Sick of tired of being stuck in the past how long can I last this my last chance I ain't saving the last dance knowing love never actually lasts and defeat is always around the corner waiting telling you your just basic and you need to face it you are not meant for greatness how's that I can taste it no plans on changing the person I've grown to be focusing on that fact im amazing I can't not stop Ima give it all that I got find me writing alot Lost in my thoughts making sure my lyrics are on point and I love to avoid my stress and found myself taking less than my worth fuck the game up until my testicles hurt Ill give you my word I'm never going back to the person I use to be watch as I abuse this beat what you no about having no food to eat every day stuck in a loop feeling like there's nothing to loose but it's your life so you gotta choose what you gonna do I say light the fuse fight back fuels my passion to write raps you will never outlast me music is for ever lasting ill never stop that's somthing I'm not stomach always in knots what options I got ill never claim to be some one I'm not even when I'm lost I'll find my way out of the darkness load another cartridge aim it at your dome you don't want this smoke I've been compared to a monster a lyrical mobster these phony rappers faker than a shake weight I call em out like a empire I spit lava I don't spit fire I don't get tired I'm wired got no respect for liers get thrown into a lake of fire people ain't devoted I see the darkness approaching without warning the peace in your mind becomes foreign to your senses if you let it can and will become your mental prison I ain't waiting a minute I'm back to the business ill always be a menace win or lose dont got time to waist on people in life that are to stubborn to take some advice that's just a waist of your time surround yourself with people that can relate to your pain that's trust you will gain and those people will be the only ones to stay Don't be afraid to make the change and cut the people off that do nothing but complain I've been depressed for days stuck in the rain sky's always Grey Locks on the chains marks on the skin of the place the needle always penetrates I see there pain and people just throw them away If they got clean they probably woulda changed to the person they lost in the first place how do I no because the person I'm talking about is my former self I never was offerd no help and I made it out the hole all alone and hated the world for throwing me away when I was feeling already like a worthless peice of shit abandoned by my family and friends and for years I struggled in and out of trouble I was lost and it cost me the woman I loved I can't vote or purchase a gun my credibility is next to nothing cuz I wouldn't rat and flip on my homies when they questioned me in holding no book and realase they hit me with fines and fees the lawyer they provided didn't do a things cuz if he wins or loses his pay is the same So this life that I'm living ain't something that's great so don't make no mistake I don't brag i cant change growing up in foster homes where your angry that you can't go home and no body knows where the family will go later in life this will cause you alot of grief girls that your with will tell you that your not the same it's like you don't exist even when your sitting right next to me it's like your not there or you don't care I answer that's because my demons don't fight fair I toss and turn every night from my nightmares i've been feeling so distant my feeling I dismis them then a smile o paint on my face can no longer mask my pain that I don't feel ok I keep resisting the change look in the mirror I'm the one to blame I'm never afraid like I wouldn't care if I died today but that's alll in the past now knowledge that's passed round I use to be the class clown now im standing on my feet until the last round
Persecution I'm use to that too... No matter what I do I'll never be as good as you... That's about to change... I know I have some power to make decisions... Making this harder for me to write I didn't invison... That's FINE I'll find another way to do it.. Really testing my patience... bad influence... Keep playing games with me a savage will unfold... Bold in my own way get ready to melt the gold... Diamonds are shiner I think I want those... Not for myself those but those that can compose... Music the real thing we all search to seek.. The Real meaning behind this of this.... I Think... Shhhhh be quiet please just go away... My head has never been the same since that day... New way of life I found a way to adapt... It's amazing... I actually got better at rap........... 3-29-22. 2:10pm
Wow I'm drifting now I'm lost Thank god He lift a cloud Put it dowm Drunk And gone Who's uplifted now Am I wrong. God's forgiving An I'm proud Leaf me alone I'm a lone man In a house x
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Sick of tired of being stuck in the past how long can I last this my last chance I ain't saving the last dance knowing love never actually lasts and defeat is always around the corner waiting telling you your just basic and you need to face it you are not meant for greatness how's that I can taste it no plans on changing
the person I've grown to be focusing on that fact im amazing I can't not stop Ima give it all that I got find me writing alot Lost in my thoughts making sure my lyrics are on point and I love to avoid my stress and found myself taking less than my worth fuck the game up until my testicles hurt
Ill give you my word I'm never going back to the person I use to be watch as I abuse this beat what you no about having no food to eat every day stuck in a loop feeling like there's nothing to loose but it's your life so you gotta choose what you gonna do I say light the fuse fight back fuels my passion to write raps
you will never outlast me music is for ever lasting ill never stop that's somthing I'm not stomach always in knots what options I got ill never claim to be some one I'm not even when I'm lost I'll find my way out of the darkness load another cartridge aim it at your dome you don't want this smoke I've been compared to a monster a lyrical mobster
these phony rappers faker than a shake weight I call em out like a empire I spit lava I don't spit fire I don't get tired I'm wired got no respect for liers get thrown into a lake of fire
people ain't devoted I see the darkness approaching without warning the peace in your mind becomes foreign to your senses if you let it can and will become your mental prison I ain't waiting a minute I'm back to the business ill always be a menace win or lose dont got time to waist on people in life that are to stubborn to take some advice that's just a waist of your time surround yourself with people that can relate to your pain that's trust you will gain and those people will be the only ones to stay
Don't be afraid to make the change and cut the people off that do nothing but complain I've been depressed for days stuck in the rain sky's always Grey
Locks on the chains marks on the skin of the place the needle always penetrates I see there pain and people just throw them away If they got clean they probably woulda changed to the person they lost in the first place how do I no because the person I'm talking about is my former self I never was offerd no help and I made it out the hole all alone and hated the world for throwing me away
when I was feeling already like a worthless peice of shit abandoned by my family and friends and for years I struggled in and out of trouble I was lost and it cost me the woman I loved I can't vote or purchase a gun my credibility is next to nothing cuz I wouldn't rat and flip on my homies when they questioned me in holding no book and realase they hit me with fines and fees the lawyer they provided didn't do a things cuz if he wins or loses his pay is the same
So this life that I'm living ain't something that's great so don't make no mistake I don't brag i cant change growing up in foster homes where your angry that you can't go home and no body knows where the family will go later in life this will cause you alot of grief girls that your with will tell you that your not the same it's like you don't exist even when your sitting right next to me it's like your not there or you don't care
I answer that's because my demons don't fight fair I toss and turn every night from my nightmares i've been feeling so distant my feeling I dismis them then a smile o paint on my face can no longer mask my pain that I don't feel ok
I keep resisting the change look in the mirror I'm the one to blame I'm never afraid like I wouldn't care if I died today but that's alll in the past now knowledge that's passed round I use to be the class clown now im standing on my feet until the last round
Just keep being the change you want to see..... all you can do is your best and that's all anyone can ask for...
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Persecution I'm use to that too...
No matter what I do I'll never be as good as you...
That's about to change... I know I have some power to make decisions...
Making this harder for me to write I didn't invison...
That's FINE I'll find another way to do it..
Really testing my patience... bad influence...
Keep playing games with me a savage will unfold...
Bold in my own way get ready to melt the gold...
Diamonds are shiner I think I want those...
Not for myself those but those that can compose...
Music the real thing we all search to seek..
The Real meaning behind this of this.... I Think...
Shhhhh be quiet please just go away...
My head has never been the same since that day...
New way of life I found a way to adapt...
It's amazing... I actually got better at rap...........
3-29-22. 2:10pm
Love it!!!! One day I will reach your level of producing, may take a long time, but Im not giving up😊
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Wow I'm drifting now
I'm lost
Thank god
He lift a cloud
Put it dowm
Drunk
And gone
Who's uplifted now
Am I wrong.
God's forgiving
An I'm proud
Leaf me alone
I'm a lone man
In a house x
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