This is beautiful. And so true. God goodness doesn't mean we won't walk through hard things, it means he will be with us through the fire and through the floods. He will never leave us or forsake us.
Amen!!! It’s so encouraging too bc it means God is so much bigger than our circumstances. When we see God only from the lens of “what is making me happy at the moment” we miss who He truly is.
I’m so so sorry ❤️ I know your heart is breaking. It’s okay that you’re mad…God can handle it. But lean in and share your hurt with Him. He’ll hold and comfort you during this time. Praying for you.
It’s ok to feel angry, even with God. I remember standing outside the nursing home where my mother was slowly dying & beating the roof of my car, screaming at God, & crying. God didn’t leave me. Acknowledge that hurt & anger, feel it, breathe deeply, relax, & release it. You will heal. You will smile again. Give yourself the grace to accept & feel these normal human emotions. Blessings & Peace!
Thank for sharing your testimony. This was amazing! For years I was in an any annoyed place with God wondering why He was allowing problem after problem to happen BUT, just like you said He came and showed me more of His love and boy oh boy, it soothed everything!! God is so good, even when life isn’t. I pray this video helps all those in dark places. God sees all and has great plans for us. It may not be or even feel good right now but trust God with the entire process and He will help you walk through your it. 🥰
Really at a loss of words to describe how empathetic I am feeling over your personal testimony, Kristi. I am so very sorry to hear of the loss of your parents at such an unexpected time. It breaks my heart thinking of the sadness and darkness you had to work through to move forward in life. Your joy and zest for life and the way you share it through your channel along with your love for others truly is God's light shining through YOU! ❤
Aww, this is so kind- thank you so much! I am in such a good place now- but it is all because of God's goodness and healing and grace. I can have joy and share that joy and hope with others because He brought me on the other side of that darkness.
Thank you for sharing🙏🏾. I can relate in some way. I am 33 Lost my mom suddenly 2,5 years ago. The oldest, left with 2 younger brothers. Still healing on top off it all I am single (which feels like punishment) working on myself and preparing for a mate. But I can relate to the darkside of it all.and feeling empty at the moment!!
I’m so sorry to hear about your loss; losing a parent is one of life’s greatest challenges, and that feeling of emptiness is SO real. Remember, God is always with you, even in the darkest times, and He understands your pain. This season of healing and self-discovery is vital for your journey, and it’s encouraging to see that you’re actively working on yourself while preparing for the future. Trust that God has a plan for you, and in His perfect timing, He will bring the right person into your life. Lean into your faith during this time; it can provide strength and comfort as you continue to heal. You're not alone in this, and brighter days are ahead!
Had a similar situation decades ago when in college & my father passed. He’d let all of the insurance lapse. To say we struggled is an understatement. Bless you!
Glad to know that's not an isolated incident. Part of me was sad that maybe it meant he didn't care, but I knew that wasn't true. He was honestly doing all could to just hold on. A hard time all around. Bless you as well 💛
God bless you for this video! ❤ I can still see the hurt in your eyes when you mentioned about the death of your mom then your dad, I just want to praise you for being so strong ❤🥺😭 and that you deserve all happiness with Jesus!
Thank you so much! Yes, the hurt will always be there, I will always miss them. But I'm in such a good place and so thankful for where God has brought me. 💜
Kristi, wow....such a powerful and transparent testimony to hear on Resurrection Sunday, to God be the glory.🙌🙌 Thank you for allowing us to enter your world on such an intimate level. I'm so sorry for all the pain you experienced in the loss of your parents.😢😢 You are a beautiful example that the Lord joins us in our pain and helps to heal us, day by day. You have also confirmed what the Lord gave me for my channel that I just posted a few days ago ~~~ this is not a sneaky self-promotion but just to let you know you confirmed what He gave me to share, which is Remaining faithful to God in life's disappointments. May the Lord continue to heal your heart as your light shines for Christ. You have such a sweet spirit and you are truly a blessing.✝️🙏💜
Thank you so much! That is so kind and is always my hope- that people see Jesus in me. It was a hard video to record, but one that I knew that God wanted to do something with. Congrats on starting your channel!!! I am so proud of you. That is such an important topic as well. I truly believe that people will be blessed.
What a beautiful testimony! Christianity is such an individual walk! Thank God you are on rhe other side- you don't like like what you went through! 🙏🎊✝️
I’m so sorry for the loss of your parents and then the weighted feeling of responsibility afterwards for everything! Thank you so much for sharing your testimony. I know what it’s like to just have Jesus spill out of you in your everyday life, just because He is so much a part of it. I’m the same way, too. Thank goodness that we have the hope and joy in Jesus! I don’t know how people who don’t believe make it through their life. Have a wonderful Easter!💚
I can’t help it- and I think that’s how it should be. If we can easily hide the fact that we believe in Jesus- it’s probably something we need to investigate in ourselves further. I had a lovely Easter and hope you did as well! 🫶🏽
Amen!! Saw your title and thumbnail had to like and comment before i even saw the video. God is SO good and i will no longer hide my light or shy away from sharing my testimony 💯
Thank you so much! Hiding our light definitely feels so much safer, but I’m with you! I don’t want to feel stifled by the fear of what people will say.
Beautifully said. Have no anxiety. Cast your cares. He tells us this in so many places and so many ways that we eventually clue in that He means it. The Peace that passes all understanding.
God promises can’t never be withdrawn. His plans for your life are irrevocable. I’m going through a hard time in my life, but in the midst of my darkness, I developed a close relationship with Jesus. I have my testimony written down before my breakthrough because he can’t let me down. God cannot lies. God is good.
My past 2021. It hit me so hard I couldn’t at first accept it.. literally. God kept me alive but so much all on my own now has been hard. It’s really encouraging seeing you doing so well after your story. Thank you for sharing what so many of us needed to hear.
I am so sorry for your loss 💛 I know that God doesn't waste anything and I know my testimony is to help others, to show others that there is light and joy after the pain. The brokenness doesn't last forever.
It is something how this popped up in my post. I literally had this same conversation about having a personal relationship with God to a friend of mind today. Thank you so much for opening up your heart, sharing the darkness and pain in your life, and most important the love God has shown and healed you. To God be the glory!!!
Thank you for sharing your testimony. I lost my mother unexpectedly 4 yrs ago and I went into a very dark place for more then a year before I started working on myself. I hope to share my testimony one day. God Bless❤
I am so sorry for your loss. Definitely understand going into a dark place. God doesn't waste anything and your testimony is going to be such a blessing to others. ♥️
I lost my mother to metastasized breast cancer on Feb. 1st, 2002. My jaw dropped when you said Feb. 2nd. My condolences to you on losing both parents. Your testimony and bright light are evidence that God is real and able to restore joy. Thank you so much for sharing. 🙏🏾🫶🏾
Oh my goodness, that’s wild!!! I’m so sorry for your loss as well. Even with the passing of time, it’s something that stays with you. But God truly is a healer.
Hey love. Please forgive the very late reply. 😭 Have things started looking up? Bible study will start back up in September and I will post the Zoom link and what we're studying on my community page day of. We meet on Wednesdays from 7-8 CST.
I am 30+ years old and I have struggled with depression and suicidal thoughts almost my whole life. I have been in church for decades, did all the spiritual things that Christians are taught to do, and I have come to the place to begin to question tue reality of Christoanity and God tbh with you. I am struggling.
I'm so sorry that things have been so rough. It's understandable that you're wondering where God is in all of that. I am going to say something that is going to feel a bit off topic, but which I hope makes sense when you get to the end of it. There's a lot of noise, a lot of Christianity that isn't truly representative of Christ which makes it really hard to see that what Jesus died for was so that we could be in relationship with Him. A relationship that can handle us at our worst. So often in Christianity we're taught not to question God. Something is ingrained that we have to have it all together and when we don't God is quick to punish us. And that when we are good, our lives will be happy and easy. But He never promised a life of comfort. Yes there will be blessings. But what really helped give me comfort through my darkest times was the knowledge that He promised that He would be there with us through the challenges and that He will give us peace. Peace that makes no sense given our circumstances. Our only job is to give EVERYTHING to Him and surrender everyday. He can heal your heart and mind. Therapy and the right medication may be part of that healing (which may already be part of your medical care). Not saying this is you, but I have known people who thought that if they got help from doctors it meant that they didn't have faith- but that couldn't be further from the truth. I know this is long and I still have so much I could say, but just wanted to spend some time to let you know you're not alone. I am praying for your healing. Sending you so much love. ♥️
Oftentimes people who’ve been in church for ages suffer the most because they’re following traditions of men. If you don’t already, please consistently read the Bible for yourself and allow the Holy Spirit to guide you because many people in the four walls have no clue.
As a 36 year old I’ve been there. And I had to get honest that I didn’t truly know God for myself. I also didn’t trust him. However I knew something kept me when I had those suicidal thoughts and it wasn’t me. I got desperate enough to seek him for answers. And he started revealing himself to me. I was introduced to religion and did what I felt was the “right thing” but never what I felt in my spirit. As someone now on medication and in therapy…God met me where I was. Take those questions, frustrations to him. Let him know how you feel. Open your heart and let it all out. It didn’t happen for me at church. It happened in my home one Saturday night. I told him I didn’t know how to do any of this but I was willing to trust him. And to be honest I still struggle bc I still try to do things my way. Which is why you have to submit to him daily. I deleted social media and allowed his influence to be clear. And even in your post when I’ve forgotten what he’s done I’m reminded who he is. I say all this to say, let go of what you know and just surrender it all to him. Do it daily and see how he shows up. Have a spirit of expectancy that in his timing and his will he will reveal what you need. Feel free to reach out❤
This is beautiful. And so true. God goodness doesn't mean we won't walk through hard things, it means he will be with us through the fire and through the floods. He will never leave us or forsake us.
Amen!!! It’s so encouraging too bc it means God is so much bigger than our circumstances. When we see God only from the lens of “what is making me happy at the moment” we miss who He truly is.
My mom passed away this January. I’m in a dark place and angry with God. Thank you for sharing your testimony
I’m so so sorry ❤️ I know your heart is breaking. It’s okay that you’re mad…God can handle it. But lean in and share your hurt with Him. He’ll hold and comfort you during this time. Praying for you.
It’s ok to feel angry, even with God. I remember standing outside the nursing home where my mother was slowly dying & beating the roof of my car, screaming at God, & crying. God didn’t leave me. Acknowledge that hurt & anger, feel it, breathe deeply, relax, & release it. You will heal. You will smile again. Give yourself the grace to accept & feel these normal human emotions. Blessings & Peace!
Beautiful story sharing. Who doesn’t love a good transparent story to help you get thru tough times. Just what I needed to hear. God bless you!
Thank you so much. God bless you too. 💕
Thank for sharing your testimony. This was amazing! For years I was in an any annoyed place with God wondering why He was allowing problem after problem to happen BUT, just like you said He came and showed me more of His love and boy oh boy, it soothed everything!!
God is so good, even when life isn’t. I pray this video helps all those in dark places. God sees all and has great plans for us. It may not be or even feel good right now but trust God with the entire process and He will help you walk through your it. 🥰
God truly is amazing and as we get to know Him and trust Him, He really will reveal Himself to us! I’m so thankful!
Really at a loss of words to describe how empathetic I am feeling over your personal testimony, Kristi. I am so very sorry to hear of the loss of your parents at such an unexpected time. It breaks my heart thinking of the sadness and darkness you had to work through to move forward in life. Your joy and zest for life and the way you share it through your channel along with your love for others truly is God's light shining through YOU! ❤
You took the words out of my mouth….a blessing to my heart and my soul! ❤❤
Aww, this is so kind- thank you so much! I am in such a good place now- but it is all because of God's goodness and healing and grace. I can have joy and share that joy and hope with others because He brought me on the other side of that darkness.
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Beautiful
Thank you 💜
Happy Resurrection Weekend! Thank you for sharing your testimony
Hope you had a wonderful Resurrection weekend! Thanks so much for listening.
Thank you for sharing🙏🏾. I can relate in some way. I am 33 Lost my mom suddenly 2,5 years ago. The oldest, left with 2 younger brothers. Still healing on top off it all I am single (which feels like punishment) working on myself and preparing for a mate. But I can relate to the darkside of it all.and feeling empty at the moment!!
I’m so sorry to hear about your loss; losing a parent is one of life’s greatest challenges, and that feeling of emptiness is SO real. Remember, God is always with you, even in the darkest times, and He understands your pain. This season of healing and self-discovery is vital for your journey, and it’s encouraging to see that you’re actively working on yourself while preparing for the future. Trust that God has a plan for you, and in His perfect timing, He will bring the right person into your life. Lean into your faith during this time; it can provide strength and comfort as you continue to heal. You're not alone in this, and brighter days are ahead!
Had a similar situation decades ago when in college & my father passed. He’d let all of the insurance lapse. To say we struggled is an understatement. Bless you!
Glad to know that's not an isolated incident. Part of me was sad that maybe it meant he didn't care, but I knew that wasn't true. He was honestly doing all could to just hold on. A hard time all around. Bless you as well 💛
Love you too, Kristi. Thanks for sharing your story. Happy Easter!
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Wow! I have many words but no words….It’s no mistake I’m watching this video Resurrection Sunday, 3/31/24! Thank you! ❤
No mistake at all!!! ♥️♥️♥️
So proud you shared this. It was a long time coming and you did it!!!!
Thank you, baby!!! ❤️😘
God bless you for this video! ❤ I can still see the hurt in your eyes when you mentioned about the death of your mom then your dad, I just want to praise you for being so strong ❤🥺😭 and that you deserve all happiness with Jesus!
Thank you so much! Yes, the hurt will always be there, I will always miss them. But I'm in such a good place and so thankful for where God has brought me. 💜
Kristi, wow....such a powerful and transparent testimony to hear on Resurrection Sunday, to God be the glory.🙌🙌 Thank you for allowing us to enter your world on such an intimate level. I'm so sorry for all the pain you experienced in the loss of your parents.😢😢 You are a beautiful example that the Lord joins us in our pain and helps to heal us, day by day. You have also confirmed what the Lord gave me for my channel that I just posted a few days ago ~~~ this is not a sneaky self-promotion but just to let you know you confirmed what He gave me to share, which is Remaining faithful to God in life's disappointments. May the Lord continue to heal your heart as your light shines for Christ. You have such a sweet spirit and you are truly a blessing.✝️🙏💜
Thank you so much! That is so kind and is always my hope- that people see Jesus in me. It was a hard video to record, but one that I knew that God wanted to do something with.
Congrats on starting your channel!!! I am so proud of you. That is such an important topic as well. I truly believe that people will be blessed.
What a beautiful testimony! Christianity is such an individual walk! Thank God you are on rhe other side- you don't like like what you went through! 🙏🎊✝️
It really is! And we have to take the time to get to know God and be in a relationship with Him. I really appreciate your kind words.
I’m so sorry for the loss of your parents and then the weighted feeling of responsibility afterwards for everything! Thank you so much for sharing your testimony. I know what it’s like to just have Jesus spill out of you in your everyday life, just because He is so much a part of it. I’m the same way, too. Thank goodness that we have the hope and joy in Jesus! I don’t know how people who don’t believe make it through their life. Have a wonderful Easter!💚
I can’t help it- and I think that’s how it should be. If we can easily hide the fact that we believe in Jesus- it’s probably something we need to investigate in ourselves further. I had a lovely Easter and hope you did as well! 🫶🏽
I’m really glad to hear your testimony and seeing the things that God is doing in your life. I love you. ❤️
Thank you sweet sissy! God is blessing us both. I love you so much!!! 💛💛💛
You’re mom was Beautiful and you look just like her!
Aww, thank you so much!!! 🥹
Amen!! Saw your title and thumbnail had to like and comment before i even saw the video.
God is SO good and i will no longer hide my light or shy away from sharing my testimony 💯
Thank you so much! Hiding our light definitely feels so much safer, but I’m with you! I don’t want to feel stifled by the fear of what people will say.
God Bless 🫶🏽🤍✨️
Thanks so much! God bless you too!
Beautifully said.
Have no anxiety.
Cast your cares.
He tells us this in so many places and so many ways that we eventually clue in that He means it. The Peace that passes all understanding.
AMEN!!!
I watched this like three times.. I thick skull needed to hear it❤. God bless you #godisalwayswithus
Aww, I'm so glad you enjoyed and more importantly that something about it resonated with you. ♥️ Yes, God is ALWAYS with us. God bless you too!!!
Thank you so much for sharing your story! Easter blessings to you and your family!
Thank you!!!! Easter blessings to you and yours as well ❤️
God promises can’t never be withdrawn. His plans for your life are irrevocable. I’m going through a hard time in my life, but in the midst of my darkness, I developed a close relationship with Jesus. I have my testimony written down before my breakthrough because he can’t let me down. God cannot lies. God is good.
Amen! He will bring you though this diffiucult season.
Wow! You surely do not look like what you have been through ❤
God has been good!
Thank you for sharing your heart with us!
Aww, thank you for listening and responding with kindness ❤️
Beautiful and hopeful word!
Aww, I'm so glad. I believe the hard things we go through can be an encouragement to someone else.
Thank you for sharing ❤
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My past 2021. It hit me so hard I couldn’t at first accept it.. literally. God kept me alive but so much all on my own now has been hard. It’s really encouraging seeing you doing so well after your story. Thank you for sharing what so many of us needed to hear.
I am so sorry for your loss 💛 I know that God doesn't waste anything and I know my testimony is to help others, to show others that there is light and joy after the pain. The brokenness doesn't last forever.
@@kristidoingthings 🙌🙌🙌
It is something how this popped up in my post. I literally had this same conversation about having a personal relationship with God to a friend of mind today. Thank you so much for opening up your heart, sharing the darkness and pain in your life, and most important the love God has shown and healed you. To God be the glory!!!
To God be the glory! Thank you for watching 💜
Thank you for sharing your testimony. I lost my mother unexpectedly 4 yrs ago and I went into a very dark place for more then a year before I started working on myself. I hope to share my testimony one day. God Bless❤
I am so sorry for your loss. Definitely understand going into a dark place. God doesn't waste anything and your testimony is going to be such a blessing to others. ♥️
Yes queen. Please speak out. Bold and beautiful. Jesus is it!! Share. SHAREEE
💛💛 Thanks so much!
Thank you. I needed this this morning. Sending lots of love your way ❤
Sending love right back to you!!! ♥️
Thank you for your testimony. Well said in so many ways 👏🏾.
Thank you so much!!! 💛
Hang in there! God gave me a song. 🎵🎶🎼🎹 too! 🥰💥 Everyday is a Day of Thanksgiving!
Amen!!! Yes it is!❤️❤️❤️
So happy for you, what a story. Glory!!!
Thank you so much! God is definitely a healer 💜
I lost my mother to metastasized breast cancer on Feb. 1st, 2002. My jaw dropped when you said Feb. 2nd. My condolences to you on losing both parents. Your testimony and bright light are evidence that God is real and able to restore joy. Thank you so much for sharing. 🙏🏾🫶🏾
Oh my goodness, that’s wild!!! I’m so sorry for your loss as well. Even with the passing of time, it’s something that stays with you. But God truly is a healer.
AMEN SISTER!!! Thank you for sharing!
💜💜💜 So you so welcome!
thankyou so much for showing this for your fans i want everyone to believe in god
Aww 💜💜💜
Great video. Going through some life changes and been feeling really down(emotional slump). Can you forward the Bible study meeting info?
Hey love. Please forgive the very late reply. 😭 Have things started looking up?
Bible study will start back up in September and I will post the Zoom link and what we're studying on my community page day of. We meet on Wednesdays from 7-8 CST.
Happy Easter. You are one of the nicest people and I am glad you are in a good place now 🙂👍.
Thank you so much! Yes, in such a good place now. It took a while, but God truly does heal😊
Wow! Such a powerful testimony! Thanks for sharing Kristi! Love and miss you ❤ ~Angie D
Thank you so much, Angie! So great to hear from you!!! Love and miss you too, and hope you're doing well. 💜💜💜
@kristidoingthings Doing good over here! You are doing it girl! Praying for ya! 🙏🏾 Much love ❤️
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Im sorry babyyyyy. My heart. Im so sorrrry
You're so kind. God has restored and brought so much peace. It was rough then, but I am so thankful for where I am in life now. 💜
Wow, thank you.
💜 You're so welcome
Thank you for sharing ❤
Thank you for watching 🫶🏽
I am 30+ years old and I have struggled with depression and suicidal thoughts almost my whole life. I have been in church for decades, did all the spiritual things that Christians are taught to do, and I have come to the place to begin to question tue reality of Christoanity and God tbh with you. I am struggling.
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I'm so sorry that things have been so rough. It's understandable that you're wondering where God is in all of that. I am going to say something that is going to feel a bit off topic, but which I hope makes sense when you get to the end of it. There's a lot of noise, a lot of Christianity that isn't truly representative of Christ which makes it really hard to see that what Jesus died for was so that we could be in relationship with Him. A relationship that can handle us at our worst. So often in Christianity we're taught not to question God. Something is ingrained that we have to have it all together and when we don't God is quick to punish us. And that when we are good, our lives will be happy and easy. But He never promised a life of comfort. Yes there will be blessings. But what really helped give me comfort through my darkest times was the knowledge that He promised that He would be there with us through the challenges and that He will give us peace. Peace that makes no sense given our circumstances. Our only job is to give EVERYTHING to Him and surrender everyday. He can heal your heart and mind. Therapy and the right medication may be part of that healing (which may already be part of your medical care). Not saying this is you, but I have known people who thought that if they got help from doctors it meant that they didn't have faith- but that couldn't be further from the truth. I know this is long and I still have so much I could say, but just wanted to spend some time to let you know you're not alone. I am praying for your healing. Sending you so much love. ♥️
Oftentimes people who’ve been in church for ages suffer the most because they’re following traditions of men. If you don’t already, please consistently read the Bible for yourself and allow the Holy Spirit to guide you because many people in the four walls have no clue.
As a 36 year old I’ve been there. And I had to get honest that I didn’t truly know God for myself. I also didn’t trust him. However I knew something kept me when I had those suicidal thoughts and it wasn’t me. I got desperate enough to seek him for answers. And he started revealing himself to me. I was introduced to religion and did what I felt was the “right thing” but never what I felt in my spirit. As someone now on medication and in therapy…God met me where I was. Take those questions, frustrations to him. Let him know how you feel. Open your heart and let it all out. It didn’t happen for me at church. It happened in my home one Saturday night. I told him I didn’t know how to do any of this but I was willing to trust him. And to be honest I still struggle bc I still try to do things my way. Which is why you have to submit to him daily. I deleted social media and allowed his influence to be clear. And even in your post when I’ve forgotten what he’s done I’m reminded who he is. I say all this to say, let go of what you know and just surrender it all to him. Do it daily and see how he shows up. Have a spirit of expectancy that in his timing and his will he will reveal what you need. Feel free to reach out❤
You need a close relationship with The lord, your father, not the church. A relationship with God change everything.
You do you and I'll do me respectfully. Period.
Totally respect that!