I had my phone on autoplay and this popped up, that beginning just sent chills down my spine and I had to take a moment to sit down and take that in during my walk, just wow
Going through a lot right now in my life. I'm hurting and broken.. and because of that, I'm slowly slipping away and losing the one person who's fighting for me to stay and who loves me for me. But we had a bad night and got into an argument, which was mostly my fault. Although we made up and things have calmed down somewhat, the guilt and shame of what I've done to myself for the past 15 years over my trauma and what I've put them through in the last 5 has been crushing my heart and I was losing hope. Then I turned on music to try and relax before bed so I could try and sleep. It's now 5:37 am when I heard this, and I couldn't help but break down and cry. Music really is the only way that knows how to say exactly what needs to be said and just at the right time. I'm gonna show this song to my fiancé in the morning and let him know that I'm not giving up on life and that I'll fight for us and myself this time.
Yaeow, you've had my heart captivated since I first heard "behind the clouds" about 2 years back. Thank you for existing and creating at the same time as me.
But it is my fault, it's my fault they left, it's my fault they hate me, I lost my best friends and family. For god sake my mother thinks I'm good for nothing, my sister thinks I'm weird and dumb, my brother makes awful comments about how I look and that I should off myself, my father... My father grabs me and tells me how much of a disappointment I am to him. I wanna go but my boyfriend keeps making stay, he wants to spend his life with me, he want to start a family and so do I but i'm just so tired of trying to stay. My heart hurts so much. And he knows I feel this way and he tries so hard to cheer me up and just be there for me and I am so grateful to have him in my life and I wanna keep fighting for him I wanna keep fighting for our future family but I can barely hold on and I am so scared that one day I'm gonna be in a hospital bed fighting for my life. I hate that I hate myself, I hate that I feel this way. I miss me, I miss young, happy, kind me. I miss when I would do as I was told and not make anyone angry.... I'm sad, I'm angry, I'm exhausted. I wanna give up so badly...
I had my phone on autoplay and this popped up, that beginning just sent chills down my spine and I had to take a moment to sit down and take that in during my walk, just wow
Going through a lot right now in my life. I'm hurting and broken.. and because of that, I'm slowly slipping away and losing the one person who's fighting for me to stay and who loves me for me. But we had a bad night and got into an argument, which was mostly my fault. Although we made up and things have calmed down somewhat, the guilt and shame of what I've done to myself for the past 15 years over my trauma and what I've put them through in the last 5 has been crushing my heart and I was losing hope. Then I turned on music to try and relax before bed so I could try and sleep. It's now 5:37 am when I heard this, and I couldn't help but break down and cry. Music really is the only way that knows how to say exactly what needs to be said and just at the right time. I'm gonna show this song to my fiancé in the morning and let him know that I'm not giving up on life and that I'll fight for us and myself this time.
Yaeow, you've had my heart captivated since I first heard "behind the clouds" about 2 years back.
Thank you for existing and creating at the same time as me.
this is so beautiful
Yeow really grew a lot since last year
Amazing song going to be listening to this all week.Keep up the good edits as well man.❤
Yaeow is amazing
Love the edit man!❤
I can see this song in another you tube channel but when strangely your video played I can't stop myself to download your video
god bless u
Love💙💙
But it is my fault, it's my fault they left, it's my fault they hate me, I lost my best friends and family. For god sake my mother thinks I'm good for nothing, my sister thinks I'm weird and dumb, my brother makes awful comments about how I look and that I should off myself, my father... My father grabs me and tells me how much of a disappointment I am to him. I wanna go but my boyfriend keeps making stay, he wants to spend his life with me, he want to start a family and so do I but i'm just so tired of trying to stay. My heart hurts so much. And he knows I feel this way and he tries so hard to cheer me up and just be there for me and I am so grateful to have him in my life and I wanna keep fighting for him I wanna keep fighting for our future family but I can barely hold on and I am so scared that one day I'm gonna be in a hospital bed fighting for my life. I hate that I hate myself, I hate that I feel this way. I miss me, I miss young, happy, kind me. I miss when I would do as I was told and not make anyone angry.... I'm sad, I'm angry, I'm exhausted. I wanna give up so badly...
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It's my favorite anime
which one
@@OfficialSevenFaced The Pet Girl of Sakurasou
All i hear at the start is "Hey jude, don't make me sad"
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