I just wanted them to be happy, Ash went through sooo many things and he decided to die on Eiji’s letters, his safe place with a smile on his face. He really loved him, it’s so a BL to me
Welcome to the banana fish fandom we have binge watching we also have pillows and blankets for us if cry over the fact of the ending you will mostly see us cry or laugh but mostly crying bc it’s such a sad story and now I welcome you with full arms
Hello can you tell me where I can watch this? I have watched till 9 but can't find other episodes. Please I'm already attached with this I can't leave it in half. I want to watch whole anime. Can you please tell me where I can watch it?
I cried for 2 hours, and the only reason i stopped was because I had to go to sleep so I could be semi functional at work the next day. My eyes and head hurt so fricken bad the next day
I just finished banana fish and im crying soo much and i dont know why im reading these comments they are making me cry even more i hope that Eiji and Ash meet someday and go to japan together 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Omgggggg Just finished banana fish Never thought ill cry after watching a 24 ep anime I watched your lie in aprill too and didnt cried But this .... This is something else😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
I feel so much pain after watching banana fish. But I never really cried or shade a tear. It’s because my life is so shitty that I can’t even cry anymore, not to mention the series was so sad.
After watching it I spent a hour trying to figure out how I managed to feel empathy and sadness. I was in tears confused, my life is ass and I never felt anything but disgust but after watching this it made me feel different.
Idk if my life is shitty But I restrain myself from crying No matter how hard I try I didn't cry even for once But the pain doesn't stop haunting me at all
It's been two years since I've watched the seires and yet I still can't rewatch it. I hate the fact that I cannot beat the ass*s of all the fictional people who made Ash's life miserable, even the word miserable is an understatement for all they did. And the fact that this happens in real life breaks my heart into pieces.
I searched for any video about Banana Fish cause I was doing Karaoke and singing "All of me" and I suddenly thought of Ash. I couldn't finish the song. I wish someone had been there for him. I wish his father had fought the world to protect him. I watched this about a year ago and it breaks me everytime I remember. I remember I was in Boston for school in a rented room and I had class but I stayed up and watched the last few episodes of Banana Fish and when it ended it was morning. Ash lay there in the library dying and I was falling apart. The librarian said something about no sleeping in the library or about time to leave and I thought about how she had no clue, not that he was dying, nor that he was but a 18 year old who had been doing nothing but running without rest his whole life. Ever since the age of 11 when the world broke him his father too ashamed of himself and his powerlessness blamed him and abandoned him. I still remember how he hesitated when the man who was a big part of his misery fell off the building. How he looked like he was losing someone precious and I was broken for him. Because even though that person messed him up, he still looked at him with care at that moment before he hit the ground. Why? Why Ash? They break you but you can't help but cleave to them. I realize it's because now that you are tainted, they are all you have. You can't go back. Except you could, Aslan Jade. You just needed love. From the right people. And I even cried to God that He would save you as if you weren't on a screen. I remember I got up in my tears to peek out at the morning from through the blinds and I saw the early morning sun and it looked like pain to me as I thought that Ash would never again see it. Suddenly it was overbearing, it was sunny but dark, and I fell clutching my chest. Ash said in his dying moment that this was peace to him and I thought, "I don't want to take that from you but...wake up Ash, please"... I know broken people like him are out there. And I pray God will find them and keep them warm.
You did a great job, my friend. This is exactly how I felt when he lay on the table and closed his eyes in peace in the library. When the librarian was calling him and she thought he was asleep, so she decided to leave. I blamed her and said, “Go back. Go back. He’s not sleeping, so call an ambulance. Damn it....but she” She left and no one realized that he had died. Everyone was reading quietly and continuing their lives in peace. Eiji boarded the plane back to Japan with peace of mind, not knowing that his companion had died. Max, the one who was killed Ash. He was living normally. Literally the whole world seemed happy. And he was relieved at the exact moment of his death, but Eiji's moment on the plane was a turning point before he knew the bitter truth. 💔
Literally 4 years later and I still cry at this song. This shit hit so close to home for me and its just combined with my trauma into one big ball of trauma 💀😭🤌
Man I feel you , I was like wow so cool! Ash is so tight, city life and gangs, it’s so exciting!! Then towards the end they just rip away everything precious to you and you reminded of the sacrifices Ashlyn was willing to take for the one he loves
No. He's very much dead. I hope one day they make an OVA to Garden of Light. That chapter very much confirms he is dead. Shorter's friend ID'd the body in the morgue. It shows like 20yrs later and Eiji is back in NY and his hair is long bc he never cut it again after Ash died. It is both beautiful and heartbreaking.
It’s like recovering from a hangover. I’ve literally not moved an inch from my bed and even called in sick because i was so dumb to watch this on school days 😭
I went anorexic for a few days after I finished it 💀 My mom used to tell me that I am the most cheerful person After I finished watching this series, she went like "What happened to you?" I was almost unrecognisable Even I couldn't acknowledge myself My energy bar kept dropping I was so gloomy So I decided to watch another series It was "Cherry Magic" And that was the best decision Because if I hadn't watched it I would've probably be gulping Anti-depressants rn Ofc it won't stop paining, but it got my mind off "Banana Fish" for a while
İzleyeli 2 hafta oldu ve aklımdan çıkartamadım. Böyle olmamalıydı ama bir yandan da böyle olmalıydı karar veremiyorum... Ama ne olursa olsun efsane bir şeydi
it actually hurts so bad i can’t believe i just let me heart get ripped out by an anime, all i wanted was for ash to be happy it’s straight up not fair
You knew things were going to happend... But still cried- This hurted me in so many places and also the ending- i cant express how my feelings were, i was happy but also unhappy
I understand that when I saw Banna fish for the first time, I was like that but the story behind hit Especially the end I haven't felt so much sad and angry for a long time 😅
I finishied it recently and cried on and off for a whole day, made playlist for ash & eiji to cope then try watch any cute wholesome anime to get my mind off of it but imma be thinking about those two for A WHILE...
This anime literally just gives you hope and then destroys it. In other sad animes you can totally feel that one of the leads dies and can cope with it but in banana fish, they kill one of you favourite character after other till there are only 2 or less there. And they give you the illusion that the lead would unexpectedly survive and than bam sorry he still dies. It totally destroys you mentally. Even the toughst guys can't watch this anime without shedding tears.
Im stuck on ep 23 cause i already know whats the ending. Ive cried researching what happened after ash died. I THOUGHT IT WPULD BE A NORMAL BL ANIME 😭😭 I finished it a few months ago .
literally cried for one night over it and then just blankly stared into the void of life for about a week. sad thing is nobody in my house noticed that I was basically walking around like a shell of a human being. not even an "are you ok?" that Id have to lie to. My family gave zero sh*ts
That shit hits the place in your heart you didn’t know you had…
Exactly. After I finished watching the anime I just sat in silence for a few mins...and then I started crying
Fr, like this wasn't my first time watching an anime with a sad ending but honestly words can't describe how I feel rn
Yk i still can't stop crying man
@@tidashii same like all the sad animes i watched ill cry for a few and be ok but with this i can't stop crying 😭😭
@@life_3535 *sigh* Ash deserved the world~
My friend suggested it to me saying it was a fun BL slice of life anime and i trusted her. Now I have trust issues.
Dang
Já no meu caso, eu fui esse amigo, e meu amigo está prestes a descobrir que não é um anime fofo e divertido HAHAHAHAHAHA
@@BlackberryOF you are evil incarnate you know that?
I did the same to my sister but she appreciated it
that’s actually so messed up 😭
and eiji was so positive he would see ash again
He will
@@specificocean2638yeah in heaven
Sayonara 😭🥲😭💀
Shut up shut uP SHUT UP
@@faiths7777low key this made me giggle
I cried for two hrs and even after that I was hanged for whole day
SAME
Will this hangover go away after a while? Because I can't take it, it's breaking my heart, the pain is unbearable🪄😭😭😭😭😭
@@aaziiihere No, It never will. Been two years since I watched this and it still hurts and I cry sometimes about it. Or i'm just waek
That anime give me depression for a week
Bro I’m still crying, it been more than a years
I knew I’d see tears by the end of this video
Mood. Even after watching it over two and a half years ago, I still cry everytime.
I watched it for the first time yesterday i finished last night and i can't stop crying like i need a season 2 😭😭😭😭😭
@@life_3535 I finished it yesterday and I cried all day even my dreams were just the ending 😭😭😭
@@Bbybat96 bro i feel this all i do now i remind myself of banana fish and how ash and eiji can never be together 😭😭😭
@@life_3535 NOOO! Don't fucking remind me!!!!!!!!😡
@@Lily_Sans oop sorry 😂😭
I just wanted them to be happy, Ash went through sooo many things and he decided to die on Eiji’s letters, his safe place with a smile on his face. He really loved him, it’s so a BL to me
Welcome to the banana fish fandom we have binge watching we also have pillows and blankets for us if cry over the fact of the ending you will mostly see us cry or laugh but mostly crying bc it’s such a sad story and now I welcome you with full arms
Hello can you tell me where I can watch this? I have watched till 9 but can't find other episodes. Please I'm already attached with this I can't leave it in half. I want to watch whole anime. Can you please tell me where I can watch it?
I was depressed for a week 😭. And whenever I think about it, I just want to cry. I don’t regret watching it tho.
What’s it about
@@PhysicallyAwake
a drog literally
I cried for 2 hours, and the only reason i stopped was because I had to go to sleep so I could be semi functional at work the next day. My eyes and head hurt so fricken bad the next day
I Really thought they would both survive :(
This was literally me…it’s been three years since I watched it and I’m still sad over it
Get over it
5 years nd i still can't move on whenever i hear the ost it still aches
Okay I'm truthfully scared, I'm about to start watching it and I'm already teary eyed reading people's comments 😭
CAN I CRY WITH YOU?!
Have u watched it??
How'd it go?
Hold on they'll reply after they're done crying
Still cryin huh
THIS IS THE ONLY ANIME THAT MADE ME BAWL OUT IN TEARS MAN I feel u😭
After I finished I just put RED on the highest volume, lay in my couch and cry many times while repeating the music video
this show has destroyed my heart and I'm not even done yet
How did it go?
I just finished banana fish and im crying soo much and i dont know why im reading these comments they are making me cry even more i hope that Eiji and Ash meet someday and go to japan together 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Omgggggg
Just finished banana fish
Never thought ill cry after watching a 24 ep anime
I watched your lie in aprill too and didnt cried
But this ....
This is something else😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
I feel so much pain after watching banana fish. But I never really cried or shade a tear. It’s because my life is so shitty that I can’t even cry anymore, not to mention the series was so sad.
After watching it I spent a hour trying to figure out how I managed to feel empathy and sadness. I was in tears confused, my life is ass and I never felt anything but disgust but after watching this it made me feel different.
Idk if my life is shitty
But I restrain myself from crying
No matter how hard I try
I didn't cry even for once
But the pain doesn't stop haunting me at all
It's been two years since I've watched the seires and yet I still can't rewatch it. I hate the fact that I cannot beat the ass*s of all the fictional people who made Ash's life miserable, even the word miserable is an understatement for all they did. And the fact that this happens in real life breaks my heart into pieces.
I searched for any video about Banana Fish cause I was doing Karaoke and singing "All of me" and I suddenly thought of Ash. I couldn't finish the song. I wish someone had been there for him. I wish his father had fought the world to protect him. I watched this about a year ago and it breaks me everytime I remember. I remember I was in Boston for school in a rented room and I had class but I stayed up and watched the last few episodes of Banana Fish and when it ended it was morning. Ash lay there in the library dying and I was falling apart. The librarian said something about no sleeping in the library or about time to leave and I thought about how she had no clue, not that he was dying, nor that he was but a 18 year old who had been doing nothing but running without rest his whole life. Ever since the age of 11 when the world broke him his father too ashamed of himself and his powerlessness blamed him and abandoned him. I still remember how he hesitated when the man who was a big part of his misery fell off the building. How he looked like he was losing someone precious and I was broken for him. Because even though that person messed him up, he still looked at him with care at that moment before he hit the ground. Why? Why Ash? They break you but you can't help but cleave to them. I realize it's because now that you are tainted, they are all you have. You can't go back. Except you could, Aslan Jade. You just needed love. From the right people. And I even cried to God that He would save you as if you weren't on a screen. I remember I got up in my tears to peek out at the morning from through the blinds and I saw the early morning sun and it looked like pain to me as I thought that Ash would never again see it. Suddenly it was overbearing, it was sunny but dark, and I fell clutching my chest. Ash said in his dying moment that this was peace to him and I thought, "I don't want to take that from you but...wake up Ash, please"... I know broken people like him are out there. And I pray God will find them and keep them warm.
You did a great job, my friend. This is exactly how I felt when he lay on the table and closed his eyes in peace in the library. When the librarian was calling him and she thought he was asleep, so she decided to leave. I blamed her and said, “Go back. Go back. He’s not sleeping, so call an ambulance. Damn it....but she” She left and no one realized that he had died. Everyone was reading quietly and continuing their lives in peace. Eiji boarded the plane back to Japan with peace of mind, not knowing that his companion had died. Max, the one who was killed Ash. He was living normally. Literally the whole world seemed happy. And he was relieved at the exact moment of his death, but Eiji's moment on the plane was a turning point before he knew the bitter truth. 💔
I finished yesterday. I cried myself to sleep 😅
You never recover emotionally from Banana fish, the more you know, the more it hurts and it never stops hurting 😔
Literally 4 years later and I still cry at this song.
This shit hit so close to home for me and its just combined with my trauma into one big ball of trauma 💀😭🤌
I binged the whole thing. I haven't cried that hard in over a year
bro yesterday i read the extra chapters of Banana Fish and i was completely broken.
it traumatized me ಥ_ಥ
Man I feel you , I was like wow so cool! Ash is so tight, city life and gangs, it’s so exciting!!
Then towards the end they just rip away everything precious to you and you reminded of the sacrifices Ashlyn was willing to take for the one he loves
can confirm just finished watching and silently cried in my room so nobody could hear me
Ash is my #1 example of a character death done right. Also Tidus from FFX (I think they both broke me the same)
I was in tears I crying for the 3 weeks ash need better but I think he may not be dead
No. He's very much dead. I hope one day they make an OVA to Garden of Light. That chapter very much confirms he is dead. Shorter's friend ID'd the body in the morgue. It shows like 20yrs later and Eiji is back in NY and his hair is long bc he never cut it again after Ash died. It is both beautiful and heartbreaking.
After watching all of it all I can say was "I just want Ash to be happy."
Bro yk this anime hits so hard like i still can't stop crying like this anime hits so bloody hard
Only other anime I’ve watched was death note and that was one episode, 20 seconds into this one and I’m hooked
It’s like recovering from a hangover. I’ve literally not moved an inch from my bed and even called in sick because i was so dumb to watch this on school days 😭
THE HECK HOW R U NOT CRYING
I cried like for a full few minutes and that was this night I am still in shock djfhwjcjrigjebdjvi
Minutes? I cried myself to sleep after it
@@frozeramen6035 I cried more after posting this comment cuz this was literally right after I watched it lmao
Get unshocked
I never cried watching it
I watched it more than two years ago and I'm still crying 💔
I couldn' image something could hurt me so much
I went anorexic for a few days after I finished it 💀
My mom used to tell me that I am the most cheerful person
After I finished watching this series, she went like "What happened to you?"
I was almost unrecognisable
Even I couldn't acknowledge myself
My energy bar kept dropping
I was so gloomy
So I decided to watch another series
It was "Cherry Magic"
And that was the best decision
Because if I hadn't watched it
I would've probably be gulping Anti-depressants rn
Ofc it won't stop paining, but it got my mind off "Banana Fish" for a while
This anime is a Rollercoaster of emotion, litteraly traumatized me.
You never get over the anime after finishing it 😢
I cried before sleeping for a week after banana fish because Ash’s life just destroyed me
I feel that bro..
Its been like a year and 10 months and i still cry.
Went from ":) 👍"
To driving to see his therapist
İzleyeli 2 hafta oldu ve aklımdan çıkartamadım. Böyle olmamalıydı ama bir yandan da böyle olmalıydı karar veremiyorum... Ama ne olursa olsun efsane bir şeydi
It’s been like almost a year after watching banana fish and I still cry when I think about them it’s literally so sad
本当に分かる 観た後何も出来なくなる
Bro I couldn't even see anything after the last ep, my eyes were filled with tears
it actually hurts so bad i can’t believe i just let me heart get ripped out by an anime, all i wanted was for ash to be happy it’s straight up not fair
I finished the whole thing in one night, no sleep, I don't remember the last time I cried so much-
I was both sleep deprived and depressed 😀
You knew things were going to happend... But still cried-
This hurted me in so many places and also the ending- i cant express how my feelings were, i was happy but also unhappy
2 years and still emotionally defeated everytime banana fish pops up
I finished watching it my heart is broken now I can't stop crying bro the last scene broke me completely
3 years have passed and i still cry for the ending.
The tears after that sad amazing anime where so real
For real like I still cry over it after finishing it multiple times
I understand that when I saw Banna fish for the first time, I was like that but the story behind hit Especially the end I haven't felt so much sad and angry for a long time 😅
SAME... Just actual uncontrollable tears
Me too bro, me too 😭
*on illegal websites* come on yk u can’t hide it from us
I finished Banana fish 4 days ago and I can't stop crying, that broke my heart💔💔
everytime i watch bana fish edits it reminds me of the shit that went down in it and i start crying :(
It has been more than four years and I still think about it to this day
I finished it one year ago, still hasn't recovered
I can’t even watch it without crying for a long time, I cried for an hour when it finished
Me too!! I finished it when I was at the gym and I don’t even know how I got home. I was in a daze.
I literally just this second finished it and I need help, I'm crying. it's hit where i didn't know existed 😭😭
I cried for three days straight. And I still cry 'till this day
Banana Fish has a good Beginning but a bittersweet end.
Bro. That’s me rn 😭
I've rewatched is so many times and i always cried
Same
I watched it 2 years ago and still not over it☹️
this shit emotionally scarred me.
felt this on a very spiritual level
Im just on ep 10 and ive already cried mnau times. Cant imagine how much ill cry when i see Ash's death lmao im already sad over it
I feel you brother
I finished it a year ago and i still am crying every night.
i'm still depressed from this anime.. IT HAS BEEN 3 OR 4 YEARS. AND. I. AM. STILL. CRYING. IF. I. SEE. THIS. ANIME.
This is probably the show that's had me in the most shambles. Had the nerve to try and watch Dr Stone after. That shit was way too happy
Bro was on the verge of tears.. stronger than me I was bawling
I finishied it recently and cried on and off for a whole day, made playlist for ash & eiji to cope then try watch any cute wholesome anime to get my mind off of it but imma be thinking about those two for A WHILE...
Did not expect that ending..
Man just finshed didnt think i would cry this much
they say it doesn't need a season 2 but yes we need a season 2 the end of season 1 is just the most long clif hanger i ever seen
Man I was sad for two days after finishing this
I sobbed so hard🥲
It's been 1 year but i still feel this shit
Fun fact eiji never cut his hair again because its the last thing ash touched
I literally expected them to go to japan like they always wanted to
Ended rlly bitter-sweet.. :(
Happy fact: max n his family r happy!! Also, in the anime its an open ending so you choose whether ash dies or lives
I watch Banana Fish 2 years ago, and i still crying.
(Sorry for my bad english. )
That anime left me with a big trauma
This anime literally just gives you hope and then destroys it.
In other sad animes you can totally feel that one of the leads dies and can cope with it but in banana fish, they kill one of you favourite character after other till there are only 2 or less there. And they give you the illusion that the lead would unexpectedly survive and than bam sorry he still dies. It totally destroys you mentally. Even the toughst guys can't watch this anime without shedding tears.
My life wasn't the same anymore when I finished watching banana fish
Same man…same…it’s all I think about for the last 4 years
Im stuck on ep 23 cause i already know whats the ending. Ive cried researching what happened after ash died. I THOUGHT IT WPULD BE A NORMAL BL ANIME 😭😭
I finished it a few months ago .
Is it me or is it raining?
I FINALLY UNDERSTAND 😭😭👍🥲
After 4 months I still cry every once and a while
Imagine me getting into banana fish with absolutely no information thinking it's a comedy based on the name
😭
I just started watching it but now I'm kinda scared to continue.
literally cried for one night over it and then just blankly stared into the void of life for about a week. sad thing is nobody in my house noticed that I was basically walking around like a shell of a human being. not even an "are you ok?" that Id have to lie to. My family gave zero sh*ts