The Man Who Looked Into the Depths of the Soul
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- Carl Gustav Jung (1875 - 1961). The man who looked into the depths of the soul, and bestowed his gifts to humanity.
"My life is a story of the self-realisation of the unconscious. Everything in the unconscious seeks outward manifestation, and the personality too desires to evolve out of its unconscious conditions and to experience itself as a whole." - Carl Jung
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0:00 Introduction
2:17 The Earliest Dream: Subterranean God
5:10 The Stone
6:15 Emerging from The Mist
6:38 Personality No. 1 and No. 2
8:31 Student Years
12:31 Psychiatric Activities
13:48 The Woman Who Lived On The Moon
15:43 Psychotherapy
17:29 Confrontation with the Unconscious
25:46 The Work
27:16 The Tower
29:36 Visions
35:18 On Life After Death
38:57 The Meaning of Life and Suffering
43:29 Retrospect
45:27 Fin
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You are actually amazing, thank you for making this important work. Happy new year!
Wishing all the best into 2025! (Jae and I are switching things up, and Gondor is real)
This was a beautiful video. Thank you.
May I please ask where is this artwork coming from and why does it invoke so many emotions.. it's wickedly beautiful
Can you do one next on the Jungian Psycology of The Devouring Mother?
C G Jung;one of the greatest gifts to this world....to who ever sees this.. may the new numbers bring you all what you need and some of the things you want.blessings to all.
numerological value of the new year is 9. we are ending a cycle.
@@milkyywayy999 Numerological value of the new year is 9? What does that mean?
I couldn't agree more....
Milky-way 9 days later here I am. 😊
Hard to miss even if i feel blind atm.
@Eternalised your videos have a big impact on my life in these couple of months. It's as if my life was torn apart into a different type of reality always known but always neglected and you make this proccess more beareble. Thank you for immersing yourself into this journey. This is a meditation for me and I will always be greatful to you a stranger behind another electronical device.
That's only the beginning, that was me at the start of the year, stay still, stay in peace, cheers!
As some one who nwver took psychology or theology in high school or college a d have a hard time understanding it, i must say that i enjoy watching these because you some how make them easy for me and others to understand. Plus i use your videos as research for my character development in my stories. Thanks for the best stuff
The psychology they teach in school could easily could have hindered your understanding. Dr. Young was a mystic as much as a scientist and physician. Mysticism is generally frowned upon by nearly everyone. Especially materialist scientific institutions that play a key role in the military industrial academic pharmaceutical complex.
after I had my dark night - at which I’d been weighed and was to be sacrificed through Fire and Water..; the entities found me to have «only really committed two real sins in your lifetime»… I was so shattered and mystified, I dared not ask how many sins others usually have committed.
But knowing that I DID live a decent life and after the ten commandments - because I had a moment early on, about 15-16 yrs old… I consumed the full works of J.R.R. Tolkien. Silmarillion and all… and the totally genius Hitchikers guide to the galaxy…
I’ve always been sensitive. Just that I’ve never talked about it. Never believed I was different. My heritage did not allow me to have such delusions of grandeur…. It was only Jesus that was allowed the gift of … sublime novelty.
That lasted long enough, and my totally reckless egotripp of a life to come - worshipping the green medicine smokable herb… diving further and having done nearly every drug consievable… needles… or «done by nail and hammer», as they say…
I have lived a life of crime and deceit. Still I have been as lucky as that I did set a moral, early on…
Today I greet my grandfather and a couple other significant others, the honour of giving me empathy and ethics. My gramps, A. Lidal, was a gem. My hero, even today. He told me things like «you know when you sin, boy, you can tell by the feeling you have in here», he said, putting his good ol’hand at my chest. «Your heart» he said, «will always speak the truth and as long as you listen you will be safe. The lord has it this way. Listen to your heart and you will go with god».
He also showed how to make a powerful mudras. His way of praying.
I… I never treater him badly. Not except one time connected to drug abuse. He did back out and we made up later on. He lived till 2012, 85 years old.
My mother - his daughter, battled cancer for ten years. She went into coma 2,5 weeks after burials. One week later, they’d died; all of my family! Mom the last.. I lost 8 ppl , 8 near and dear ones, that year.
The same year the maya somehow held as the end. Does anyone know what end to which paradigme?
Ok… tying it together:
Last year. Or the one before, I had been shown the depth to existence. Loooots of synchronicities aaall the time, and insane acts of pure faith - and they all held safe. All came through.
C.G Jung did it before me. And he wrote books and he was so fucking brave - I cannot other than to bow in awe; to the toughness and intellect of mr. Swiss psychiatrist Carl Gustav Jung. He declined siegmund Freud heed to heir of his throne of psychoanalysis. These guys laid the whole groundwork… they painted the landscape and named all the fucking colours and parts coloured. Insanely orderly and intelligent work..
I met my psychologist for a session. After my … psychosis I? Or my mystic, meeting with faith and entities not of mine or this world… I… told the poor guy, that we’ve moved on to next stage. That cg Jung now is the mark of present time, if I can name a direction to look.
The psychologist, he shook his head. Carl Jung, he sort of chewed and spat out the name as if it was nasty, something old n rotten.
As it is so, that no one can really understand what an addict is on about, and how he thinks himself honest; as he at the same time lies and says he is doing what he is not - to conseal his using drugs… he consult her himself honest! Because telling actual truth is ONLY producing hurt and aggression.
Evere addict understand how this plays out. Every.
The same way I struggled to understand the mystic. To practice the secret, or to manifest a better life.
After experiencing the for es we live around. After doing and seeing it all…
Well. I cannot hide no more. I must be the best I can. Always.
Ooh okay cool@@OedipusRx
Jung went on a journey, his father was a pastor. His faith lost his faith and died believing he had wasted his life. I believe Jung was looking for more, then saying that psychology is the study of the soul not the mind. We live in such materialistic world now, when he went on this journey the way people saw life was I think so much more complex and natural. I think you are right about learning psychology and theology at college because the course can be aimed at a purpose.
A really GREAT place to start is the "academy of ideas" channel with their introduction to videos. Begin with the pre Socratic. Eternal and AOI are very similar in content. Both top tier!
Work of Art
I just at you brother
it's indeed a Work of Art
Thanks for consistently excellent content.
Thank you for bringing me clarity in times when I struggled with confusion and emotional despair. Thanks again and happy 2025!!! ❤
I second this; truly thank you for continuously expanding our conciousness and shedding light on the dark ❤️
My favorite channel. I love Jung and his paranormal insights about truth.
Tack!
Thank you for this reading of my favorite book. In memories, dreams, reflections i found finally found a kindred soul, who knew of secrets that no one else does. Reading it i found more than illumination and kinship, but the most profound opening and exploration of themes and ideas that seemed to have always been present in the dark recesses of my mind, but that i could never properly formulate - or lacked the courage, knowledge or intelligence to. Like Hermes to Thoth - Jung offers not only the goalpost for the wanting seeker - the individuation, but also sheds light on this whole landscape, that it seems so many don't see, or at least, dont want to see. It does sound dramatic, but finding him and understanding really felt like a coming to wholeness, to finding both path and subject towards a proper living, of this mysterious, wonderful existence.
And thank you, Eternalised for keeping his spirit and tradition going strong with your wonderful videos. They really are a joy, every time. here's to a good 2025.
For the past few years I have had the feeling that I am losing it. I'm stuck with a job I hate, I stopped painting struggling to get back in nature as often as possible. I feel more and more alienated...lately I have started journaling and drawing doodles in my logs to keep track of my dark visions and mental health decay
I feel the same except I like writing. I have pushed nearly all of my friends away. I’ve lost interest in my passions, I’ve devolved to hedonism, every job I’ve ever had has been unsatisfying. I’m either bored out of my mind or stressed; the only solace being the possibility of a mysterious happy medium. I’m seeking mental help.
Cry out to Jesus. He will comfort you, and will never leave you or forsake you.
Thanks!
Just finished synchronicity and Modern man in search of a soul. Things have been difficult and different lately. Thank you eternalized.
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Have a look at his ufo book one of his last works 🙅♂️
This was so beautiful I cried. So grateful for this man and his contribution to the collective conciousness. Real GOAT. Rest in power Dr Jung
Thank you for your channel all the best for new year.
Watching that last picture of him made me cry deeply, like I lost someone important in my life. Thank you Eternalised for making these videos of so much value and importance.
Masterpiece video, brother. About one of my favorite people in the world. Much respect, and blessings to you.
Thanks! 💛
Was it fear? fear of this unseen world that grounded him to this world? I think this goes to show how every emotion has an underlying meaning, love this.
Thank you. Felt as if the great Jung is sitting in front of my and speaking to my inner being. On this new year, let me thank for his writings that helped me in the darkest hours.
Thank you, Carl Jung, for your writings, which have helped me understand Life, and those around me. Life, and my own Self. Life, and the complexities of the Universe. (I still have so much more to learn though, and so many books of his, unexplored...)
@Eternalised this is your best video yet, the one about hell is a close second. I had to turn it off and come back to it later because i couldnt stop crying. It's kind of embarrassing but i had literal tears streaming down my face, starting with the tragic story of that poor girl who was abused and retreated into her inner world to escape the trauma. That absolutely broke me, and those who know me in real life would be absolutely shocked to hear this, as i am usually totally unphased hearing really messed up stuff. But her story just touched my soul, i still have no idea why tbh ive heard way worse and didnt even flinch. But your video awakened emotions deep within me that i dont fully understand right now. I feel so desensitized to life in general, and you ignited something within me that might really really end up helping me a lot once i figure out whats going on within me. You have no idea the good youre doing with this amazing content, and i just wanted to thank you for making me feel something again. And reminding me that i have compassion and empathy for other human beings. I dont know anything about you, but i owe you tremendously for that. Thank you.
Your comment made me cry and feel deeply. Thank you for your expression of human life.
@AmandaCan guess it's contagious! I'm touched and humbled, glad you found meaning from it. Good vibes.
"Vocatus atque non vocatus, Deus aderit"
"Called or uncalled, God is present"
Jung had the phrase inscribed above the doorway of his house in Kusnacht, Switzerland, and on his tomb.
That ending was bone chilling. Thank you for this gift to begin the new year.
you posting this today has so much meaning for me right now, thanks for the work and passion you put into the subject, happy new year!
Thank you eternalised, you’ve helped me more than you know time and time again.
Your reading is a gift. And personally, the last part carried me thru a painful pondering that I have not been able to unwind in the least... until now. Oh, Thank You for your composition of this great work, you amaze me. I feel I shall start the new year in a way I could not have imagined only an hour ago. Bless you! Happy New Year🌟
Your curated and impeccably placed art helps me know - as you speak Carl Jung’s transcendence.
Absolutely fantastic thank you for your hard work and putting this together! ❤️🙏
Man, 13 mins in and loving this. I too have carried dreams with me my whole life. Jung's dreams are fascinatingly symbolic as well. Not everyone has this experience, I've asked lots of people about their dreams and its amazing how many people have 0 relationship with their dream world. Either they don't remember or don't want to admit they remember, I'm not sure which.
Sadly most people don't pay attention to their dreams so over time they lose the ability to remember them. It's possible to reverse this though
@shadw4701 yeah that's interesting, though a bit sad. My mom is one of those people I think, unless she just doesn't want to tell me her dreams but she says she doesn't dream.. just blackness. But she is also the least insightful traumatized person I've known so maybe that has something to do with it.
This is so true it's insane. Everyone thinks they're so damn original or unique when they tell me "oh I don't dream." Lmao. How arrogant, to think you're the exception in that regard. Even worse, they don't seem to think that's a serious issue. Why would you pride yourself on not dreaming? Since I was a kid, my dad would tell me about crazy dreams he had, he frequently had lucid dreams, as did I. I frequently had out of body experiences where i would fly right out my window and soar above my neighborhood. That's the most liberated I have ever felt in my life, and I feel very sorry for these pathetic nihilistic losers who brag about being so "hard" that you miss out on a wonderful inward experience packed full of insights and meaning. Of course, these sad, uninteresting people do in fact dream like everyone else on the planet. They just aren't remembering them because they don't care to. I'm so grateful I'm not like them.
fullly.. dreams have showed me so much. specifically 3 , where ive been shown things shown crystal clear. i was shown love , and the other, thoruhg woman.. then a spirit in the form of an angel (not christian specific) told me that it was all infinity and i broke down crying and so happy wendless joy and flowing love and understanding, and most recently, i was standing in a river, as it flowed, and i was told by what felt my subconscious to my ego that I needed to juist trust the river of life and Self, and i did, life has been so difddrent and love and better ever since.
@@Alexander_Starr you're so right! I think maybe people's ego get in the way and they put all their importance on waking life, and just don't see a reason to pay attention to their dream world. Or maybe their dream world is too hurtful that they block it out. For me, I mostly have nightmares but I'm thankful for them and still pay attention, and then analyze them, because when you do - it actually is not as scary as you perceive it to be. It's just your subconscious communicating something to you. It's so beautiful!
Once again your reassurance was on point and the real love a loner much needs in this clusterfuck age we're in. Thanks for your time. ❄️😸☃️
absolutely love your Carl Jung content - my shadow self already pressed the like, prior to watching this much anticipated offering - thank you and Best Wishes for 2025!
wait. . .am I your shadow self ?
A beautiful reminder -- much needed on this new day of the new year. Thank you !
A most impressive & fortunate man whose circumstance allowed him to persue his own bent & benefit many . A veritable bodhisattva !
What a beautiful ending to Carl Jung's story. Incredible.
Thank you man, just thank you
truly fascinating. i was just thinking of jung and of you eternalised. you change my life so often. the new year instilled fear into me. fear of the unknown. but you are somewhat of a bastion of mine. i appreciate you greatly.
I’m happy I’ve discovered and subscribed to channels created by people who are a helluva smarter than I am. And this is obviously one of them.
Isn’t it fitting to start a new year „unconcious” while the video about Carl Jung is playing on the tv 🤣 ?
Happy New Year Eternalised 😄 and thank you for another masterpiece of a video ❤
He finally made a video about Carl Jung
A good number of his videos are Carl Jung focused or related lol
I found your channel years ago when I was looking up character archetypes to help me be a better cartoonist and storyteller. I had no idea the journey it would lead me on. Thank you and God bless.
Thank you for this - Jung's ideas influenced how my father raised me born in 1944 in Postwar Amsterdam
Your videos made me look in words and step back and see external world and internal world are one in the same
What a wonderful video. Thank you.
Thank you for this, exaclty when it was needed.
The drawings of Carl Jung have such a mystical feel to them, only someone who has realized the soul can create such art.
Love your content it so poetic and insightful.
Just excellent. An outstanding video about one of the greatest minds in human history...Carl G Jung.
A great start for the new year❤
“Over the hill and past the forest is the King's castle. Where a man peered straight into the essence of the soul. But what ever came of it…” Shanalotte, also known as the Emerald Herald from Dark Souls 2. These videos really are enlightening not just from a perspective of actual psychology and mental health, but also provides new insights into my favorite game franchise of all time.
Thank you for the work you have do and are doing my friend, I bet you're a fascinating person to talk with
One million subs next year!🎉
Well deserved. Keep it up.
Thank you for this!!! This is pure Gold
Omg what a blissful night i had listening this masterpiece third time in a row ...you are insanely brilliant brother and your videos are simple the gift by God to we the people ...my sincere compliments 🙌❤🙏
I’ve listened to this 4 times in 3 days. An absolute masterpiece 👏
Salud to your courage and care to create Eternalised! 🍻
keep posting this is great
I am eternally grateful for you not using ai in your videos.
Beautiful, i feel like i have found a friend in Jung. This type of dreamy, ethereal approach to life resides in my heart but is often repressed by the monotony of life and my own shattered ideals. Hearing this makes me feel that im not so alone in my own self. Thank you for this
Happy new year to you all. I wish the best of blessings 🙏
I love your work! Thank you so much for this video. I was deeply moved by it. Happy new year.
❤- The Cosmic OWL
Simple acts make man simple 🇨🇭 how difficult it is to be simple ⚔️
Happy New Year !!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
A great ode to carl jung love it and love the creativity within it and love! The most important of all the love is great here and i love you too my friend i love you too
Happy new year! You helped me allot!
Wow, this video changed my life, and at a time where I needed it most, thank you 🙏
Happy New Year 🎉 this is the perfect note to end the year on!
This video came up perfectly timed happy new year Amen
To Carl Jung, Thanks for Everything!
Jung was a savior of truth in a time of Freudian weirdness where the thinking about the human psyche and psychology was really only a way to experiment. All the real data and understanding gained by that era of psychology surly didn't go to the people. The advancement we can achieve uncovering the actual human "psychology" is profound. Especially if we use it for the betterment of the individual, the collective consciousness, and societies. It can absolutely change the world for the better and evolve humanity, the tree of life. Spirituality apart from dogma is another branch on that tree. Thanks for sharing this!
⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Thank You as always *Enternalised* for your most excellent, insightful & beautiful channel; it helps so much in this sad ole world
Amazing one of your best keep it up and take care of yourself please🩵🖤💙💜💫✨️
This was a beautiful video. Thank you.
love your channel.
Carl Jung up there w Epictetus,they motivate me, all the others I feel like a dingy ass back room
This material has been referenced from C.G. Jung’s Autobiographical work compiled and annotated by Anelia Jaffé titled; Memories, Dreams, Reflections
GREAT RELEASE, HAPPY NEW YEAR
I have seen the fate of those who have not lived their own lives, and it is simply horrible. People who live out their destiny and fulfill it to the best of their knowledge and abilities have no reason for regret 42:16
What an amazing time to live.
the first time i died in sky children of the light, i cried. it was so.. it just made sense. the light is the answer. thank you for your videos ❤
Man I love this channel ❤
Thank you again 😊❤🙏💝😇
Wonderful summary - thank you.
Thank you very much for your videos!
MY FAVORITE PHILOSPHER SPOKEN ABOUT BY MY FAVORITE PHILOSPHER TH-camR
Was this video made up of several of Jung’s readings ? Or all taken from one book? Beautiful video, thank you
this is great, thank you!
Happy new year
Never clicked on a video so quick.
Terimakasih telah menyediakan Audio Track dalam Bahasa Indonesia, rahayu rahayu rahayu ❤
Serenity is needed to gain perfect insight
Happy new years
Thank you, i love your videos
To those who are watching this video: May the year 2025 bring you endless joy, boundless opportunities, and the courage to chase your dreams. Here's to a year of growth, resilience, and the radiant light of inner peace guiding your way.
People highly underestimate dreaming. I think jung got a lot wrong about dreams but he's correct about their importance. Dreams can help us solve problems, be more creative, be more introspective, feel euphoria and especially lucid dreaming can help by giving us the ability to actually practice other skills while asleep and improve on them. Lucid dreaming will also increase your self awareness and critical thinking
I started to get into jungian psychology then i finally make some sense into my dream I was a coward got treated horribly by a friend group and I was overwhelmed and behave passive aggressively due to the hatred I hide for the people in my friend group because of how bad they treated me it begun to be in my mind often until that night I dream of myself stuck under a bridge of the ocean than some guy with a submarine was telling me to swim since he can’t get close to the bridge he was throwing me a bambo to help me swim across but I still couldn’t get into the water to swim across in order to be safe the moment went by I finally push myself to get into the water to swim across in order to get into the submarine I suddenly woke up that is the moment where I analyze my dream and I finally pay more attention to Jung
@Ash-10fj mostly the dream interpretation stuff
@@shadw4701 idk abt that but the situation do appear to make a lot of sense when analyzing it symbolically in a jungian way based on my personal experience
Thank you.
From the womb to the tomb.
Sun rises and sun sets
👍👍Great video, thanks!
On life after Is a good chapter it helped me better understand something. Thank you.
amazing video, thats all ive got to say