful about everything you said in every video i have watched. God bless and protect this woman.🙌

  • @winterlion777
    @winterlion777 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Glad to see you, just take care of yourself first, thanks for the update. Im a late bloomer too, didnt really learn how to be good to people til my early 40s, now I appreciate and love(in a way) everyone I interact with.

  • @undeadjonasan
    @undeadjonasan 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I don't know yet if I ever want to be a dad at all,I'm glad is working out to you though

  • @phieble
    @phieble 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Hey sis! I've missed seeing you on here. I'm glad to see you're doing better and stepping out in courage to share with us ❤

    • @conniekyom144
      @conniekyom144  11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Thanks Phillip, appreciate you

  • @larrybrown2821
    @larrybrown2821 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I’m happy to see you back. There is no need to apologize. We want you to be ok. We are praying for you. You encourage us, we should encourage you as well. You, your family, the Most High God is more important than any social media. No one is perfect. We learn from the past, tomorrow is a new day. We look forward. Me and my mom talked about when I was a child how she failed us children. We both apologized to each other and began moving forward, growing closer by the grace of God. I know you can do it. Connie, the most High God first, family second. God restored me and my mom’s relationship, God restored me and dad’s relationship, and he was very abusive. I learned from the past, and look ahead. I agree with you there needs balance. I do the same for my daughter. I work hard to make sure she is loved. We know you love your family. Family is more important than TH-cam. As I read in other comments, You take care of you, and your family, and time with the most high God.

  • @dontBJELLIS
    @dontBJELLIS 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    It's ok, remember this is youtube. YOU are more important than any social media platform😊

  • @Sickofsatan
    @Sickofsatan 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    We have the victory already sister keep fighting it's been hard for me too

  • @HervavenGill
    @HervavenGill 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    What i have learned over the years we cannot change anybody but all we can do is understand the other person since we all have our own personalities... understanding the other person is also a form of love

  • @monique88264
    @monique88264 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Glad To Have You Back 😊😊😊😊

  • @Johns.Insight
    @Johns.Insight 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Love your transparency, God bless you..

  • @brianmcmunn2073
    @brianmcmunn2073 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Thank you for coming back on. I was kind of wondering what happened to you. I appreciate you sharing and I believe we are very similar in many ways.
    Please, you’re number one focus is you and your husband and child ask God to help you find the balance that you need he will help you. I’ll be praying for you. It was great to see you again here on TH-cam you have been a great inspiration for me, and reminding me of who I am what I am , I will always be grateful for that and I look forward to seeing and hearing from you when you have the time to do so. God bless you I’ll be praying for you and if you will please keep me in your prayers. Thank you so much and God bless you.

    • @conniekyom144
      @conniekyom144  11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Thanks for the kind words Brian! Happy to hear that the videos have been a blessing for you!

  • @larinhoward4140
    @larinhoward4140 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    It's ok we love you always your the best ❤
    I miss your videos and your messages we all need time off at time.God works in mysterious way.just know we love you always no matter what.
    You are always in my prayers 🙏 don't stop we need you because you are a chosen treasure queen of Glory with a word of Truth God bless you always 🙏 love you always your brother in Christ ❤ 😊

  • @GodAmbition_1997
    @GodAmbition_1997 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    God Bless you and take care off him, don't let your cub be hurt or feel like a distant mother, but a mother who understands and loves her son. I hope you come back, but have a better relationship with your son.

    • @conniekyom144
      @conniekyom144  11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Thank you, me too

  • @zouigangte1495
    @zouigangte1495 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I'm so glad you're back❤
    Was waiting you this whole time😊
    Happy to see you back 🤗

    • @conniekyom144
      @conniekyom144  11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Thank you my sister! Appreciate you

  • @Bawkr
    @Bawkr 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    That's awesome. I was there while we had our daughter but no one believed us so we lost them to strangers. It is what it is, have to change my path now perhaps I will see her again someday. My dad was a good dad I think but my mom was not like this the school was a baby sitter & uncle sam was her pocket book.

  • @Mackie9210
    @Mackie9210 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Love your videos Connie :) I'd love to have you on my channel for a chat about religion sometime. Please let me know if you'd be up for that. Thanks 😃

  • @nunyabizactually6928
    @nunyabizactually6928 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Hey Connie👋🏾Good to have you back✅

  • @MAJESTIC-GOLDEN-CHILD
    @MAJESTIC-GOLDEN-CHILD 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I don't have a relationship where I communicate with my mom and dad, I'm a dad myself to a 5year old who lives with his mom I haven't seen him for two years I can say that as a son I would want my mom to communicate and tell me iam loved and be present all times.

    • @conniekyom144
      @conniekyom144  11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      You son needs his dad too... show up for him and be a father to him

  • @celestinomartis7711
    @celestinomartis7711 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hi Conny, first of all, wish you lots of love and positive energy in the name of Jesus. My name is Martis, by the way, I'm 37 years old from Belgium and I live in the Netherlands 3 months ago and I didn't feel comfortable there, no peace as if something or someone couldn't leave me alone, since I've been here I have peace but I'm When I came back during my isolation season, I didn't know what that was, while because of my difficult childhood, living on the streets for years, being severely abused at home by family or friends, I always felt like I was out of sorts, I really started to wonder what this all meant. So when I started looking for isolation season, I came across you. Since then I have watched all your videos and often found myself in tears because I see and hear so many recognizable things. Like now I can't get to work I can't get to work because I've been running and surviving all my life. I now feel that it is time for a reset, getting to know yourself, cutting off people who have no added value, people who abuse, I have this season because I have always been a pleaser and have always had to buy friends as friends to get somewhere. to be a part of it because I lived out of fear of not being able to be alone, or so I thought, while now that I am alone I feel ultimate peace, I am exercising and reading books, really connecting with myself and my own development. So I met you at the right time and I don't believe in coincidence, everything happens for a reason

  • @brianmcmunn2073
    @brianmcmunn2073 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Forgive me, God family others that’s how life Hass to be. That’s how I have to do it and it is not easy believe me it’s sometimes a serious challenge, but you can do it. I have faith in you and I have faith in God our God, who is guiding you. God bless you.

  • @ChadAquino-w4n
    @ChadAquino-w4n 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thanks

  • @ChadAquino-w4n
    @ChadAquino-w4n 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I like u because you are strong

  • @michaelchambers7691
    @michaelchambers7691 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I'm 47, my dad died of a stroke. I don't believe in the late bloomer thing. We fail at placing God first and other things end up being placed above God. I have a daughter, the only thing I'm trying to do is bring her to the Lord. I make my daughter read the Bible. My mom is almost dead, it's useless to wish my mom is something she is not.

  • @BF-ge3ul
    @BF-ge3ul 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Glad to see you Connie!

  • @monique88264
    @monique88264 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Amen 🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌

  • @makroyanKona
    @makroyanKona 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

  • @mohsenhassan1835
    @mohsenhassan1835 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Merry christmas to your and your family 🎄🎊🎈🎄 🎉🥳🥳

  • @ainahaga
    @ainahaga 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Where you with a narsisist husband? I also feel like a bad mum so I feel like my daughter maybe should live with my sister. She lives with my sister now cause Ive struggled so much with my sleep and mental health. But I feel my mental health issues is because of the narsisist that are around me. I dont know. I try to read alot amd listen to podcasts. Did you have to cut out family members? Like your mum, dad or sister/brothers?

  • @ashley316316
    @ashley316316 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Do you first, we all need a break sometimes.

    • @conniekyom144
      @conniekyom144  11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      yes, thanks for the reminder!

    • @ashley316316
      @ashley316316 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @conniekyom144 from one mom to another, it's rough. We don't have 8 arms and to be alone in that is rough. Your story hit home. I sometimes feel like that too, but we need to remember we are doing the job of 2 people.

  • @godswillabia5036
    @godswillabia5036 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Finally your son is your priority sheep then your husband before the rest. so instilling godly values in him shouldn't make you feel like you need to close your channel, for your channel is to share your walk with ELOHE right. so if you feel like that it means one is fleshy and the Spirit is priority. If your husband is fleshy you sanctify him with ELOHE'S wisdom so they shouldn't feel like 2 separate jobs if the Holy Ghost is in charge not my opinion a fact. So feed your family with Holy Ghost wisdom and keep sharing, alright? Stay blessed and keep the faith. Shalom

  • @ChadAquino-w4n
    @ChadAquino-w4n 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Balance with me

  • @Userdavid-pz4qm
    @Userdavid-pz4qm 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I came back after a break. Does she still teach about Jesus? Or is all that "passé"? Not even this particular video. But in recent time?

  • @theendtimesarehere
    @theendtimesarehere 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    So that ye come behind in no gift; *waiting for the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ: Who shall also confirm you unto the end,* that ye may be blameless in the day of our Lord Jesus Christ. (Colossians 1:7-8)

    • @theendtimesarehere
      @theendtimesarehere 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Being confident of this very thing, that He which hath begun a good work in you, *will perform it* until the day of Jesus Christ. (Philippians 1:6)

    • @conniekyom144
      @conniekyom144  11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Amen

  • @celestinomartis7711
    @celestinomartis7711 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    i am 37 i have no connection with my family sinds my 13e

  • @DanChouest
    @DanChouest 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Not cool...lol..enemy attacking you...

  • @DanChouest
    @DanChouest 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    God 1st..Family 2nd

  • @LisaEspinoza-py3js
    @LisaEspinoza-py3js 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    ITS IN REVELATION. Actually in everybook in the bible look for it .... jeez. Maybe im there..too probably why we need the 5 fold ministry...

  • @nagol5178
    @nagol5178 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Sometimes the purpose can be found in just washing the dishes. I am right brained, I am like you, I am a man. My wife is left brained. So, I have the feminine spiritual empathy type of energy but I am not feminine at all. I do not appear feminine, talk feminine, or anything like that. But I do not have the competition element, it's futile to me. I cannot get into sports because I can't bring myself to care who wins. But at the same time I am driven to be successful, especially in spiritual things. The way the Apostle Paul speaks seems like a similar personality to my own. I do not present in any feminine way. I'm not a push over. I'd say most men wouldn't pick a fight with me. I never knew my purpose until I found out spiritual things. A true man is like Christ, rather left brained or right brained. A lot of men, even older men, have never gotten past the most basic part of their egos. However, I don't judge them any longer, because everything is as it should be. There is purpose in each day, which is love. God is love and we've known the great commandment for two thousand years yet we haven't learned it. How many sermons do you hear about love? If you do, it's probably from a Church that compromises, is worldly, and accepts sin, in a false love type of way. People say they love their enemy but they do not. They do not love their neighbor. There is much judgement shown before even starting a relationship with the person. I have to love my wife like Christ loved the Church, that's part of my purpose. But it's always love, whatever it is. If you work in a factory and you halfway do things and do make the parts you're making well, you are not loving your neighbor, because you don't care about the person who is going to buy it. Once I stopped judging myself so harshly, I was able to stop judging other people. I don't compromise the scriptures, I don't say it's okay to sin. Christ love is love without compromise of the objective truth.
    If you want to get your desires fulfilled, crucify the flesh, put everyone before you. Although being introverts, we need time to ourselves, we need things to do by ourselves, perhaps art. But we should consider ourselves last. I was put into complete suffering in my mind, I was locked in my mind, I could not have one day that was good for over a year and a half. That has changed. That process needed to happen to break the curses upon me. Anytime someone traumatizes you, a separation, such as being separated from the mother or separated from the group, it changes you. So, if someone separates you from the group, calls you dumb or whatever, you may think you don't care what they think, but you did and then when you get angry you find yourself saying the same thing to other people.
    The way to truly not care is to be confident in your true self. Which is not of the ego. Then when someone says something, you know that they are wrong because you know it for a fact. You don't have to guess, it's information you have 100%. My wife did make everything about me. She puts me before herself every single time. It's mind blowing and being around someone like that has taught me how to do it. Because I've never even witnessed someone who actually carried out these things. We hear in Christian Church's that we should do these things but how many people do you really see doing it.
    She's the real thing. I'm the real thing. We are authentic. We glory in tribulation as even a year and a half of almost losing my mind dealing with healing past traumas, going through surgeries, all kinds of things, RIGHT after getting married, I wouldn't take it back for anything. See now I KNOW who she is and I know who I am. And I'll continue to learn who I am as I go. As I continue to learn who God is.
    I find it hard to care about the hobbies I had so much passion about before. All the art I did and wanted to do. I'm not saying I won't do it now. I'd like to but not in the way I wanted to before. I've accepted that I've died. I finally let go....finally. And I fought it for a long time. And then I became born again. I didn't trust God. I believed the scriptures 100% I believed in him 100%, it seemed I was gifted with so much faith but when it came to my day to day life, because of trauma, I lived in much fear. I had faith God could show up if he wanted to but I didn't know if he would. Now, I know he was already there inside me, I just somehow didn't put faith and trust together. He proved to me I could trust him by answering an impossible prayer. I told you what I prayed when I was young and that's exactly who I married. Without looking. God didn't owe it to me to prove me that I could trust him but because he is so gracious he understood my condition and acted first in the relationship.
    I do not doubt myself like I did before. Not because of ego, because I do not doubt him. It's not as if I didn't know these concepts before but to TRULY know at the depth that I know, took a lot of tribulation.
    EDIT: Also, to answer if you want to put your energy in TH-cam. Look at it the way I look at art. Go by the Spirit and not by the flesh, live out your true natural self and there may be some days that you have to yourself, there me be certain hours you have to yourself and if you feel inspired then do it. If not, then leave it be. Either one is fine. You don't have to make a decision and figure it out. It can be figured out daily, even hourly, even by each moment and what each moment calls for. Because I went through it bad figuring out, do I do art? if I do, how seriously do I take it? Do I put a lot of energy into it? Trust God.

    • @conniekyom144
      @conniekyom144  11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      That is so beautiful, Logan. I've thought about you from time to time and I was praying that you were ok. Thank you for sharing this beautiful testimony of what sounds like a great, great healing that has happened in your life. And you're right, God did this work through your marriage and He did it in His perfect time. I always knew that about you, that you needed healing... praising God for blessing you the way He has.

    • @nagol5178
      @nagol5178 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I also think, you were bringing up in one of the videos some woman calling you a witch or something. I think that the spiritual sciences is what we are interested in. We have to be careful because often times the people who present this science then go to a conclusion that literally sets up the anti christ. However, in the 1800's there was really a split, letting the public know material science and keeping the spiritual sciences hidden. Yet to people like us it's obvious. I bet you can see Auras. Not with your natural eyes of course. But I bet if you guess what color your husband's Aura is and then go look it up what that means when someone has that color, you will get an exact description. My wife asked me about multiple people and I told her. I didn't go look it up before hand or even after that. Just forgot about it. She looked it up. It happened to be 100% correct. Am I an occultist because of this ability? I think it's just natural. I can't help that I can see it. I wish we had a Church that spoke about love and had interest in science WITHOUT compromises the truth of the scriptures. A church that can accept mysteries. But we don't..... You either believe in free destination and get attacked by free will Armenians or whatever the case may be. I can see 100% that all things are pre destined, put together perfectly. Also, I should email you something that I shouldn't say here. Check your email @@conniekyom144

  • @ChadAquino-w4n
    @ChadAquino-w4n 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    My purpose is the white house

  • @jacoblaan3707
    @jacoblaan3707 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Beautiful video presentation!

    • @conniekyom144
      @conniekyom144  11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thanks for visiting

  • @ChadAquino-w4n
    @ChadAquino-w4n 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Come straight to my house

  • @fireguy96
    @fireguy96 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This was deep

  • @godswillabia5036
    @godswillabia5036 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Disappearance totally not cool, was worried for your faith and even still worried, you mean the Holy Ghost hasn't empowered you to take care of your son and the sheep and lambs? will pray for you. Shalom.

    • @warriorofthelord4142
      @warriorofthelord4142 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      She was ignoring Him because she focused to much on herself

  • @mrdinx
    @mrdinx 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    How is your husband?

    • @conniekyom144
      @conniekyom144  11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I can't answer for him, you'd have to ask him

  • @johna1811
    @johna1811 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I was wondering where you went, what is a terrible mum in your eyes is an awesome mum in God's wey, you are imperfect therefore leaving them to God is the best option, God takes care of the birds and bews will he not take care of his children including you my dear?❤ Replace son with Father first and foremost, if your relationship with God was good then so would every other relationship you have be good unless it wasnt in the will of Father.

    • @conniekyom144
      @conniekyom144  11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Neglecting my child and his emotional well-being makes me a bad mom but by God's grace, I'm getting a second chance

  • @ernesto7016
    @ernesto7016 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Family first take of ur home gob bless you

    • @ernesto7016
      @ernesto7016 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      💜

  • @ChildofGod9790
    @ChildofGod9790 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Your video feels like a bot. Stop using self deprecating titles to your videos and do not conform. Turn back to God. Do not be afraid despite any fear you have.

  • @HervavenGill
    @HervavenGill 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    God chose the mother to have a child so thier is more of a responsibility of the mother to give that extra love... love also can mean understanding of the child since in many cases there can be personality differences which can cause issues...

    • @prettymind8230
      @prettymind8230 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      So that also means the child should care more about his mom as an adult and neglect his dad since he didn’t carry said child in the womb?😶

  • @theendtimesarehere
    @theendtimesarehere 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Moreover, brethren, I declare unto you *The Gospel* 📖 which I preached unto you, which also ye have received, and wherein ye stand; by *which also ye are Saved,* if ye keep in memory what I preached unto you, unless ye have *believed* in vain. For I delivered unto you first of all that which I also received, how that *Christ died for our sins* according to the scriptures; *and that He was buried, and that He rose again the third day* according to the scriptures. (1 Corinthians 15:1-4)
    For I am not ashamed of *The Gospel* 📖 of Christ: *for it is the power of God unto Salvation to every one that “believeth,”* to the Jew first, and also to the Greek. *For therein is the righteousness of God* 😇 revealed from faith to faith: as it is written: *The just shall live by faith.* (Romans 1:16-17)
    *That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised Him from the dead, thou shalt be Saved.* For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. *For the scripture saith: Whosoever believeth on Him shall not be ashamed.* For there is no difference between the Jew and the Greek: for the same Lord over all is rich unto all that call upon Him. *For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be Saved.* (Romans 10:9-13)

  • @ChadAquino-w4n
    @ChadAquino-w4n 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Maybe you're too beautiful

  • @ChadAquino-w4n
    @ChadAquino-w4n 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Then u don't need to do you tube

  • @ChadAquino-w4n
    @ChadAquino-w4n 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Marry me

  • @Sean-fu9wr
    @Sean-fu9wr 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Whatever,u give me narciccst vibes