I MISS YOU MOM!! | Ren - Mackay (Rock Artist Reaction)

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  • @RenMakesMusic
    @RenMakesMusic 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +765

    I love you brother and im so sorry for your loss, shes deffinitley proud of u ❤

    • @killskillzprod666
      @killskillzprod666 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

    • @chelseahaley8350
      @chelseahaley8350 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +31

      Today is the anniversary of losing my mom to Cancer, so this was extra special for me! ❤ Had me all up in my feels as well!

    • @JoseCastro-ql7bf
      @JoseCastro-ql7bf 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      ❤❤❤❤

    • @FischtankProductions
      @FischtankProductions  6 หลายเดือนก่อน +172

      Love you too bro. Thank you for everything.

    • @MargaretKichenama
      @MargaretKichenama 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

      @@FischtankProductions Thank You for sharing❤

  • @bkkidd2112
    @bkkidd2112 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +43

    Thanks for a beautiful reaction and sharing your love for your mom

  • @jasonremy1627
    @jasonremy1627 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +22

    I was brought to tears in the first 30 seconds when I watched this. It's so beautiful.

  • @amyl9864
    @amyl9864 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +34

    I lost my mom last year to cancer - she was in home hospice for two months prior to her passing on April 13th. My siblings and I split time to be there with her and my dad. It was hard being there and watching her die and it was equally as hard not being there. Thank-you for summing up the emotions I felt while listening and watching the video.

  • @Ken_Smith
    @Ken_Smith 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    After losing my dad over the summer then Fisch’s mom who was like another mother to me, I realize more and more everyday that it’s best to let your emotions out as they come. We all experience loss, but our loved ones would want us to remember and honor them. But more importantly keep moving forward and live our best lives. Love you bro. 🫂

  • @tracysusanklein
    @tracysusanklein 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +23

    My mom passed March 26 th. 7 yrs ago. What i miss most are the chats we had. Mother to daughter. They are what I cling to when life gets hard.

    • @PissedOffCanuck
      @PissedOffCanuck 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Lost my mom 7yrs ago too, March 30th. Hold on to those thoughts, she's watching over you. 🙏

  • @jamesdodson2022
    @jamesdodson2022 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    I lost my mom 2 years ago on December 19 to lung cancer. I was there with her when dhe took her last breath. Its something you will never forget. i made sure i told her how much i loved her and that i couldn't have asked for a better mother.

  • @JimiClownshoes
    @JimiClownshoes 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I lost my Dad to cancer and was there holding his hand when he went...i feel you here brother. You've captured the feelings perfectly here. Love to you and my condolences from over here in the UK ❤️❤️❤️

  • @MissMeKate
    @MissMeKate 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    Sending you so much love Fisch. ❤

  • @craiggrant8600
    @craiggrant8600 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I know how you feel bud! Lost my mom to cancer 7 years ago! Stay strong and keep doing what you do!

  • @musochickburns8212
    @musochickburns8212 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Ren as always... so moving... so expressive.. such skill and authenticity.
    I'm sorry for both of you and anyone else out there who lost someone special 💕💔🥲

  • @clarelwc2849
    @clarelwc2849 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I lost a dear friend - cancer, mid November, was able to care for him and be with him at the end, and this song speaks to me similarly, the circle of life, the fragility, the strength of so many (inspiring!) - all the emotions... So sorry for your loss, sending you a hug from North Wales, UK, love your reactions btw, much love

  • @christophCymru
    @christophCymru 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    RIP to.your Mum. Big love

  • @Shiroar
    @Shiroar 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    I’m sorry for your loss 🫂
    I’m very rarely into purely instrumental music, but this somehow felt like Ren was playing words. A stunning and perfect tribute to his friend 🖤🐰🕳️

  • @Kimava62
    @Kimava62 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    Thank you for sharing your feelings, that’s how Ren intended us to share our pain and love, ❤️

  • @MrSlizanger
    @MrSlizanger 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    The REN effect. Thank you so much for sharing this. Much love fischtank

  • @salishseamermaid
    @salishseamermaid 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    Such a beautiful piece.
    Much love, friend. ❤

  • @JulitaPio
    @JulitaPio 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    I am so sorry for your loss, sending hugs❤️

  • @rudyb.
    @rudyb. 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    I am thinking of you today my Brother. Peace be with you and keep on going. Those of us left behind have to keep moving. Beautiful piano music by Ren. Thank you for this reaction.

  • @miltoncardoso6910
    @miltoncardoso6910 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    Love from Portugal

  • @NeverAssumeGetToKnowMeFirst
    @NeverAssumeGetToKnowMeFirst 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

    ❤️. Ren is the masterpiece package❤️ I’m also so sorry to hear about your mom. Hold on to those memories ❤️

  • @JohnSmith-ud9ex
    @JohnSmith-ud9ex 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    Melancholy and whimsical..... Reflections of life.... Condolences on your loss. Hugs.

  • @aimee_susan
    @aimee_susan 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Sending you so much love and the softest landings. Losing my mom was the most profoundly gutting experience of my life - please know that so many of us see you, and we understand. Holding you in my heart. Big hugs right back at you. 💜

  • @Faith-il2wx
    @Faith-il2wx 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    So sorry for your loss it’s so hard to unravel the emotions. Thank you for your reaction and your humanity. ❤

  • @fledits
    @fledits 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    What a beautiful piece of art. This would make such an incredible movie score.

  • @dianesnowflake
    @dianesnowflake 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Sending you massive hugs, thank you for being so open and vulnerable. We've got you. 🫂

  • @HSoul10
    @HSoul10 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I wish nothing but the best for you. Thank you for sharing and connecting with us. I’m sorry for your loss

  • @greglecig5549
    @greglecig5549 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Such beauty in this one person. He touches souls like no one I’ve ever seen.
    So sorry for your loss ❤

  • @TheDougMan
    @TheDougMan 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Wonderful reaction. My condolences on your loss. Any Mom’s absence is profound.

  • @Whimsicalbrainpan
    @Whimsicalbrainpan 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You are one of my favorite Ren reactors and you certainly didn't disappoint. I'm sorry for your loss. Thank you. Much love. ❤❤❤

  • @TanyaQueen182
    @TanyaQueen182 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I think my mom was with me tonight listening to this for the fist time. I'm sure your mom is with you too. Big love from Florida.

  • @sonicfear4472
    @sonicfear4472 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    Wow, what a beautiful piano solo! As usual Ren surprises us, no lyrics, no words, just a rollercoaster of emotions played out on the keys of the piano...Sometimes there are no words and it's through music one can still communicate and express their thoughts and emotion...No Words Needed. I too lost my mom last May, she suffered from COPD and towards the end, I was taking care of her with in-home Hospice. I totally get what you said about there being bittersweet emotions that are born out of her passing. Hold tight to the best memories and use them to keep your own flame alight...Peace Brother.

  • @SGI999
    @SGI999 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    What words can I write about this composition and performance? None needed.
    I held my beautiful Mum’s hand as she passed. I still hadn’t cried all these years since she’s been gone… my first tears for my mum today.
    Thank you for your reaction lovely man.
    Bless♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
    This is the first time to hear this and I’m glad it was with you darlin’

  • @jolewis4382
    @jolewis4382 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Gentle hugs.

  • @docdurdin
    @docdurdin 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I could see Callum's spirit dancing around Ren.

  • @MoreKellBellPlease
    @MoreKellBellPlease 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Fisch, i lost my dad on Christmas Eve (2009). And I, too, was there for his last breath. So Hard. Hugs. Ren made me cry also.

  • @stacy4823
    @stacy4823 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Big hug Fisch. This was such a beautiful piece.

  • @thebearmn
    @thebearmn 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Most of us have said the word thousands of times, yet Mom can still catch in our throat long after they're gone. And thankfully the love that's wrapped around that word, for most of us, is eternal. That's one place I find my comfort, and I'm grateful for my mother every day. My mother's talents were many, especially music, and the love of it was something we shared. I in turn am grateful for the love of music my children have, and the understanding that is the Limitless way to share almost anything with anyone no matter who they are or where they're from. Ren, the gift sharing the universal language.💙 I'm so very sorry for your loss✌️

  • @bhudzietz333
    @bhudzietz333 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Oh man, thank you for sharing about your mom and that experience. My mom passed away 13 years ago from cancer and I held her hand right before she passed as well and the way you explained it all hit so hard. My dog of 15 1/2 years passed away this January with her head laying on my foot, and the pain, relief, anger, sadness, etc. is almost impossible to even describe. I feel ya brother, hang in there, and thank you for what you do.

  • @grace1162
    @grace1162 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    God bless as the saying goes we never lose our loved ones as they are always there in our memories and hearts xx

  • @TealOmen
    @TealOmen 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Sorry for your loss but I appreciate the beauty in talking about her. I hope it brings you healing ❤

  • @TobiiRheaStarr
    @TobiiRheaStarr 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Such a beautiful piece. So sorry for your loss my friend. Your mom would be so proud of you. Sending you lots of love 🖤

  • @mikep83
    @mikep83 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Sorry for your loss bro. I was there 5 years ago when my dad passed and feel that hole comment every single day. Thanks for the raw and honest reaction.
    Peace

  • @Puklii
    @Puklii 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    this is beautiful masterpiece... I love this song, i love piano... (sorry my bad english) Respect from Hungary

  • @parkersgaming201
    @parkersgaming201 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Sending you love, light, and healing, Brother ⭐️

  • @marleyblood5213
    @marleyblood5213 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Sorry for the loss of your mom. I'm in a grief puddle right now, too, as I just lost a good friend (chosen family) and wasn't able to be there at the very end. We are all precious. Beautiful, heart-felt reaction. 💕

  • @daviddobbins9896
    @daviddobbins9896 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Fisch keep doing your music…it’s the best way for you to honor your mom. Put all those memories and pain on paper…🙏🏻

  • @captainkaveman5482
    @captainkaveman5482 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Lost my little brother Jeffery Mackay in 2018. Haven’t cried in years, this touched me. Also filmed in drum Alberta last place I got to take him.
    I’m not crying your crying

  • @pettyeddie2000
    @pettyeddie2000 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I just want to extend my condolences to you for the loss of your mother. Thoughts and prayers for you and your family. 🙏🙏

  • @brendabromley5528
    @brendabromley5528 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    So sorry for your loss I lost my mom in Aug 2023. A beautiful piece of music🖤🖤🖤 This was filmed at Drumheller, Alberta. Canada - not more than an hour and a half from where I grew up... amongst the Hoodoo's... so cool to see!! RIP Callum

  • @marianneszijj
    @marianneszijj 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I’m sorry for such a huge loss. You actually remind me of my Dad, who unexpectedly passed away more than 25 years ago, 3 days before his 47th birthday. He was a musician like you. His name was Darryl Kutz ❤️ You should check out his video called, Holy Smoke, he sang with Starbuck in the 1970s Don Kirshner’s Rock Concert. Epic performance and he was just a vessel for music, a musician’s musician, just like Ren. Never got to say goodbye to him… but hopefully he knew how loved he was….. 💔

  • @cherylwitter5038
    @cherylwitter5038 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Big love from Texas❤❤❤

  • @jhayley72
    @jhayley72 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    So sorry for your loss. Love watching your reactions especially to Ren you always show so much support and respect for him ❤

  • @lucygonzalez-zo5nz
    @lucygonzalez-zo5nz 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I’m so sorry for your loss. ❤ Thank you for such an open honest reaction.

  • @billstewart9132
    @billstewart9132 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Your a good man who feels music and cares about people you love.

  • @carolineyates4746
    @carolineyates4746 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    so sorry you last your mum, I lost my mum in 2009 and i still get sad sometimes but you start to remember the good times more as time goes on and smile more too x

  • @ReedoTV
    @ReedoTV 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    The void will never get smaller, but as you grow it will be a smaller part of you No less important, but more absorbable.

  • @Vigges666
    @Vigges666 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    ren made you cry & you made me cry. much love goes out to you man. 💙 sorry for your loss.

  • @yilomina2047
    @yilomina2047 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I was with my mom in the hospital when she died in October of 2019 ... I know those tears. I'm sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing such a heartfelt reaction with us.

  • @toniyoung5131
    @toniyoung5131 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    My mum passed on 13 April 2022, at almost 94 years . My dad's birthday was 14 April. He passed 27 years ago, it takes a long time to come to terms with never seeing a loved one and telling them about your day. April is our month, in our family. My older daughters birthday is 15 April and my niece's birthday is 18 April. A lovely month to have a birthday .

  • @aknomis
    @aknomis 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Soooo amazing. Your reaction and Rens music make my eyes second time up tu tears. Love from Europe-Austria

  • @idiocracyunfolding9053
    @idiocracyunfolding9053 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Loss is hard. Keep strong! ❤

  • @banzy3
    @banzy3 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Just wanted to add my condolences for your loss. I was with my wife a few years ago when we watched her mother draw her last breath... It was a whole mix of emotions; naturally sadness and tears, but there was something beautiful to it all as well; after that last breath she looked peaceful. It's not easy to get your head around such feelings. Life is short, even for the oldest among us, and at some point we all go back to that place before we were born.
    Later when we drove to the funeral I was struck by all the wildlife and animals that passed us on the roads - far more than usual. Everything from boar, to birds of prey, rabbits, deer, a horse and cart... I didn't think too much of it. Last year, two young deer came into our back garden (something that never happens!), and walked right up to our back door as we were eating. I thought it very odd, and then just a couple of minutes after they disappeared, my wife got a call from a nursing home to say that her Nan had passed away at 101.

  • @helenajrgensen3157
    @helenajrgensen3157 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    My condolences to you with your mother 🙏❤
    I completely understand what you are talking about. Held my father's hand as he took his last breath.
    Pure music here - was like Ren was playing on my heart strings.

  • @lorihutcheon5363
    @lorihutcheon5363 20 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I too just lost my mom a couple of months ago! Sounds like we were both blessed with the best💝
    This was so moving on my first listen (thinking about my childhood friend that I too lost tragically at the age of 16) This time it’s my mama and agree this beautiful arrangement takes you on a journey of raw emotions that can’t be articulated with words! Ren clearly understands how to express himself musically when words fall short!
    What a gift we have found in this extraordinary human being❣️
    Keep the love coming and Blessings for your healing heart🙏

  • @moonyep5075
    @moonyep5075 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Wish you much strenght in the time to come...my condolences 🥀

  • @brandongil419
    @brandongil419 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Shewww!!!! Christmas Eve brother I'm sorry. Anytime it's hard but especially when it's around a family holiday or a birthday its never the same. My grandmother was around Thanksgiving and it was hard to continue on with gathering for the holiday that year but we did and it helped. So keep those nearby for that comfort my brother. 🙏

  • @DarleneMiddleton-n3q
    @DarleneMiddleton-n3q 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    We love ya!!! ❤

  • @Ffyte
    @Ffyte 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    damn this hits different

  • @belgand5555
    @belgand5555 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hugs to you and I’m sorry… Ren is the soul here for our hearts to know what being human is.. Thank you… ♥️🫶🏻♥️

  • @adriannab1592
    @adriannab1592 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    great reaction my guy. and i am SO sorry for the loss of your mom, i know how you feel lost mom june 2022 and dad this past november. but just know she is always with you ❤❤❤

  • @mikehoy1128
    @mikehoy1128 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    My heart’s with you brother, it’s one of the most difficult things in life to loose your mom.. I lost mine nearly twenty years ago and I still think about her all the time. Was very luck to have had a dream that she was in just about a week ago, dream didn’t make any sense as most of mine don’t lol but just to hear her voice was everything. God bless you!

  • @sampanther8854
    @sampanther8854 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Big hugs all around 🤗❤️✌️

  • @EricManktelow
    @EricManktelow 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Sorry for your loss.

  • @Lou-xq9br
    @Lou-xq9br 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    ❤ #ren
    Bless ya, sending love 💕

  • @Deja_drew01
    @Deja_drew01 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    What a great honest story, I’m fortunate enough to have not had to go through the exact same experiences as you but having lost loved ones and listening to your story I can almost feel the emotions with you. I watched your reaction like 4 times because I just wanted to feel that with you. I’ve seen a few of your reactions before and I like what you’re doing, got a new subscriber out of me

  • @stevecody9878
    @stevecody9878 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Beautiful ❤

  • @jess_Bond
    @jess_Bond 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Great reaction video, i cried with you the whole time ❤

  • @kimmchenry4383
    @kimmchenry4383 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Sorry for your loss 😢

  • @AlexMH1991
    @AlexMH1991 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    There is something about instrumental piano songs that always makes me so emotional. I lost my grandma on Tuesday and this brought me to tears. Also I feel just like you said about your mom, my grandma was very sick and we spent the last seven motnhs constantly in and out of hospital with her and it was SO DAMN HARD, I am glad she is resting in peace now and that I have so many great memories with her but I miss her so fucking much and I don't think I've still processed that I won't ever see her again. Sending you much love man
    I love how Ren always makes me feel so many emotions all at once and how talented he is.

  • @davideastham
    @davideastham 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Virtual hugs to you.🫂 I was with my mom when she passed several year ago as well. It will be something I will never forget and something I can't really talk about at the same time. Love to you and to anyone that has lost someone ❤

  • @carlosthejackel7581
    @carlosthejackel7581 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Beautiful

  • @Turntablist_Mk2
    @Turntablist_Mk2 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Sending u all the love brother. ❤

  • @NanaM1984
    @NanaM1984 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I'm sorry about your Mom 😢

  • @RiceyBhoy89
    @RiceyBhoy89 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    All love...all love 💚

  • @mstewart109
    @mstewart109 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Rens two long time friends Joe and Mackay passed within 6 months of each other when Ren was 21. Ren was unable to write anything in tribute until now. He was at the piano just playing around and said this flowed out of him then.,.i have heard this like 4 times now and the waterworks still flow. The anniversary of my moms death is April 9th. Many years ago but still gets me each year.. it was a breath of fresh air to hear a Ren piece all the way through u interrupted. I don't understand why reactors have to stop and talk every few mins on Rens stuff when he will never penalize a reactor. Please keep it up uninterrupted for us. Much appreciated.

  • @ukrobboxing
    @ukrobboxing 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Bro, the hole will never get filled but just know brighter times are ahead, lost my dad years ago and he never met his grandson and things my son does now often catches me thinking “dad would of been so proud”
    Cherish the great memories brother they help me through most times.

  • @jamestorrance4664
    @jamestorrance4664 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    God bless you, been there and fully understand how you feel

  • @Professor_Greenleaf
    @Professor_Greenleaf 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Respect and love to you Fisch

  • @TheEverydayPoet
    @TheEverydayPoet 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I like that Ren said the music just came out of him. Some time after my husband's death, I began to write a poem. Each part of it began, "You left me... ". You left me... you left me... you left me... Then the final words also just came: "You left me satisfied." All of that echoed in Ren's wordless music tonight and your own reaction was akin. That's the effect of music like Ren's... it brings people together as kin.

  • @TransferTrish
    @TransferTrish 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    My heart is with you. Peace.

  • @jaymassey3244
    @jaymassey3244 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    beautiful

  • @TransferTrish
    @TransferTrish 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I feel you. Peace be with you ❤️

  • @ericpetway2275
    @ericpetway2275 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    God bless you brother, your not alone. I don’t know what to do myself

  • @shonamcnally5855
    @shonamcnally5855 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Big hugs to you♥

  • @RobertAustin-l4p
    @RobertAustin-l4p 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    There is nothing to write ! I am sorry for your loss and that Rens loss is still such a raw nerve on his heart. And yes you feel it ! 😓😓💔💔 Not quite what I was expecting but typical of Ren, it could not be anything else. GREAT !!

  • @alexharding2151
    @alexharding2151 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Beautiful reaction brother 🤙

  • @callmeeley
    @callmeeley 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Love you too Fisch ❤ 🫂

  • @Carl-gj4ed
    @Carl-gj4ed 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    We love you dude. I worry about my mom all the time.

  • @CaitlinBlake
    @CaitlinBlake 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    ❤❤❤