For Those Who Can't Feel Happiness
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 29 ม.ค. 2022
- Filmed in Northern Italy and on my journey to get there from Greece.
A blasphemous prayer about happiness and the abyss, a journey within us mentioning the intricacies I find interesting while leaving out the noise of dogmatism. An imperfect poem that will be forgotten from all minds except the ones that treat humans with the respect a complete being deserves.
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🔰For Those Who Can't Feel Happiness by illneas
Like a prisoner behind bars, you will see her eyes
Trapped beneath the surface of the poem you write,
she shivers
She comes uninvited
and leaves without a warning
Like an optical illusion, she appears and disappears
Like a coincidence only you know how to understand
The feeling she gave you stays
despite the darkness of your heart that tries to erase it
Those who are searching for her
are doomed to never find her
And those who stopped searching,
need her the most
The rest of us stand in-between,
the need to hold her again,
and the need to forget she ever existed
We create prisons of art
and display her proudly to the world,
pretending we are fine without her smile
One day she will escape from the confinement you designed for her
The moment you feel everything around you with the same intensity
as her presence
When you cry and despite the pain
you feel lucky for each gasping breath
When you feel broken
but somehow find the courage to observe the pain of others
She will realize that the canvases,
the melodies,
or anything you put your soul into
cannot fully describe her
She will take that phantom step into the real world
with chains still on her wrists
Just to observe you cry
Just to touch your scars
You will stand on the edge of the abyss
ready to jump
Without saying a word
Like your prisoner
she will approach you, uninvited
and before she leaves without a warning
You will glimpse
that painfully beautiful thing called
happiness
Hey all, this one is on Spotify as well
open.spotify.com/track/5fs72vaj6B4IOxZrw7IQqQ?si=WL_gqjPyQ9acDF_kHOQftg&
is it cool to repost these on social medias or do u find it content infringement ?
@@youngbuddha8684 You can repost a frame or a quote with credit, I really like that. But if you reupload the whole video it's content freebooting and it's really hurtful.
It's quite thought provoking
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2:37 "Those who search for her
Are doomed to never find her.
And those who stopped searching
Needs her the most."
That hits hard.
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2:55 @illneas - it is such a mini moment, but I feel there is more for you in the hammock(?) folds..more time? More dramatic light..?.. an image I will welcome in your future work.
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Can you stop searching and live in this world ? That's the question
All the memories have made me numb that I can't feel the happiness anymore.
I wish you can feel again
How can i fix this
I am not happy or sad
Alright to feel
I am fine with it ❤
May you feel fine without being happy
Same with me. I started to love my life 4 years ago but then it went again downhill. I only think how everything was better in the past
I think this is one of your best! The coldness of the snow pairs with the poem and yet the words and scenery feel lighter and happier than most of your other works :)
Awww it surely is precious for me
Reminder on ✨
Same
"Like a prisoner behind bars, You will see her eyes....
Trapped,
Beneath the surface of the poem you write" - There was no going back once you have heard this. The sheer abstractness of the phrases that followed, painted the chaotic yet complete form of happiness I failed to comprehend once. It's simply beautiful and I wish my words would one day gain strength to name every unnamed emotion within us this way. Thanks for this piece!
There is an element of misdirection, that's true. I'm really grateful that you took a second look at it to understand it better, it means a lot. Take care
100% agree. It's amazing how people can describe emotions I can't find the words for. 🖤
Who is she, a woman,mother or the holy spirit or a disowned sister. Is this from God or what?
I was feeling so lost for couple of weeks and today it's just got extream. I just felt empty and broken. I barely stopped myself from breaking down. I feel like I'm loosing myself nowadays. I don't even have anyone to talk.
But you just posted this video and for some reason it's comforting. Thank you so much for these awesome vids. They really give me comfort.
Hey stranger! through the medium of this beautiful piece the universe wants to tell you that its here for you and you are loved. you are entitled to any and everything that you are feeling or going through; don't lose yourself in the process.
Cheers ✨
@@deepanshujoshi9624 Thank you for your kind words. It means a lot.
Take care friend, I hope it gets better
I feel the same
I’ve been feeling this way recently too! Neither of us are alone in it 💕
I wish I had shown this video to my self a year ago, when I was in deep abyss where everything was engulfing me.
I'm in a better place now, yet I'm still recovering and those battle scars I have, will be a reminder that I too was failure but I triumphed over it at the end.
I'm happy that you notice the improvement on yourself, take care ❤️
"when you feel broken but somehow find the courage to observe the pain of others..."
"just to observe you cry, just to touch your scars..."
So heartbreaking and beautiful. great work! I love it!
" An imperfect poem that will be forgotten from all minds except the ones that treat humans with the respect a complete being deserves." ❤
Music, visual, verses and voice ,
thank you💖
Your appearance is more in this poem✨
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The darkness that comes tagged with getting older, need such verses to get by.
Happiness is a joke.
That's why we smile
Love that
An old joke now we don't even smile
@@VER_TRISTEZAya , a rare thing these days.
A bit nihilistic but I like the element of play in your comment ❤️
@@illneas thanks for ur feedback.
As Bukowski said , go all the way .
I think I've just started that path🙂 a path towards perfect laughter.😂😂
This spoke to me so loudly. Thank you
This was just what I needed today. Thank you for bringing this art into existence ❤️
Dude your poems are so heart touching. They are soooo great!!!! Keep on doing what you are doing buddy! This is just absolutely amazing!
Thank you so much for taking the time to write this
@@illneas 💜
Thank you for this beautiful poem and video. This is truly a piece of art.
Words cannot describe how much I love your videos.
Your poetry always finds its way straight into my heart. Thnx for the feels. Hope you're doing well.
This video describes me perfectly. I love you and your videos. ❤❤❤
Honestly so so touching. Everything. The poem, the music and the scenes. Just wow. I feel seen through the poem. 🖤 Your work is beautiful🖤
Absolutely beautiful
I love this voice:) so beautiful
And thank u like always ❤
These are so hauntingly beautiful, the way these make me feel through hard times and the good you're spreading to the world is hard to quantify in words. Thank you
Oh man ! This is beyond words ....♥️😌
Every single frame is so impactful.
Saved it in my Spotify playlist.
Much love... waiting for another Charles bukowski ❤️🥺
I love your videos. They are magical. I love art that shows the world how it is in that present moment.
I've been going through a particularly dark time in my life. I come back to this channel whenever I need to find something worth living for.
aww take care fren, if you need a place to talk to people, I suggest my discord server
The year is ending tonight. And I swear on God it feels like a blessing each time I open this channel.
First time seeing this page and i wish the all the best of luck to the owner if this channel this poems are heart warming for this world.
I can't begin to explain how fluently my emotions got represented by your poem; emotions that I thought were too complex to get expressed through any vocabulary. I am going to listen to this one again and again, may be, until my heart believes that I am not the only one who can't feel happiness. Thanks and much love :,)
This was so calming and beautiful👏❤️. Keep up the good work Illneas.
Thank you so much
I love it❤️ great work
Thank you ❤️❤️❤️
Totally ✨
that's how happiness feels like before we can really grasp it...these are the "behind the scene" of happiness... In all its nuances
Exactly that's a great interpretation
This is beautifully narrated and filmed. Gonna cry ✨
I hope in a cathartic way
Can't wait for your next video, you are really an inspiration for me. 🎙
Thank you, the next video will be uploaded this week
watching your videos before going to bed is my favourite part of the day❤️
keep doing the good works bro you're amazing and so are your videos
I'm grateful to be a minor part in your day, take care and thank you
Oh my god. You almost killed me with this poem. Thank you for this.
Me after reading title : Personal attack 💀
Heheh
This is so beautifully written and the effort is visible how much you thought before penning it down
painfully beautiful happiness this line was something I have had before in my mind, and maybe so many of us felt that when we came through safe and survived those overthinking dark moments
Thank you for watching and reading it
Thank you. I took no notice of the title so was given a breath of happiness at the end unexpectedly. I'd been avoiding her lately. Unused to her, I'd stopped letting her in. It's so easy these days to get caught in anhedonia. 💜🙏💜
Your channel is amazing... I honestly feel the "connection". Plus the artistic scence in each video... Amazing! 💜 Hvala. Thank you.
Aww thank you
Keep coming back to listen. Walking my dog on a cold winter morning and loving every second of it. Thank you for this work
Yay pet the dog for me
So beautiful and heart-breaking ❤️
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Thank you. So lovely. Never stop!
Thank you sm
Thrilled! Always down for one of your videos! 💙
Video absolutely killed me with it gentle and honest truths, per usual. 💙🤧
Thank you for being here
amazing as ALWAYS, never forget that >:O
this has been beautiful
Your music selection for every video is so epic tho
Thank you for this.💕
Beautiful work as always. Stunning locations.
Thank you sm
This is a masterpiece and you are a true artist. Thank you for everything you've created. You'll never know how much you inspired me and I am a very critical person.
I appreciate that, thank you mate and take care
@@illneas Your work is genuinely inspirational, my man. And that is a huge statement in these times of artistic conformity and mediocrity.
Do you mind me asking, are you a survivor of abuse? You make works of such keen sensitvity which only a survivor could create. Sorry if this is too forward a question, but I've just wondered it before and thought I'd ask now that you responded.
Once again man thanks for your work.
I love your poetry, it is very beautiful, moving and thought-provoking. In the evenings, I listen to your words. You make my day, thank you!
Im so gladd for this
Thank you for this poem and this video.. always amazing 💪🏻💪🏻❤️
Thank you so much
Damn this hit hard. So beautiful nearly in tears.
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One of the best channels on YT.
Awwww
Very beautiful indeed ♥
Beautifully done
Beautiful as always ❤
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Beautiful poem
Can’t wait to share this w my friends :)
Yay I'm glad you liked it
If you understand this poem, truly, if you relate to it, you know you are doomed. If you have found someone like that, if you've encountered that girl in your life, that was the best and worst thing to happen to you. The most beautiful part of your life, but also, the end of you. The end of whatever you were, of whatever you dreamed of, the end of whatever life you may have been living, with all its hopes, dreams, happiness.
You will have had a glimpse of what you will never experience again : Happiness.
Thank you Illneas, for how true these words are.
ABSOUTLY GREAT illneas ........😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍
'find the courage to observe the pain of others'
that hit real hard
Enjoying every word of this poem👍👍😊
You really inspire me to write poetry❤
This one is 🔥!! The duality is on point. Life is...the crying clown...the divine comedy...the agonizing beauty. Well done 👏
Thx ill
This is so beautiful 😭
This is just genuinely one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen. Changing the world, one heart at a time. I see you going places, brother.
Both as a songwriter & lyricist, this piece of art is inspiring to my music, & to my words. It reminds me to keep calm in times of Stillness, for there is beauty in the tranquility. Although my Heart is telling me to make some noise, for I am a rock singer, the melancholic, sometimes sorrowful calm is bringing me there. You are reminding me, there is a time for it all. A time for peace, and a time for war. A time for safety, and a time for survival. A time for loneliness, and a season for love. A time for quiet & calm, and a time for chaos and noise. A time to Listen, and a time to Speak.
I have wandered through a dark & lonely place these past few years. And while I do not expect anybody reading this to care or take sympathy, I just wish for you to know, dear Creator of this content, that you have had an impact on me, that is in no way negative. You have moved me to the soul, without ever so much as looking me in the eye. It is only my hope that I can do the same, for somebody, someday. In the meantime, I take much solace in videos such as yours, or more generally in artwork that moves my heart to form patterns I have never before seen. Only then, may I *
BEGIN to *HOPE* to create the world in which I wish to Live.
Thank you for all that you do. Please, for the sake of your audience, myself included, allow the creative process to continue working through you. It is entirely possible that, the world needs you now, more than ever. Call me naive, and perhaps you do not care, but I see your impact akin to Charles Bukowski, or Robert Frost. Young perhaps, and still finding your power, as all must do through this process of creation. But called by something so incredibly deep, words cannot describe. Only you, with your unique talents, have a way of nearly capturing It with those words, making me believe, for just a minute...even just a SECOND, that I get "IT", whatever IT actually is.
I am excited to see what you do. I've been following your work for a good minute now, and to think, just a few short months ago you were on the verge of losing your channel (*knock on wood*). I wish here to assure you that, regardless of your platform, I look forward to following ALL of your work in the future. You are a voice for the ages. I sense great things from you.
- A kid with a phone, a guitar and, arguably, the loudest voice in the room. 😛😏😅
I can say that you are also the kid with the biggest heart in the room and that's enough, you've won. Take care my friend, wishing you all the best.
This gives me goosebumps 🖤🖤🖤
Thank you, for your art that captivates. I feel I’ve been re-invited to life, to living.
This was magic!! Seriously!! ✨
Aww thank youuu
Love the new work and the new frame..🙌🏻🤎
You noticed the frame aaaaa, cookie for you
Deeply Beautiful.
Very beautiful poem…This poem is like an emotion..❤️
Thank you ❤️❤️❤️
Her voice is so soothing and comforting
Yepppp
Thank you 🙏
I love you so. much.
so much.
this one is the best of the best, the best of them all.
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I'm so glad you liked it
This is reminds me of a friend of mine and myself. She was amazing and made me a better person
I m never going to forget these lines thanks! ❤️
You are one that treats humans with the dignity a complete being deserves
Love your poetry. Keep up the good work
Thank you so much
This is so beautiful. True
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Beautiful !!!
Just saw your post on instagram (: again a great piece. U are creating little soulpatches that help me through the repeating weeks of work and sleep.
Thanks a lot.
A fan from Germany. (:
Aww thank youu
Beautiful thing called happiness.The poem is as beautiful as happiness 😊
Thank you.
This made me cry.
I feel happy when I cry, it's kind of bittersweet, I know that it means I can feel something, feel it so strongly that it becomes tangible.
I want to cry.
It's so hard.
At least 10 weeks since the last.
I've failed 4 classes since.
It's getting more frequent.
It feels.
You leave an indelible mark to the world
Raw,pure,to real.
illneas. The Dalai Lama' The Essence of Happiness led me here.
Kudos poem is dope.
Musk's and Zucks mind and meta mining are truly frightening concepts.
You and DL to help to counter those fears today.
watched it twice and favorited on spotify ❤️
You deserve a hug, thank you for the support
beautiful
It's my bday ... Thanks for the best gift :) ♡
Happy birthday.
Happy bdayyyyy 🎂
@@illneas omg thank you so much 💕💕
@@mateussousa3639 thank you 😊💕
I really love it 💙💙
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God this is soo good
Love it to the fullest 💓✨
For the algorithm to boost up.
Your video suggestion years ago was the best thing the youtube algorithm did to me.
Awww I'm glad to hear that
I love her voice❤
This one damn near destroyed me when I've seen it for the first time. Nothing in the last year made sense to me. After hearing this, I am not just pretending to move on.
I am moving on.
Thank you. Thank you so, so much... :)
Thank you for the beautiful comment, it helps me a lot
You made me appreciate poetry like nobody did before. And I am thankful for that. Keep on doing these videos. If no one else, I will surely keep watching, and listening, and most importantly, feeling :)
This poem just warms my cold bones that life has wearied upon me!!!!!!🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼
Well put
Love how Happiness is personified 😇
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I enjoy all your video's sometimes i cry sometimes i Smilde.
I love de cats
Thank you
Greetings from Christine
sometimes i feel lost, trying hurt myself, its sound crazy.but i still journey to heal myself,
the word " she appear and dissapear " its hits me. cause i want appear ,yes just appear at that time .no need to dissapear , no need to afraid...by others.
anyway thanks for the beautiful poems..(: