Thanks for talking about this bit of your spiritual adventure here. It shows how strong your spirit is to be able to share some of what's going on for you even though you said it makes you feel a little vulnerable, or, like, worried about ppl being judgy and not getting it. Your vlogs feel like chatting with a friend. It's very calming. I'm also Canadian. We got our first snow here early this morning. stay warm, bro
thanks for the peace ideaa i love those stickers so far that’s actually scared when you recognise things you love and surrounding yourself with becomes a never ending run to somewhere better. like in the past days i also was thinking about why tf can’t i just sit down and chilly make some art only because that is what im able to do for hours getting an actual joy i love coffee and my decembrist is blooming so beautifully right now just for notice
01:15:00 can relate so so much! I started therapy early 2023, had like 4 sessions and felt a big improvement. I wasn‘t on a therapy plan yet, we were still using the free sessions up (don‘t know about the system here in Germany, but I had 6 or 8 sessions that my insurance just covered) but I felt so much better already…and then everything came back full force, psychosomatic symptoms and all and I felt worse then ever before. I crawled back to my therapist, got on medication and have since then applied for my second therapy plan already - best thing I could ever have done for myself. I‘m thriving mostly 😊
Hey! Some food for thought while I watch the video : The weight on the chest that you speak about, the feeling of not accepting to be slower is something I dealt with as well, and without controlling it I felt that it shifted with the progressively deeper understanding that what makes me feel this way is *capitalism* and also maybe the fear of lacking time to do everything I want. BUT remembering that going at my own rythm is self love and that people on their deathbed are more regretful of the times they spent overworking themselves is very helpful. Furthermore, living with an adhd partner who struggles doing almost anything even the most mundane tasks puts a lot of perspective on my own productivity and shines a new light on the necessity to not blame myself, as well as them. Plus, regarding spirituality, I totally get the weirdness around it and to me the best "wise man" is Jiddu Krishnamurti because he despises mysticism and religion in its organized form and has a very rough and honest way of looking at things, while being "spiritual". I love this old man so much! 100% recommend listening to his q&a!
second part of the watching : 🥺🥺🥺🥺 so happy to see you blossom into joooy you deserve it ! much looooove PS : when you said "farted out" about your sticker design it made me think of Tyler, the creator he said that about his mom ("she farted me out") in an interview recently and I laughed soooooo hard I'm happy to hear someone else use that expression (I can't do it myself because I speak french haha) Sorry for the unusually long keyboard double yap, I don't comment often but I guess your own yapping makes me more confortable to do so in the comments lol
I'm so sorry this is a niche question but you drive a manual car? I live in Europe so it doesn't phase me too much but since I am assuming you are in north america I was just wondering why :) (just got my license, annoyed with how overwhelming driving my own manual car is, I want an auto car so bad)
I do! Most cars here are auto (which is what I learned on) but I wanted to learn manual to have the skill but mostly bc my bf is a big car guy and I wanted to impress him or smth🌚 but I really enjoy it! It makes driving feel more of like a fun activity rather than a passive task getting from A to B
Please never stop “yapping” 😂 Your vlogs are something I could listen to forever
Leechuts vid on a monday means it’s gonna be a good week
Thanks for talking about this bit of your spiritual adventure here. It shows how strong your spirit is to be able to share some of what's going on for you even though you said it makes you feel a little vulnerable, or, like, worried about ppl being judgy and not getting it. Your vlogs feel like chatting with a friend. It's very calming. I'm also Canadian. We got our first snow here early this morning. stay warm, bro
thanks for the peace ideaa
i love those stickers so far
that’s actually scared when you recognise things you love and surrounding yourself with becomes a never ending run to somewhere better. like in the past days i also was thinking about why tf can’t i just sit down and chilly make some art only because that is what im able to do for hours getting an actual joy
i love coffee and my decembrist is blooming so beautifully right now just for notice
01:15:00 can relate so so much! I started therapy early 2023, had like 4 sessions and felt a big improvement. I wasn‘t on a therapy plan yet, we were still using the free sessions up (don‘t know about the system here in Germany, but I had 6 or 8 sessions that my insurance just covered) but I felt so much better already…and then everything came back full force, psychosomatic symptoms and all and I felt worse then ever before. I crawled back to my therapist, got on medication and have since then applied for my second therapy plan already - best thing I could ever have done for myself. I‘m thriving mostly 😊
aw thats amazing🥹 so happy for you sending peaceful vibes❤️❤️🌱
I needed a video to be productive this morning - thank you for uploading! I love your videos
your sketchbook pages look so cool!! 🥰
Honestly needed this to the start of my week!
I’d recommend being friends with the magpies 😂. Offer peanuts! They’ll remember your offerings and be kind.
really enjoyed this video 🤍
Hey! Some food for thought while I watch the video :
The weight on the chest that you speak about, the feeling of not accepting to be slower is something I dealt with as well, and without controlling it I felt that it shifted with the progressively deeper understanding that what makes me feel this way is *capitalism* and also maybe the fear of lacking time to do everything I want. BUT remembering that going at my own rythm is self love and that people on their deathbed are more regretful of the times they spent overworking themselves is very helpful. Furthermore, living with an adhd partner who struggles doing almost anything even the most mundane tasks puts a lot of perspective on my own productivity and shines a new light on the necessity to not blame myself, as well as them.
Plus, regarding spirituality, I totally get the weirdness around it and to me the best "wise man" is Jiddu Krishnamurti because he despises mysticism and religion in its organized form and has a very rough and honest way of looking at things, while being "spiritual". I love this old man so much! 100% recommend listening to his q&a!
Yayayy!! She's back ٩(*•͈ ꇴ •͈*)و ̑̑❀
thanks for the videoooo
second part of the watching : 🥺🥺🥺🥺 so happy to see you blossom into joooy you deserve it ! much looooove
PS : when you said "farted out" about your sticker design it made me think of Tyler, the creator he said that about his mom ("she farted me out") in an interview recently and I laughed soooooo hard I'm happy to hear someone else use that expression (I can't do it myself because I speak french haha)
Sorry for the unusually long keyboard double yap, I don't comment often but I guess your own yapping makes me more confortable to do so in the comments lol
🥹🥹 thank you for your keyboard yaps🫶🫶🫶 i feel the love❤️
I’m curious how the fish painting will be hung
I'm so sorry this is a niche question but you drive a manual car? I live in Europe so it doesn't phase me too much but since I am assuming you are in north america I was just wondering why :) (just got my license, annoyed with how overwhelming driving my own manual car is, I want an auto car so bad)
I do! Most cars here are auto (which is what I learned on) but I wanted to learn manual to have the skill but mostly bc my bf is a big car guy and I wanted to impress him or smth🌚 but I really enjoy it! It makes driving feel more of like a fun activity rather than a passive task getting from A to B
I think you should do a anime video, just for the hell of it!!