This video was so beautiful and so raw, open, honest, vulnerable, and strong. It's a great gift to be that way and such a great gift to receive it. Thank you so much for it. You are such a beautiful, shining soul. There is such love in your being, and such great sensitivity. Thank you for your openness and for showing your emotions and pain. I appreciate it deeply. Your video helped me tremendously. I was supposed to be a ballet dancer but it never happened. At 13 I abandoned my ballet by default. Due to a household of great strife, alcoholism, mental illness, emotional abuse and physical violence. My delicate, loving being was crashed to the ground ongoingly. I don't think I ever got over not fullfilling ballet, even though I think I did very well in trying to grab life the best way I could. After many years as a secretary, which deadened my soul, at 44 I switched everything dramatically and did an amazing thing: I found a way to work with thoroughbreds. It's a great proud thing. People would say what are you doing working in a barn when you have a college degree. Little did they know that I felt honored to even be in the barn with the horses. My pain over not fulfilling my ballet as a ballerina and not manifesting other capabilities and not having certain normal and necessary fulfillments can't be assuaged but still I've feasted on great beauty and love. All the way down to my precious little 7 pound canine companion, Olinda
We love you and admire your strength in your decision and sharing your experience with the world ❤️. We can’t wait to see what’s ahead in this next chapter!
Oh my gosh Kirsten! Thank you for this video!!! I go to church all the time, listen to pastors preach all about throwing away your burdens... I've struggled with my identity as a dancer for much too long... If it's not my body shape it's my technique, if it's not technique it's comparing myself to other dancers etc!!! Never the "dancer" i want to be. And lately I just have felt the devil come at me with so many lies! Thank you for this video! Hearing a real dancer talk about this is incredible! I'm doing a good job at life now, and I love God! And He's got me. So it's okay. All the best to you Kirsten!!! God's using you to reach so many people! You're so blessed! Love you!
I cried along with you in this video. We have watched you grow and develop such strength and perspective over the last year. I am so happy for you, so emotional for you, so proud of your peace and so excited for your life. Embrace this moment in all its glory because you deserve it. Thank you for sharing this with us, I feel honoured to be privy to such a monumental moment in your life.
I did gymnastics for six years until I got a concussion last year. I kept on waiting for myself to get past the plateau I was on but I never could. It was my dream to be really good at gymnastics and be able to compete and do all of the cool flips, tricks, fulls, etc. but I never could. I never did. My parents told me I had improved but I didn't believe them. I was and still am to hard on myself and this video really helped me, especially in the beginning. I enjoyed gymnastics, most of the time. My little kid self was SO HAPPY. Thank you so much for this video And it coming into my path. Before I felt regret and like i was disappointing myself and my old self. Now, I can look back on it and move forward. Thank you. And now, I have decided to try other things, I have tried both circus school, ballet, theater and many other things now that I have let go of my previous burdens. So thank you very much for this video and reading this comment so far. So thank you for listening ❤️
I’ve recently been through the same process of realization. Sometimes with dance it’s easy to feel trapped and that’s how I felt. I felt like my life was ballet or nothing. Now I’ve realized that there’s so much more to life than ballet, and I’ve found a new hobby that makes me happy. I finally feel free. Even though I don’t want to pursue a professional career anymore I still love dance, and i still want to dance, but I am more than dance. Thank you for this video. A lot of young dancers need to hear this🙌🏻
Atheist. Non-dancer. 42. Big fan. I've been following for a while. I loved your earlier videos with Kelsey (sp?) when you were teens with, IIRC, big sideswept bangs and kind of competing with eachother for camera time. When I was a teenager, I had this knack for really loving something, but not foreseeing the difficult side of it when I would become a young adult. Sometimes I really wish for those times again. Your enthusiasm was contagious, and your work ethic as a pro, as with many professionals, has been admirable. Your other most emotional video was when Kelsey had to, by strong doctor's urging, move on. Painful time. Parting with some bad things in addition to a few good things, I'm sure, in order to make lots of room for lots of good, albeit different, things. One door shuts, another opens, and that keeps happening as we go through life. Keep on dancing if and for however long you can enjoy it, on whatever level and time commitment you can enjoy it. And watch it, as well, as I do. It's good to share this community with you and Kelsey even though we don't know eachother. Good thoughts to you and yours. Good times ahead.
I'll tell you a bit of my story... I started singing when I was a kid and at the age of 15 I found myself at some semi professional choral workshop, where I realised I want to pursue singing as my professional career. But the road was long and bumpy. My parents were against me for years and I couldn't have started applying for a music high school before turning 18, because they thought that living a life as a whatever sort of artist is a terrible idea. After turning 18, I applied for the school and got rejected because I was lacking proper skills. So I've worked for a year, earned money and then with this money I was able to take a year of private lessons. The next year I applied for the music high school and a music university in my city. They accepted me to the high school but I was 5 years late comparing to students who started at the standard age. What's more, soon I found out that the repertoire didn't fit me. So I made a decision that I'm going to finish this school and get qualification necessary to be a professional but I'm not going to take it to the academic level because this has already put too much of emotional strain for me. I realised that there is no one 'true' classical way of singing and being trained and if I like singing theatre or jazz or whatever it is, that's perfectly fine. And if I'm older and have less classical skill than other students that's fine too. Because it's simply not my road. And dancing has helped me to grow to make that decision; I started dancing contemporary dance and lindy hop last year, being 22, and I suddenly found myself surrounded by people so much better than me that I had no option but to learn to let go and tell myself that this is life and I'm not going to be the best in whatever road I pursue. Dancing is my new passion and I really want to dedicate to it even though I know I'm never going to be a pro. But I'm ok with it because it has brought me back the passion for life and gave me the courage to be myself again. Without a label. I keep my fingers crossed for you too. May we both find peace and happiness in being our true selves 😘
Thank you Kirsten for sharing your truth. You are such a wonderful person, a beautiful soul. Your bravery and honesty are so inspirational. My daughter and I have been following your journey for years. She is a ballet student in a professional Ballet School and moved to another country thousands of miles from home to pursue her dreams at a very early age. I know how passionate and dedicated young dancers are, so strong and sensitive. You will always be a dancer AND so much more! Follow your peace, and shine! I always see that picture on the top shelf of your bookcase: Carpe Diem. Seize the Day, Kirsten! I hope you will continue to share your journey on your channel. Your wisdom is helping us more than you know.
Once a dancer...ALWAYS a dancer. No.matter.what. I am excited to see where your new course will take you. You are unusually talented with your verbal communication ability. (Something that seems a bit rare for many dancers.) Perhaps that is something you'd like to pursue. :) Warm wishes for happy changes for you Kirsten!
I honestly think the universe meant for me to see this video. I’ve been dancing for 3 1/2 years and as of now I dance till 8:30 at night 3 school nights a week, 7:30 another night, and rehearsal all day sometimes on Saturdays. It’s always been tiresome but this is my first year in high school and I feel like I’ve turned down my friends so much and I’ve missed birthdays, family events, and I’ve seen my family suffer from my dance. I feel so horrible when it’s 8:45 and rehearsal has run late and my brother is whining in the car on the ride home when he should already be asleep.My parents are separated and let’s just say their paychecks aren’t what most of the other girls parents make so I don’t want to put them through this if I’m not enjoying it as much as I used to.I had a 4 week dance break and I’ve only gone back for 2 nights and I literally so frustrated by the time I got home from dance. I never get to see my brother and sister because I always get home after they are asleep, and i can’t see them on Saturday cuz I leave at 9 and sometimes don’t get back until 5. I’ve just really been thinking 10 years from now when I look back to high school I don’t memories of standing behind a barre I want memories of going to football games, joining a club (which I did do but I had to quit cuz I couldn’t keep up with dance) going to dances, hanging out with friends etc. my friends from dance don’t want me to stop and I feel bad cuz it’s already a small studio and we’ve lost a lot of students recently but I think I need to do dance 3 days a week and just do ballet for now. I just want to say thank you to you Kirsten you are such an inspiration and this video like I said it’s like the universe meant for me to watch it, and thank you.
This was beautiful. God is working things out for ur good. U just have to trust him even tho it get hard. He is good and loves you. Just get well, heal urself mind body soul and spirit.
I don't know why but I actually saw this video just today. I don't dance, I never have, but I feel like I can somehow relate. And the way you talked about God and about what He may have in store for you is such an inspiration... "His ways are not our ways". I'm sure God has big things planned for you in the future! Keep up the hard work! God bless! Thank you for sharing this with us!
Bravo. Just bravo. The first few minutes particularly resonated with me when you spoke so passionately about “making it” being relative and that it’s an inward achievement and not something others can nor should bestow on you. I am so excited for your future and am so happy you’re going to continue with this channel. I’m sure I’m not the only one who feels like you can talk about whatever you want on this channel and it would still be great. You’re an inspiring person with a refreshing outlook on life - not just dance - but LIFE. Looking forward to your upcoming videos and learning what you’re up to!
It was so uplifting to hear you say "I don't have to know right now" at 22:35. I'm also going through a transition and this feeling of being unmoored has been taking a physical toll on me. But like you said, I don't have to know where I will be, and I need to keep saying that as I work through my transition. I wish you the best of luck. As one of your subscribers, I support your endeavor and recovery!
Thank you so much for continuing to share your story with us! I have a similar story of being bound by dance and receiving the call from God to step back in a way. I cried with you as you shared about having your chains broken, because that was exactly what I have been able to experience after stepping away from my dance dreams and into the greater plan God has for my life. I am also still a dancer (just on a different path then I originally planned), and everyday I get to spend in the studio is filled with joyfulness and gratitude. It is also a constant reminder of the beauty of the gospel and how it has become personal and real to me. I am so excited for you. My prayer is that you get to experience the overwhelming freedom of the gospel in a personal way as you move forward! Ephesians 3:16-19
I feel so inspired by this! I’ve never met anyone so trusting in God not to worry about the future. Good on you for finding where you are meant to be! Btw you made me cry too. ❤️
Ever since I found your channel, my perspective on dancing and trying to be a professional has changed so very much. Accepting my strengths and overcoming my weaknesses has been only possible thanks to your honest words about your personal experience. I'v grown so much from your advice, and even though I don't share your religious beliefs, I do believe that having a deep connection to your beliefs is always a great way to see the road ahead, and to make decisions that are true to who you are. Thank you so much for sharing this, it's so important.
You’re such a strong woman! Thank you for sharing your life with us. I can identify with you and relate to your story in so many levels. THANK YOU. I NEEDED THIS.
You are truly a gift from God, Kirsten! It is amazing how you can have such a great influence on people you dont even know. You have been that light I needed coming out of college and back into dancing. Thank you so much for sharing your faith and perspective ❤ Best of luck on what you do!
Your videos have helped me though my own struggles with injuries and depression over the past year, and I'm so happy for you that you've gotten to a place where you're happy and you aren't making fear-based decisions or trying to fit yourself into a box for the benefit of others. You don't have to have a company contract to be a dancer and it doesn't have to be your main focus above anything else to call yourself a dancer. Allow yourself to dance through life and you'll end up anywhere and everywhere you're meant to be.
Thank you for sharing this. It speaked to me, a lot. I am 23 years old, I am not a professional ballet dancer and I don't attend to, but dance is important in my life, I am so passionate about it even if it is not my career. But the opportunities to perform aren't so many for an adult student, that's why I have some little projects in the back of my head. Choreographing little variations, doing some videos maybe. But I am struggling with a sense of illegitimacy : who am I to do this when I am not even close of the technical level of a professional, when I can't do fouettes to save my life, when I don't think my turnout is good etc etc. Your words are encouraging me to go for it. You're right, just doing what I want is valid in itself, I don't need other approval than this. It is really good to hear. I wish you all the best for what will come next !
I want to share with you. My experience. I used to be at a ballet school to get my Ballet teacher Diploma and it was really tough. I used to be the worst dancer there and even though I'm slim, the teacher always told me in front of others I was fat. I thought this was to help me but the critics where there constantly and I knew I wasn't good enough to be at the team cuz my memory is not that good to remember choreographies easily but well ... Ballet used to be something I like it but then it was something I was getting hurt by. I cried a lot, I felt I was a failure, and my self-esteem to be honest was very low at that moment. I quit. And now I plan to give classes even I haven't that diploma but I have certifications and I'm experienced. I love teaching ballet. I used to do it last year at the same time I used to be taking classes at that school. The point here is that now I dance and improve everyday by myself cuz I'm a teacher and I'm teaching myself by videos, internet, etc. Those resources have helped me a lot and I know I'm getting better. I feel almost completely recovered from that horrible situation and I've discovered ballet is more than a painful activity and how much closed minded I used to be to agree with those people to think I was so bad, the worst dancer, a joke. We came to earth to achieve happiness not the inverse. I wish you luck and I'm sure you will survive and go Through this successfully and happily. Thank you cuz you have helped me a lot too with this material. You're incredible.
I just love your words, and love your way of thinking. I personally think that the soul is a dancer, and dance can take many forms. In order to be a dancer outside, you have to become a dancer on the inside first. And, my gosh, you are a dancer on the inside, by your light and kindness, and the dedication by which you pursue dancing!
Thank you so much Kirsten for sharing light in the world! God has truly blessed you, and I thank you for bravely sharing your faith, peace, and experience. I feel so blessed that God led me to this video, it has been really encouraging and helpful for me as I consider my future plans to hear the story of another follower of Christ who has put a large amount of time and effort into ballet. I had felt led to pray for you before this and I was overjoyed and inspired to hear what God has done in your life. Excited to see where God will lead you next, I know it will be great!
thank you so much for sharing your journey! im still a teenager and even though my dance journey has just begun, i relate so much ❤️ not to brag or anything i have a good arch but it's actually not such a great thing. i often sprain my ankle badly as my calf and ankles are very weak. i train them everyday but sometimes i just feel that they're not as strong as i want them to be. once my injury lasted for 3 months and even going on releve hurt so much. until now, i often feel scared and uncertain of myself and my journey. im always afraid that i would sprain my ankle when im on pointe. but after watching this ive come to realise that i should always try my best and even if there are unforseen circumstances, i would accept it. thank you so much. through your sharing i now feel that im more accepting towards things especially in dance. 💪💪💪💪❤️
You are so wise and such an inspiration. I've gotten SO much from watching your videos and sharing your insight and knowledge about ballet (I began ballet at 31 and really love hearing your perspectives and passion about the different styles and nuances in art form). You have such a great, wise heart and such a passion for ballet, I look forward to seeing where your interests guide you in your artistic life. So glad you are sharing your voice ❤️
This is such an encouraging story, especially about letting go of beating yourself down when it comes to "thinking like a dancer". I catch myself beating up on myself too often, especially lately. I had to stop dancing full-time for nearly 2 years because of graduate school, and people think i am crazy for trying to come back and audition after so much time off. I am constantly flooded with doubts of being too out of shape, too old to get a foot in the door, etc. I have been trying to just let go and trust that God will open the right door for me and give me a new home and workplace to finally spread my wings. Thank you for sharing this! Its so nice to hear this refeshing perspective on being a dancer 💕
That's so amazing that you can feel so free! I am an aspiring professional dancer and I relate so much to your journey because I have had a minor injury for the past year. Even though it's not half as hard as what you have been through, I've had to battle with a lapse in technique and strength. This year I'm aiming to bring myself up to speed and try to get into a full-time school. I love how you mentioned your relationship with God... We need more dancers who openly acknowledge their creator. Wishing you all the best for your aspirations this year!
Thanks for sharing! You will be successful with whatever you choose for your future. The dancer-you will always be with you whatever you choose. You have a really great attitude! Take care!
You are so wise beyond your years! Everyone can learn from these experiences you so openly share with others. This is a wonderful gift - to be open, accepting, and excited about what is in store for you. and we are excited for you as well! I am not a professional, but I am a dancer! Still experiencing the fabulous feeling of dance, and even performing!
Kirsten... I'm happy you are at peace! You are blessed and I hope am really looking forward to you being on Mentorly! You will make a great mentor to so many, whether they dance or not!
Hi Kirsten, I am not a dancer and my situation on the outside seems so different from the one you were in, but the emotions you've explained here and the kind of dilemma you went through are identical to mine at the moment. I am grateful that you decided to admit your feelings and for the example of courage you've created.
Wow, Kirsten, thank you for sharing. I hear a lot of similarities in our experiences with injury, our faith and realizing that there is more to us than just being a dancer. I also learned some things from your testimony. This video blessed me more than I could tell. Keep shining! And keep us posted. :)
I have been following you for a year now. So proud of you and excited to see what comes next. The only person you need to be worthy of is your Savior. Continue to live to point others to Him and honor Him I know you will do that whether in dance or not!
On another note, we made the TOUGH decision to leave the competitive world of dance for classical dance this spring. (My daughter's competitive team said she couldn't do both.) It is HARD to make those decisions when you love the dance world. I am so glad God made it clear to you!
Hey Kristen! This video meant a lot to me and I could relate so much even though my journey has been until now very different from yours...I am 16 and I'm about to make pretty big choices concerning my future, and these choices are really hard for me to make. I'm thinking about pursuing a dancing career because that's what I love to do and right now, it's really filling me more than anything else. However, people at school don't understand my choice (because I have potential for a "much more successful life") and I'm very afraid not to be "made for dancing" if you see what I mean, because I don't consider myself as only a dancer. I'm interested in so many other things and I'd like to keep on developing other parts of me. I don't know if I'm being very clear but what I mean is that the person I am is much more complexe than just a dancer but that I want to share this person with others through my dancing. After watching you're video, I feel like I can give it a try if it's what's filling me right now, and that the fear of the unknown or the fear of having to fit into a label should be holding me back. I guess I should just try to be myself and if that's through dancing then don't you think I should go for it? Anyway what you said is actually lifting such a weight!! For all this, thank you. I'm sure your journey will be unexpected, enriching and wonderful because you'll have chosen it. Thanks for everything you're sharing with us on this chanel and especially thanks for telling me "You're worthy of being proud of yourself" (that's really what I needed to hear)! xoxo from france ;)
You have such a way with words. Thank you for your honesty and bravery. I've found that pain and grief come in a myriad of ways. But the source of my comfort and healing is God - who stays constant and sees what I need from the beginning to the end. It's when my heart is broken that's it's finally cracked open enough to be filled with His love in a very real and powerful way. My best healing and growth in life have come when I give away my fears and allow him to fully lead me on, becoming okay with whatever I have to wade through and knowing I'm not in it alone. I'm happy that you are not alone either. Keep inspiring!
It takes so much bravery and strength and self-love to make these kind of decisions. This is a very mature and empowering video. I hope you continue to find happiness in your journey, and I hope you are surrounded by people who are supporting you no matter what.
I totally went through this same thing, although not to the same extent. I identified as a dancer through high school and that's all I was and all I could consider being. When I went to college and stopped dancing I had no identity. Now I know I can still be a dancer without being a dance major or a professional. I can take adult ballet class from time to time and be satisfied with that. It's so great to move to an identity that is multi-faceted and dynamic. It's so important to see yourself as a person and not just what you do. I'm proud of you
Go you, you're awesome! And such an inspiration! Can't wait to see what wonderful things you do on this exciting part of your journey. Much love from New Zealand.
Thanks for sharing your heartfelt experiences and thoughts, I have been crying along with you, it’s very helpful and inspiring to me especially during recovery process. Channel subscribed, and will be following your channel, you are amazing just as you are and for what you are doing, keep up your good works, love your beautiful smile, keep smiling and be happy.
Hey Kirsten! I am so incredibly proud of you for making this video because, while you are coming from a place of happiness, it is something you wouldn’t have imagined on doing I am sure! I also had a couple surgery’s and ankle injections and I went through some very similar experiences! Then as I came back there was something different about it and it wasn’t something that I felt that God was wanting me to kill myself over! Since kinda feeling that way and leaving the dance world a bit, have felt as though since I have achievements in the dance world it meant nothing in the real world but this kinda has helped me see that’s not the case! While my dance achievements haven’t necessarily been what many people have done it doesn’t discredit them in any way, and that’s what I learned from watching this video and listening to you talk! I can’t wait to see what comes through this new journey for you and I hope in everything you do you do it through Him💕
Amazing, God has truly created a beautiful spirit within you. "Those who fear Him lack no good thing" Psalm 34: 8-10 You have every good thing possible! Thank you for sharing!
Omg! I just can't believe how you can put so much wisdom in a video. You are so well spoken and I'm proud of being a subscribe of this channel and I would love to be your friend because you have a great energy. THANK YOU! You have made me grow since I saw your first video. I wish you the best ♥ Love from Costa Rica
Hey, this video is beautiful, and you are amazing! Truly wishing you all of the happiness and fulfillment in the world. And you are absolutely right. We are not just one thing.
Thank you for sharing your story, Kirsten. Your story is very relatable to what i was/am going through:) I had to give up the chance to study dance abroad (and finally pursue a dance career) to pursue what God really wants me to do. The fear of the unknown and going out of your comfort zone can be so terrifying! Even today, I am still asking God where He is leading me. But somehow, I feel complete when I know He who is in me is greater than anything in this world (including my future)! I know He has the best plans for you Kirsten, far better than what we can imagine :) Always trust in Him and enjoy your life journey with Him. God bless you!❤️ Lots of love, Jo.
Kirsten, I so wish to have this mindset of satisfaction with your own goals not society’s!! This is really amazing and you are amazing for sharing! Thank you for the thoughts, the channel and everything! We love you ! ❤️
This channel has completely opened up my perspective on the ballet world. Thank you so much for your honesty. I'm going through severe injury right now myself, so this video really came at the right time for me. ❤️❤️ Best wishes on your future endeavors!
I'm currently looking for year round programs and this video has inspired me to really use my relationship with God in my decision. I've been so stressed about all of this and I'm so ready for it to be over but maybe with God in the picture I can just enjoy this time!
Thank you for that message. That was right from the heart and so relatable. And thank you for making the internet a more honest and loving space by adding your kind truth. I'm very humbled by how courageous you are in choosing to be fully yourself. I hope we can all find that courage within ourselves. All the very best and I hope you will continue to share your journey and your advice/experience, because it sounds like such an exciting new beginning!!
About a year ago I made a very similar decision to you. I danced with a second company for two years but then had to come to the decision that it was best to move on to something else. Don't worry if you struggle with trying to find your new identity and place. It is most definitely a process. As a Christian as well I can also agree that during those hardest times is when I felt by far the most growth I had ever seen in my faith. Thank you for making this video to show dancers that it is ok if plans change, it doesn't change who you are, and yes you still are a dancer!
That's beautiful!! I'm also at some crossroads in my own life right now, and really needed to hear that it's ok to choose other paths I really admire all the strength you have. Wish u all the best! And i can't wait to see what those new paths may lead you!!
Your openness and willingness to share about your experiences is so awesome! I have tried a couple different (non dancing) paths and found that they didn’t always lead where I thought they would. and while that was tough, like you said, I think they helped develop my character and now that I’m older I can appreciate that more than I did then.
I support you! And I am so appreciative of your vulnerability in sharing this. Congratulations on taking this step-- I recognize a lot of aspects of what you are going through and I can really relate to your new mindset. I started a similar re-evaluation of who I am, why I make choices, and what is expected of me (from others and also myself). You really expressed so many ideas beautifully, and you've helped reaffirm the new path I'm taking. You will continue to do wonderful things, I'm sure! I look forward to seeing what you'll be getting up to! All the best
KRISTEN, Do not worry about your life, or anything. Things will work out just fine. I went a performing arts high school WAPA Washington Academy of Performing Arts and I was in their conservatory program high school and dance, which was started by Ms. Deborah Hadley Principal dancer with PNB. I ended up having to have surgery on my ankle. I still ended up teaching dance, and it has great! Choreographing for the kids was awsome. I was able to be creative with kids had lots of fun. You will too!! Love Katie Love, Ms. Katie
thank you so much for making this talk. i’ve been going through the similar things and i’m so grateful you’ve made this video. i love this so much! you’ve motivated me to just enjoy everyday. ❤️
You're such a lovely, intelligent young lady. I know you've looked at this from all angles and are making the best decision for you at this time in your life. Of course you made it! More than being a dancer, you're a role model which is invaluable. Your advice is always sound (coming from an old dancers viewpoint). And you're right, if you're proud of what you've done, you're a success! So, congrats on making a tough decision. So proud of you. Only good things in your future. Keep your health in the forefront and lead life with your heart and question with your head, which I think you do. Can't wait to see where life leads you. xoxoxoxo
This video is beautiful...thanks for sharing this. It’s actually really helpful and encouraging as I’ve been having similar thoughts. This is exactly what I need to hear right now. Thank you, Kirsten🙏🏾
I love this account so much I just binge watched like all of your videos...I’m so sorry if this sounds mean but it’s just a helpful tip, but I think if you made your videos 5-10 mins long more people would watch them cause more people will have time in their day to watch them STILL LOVE YOU I will continue to watch your videos no matter what!!!
Even in the best of circumstances, a professional dance career is short and the work is brutal. By the time you are in your thirties, you find it begins to wind down and your heart breaks. Few escape without serious injuries and life-long pain. Professional dance is such a heart-breaking pursuit. But we love it. God has so much planned for you! Romans 8:38-39.
Literally almost everything you said i was like "whoaaa i feel the exact same way!!" Im in my junior year of highschool and it just seems more damaging than helping for me to dance. I wanna do less classes next year, but idk🤍
This video was so beautiful and so raw, open, honest, vulnerable, and strong. It's a great gift to be that way and such a great gift to receive it. Thank you so much for it. You are such a beautiful, shining soul.
There is such love in your being, and such great sensitivity. Thank you for your openness and for showing your emotions and pain. I appreciate it deeply.
Your video helped me tremendously. I was supposed to be a ballet dancer but it never happened. At 13 I abandoned my ballet by default. Due to a household of great strife, alcoholism, mental illness, emotional abuse and physical violence. My delicate, loving being was crashed to the ground ongoingly. I don't think I ever got over not fullfilling ballet, even though I think I did very well in trying to grab life the best way I could.
After many years as a secretary, which deadened my soul, at 44 I switched everything dramatically and did an amazing thing: I found a way to work with thoroughbreds. It's a great proud thing. People would say what are you doing working in a barn when you have a college degree. Little did they know that I felt honored to even be in the barn with the horses.
My pain over not fulfilling my ballet as a ballerina and not manifesting other capabilities and not having certain normal and necessary fulfillments can't be assuaged but still I've feasted on great beauty and love. All the way down to my precious little 7 pound canine companion, Olinda
We love you and admire your strength in your decision and sharing your experience with the world ❤️. We can’t wait to see what’s ahead in this next chapter!
Oh my gosh Kirsten! Thank you for this video!!! I go to church all the time, listen to pastors preach all about throwing away your burdens... I've struggled with my identity as a dancer for much too long... If it's not my body shape it's my technique, if it's not technique it's comparing myself to other dancers etc!!! Never the "dancer" i want to be. And lately I just have felt the devil come at me with so many lies! Thank you for this video! Hearing a real dancer talk about this is incredible! I'm doing a good job at life now, and I love God! And He's got me. So it's okay. All the best to you Kirsten!!! God's using you to reach so many people! You're so blessed! Love you!
I cried along with you in this video. We have watched you grow and develop such strength and perspective over the last year. I am so happy for you, so emotional for you, so proud of your peace and so excited for your life. Embrace this moment in all its glory because you deserve it. Thank you for sharing this with us, I feel honoured to be privy to such a monumental moment in your life.
I did gymnastics for six years until I got a concussion last year. I kept on waiting for myself to get past the plateau I was on but I never could. It was my dream to be really good at gymnastics and be able to compete and do all of the cool flips, tricks, fulls, etc. but I never could. I never did. My parents told me I had improved but I didn't believe them. I was and still am to hard on myself and this video really helped me, especially in the beginning. I enjoyed gymnastics, most of the time. My little kid self was SO HAPPY. Thank you so much for this video And it coming into my path. Before I felt regret and like i was disappointing myself and my old self. Now, I can look back on it and move forward. Thank you. And now, I have decided to try other things, I have tried both circus school, ballet, theater and many other things now that I have let go of my previous burdens. So thank you very much for this video and reading this comment so far. So thank you for listening ❤️
I’ve recently been through the same process of realization. Sometimes with dance it’s easy to feel trapped and that’s how I felt. I felt like my life was ballet or nothing. Now I’ve realized that there’s so much more to life than ballet, and I’ve found a new hobby that makes me happy. I finally feel free. Even though I don’t want to pursue a professional career anymore I still love dance, and i still want to dance, but I am more than dance. Thank you for this video. A lot of young dancers need to hear this🙌🏻
Atheist. Non-dancer. 42. Big fan. I've been following for a while. I loved your earlier videos with Kelsey (sp?) when you were teens with, IIRC, big sideswept bangs and kind of competing with eachother for camera time. When I was a teenager, I had this knack for really loving something, but not foreseeing the difficult side of it when I would become a young adult. Sometimes I really wish for those times again. Your enthusiasm was contagious, and your work ethic as a pro, as with many professionals, has been admirable.
Your other most emotional video was when Kelsey had to, by strong doctor's urging, move on. Painful time. Parting with some bad things in addition to a few good things, I'm sure, in order to make lots of room for lots of good, albeit different, things. One door shuts, another opens, and that keeps happening as we go through life.
Keep on dancing if and for however long you can enjoy it, on whatever level and time commitment you can enjoy it. And watch it, as well, as I do. It's good to share this community with you and Kelsey even though we don't know eachother.
Good thoughts to you and yours. Good times ahead.
I'll tell you a bit of my story... I started singing when I was a kid and at the age of 15 I found myself at some semi professional choral workshop, where I realised I want to pursue singing as my professional career. But the road was long and bumpy. My parents were against me for years and I couldn't have started applying for a music high school before turning 18, because they thought that living a life as a whatever sort of artist is a terrible idea. After turning 18, I applied for the school and got rejected because I was lacking proper skills. So I've worked for a year, earned money and then with this money I was able to take a year of private lessons. The next year I applied for the music high school and a music university in my city. They accepted me to the high school but I was 5 years late comparing to students who started at the standard age. What's more, soon I found out that the repertoire didn't fit me. So I made a decision that I'm going to finish this school and get qualification necessary to be a professional but I'm not going to take it to the academic level because this has already put too much of emotional strain for me. I realised that there is no one 'true' classical way of singing and being trained and if I like singing theatre or jazz or whatever it is, that's perfectly fine. And if I'm older and have less classical skill than other students that's fine too. Because it's simply not my road. And dancing has helped me to grow to make that decision; I started dancing contemporary dance and lindy hop last year, being 22, and I suddenly found myself surrounded by people so much better than me that I had no option but to learn to let go and tell myself that this is life and I'm not going to be the best in whatever road I pursue. Dancing is my new passion and I really want to dedicate to it even though I know I'm never going to be a pro. But I'm ok with it because it has brought me back the passion for life and gave me the courage to be myself again. Without a label.
I keep my fingers crossed for you too. May we both find peace and happiness in being our true selves 😘
Thank you Kirsten for sharing your truth. You are such a wonderful person, a beautiful soul. Your bravery and honesty are so inspirational. My daughter and I have been following your journey for years. She is a ballet student in a professional Ballet School and moved to another country thousands of miles from home to pursue her dreams at a very early age. I know how passionate and dedicated young dancers are, so strong and sensitive. You will always be a dancer AND so much more! Follow your peace, and shine! I always see that picture on the top shelf of your bookcase: Carpe Diem. Seize the Day, Kirsten! I hope you will continue to share your journey on your channel. Your wisdom is helping us more than you know.
Once a dancer...ALWAYS a dancer. No.matter.what. I am excited to see where your new course will take you. You are unusually talented with your verbal communication ability. (Something that seems a bit rare for many dancers.) Perhaps that is something you'd like to pursue. :) Warm wishes for happy changes for you Kirsten!
I honestly think the universe meant for me to see this video. I’ve been dancing for 3 1/2 years and as of now I dance till 8:30 at night 3 school nights a week, 7:30 another night, and rehearsal all day sometimes on Saturdays. It’s always been tiresome but this is my first year in high school and I feel like I’ve turned down my friends so much and I’ve missed birthdays, family events, and I’ve seen my family suffer from my dance. I feel so horrible when it’s 8:45 and rehearsal has run late and my brother is whining in the car on the ride home when he should already be asleep.My parents are separated and let’s just say their paychecks aren’t what most of the other girls parents make so I don’t want to put them through this if I’m not enjoying it as much as I used to.I had a 4 week dance break and I’ve only gone back for 2 nights and I literally so frustrated by the time I got home from dance. I never get to see my brother and sister because I always get home after they are asleep, and i can’t see them on Saturday cuz I leave at 9 and sometimes don’t get back until 5. I’ve just really been thinking 10 years from now when I look back to high school I don’t memories of standing behind a barre I want memories of going to football games, joining a club (which I did do but I had to quit cuz I couldn’t keep up with dance) going to dances, hanging out with friends etc. my friends from dance don’t want me to stop and I feel bad cuz it’s already a small studio and we’ve lost a lot of students recently but I think I need to do dance 3 days a week and just do ballet for now.
I just want to say thank you to you Kirsten you are such an inspiration and this video like I said it’s like the universe meant for me to watch it, and thank you.
Ella lakey Maybe it wasn't the universe but God.
This was beautiful. God is working things out for ur good. U just have to trust him even tho it get hard. He is good and loves you. Just get well, heal urself mind body soul and spirit.
I don't know why but I actually saw this video just today. I don't dance, I never have, but I feel like I can somehow relate. And the way you talked about God and about what He may have in store for you is such an inspiration... "His ways are not our ways". I'm sure God has big things planned for you in the future! Keep up the hard work! God bless! Thank you for sharing this with us!
Bravo. Just bravo. The first few minutes particularly resonated with me when you spoke so passionately about “making it” being relative and that it’s an inward achievement and not something others can nor should bestow on you. I am so excited for your future and am so happy you’re going to continue with this channel. I’m sure I’m not the only one who feels like you can talk about whatever you want on this channel and it would still be great. You’re an inspiring person with a refreshing outlook on life - not just dance - but LIFE. Looking forward to your upcoming videos and learning what you’re up to!
It was so uplifting to hear you say "I don't have to know right now" at 22:35. I'm also going through a transition and this feeling of being unmoored has been taking a physical toll on me. But like you said, I don't have to know where I will be, and I need to keep saying that as I work through my transition. I wish you the best of luck. As one of your subscribers, I support your endeavor and recovery!
Thank you so much for continuing to share your story with us! I have a similar story of being bound by dance and receiving the call from God to step back in a way. I cried with you as you shared about having your chains broken, because that was exactly what I have been able to experience after stepping away from my dance dreams and into the greater plan God has for my life. I am also still a dancer (just on a different path then I originally planned), and everyday I get to spend in the studio is filled with joyfulness and gratitude. It is also a constant reminder of the beauty of the gospel and how it has become personal and real to me. I am so excited for you. My prayer is that you get to experience the overwhelming freedom of the gospel in a personal way as you move forward! Ephesians 3:16-19
I feel so inspired by this! I’ve never met anyone so trusting in God not to worry about the future. Good on you for finding where you are meant to be! Btw you made me cry too. ❤️
Ever since I found your channel, my perspective on dancing and trying to be a professional has changed so very much. Accepting my strengths and overcoming my weaknesses has been only possible thanks to your honest words about your personal experience. I'v grown so much from your advice, and even though I don't share your religious beliefs, I do believe that having a deep connection to your beliefs is always a great way to see the road ahead, and to make decisions that are true to who you are. Thank you so much for sharing this, it's so important.
You’re such a strong woman! Thank you for sharing your life with us. I can identify with you and relate to your story in so many levels. THANK YOU. I NEEDED THIS.
Oh how I needed to hear your words❤ I do believe that our loving God intended for me to watch this...
Alina Allred I couldn’t agree more!!
THANK YOU for this. As a Christian and a dancer this really inspired me!!
You are truly a gift from God, Kirsten! It is amazing how you can have such a great influence on people you dont even know. You have been that light I needed coming out of college and back into dancing. Thank you so much for sharing your faith and perspective ❤ Best of luck on what you do!
Your videos have helped me though my own struggles with injuries and depression over the past year, and I'm so happy for you that you've gotten to a place where you're happy and you aren't making fear-based decisions or trying to fit yourself into a box for the benefit of others. You don't have to have a company contract to be a dancer and it doesn't have to be your main focus above anything else to call yourself a dancer.
Allow yourself to dance through life and you'll end up anywhere and everywhere you're meant to be.
Thank you for sharing this. It speaked to me, a lot.
I am 23 years old, I am not a professional ballet dancer and I don't attend to, but dance is important in my life, I am so passionate about it even if it is not my career. But the opportunities to perform aren't so many for an adult student, that's why I have some little projects in the back of my head. Choreographing little variations, doing some videos maybe. But I am struggling with a sense of illegitimacy : who am I to do this when I am not even close of the technical level of a professional, when I can't do fouettes to save my life, when I don't think my turnout is good etc etc. Your words are encouraging me to go for it. You're right, just doing what I want is valid in itself, I don't need other approval than this. It is really good to hear.
I wish you all the best for what will come next !
I want to share with you. My experience.
I used to be at a ballet school to get my Ballet teacher Diploma and it was really tough. I used to be the worst dancer there and even though I'm slim, the teacher always told me in front of others I was fat. I thought this was to help me but the critics where there constantly and I knew I wasn't good enough to be at the team cuz my memory is not that good to remember choreographies easily but well ... Ballet used to be something I like it but then it was something I was getting hurt by.
I cried a lot, I felt I was a failure, and my self-esteem to be honest was very low at that moment.
I quit.
And now I plan to give classes even I haven't that diploma but I have certifications and I'm experienced. I love teaching ballet. I used to do it last year at the same time I used to be taking classes at that school. The point here is that now I dance and improve everyday by myself cuz I'm a teacher and I'm teaching myself by videos, internet, etc.
Those resources have helped me a lot and I know I'm getting better.
I feel almost completely recovered from that horrible situation and I've discovered ballet is more than a painful activity and how much closed minded I used to be to agree with those people to think I was so bad, the worst dancer, a joke.
We came to earth to achieve happiness not the inverse.
I wish you luck and I'm sure you will survive and go Through this successfully and happily. Thank you cuz you have helped me a lot too with this material.
You're incredible.
I just love your words, and love your way of thinking. I personally think that the soul is a dancer, and dance can take many forms. In order to be a dancer outside, you have to become a dancer on the inside first. And, my gosh, you are a dancer on the inside, by your light and kindness, and the dedication by which you pursue dancing!
Thank you so much Kirsten for sharing light in the world! God has truly blessed you, and I thank you for bravely sharing your faith, peace, and experience. I feel so blessed that God led me to this video, it has been really encouraging and helpful for me as I consider my future plans to hear the story of another follower of Christ who has put a large amount of time and effort into ballet. I had felt led to pray for you before this and I was overjoyed and inspired to hear what God has done in your life. Excited to see where God will lead you next, I know it will be great!
thank you so much for sharing your journey! im still a teenager and even though my dance journey has just begun, i relate so much ❤️ not to brag or anything i have a good arch but it's actually not such a great thing. i often sprain my ankle badly as my calf and ankles are very weak. i train them everyday but sometimes i just feel that they're not as strong as i want them to be. once my injury lasted for 3 months and even going on releve hurt so much. until now, i often feel scared and uncertain of myself and my journey. im always afraid that i would sprain my ankle when im on pointe. but after watching this ive come to realise that i should always try my best and even if there are unforseen circumstances, i would accept it. thank you so much. through your sharing i now feel that im more accepting towards things especially in dance. 💪💪💪💪❤️
You have a bright BRIGHT future Kirsten! Godspeed ! Excited to hear what is to come for you!🎉
You are so wise and such an inspiration. I've gotten SO much from watching your videos and sharing your insight and knowledge about ballet (I began ballet at 31 and really love hearing your perspectives and passion about the different styles and nuances in art form). You have such a great, wise heart and such a passion for ballet, I look forward to seeing where your interests guide you in your artistic life. So glad you are sharing your voice ❤️
This is such an encouraging story, especially about letting go of beating yourself down when it comes to "thinking like a dancer". I catch myself beating up on myself too often, especially lately. I had to stop dancing full-time for nearly 2 years because of graduate school, and people think i am crazy for trying to come back and audition after so much time off. I am constantly flooded with doubts of being too out of shape, too old to get a foot in the door, etc. I have been trying to just let go and trust that God will open the right door for me and give me a new home and workplace to finally spread my wings. Thank you for sharing this! Its so nice to hear this refeshing perspective on being a dancer 💕
WOW. I cannot verbalize how much I relate to this. I LOVE YOU GIRL. Thank you.
That's so amazing that you can feel so free! I am an aspiring professional dancer and I relate so much to your journey because I have had a minor injury for the past year. Even though it's not half as hard as what you have been through, I've had to battle with a lapse in technique and strength. This year I'm aiming to bring myself up to speed and try to get into a full-time school. I love how you mentioned your relationship with God... We need more dancers who openly acknowledge their creator. Wishing you all the best for your aspirations this year!
Thanks for sharing! You will be successful with whatever you choose for your future. The dancer-you will always be with you whatever you choose. You have a really great attitude! Take care!
You are so wise beyond your years! Everyone can learn from these experiences you so openly share with others. This is a wonderful gift - to be open, accepting, and excited about what is in store for you. and we are excited for you as well! I am not a professional, but I am a dancer! Still experiencing the fabulous feeling of dance, and even performing!
Kirsten... I'm happy you are at peace! You are blessed and I hope am really looking forward to you being on Mentorly! You will make a great mentor to so many, whether they dance or not!
Hi Kirsten, I am not a dancer and my situation on the outside seems so different from the one you were in, but the emotions you've explained here and the kind of dilemma you went through are identical to mine at the moment. I am grateful that you decided to admit your feelings and for the example of courage you've created.
Wow, Kirsten, thank you for sharing. I hear a lot of similarities in our experiences with injury, our faith and realizing that there is more to us than just being a dancer. I also learned some things from your testimony. This video blessed me more than I could tell. Keep shining! And keep us posted. :)
I have been following you for a year now. So proud of you and excited to see what comes next. The only person you need to be worthy of is your Savior. Continue to live to point others to Him and honor Him I know you will do that whether in dance or not!
On another note, we made the TOUGH decision to leave the competitive world of dance for classical dance this spring. (My daughter's competitive team said she couldn't do both.) It is HARD to make those decisions when you love the dance world. I am so glad God made it clear to you!
Hey Kristen! This video meant a lot to me and I could relate so much even though my journey has been until now very different from yours...I am 16 and I'm about to make pretty big choices concerning my future, and these choices are really hard for me to make. I'm thinking about pursuing a dancing career because that's what I love to do and right now, it's really filling me more than anything else. However, people at school don't understand my choice (because I have potential for a "much more successful life") and I'm very afraid not to be "made for dancing" if you see what I mean, because I don't consider myself as only a dancer. I'm interested in so many other things and I'd like to keep on developing other parts of me. I don't know if I'm being very clear but what I mean is that the person I am is much more complexe than just a dancer but that I want to share this person with others through my dancing. After watching you're video, I feel like I can give it a try if it's what's filling me right now, and that the fear of the unknown or the fear of having to fit into a label should be holding me back. I guess I should just try to be myself and if that's through dancing then don't you think I should go for it? Anyway what you said is actually lifting such a weight!! For all this, thank you. I'm sure your journey will be unexpected, enriching and wonderful because you'll have chosen it. Thanks for everything you're sharing with us on this chanel and especially thanks for telling me "You're worthy of being proud of yourself" (that's really what I needed to hear)! xoxo from france ;)
You have such a way with words. Thank you for your honesty and bravery. I've found that pain and grief come in a myriad of ways. But the source of my comfort and healing is God - who stays constant and sees what I need from the beginning to the end. It's when my heart is broken that's it's finally cracked open enough to be filled with His love in a very real and powerful way. My best healing and growth in life have come when I give away my fears and allow him to fully lead me on, becoming okay with whatever I have to wade through and knowing I'm not in it alone. I'm happy that you are not alone either. Keep inspiring!
It takes so much bravery and strength and self-love to make these kind of decisions. This is a very mature and empowering video. I hope you continue to find happiness in your journey, and I hope you are surrounded by people who are supporting you no matter what.
I totally went through this same thing, although not to the same extent. I identified as a dancer through high school and that's all I was and all I could consider being. When I went to college and stopped dancing I had no identity. Now I know I can still be a dancer without being a dance major or a professional. I can take adult ballet class from time to time and be satisfied with that. It's so great to move to an identity that is multi-faceted and dynamic. It's so important to see yourself as a person and not just what you do. I'm proud of you
Go you, you're awesome! And such an inspiration! Can't wait to see what wonderful things you do on this exciting part of your journey. Much love from New Zealand.
Thanks for sharing your heartfelt experiences and thoughts, I have been crying along with you, it’s very helpful and inspiring to me especially during recovery process. Channel subscribed, and will be following your channel, you are amazing just as you are and for what you are doing, keep up your good works, love your beautiful smile, keep smiling and be happy.
Thank you for sharing! Wonderful words to live by. We all need to be reminded that we’re all not just one thing, we are multidimensional.
Hey Kirsten! I am so incredibly proud of you for making this video because, while you are coming from a place of happiness, it is something you wouldn’t have imagined on doing I am sure! I also had a couple surgery’s and ankle injections and I went through some very similar experiences! Then as I came back there was something different about it and it wasn’t something that I felt that God was wanting me to kill myself over! Since kinda feeling that way and leaving the dance world a bit, have felt as though since I have achievements in the dance world it meant nothing in the real world but this kinda has helped me see that’s not the case! While my dance achievements haven’t necessarily been what many people have done it doesn’t discredit them in any way, and that’s what I learned from watching this video and listening to you talk! I can’t wait to see what comes through this new journey for you and I hope in everything you do you do it through Him💕
Amazing, God has truly created a beautiful spirit within you. "Those who fear Him lack no good thing" Psalm 34: 8-10 You have every good thing possible! Thank you for sharing!
Omg! I just can't believe how you can put so much wisdom in a video. You are so well spoken and I'm proud of being a subscribe of this channel and I would love to be your friend because you have a great energy. THANK YOU! You have made me grow since I saw your first video. I wish you the best ♥ Love from Costa Rica
Hey, this video is beautiful, and you are amazing! Truly wishing you all of the happiness and fulfillment in the world. And you are absolutely right. We are not just one thing.
Thank you for sharing your story, Kirsten. Your story is very relatable to what i was/am going through:) I had to give up the chance to study dance abroad (and finally pursue a dance career) to pursue what God really wants me to do. The fear of the unknown and going out of your comfort zone can be so terrifying! Even today, I am still asking God where He is leading me. But somehow, I feel complete when I know He who is in me is greater than anything in this world (including my future)! I know He has the best plans for you Kirsten, far better than what we can imagine :) Always trust in Him and enjoy your life journey with Him. God bless you!❤️ Lots of love, Jo.
you are incredible! i love that you shared your spiritual experience and direction
Kirsten, I so wish to have this mindset of satisfaction with your own goals not society’s!! This is really amazing and you are amazing for sharing! Thank you for the thoughts, the channel and everything! We love you ! ❤️
This channel has completely opened up my perspective on the ballet world. Thank you so much for your honesty. I'm going through severe injury right now myself, so this video really came at the right time for me. ❤️❤️ Best wishes on your future endeavors!
Wow 😍
You have an amazing View ... it‘s just beautiful ! ☀️🍀
Thank you for sharing this personal Topic 💕🌼
I'm currently looking for year round programs and this video has inspired me to really use my relationship with God in my decision. I've been so stressed about all of this and I'm so ready for it to be over but maybe with God in the picture I can just enjoy this time!
Thank you for that message. That was right from the heart and so relatable. And thank you for making the internet a more honest and loving space by adding your kind truth. I'm very humbled by how courageous you are in choosing to be fully yourself. I hope we can all find that courage within ourselves. All the very best and I hope you will continue to share your journey and your advice/experience, because it sounds like such an exciting new beginning!!
About a year ago I made a very similar decision to you. I danced with a second company for two years but then had to come to the decision that it was best to move on to something else. Don't worry if you struggle with trying to find your new identity and place. It is most definitely a process. As a Christian as well I can also agree that during those hardest times is when I felt by far the most growth I had ever seen in my faith. Thank you for making this video to show dancers that it is ok if plans change, it doesn't change who you are, and yes you still are a dancer!
That's beautiful!!
I'm also at some crossroads in my own life right now, and really needed to hear that it's ok to choose other paths
I really admire all the strength you have. Wish u all the best! And i can't wait to see what those new paths may lead you!!
Your openness and willingness to share about your experiences is so awesome! I have tried a couple different (non dancing) paths and found that they didn’t always lead where I thought they would. and while that was tough, like you said, I think they helped develop my character and now that I’m older I can appreciate that more than I did then.
I'm so happy that you've come to these realisations. Can't wait to see what comes next for you xx
Kirsten, you made me cry 💕 God's got a better plan for you. Love your channel, will always support
You are amazing and inspiring. Be true to yourself and let your faith guide you. You’ve got this!
I support you! And I am so appreciative of your vulnerability in sharing this. Congratulations on taking this step-- I recognize a lot of aspects of what you are going through and I can really relate to your new mindset. I started a similar re-evaluation of who I am, why I make choices, and what is expected of me (from others and also myself). You really expressed so many ideas beautifully, and you've helped reaffirm the new path I'm taking. You will continue to do wonderful things, I'm sure! I look forward to seeing what you'll be getting up to! All the best
Thank you so so much for sharing your heart this uplifted and inspired me in a way I did not realize was possible. Thank you so much.
KRISTEN,
Do not worry about your life, or anything. Things will work out just fine. I went a performing arts high school WAPA Washington Academy of Performing Arts and I was in their conservatory program high school and dance, which was started by Ms. Deborah Hadley Principal dancer with PNB. I ended up having to have surgery on my ankle. I still ended up teaching dance, and it has great! Choreographing for the kids was awsome. I was able to be creative with kids had lots of fun. You will too!!
Love
Katie
Love, Ms. Katie
Beautiful Testimony! May God bless You!
Love this Kirsten . You have always been a strong person and I admire that
thank you so much for making this talk. i’ve been going through the similar things and i’m so grateful you’ve made this video. i love this so much! you’ve motivated me to just enjoy everyday. ❤️
You're such a lovely, intelligent young lady. I know you've looked at this from all angles and are making the best decision for you at this time in your life. Of course you made it! More than being a dancer, you're a role model which is invaluable. Your advice is always sound (coming from an old dancers viewpoint). And you're right, if you're proud of what you've done, you're a success! So, congrats on making a tough decision. So proud of you. Only good things in your future. Keep your health in the forefront and lead life with your heart and question with your head, which I think you do. Can't wait to see where life leads you. xoxoxoxo
Thank you so much! You are so kind ❤️
I'm a dance mom who loves and often shares your videos with my dancer. I am proud of you, and I know your family is, too.
Thank you so much for sharing this !!!
This video is beautiful...thanks for sharing this. It’s actually really helpful and encouraging as I’ve been having similar thoughts. This is exactly what I need to hear right now. Thank you, Kirsten🙏🏾
Everyone needs to hear this it's so good
Thank you so much!
you took the high way, the higher way, God will continue to bless you
I wish you all the best for this new chapter of your life you bravely shared with us. Still a dancer, still an artist :)
do everything what makes you happy!
Thank you.
You are such an inspiration!!
Much love ❤
It's been 2 yrs for me.... with on and off stuff... ur vedios r so helpful.... its sucks
I love this account so much I just binge watched like all of your videos...I’m so sorry if this sounds mean but it’s just a helpful tip, but I think if you made your videos 5-10 mins long more people would watch them cause more people will have time in their day to watch them STILL LOVE YOU I will continue to watch your videos no matter what!!!
Best post eeeeeevvvvvvveeeeeeerrrrr! And I’ve followed you for years.(off and on)
Proud of you!!
Even in the best of circumstances, a professional dance career is short and the work is brutal. By the time you are in your thirties, you find it begins to wind down and your heart breaks. Few escape without serious injuries and life-long pain. Professional dance is such a heart-breaking pursuit. But we love it. God has so much planned for you! Romans 8:38-39.
Wonderful video, Kirsten.
you are so amazing! thank you for beaing real and honest it helped me alot
Where do you dance ?good luck on your journey !
We love you and we'll always suport you
YES QUEEN!
You have the most beautiful eyes!
I love you. ❤️
you should do another update vid!!
You are inspiring
Kristen have you ever thought about preaching? You have a real gift xx
and by the way thats not my real name google mail picked that name for me 😮
Literally almost everything you said i was like "whoaaa i feel the exact same way!!" Im in my junior year of highschool and it just seems more damaging than helping for me to dance. I wanna do less classes next year, but idk🤍