tower has been following me honestly im ready for it to happen because im not doing good where i am. im realizing where im at now is a direct result of intentionally making myself this way all because i thought i was too much too dramatic too mean too egotistical and now i just feel empty and unable to access my passion and fun energy. i should of let myself be defensive and "egotistical" because honestly listening back i wasnt as egotistical or mean as i was telling myself i was. and even if i was thats a part of myself that deserves to have a space too. i am who i wanted to become but now that i am that i miss who i was. but i dont want to strive to be a past version of me, i dont want to strive to be an ideal version of me, i just want to be authentic and in the moment and not have to think so much about who i am and how to act
I get it :/ You toned yourself down so much you lost the parts that made you feel alive. Buthonestly it’s not about going back or being someone else, it’s just letting yourself be are you are rn. Maybe the Tower’s what you need to rebuild in a way that feels real, you know?
I believe the saying is 'when one door closes another opens' but presently I'm feeling all doors have slammed shut on my face! I'm trying to hang on but my patience is warring thin! So worn down by it, when will it end!
I'm a new subscriber & am loving your messages & site. I could name my autobiography "The Tower." But I need them right now until my life meets my vision. I have to keep building up my courage to manifest towers, because back to back towers can be tiring.
Thank you very much welcome in I'm so glad you are here! Yeah tower moments are exhausting for sure but hang in there there can only be so much before you rebuild everything on better foundation
Tower card is one of my tarot birth cards, I love to see it in a reading! Tower moments are so potent.
tower has been following me honestly im ready for it to happen because im not doing good where i am. im realizing where im at now is a direct result of intentionally making myself this way all because i thought i was too much too dramatic too mean too egotistical and now i just feel empty and unable to access my passion and fun energy. i should of let myself be defensive and "egotistical" because honestly listening back i wasnt as egotistical or mean as i was telling myself i was. and even if i was thats a part of myself that deserves to have a space too. i am who i wanted to become but now that i am that i miss who i was. but i dont want to strive to be a past version of me, i dont want to strive to be an ideal version of me, i just want to be authentic and in the moment and not have to think so much about who i am and how to act
I get it :/ You toned yourself down so much you lost the parts that made you feel alive. Buthonestly it’s not about going back or being someone else, it’s just letting yourself be are you are rn. Maybe the Tower’s what you need to rebuild in a way that feels real, you know?
I believe the saying is 'when one door closes another opens' but presently I'm feeling all doors have slammed shut on my face! I'm trying to hang on but my patience is warring thin! So worn down by it, when will it end!
Barter with the universe and ask for help from spirit! You deserve to be on the right path thats easier than where you are right now
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I'm a new subscriber & am loving your messages & site. I could name my autobiography "The Tower." But I need them right now until my life meets my vision. I have to keep building up my courage to manifest towers, because back to back towers can be tiring.
Thank you very much welcome in I'm so glad you are here! Yeah tower moments are exhausting for sure but hang in there there can only be so much before you rebuild everything on better foundation