This is a song about anxiety/panic attacks, if something is missing please let me know because I do not deal with this personally, but I know a lot of people that do and I wanna use the small platform I have to shed light on the subject, enjoy. Verse 1: it was just a normal day Now my heart racin’ No reason either, feel my lungs shakin’ I’m starting to sweat, my body aching What’s going on, I can’t shake this I try to move but I got some chills While I’m tryna chill See my hand and I can’t hold it still There was no trigger, it just happened I can’t feel Peace right now, don’t know how to deal I’m stuck in my head, can’t move from my bed I’m screaming in my mind But feel in my chest Sweat dripping down my spine Don’t know what’s coming next Tryna calm down this doesn’t make any sense Happened so suddenly, I feel the room above from me Closing in, in front of me Some help me please, I trapped in a dream, in a dream! Ugh, I’m trapped, it was a sudden depression I know for other people it’s different But when I feel like this, I lose my vision Feel light headed Losing interest In a state of obsession On feeling peace for more then a minute Do go to my room, cause I don’t wanna set it Off, so I sleep downstairs instead of facing it I am in rejection, say you can help me, I hope meant it Don’t wanna go to a therapy session Because you always ask the same questions Hook: feels like I’m in a chamber But here I am talking to a stranger Say I’m fine, but feels like I’m danger Help me now, before I release this anger x2 Verse 2: tell me doc, is this anxiety? Why can’t I fight it, what monster lives inside of me Feels like my body is crackling Why does everyone look down on me Down on me Do they think I’m weak? Im trying my best Does need much to trigger mostly just stress I can’t trust the thoughts in my head Can’t I fix this doctor? don’t wanna take some meds! Sorry I got some problems but don’t we all? Whenever I get like this feels like ima fall Knot in my stomach that never goes away So I’m sorry if I shake Or if I break Feels like I’ma bout to break I know I’m not but fear lives in my brain This is my current state But don’t want this to be my fate I’ll never be the same They say just behave, But don’t tell me to be brave.. Why does my body feel so cold I don’t know what to do or where to go God help me I feel so alone God help me regain control.. Hook: feels like I’m in a chamber But here I am talking to a stranger Say I’m fine, but feels like I’m danger Help me now, before I release this anger x2
[Verse 1] I don't know what it is that you've done to me But it's caused me to act in such a crazy way Whatever it is that you do when you do what you're doing It's a feeling that I want to stay [Pre-Chorus] 'Cause my heart starts beating triple time With thoughts of loving you on my mind I can't figure out just what to do When the problem here is you [Chorus] I get so weak in the knees, I can hardly speak (I lose) I lose all control and something takes over me (Control, takes over me) In a daze and it's so amazing (Amaze) It's not a phase (It's not), I want you to stay with me (Stay with me) By my side, I swallow my pride (My pride) Your love is so sweet It knocks me right off of my feet Can't explain why your lovin' makes me weak [Verse 2] Time after time, after time I try to fight it But your love is strong, it keeps on holding on Resistance is down When you're around, cries fading In my condition, I don't want to be alone [Pre-Chorus] 'Cause my heart starts beating triple time With thoughts of loving you on my mind I can't figure out just what to do When the problem here is you, ohh [Chorus] I get so weak in the knees, I can hardly speak (I lose) I lose all control and something takes over me (Control, takes over me) In a daze and it's so amazing (Amaze) It's not a phase (It's not), I want you to stay with me (Stay with me) By my side, I swallow my pride (My pride) Your love is so sweet It knocks me right off of my feet Can't explain why your lovin' makes me weak [Bridge] I try hard to fight it No way can I deny it Your love's so sweet Knocks me off my feet [Chorus] I get so weak in the knees, I can hardly speak (I lose) I lose all control and something takes over me (Control, takes over me) In a daze and it's so amazing (Amaze) It's not a phase (It's not), I want you to stay with me (Stay with me) By my side, I swallow my pride (My pride) Your love is so sweet It knocks me right off of my feet Can't explain why your lovin' makes me weak
this reminds me of the strength I don't have every single day leaving the people I was with n pushing me away from but now my own strength is falling apart, great beat raspo I'll always appreciate the wonderful instrumentals ❤❤🙏
(yeah) depression feels like a neverending itch i know that you're still stuck in a ditch depression is like a boxing match you get beat up, hit all around but trust me you'll stronger then beat that depression right into the ground then you find that happiness that was looking desperately to get found (yeah) all that i know is that you did me wrong people say to find friends that aren't fake, well how was i supposed to know you were all along grab all this emotion put it all into a song and resist the urge to suicide just remember you're strong (yeah) just remember when you have a mental breakdown or you lose it remember to fight yeah i know you can do it just remember never ever call yourself stupid you're an amazing person when you get hurt that's just you learnin' so stop it you don't need more ciggerete burnin (yeah) sometimes you are too nice to other people focus on yourself go to a therapist get some help and no i don't mean that in a bad way just want you to stop piling roaches on the ashtray trust me you'll regret it, i know you will someday it'll be 20 years later and all your dads hair grey then you'll look right over to life and say "well nice play" *singing* yeah you know thats life you know thats life thats how it goes you know thats life you know thats life thats how it goes ripped jeans and clothes livin no more dead on the floor
Sit in the dark of my room Crying and screaming My body's a tomb Im trapped with these demons Im fiendin' for your touch The warmth that you gave me Please dont leave me baby I know im weak I know im selfish I know sometimes it seems like im helpless But you are the light guiding my way And lately it feels like your fading away Maybe its my fault i know i get distant Whatever the case those long nights i miss them Stay up till two we'd laugh and we'd smile Now it feels like ive been wrapped in barb wire The harder i fight it the deeper it cuts Create a fire it seperates us why? Im sorry... I know im weak I know im selfish I know sometimes it seems like im helpless But you promised me you would stay Now im all alone and im fucking afraid What do i do Who do i turn to Dont wanna open baby cause ill only burn you Im sorry im trying Without you im dying Im sorry im trying She says that im lying Talk to the moon then i send my soul flying *BANG*
I still love you the same I am feelin insane Girl why you so fake Why you switched lane Got fallin and run away I'll follow you anywhere No matter what I do i still love you the same Why did you changed Wish we could be the same I got pills in my hand I just want this to end Don't want nobody else I just want you back Can we go back when we we're together You said forever
How you going to help me but you don’t know me You don’t owe me Searching for answers was the Old me Been so lonely Temporarily On holding To the point where I don’t know who I’m phoning Telling me You care for my situation That I need some patience So I keep on waiting Till the time gets wasted Starting to realized it was me that I hated Try to block it out to keep me from creating Negative bad thoughts Look what the cat brought Empty glass crack pot Leaking with past thoughts Numerous hats off Pulling rabbit out Hoping my brain hops To better memories of my heart loss My last jot Was about me losing my self Wondering was the nut in the shell Dumping my hope in a well Intend to make up for the pain that I felt Putting restraints on myself I need a miracle Or some medical To help From the damage that was dealt You feel me Shit I don’t even know if this is the real me Looks like I’m at two places at once It’s not healthy Bouncing back and forth Will I ever go toward To what I’m meant for There is more or maybe less I think a lot and build up stress Wonder what my purpose is But I guess it’s to be depressed I don’t know why I’m in such a mess It grows to grotesque And closed on my head I lay in my bed But I don’t go to sleep The crevices open And my demons take a peek Not to look for me They don’t even want me I just haunt them Because I need some company
Josie Part 5 “All the songs mixed together” Static *Sad music* Dear Sean, or do you still go by Paul I know it’s been awhile This hard for me to admit when I was younger but when times were tough you made me smile. I knew that when I left you were in denial We lived right across the street but I know for you to see me you would’ve walked a thousand miles I know you thought you knew me But I was an encrypted file *static* The reason I left was because You were repressing me obsessively You kept getting more Aggressively And it kept depressing me You weren’t a necessity I tried to leave respectably But you weren’t helping And It was left to me So you know the reason And if you don’t I guess you’ll never see Just know for you It was best to let me go And ride free Static I don’t know if you knew this back then but I struggled severely with depression With you always telling me not to question Our love for each other But I didn’t love you confession I loved that you got me through some hard times Even though you didn’t listen to my problem that was fine even when you Rarely did Ask I said I was fine But I was lyin *static* I hope you know this letter isn’t To say I regret you or bring you down I hope it doesn’t bring you a frown But this Sunday I’ll be back in town And was wanting to invite you and bring your amazing dad as your plus one Because the sweetest guests at a wedding Is a loving father and son
People bein' tellin me they seeing me weak But i tell em nah that is just something you see I'm also hurt and i think i also bleed Shutted doors in the floor in my knees..
Thiên đường không còn đây Em đã xa tầm tay Xung quanh không còn ai Vì đêm nay ta lại say Bóng tối không còn sâu Anh phải đi về đâu Đêm ngày anh vẫn mong chờ Kí ức lấp con tim mờ
Những lời nói vẫn còn vang vẳng Những tiếng khóc vẫn còn bên tai Những áp lực tạo nên căng thẳng Và nó đang vẫn diễn ra hàng ngày Ko ai lại muốn tồn tại Khi mà ko có tương lai Và khi ngoẳn đầu nhìn lại Bên mày lại chẳng có ai Xã hội này ko dành cho kẻ yếu Khi đồng tiền thứ được đề cao Xã hội này là hệ quy chiếu Vị trí mày phải là vì sao xã hội này vốn dĩ chẳng công bằng Chẳng ai chả công cho sự cố gắng Kẻ có tiền luôn nắm đc phần thắng Kẻ ko tiền thường gặp phải khó khăn
i’m smiling in public but deep down i’m in pain and i know inside my head there’s a lot that i can’t say and i take it out on everyone but i know that i’m the one to blame and i stare inside the mirror but i’m always so ashamed and i’m crying in the rain i always lose i never gain i try my hardest everyday i wake up and never change somebody put me out my misery look what the pain has fucking did to me my life is a mistery i’m not sucidal i just want relief damn i’m laughing but my trama still here and i’m still waiting i’m so fucking tired i’ve lost all of my patients if it’s not my body then my it’s my health i’m so insecure and i need help i try to save everyone but i forgot about myself i’m so ashamed of my body and my personality it self and my hand is just unheld and a hug i need for real i can’t talk to nobody cause i don’t even know how i feel i’ve been patient for to long and yet time still hasn’t healed and i’m turning to the devil i might just make a deal damn and i’m wondering if i end it with the open wounds heal but is that how i really feel let me tell you how i feel if i died tonight would you miss me looking back on our past i know you would forget me followed the devil learned the devil mislead please somebody hold me i could have everything i wanted yea that’s what the devel told me and i’m turning to drugs pray to god i don’t od please do not save me cause you really don’t know me i’m tired of trying cause i never succeed i’ll make sure to leave a note but promise me you will read if end it all my pain will go always me and the devel agreed would i take that deal ha yes indeed you telling me you want me but you do not need me i’m screaming out for help but nobody ever see’s me i’m smiling in public but deep down i’m in pain and i know inside my head there’s a lot that i can’t say and i take it out on everyone but i know that i’m the one to blame and i stare inside the mirror but i’m always so ashamed and i’m crying in the rain i always lose i never gain i try my hardest everyday i wake up and never change somebody put me out my misery look what the pain has fucking did to me my life is a mistery i’m not sucidal i just want relief damn
Syllable per beat The tittle i put for the lyrics. Love For You I feel my heart pounding loudly how could you let me feel lousy all theses things that hurt inside me i just wanted you to love me You're the thing that heals my stress you're the person i loved best if you loved me i would have been blessed i love you and have no regrets I feel weak around you i haven't forgot about you your the one i always loved probably the one I'll ever love I cry everytime i think of you I'm shy everytime i walk by you my heart relys just on you I know i dont qualify for you Feel free to deny these words for you I'm not the guy to be with you thats why i say these words to you just let you know that i love you x2 I love you...I love you ... I love you, just let you know that i love you Feel free to say that i'm ugly i respect the things that you tell me your the person thats more lovely if you hate me that I'll be okay All these things that suround me all these thoughts are not healthy You'll be good here without me thats what i think so you tell me All these feeling that i express you might think that i am depressed i dont know I think, I am or just an unsuccessful mess I love you...I love you...I love you, I love you and have no regrets Your such a pretty princess im happy that you exist your the reason i am alive without you i think i would die My feeling are hard to explain i feel like i repeated everything but what i mostly want to say is I love you and have no regrets I love you...I love you... I love you, I love you and have no regrets
@raspo yo I just found you bro and I have been all up in yo shit all day and night bro your beats are fucking fire I sip and blaze to it while writing music and contemplating life. I struggle with depression. I spend my time playing chess and making poetry and songs, and raps, and all sorrts of bullshit but the truth is its music, beats, instrumentals like this that really help with my depression. My body is swaying to this beat as I type thes message. Thank yoou. You helpe me with these beats they help me get my feelings out and I find a voice. I can speak freely when I write to your instrumentals and yours are so much more than other producers
hello from the bottom please, help me up from this depression i wanna find my out of this tough situation i hope someone hears my cry but i don’t think i’m being heard right now i’ve always been like a ghost, put in the background it will feel natural too die i won’t probably even say goodbye i can feel the scars in my soul on my inside it’s like having bleeding wounds out of sight as long as my pain is invisible, i won’t ever be all right i just want a new life there is just ash left, i’ve been burning so much please someone take me away from this hell i got nightmares about life which I don’t even want to tell please angels, come and bring me home this ain’t my home this is a scary movie where i’m forced to do it all on my own this is some kinda thriller where i woke up alone i can’t stand reading my script anymore
Bắt đầu một khởi đầu mới khi bước đi trên con đường thàng công Những điều mà tao đang muốn làm cho mẹ tao được hai lòng Khi những chặn đường phía trước luôn có những rào cản Thì tao vẫn bước lên phía trước mẹ tao luôn dặn là không đầu hàng Bởi vì chẳng có ai bên mày khi mày đang gặp khó khăn Lúc trước anh em đông đủ bây giờ chẳng còn được vài thằng Phải tự đứng dậy khi mày vấp ngã vì đời này chẳng có mấy khi Phải tự vượt qua tất cả
With all this pain i might show weakness but im not hidding away from all this darkness whats tryna defeat me today i guess there always a light at the end of the tunnel.. all my emotions I guess im hidding them all these feelings i try to run from them... But its hard to see what’s around the corner even god can come back to haunt you i feel my veins bleed i really cant cope im sick of being pushed down on my knees... But I always never wanted to quit I really put my heart and soul in to this real music It makes me be greatfull of the things i have got in my life Because always remember tomorrows not promised So make sure you forgive more often and always be honest real friends are hard to get but the fake onces I really regret! They could stab you in the back so make sure you don’t forget
while i look you in your eyes your eyes take me by suprise n i wish i could die n i wish that i could cry but im putting up a fight like why who was i to think i was gon leave this behind i guess i miss the old u n i i wishe we could be happy but we lost that fire wish that i could reignite the feeling we once felt inside i can't get off a my mind yeah girl i aint alright feel like we were a waste of time lieng but i say i fine wish that we could find hold that wish i could just call you see i love you that aint no mistake yeah but i guess sometimes feelings change yeah i fucking hate the fact i feel this way yeah ill brake my back if i keep carrying this weight see i love you baby girl ill say that to your face by the time.you get this message it'll probably be too late see ill be up up on my way i cant handle this burden yeah i can't handle this pain yeah wish that you would love me the way we used to.love eachother but nowday its just not the same so why even bother its like fixing up an empty bottle sittimg on this bike on the highway imma hit this throttle close my eyes take a deep breath imma solve the problem take my life and kill off all these monsters yeah uh yeah uh
I never slip because I keep a fully loaded chrome Til hard timers in the pen had to crush his throat They go down to the projects the clubs been closed Two ounces of coke's caught in the pocket of his coat I strike a still pose and hit you with some ill flows To cope with the lows the wind is cold and it blows
Josie Part 5 “All the songs mixed together” Static *Sad music* Dear Sean, or do you still go by Paul I know it’s been awhile This hard for me to admit when I was younger but when times were tough you made me smile. I knew that when I left you were in denial We lived right across the street but I know for you to see me you would’ve walked a thousand miles I know you thought you knew me But I was an encrypted file *static* The reason I left was because You were repressing me obsessively You kept getting more Aggressively And it kept depressing me You weren’t a necessity I tried to leave respectably But you weren’t helping And It was left to me So you know the reason And if you don’t I guess you’ll never see Just know for you It was best to let me go And ride free Static
And ride free Static I don’t know if you knew this back then but I struggled severely with depression With you always telling me not to question Our love for each other But I didn’t love you confession I loved that you got me through some hard times Even though you didn’t listen to my problem that was fine even when you Rarely did Ask I said I was fine
0:26 yeah everyone around always wanna talk down on me i dont even get it anymore i cant even be sorry but what i can say is sorry, sorry that you hate me deep inside i get it though im one of kind no one around me is even alike i change one thing about myself and everyone around wants to start a fight man i cant decide if i wanna hide anymore or just run away i cant do it for much longer feels like im trapped in a mental space im happy one day and the next i wanna get out of this place cause, the pressure is here its like i go in the sky tryna breath in space better get my bag, i wont be here for much more longer i dont even care if i die from hunger at least ill be more happy knowing i tried to seek the odds and pass this life but i better be quick cause im runnin outa time deep inside you really wanna know? thats fine i dont really care anymore lets go you see, everyone around my circle thinks im kind im tired of playing the nice guy im tired of saying the nice little lies im tired of the night time cries cause deep inside i know myself but it seems i seek every opinion about me i dont know why then i write a song like its the end of my life yeah go ahead and call me shy thats the only person you're ever gonna see keep that up i hope you see what its like to really be me ima much better person in my reality
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HELLO BUDS, IT'S YO BOY IBRAHIM! YEAH!x2 Hook: Bro am new,am learning I keep on hustling Smokin and burnin Every moment is twisting & turning Bro am new and i am learning!!! Verse 1:(ibby) Abhi 17 ka hua bhi nahi,phir bhi Chala hoon ghalat raah pe,kitaab ki jagah cigarette aur mobile mere haath me,Ghar wale bolte,ye sab chor,dimagh laga,mustaqbil apna roshan bana be,par dil-dimagh samajhta nahi logo ki baat ye,Khud se kehta khuda mere saath hai,kuch aata nahi phir bhi qalam mere haath me,Kab se khaa rahi fikar,kaise hunga exams me pass mein?! Mujhe sab kuch dikhe phir bhi khaamosh hoon... Khoya apne khayalo me kya me madhosh hoon? Future ka har waqt mujhe gham Sachayi mujhe na hazam Karde ay maula mere karam Dil ko mere bana de naram ke kar sakun apne haal pe raham!!!! Ibby out misters Verse 2 Future ka tension nai le, khuda sab ka sath hai, Kabse mai parha ho es nasho pe, kuch bhi na mela mujhe, Qalam hath mein leke always, Likhta ho mushkilatain merī har baat be-asar hī rahī hai har waqt naqs faryad hai kuchh meri bayān mein Bure log bhi the meri es gumaan mein, Kabse mai beth ke tap raha ye batain, Kabse mai beth ke likh raha afsanay, Khud ko khojtha ho bewafa zamanay, Bolte kyun nahi ap log mere baraay, Log choti soch ko leke banaty hai dramay, Achi batain kasko pasand nai koi na sunayen, Views tu ane janay, hum apni jagah se na jayen, Lagay senay pe hi dard awo cegrrete hi jalayen, Zamanay se lar ke hum dond rhe kinary, Mere sagi mere sath baqi log sary bewafa hai, Khuda janay meri khano mai ye kiski awazain, Uthaye hai kandho pe apno ki maine janazain,
Thật là tiếc nếu như chúng ta không chịu thay đổi vì nhau Anh nói sai em nói đúng thì kết quả có khác gì đâu Em muốn bỏ vì em nói em không có nhiều lựa chọn Em quên đi những ngày đầu mà đôi ta đã từng đưa đón Không trọn vẹn , không nỗ lực thì cuộc tình này vỡ đôi Nói anh nghe câu chia tay hôm ấy em nói là lỡ lời anh đã quá tin em để rồi anh chịu đớn đau mà hỡi người Cười cho qua nước mắt đã khô để cho bình yên về với trời Và cứ thế mùa đông đến lại làm con tim anh nặng lòng Ngồi cô đơn cùng với màn đêm nhớ về những kí ức ta mặn nồng Ngồi thở than với gió rét đôi mi anh hoen vì nhớ người Và có lẽ mối tình này sẽ đi theo anh đến cuối đời Ngày em đến ngày em đi làm cho cảm xúc này hỗn độn Lấy đi mất của nhận thức tâm trí a đang lẫn lộn Gom bao nhiêu là kỉ niệm để rồi cất a trong tâm can Giờ xóa hết trả lại em bao nhiêu yêu thương anh lấp trong không gian
Ma luat somnul cam târziu ce sa vezi Capul plin de amintiri și cai verzi pe pereți Câteodată am probleme as vrea sa ma dizolv Dar ma gândesc cate o secunda Cum ar fi dacă a-și fi orb Dacă n as avea picioare Și un scaun cu rotile Astea sunt probleme reale Nu ca n ai tu bani copile Când simți ca te sufoci când pleca persoana draga Nu o înlocuiești nici măcar cu o lume întreaga Tine minte Când muncești nu e o rușine Rușinea e sa vrei totul de sine
I feel weak no matter, on what I do It's as if everything inside me has weakened into nothing As if I changed into a nobody Was this suppose to happen Or am i really not worth it so My body weakened into a unliving person Still thinking about the past that made me afraid to even try to remember a Happy childhood the pain of the agurements the sweet moments where only the peaceful dreams when we fall asleep Im weak to the world
I don't think you understand how bad it hurts So please just listen up and just try to learn Ive wanted to die just to do it on my own terms but before you give me control, first you tell me I'm wrong about a hundred times but you'll never ever tell that I'm right second its always my fault when we fight I don't even deserve control over my own mind because to you I don't have anything of my own Then you'll turn everyone against me until I'm all alone Then I'll sit behind the house just wanting a home just wanting a very little bit of control Fire beat by the way.
Gökyüzüne ulaşırdı eskiden hayallerim Günüme bakamayanım geleceğe bakan değil Artık,her şey batıyo git gide dibe Her gün yıkılmaktan artık bıktım Sıkıldım her gün aynı artık saldım mama hayatı Ben başaramadım sanırım bak sabredebilmeyi Kaldım yalnız yeniden kuramam hayatı Yeniden kuramam hayali,üzgünüm mami Geliyor içimden bağıra çağıra isyan etmek her şeye Her boktan yıldığımı anlatabilmek herkese Her ruh bedene yansımaz kullan şu aklını az Senin gördüğün kadar değil hiçbi sey aptal adam Dayanıyo boğazıma bıçak gibi öldür at kendini Bırakıp her şeyi yok ol sıratı beklemek için Düşünce tekrar kalkamam ki ayağa kalmaz bi umudum Gün doğar belki ben de bu boktan şeylerden kurtulurum Diyemem kendime düşersem tekrar
Look There always saying get up and finish this ride, So it's time to really try, Putting getting high to the side, Stumbling through any of the lies, Be my own positive life coach, Come at this with a little different approach, My demons put to the back burner cause there always trying to coax, Surround myself with good to take in and just let myself soak, It All begins, Cause we hold the power it's what ever you let in, You could feel like a zero not today though I'm shooting for a ten, Win win win, Always so clouded by the bullshit were my good moments been, So I remember and let those memories in, And then s smile to my face yeah it's my grin, a positive approach begins, That's how you predesten a win win win, If you don't stick up for your self your people really can't count on you to defend, So I start with myself today not worry abo yesterday, It's okay if it rains, I Play in the rain, Some think I am a little insane, Like there something wrong with my brain, But those same people don't even remember my name, They don't know I've always played in rain, Really there just blinded by there own shame, You might have problems I know got issues but I also know there not the same, So when these black clouds roll in and we know the rains here to stay, I just remember every day is a different day, So if you want to be something different then it's up to us too go back to the drawing board and some way start to train, It may be scary to change but sometimes it's the only way that we go to the huddle and call a different play, If your tired and your don't slow down take a breath, You'll just slowly wither away, So today I'm breathing today like I'm not getting another day, Saying the things I never had the balls or commen Sense to say, Become somthing you already should have became, Stop think about shit have some restraint, Give two things positive for every one complaint, Keep my head high even when your walking the plank, Don't let none of them push you to the brink, Don't cover any feelings with drugs or a stiff ass drink, Sink or swim don't let your choice to sink, Use your brain really start to think, Smiles are good for the soul, Story's not over the endings not yet wrote, Filing myself with less doubt and more faith, Instead of trying to give advice I'm just be a role model and demonstrate, Even win You break there's something that will help you to take, Make every moment great,. remember to shed those resentments So they begin to be a big heavy bag of hate, Iratatacate all that wants you to seeing how much you can take, Living inside the lines of pride, More humility, Causes you will show more desensy, Pass up what you want for More of what you need, Open your view to somthing you would have never seen, And try to be alright with our ora just be who we intended to be,
Lord When I am weak your love is strong broken down where'd I go wrong cause with you is where I belong did some wrong did some right I just push through to make it through the fight hopin in the end that you shine your light upon me cause somtimes I feel the devil wants me break me free from my past goin hard cause life goes fast here's to hopin the pain doesn't last lord when I am weak your love is strong broken down where'd I go wrong cause with u is where I belong did some wrong did some right I just push through to make it through the fight hopin in the end that you shine your light upon me cause somtimes I feel the devil wants me break me free from my past goin hard cause life goes fast here's to hopin the pain doesn't last.
When I got hom I sat in my room I felt so weak so weak that My heart isn't producing no more I got so tired I felt so weak Like life is going to end for me I never felt so dark inside It feels like my soul vanished into fan air oh no is it time to say good bye The reason is my mom Never says hi or bye I don't Get a call or text back from her I don't get loved from her. She said that she loves me ,but it never feels like she never does I have a fucking soul That needs to be treated like a good little king,if not enemies Will finally win over my body And than my heart will start burning down to hell............ Satan probably have fun beating my burt cold body which he will have trouble doing.Fuck man I don't want it happen like that, all I'm asking is my mom to love me than I will feel dam warm inside when that happen the darkest will finally retreated And than my soul be ba k up on my feet with so much energy If i get to much I won't worry because I'll be with my mom making so much memories ×3 repeat at end
No reason to comprises cause through these eyes I see the lies said you were leaving I really believed it. You still laugh despite how I felt broken in tears I loved you through all our years How could you do this after all we been through Fuck you get out of my house Na bitch take yourself better yet I’ll kick u out That’s exactly what u did to me Hurt me use me bruise me Fuck I don’t care no more I’m glad u left through the front door I don’t need you, your meaningless Now I’m happy we went our ways No more reasons to make pretend Take your love back don’t need this trash I’m dead to you I will see it through Never let a devil play u through In hell you belong plenty of space I see your face I get filled with hate Days weeks years go by still wonder why Why did I give you my heart Why did I play me for fun Forever forget the bitch I’m done Life continues I will believe It’s been 10 years now I have someone to hold Now I got a wife 2 kids of my own A wife a family to be there for me Good life good life 20 years now Middle age now plays its part Back to depression aggression now the depression I remember now I had a life now I got 3 grandchildren in my life Time has past I sit back to say my last I’m 84 loved my last Life flashes before my eyes Happiness on hate lies on love cheating over accomplishments Goodbye my love remember my story
Forever together I'll love you no matter what Can't get you out my head I can't see what's ahead I'm good as dead You've found somebody else I guess he love you more than me Wish it could be that's holding you kissing you
Weak.. can’t eat sleep or even think futures looking bleak struggling just to compete in need of liquor relief falling im fucking falling I prey I land on my feet not 10 toes deep my wounds they steadily seep from my demons I gotta flee brighter side man there’s gotta be I’ll see in a couple weeks
I'm a man that lost it all even angels can fall from the sky, like a shooting star when's the last time I felt the beat of my heart Man.. Inside my head is where the monsters are. Each night, nightmares rip apart my soul in the dark I've been alone from the start. Momma gone to the park. Daddy practicing vanishing art.
Feel like I was weak like a car low on mileage When facing defeat I try to flee to My Island With things on repeat I learned to hide my problems with style But that’s ok therapy said just one more day keep trying But apparently I can’t be helped I need meds feels like I’d be better off dying Man fuck it I was going no where in life Needed a minute to myself cuz I couldn’t get a minute of time I see a lotta people watching the struggle but no one likes to open up there eyes But that’s ok one more day with these Demons One more day of there leaching Ready up the cage an batter away at everything that had meaning But I took life for what it was it didn’t give me breaks So I learned to become numb Fuck you think it was stressful enough Now I got some big shot saying I need drugs Your vitals off I think they should get upped here takes these meds Knowing they don’t give a fuck Like what the fuck I could feel alone an helpless Doesn’t mean I need meds in a helping You can’t relate come talk to me when you felt pain in the ways I felt it Always throwing shade yet still calling me selfish But I’m the one who got played an you saying I ain’t welcome They still don’t know there place but switch the topic there wearing me out like a helmet (Yeah) yet I’m running away Think all find another interest to numb all of this pain But I’ve been insecurity driven It’s just the way I was raised Fantasies and life man there one in the same Feels I can’t do nothing right ,so I write on a page Suffocate my tears so I can wash em away
her baktığımda içine çekiyo beni kara gözlerin yine kanıyorum dudaklarından dökülen her kelimeye ama bi an bile inanmıyorum herşeyin düzeleceğine yinede gereksiz umutlar ve hayaller kuruyor kayıp bu ruhum tutuştum artık yanıyorum bedenim kadavra olmuş her gün yeniden ölüyorum ama kıramadım bu salakça döngüyü sanırım saplıyo her saniye beynime girmiş o düşünce çatırdıyorum iliklerime kadar bile bile yürüyorum geçmişin karanlik sokaklarında çoktan koptum kainattan artık yıkılmaz bu duvarlarki geçeyim öbür tarafa kurulu bi cinayet değil kurtar beni bu derinlikten gelip elini ver artık yakama yapışmış bu ihanetler gördüğüm her yüzde karanlık bişeyler arıyorum emin olduğum tek bişey o da artık kesinlikle ruhum bu dunyaya ait değil
Weakness I know that im at my weakest Hoping there is some treatment Livin a life where i don’t feel releif An up all night I’m battlin demons Quick releif I just seek it End of the tunnel don’t see it Light at the end was deceivin Just when I thought I had reached it The light turned off on me I’m at my weakest Ok he got you The devil played you Going through hell you can let it break Or let it make you Let it faze Or let it change you You fear it’s this Or fear it’s that Cry and lay right in your bed an Let shaytaun roam in your head Or cry in your sujude That real jihad Stive for allah when it’s really bad That’s how your really achieving Already have tears so give them some meaning Cry to complain Or cry for the strength To overcome the tuffest of days Yes there a test in it But there is also a benifit Problems could make you diminish An fall until you no longer innocent And what’s it was for has 0 significance Or you can let make you a whole zelema Mindset you’ll be better with You too allah is special And always keepin rememberance
what type beat should i do next?
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Instru sad Latina trap
sad
6lack
nf
honestly NF cuts so deep and his songs are a whole ass vibe. im hoping he stays alive. REAL MUSIC !!
This is a song about anxiety/panic attacks, if something is missing please let me know because I do not deal with this personally, but I know a lot of people that do and I wanna use the small platform I have to shed light on the subject, enjoy.
Verse 1: it was just a normal day
Now my heart racin’
No reason either, feel my lungs shakin’
I’m starting to sweat, my body aching
What’s going on, I can’t shake this
I try to move but I got some chills
While I’m tryna chill
See my hand and I can’t hold it still
There was no trigger, it just happened
I can’t feel
Peace right now, don’t know how to deal
I’m stuck in my head, can’t move from my bed
I’m screaming in my mind
But feel in my chest
Sweat dripping down my spine
Don’t know what’s coming next
Tryna calm down this doesn’t make any sense
Happened so suddenly, I feel the room above from me
Closing in, in front of me
Some help me please, I trapped in a dream, in a dream!
Ugh, I’m trapped, it was a sudden depression
I know for other people it’s different
But when I feel like this, I lose my vision
Feel light headed
Losing interest
In a state of obsession
On feeling peace for more then a minute
Do go to my room, cause I don’t wanna set it
Off, so I sleep downstairs instead of facing it
I am in rejection, say you can help me, I hope meant it
Don’t wanna go to a therapy session
Because you always ask the same questions
Hook: feels like I’m in a chamber
But here I am talking to a stranger
Say I’m fine, but feels like I’m danger
Help me now, before I release this anger x2
Verse 2: tell me doc, is this anxiety?
Why can’t I fight it, what monster lives inside of me
Feels like my body is crackling
Why does everyone look down on me
Down on me
Do they think I’m weak? Im trying my best
Does need much to trigger mostly just stress
I can’t trust the thoughts in my head
Can’t I fix this doctor? don’t wanna take some meds!
Sorry I got some problems but don’t we all?
Whenever I get like this feels like ima fall
Knot in my stomach that never goes away
So I’m sorry if I shake
Or if I break
Feels like I’ma bout to break
I know I’m not but fear lives in my brain
This is my current state
But don’t want this to be my fate
I’ll never be the same
They say just behave,
But don’t tell me to be brave..
Why does my body feel so cold
I don’t know what to do or where to go
God help me I feel so alone
God help me regain control..
Hook: feels like I’m in a chamber
But here I am talking to a stranger
Say I’m fine, but feels like I’m danger
Help me now, before I release this anger x2
C J you got this song from gimeli
Edo Barseghyan no, I wrote this myself.
BARS
Kidfunny Kidfunny thanks
Can I use this....
[Verse 1]
I don't know what it is that you've done to me
But it's caused me to act in such a crazy way
Whatever it is that you do when you do what you're doing
It's a feeling that I want to stay
[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of loving you on my mind
I can't figure out just what to do
When the problem here is you
[Chorus]
I get so weak in the knees, I can hardly speak (I lose)
I lose all control and something takes over me (Control, takes over me)
In a daze and it's so amazing (Amaze)
It's not a phase (It's not), I want you to stay with me (Stay with me)
By my side, I swallow my pride (My pride)
Your love is so sweet
It knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your lovin' makes me weak
[Verse 2]
Time after time, after time I try to fight it
But your love is strong, it keeps on holding on
Resistance is down
When you're around, cries fading
In my condition, I don't want to be alone
[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of loving you on my mind
I can't figure out just what to do
When the problem here is you, ohh
[Chorus]
I get so weak in the knees, I can hardly speak (I lose)
I lose all control and something takes over me (Control, takes over me)
In a daze and it's so amazing (Amaze)
It's not a phase (It's not), I want you to stay with me (Stay with me)
By my side, I swallow my pride (My pride)
Your love is so sweet
It knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your lovin' makes me weak
[Bridge]
I try hard to fight it
No way can I deny it
Your love's so sweet
Knocks me off my feet
[Chorus]
I get so weak in the knees, I can hardly speak (I lose)
I lose all control and something takes over me (Control, takes over me)
In a daze and it's so amazing (Amaze)
It's not a phase (It's not), I want you to stay with me (Stay with me)
By my side, I swallow my pride (My pride)
Your love is so sweet
It knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your lovin' makes me weak
Bro. From one Music producer to another, damn. You have talent my dude. Keep at it.
this reminds me of the strength I don't have every single day leaving the people I was with n pushing me away from but now my own strength is falling apart, great beat raspo I'll always appreciate the wonderful instrumentals ❤❤🙏
🙏🙏
Hook:
Know I been tryna go runaway
But harder every step I take
Wish I had someone to take this pain
Cause I’m. Too weak (2x)
Any good?
Yeah bro
(yeah)
depression feels like a neverending itch
i know that you're still stuck in a ditch
depression is like a boxing match
you get beat up, hit all around
but trust me you'll stronger
then beat that depression right into the ground
then you find that happiness that was looking desperately to get found
(yeah)
all that i know is that you did me wrong
people say to find friends that aren't fake, well how was i supposed to know you were all along
grab all this emotion put it all into a song
and resist the urge to suicide just remember you're strong
(yeah)
just remember when you have a mental breakdown or you lose it
remember to fight yeah i know you can do it
just remember never ever call yourself stupid
you're an amazing person
when you get hurt that's just you learnin'
so stop it you don't need more ciggerete burnin
(yeah)
sometimes you are too nice to other people focus on yourself
go to a therapist get some help
and no i don't mean that in a bad way
just want you to stop piling roaches on the ashtray
trust me you'll regret it, i know you will someday
it'll be 20 years later and all your dads hair grey
then you'll look right over to life and say "well nice play"
*singing*
yeah
you know thats life
you know thats life
thats how it goes
you know thats life
you know thats life
thats how it goes
ripped jeans and clothes
livin no more
dead on the floor
bro, im fucking crying rn, u just described my whole fucking life in a song
Beautiful composition
Let you down feels better with this beat..
I miss it beat. 💔😞 i love that comeback❤
Yeeee
That stereo effect on Perc.. I love that.. 😊 😊
Love your piano melodes
I goddamn love nf
Dude, I've listened to ”almost” every instrumental you have. I love these kind of beats. Where do get the voices you use?
probably arcade or exhale by output
Sit in the dark of my room
Crying and screaming
My body's a tomb
Im trapped with these demons
Im fiendin' for your touch
The warmth that you gave me
Please dont leave me baby
I know im weak
I know im selfish
I know sometimes it seems like im helpless
But you are the light guiding my way
And lately it feels like your fading away
Maybe its my fault i know i get distant
Whatever the case those long nights i miss them
Stay up till two we'd laugh and we'd smile
Now it feels like ive been wrapped in barb wire
The harder i fight it the deeper it cuts
Create a fire it seperates us why?
Im sorry...
I know im weak
I know im selfish
I know sometimes it seems like im helpless
But you promised me you would stay
Now im all alone and im fucking afraid
What do i do
Who do i turn to
Dont wanna open baby cause ill only burn you
Im sorry im trying
Without you im dying
Im sorry im trying
She says that im lying
Talk to the moon then i send my soul flying *BANG*
Damn thats not bad
Dudeeee awesome
Liked before watching
Thank you sir!
amazing beat man
Love rapping to your beats
Dope vibes raspo
Your Not Weak
Love your beats!
I love your beats
This brings so many memories
Dope
Awesome beat
Exceptional work 🔥🔥
Thanks🙏
I still love you the same
I am feelin insane
Girl why you so fake
Why you switched lane
Got fallin and run away
I'll follow you anywhere
No matter what I do i still love you the same
Why did you changed
Wish we could be the same
I got pills in my hand I just want this to end
Don't want nobody else
I just want you back
Can we go back when we we're together
You said forever
trash,
Deep beat dude
Make more beats like this
sick beat
Heat💯💯
i love how you make beats man
Dropped down to my knees
I’m weak
To stunned to speak
Losin air I can’t breathe
You have some amazing beats
amazing
I love ❤️ this beats so much and I can pretty much can write about my story’s ✍🏾✍🏾✍🏾
How you going to help me but you don’t know me
You don’t owe me
Searching for answers was the Old me
Been so lonely
Temporarily On holding
To the point where I don’t know who I’m phoning
Telling me
You care for my situation
That I need some patience
So I keep on waiting
Till the time gets wasted
Starting to realized it was me that I hated
Try to block it out to keep me from creating
Negative bad thoughts
Look what the cat brought
Empty glass crack pot
Leaking with past thoughts
Numerous hats off
Pulling rabbit out
Hoping my brain hops
To better memories of my heart loss
My last jot
Was about me losing my self
Wondering was the nut in the shell
Dumping my hope in a well
Intend to make up for the pain that I felt
Putting restraints on myself
I need a miracle
Or some medical
To help
From the damage that was dealt
You feel me
Shit I don’t even know if this is the real me
Looks like I’m at two places at once
It’s not healthy
Bouncing back and forth
Will I ever go toward
To what I’m meant for
There is more or maybe less
I think a lot and build up stress
Wonder what my purpose is
But I guess it’s to be depressed
I don’t know why I’m in such a mess
It grows to grotesque
And closed on my head
I lay in my bed
But I don’t go to sleep
The crevices open
And my demons take a peek
Not to look for me
They don’t even want me
I just haunt them
Because I need some company
Josie Part 5
“All the songs mixed together”
Static
*Sad music*
Dear Sean,
or do you still go by Paul
I know it’s been awhile
This hard for me to admit when I was younger
but when times were tough you made me smile.
I knew that when I left
you were in denial
We lived right across the street but I know for you to see me you would’ve walked a thousand miles
I know you thought you knew me
But I was an encrypted file
*static*
The reason I left was because
You were repressing me obsessively
You kept getting more Aggressively
And it kept depressing me
You weren’t a necessity
I tried to leave respectably
But you weren’t helping
And It was left to me
So you know the reason
And if you don’t
I guess you’ll never see
Just know for you
It was best to let me go
And ride free
Static
I don’t know if you knew this back then but I struggled severely with depression
With you always telling me not to question
Our love for each other
But I didn’t love you confession
I loved that you got me through some hard times
Even though you didn’t listen to my problem that was fine
even when you Rarely did Ask
I said I was fine
But I was lyin
*static*
I hope you know this letter isn’t
To say I regret you or bring you down
I hope it doesn’t bring you a frown
But this Sunday I’ll be back in town
And was wanting to invite you and bring your amazing dad as your plus one
Because the sweetest guests at a wedding
Is a loving father and son
People bein' tellin me they seeing me weak
But i tell em nah that is just something you see
I'm also hurt and i think i also bleed
Shutted doors in the floor in my knees..
Beautiful
nice one
Thiên đường không còn đây
Em đã xa tầm tay
Xung quanh không còn ai
Vì đêm nay ta lại say
Bóng tối không còn sâu
Anh phải đi về đâu
Đêm ngày anh vẫn mong chờ
Kí ức lấp con tim mờ
Những lời nói vẫn còn vang vẳng
Những tiếng khóc vẫn còn bên tai
Những áp lực tạo nên căng thẳng
Và nó đang vẫn diễn ra hàng ngày
Ko ai lại muốn tồn tại
Khi mà ko có tương lai
Và khi ngoẳn đầu nhìn lại
Bên mày lại chẳng có ai
Xã hội này ko dành cho kẻ yếu
Khi đồng tiền thứ được đề cao
Xã hội này là hệ quy chiếu
Vị trí mày phải là vì sao
xã hội này vốn dĩ chẳng công bằng
Chẳng ai chả công cho sự cố gắng
Kẻ có tiền luôn nắm đc phần thắng
Kẻ ko tiền thường gặp phải khó khăn
🎧Verrry good vibes 👊👊. Liked!
Raspo g.o.a.t🐑🐑
Too emotional🖤
🙏🙏
Ayeee
i’m smiling in public but deep down i’m in pain
and i know inside my head there’s a lot that i can’t say
and i take it out on everyone but i know that i’m the one to blame
and i stare inside the mirror but i’m always so ashamed
and i’m crying in the rain i always lose i never gain i try my hardest everyday i wake up and never change somebody put me out my misery look what the pain has fucking did to me my life is a mistery i’m not sucidal i just want relief damn
i’m laughing but my trama still here and i’m still waiting
i’m so fucking tired i’ve lost all of my patients
if it’s not my body then my it’s my health
i’m so insecure and i need help
i try to save everyone but i forgot about myself
i’m so ashamed of my body and my personality it self
and my hand is just unheld and a hug i need for real i can’t talk to nobody cause i don’t even know how i feel i’ve been patient for to long and yet time still hasn’t healed and i’m turning to the devil i might just make a deal damn
and i’m wondering if i end it with the open wounds heal
but is that how i really feel
let me tell you how i feel
if i died tonight would you miss me
looking back on our past i know you would forget me
followed the devil learned the devil mislead
please somebody hold me
i could have everything i wanted yea that’s what the devel told me
and i’m turning to drugs pray to god i don’t od
please do not save me cause you really don’t know me
i’m tired of trying cause i never succeed
i’ll make sure to leave a note but promise me you will read
if end it all my pain will go always me and the devel agreed
would i take that deal ha yes indeed
you telling me you want me but you do not need
me
i’m screaming out for help but nobody ever see’s me
i’m smiling in public but deep down i’m in pain
and i know inside my head there’s a lot that i can’t say
and i take it out on everyone but i know that i’m the one to blame
and i stare inside the mirror but i’m always so ashamed
and i’m crying in the rain i always lose i never gain i try my hardest everyday i wake up and never change somebody put me out my misery look what the pain has fucking did to me my life is a mistery i’m not sucidal i just want relief damn
Syllable per beat The tittle i put for the lyrics. Love For You
I feel my heart pounding loudly how could you let me feel lousy all theses things that hurt inside me i just wanted you to love me
You're the thing that heals my stress you're the person i loved best if you loved me i would have been blessed i love you and have no regrets
I feel weak around you i haven't forgot about you your the one i always loved probably the one I'll ever love
I cry everytime i think of you I'm shy everytime i walk by you my heart relys just on you I know i dont qualify for you
Feel free to deny these words for you I'm not the guy to be with you thats why i say these words to you just let you know that i love you
x2 I love you...I love you ... I love you, just let you know that i love you
Feel free to say that i'm ugly i respect the things that you tell me your the person thats more lovely if you hate me that I'll be okay
All these things that suround me all these thoughts are not healthy You'll be good here without me thats what i think so you tell me
All these feeling that i express you might think that i am depressed i dont know I think, I am or just an unsuccessful mess
I love you...I love you...I love you, I love you and have no regrets
Your such a pretty princess im happy that you exist your the reason i am alive without you i think i would die
My feeling are hard to explain i feel like i repeated everything but what i mostly want to say is I love you and have no regrets
I love you...I love you... I love you, I love you and have no regrets
Nice beat🔥👌
I appreciate it
@raspo yo I just found you bro and I have been all up in yo shit all day and night bro your beats are fucking fire I sip and blaze to it while writing music and contemplating life. I struggle with depression. I spend my time playing chess and making poetry and songs, and raps, and all sorrts of bullshit but the truth is its music, beats, instrumentals like this that really help with my depression. My body is swaying to this beat as I type thes message. Thank yoou. You helpe me with these beats they help me get my feelings out and I find a voice. I can speak freely when I write to your instrumentals and yours are so much more than other producers
You are the best
Hit again
hello from the bottom
please, help me up from this depression
i wanna find my out of this tough situation
i hope someone hears my cry
but i don’t think i’m being heard right now
i’ve always been like a ghost, put in the background
it will feel natural too die
i won’t probably even say goodbye
i can feel the scars in my soul on my inside
it’s like having bleeding wounds out of sight
as long as my pain is invisible, i won’t ever be all right
i just want a new life
there is just ash left, i’ve been burning so much
please someone take me away from this hell
i got nightmares about life which I don’t even want to tell
please angels, come and bring me home
this ain’t my home
this is a scary movie where i’m forced to do it all on my own
this is some kinda thriller where i woke up alone
i can’t stand reading my script anymore
🔥🔥🔥
straight fire g 🔥🚒 keep it coming!
this actually sounds like a beat he would use.. try sending it to him or his management team
Maybe he will🤫
Bắt đầu một khởi đầu mới khi bước đi trên con đường thàng công
Những điều mà tao đang muốn làm cho mẹ tao được hai lòng
Khi những chặn đường phía trước luôn có những rào cản
Thì tao vẫn bước lên phía trước mẹ tao luôn dặn là không đầu hàng
Bởi vì chẳng có ai bên mày khi mày đang gặp khó khăn
Lúc trước anh em đông đủ bây giờ chẳng còn được vài thằng
Phải tự đứng dậy khi mày vấp ngã vì đời này chẳng có mấy khi
Phải tự vượt qua tất cả
With all this pain i might show weakness but im not hidding away from all this darkness whats tryna defeat me today i guess there always a light at the end of the tunnel..
all my emotions I guess im hidding
them all these feelings i try to run from them...
But its hard to see what’s around the corner even god can come back to haunt you
i feel my veins bleed i really cant cope im sick of being pushed down on my knees...
But I always never wanted to quit I really put my heart and soul in to this real music
It makes me be greatfull of the things i have got in my life
Because always remember tomorrows not promised
So make sure you forgive more often and always be honest
real friends are hard to get but the fake onces I really regret!
They could stab you in the back so make sure you don’t forget
Love it
Can I use this bro I love it
Kidfunny Kidfunny go for it
@@LJ-ie8wj omg I love you soo much thank you
while i look you in your eyes
your eyes take me by suprise n i
wish i could die n i wish that i could cry but im putting up a fight like why who was i to think i was gon leave this behind i guess i miss the old u n i i wishe we could be happy but we lost that fire wish that i could reignite the feeling we once felt inside i can't get off a my mind yeah girl i aint alright feel like we were a waste of time lieng but i say i fine wish that we could find hold that wish i could just call you
see i love you that aint no mistake yeah
but i guess sometimes feelings change
yeah
i fucking hate the fact i feel this way
yeah
ill brake my back if i keep carrying this weight see i love you baby girl ill say that to your face by the time.you get this message it'll probably be too late see ill be up up on my way i cant handle this burden yeah i can't handle this pain yeah wish that you would love me the way we used to.love eachother but nowday its just not the same so why even bother its like fixing up an empty bottle sittimg on this bike on the highway imma hit this throttle close my eyes take a deep breath imma solve the problem take my life and kill off all these monsters
yeah uh yeah uh
Amazing chilling beat love it !
Love it
Una sombra en la casa, mi alma se desgarra, un dia de lluvia
I never slip because I keep a fully loaded chrome
Til hard timers in the pen had to crush his throat
They go down to the projects the clubs been closed
Two ounces of coke's caught in the pocket of his coat
I strike a still pose and hit you with some ill flows
To cope with the lows the wind is cold and it blows
AMO me encanta
Another Great beat
Josie Part 5
“All the songs mixed together”
Static
*Sad music*
Dear Sean,
or do you still go by Paul
I know it’s been awhile
This hard for me to admit when I was younger
but when times were tough you made me smile.
I knew that when I left
you were in denial
We lived right across the street but I know for you to see me you would’ve walked a thousand miles
I know you thought you knew me
But I was an encrypted file
*static*
The reason I left was because
You were repressing me obsessively
You kept getting more Aggressively
And it kept depressing me
You weren’t a necessity
I tried to leave respectably
But you weren’t helping
And It was left to me
So you know the reason
And if you don’t
I guess you’ll never see
Just know for you
It was best to let me go
And ride free
Static
And ride free
Static
I don’t know if you knew this back then but I struggled severely with depression
With you always telling me not to question
Our love for each other
But I didn’t love you confession
I loved that you got me through some hard times
Even though you didn’t listen to my problem that was fine
even when you Rarely did Ask
I said I was fine
Я хожу из стороны в сторону< в надежде что найду себя , и смогу стать собой вновь.
но в этом мире полного
Is it a reupload?💔❤️
Yeah, someone deleted it
0:26
yeah
everyone around always wanna talk down on me
i dont even get it anymore i cant even be sorry
but what i can say is sorry, sorry that you hate me deep inside
i get it though im one of kind
no one around me is even alike
i change one thing about myself
and everyone around wants to start a fight
man i cant decide
if i wanna hide anymore or just run away
i cant do it for much longer
feels like im trapped in a mental space
im happy one day and the next i wanna get out of this place cause,
the pressure is here its like i go in the sky tryna breath in space
better get my bag,
i wont be here for much more longer
i dont even care if i die from hunger
at least ill be more happy knowing i tried
to seek the odds and pass this life
but i better be quick cause im runnin outa time
deep inside you really wanna know? thats fine
i dont really care anymore lets go
you see, everyone around my circle thinks im kind
im tired of playing the nice guy
im tired of saying the nice little lies
im tired of the night time cries
cause deep inside i know myself
but it seems i seek every opinion about me
i dont know why
then i write a song like its the end of my life
yeah
go ahead and call me shy
thats the only person you're ever gonna see
keep that up i hope you see
what its like to really be me
ima much better person in my reality
Ai đang đó...có tâm sự.. nhưng không thể thốt nên lời
Ngồi kể mãi cho người nge...\về những nút thắt trong đời
Lời ta nói thì cứ nge..nhưng ai biết ta nói gì đâu
im lặng chút để ngồi nge tiếng xe...rồi cặm cụi nói thôi ko có gì đâu
Về nhà rồi bỏ hết.. có gì đâu phải lo
Rồi buồn rồi khóc 1 mình ngồi trách cuộc đời không ai hiểu mình con quỷ tiêu cực to vãi to
Miệng đời tàn độc ta không chọn lọc...
00:26
00:54
I'm leasing this beat today
I LIKE YOUR BEAT BRO
Nice
HELLO BUDS, IT'S YO BOY IBRAHIM!
YEAH!x2
Hook:
Bro am new,am learning
I keep on hustling
Smokin and burnin
Every moment is twisting & turning
Bro am new and i am learning!!!
Verse 1:(ibby)
Abhi 17 ka hua bhi nahi,phir bhi Chala hoon ghalat raah pe,kitaab ki jagah cigarette aur mobile mere haath me,Ghar wale bolte,ye sab chor,dimagh laga,mustaqbil apna roshan bana be,par dil-dimagh samajhta nahi logo ki baat ye,Khud se kehta khuda mere saath hai,kuch aata nahi phir bhi qalam mere haath me,Kab se khaa rahi fikar,kaise hunga exams me pass mein?!
Mujhe sab kuch dikhe phir bhi khaamosh hoon...
Khoya apne khayalo me kya me madhosh hoon?
Future ka har waqt mujhe gham
Sachayi mujhe na hazam
Karde ay maula mere karam
Dil ko mere bana de naram ke kar sakun apne haal pe raham!!!! Ibby out misters
Verse 2
Future ka tension nai le, khuda sab ka sath hai,
Kabse mai parha ho es nasho pe, kuch bhi na mela mujhe,
Qalam hath mein leke always, Likhta ho mushkilatain
merī har baat be-asar hī rahī hai har waqt
naqs faryad hai kuchh meri bayān mein
Bure log bhi the meri es gumaan mein,
Kabse mai beth ke tap raha ye batain,
Kabse mai beth ke likh raha afsanay,
Khud ko khojtha ho bewafa zamanay,
Bolte kyun nahi ap log mere baraay,
Log choti soch ko leke banaty hai dramay,
Achi batain kasko pasand nai koi na sunayen,
Views tu ane janay, hum apni jagah se na jayen,
Lagay senay pe hi dard awo cegrrete hi jalayen,
Zamanay se lar ke hum dond rhe kinary,
Mere sagi mere sath baqi log sary bewafa hai,
Khuda janay meri khano mai ye kiski awazain,
Uthaye hai kandho pe apno ki maine janazain,
Thật là tiếc nếu như chúng ta không chịu thay đổi vì nhau
Anh nói sai em nói đúng thì kết quả có khác gì đâu
Em muốn bỏ vì em nói em không có nhiều lựa chọn
Em quên đi những ngày đầu mà đôi ta đã từng đưa đón
Không trọn vẹn , không nỗ lực thì cuộc tình này vỡ đôi
Nói anh nghe câu chia tay hôm ấy em nói là lỡ lời
anh đã quá tin em để rồi anh chịu đớn đau mà hỡi người
Cười cho qua nước mắt đã khô để cho bình yên về với trời
Và cứ thế mùa đông đến lại làm con tim anh nặng lòng
Ngồi cô đơn cùng với màn đêm nhớ về những kí ức ta mặn nồng
Ngồi thở than với gió rét đôi mi anh hoen vì nhớ người
Và có lẽ mối tình này sẽ đi theo anh đến cuối đời
Ngày em đến ngày em đi làm cho cảm xúc này hỗn độn
Lấy đi mất của nhận thức tâm trí a đang lẫn lộn
Gom bao nhiêu là kỉ niệm để rồi cất a trong tâm can
Giờ xóa hết trả lại em bao nhiêu yêu thương anh lấp trong không gian
🔥🔥🔥 Fifty Grand....
Ma luat somnul cam târziu ce sa vezi
Capul plin de amintiri și cai verzi pe pereți
Câteodată am probleme
as vrea sa ma dizolv
Dar ma gândesc cate o secunda
Cum ar fi dacă a-și fi orb
Dacă n as avea picioare
Și un scaun cu rotile
Astea sunt probleme reale
Nu ca n ai tu bani copile
Când simți ca te sufoci când pleca persoana draga
Nu o înlocuiești nici măcar cu o lume întreaga
Tine minte
Când muncești nu e o rușine
Rușinea e sa vrei totul de sine
🔊very atmospheric 😺🌊😽
I feel weak no matter, on what I do
It's as if everything inside me has weakened into nothing
As if I changed into a nobody
Was this suppose to happen
Or am i really not worth it so
My body weakened into a unliving person
Still thinking about the past that made me afraid to even try to remember a Happy childhood the pain of the agurements the sweet moments where only the peaceful dreams when we fall asleep
Im weak to the world
Dann❤
🔥🔥🔥
sick
I don't think you understand how bad it hurts
So please just listen up and just try to learn
Ive wanted to die just to do it on my own terms
but before you give me control, first
you tell me I'm wrong about a hundred times
but you'll never ever tell that I'm right
second its always my fault when we fight
I don't even deserve control over my own mind
because to you I don't have anything of my own
Then you'll turn everyone against me until I'm all alone
Then I'll sit behind the house just wanting a home
just wanting a very little bit of control
Fire beat by the way.
Waw dop one
Gökyüzüne ulaşırdı eskiden hayallerim
Günüme bakamayanım geleceğe bakan değil
Artık,her şey batıyo git gide dibe
Her gün yıkılmaktan artık bıktım
Sıkıldım her gün aynı artık saldım mama hayatı
Ben başaramadım sanırım bak sabredebilmeyi
Kaldım yalnız yeniden kuramam hayatı
Yeniden kuramam hayali,üzgünüm mami
Geliyor içimden bağıra çağıra isyan etmek her şeye
Her boktan yıldığımı anlatabilmek herkese
Her ruh bedene yansımaz kullan şu aklını az
Senin gördüğün kadar değil hiçbi sey aptal adam
Dayanıyo boğazıma bıçak gibi öldür at kendini
Bırakıp her şeyi yok ol sıratı beklemek için
Düşünce tekrar kalkamam ki ayağa kalmaz bi umudum
Gün doğar belki ben de bu boktan şeylerden kurtulurum
Diyemem kendime düşersem tekrar
Look
There always saying get up and finish this ride,
So it's time to really try,
Putting getting high to the side,
Stumbling through any of the lies,
Be my own positive life coach,
Come at this with a little different approach,
My demons put to the back burner cause there always trying to coax,
Surround myself with good to take in and just let myself soak,
It All begins,
Cause we hold the power it's what ever you let in,
You could feel like a zero not today though I'm shooting for a ten,
Win win win,
Always so clouded by the bullshit were my good moments been,
So I remember and let those memories in,
And then s smile to my face yeah it's my grin,
a positive approach begins,
That's how you predesten a win win win,
If you don't stick up for your self your people really can't count on you to defend,
So I start with myself today not worry abo yesterday,
It's okay if it rains,
I Play in the rain,
Some think I am a little insane,
Like there something wrong with my brain,
But those same people don't even remember my name,
They don't know I've always played in rain,
Really there just blinded by there own shame,
You might have problems I know got issues but I also know there not the same,
So when these black clouds roll in and we know the rains here to stay,
I just remember every day is a different day,
So if you want to be something different then it's up to us too go back to the drawing board and some way start to train,
It may be scary to change but sometimes it's the only way that we go to the huddle and call a different play,
If your tired and your don't slow down take a breath,
You'll just slowly wither away,
So today I'm breathing today like I'm not getting another day,
Saying the things I never had the balls or commen Sense to say,
Become somthing you already should have became,
Stop think about shit have some restraint,
Give two things positive for every one complaint,
Keep my head high even when your walking the plank,
Don't let none of them push you to the brink,
Don't cover any feelings with drugs or a stiff ass drink,
Sink or swim don't let your choice to sink,
Use your brain really start to think,
Smiles are good for the soul,
Story's not over the endings not yet wrote,
Filing myself with less doubt and more faith,
Instead of trying to give advice I'm just be a role model and demonstrate,
Even win You break there's something that will help you to take,
Make every moment great,.
remember to shed those resentments
So they begin to be a big heavy bag of hate,
Iratatacate all that wants you to seeing how much you can take,
Living inside the lines of pride,
More humility,
Causes you will show more desensy,
Pass up what you want for More of what you need,
Open your view to somthing you would have never seen,
And try to be alright with our ora just be who we intended to be,
So nice❤
Big bet
Lord When I am weak your love is strong broken down where'd I go wrong cause with you is where I belong did some wrong did some right I just push through to make it through the fight hopin in the end that you shine your light upon me cause somtimes I feel the devil wants me break me free from my past goin hard cause life goes fast here's to hopin the pain doesn't last lord when I am weak your love is strong broken down where'd I go wrong cause with u is where I belong did some wrong did some right I just push through to make it through the fight hopin in the end that you shine your light upon me cause somtimes I feel the devil wants me break me free from my past goin hard cause life goes fast here's to hopin the pain doesn't last.
When I got hom I sat in my room
I felt so weak so weak that
My heart isn't producing no more
I got so tired I felt so weak
Like life is going to end for me
I never felt so dark inside
It feels like my soul vanished into fan air oh no is it time to say good bye
The reason is my mom
Never says hi or bye I don't
Get a call or text back from her
I don't get loved from her.
She said that she loves me ,but it never feels like she never does
I have a fucking soul
That needs to be treated like a good little king,if not enemies
Will finally win over my body
And than my heart will start burning down to hell............
Satan probably have fun beating my burt cold body which he will have trouble doing.Fuck man I don't want it happen like that, all I'm asking is my mom to love me than I will feel dam warm inside when that happen the darkest will finally retreated
And than my soul be ba k up on my feet with so much energy
If i get to much I won't worry because I'll be with my mom making so much memories ×3 repeat at end
No reason to comprises cause through these eyes I see the lies
said you were leaving I really believed it.
You still laugh despite how I felt
broken in tears
I loved you through all our years
How could you do this after all we been through
Fuck you get out of my house
Na bitch take yourself better yet I’ll kick u out
That’s exactly what u did to me
Hurt me use me bruise me
Fuck I don’t care no more
I’m glad u left through the front door
I don’t need you, your meaningless
Now I’m happy we went our ways
No more reasons to make pretend
Take your love back don’t need this trash
I’m dead to you I will see it through
Never let a devil play u through
In hell you belong plenty of space
I see your face I get filled with hate
Days weeks years go by still wonder why
Why did I give you my heart
Why did I play me for fun
Forever forget the bitch I’m done
Life continues I will believe
It’s been 10 years now I have someone to hold
Now I got a wife 2 kids of my own
A wife a family to be there for me
Good life good life 20 years now
Middle age now plays its part
Back to depression aggression now the depression
I remember now I had a life now I got 3 grandchildren in my life
Time has past I sit back to say my last
I’m 84 loved my last
Life flashes before my eyes
Happiness on hate lies on love cheating over accomplishments
Goodbye my love remember my story
🍷
Forever together
I'll love you no matter what
Can't get you out my head
I can't see what's ahead
I'm good as dead
You've found somebody else
I guess he love you more than me
Wish it could be that's holding you kissing you
WoW!!
Weak.. can’t eat sleep or even think futures looking bleak struggling just to compete in need of liquor relief falling im fucking falling I prey I land on my feet not 10 toes deep my wounds they steadily seep from my demons I gotta flee brighter side man there’s gotta be I’ll see in a couple weeks
I'm a man that lost it all
even angels can fall
from the sky, like a shooting star
when's the last time I felt the beat of my heart
Man.. Inside my head is where the monsters are.
Each night, nightmares rip apart
my soul in the dark I've been alone
from the start. Momma gone
to the park. Daddy practicing vanishing art.
I will come back to this after I figure out exactly what I'm trying to say. This beat has me feelin' all types of way.
Wow🙏
love it
yooooo
Feel like I was weak like a car low on mileage
When facing defeat I try to flee to
My Island
With things on repeat I learned to hide my problems with style
But that’s ok therapy said just one more day keep trying
But apparently I can’t be helped I need meds feels like I’d be better off dying
Man fuck it I was going no where in life
Needed a minute to myself cuz I couldn’t get a minute of
time
I see a lotta people watching the struggle but no one likes to open up there eyes
But that’s ok one more day with these Demons
One more day of there leaching
Ready up the cage an batter away at everything that had meaning
But I took life for what it was
it didn’t give me breaks
So I learned to become numb
Fuck you think it was stressful enough
Now I got some big shot saying I need drugs
Your vitals off I think they should get upped here takes these meds
Knowing they don’t give a fuck
Like what the fuck
I could feel alone an helpless
Doesn’t mean I need meds in a helping
You can’t relate come talk to me when you felt pain in the ways I felt it
Always throwing shade yet still calling me selfish
But I’m the one who got played an you saying I ain’t welcome
They still don’t know there place but switch the topic there wearing me out like a helmet
(Yeah) yet I’m running away
Think all find another interest to numb all of this pain
But I’ve been insecurity driven It’s just the way I was raised
Fantasies and life man there one in the same
Feels I can’t do nothing right ,so I write on a page
Suffocate my tears so I can wash em away
Reupload?
Still love it tho
Yeah..
Raspo lmao love it
Drake should to use this beat 🔥
Dezollyn nah he’ll just fuck it up with all the fake shitty lyrics
her baktığımda içine çekiyo beni kara gözlerin yine kanıyorum dudaklarından dökülen her kelimeye ama bi an bile inanmıyorum herşeyin düzeleceğine yinede gereksiz umutlar ve hayaller kuruyor kayıp bu ruhum tutuştum artık yanıyorum bedenim kadavra olmuş her gün yeniden ölüyorum ama kıramadım bu salakça döngüyü sanırım saplıyo her saniye beynime girmiş o düşünce çatırdıyorum iliklerime kadar bile bile yürüyorum geçmişin karanlik sokaklarında çoktan koptum kainattan artık yıkılmaz bu duvarlarki geçeyim öbür tarafa
kurulu bi cinayet değil kurtar beni bu derinlikten gelip elini ver artık yakama yapışmış bu ihanetler gördüğüm her yüzde karanlık bişeyler arıyorum emin olduğum tek bişey o da artık kesinlikle ruhum bu dunyaya ait değil
Weakness
I know that im at my weakest
Hoping there is some treatment
Livin a life where i don’t feel releif
An up all night I’m battlin demons
Quick releif I just seek it
End of the tunnel don’t see it
Light at the end was deceivin
Just when I thought I had reached it
The light turned off on me
I’m at my weakest
Ok he got you
The devil played you
Going through hell you can let it break
Or let it make you
Let it faze
Or let it change you
You fear it’s this
Or fear it’s that
Cry and lay right in your bed an
Let shaytaun roam in your head
Or cry in your sujude
That real jihad
Stive for allah when it’s really bad
That’s how your really achieving
Already have tears so give them some meaning
Cry to complain
Or cry for the strength
To overcome the tuffest of days
Yes there a test in it
But there is also a benifit
Problems could make you diminish
An fall until you no longer innocent
And what’s it was for has 0 significance
Or you can let make you a whole zelema
Mindset you’ll be better with
You too allah is special
And always keepin rememberance
Hey bro what's your insta id
Stive for Allah?