Really feel like I should be able To talk about N Say Dat how I get them flashbacks From the past All the past times N them dark days That were hard But I can’t It’s all faded away N Now I got no emotion My hearts like it’s Turnt Ice Cold Frozen Numb N my minds Gone Forgotten Like it’s naturally closed off From the world Shutdown Dat Now a days I honestly Struggle to even Remember Completely Any of it What happened When I try look back All of that’s gone Somehow Swear down No cap It’s like I’ve Completely blocked out The past Almost like it never happened Or it was someone else Fuck U ever blocked out so much Dat u forget who u even are N ever was It’s mad But I Suppose it’s only Natural coping Mechanisms Dat I got Along the way Cah All the heartbreak Woulda shut me down Indefinitely woulda Fucked me up If it carried on Trust Had to block it out From my mind Like it was in another life Or a Different world Cah that shit Couldn’t last For much longer In my thoughts Guess that’s the way My body’s reacted Naturally For me To save myself N stay sane Cah all the pain Again n again All of dat Was just Fucking too much For me to hack Guess I got PTSD Blocked memories Like I got demensure Or sumin When I reminisce Bout the past times N try think back Cah it’s all a fuzz Like the pictures In my mind Are just stuck Buffering Trust It’s fucked So much shits happened In the past That’s took a toll On my mind Heart n soul To the point where I’m so cold I might as well be soulless Like a GHOS7 From here on I been feeling Lifeless Like I never had nothing Never was Or I lost the lot But the worst thing about it Is Dat I haven’t N I know dat Dats a blessing To embrace But Now a days After all that I’m just lost Like I dunno what I got When I do Cah I dunno what I want Or Who I was Anymore I’m just lost in my ways But fuck it I still aint ever Giving up (Nah) I’m willing to pay the cost N Dance with the devil Till I’m back again Back to who I shoulda been In the 1st place All along If shit didn’t end up so fucked For me (Ughh) Trust I’m coming back It’s a fact Il be back When I’m ready to make Dat change N my way to the top I’ll be back again When I know N feel ready To go get it All copped When I’m ready for the lot My blessings That I have trust I’m destined When I’m ready for the lot All the treasures Waiting to be found When I search it Find it n perfect it Like X marks the spot Yh (Ughh) Trust me
Locked in with a passion How would i feel If i wasnt rapping Heads boxed i feel embarrassed Slowly sinking shit has happened Locked and loaded I'm explosive Tangled up in vexed emotions I can't wait for the day i make it That's if it happens It's what I'm hoping Now I'm coping Personality it is changing Devil in me i can feel him creeping Sick of sleepness nights and weeping Useless preying to jesus Trust me beats are part of me I smash them cold heartedly I don't really care anymore No manners no pardon me Do what i do Do what i said Just like simon did Chat to me I'm open Hearts cold I'm not frozen
dad said go get a job and start working mum said stop doing dum shi and start learning jujge slapped 12 now mums all hurting just slapped it of noe my hands all burning Mob stick come bigger then sosa just slapped it of went thru the sofa slip and trip thats game over better run if i have my poker man ur just a joke rr bad one call her a smoker she only smokes weed she don't do no coca
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Really feel like
I should be able
To talk about
N Say
Dat how I get them flashbacks
From the past
All the past times
N them dark days
That were hard
But I can’t
It’s all faded away
N Now
I got no emotion
My hearts like it’s
Turnt Ice Cold
Frozen
Numb
N my minds
Gone
Forgotten
Like it’s naturally closed off
From the world
Shutdown
Dat
Now a days
I honestly
Struggle to even
Remember
Completely
Any of it
What happened
When I try look back
All of that’s gone
Somehow
Swear down
No cap
It’s like I’ve
Completely blocked out
The past
Almost like it never happened
Or it was someone else
Fuck
U ever blocked out so much
Dat u forget who u even are
N ever was
It’s mad
But I
Suppose it’s only
Natural coping
Mechanisms
Dat I got
Along the way
Cah
All the heartbreak
Woulda shut me down
Indefinitely woulda
Fucked me up
If it carried on
Trust
Had to block it out
From my mind
Like it was in another life
Or a Different world
Cah that shit
Couldn’t last
For much longer
In my thoughts
Guess that’s the way
My body’s reacted
Naturally
For me
To save myself
N stay sane
Cah all the pain
Again n again
All of dat
Was just
Fucking too much
For me to hack
Guess I got
PTSD
Blocked memories
Like I got demensure
Or sumin
When I reminisce
Bout the past times
N try think back
Cah it’s all a fuzz
Like the pictures
In my mind
Are just stuck
Buffering
Trust
It’s fucked
So much shits happened
In the past
That’s took a toll
On my mind
Heart n soul
To the point where
I’m so cold
I might as well be soulless
Like a GHOS7
From here on
I been feeling
Lifeless
Like
I never had nothing
Never was
Or I lost the lot
But the worst thing about it
Is
Dat I haven’t
N I know dat
Dats a blessing
To embrace
But
Now a days
After all that
I’m just lost
Like I dunno what I got
When I do
Cah I dunno what I want
Or Who I was
Anymore
I’m just lost in my ways
But fuck it
I still aint ever
Giving up
(Nah)
I’m willing to pay the cost
N
Dance with the devil
Till I’m back again
Back to who I shoulda been
In the 1st place
All along
If shit didn’t end up so fucked
For me
(Ughh)
Trust
I’m coming back
It’s a fact
Il be back
When I’m ready to make
Dat change
N my way to the top
I’ll be back again
When I know
N feel ready
To go get it
All copped
When I’m ready for the lot
My blessings
That I have trust
I’m destined
When I’m ready for the lot
All the treasures
Waiting to be found
When I search it
Find it n perfect it
Like X marks the spot
Yh
(Ughh)
Trust me
Ca dechire mec bravo
Locked in with a passion
How would i feel
If i wasnt rapping
Heads boxed i feel embarrassed
Slowly sinking shit has happened
Locked and loaded
I'm explosive
Tangled up in vexed emotions
I can't wait for the day i make it
That's if it happens
It's what I'm hoping
Now I'm coping
Personality it is changing
Devil in me i can feel him creeping
Sick of sleepness nights and weeping
Useless preying to jesus
Trust me beats are part of me
I smash them cold heartedly
I don't really care anymore
No manners no pardon me
Do what i do
Do what i said
Just like simon did
Chat to me I'm open
Hearts cold I'm not frozen
That’s for real hard heo
dad said go get a job and start working mum said stop doing dum shi and start learning jujge slapped 12 now mums all hurting just slapped it of noe my hands all burning
Mob stick come bigger then sosa just slapped it of went thru the sofa slip and trip thats game over better run if i have my poker man ur just a joke rr bad one call her a smoker she only smokes weed she don't do no coca
remember back then stealing doorbells,
now we older got 4 bells,
im spinning after 4 shells,
Ze zeggen alles op zen tijd. Maar de tijd blijft tikken.. Ik blijf maar spitten. Zoeken naar een optie.
Want we blijven tillen. Hij blijft maar trillen.
wherz dat ahh ahh guy sound from
Something coming on this keep look out for my nigga SJ 🔥
Wow🔥👏
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Banger beat
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Proper Fam 💥💯
yo i wanna buy the beat
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