0:09 - OG Cuicide gets a shoutout on the No Jumper Show every week 0:39 - Being from the west side of Compton. There’s only one Compton. Born in ‘69 1:16 - Being found abandoned in an apartment as a kid with his brother 1:53 - Meeting his real mother for the first time at 13 yrs old. 2:56 - Didn’t know his foster mom wasn’t his real mom. Meeting his biological family he had never known about. 3:51 - Biological mom blamed her actions on dr*gs. Took his brother out of foster care but never came for him. 4:50 - Going back to see his biological family when he was older. Trying to connect with his younger siblings. 5:30 - Speaking about his real life in his music: being abandoned, born a crack baby, having a learning disorder, attempting su*cide 6:08 - Seeing his biological mom later in life. Not getting along with his biological brothers because of his music. 7:17 - Meeting his biological father for the first time at 22 yrs old. First thing he said was “pull your pants up”. Knocking on his aunt’s door for 3 weeks to find his father. 8:42 - Never seeing eye to eye with biological parents. Both deceased. Not feeling remorse at his father’s funeral. 9:33 - Never getting the answer as to why his mom got his brother out of foster care and not him 10:26 - Feeling like a different person after he learned about his biological family. 10:39 - Growing up going to school with a learning disability. Turning F’s into A’s 11:17 - Being involved in the streets since 8 yrs old. Peeping game from the older guys. 12:10 - Fascinated with hustling from the age of 13 yrs old. Selling homegrown weed at school. Graduating to white girl and sherm. 13:00 - Watching crack hit Compton in ‘83-’84. Before that people did PCP 13:21 - Never been a person to sell his gun. 13:34 - Growing up in a gang. Protecting the neighborhood. Graduating from fights to knives to guns 14:20 - Starting to get in trouble in elementary school. Stealing cars. Breaking into school. Smoking weed. Not sampling other dr*gs 15:03 - Getting locked up. Being in and out of juvie. 15:22 - Being a su*cide survivor at 22 yrs old. Being asked to leave Ms. Price’s house at 16 yrs old after the house got shot up. Couch surfing with friends. 17:12 - Explaining how he felt on the day he tried to k*ll himself. Not understanding the idea of being depressed. Friends tried to stop him. Being ungrounded after Ms. Price got sick and passed away 19:27 - Showing Adam the scar where he shot himself in the head. Not knowing if there is still a bullet in his brain. Being in a coma for days. 20:30 - Explaining exactly what he experienced and what he saw after he pulled the trigger, and when he woke up in the hospital. Feeling bad he was still alive. 22:00 - Recovered in 2 months. Back to living on the streets. Seeing therapy as a waste of time. 23:22 - Deciding to get his life together. Stopped taking heavy medication that would make him sleep for days. 24:06 - People in the hood making fun of him for attempting su*cide made him want to start making music. Try to help other people feeling the same way 25:10 - Making music was his therapy to overcome the incident. Music resonates with people all over the world 25:27 - Being more influenced by the streets than music. OGs were on a different level of gangster back in the day. 26:44 - Learning more from life than from school. Sharing the lessons he learned through music. 27:44 - AD was one of the kids Cuicide helped steer in a more positive direction. Known AD his whole life, certifies his background. Watching him get into music. 28:56 - Started going by “OG Cuicide” in ‘93, right after he recovered. Made his first album comparing his street life to having a terminal illness and getting a big response. 30:28 - Signing a deal with Leon Haywood and being shown the ropes of the music industry 31:56 - How he met Eazy E and almost signed to him. Being invited to his radio show and studio sessions. Writing raps for Eazy E. 34:05 - Eazy E put Compton on the map. Also shoutout to Mix Master Spade and Tiny T. Being around Eazy before the Dre beef. 34:43 - Being in the process of signing to Ruthless Records when Eazy passed away. Seeing the decline of Eazy. 35:42 - Eazy’s passing didn’t deter his music ambitions. Touring Japan after ‘Wonder Why’ album in 2000. Getting used to the food 37:05 - Striving to empower and inspire people instead of glorifying gang v*olence. Talking people out of committing su*cide, talking a 14 yr old kid out of it over text 40:32 - Being an OG for people struggling with su*cidal thoughts from all over the world, even 3rd world countries 41:47 - Fans wanting to see him on No Jumper. People crying after his powerful conversation with Housephone. 42:45 - Seeing that Housephone was battling demons and didn’t have a big brother structure. Reminding him how smart and intelligent he is 43:40 - Adam wants to see Housephone take his health more seriously 45:00 - “You can’t make no one do nothin”. Including Housephone. Something has to happen to force a decision. Not everyone will grow up 46:20 - There’s still time for Housephone to grow up. Cuicide believes in him 46:51 - Feeling nothing but positive energy and good vibes at No Jumper 47:30 - Not renouncing ties but not being an active g*ng member. Feeling obligated to help “family” 48:55 - Gang life filled the void of family 49:48 - Still dealing with the fact that he was abandoned as a kid. Seeing other examples of abandoned kids all over the world. 50:55 - The only way to overcome huge obstacles is to want it. Doing something every day to make something better. Building a record label. 52:20 - Getting shot in the neighborhood while his son was in the house. Still having the bullet in his back. Adam wants to know more about the shooter but it’s classified 54:48 - Coming home from the hospital one week after getting shot with a California Zipper scar. 55:19 - Son being in the house when it got shot up. Helping the homie before he helped himself. Comforting his son but not telling him he was shot. 58:13 - Adam tries to understand how people can be so violent. Cuicide explains that all bets are off when a loved one is k*lled. Have to grow up in it to understand. 1:00:25 - Steering young people away from the cycle of v*olence. Looking at your future in 5 year increments. 4 kids and 5 grandkids. 1:01:50 - Putting the streets ahead of his kids earlier in life. Being a great grandfather to his grandkids to make up for it. 1:03:34 - Found his purpose, his real calling is speaking/connecting with people 1:04:19 - Speaking at an event and being recognized by the paramedic that took him to the hospital after he tried to k*ll himself 1:05:27 - Not having any regrets in life, including trying to k*ll himself 1:06:07 - Urging anyone considering su*cide to not. Reviewing the story of a 7 yr old who k*lled themselves after being bullied. Su*cide doesn’t discriminate 1:07:17 - Living in an emotional time where people don't know how to cope. Can’t solve your problems with dr*gs. Only you can stop you. 1:10:13 - You shouldn’t stop loving a kid just because you find out it's not yours. 1:11:36 - Life is about being successful. Helping other people. Keeping your word. 1:12:43 - Speaking your mind and speaking from your nuts. Not going to start trouble, but will end it 1:14:05 - Being proud of AD for maturing but never switching up. Not letting your ego be the thing that destroys you 1:15:43 - “Don’t call yourself a boss if you’re the only one eating.” Help people wherever you can. 1:17:26 - Being tired of making music. Trying to retire but there was an uproar from overseas fans. New album coming out. 1:18:27 - “Phone Call to Heaven” is a song about Ms. Price. Taught him how to love. Seeing her live through him. Becoming his legal guardian. 1:22:06 - When he was first rescued after he was abandoned as a kid, his body was covered in eczema. 1:22:51 - Not letting drugs be an excuse for not taking care of your kids. 1:24:20 - Dealing with friends who may be neglecting their kids. Says Adam is doing a good job with Parker. 1:27:16 - Plans for the future. Making On Track Records a household name. Continuing to answer every message he gets and be someone that people can talk to. 1:29:39 - Potentially saving a guy’s life by saying hello to him at a 7Eleven 1:31:07 - Living life to be the face of “Never Give Up”, raise awareness of su*cide, and be a resource for people in trouble 1:32:15 - Getting shot in the leg during a drive-by, one year after the first time he got shot. 1:33:09 - Looking at the times he got shot as payback for the bad things he’s done. 1:34:25 - Not looking for trouble anymore because he blacks out when he gets out of character 1:35:08 - Wanting to see everybody win. Showing people how to get out of dark places. Giving out his phone number for the past 17 yrs. 1:36:39 - Giving out his social media and personal phone number to invite anyone anywhere considering suicide to call him Contr. Aidan instagram.com/aidantheasset/
U should do like a hotline where no jumper people call in and you talk to them and you post the best calls maybe have AD co-host because he’s good at just sitting back and listening
Yo fooly this lil David congratulations on yo interview . Now I need a real crip interview out of you trell AD and keke discussing black empowerment, cutting this bullshit out, homies killing homies, xcetera. Love from the Phillips family
Bro u gave me a little hope today and like u said sometime you don't know how to find your way out of the dark and back into the light. I felt that and I feel that.... Respect
You need your own show on no jumper where maybe you can bring guest who have had a past like yourself or going thru it still and share your wisdom we need that OG💯
Idk if Adam ever went through any mental health issues in his life, but the most important thing to have towards someone who is going through it, is empathy. You could really change the direction of a lost soul by just being supportive.
first of all adam didnt do anything wrong. just because he didnt act the way you think he should have means nothing. cuicide didnt seem offended or anything so why are you offended???
I damn near shed a tear when he said he walked in, after being shot, to go hug and talk with his son. Never had a pops so that kind of love is foreign to my brain.
Man, bro, I lived ur exact life. My mom was a prostitute who literally threw me in a trash can when I was kid. I grew up angry at the world in a gang and with no feeling for anyone but my close friends. This story hit me hard. My adoptive mom is black, and I'm Hispanic. The woman I call mom had her issues as well (bipolar), but she is who I called Mom. Now, as an adult, I've had my biological brothers and sisters contact, but they mean nothing to me, and it's impossible to believe that they love me.
I’m in shock with this man’s life. He is a walking Testimony/Miracle What makes “him” him is his strength to still want to help people even though he’s been through shit. So many people out there becoming hateful for a life like this guy. Madd Respect!
You knew this interview was gonna be fire as soon as he said he was abandoned. OG Cuicide talks like he's lived one helluva life. The conviction in his voice is undeniable. Much love OG. And thank you No Jumper for this one!
Great interview. Hearing OG talk about what he went through as a homeless teen takes me back. It was like he was telling my story. On the streets hustling to survive. Sleeping at your peoples parents house. Riding the bus back and forth the city to stay dry. Tough times only make you a stronger and more grateful person. Much respect the the OG. 💯
Facts.. all the people who I kno that went through homelessness at a young age. Grew up to be very independent and strong, they all got good jobs now and their own spot. They had no choice but to grow up fast, I look up to them coming from a house where I was spoiled and it staggered my growth. I always knew I had someone to rely on if I messed up so I never cared about saving money and getting a good job. Now that I’m hitting 35 I realize how spoiling a kid can cause them to mature really slow. I still wouldn’t change the way I grew up though, I had a blast up until I was like 25 and stopped asking for the things I needed. I got it on my own and life became more serious lol.
Dude I was strung out on drugs n my kids mom totally left me to raise our kids on my own! Yes I struggled with my demons but I still was there! Today is my daughters birthday and I’m happy to say I’m sober n she is too!
good life works out for a resson man you needed that shii km glad you passed a test life have you, my father same shit but he didn’t pass yk.. so thank you fr for jus being solid cause it’ll all be worth it in the end
OG Cuicide is in the Building! S/o OG Cuicide 🔥🔥🔥 He’s a real solid dude! Seems genuine, and like he wants the community to thrive ! Been ready for this ! 💯🙏🏿🏀
Amazing video, OG Cuicide's ability to share his vulnerable story and have us, the audience, captivated at how he moves between emotional topics without once making you feel sorry for him.
Can we get a weekly inspirational segment presented by OG Cuicide here on No Jumper, I think it would help so many people. Life really does get better 🙏
Damn, this used to be my aunts neighbor! He was just coming up! Amazing to see how far he’s come!! His story is so amazing!! his son / himself was very close to my aunt and her kids!
Thank you OG Cuicide for sharing your story with us. This was worth the highly anticipated wait all these years. I I had to watch this solo with the VOLUME up. SHOUT OUT OG CUICIDE!
you can literally hear the pain and struggle in his voice man, sorry you had to grow up that way man and happy how it turned out! You definitely motivated me not to take things for granted.
Man I woke up and immediately was imagining hanging myself in the closet and who it would effect and then I look up and see this inspirational ass shit, thanks man that’s gonna get me through the day
Respect to this dude seems real genuine and solid , adam keeps trying to have him say wat gang he's from and he don't say it this is a real G wat a difference from a guy like this to crap 100 we're he's alway trying to prove him self and be all extra
This was a super heavy interview. I feel like when you have Ogs and people past 30 they have alot of life to talk about. They show it’s a journey. So many experiences and they become so many different people throughout their lives. Thank you for sharing your story OG Cuicide. I listened to ya record thank you. That joint is the one for me.
Been knowing Cuicide my whole life, this dude has been the same person from jump start..... Still one of my fav big Og homies.... And when it comes to music, this dude ain't no joke....... I always and will have respect for my big homie.... errrrrrddddddddddd
It’s crazy to think that me and unc aren’t so different, I had a similar upbringing other than the fact I’m Canadian and wasn’t apart of a gang. Big respects to him for being the light people need after everything he’s been thru because a lot of people been thru stuff like him and either aren’t here to tell their story or went down the complete opposite path
Best interview of the year by far. Cuicide should get a weekly segment to just empower and uplift people or something, just some words of encouragement.
Word, ive donated money just to ask for this interview and it did not disappoint in anyway. What an inspiration. OG Cuicide is my favorite personality surrounding the No Jumper Universe lol
Thank you for sharing your story and your words OG Cuicide. I’ve had friends commit suicide over and over since I was a teenager, I watched my brother try to commit suicide when I was a kid, my grandpa shot himself, I pulled my twin sister out of a 3rd story window real shit, I could go on but I ended up trying to do it myself a few years ago and made it out. I usually only hear people like you talk like this in therapy groups and private rooms, but it’s always been very impactful to me. This podcast/interview is so important, it’s unbelievable. It’s so important to have ogs like yourself alongside people your age to reflect with and gain perspective from. I’m grateful as hell.
Thanks for this one Adam . I knew cuicide growing up . this guy is a stand up guy . say what you want about Adam but he's giving people opportunity to make something for themselves
I’m thankful to have seen this interview, having someone to relate to can truly make all the difference in the world when it comes down to getting through some of these ruthless thoughts; I’m so thankful that Adam opened up his platform to have an open conversation about mental health, truly profound work! 💜💜💜💜💜
Man I've lived a life similar thank God for my grandmother and grandfather coming bacc to get me and I'm from nz. Big love og cuicide shit had me crying like a baby throughout.
The fact he spoke on suicidal thoughts is real , I’m happy og here with us today 💯 I suffered threw the same thing , that shit will eat you up but what he said about the pride is 100% real .
Man this emotional I go thru alot and this motivation to keep pushing for anybody this is gonna help plenty of people 💯 OG Cuicide in the building 💯💚💯💚
It’s really crazy how he isn’t holding back any names and info so it feels like you in the story plz have him on more often, he has a crazy crazy story and Ik this isn’t all of it
This was some real stuff! We all at the end of the day desire to feel loved. So glad this all turned around to a great testimony and now can share light on this! Blessings 🙌🏽🙏🏽
My Og a real one fa real. He only speak factz. He a stand up guy. He a damn good father and artist/ceo. Been threw alot and over came the bs. Great interview.
Not even ten minutes in and this has me about tearing up yo. Really puts into perspective how you gotta look at the bright side of life cause someone always has it worse and still succeeds. Really inspiring story fr.
Wow deep story, You'd be surprised on how many of us groups up the same way from placement homes, parents on drugs. sitting on the porch with no place to go as a young abandonment issues for sure.I'm glad he's grown and matured and got his life together. More power to him 💯
Came here because i used to play football for the Garden Grove Falcons. OG Cuicide’s son Daryl was my team mate. Met OG because he was a part time coach and always at practice for some reason. Years after playing he still posts “Happy Birthday” to my Facebook page
big ups to OG Cuicide... you Can tell off Rip you a Real one not only to other locs but to the world an all them folks learning from what you talkin on...
My life story is so simular even got the California staples never thought about suicide but the whole abandoned as a child story is definitely a experience especially family being strangers
0:09 - OG Cuicide gets a shoutout on the No Jumper Show every week
0:39 - Being from the west side of Compton. There’s only one Compton. Born in ‘69
1:16 - Being found abandoned in an apartment as a kid with his brother
1:53 - Meeting his real mother for the first time at 13 yrs old.
2:56 - Didn’t know his foster mom wasn’t his real mom. Meeting his biological family he had never known about.
3:51 - Biological mom blamed her actions on dr*gs. Took his brother out of foster care but never came for him.
4:50 - Going back to see his biological family when he was older. Trying to connect with his younger siblings.
5:30 - Speaking about his real life in his music: being abandoned, born a crack baby, having a learning disorder, attempting su*cide
6:08 - Seeing his biological mom later in life. Not getting along with his biological brothers because of his music.
7:17 - Meeting his biological father for the first time at 22 yrs old. First thing he said was “pull your pants up”. Knocking on his aunt’s door for 3 weeks to find his father.
8:42 - Never seeing eye to eye with biological parents. Both deceased. Not feeling remorse at his father’s funeral.
9:33 - Never getting the answer as to why his mom got his brother out of foster care and not him
10:26 - Feeling like a different person after he learned about his biological family.
10:39 - Growing up going to school with a learning disability. Turning F’s into A’s
11:17 - Being involved in the streets since 8 yrs old. Peeping game from the older guys.
12:10 - Fascinated with hustling from the age of 13 yrs old. Selling homegrown weed at school. Graduating to white girl and sherm.
13:00 - Watching crack hit Compton in ‘83-’84. Before that people did PCP
13:21 - Never been a person to sell his gun.
13:34 - Growing up in a gang. Protecting the neighborhood. Graduating from fights to knives to guns
14:20 - Starting to get in trouble in elementary school. Stealing cars. Breaking into school. Smoking weed. Not sampling other dr*gs
15:03 - Getting locked up. Being in and out of juvie.
15:22 - Being a su*cide survivor at 22 yrs old. Being asked to leave Ms. Price’s house at 16 yrs old after the house got shot up. Couch surfing with friends.
17:12 - Explaining how he felt on the day he tried to k*ll himself. Not understanding the idea of being depressed. Friends tried to stop him. Being ungrounded after Ms. Price got sick and passed away
19:27 - Showing Adam the scar where he shot himself in the head. Not knowing if there is still a bullet in his brain. Being in a coma for days.
20:30 - Explaining exactly what he experienced and what he saw after he pulled the trigger, and when he woke up in the hospital. Feeling bad he was still alive.
22:00 - Recovered in 2 months. Back to living on the streets. Seeing therapy as a waste of time.
23:22 - Deciding to get his life together. Stopped taking heavy medication that would make him sleep for days.
24:06 - People in the hood making fun of him for attempting su*cide made him want to start making music. Try to help other people feeling the same way
25:10 - Making music was his therapy to overcome the incident. Music resonates with people all over the world
25:27 - Being more influenced by the streets than music. OGs were on a different level of gangster back in the day.
26:44 - Learning more from life than from school. Sharing the lessons he learned through music.
27:44 - AD was one of the kids Cuicide helped steer in a more positive direction. Known AD his whole life, certifies his background. Watching him get into music.
28:56 - Started going by “OG Cuicide” in ‘93, right after he recovered. Made his first album comparing his street life to having a terminal illness and getting a big response.
30:28 - Signing a deal with Leon Haywood and being shown the ropes of the music industry
31:56 - How he met Eazy E and almost signed to him. Being invited to his radio show and studio sessions. Writing raps for Eazy E.
34:05 - Eazy E put Compton on the map. Also shoutout to Mix Master Spade and Tiny T. Being around Eazy before the Dre beef.
34:43 - Being in the process of signing to Ruthless Records when Eazy passed away. Seeing the decline of Eazy.
35:42 - Eazy’s passing didn’t deter his music ambitions. Touring Japan after ‘Wonder Why’ album in 2000. Getting used to the food
37:05 - Striving to empower and inspire people instead of glorifying gang v*olence. Talking people out of committing su*cide, talking a 14 yr old kid out of it over text
40:32 - Being an OG for people struggling with su*cidal thoughts from all over the world, even 3rd world countries
41:47 - Fans wanting to see him on No Jumper. People crying after his powerful conversation with Housephone.
42:45 - Seeing that Housephone was battling demons and didn’t have a big brother structure. Reminding him how smart and intelligent he is
43:40 - Adam wants to see Housephone take his health more seriously
45:00 - “You can’t make no one do nothin”. Including Housephone. Something has to happen to force a decision. Not everyone will grow up
46:20 - There’s still time for Housephone to grow up. Cuicide believes in him
46:51 - Feeling nothing but positive energy and good vibes at No Jumper
47:30 - Not renouncing ties but not being an active g*ng member. Feeling obligated to help “family”
48:55 - Gang life filled the void of family
49:48 - Still dealing with the fact that he was abandoned as a kid. Seeing other examples of abandoned kids all over the world.
50:55 - The only way to overcome huge obstacles is to want it. Doing something every day to make something better. Building a record label.
52:20 - Getting shot in the neighborhood while his son was in the house. Still having the bullet in his back. Adam wants to know more about the shooter but it’s classified
54:48 - Coming home from the hospital one week after getting shot with a California Zipper scar.
55:19 - Son being in the house when it got shot up. Helping the homie before he helped himself. Comforting his son but not telling him he was shot.
58:13 - Adam tries to understand how people can be so violent. Cuicide explains that all bets are off when a loved one is k*lled. Have to grow up in it to understand.
1:00:25 - Steering young people away from the cycle of v*olence. Looking at your future in 5 year increments. 4 kids and 5 grandkids.
1:01:50 - Putting the streets ahead of his kids earlier in life. Being a great grandfather to his grandkids to make up for it.
1:03:34 - Found his purpose, his real calling is speaking/connecting with people
1:04:19 - Speaking at an event and being recognized by the paramedic that took him to the hospital after he tried to k*ll himself
1:05:27 - Not having any regrets in life, including trying to k*ll himself
1:06:07 - Urging anyone considering su*cide to not. Reviewing the story of a 7 yr old who k*lled themselves after being bullied. Su*cide doesn’t discriminate
1:07:17 - Living in an emotional time where people don't know how to cope. Can’t solve your problems with dr*gs. Only you can stop you.
1:10:13 - You shouldn’t stop loving a kid just because you find out it's not yours.
1:11:36 - Life is about being successful. Helping other people. Keeping your word.
1:12:43 - Speaking your mind and speaking from your nuts. Not going to start trouble, but will end it
1:14:05 - Being proud of AD for maturing but never switching up. Not letting your ego be the thing that destroys you
1:15:43 - “Don’t call yourself a boss if you’re the only one eating.” Help people wherever you can.
1:17:26 - Being tired of making music. Trying to retire but there was an uproar from overseas fans. New album coming out.
1:18:27 - “Phone Call to Heaven” is a song about Ms. Price. Taught him how to love. Seeing her live through him. Becoming his legal guardian.
1:22:06 - When he was first rescued after he was abandoned as a kid, his body was covered in eczema.
1:22:51 - Not letting drugs be an excuse for not taking care of your kids.
1:24:20 - Dealing with friends who may be neglecting their kids. Says Adam is doing a good job with Parker.
1:27:16 - Plans for the future. Making On Track Records a household name. Continuing to answer every message he gets and be someone that people can talk to.
1:29:39 - Potentially saving a guy’s life by saying hello to him at a 7Eleven
1:31:07 - Living life to be the face of “Never Give Up”, raise awareness of su*cide, and be a resource for people in trouble
1:32:15 - Getting shot in the leg during a drive-by, one year after the first time he got shot.
1:33:09 - Looking at the times he got shot as payback for the bad things he’s done.
1:34:25 - Not looking for trouble anymore because he blacks out when he gets out of character
1:35:08 - Wanting to see everybody win. Showing people how to get out of dark places. Giving out his phone number for the past 17 yrs.
1:36:39 - Giving out his social media and personal phone number to invite anyone anywhere considering suicide to call him
Contr. Aidan instagram.com/aidantheasset/
It’s TODDY TEE, who tf is Tiny T?
I appreciate all of y’all everyone share this interview let’s help save a life together
You a real one! That’s for the insight I try and do the same for my nephews and nieces and Lil ones
U should do like a hotline where no jumper people call in and you talk to them and you post the best calls maybe have AD co-host because he’s good at just sitting back and listening
Yo fooly this lil David congratulations on yo interview . Now I need a real crip interview out of you trell AD and keke discussing black empowerment, cutting this bullshit out, homies killing homies, xcetera. Love from the Phillips family
We need more of these interviews part 2,3,4 and 5
@@c3range I’d tap in everydsy
Thank you everyone for the love I appreciate y’all
Shoutout to you
From a standout to an example. Thanks for the game OG
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You are a real inspiration and just hearing you talk about the things you've been through have already helped
I been trying to tap in with you for a min 💯 great ass interview tho
Thank you everyone for all the support and love y’all showing me it means the world to me
Bro u gave me a little hope today and like u said sometime you don't know how to find your way out of the dark and back into the light. I felt that and I feel that.... Respect
You need your own show on no jumper where maybe you can bring guest who have had a past like yourself or going thru it still and share your wisdom we need that OG💯
Love OG
Blessings to you King may your path forward be brighter and met with a continued healing. From a Ret Vet to A King keep pushing fam.
Always going to support you my brother. I love you
Idk if Adam ever went through any mental health issues in his life, but the most important thing to have towards someone who is going through it, is empathy. You could really change the direction of a lost soul by just being supportive.
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Very true im one of ones who needs to show more empathy towards people with mental health
@@blanko7971 first step is acknowledging it man I was the same thinking mental health was sum hoe shit that depression aint real not in dealing w it
Nah mental health doesn’t have a hole to fuk so he doesn’t care about it
first of all adam didnt do anything wrong. just because he didnt act the way you think he should have means nothing. cuicide didnt seem offended or anything so why are you offended???
This has to hit a million views. OG Suicide is articulate and well put together. I had to watch this w/ no breaks. Amazing story!
@@im100percentg neither are alot of ppl on soft white underbelly but it happens..
@@im100percentg if he wasnt well known before this interview, he should be by now
I damn near shed a tear when he said he walked in, after being shot, to go hug and talk with his son. Never had a pops so that kind of love is foreign to my brain.
And had to not show no pain
This shit is real is a banger!
@@guerratiburon facts
Man, bro, I lived ur exact life. My mom was a prostitute who literally threw me in a trash can when I was kid. I grew up angry at the world in a gang and with no feeling for anyone but my close friends. This story hit me hard. My adoptive mom is black, and I'm Hispanic. The woman I call mom had her issues as well (bipolar), but she is who I called Mom. Now, as an adult, I've had my biological brothers and sisters contact, but they mean nothing to me, and it's impossible to believe that they love me.
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Ay brah. Keep your head up. Amazing. Wyd now?
Damn bro keep ur head up you r a strong Man one step at a time
@@chefnico6725 I wanna know too. Wish you many blessings my boi🤝💪🏾💪🏾🖤
Hey boo i hope you know you are loved and u heal from this, you’re strong
I’m in shock with this man’s life.
He is a walking Testimony/Miracle
What makes “him” him is his strength to still want to help people even though he’s been through shit. So many people out there becoming hateful for a life like this guy. Madd Respect!
You knew this interview was gonna be fire as soon as he said he was abandoned. OG Cuicide talks like he's lived one helluva life. The conviction in his voice is undeniable. Much love OG. And thank you No Jumper for this one!
Great interview. Hearing OG talk about what he went through as a homeless teen takes me back. It was like he was telling my story. On the streets hustling to survive. Sleeping at your peoples parents house. Riding the bus back and forth the city to stay dry. Tough times only make you a stronger and more grateful person. Much respect the the OG. 💯
Facts.. all the people who I kno that went through homelessness at a young age. Grew up to be very independent and strong, they all got good jobs now and their own spot. They had no choice but to grow up fast, I look up to them coming from a house where I was spoiled and it staggered my growth. I always knew I had someone to rely on if I messed up so I never cared about saving money and getting a good job. Now that I’m hitting 35 I realize how spoiling a kid can cause them to mature really slow. I still wouldn’t change the way I grew up though, I had a blast up until I was like 25 and stopped asking for the things I needed. I got it on my own and life became more serious lol.
The rose that grew up thru the concrete. I hope life is going better for you fam. Stay blessed.
This may be my favorite interview you’ve ever done Adam. There is not too many people left like Cuicide, nothing but love for OG. 💯💙🙏🏻
Dude I was strung out on drugs n my kids mom totally left me to raise our kids on my own! Yes I struggled with my demons but I still was there! Today is my daughters birthday and I’m happy to say I’m sober n she is too!
Wow congratulations! I can relate to that, had to get it together for my daughter 😢
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@@Sage.777 Same been clean for 7 years
good life works out for a resson man you needed that shii km glad you passed a test life have you, my father same shit but he didn’t pass yk.. so thank you fr for jus being solid cause it’ll all be worth it in the end
the moment we all been waiting for ever since his episode on the tuesday show i been dying to hear more
Poor choice of words LOL
NEVER COMMIT SUICIDE!!!!! Everything gone C alright
What episode was he on
Terrible pun bro 🤣
Dying to hear more lol😭
OG Cuicide is in the Building! S/o OG Cuicide 🔥🔥🔥 He’s a real solid dude! Seems genuine, and like he wants the community to thrive ! Been ready for this ! 💯🙏🏿🏀
Appreciate you
Amazing video, OG Cuicide's ability to share his vulnerable story and have us, the audience, captivated at how he moves between emotional topics without once making you feel sorry for him.
Can we get a weekly inspirational segment presented by OG Cuicide here on No Jumper, I think it would help so many people. Life really does get better 🙏
Damn, this used to be my aunts neighbor! He was just coming up! Amazing to see how far he’s come!! His story is so amazing!! his son / himself was very close to my aunt and her kids!
Thank you OG Cuicide for sharing your story with us. This was worth the highly anticipated wait all these years. I I had to watch this solo with the VOLUME up. SHOUT OUT OG CUICIDE!
you can literally hear the pain and struggle in his voice man, sorry you had to grow up that way man and happy how it turned out! You definitely motivated me not to take things for granted.
11 minutes in and I damn near wanna cry man og cuicide been thru alot
Every time I hear OG Speak it makes me want to do better for myself in the future this man is wise and his struggle speaks words.
Man I woke up and immediately was imagining hanging myself in the closet and who it would effect and then I look up and see this inspirational ass shit, thanks man that’s gonna get me through the day
Respect to this dude seems real genuine and solid , adam keeps trying to have him say wat gang he's from and he don't say it this is a real G wat a difference from a guy like this to crap 100 we're he's alway trying to prove him self and be all extra
OG cucide is the best thing adam has given to this platform
OG dressed in all white like a Compton angel
We been waiting on this interview for the longest. Already a classic 🙏🏽💯
This was a super heavy interview. I feel like when you have Ogs and people past 30 they have alot of life to talk about. They show it’s a journey. So many experiences and they become so many different people throughout their lives. Thank you for sharing your story OG Cuicide. I listened to ya record thank you. That joint is the one for me.
This is a great story and example of how powerful the role of a parent is.
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This men is a gem, he really care about his message, helping.
Love what he did with housephone just from speaking words to him!
Been knowing Cuicide my whole life, this dude has been the same person from jump start..... Still one of my fav big Og homies.... And when it comes to music, this dude ain't no joke....... I always and will have respect for my big homie.... errrrrrddddddddddd
Great interview hands down 🙌🏾
Og suicide hands down the smartesr genuine person thats been on the podcast this a gem 🙏🏀
It’s crazy to think that me and unc aren’t so different, I had a similar upbringing other than the fact I’m Canadian and wasn’t apart of a gang. Big respects to him for being the light people need after everything he’s been thru because a lot of people been thru stuff like him and either aren’t here to tell their story or went down the complete opposite path
this man single handedly saved lil house phone's life
Bro do you remember which episode that was?
@@atme5745 ep 113
Best interview of the year by far. Cuicide should get a weekly segment to just empower and uplift people or something, just some words of encouragement.
So glad this was finally done! Need an uplifting man around you.
Word, ive donated money just to ask for this interview and it did not disappoint in anyway. What an inspiration. OG Cuicide is my favorite personality surrounding the No Jumper Universe lol
Thank you for sharing your story and your words OG Cuicide. I’ve had friends commit suicide over and over since I was a teenager, I watched my brother try to commit suicide when I was a kid, my grandpa shot himself, I pulled my twin sister out of a 3rd story window real shit, I could go on but I ended up trying to do it myself a few years ago and made it out. I usually only hear people like you talk like this in therapy groups and private rooms, but it’s always been very impactful to me. This podcast/interview is so important, it’s unbelievable. It’s so important to have ogs like yourself alongside people your age to reflect with and gain perspective from. I’m grateful as hell.
Hope this man has nothing but blessings sent his way! Humble and helpful individual. Beautiful interview
Thanks for this one Adam . I knew cuicide growing up . this guy is a stand up guy . say what you want about Adam but he's giving people opportunity to make something for themselves
This was an amazing interview. OG feel like the OG in my life that i always needed & that every kid needs growing up . Salute 💯💯
@Nojumper This is by far, one of the best videos that I have watched on this channel. Much love and respect to @OGCuicide
OG a true inspiration
Adam, you don't gotta say much but WE my generation and after need to hear this. We need more this. Forever and a day
He gives up big "OG" vibes. You can tell he really cares for the next generation
Excited to listen to this podcast and it just started 💯💯💯
I’m thankful to have seen this interview, having someone to relate to can truly make all the difference in the world when it comes down to getting through some of these ruthless thoughts; I’m so thankful that Adam opened up his platform to have an open conversation about mental health, truly profound work! 💜💜💜💜💜
Since the first day he came on and gave housephone advice I knew we need to here his story ! One of the best interviews on no jumper
This is a real OG. Dudes energy is unmatched
Man I've lived a life similar thank God for my grandmother and grandfather coming bacc to get me and I'm from nz. Big love og cuicide shit had me crying like a baby throughout.
Hands down most meaningful pod yet. Hats off to y’all. Shoutout Og C and the NJ fam. This one’s for the books ☝🏽🙏🏽
No Jumper Needed This on the Channel
The fact he spoke on suicidal thoughts is real , I’m happy og here with us today 💯 I suffered threw the same thing , that shit will eat you up but what he said about the pride is 100% real .
Now this is the OG that everybody needs. Keep doin your thang cuicide, your making a difference brother!
That’s crazy because I remember listening to his old tape years before tuning in and now AD has his own show and just so happens to know OG Cuicide.
Og cuicides words hit me and I needed to hear this. Again thank you very much
Shoutout to Adam This was one of the best episodes I have ever watch on NO Jumper keep up the awesome work OG cuicide💯💪🏾
This man inspires me buh man life ain’t gettin better anytime soon may my old ways not drive me down but lord protekt me
Man this emotional I go thru alot and this motivation to keep pushing for anybody this is gonna help plenty of people 💯 OG Cuicide in the building 💯💚💯💚
Still bump OG Music. One of the best interviews in ahwile. Nothing but respect OG CUICIDE.
Damn shout out OG suicide, didn’t know he had such a inspirational story to tell 🙏
been waiting ont his. he became the mascot of No Jumper. NEVER COMMIT SUICIDE. shout out OG CUICIDE bruh.
Such a strong interview. CUISIDE is a real one. ✊🏾
The fuckin 🐐 man. A true OG. He done shit off the strength for my bro dollah, and we from Canada! Much love OG
It’s really crazy how he isn’t holding back any names and info so it feels like you in the story plz have him on more often, he has a crazy crazy story and Ik this isn’t all of it
No Jumper da 🐐 no 🧢
The one we all been waiting for! S/o OG Suicide 🙏🏽
Best interview this year .
THIS WAS A VERY STRONG AND HEART FELT INTERVIEW MR. ADAM!!!
ONE OF THE BEST NO JUMPER INTERVIEWS!! 👏🏽
When he said wanting to go to sleep forever I know what he means I drink and smoke to forget about everything and when I wake up I do the same
Every comment should say “ shoutout to OG Cuicide “
One of the best interviews yet!
This was some real stuff! We all at the end of the day desire to feel loved. So glad this all turned around to a great testimony and now can share light on this! Blessings 🙌🏽🙏🏽
Finally OG CUICUDE gets a interview
Best interview ever on no jumper. Appreciate the word og 🤞🏽
Amazing interview, awesome work Adam, love seeing you at work when you just killing it 🔥🔥 shout out OGsuicide
*OGcuicide
My Og a real one fa real. He only speak factz. He a stand up guy. He a damn good father and artist/ceo. Been threw alot and over came the bs. Great interview.
This is what we’ve been waiting for 💯
Not even ten minutes in and this has me about tearing up yo. Really puts into perspective how you gotta look at the bright side of life cause someone always has it worse and still succeeds. Really inspiring story fr.
OG you’ve inspired me my brother! I’m 28 and I needed to hear your message.
Shoutout to OG, Lots I’d great advice & a beautiful story within this interview, wishing him the best.
never thought a no jumper video would make me tear up, but this was the one.
Wow deep story, You'd be surprised on how many of us groups up the same way from placement homes, parents on drugs. sitting on the porch with no place to go as a young abandonment issues for sure.I'm glad he's grown and matured and got his life together. More power to him 💯
Came here because i used to play football for the Garden Grove Falcons. OG Cuicide’s son Daryl was my team mate. Met OG because he was a part time coach and always at practice for some reason. Years after playing he still posts “Happy Birthday” to my Facebook page
Great interview. Should continue to get more older cats with teachable experiences like this. Og Percy , JT bigga figga, b.hall etc
Love all your interviews but this one is special, Much respect Og Cuicide and Adam from Washington state.
One of the BEST interviews!!! Jewels..thx og cuH
big ups to OG Cuicide... you Can tell off Rip you a Real one not only to other locs but to the world an all them folks learning from what you talkin on...
Thanks for the words OG
Top tier interview for sure. Stayed here for every second of it
I don’t think he realizes he’s blessed that his family didn’t come back 4 him sounds like he’s better off without them…Strong dude , amazing story
One of the realest niggas I’ve seen interviewed in a minute bruh damn
One of the most powerful interviews.
Great interview 👏👍
This was incredible. Keep it up Adam and the whole No Jumper crew!
Very powerful interview. NoJumper going crazy 2022 with the quality content 💯🔥 S/O OG CUICIDE
My life story is so simular even got the California staples never thought about suicide but the whole abandoned as a child story is definitely a experience especially family being strangers