right like we all a lil broken hearted and just wanna cherish people and be loved :( there's way too much hatred in the world but I'm hopeful for humanity from of the amount of views
I saw a comment one time that said the reason that we like reverse comfort audios is bc we just want to forget our own problems for a while and help others out for a moment
I couldn't imagine how difficult this was to do. I highly respect you for taking such a deeply personal event and turning it into art for others who possibly have gone through that as well. I've always ejoyed your work, but this is next level. You are truly a master at your craft and I will continue to support your journey here on TH-cam.
i lost my best friend just a few days ago, and this video made me think of all the good memories, in only 14 so this shit hurt, i had to watch him die in the hospital. R.I.P Brayden Carnes
Gods the emotions you show in every single video, I feel it through the screen every single time ackkkk. This audio hit me straight in the feels, and my condolence for your best friend Gigi, hope you're doing well! ✨
I lost my Grandfather about 10 years ago. Before then, I used to visit him everyday, at his house, going somewhere, even when his health deteriorated, I would push him in his wheelchair to the car at the hospital. When he passed, it was so sudden. I missed him terribly, some days I still do, but what really bothers me, is that I can't remember the last time I saw him. What his last words to me were, where did we last meet? Did I tell him I love him? Did I give him one last hug goodbye? Even after all this time, I still wrack my brain now and then and try to recall. So, even if it's been 7 years, 9 in this case, I will not say to just move on. Some wounds, take longer to heal, and not all tears are an evil. I hope you are feeling better now, and that this video helps. ❤
This audio reminds me of myself sometimes. Remembering something so dear to yourself that has happened so long ago, then today you just feel like writing it all down and letting it all out again. I feel for you. Hope you are doing ok. Take care.
This is truly amazing. Being able to cry on command is a talent you could be an actress and a damn good one too! I love these stories you’re putting out here. Keep up the great work!
It’s the simple things that can make a big difference. Especially someone who’s in-dire need of comfort. I try to do this whenever I can, you never know when you’ll be the one needing a shoulder to lean on.
I know that had to be hard for you to share, thank you for trusting us. I remember losing 2 people who i found as grandparents (they weren't actually my grandparents but they filled that void) in a car accident, both died but it was almost instantaneous which im thankful they didnt suffer but it deeply affected me (im tearing up even as im writing this), they gave me a chance to have grandparents that interacted with me, a chance to be loved outside of my immediate family, they were the only ones who truly interacted with me outside my immediate family and they are the reason i can be creative. To say they did a lot for me is beyond an understatement and to lose them and be told "get over it"... its like being stabbed in the back over and over, again and again and again. You dont just heal from that, its a scar you carry. I've grown up in a very religious family and went to weekly gatherings, but to be told "get over it, they are in the afterlife" (by the very people who you thought of as distant, extended family) makes you feel like grief is invalid. Its not invalid, you may not fully recover from losing someone close and thats fine, thats perfectly fine, dont let someone decide whats fine and whats not fine for how you grieve but just remember that someone out there will always listen, regardless of the situation, regardless of time, regardless of the place, it may take time to find them and thats fine but they will be there when you need them. For anyone and everyone who read all the way through, thank you, thank you so much, you are the people who are needed the most, ones who will listen no matter the time nor the place, rain, snow, shine, you are the reason many fight against depression and suicide. I know i fight for my niece, to give her the chance to have an uncle who is there for her, i never had that chance but i try to fill that void I love you dave & mert, i hope you two know that and i hope you know i miss you and you know that i loved you two so much, more then i could express at the time. I hope to see you again some day and may you rest in peace.
this got me sobbing I'm sorry for your loss and I hope you get the closure you need, this audio is amazing it doesn't even feel like 20 minutes have passed
It’s nice to know that at least one ASMRtist tackles both incredibly niche and terribly dark concepts in ways that, if someone did feel like they needed it, would benefit the listener. Thank you for your kindness, Gigix. :)
Just discovered this gem of a video, and I have to say: I couldn't help but cry with you.... really, I couldn't. Condolences for Qory, Gigi. They live through all of us, in memory. To quote Matt Haig: "People you love never die. That is what Omai had said, all those years ago. And he was right. They don't die. Not completely. They live in your mind, the way they always lived inside you. You keep their light alive. If you remember them well enough, they can still guide you, like the shine of long-extinguished stars could guide ships in unfamiliar waters."
What a wonderful experience and story, I really wish you the best in your life, and that you keep the good memories with your friend, people lives forever in the memories, and you did wonderful with this audio. You truly put your heart on it, and I am not just emotional, but glad because you shared all those emotions and audio experience with us listeners. Lovely new profile picture too. Thank you so much for your hard work and for bringing those experiences, much appreciated, Gigi!
This made my heart warm; thank you for the kind words Marie. Felt a little hesitant in sharing such story but I figured there’s no harm in it, hoping it can give a little comfort and relief to those experiencing the same thing. The artist did an incredible job 😊 and thank you for always sticking around!
There is no timer on mourning the lose of a loved one, be them a friend, significant other, or family member. We all grieve at our own pace, and it's not healthy to rush the process.
Losing someone so important... it really hurts a lot... especially someone special to you... Paimon knows how it feels because Paimon lost so many people...
This was a huge help i guess,becuase ive been struggling losing my friend 2 years ago and ever since then its just been hell,i feel guilty for not spending enough time with them or not coming to see them.more often becuase maybe i couldve stopped it,i just wanna say thankyou.youve been a big help this past week
hi gigi! thanks for the next video! your videos have been the only thing i’ve been looking forward to these days. feeling really burnt out from everything.
Holy shit you made me tear up. Hasn't happenned in awhile. To be able to talk about a death is hard enough, to do it online is like 20x harder, to make it into something this beautiful? that's incredible.
This hit me hard. I lost my only sister and sibling to leukaemia years back. The most painful thing is that I couldn't even be there for her in her last moments as I was in the academy at that time. I was only informed about her death after classes. I'd give anything to see her again, even just for a little while.
I'm so so sorry for your loss....its always hard to let go because of how strong your grip is to that connection.....the more your loved the stronger the grip to the point its impossible to even loosen it.....my gramps passed away about 2 years ago and I still can't let go and to be honest I actually can't accept it (damn I miss those fishing trips).... so I know how you feel.
I'm sorry to hear that you lost your friend. I've never lost any friends in my life, but I would I could only imagine how it must feel. I hope they had a happy life.
As someone who deals with loss very quickly to the point that I practically feel almost no sadness, I envy people who grief for a long time. You can proof the depth of your feelings with that time, while I am left feeling like a coldhearted, inhuman monster because I don't feel anything particular about it. If I remember correctly, I did feel sad when my first dog died almost two years ago, even though it only took a few hours to get back to my usual self, but I think something inside me died that day and I was not even granted that for all the losses I've experienced since then. So I would never tell someone to "get over it", no matter how long it's been, because the last thing I want for people is to become like me. If the people around me remain "normal" then maybe I could proof my humanity through that.
tbh i had an gf before but never in my life told me they miss me but this makes me feel what does it feels like to be missed ^^ gee thanks Gigi-nee-san
I used to have a dog, his name was Charlie, he was really happy and loved everyone. He was a bit on the large side but me and my family were helping him lose weight, but unfortunately one night, he had a heart attack, whenever I hear the word “loss” I always think of him, just hoping that he went quickly and painlessly. I know the pain people go through when they lose someone in their life, just knowing that you’ll never see them again is the worst feeling. I know no one asked for me to say this but this video just made me think of him.
This is quite sad. Losing your bestfriend is one of the most painful thing that could happen to you. Your bestfriend is in a better place now and I know you miss her a lot :( it'll be alright Gigi.. */hugs 🤗
@@GigixHunter I can definitely see that, I imagine it could be tough to just keep the flow going. But if it works for you, and it’s your style, that’s all that matters.
Gotchu 💜 it's pretty sad and the fact that you weren't able to see her for the last time, maybe that's why you find it hard to let go because you can't accept that it just happened and you didn't even had the opportunity to say goodbye. It's alright to feel that way, Gigi. 🤗💜 You'll be able to let go someday but right now it's alright to cry and grieve about it.
I can't imagine losing a friend, let alone a best friend. I care so deeply about my friends. They're like my family, and I love them so dearly. If I lost them, I don't know where I'd go or what I'd be. And I can't imagine the pain that you must have endured Gigi. I hope this finds you well and that you are well yourself, because health comes first. Be it physical or mental.
I literally started crying.. i struggle with this topic a lot so it was hard to listen to..but i wanted to hear your story, thanks for sharing. I wish i could give u a hug hah..
This one hurt to listen to and I mean that in the best way (Ik that might not make sense so I’m sorry). I had to stop this and restart on a few occasions from the overwhelmingly accurate portrayal. It reminded me so much of the final moments I had with my girlfriend (Skylar was her name) before she passed. Not a day goes by when I don’t think of her or see something that reminds me of her. You remind me so much of her Gigi so I think this one definitely was closer to home. I wish I could just see her smile once last time. Ily honey and I’ll see you soon ❤️💜 Thank you for this one Gigi. It means more than I can even explain in this book that I wrote above lol
I can’t imagine how heartbroken you must’ve been, I’m so sorry that happened. I experience the same thing, every little thing reminds me of them, but I’m just a little stronger now. Not at all, thank you for sharing that. Your comment really resonates with me, I hope you’ll continue to stay strong. Sending much love and strength to you 💜
Man this really got me thinking.. rip to the ones that never made it with us, alotta people have died around my area cus of knife crime, just last month or so a young boy was killed in my area while protecting an old woman, he was so good at basketball man, bro was an inspiration to alotta kids too, had world at his feet, sometimes the best ones leave us too soon 🕊️♥️ Also sorry for your loss and this video was beautifully done 😊. Have a nice Xmas and new year
I can’t imagine how that must’ve felt :( I’m so sorry that happened, hope you and everyone there is safe and sound. Happy New Year and Merry Christmas to you 💜
I understand this pain since my uncle passed away 5 years ago in a car crash with his girlfriend as well I was 13 at the time and my uncle was at his early 20s. I lived with him since I was born for 7 years n 4 months. My parents always took me n my brother to visit him, my great aunt and great uncle. We would play video games n he would always mess with me banter wise. I always thought of him as an older brother of mine. It was the first ever I faced someone I admired to no longer be in my life. He had everything going for him that he got accepted to the university after he was done with college, n was able to get his dream car. But honestly I haven't recovered I will always miss him but I know in order to make him happy I have to do good things and be positive n that I learned from one wise boxer
I’m so sorry for your loss. Losing someone dear to you is incredibly painful, I hope you’re recovering. Slowly is okay, you’ll make progress, stay strong 💜
@@GigixHunter thx I really appreciate it, a work in progress especially when I was going into high-school I was able to grow even tho it hurts to see the last photo I have of him. I know he's watching over me, I've been through a lot but I jus remind myself that he wants me to be happy.
I absolutely love this audio with my entire being. Thank you for making such phenomenal content that I can either fall asleep peacefully to, or enjoy with my eyes closed, envisioning each story as it unfurls. I love all these videos, but this one struck a chord. Keep it up
Hi gigi, I hope your doing well thank you for the amazing audio ❤️ this one hits, ps I'm glad to see your blowing up 😊 I remeber when you first came out and was a itty bitty channel and now your blowing up crazy 🤯 good luck on your journeys!!
I recently lost a childhood friend and daughter of a very close family friend, and the death wasn't.....gentle if that makes sense. She was killed by someone....and that comes with its own set of grief and feelings.... I also lost my childhood dog a few years back...we grew up together, she was basically my little sister. These aren't exactly the same...but they both hurt in their own ways....and grief lasts....that hole in your heart doesn't ever fully go away....it just scars over, it's more sensitive than the normal tissue around it...but it stops being an open wound. It gets easier over time...but that scar tissue is always going to be there, and sometimes......little things...anything can make it hurt again...even as the new scar tissue forms over that emotional wound. It gets easier...but never fully goes away. And remember, to everyone and anyone who needs to hear this, *THERE IS NO RIGHT OR WRONG WAY TO GRIEVE* . It's ok to not cry, it's ok to feel numb or empty, you're not a bad person for it. It's ok to cry, it's ok to be scared. So long as you're not taking on damaging coping mechanisms, you're totally ok to grieve however you feel you need to.
I had lost a very special friend of mine from Suicide. 3 or 4 years ago. I do miss her very much! But, I know that she is in a better place. I am sorry about yours. You will see her again soon. *Hugs and Kisses coming your way Gigi*
I find there is something deeply magical about reverse comfort. It makes me feel useful, for a change. I know it's "just" a pre-recorded piece so, no, I'm not useful, the real use is to the real people out there for whom I/we could be making the difference, but in the moment, with reverse comfort much more than with other audios, I get the feeling I'm not just freeloading. That I give something back, you know? Am I the only one feeling this?
This was a fantastic audio. It made me tear up so much, & I wanted to hug you, & protect you. It made my feel all the feels, so thank you 🙏. You’re good..so good.
I lost one of my grandfathers earlier this month. Despite only seeing him 1-2 times a year, it still hurt. There had to be one person that broke down during the burial service & I was chosen. I'm better now, but losing him still lingers in my head.
"Imagine not having someone to cuddle with, to talk with. Ato joke with. To cook for" yes i can imagine . Im currently living the nightmare . Thats why i listen to these asmr . To dream.
When i first listenes to one of your videos "waking up next to you" i was instantly hooked. at that time you had around 23k something subs and I knew that it would grow because of your smoothing voice. And I was right HAHAHA. So really thank you for always making videos and making us listeners feel we're not alone. Basically what I'm saying is Thank you for existing. 💙
@@GigixHunter its been a long time and wounds are healing. At first it was near impossible to talk about but I've had a lot of help along the way and am thankful for friends and family, now its an internal battle with myself.
I lost my best friend almost 2years ago but i cant get over it. This audio Made me cry for the first time since he died. I Wish i hade an girlfriend that Supports me but i dont and sometimes i think my best friend was the only one who understood me. Its still so unrealistic that Hes gone for ever. I will never forget him
i hope you are doing great,btw...i love the new profile pic for ur channel,i really got used to the previous one but i love the new one. And my condolences for your best friend,i wish you the best.
The fact we like reverse comfort audios makes me appreciate people
Hi Bonnie
@@Felix-zb3yp hi felix
right like we all a lil broken hearted and just wanna cherish people and be loved :( there's way too much hatred in the world but I'm hopeful for humanity from of the amount of views
Savior complex
I saw a comment one time that said the reason that we like reverse comfort audios is bc we just want to forget our own problems for a while and help others out for a moment
Listener: "Are you ok?"
Her: "I am ok"
Narrator: "She was not ok"
Yes omg haha
I couldn't imagine how difficult this was to do. I highly respect you for taking such a deeply personal event and turning it into art for others who possibly have gone through that as well. I've always ejoyed your work, but this is next level. You are truly a master at your craft and I will continue to support your journey here on TH-cam.
This means so much to me, this is something very personal but I just really wanted to share it :)
The death of a best friend is painful
This one is beautifully done
Yeah I remember when I lost my best friend in freshman year I couldn’t sleep and I cried so much
i lost my best friend just a few days ago, and this video made me think of all the good memories, in only 14 so this shit hurt, i had to watch him die in the hospital. R.I.P Brayden Carnes
@@chaosren541 damn, sorry for your lost but may his soul rest in peace
@@jakegeg9476 I'm sorry for your loss, may their soul rest in peace and find happiness wherever they are now
I have never lost a best friend but I can feel your pain, you guys, and I pray to God that they have found salvation and comfort in him
Gods the emotions you show in every single video, I feel it through the screen every single time ackkkk.
This audio hit me straight in the feels, and my condolence for your best friend Gigi, hope you're doing well! ✨
Hope you are well yourself :)
I lost my Grandfather about 10 years ago. Before then, I used to visit him everyday, at his house, going somewhere, even when his health deteriorated, I would push him in his wheelchair to the car at the hospital. When he passed, it was so sudden. I missed him terribly, some days I still do, but what really bothers me, is that I can't remember the last time I saw him. What his last words to me were, where did we last meet? Did I tell him I love him? Did I give him one last hug goodbye? Even after all this time, I still wrack my brain now and then and try to recall. So, even if it's been 7 years, 9 in this case, I will not say to just move on. Some wounds, take longer to heal, and not all tears are an evil. I hope you are feeling better now, and that this video helps. ❤
Looks like I'll be listening to this and saving it into my top audios
Looks like I’m taking a break from life early to help an Angel for 20 minutes
You can grieve all you want we’ll be here
This audio reminds me of myself sometimes. Remembering something so dear to yourself that has happened so long ago, then today you just feel like writing it all down and letting it all out again. I feel for you. Hope you are doing ok. Take care.
That is true. I am doing okay, take care too 💜
This is truly amazing. Being able to cry on command is a talent you could be an actress and a damn good one too! I love these stories you’re putting out here. Keep up the great work!
Ah not at all, I think the cheat is the way I’m doing my videos without scripts :)
@@GigixHunter no scripts?!?!?!?
@@yeormama yes! I haven’t been using scripts for the past 6 months
@@GigixHunter no script?!?!
@@GigixHunter damnn thats talent!!
This was so brave. I sincerely admire that you chose to share your loss with your community in this manner. 💜 My deepest condolences.
Sending love to anyone grieving ❤️ Grief isn’t a linear or easy process. Take all the time you need.
I really enjoyed this. It's so human and real. Plus it made me giddy in the end haha. Thank you for this. 💖
Aw happy to know you liked this one, Feran. Thanks for stopping by again :3
your friend would be proud of how far youve come and all that youve done, keeping them in your heart is the least you could do
It’s the simple things that can make a big difference. Especially someone who’s in-dire need of comfort.
I try to do this whenever I can, you never know when you’ll be the one needing a shoulder to lean on.
I love this!!! The fact that its reverse is a dream to me, I love helping others in grief. This is great, thank you of your gift!!
🥺💜 Of course she can stay over, would love to keep her company.
Amazing work Gigi, love your audios!
So glad you enjoyed it :)
Another incredible audio Gigi.
This one literally made me cry, hope you're doing well
I am, hope you are too :)
i am so sorry for your loss. this is a lovely dedication. sending hugs
Well received 💜
Sorry for your lost, im sure Qory would've be proud of you today. Shes lucky to have had you as a bestfriend. Keep at it Gigi!🙂
Thank you 💜
I know that had to be hard for you to share, thank you for trusting us.
I remember losing 2 people who i found as grandparents (they weren't actually my grandparents but they filled that void) in a car accident, both died but it was almost instantaneous which im thankful they didnt suffer but it deeply affected me (im tearing up even as im writing this), they gave me a chance to have grandparents that interacted with me, a chance to be loved outside of my immediate family, they were the only ones who truly interacted with me outside my immediate family and they are the reason i can be creative.
To say they did a lot for me is beyond an understatement and to lose them and be told "get over it"... its like being stabbed in the back over and over, again and again and again. You dont just heal from that, its a scar you carry. I've grown up in a very religious family and went to weekly gatherings, but to be told "get over it, they are in the afterlife" (by the very people who you thought of as distant, extended family) makes you feel like grief is invalid.
Its not invalid, you may not fully recover from losing someone close and thats fine, thats perfectly fine, dont let someone decide whats fine and whats not fine for how you grieve but just remember that someone out there will always listen, regardless of the situation, regardless of time, regardless of the place, it may take time to find them and thats fine but they will be there when you need them.
For anyone and everyone who read all the way through, thank you, thank you so much, you are the people who are needed the most, ones who will listen no matter the time nor the place, rain, snow, shine, you are the reason many fight against depression and suicide. I know i fight for my niece, to give her the chance to have an uncle who is there for her, i never had that chance but i try to fill that void
I love you dave & mert, i hope you two know that and i hope you know i miss you and you know that i loved you two so much, more then i could express at the time.
I hope to see you again some day and may you rest in peace.
this got me sobbing
I'm sorry for your loss and I hope you get the closure you need, this audio is amazing it doesn't even feel like 20 minutes have passed
"The sunsets beautiful isn't it?"
You did a amazing job Gi, thank you for trusting us to share this about you. ❤️
It’s nice to know that at least one ASMRtist tackles both incredibly niche and terribly dark concepts in ways that, if someone did feel like they needed it, would benefit the listener. Thank you for your kindness, Gigix. :)
I’m so sorry about your loss, it’s always okay to grieve over a loved one. 10/10 audio, would cry again.
Gigi!! I hope you're doing fine! Another amazing audio 💜 I just have one question. Do you plan on collaborating with other ASMR VAs in the future?
I can’t say for sure but definitely have thought of it
Go levi collab with her wwww
@@gwyn4082 it would be with great pleasure to be able to Collab with the one and only GigixHunter.
@@gwyn4082 my script is only "Oi oi oi oi matte matte" , "Levi da" , "KENNNYYY" , "Nanda?" , "Kamona" and ofc "Pipi"
@@leviackerman3805 xD
Just discovered this gem of a video, and I have to say:
I couldn't help but cry with you.... really, I couldn't. Condolences for Qory, Gigi. They live through all of us, in memory.
To quote Matt Haig:
"People you love never die. That is what Omai had said, all those years ago. And he was right. They don't die. Not completely. They live in your mind, the way they always lived inside you. You keep their light alive. If you remember them well enough, they can still guide you, like the shine of long-extinguished stars could guide ships in unfamiliar waters."
This made my cry man it’s things like this that make me want to help and support people as much as I can
What a wonderful experience and story, I really wish you the best in your life, and that you keep the good memories with your friend, people lives forever in the memories, and you did wonderful with this audio.
You truly put your heart on it, and I am not just emotional, but glad because you shared all those emotions and audio experience with us listeners.
Lovely new profile picture too.
Thank you so much for your hard work and for bringing those experiences, much appreciated, Gigi!
This made my heart warm; thank you for the kind words Marie. Felt a little hesitant in sharing such story but I figured there’s no harm in it, hoping it can give a little comfort and relief to those experiencing the same thing.
The artist did an incredible job 😊 and thank you for always sticking around!
Wow this made me cry so much. You’re amazing Gigi!
I just read the description and it made me sad hopefully you're doing better now Gigi, Please take care of yourself and take breaks if needed.
I am better now thank you 💜
"What is giref if not love peresevering"
Your audio made me cry, i wish you a happy life❤️
There is no timer on mourning the lose of a loved one, be them a friend, significant other, or family member. We all grieve at our own pace, and it's not healthy to rush the process.
Phenomenal as usual Gigi!! Your audios always tug at the heartstrings.
Truly is wonderful. The emotions you putting into the audio are reaching the heart and made me cry. 😢💜
I swear every video that this woman creates is a masterpiece
Thank you for the compliment :)
Losing someone so important... it really hurts a lot... especially someone special to you... Paimon knows how it feels because Paimon lost so many people...
I’m so sorry you did :(
@@GigixHunter Thanks...
"I mean, imagine not having someone to cuddle with, to talk with, to joke around with, to cook for"
Low blow, Gigix. Low blow.
Reverse comfort is the best thing ever. Thank you for sharing this with us, Gigi.
This was a huge help i guess,becuase ive been struggling losing my friend 2 years ago and ever since then its just been hell,i feel guilty for not spending enough time with them or not coming to see them.more often becuase maybe i couldve stopped it,i just wanna say thankyou.youve been a big help this past week
This is definitely in my top 5 best audios I've heard
This has now hit me on an extremely deep level. I wish I had someone like this to talk to on one of the darkest days of my life
hi gigi! thanks for the next video! your videos have been the only thing i’ve been looking forward to these days. feeling really burnt out from everything.
I’m so sorry to hear that but I hope you know that you can pull through in the end. Stay strong 💜
Holy shit you made me tear up. Hasn't happenned in awhile. To be able to talk about a death is hard enough, to do it online is like 20x harder, to make it into something this beautiful? that's incredible.
You did a great job on this one, it feels real and genuine. I hope you’re doing alot better now
This hit me hard. I lost my only sister and sibling to leukaemia years back. The most painful thing is that I couldn't even be there for her in her last moments as I was in the academy at that time. I was only informed about her death after classes. I'd give anything to see her again, even just for a little while.
I’m so sorry :(( I really hope you’re doing better than before and that she’s happier right now.
I'm so so sorry for your loss....its always hard to let go because of how strong your grip is to that connection.....the more your loved the stronger the grip to the point its impossible to even loosen it.....my gramps passed away about 2 years ago and I still can't let go and to be honest I actually can't accept it (damn I miss those fishing trips).... so I know how you feel.
The best channel i found recently for asmr, keep up the good work!!
I'm sorry to hear that you lost your friend.
I've never lost any friends in my life, but I would I could only imagine how it must feel.
I hope they had a happy life.
Mygadd it’s my bday 😭 Thank you sm for this wonderful audio!! Sending hugs! 🫂
Happy Birthday!! 💜 not exactly a good present this one but hope you get to spend your day with your loved ones :)
As someone who deals with loss very quickly to the point that I practically feel almost no sadness, I envy people who grief for a long time. You can proof the depth of your feelings with that time, while I am left feeling like a coldhearted, inhuman monster because I don't feel anything particular about it. If I remember correctly, I did feel sad when my first dog died almost two years ago, even though it only took a few hours to get back to my usual self, but I think something inside me died that day and I was not even granted that for all the losses I've experienced since then.
So I would never tell someone to "get over it", no matter how long it's been, because the last thing I want for people is to become like me. If the people around me remain "normal" then maybe I could proof my humanity through that.
tbh i had an gf before but never in my life told me they miss me
but this makes me feel what does it feels like to be missed ^^ gee thanks Gigi-nee-san
I used to have a dog, his name was Charlie, he was really happy and loved everyone. He was a bit on the large side but me and my family were helping him lose weight, but unfortunately one night, he had a heart attack, whenever I hear the word “loss” I always think of him, just hoping that he went quickly and painlessly. I know the pain people go through when they lose someone in their life, just knowing that you’ll never see them again is the worst feeling. I know no one asked for me to say this but this video just made me think of him.
I’m so sorry for your loss :( losing a bestfriend leaves a scar, but I hope you know that he’s probably in good care up there 💜
This is quite sad. Losing your bestfriend is one of the most painful thing that could happen to you. Your bestfriend is in a better place now and I know you miss her a lot :(
it'll be alright Gigi.. */hugs 🤗
Thank you for the hug 💜
This is the most amazing audio I ever heard it was soo emotional that it made me cry 😭
Another great audio! It’s so impressive you can do these audios without scripts! Hope all is well.
There are definitely setbacks on taking such method but it suits best for me :) hope you are well too!
@@GigixHunter I can definitely see that, I imagine it could be tough to just keep the flow going. But if it works for you, and it’s your style, that’s all that matters.
My favorite ASMRtist to listen to!! Hope all is well with you, Gigi!! Hope you have a fun and safe holidays!!
You too!!
Damn this one got me crying really hard and after reading the description it got me crying even moreee
Let’s cry together 😭🙏🏻
What ever struggles or sad things you deal with in life Gigi I’ll fight them of for ya so you can be happy 💖
Gotchu 💜 it's pretty sad and the fact that you weren't able to see her for the last time, maybe that's why you find it hard to let go because you can't accept that it just happened and you didn't even had the opportunity to say goodbye. It's alright to feel that way, Gigi. 🤗💜 You'll be able to let go someday but right now it's alright to cry and grieve about it.
I can't imagine losing a friend, let alone a best friend. I care so deeply about my friends. They're like my family, and I love them so dearly. If I lost them, I don't know where I'd go or what I'd be. And I can't imagine the pain that you must have endured Gigi. I hope this finds you well and that you are well yourself, because health comes first. Be it physical or mental.
Thank you so much, I am doing a whole lot better now thank you 💜
Man this made me cry I'm so sorry
Thank you again for all the hard work and another amazing audio! Much love
Beautifully done as always. This one feels especially real and I appreciate it. Thank you for another endearing audio.
top tier acting. thanks for all the effort you put in.
I literally started crying..
i struggle with this topic a lot so it was hard to listen to..but i wanted to hear your story, thanks for sharing. I wish i could give u a hug hah..
My condolences for you loss Gigi. Love and peace from me to you.
Thank you, means a lot 💜
"imagine not having someone to cuddle with"
can you stop the personal attacks please
It was natural, my bad 😔
This one hurt to listen to and I mean that in the best way (Ik that might not make sense so I’m sorry). I had to stop this and restart on a few occasions from the overwhelmingly accurate portrayal. It reminded me so much of the final moments I had with my girlfriend (Skylar was her name) before she passed. Not a day goes by when I don’t think of her or see something that reminds me of her. You remind me so much of her Gigi so I think this one definitely was closer to home. I wish I could just see her smile once last time. Ily honey and I’ll see you soon ❤️💜
Thank you for this one Gigi. It means more than I can even explain in this book that I wrote above lol
I can’t imagine how heartbroken you must’ve been, I’m so sorry that happened. I experience the same thing, every little thing reminds me of them, but I’m just a little stronger now.
Not at all, thank you for sharing that. Your comment really resonates with me, I hope you’ll continue to stay strong. Sending much love and strength to you 💜
Man this really got me thinking.. rip to the ones that never made it with us, alotta people have died around my area cus of knife crime, just last month or so a young boy was killed in my area while protecting an old woman, he was so good at basketball man, bro was an inspiration to alotta kids too, had world at his feet, sometimes the best ones leave us too soon 🕊️♥️
Also sorry for your loss and this video was beautifully done 😊. Have a nice Xmas and new year
I can’t imagine how that must’ve felt :( I’m so sorry that happened, hope you and everyone there is safe and sound. Happy New Year and Merry Christmas to you 💜
I understand this pain since my uncle passed away 5 years ago in a car crash with his girlfriend as well I was 13 at the time and my uncle was at his early 20s. I lived with him since I was born for 7 years n 4 months. My parents always took me n my brother to visit him, my great aunt and great uncle. We would play video games n he would always mess with me banter wise. I always thought of him as an older brother of mine. It was the first ever I faced someone I admired to no longer be in my life. He had everything going for him that he got accepted to the university after he was done with college, n was able to get his dream car. But honestly I haven't recovered I will always miss him but I know in order to make him happy I have to do good things and be positive n that I learned from one wise boxer
I’m so sorry for your loss. Losing someone dear to you is incredibly painful, I hope you’re recovering. Slowly is okay, you’ll make progress, stay strong 💜
@@GigixHunter thx I really appreciate it, a work in progress especially when I was going into high-school I was able to grow even tho it hurts to see the last photo I have of him. I know he's watching over me, I've been through a lot but I jus remind myself that he wants me to be happy.
hey gigi, everything you do is amazing. thank you again for helping people feel better. 💜
I absolutely love this audio with my entire being. Thank you for making such phenomenal content that I can either fall asleep peacefully to, or enjoy with my eyes closed, envisioning each story as it unfurls. I love all these videos, but this one struck a chord. Keep it up
"imagine not having someone to cuddle with, to etc." Damn🥲🥲
Hi gigi, I hope your doing well thank you for the amazing audio ❤️ this one hits, ps I'm glad to see your blowing up 😊 I remeber when you first came out and was a itty bitty channel and now your blowing up crazy 🤯 good luck on your journeys!!
im sorry for your loss gg, :( i wish i could give u a big hug also thanks for making me cry aaa
Thank you :) I can only pray she’s happier now 💜
@@GigixHunter im sure she is gigi
I recently lost a childhood friend and daughter of a very close family friend, and the death wasn't.....gentle if that makes sense. She was killed by someone....and that comes with its own set of grief and feelings.... I also lost my childhood dog a few years back...we grew up together, she was basically my little sister. These aren't exactly the same...but they both hurt in their own ways....and grief lasts....that hole in your heart doesn't ever fully go away....it just scars over, it's more sensitive than the normal tissue around it...but it stops being an open wound. It gets easier over time...but that scar tissue is always going to be there, and sometimes......little things...anything can make it hurt again...even as the new scar tissue forms over that emotional wound. It gets easier...but never fully goes away. And remember, to everyone and anyone who needs to hear this, *THERE IS NO RIGHT OR WRONG WAY TO GRIEVE* . It's ok to not cry, it's ok to feel numb or empty, you're not a bad person for it. It's ok to cry, it's ok to be scared. So long as you're not taking on damaging coping mechanisms, you're totally ok to grieve however you feel you need to.
This hit so close to home that I cried myself to sleep. Amazing audio love the work
I had lost a very special friend of mine from Suicide. 3 or 4 years ago. I do miss her very much! But, I know that she is in a better place.
I am sorry about yours. You will see her again soon.
*Hugs and Kisses coming your way Gigi*
I’m so sorry, sending my condolences and love 💜 I’m sure my bestfriend’s also happier now :)
@@GigixHunter I am sure too. I bet they are having a fun time up their in heaven right now.
I find there is something deeply magical about reverse comfort.
It makes me feel useful, for a change. I know it's "just" a pre-recorded piece so, no, I'm not useful, the real use is to the real people out there for whom I/we could be making the difference, but in the moment, with reverse comfort much more than with other audios, I get the feeling I'm not just freeloading. That I give something back, you know?
Am I the only one feeling this?
This was a fantastic audio. It made me tear up so much, & I wanted to hug you, & protect you. It made my feel all the feels, so thank you 🙏. You’re good..so good.
So proffesional ,really calmed my heart and worries are gone now😊
It's wild to think that your channel has doubled in subscribers since I first listen to your audios. Way to go gigi!
I loved this audio so much. It felt so real I could feel the ache
Thank you for sharing this, I’m so sorry for what you had to go through.
I lost one of my grandfathers earlier this month. Despite only seeing him 1-2 times a year, it still hurt. There had to be one person that broke down during the burial service & I was chosen. I'm better now, but losing him still lingers in my head.
I'm so sorry that happened, you must've been so heartbroken. I hope you're doing better now, sending some love and support💜
Instant playlist
- Lots of love from me and Wario
I'm so sorry, Gigi! May she rest in peace!! :'(
"Imagine not having someone to cuddle with, to talk with. Ato joke with. To cook for" yes i can imagine . Im currently living the nightmare . Thats why i listen to these asmr . To dream.
Get a cat
You deserve all comfort of this world ❤️.
When i first listenes to one of your videos "waking up next to you" i was instantly hooked. at that time you had around 23k something subs and I knew that it would grow because of your smoothing voice. And I was right HAHAHA. So really thank you for always making videos and making us listeners feel we're not alone. Basically what I'm saying is Thank you for existing. 💙
reverse comfort! this is a blessed day 🙏
this one hits close to home as i've lost my fiance 10 years ago
My deepest condolences, I’m really sorry for your loss. I hope you’re in the process of healing 💜
@@GigixHunter its been a long time and wounds are healing. At first it was near impossible to talk about but I've had a lot of help along the way and am thankful for friends and family, now its an internal battle with myself.
I lost my best friend almost 2years ago but i cant get over it. This audio Made me cry for the first time since he died. I Wish i hade an girlfriend that Supports me but i dont and sometimes i think my best friend was the only one who understood me. Its still so unrealistic that Hes gone for ever.
I will never forget him
Moving on is never easy, even after many years. Those who say “just move on” really should be more considerate
i hope you are doing great,btw...i love the new profile pic for ur channel,i really got used to the previous one but i love the new one.
And my condolences for your best friend,i wish you the best.
Why thank you, the artist did an amazing job :) and thank you for that 💜
So sorry for your loss Gigi. Grief is a real bastard.
daily plan:
wake up
listen gigixhunter
sleep
repeat
I heard sooo many ASMR but this channel hits different 💜💜💜
Best birthday gift I could ask for
Someone else in the comments is also celebrating their birthday, so birthday twins! Happy Beloved Birthday 💜🎊