Beauty was not only a dog, she was a member of your family that was loved. Never feel guilty the way you are feeling. You loved her, and it is a loss. She was a huge part of your family. Just go with the feelings, it will be with you, how could it not be.
And I would like to add I think Beauty was like your other beautiful pets part of this channel. I loved watching your videos and seeing them all. And especially the past few videos of the "Beth" serious face trying to tell Beauty off for licking her paw. ❤
Thank you for letting us help you with your pain. Don't apologize for your feelings. Only people who have never experienced the love of an animal think "it's only a dog". We love and support you!❤❤❤❤❤
Sometimes the loss of a dog goes much deeper then the loss of a person. They are so dear to us. Thank you for sharing your grief with us. I wish I coud give you a hug.
I am so unbelievably sorry for your loss. My cat is 17 and he has a lot of health issues. We are managing so far, but I know the end is approaching. It’s a horrible thing, so I felt this really hard. It’s so ridiculous to cry for a stranger, but when you watch someone all the time, it really does seem like we are friends. I know that’s crazy, but I’m not a psycho I promise lol. Hug the other animals. They feel it too. Sending love from Canada.
Oh, honey, this video is so vulnerable and I'm sure it was so hard to push through and put all those heartbreaking thoughts into words. I admire your bravery and you are not alone. We're all here for you. Sending you the biggest hug from the other side of the world 🫂
#1 I'm so proud of you cause you put her first and did what she needed not you. Our sweet Harley ( the bulldog) had the C word along with being blind and was fighting the age of 13 when we had to put him down. Your so not alone on this feeling and have us all in your corner at all times come hell or high water. Thank you for just being you and showing how it's ok to go through the emotions. Keep trucking up, keep your memories alive, and know your loved.
@ Riley was our rescue bulldog. We had her for 5 years ( she was 5 or so when we adopted her. She likely came from a puppy mill in Miami. And was brought up to Canada by Dogtales rescue. She was discarded and left tied up for her fence of the pet shelter in Miami dade overnight. She hated strangers had many health issues but it was lovely to see this , aloof stubborn and silly dog turn into the biggest sweetie. I miss her big silly lump every day.
A cry with me was just what I needed too. My husband died suddenly in an accident on the 19th. I'm so broken hearted too. Hugs from one sad beth to another.
I am so sorry for the loss of your precious doggy. I have two autistic sons and in 2015, their dad/my hubby passed away suddenly in an accident. A few years later, we also had to have our dog put down after an illness. I know how difficult the grief is and also the heartbreak of trying to grieve yourself while helping your children grieve. My heart breaks for you all but you will make it through the grief, I promise.
So sorry for the loss of your pup. At 73 Jean will be my last dog, she is an 8 year old Doberman. She had meningitis at 7 months, recovered but was on steroids for 9 months which destroyed her teeth plus her propensity for chewing odd items. Had separation anxiety, I hadn’t retired yet, chewed her way out of metal crates. She is living a good life after all that. Good for you donating all that dog stuff. I lost my heart dog 8 years ago, Jean was actually born the day Hank died which I took as a sign. I also take care of my son’s ten year old min pin part time, he works two jobs. He has recently taking to marking my house. Targets are bags left on the floor and a pillow on my bed, yes they sleep with me, hubs has his own room. Hubs said to put him out more, I feel it is a mental issue not physical. Posts said to put him in a crate, no good. I ordered some belly bands for when he is in the house, Bean will be pissed.😃 But I will keep a good thought. I don’t have a good marriage and my dogs and granddaughter give me joy. I so love your huge house but what a challenge, you do a great job whether you believe it or not.😘
My precious Toulouse was 5 years. He took to lying in his side in the tub. I already had a vet appointment for him. There had been NO indication, but they found a tumour in his lung the size of a small bird. They kept him for the weekend and I brought him home that Monday, but by Tuesday, I knew the choice. I cried at work and, I was blessed with an amazing boss who gave me Wednesday off to not just put my baby to sleep, but give me a chance to reset and focus on work more than not. 20 years later and I still cry about sparing him suffering. He was my "baby" through and through. I hope your family remembers all the wonderful memories and love Beauty gave you all. To lose such a beloved pet hurts and those who say she was just a dog never knew what love truly is. Our hearts break for you and your family, Beth. We are all sending our love to the 5 of you and the other pets (especially Sweet Potato 😊) whose lives were touched by such a loving and wonderful dog and whose lives will never be quite the same because they had the blessing of knowing her.
Thank you so much Gina, I’m so sorry to hear about Toulouse, that had to be so heartbreaking as well. Even with time passing we still mourn the decision and the loss. 💔
It is terrible to loose a furbaby!😢I lost my one Golden Cocker Spaniel after 13 years and 6 months, 4 weeks ago. I miss her so so so much, although there are 3 more to cuddle and console me. Nothing like losing a beloved dog, because people just expect you to get over it and get on with life quickly. It is really difficult though, especially if you love your pets probably more than people.😢😢😢 Thinking of you in this very hard time.❤❤❤
I’m so sorry for your loss of Beauty, Beth. She was a beautiful dog and seemed to have such a sweet nature. I know how incredibly painful this is. When our dog Frankie passed away after having lymphoma for 8 months and all the chemo treatments etc, he was only four years old. He was our first dog. I was devastated for months. I remember the pain of vacuuming up his fur. I kept his food and water bowls in the kitchen for a month after. He also used to scratch the wall with his paw by the front door to be let out, and a few other areas. I had to fill in the Frankie scratches when we painted and sold our house, but I left a few, to show he had been there, and he loved us so much and we loved him. ❤ Please be gentle with yourself in the coming days and weeks and cry as much as you need to. Beauty will always be with you. ❤ Love you.
I love that you left a little bit of his scratches. It’s so sweet. I am so sad Frankie was only 4. It must have been so so painful babe. Love you ❤️❤️❤️
@@feraltradwifejust finished watching the whole video. Thanks for your kind words. ❤ I’m so glad you have a wonderful vet and vet staff and they helped you through this difficult time. I hope you and your kids enjoy Halloween. One thing I was thinking was it might be nice for your family to have a little ritual for Beauty, maybe where you spread her ashes, where you can share memories of her and say goodbye. Sending lots of love to you and your family. ❤
My Rottweiler, Max passed away quite a few years ago from heart worms. I miss that big beautiful boy everyday! Thank you so much for sharing your story with us and we are here for you and with you. ❤❤❤
Siempre estará en tu corazón yo también perdí a mis dos perritas eran tan queridas eran parte de mi familia nunca las olvido siempre están conmigo así que muchos besos y recuerda siempre estará contigo animo❤
The Futurama part took me out 💀 Absolute spot on analogy ... You're right, usually your content is so hilarious, amazing, and uplifting. This is the Feral Tradwife version of "Jurassic Bark".
I am so sorry to hear that Beauty passed, but glad you could share your pain with us. My favorite cat had to be euthanized due to cancer several months ago, and I was devastated! Tears still flow from time to time. We understand, so its not really a terrible video at all❤ PS. I used to do ABA training with autistic children, both verbal and nonverbal, so appreciate your sharing about your daughters.
I'm new here, but will definitely follow you. I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm 80 years old and have spent less than a year without a pet. It never hurts less to lose one. Someone said "The pain when you lose a pet is the price you pay for all the love and joy it brought you. "😢 I'm crying now remembering some of my most precious pets I've lost. Just keep the good memories.
Dog are the best creatures on earth. I have no idea what we've done to deserve them, but I'm so glad they're here. When they leave it's so heartbreaking. It feels silly at the time, but they were both friends and family who were always there for us, so it's incredibly painful to say goodbye. If your Beauty was anything like my Max, she would have loved that clean floor! We only have a few rugs in our house, but Max follows me around after I vacuum them, and he has the best time relaxing on each freshly cleaned and de-haired rug.
@@feraltradwife Yes! With the wiggle back and forth and then they look at you (upside-down of course) with their jowls hanging and all their teeth showing like, “Mom, are you watching? Do you see me?! I need belly rubs!” So hilarious.
Sorry to hear, Beth. Our pets are part of our family and they are missed so much. I lost my 12 yr old pit a year ago and I still miss him. He was such a gentle and loving dog. I am sure Beauty will be missed a lot too. I know it was a difficult decision to make but it was the best for her. She is in doggy heaven now. ♥
So sorry. Remembering the pets I have lost, Lilly dog and Willy cat. It is wonderful that we can have these special friends that show us so much love and accept us as we are. You have a beautiful heart.
Ohhhh Beth. I'm so so sorry to hear this sad news. Words can't express how hard this time will be but , Beauty is at peace. Sending huge virtual hugs to you all. XOXO
This is so hard 😢 we went through this a year ago with a Rottie, they are some kind of a special dog. Go ahead and cry, I sure did. Love and hugs from Washington. Yes they will move your furniture for you.
Because you lived here so much and she was your friend. It’s not silly. When my Annie died many years ago I missed three days of work. And I still miss her today. She’s been gone 31 years.
Sweetie. NEVER apologize for loving. It is what we need. I know it hurts, but the memories you made will comfort you, and the pain will lessen in time. I am nearly 75 and have loved and lost so much, and you will too. But despite the pain you will endure, I know you will continue to love. Rejoice that you have many astounding new relationships to experience, and live in the moment. We all understand your pain and grieve with you. Hugs.
I hope you can take solace in the thought that you gave Beauty a wonderful life. You love and take such good care of your pets, and they love you so much for it. Please take good care of yourself! Thinking of you.
I'm so sorry for your loss! They are family, and losing them leaves a hole in your heart! Just know that she was so happy and because of you guys, she had an amazing life! I'm sending you a great big hug! I've had 2 dogs put down because of cancer! Cancer sucks! Plus, I'm crying with you bc i feel your pain. I know you are hurting so much! ❤😢
Aww I am so sorry. Having to make that decision to put a pet down is so hard, it hurts a lot, but you do it with love and compassion. Beauty needed you and the doctors to go easy and let her not suffer anymore. I understand having to clean everything all up, I have done that too when a pet dies. I think it’s a help too for the other pets. You take good care of yourself. And please know, we don’t watch this channel just for cleaning, or for your humor. It’s for you. We are all a big group of friends. Good times, crazy times, and bad times. ❤
😘to all of you and your four-legged babies, as well. I love the idea of putting some of Beauty's hair outside for the birds. Great for the kids to see the circle of life continue. (This could build on the birdnests that they created for school.) 😘
That video wasn't toxic at all. My heart goes out to you and your family. A pet is a family member - losing one is... horrible. So I'm glad you can share it with us and grief that way. Also, your floor wiping was impressive!
Oh no. So so sorry for you and your family. I lost my dog after 15 yrs together and to this day I have not gotten another. Too hard to let go. Prayers for healing. Yes, you are with friends and we love you.
Beth, all of your feelings are valid. It is not silly to love a furry family member so deeply that the pain is almost too much to bear. It just shows the amazing relationship you two had together. She knows you and the family made the best decision for her, and she is thanking y’all because she is no longer in pain, fear of the unknown, etc. She loves y’all just as much, if not more, as she did on our side of the rainbow bridge. So much love and many hugs for you and your family. ❤ (>^_^)>
Thank-you Beth for sharing with us.. I may have ugly cried a little bit with you.. for you, for Beauty and for my Ruby.. I hope you can feel the love from across the ocean..
Damn it, Liz!! I’m sitting on my couch crying with a complete stranger over a dog I never met. I had two soul-dogs at the same time. Two boxers-Kali and Dakota. I lost both of them in 2019. I still miss them so damn much. It’s heart wrenching. Just because you’ve experienced human suffering doesn’t make this pain silly. Give yourself grace. Hug your kiddos for us.
Thank you for sharing. Our pets are part of the family. We had our dog Cassie for over 16 years. Many years later I’m still finding bones she buried in the garden. Cassie was wonderful with the children when they were small and guarded the house for us. A hunterway Labrador cross. My husband worked shifts and she made me feel safe when he was at work. ❤❤
So sorry for your loss. One of the many who understand the love and grief for our animals deeply. I am a vet tech and it never gets easier but I believe in a place where they are all together and we will see them again.❤
@@feraltradwifedon’t you apologize. I’m very tenderhearted and it hurts for you and also brings back memories of my fur babies and I miss them. I’m sending you {{{ hugs}}}
Haha! This is my first video of yours to watch. I can relate to having lost a pet, several pets, way too soon so I'll stick around. My last Shepherd developed an uncontrollable epilepsy at 13 months. He was the sweetest puppy. My Shepherd before him stopped eating right after her 7th birthday. I thought she had a bowel obstruction, but she had a tumor filling her entire stomach. It had to have grown ridiculously quickly and she never showed any signs of distress. My first dog that I got for myself developed a brain tumor at 9. Sometimes it's good to just have a cry about our lost pets. I still have a bag of my German Shepherd's dog food left over from the scarcity that made me stockpile. She's been gone for more than 2.5 years. Thanks to Chewy for keeping the pets fed.
I am so sorry for the loss of your big fur baby 😮💨she is romping over the rainbow bridge 🐈⬛ I was allergic to my beagle Casey who I loved for the nearly 14 years of her life❤ Nothing is better than the love of a dog🥰
I am so sorry for the loss of Beauty. The pain In your voice during this video is heartbreaking. I Watched it because I empathise with you. I lost my border collie Chase 20 months ago and even with our new fur baby Bonnie husky cross border collie I still gut wrenchingly miss lher so much it hurts. Sending so much love to you Beth ❤❤❤.
Sending you lots of love and huge hugs sweetie. Its absolutely heartbreaking to loose a fur baby. Its been years since we lost our Staffi (Akuna) to cancer, and i still miss her loads! So i totally empathize. Thank you for being so brave. I will join you no matter what your content is, coz you are just so real! And awesome. Love from the U.K. ❤🙏🏻xxx
Omg I am watching and crying my eyes out, I’m so sorry for your loss. Our animals are such a huge part of our family, so it is absolutely devastating when they leave us. Big hugs to you and your family.
I feel your pain, they've been part of your life & household for so long. It's devastating & you keep expecting them to pop up out of somewhere. I lost my furbaby Gibbs & it was devastating.. It was a year after my Dad passed away, so it was all too much. But I've Gibbs photo in a canvas in my hallway & beside that I made a large paw 🐾 print. He's lead, hedgehog(Teddy) & squeaky ball, are in little shelves & covered/sealed in acrylic sheeting. Like a paw shadow box. He was such a good boy & listened to all my troubles & let me cry on him, when my Dad became ill and sit/lay with me everytime I cried. Sit up with me when I was in agony from my medical condition. The evening my Dad passed away, I just wanted to come home & be alone. Gibbs (a big dog) sat on/between my budda lap, I was crying so hard, I could barely catch my breath. Gibbs stayed there, with he's head to my heart & catching my tears. He was 1 of a kind. He's little puppy brother Charlie doesn't know where he went, (pure accident, they look a like, not from same parentage, both rescues) but he never plays with gibbs other toys and will only sleep if he has one of gibbys blankets. They are like one of the family. Dogs give you unconditional love for ALL THEIR LIVES. May Beauty's gentle soul rest in peace
I am so so sorry. I had to have my sweet baby euthanized a month ago. I miss him so so much. Prayers for you and your family. It is absolutely heartbreaking.
My cat died on Monday 😢 He was an old guy and had been sickly this past year. He died in my arms. I'm missing him so much. I keep expecting him to come around but then realize he's not here anymore 😢 I'm sorry for your loss. I know exactly what you're going through right now ❤
So sorry for your loss. My sweet boy was with me for 13 years. He sleep with me. I could tell him anything and he would never repeat it. lol. I went to bed for 2 weeks. I miss him so much.
Oh honey, I'm sorry to hear about Beauty. I remember cleaning after my dog died and thinking it might be the last time I clean up his hair, but it wasn't and I strangly found comfort in cleaning it up for weeks after. I want you to know how much your channel inspires me and seeing your pets and kids, when they pop in, brightens my day. Sending your family virtual hugs and positive vibes!
I'm so sorry for your loss. Our furry children burrow their way into our hearts and leave a hole when they are gone. My dog passed away a few years ago and I completely understand your need to clean. Chewy had a "leaky" tumor in his ear. I tried to keep it clean, but where ever he laid, he left a stinky stain behind. It reminded me of the tumor that took him away so I needed it cleaned, so I could focus on the good memories. You provided Beauty with a wonderful life full of love. She lived her best life with you and your family. 💙
Honey, how you are reacting and what you are doing is so healthy and normal in this situation. When my last dog passed I went therapy because I could not cope. You are so smart to use this community you created. Take your time with it and know I'm thinking of you. ❤
Beauty was a member of your family and important to your family and to all of us, your friends. When I spend time with you on your channel that includes your pets too. So I am crying along with you and sending you hugs. Beauty will be waiting for you on the other side.
I am sitting here and crying with you. We also unexpectedly had to put down our beloved kitty last month. I can so relate to your cleaning Beauty's fur and crying. Our kitty had long hair and it was everywhere all the time. After we mourned, I went on a cleaning and crying frenzy, sweeping up all of the fur knowing it would be the last time I would be doing it. Don't apologize for not being more entertaining (although you still were) than you usually are. You are a human being, and not put on earth to be "on" 24/7. We love you.
I’m so sorry for the loss of your Beauty!😢 I lost my Zoey 5 yrs ago & I was heartbroken. I still think of her to this day! We all are holding you & your family through this time. ❤
Your floors look so shiny and clean! Geez, kid, you made me bawl my eyes out. I feel like I've lost my dog. I love how compassionate the vet's office was to all of you. That means so much. I love you!
Lots of love to you and your family Beth. I found you from Macks channel and I'm so glad I did. I'm so sure Beauty and my boxer baby Molly are having the BEST time right now. We lost her in 2022 at almost 11 years old, I became a Wife, Mother and big life changes with her by my side. I told my husband we don't even know how to do life without her in it, but we're doing okay. I still cry some days missing her, she was like a kid too. Im sure my animal loving grandma's are loving on her too for you all.
I’ve lost three fur babies since 2018. It traumatized me. Nobody cared or seemed to relate to my pain because “they were just dogs.” But hearing you talk about your pain and loss and missing her and all those little deaths over and over again (sweeping the last of the fur up, donating the food, etc)…I feel validated and seen. It’s important to share the negative as well as the good. You healed a part of my heart I didn’t realize was still there. Thank you.
I remember how painful it was when my son lost his beagle, Lou, who he'd had since she was a puppy. I had tears in my eyes when he told me she passed. His wife also grieved the loss of her golden retriever, Sunny. I understood and shared her sadness too. Now I send you sympathy on the loss of your dear Beauty .
Beauty was so very lucky to have such a wonderful family. Cancer just sucks. It has taken away family members, precious pets and some of my grandchildren’s pets. I’m so glad you allowed us to see you during this very raw, emotional time. Much love to you and your family ❤. Thoughts and prayers continue as you grieve and heal during this time.
I watched your video and cried along with you. Just found your channel about a month ago. You are such a kind hearted loving person! So very sorry for the loss of Beauty.
I lost my beloved Rottweiler to cancer several years ago. I know how difficult it is to lose a pet. Stay strong and remember that someday you will see that dog hair and you will smile. Sending hugs.
I'm bawling when you said that Beauty was your friend. My heart is completely broken and I totally get it. We accept animals into our hearts and when they're ripped away, it's definitely hard. A person would have to be heartless to not feel sad. When we lost our first Pug who died, we walked into the vet office with a live dog who was sick, and we walked out without a dog and it was just so hard to comprehend how that happened. But we had two more Pugs at home who needed us and we loved them, so I buried my face in their fur and loved them extra hard. Now there are no dogs in our house. It's too quiet. I found out that my mantle clock actually ticks. I never heard it before because there was always someone snuffling or snoring next to me. We don't need to vacuum as often, and we have freedom to come and go as needed without worrying about feeding them, but it's still hard. I would love to get a puppy since I've never had one, but I can't put myself through this again.
I feel your pain. I had to put my boy down back in June. He was with us for 13 years. We all still miss him so very much!!! Sending tons of hugs to all of you!!!!
Sorry for your loss,I have been through the same thing with our boxer a few years ago,she had cancer through all of her lymph nodes and she only lasted a few months.
I know I'm late, I'm sorry. I'm still catching up after the holiday madness. First, I love that you bring us along on the highs AND the lows. I kinda feel like my most watched youtubers are friends too, and how can I be a good friend if I can't also be there for them at the lows? I cried at least 3 times watching this. I'm so sorry. We love you exactly as you are, we appreciate you too, and we understand. Thank you for trusting us to help you get through this.
Oh Beth, I am sorry for your loss. I cried sever 28:52 al times, but sometimes the tears were mixed with joyful feelings too. I'm happy you found an amazing vet and they honored and comforted Beauty and you. Also when you described your people/ pet sitter and how sweet she was. You get back what you send out. You bring us laughter and joy, when you are sad so are we. Sending big bunches of virtual hugs to you and your lovely family.
Oh Beth, I'm so sorry about Beauty. My heart goes out to you and your family. We lost one of our dogs in June to oral cancer, I know how much it sucks to watch them not be themselves or try to be, but aren't able. Hugs to you. I'm glad to be part of your community. I need friends like this too. 🤗
Found out today that one of my client's dogs died recently. It's the time of year for Dia De Los Muertos. Remembering the ones that we love is so important. I know this is so fresh, but she will keep coming to visit you in your memories. Even this day will come back, like you said. Keep loving Beauty. **** Mack, from Midwest Magic Cleaning told me about you. Then people in his community said, "did you see Beth's video?!" and I had to come watch. You said not to watch this one first and that you were usually very funny, but the funny thing is I laughed at the "dogs super appreciate clean floors". I once had a corgi stay at my house for a week and I found her hair all over the house for a few weeks....so that was funny. lol Subscribed. :)
What a beautiful person are you to share with us your emotions. I'm so sorry for your loss. I like to believe that Beast waited for her at the rainbow bridge. Now they have fun together and fighting the zombies from above for you❤❤
I am crying with you. I am so sorry. It is really hard to lose a pet. I was a wreck when I lost my beautiful kitty. They are part of our family. And we are part of yours. I wish I could give you a big hug! Everyone is taught that angels have wings, but the lucky ones of us find they have four paws! Love you so much!
God bless her sweet soul. Its so hard to let them go. Saving her from suffering was the most loving and selfless thing u could have done. My heart is broken 4 you
I feel so bad for you😢 I lost my Thor almost one year ago. It's true this is a great gathering of friends. You are a great cleaner. You are funny. I look forward to you videos. I love you. Keep being you.xoxo 😘
Beauty was not only a dog, she was a member of your family that was loved. Never feel guilty the way you are feeling. You loved her, and it is a loss. She was a huge part of your family. Just go with the feelings, it will be with you, how could it not be.
Thank you Barbara. She was such a big part of our family ❤️
And I would like to add I think Beauty was like your other beautiful pets part of this channel. I loved watching your videos and seeing them all. And especially the past few videos of the "Beth" serious face trying to tell Beauty off for licking her paw. ❤
Thank you for letting us help you with your pain. Don't apologize for your feelings. Only people who have never experienced the love of an animal think "it's only a dog". We love and support you!❤❤❤❤❤
Thank you Susette ❤️❤️❤️
@@gerardoglielmi9056fluff off dude
Sometimes the loss of a dog goes much deeper then the loss of a person.
They are so dear to us.
Thank you for sharing your grief with us.
I wish I coud give you a hug.
Thank you Claudia 💔
Absolutely
I am so so sorry for the loss of your sweet Beauty. I’m sending you all lots of hugs and love.
Thank you Angela 💔
❤️🙏 I was once told that grief is the proof love exists. Never apologise for it ❤️ sending your family love & hugs from the UK x
It’s so true. I was telling my kids that. Thank you love ❤️
@@delphi2475 I don’t think I’ve ever heard that said that way. It’s a perfect explanation for the existence of grief💕
I’m so sorry about Beauty💜🙏🏻She lived her best life with you and your family.
Thank you 💔
Oh Beth. I really wish we could all give you a real hug. 😢
Gross! Stalker.
But also yes please
I am so unbelievably sorry for your loss. My cat is 17 and he has a lot of health issues. We are managing so far, but I know the end is approaching. It’s a horrible thing, so I felt this really hard. It’s so ridiculous to cry for a stranger, but when you watch someone all the time, it really does seem like we are friends. I know that’s crazy, but I’m not a psycho I promise lol. Hug the other animals. They feel it too. Sending love from Canada.
Oh babe. I’m going to hold you so tightly in my heart as you’re nearing this for your baby boy. It sucks 💔
Oh, honey, this video is so vulnerable and I'm sure it was so hard to push through and put all those heartbreaking thoughts into words. I admire your bravery and you are not alone. We're all here for you. Sending you the biggest hug from the other side of the world 🫂
Thank you Christy. ❤️💔💔
#1 I'm so proud of you cause you put her first and did what she needed not you.
Our sweet Harley ( the bulldog) had the C word along with being blind and was fighting the age of 13 when we had to put him down. Your so not alone on this feeling and have us all in your corner at all times come hell or high water. Thank you for just being you and showing how it's ok to go through the emotions. Keep trucking up, keep your memories alive, and know your loved.
Thank you Nicole! It is so hard to make that choice ❤️💔
I am so very sorry to hear about your dog. Sending virtual hugs. Just went through it in March.
Oof. I’m sorry Melanie. It’s so hard, isn’t it?
@ Riley was our rescue bulldog. We had her for 5 years ( she was 5 or so when we adopted her. She likely came from a puppy mill in Miami. And was brought up to Canada by Dogtales rescue. She was discarded and left tied up for her fence of the pet shelter in Miami dade overnight. She hated strangers had many health issues but it was lovely to see this , aloof stubborn and silly dog turn into the biggest sweetie. I miss her big silly lump every day.
Sending love and hugs . Thinking of you and your family Beth .xx
Thank you my love ❤️❤️❤️
A cry with me was just what I needed too. My husband died suddenly in an accident on the 19th. I'm so broken hearted too. Hugs from one sad beth to another.
Prays to you.
Oh Beth!!! I am so sorry my love. I would love to connect if you don’t mind. Please email me at feraltradwifeoffical at gmail
❤my heart is with your heart ❤️
Lo siento mucho se quieren mucho un abrazo muy grande❤
@@bethclifford4314 Oh my gosh Beth, I’m so incredibly sorry for your loss. Bless your heart my dear.
I am so sorry for the loss of your precious doggy. I have two autistic sons and in 2015, their dad/my hubby passed away suddenly in an accident. A few years later, we also had to have our dog put down after an illness. I know how difficult the grief is and also the heartbreak of trying to grieve yourself while helping your children grieve. My heart breaks for you all but you will make it through the grief, I promise.
Thank you so much 💔
I'm Sorry for your loss. 😢😢 Thank you for letting us cry with you. There is no need for apologies. Thank you for being a real person with us. 🫂🫂
Thank you ❤️❤️❤️
So sorry for the loss of your pup. At 73 Jean will be my last dog, she is an 8 year old Doberman. She had meningitis at 7 months, recovered but was on steroids for 9 months which destroyed her teeth plus her propensity for chewing odd items. Had separation anxiety, I hadn’t retired yet, chewed her way out of metal crates. She is living a good life after all that. Good for you donating all that dog stuff. I lost my heart dog 8 years ago, Jean was actually born the day Hank died which I took as a sign. I also take care of my son’s ten year old min pin part time, he works two jobs. He has recently taking to marking my house. Targets are bags left on the floor and a pillow on my bed, yes they sleep with me, hubs has his own room. Hubs said to put him out more, I feel it is a mental issue not physical. Posts said to put him in a crate, no good. I ordered some belly bands for when he is in the house, Bean will be pissed.😃 But I will keep a good thought.
I don’t have a good marriage and my dogs and granddaughter give me joy.
I so love your huge house but what a challenge, you do a great job whether you believe it or not.😘
My precious Toulouse was 5 years. He took to lying in his side in the tub. I already had a vet appointment for him. There had been NO indication, but they found a tumour in his lung the size of a small bird. They kept him for the weekend and I brought him home that Monday, but by Tuesday, I knew the choice. I cried at work and, I was blessed with an amazing boss who gave me Wednesday off to not just put my baby to sleep, but give me a chance to reset and focus on work more than not. 20 years later and I still cry about sparing him suffering. He was my "baby" through and through. I hope your family remembers all the wonderful memories and love Beauty gave you all. To lose such a beloved pet hurts and those who say she was just a dog never knew what love truly is. Our hearts break for you and your family, Beth. We are all sending our love to the 5 of you and the other pets (especially Sweet Potato 😊) whose lives were touched by such a loving and wonderful dog and whose lives will never be quite the same because they had the blessing of knowing her.
Thank you so much Gina, I’m so sorry to hear about Toulouse, that had to be so heartbreaking as well. Even with time passing we still mourn the decision and the loss. 💔
It is terrible to loose a furbaby!😢I lost my one Golden Cocker Spaniel after 13 years and 6 months, 4 weeks ago. I miss her so so so much, although there are 3 more to cuddle and console me. Nothing like losing a beloved dog, because people just expect you to get over it and get on with life quickly. It is really difficult though, especially if you love your pets probably more than people.😢😢😢 Thinking of you in this very hard time.❤❤❤
I’m so sorry for your loss of Beauty, Beth. She was a beautiful dog and seemed to have such a sweet nature. I know how incredibly painful this is.
When our dog Frankie passed away after having lymphoma for 8 months and all the chemo treatments etc, he was only four years old. He was our first dog. I was devastated for months. I remember the pain of vacuuming up his fur. I kept his food and water bowls in the kitchen for a month after. He also used to scratch the wall with his paw by the front door to be let out, and a few other areas. I had to fill in the Frankie scratches when we painted and sold our house, but I left a few, to show he had been there, and he loved us so much and we loved him. ❤
Please be gentle with yourself in the coming days and weeks and cry as much as you need to. Beauty will always be with you. ❤ Love you.
PS. Your dogs and cats will grieve for Beauty as well. Our cat Kuma laid on Frankie’s bed after he died and was very sad. We grieved together. ❤
I love that you left a little bit of his scratches. It’s so sweet. I am so sad Frankie was only 4. It must have been so so painful babe. Love you ❤️❤️❤️
@@feraltradwifejust finished watching the whole video. Thanks for your kind words. ❤ I’m so glad you have a wonderful vet and vet staff and they helped you through this difficult time.
I hope you and your kids enjoy Halloween. One thing I was thinking was it might be nice for your family to have a little ritual for Beauty, maybe where you spread her ashes, where you can share memories of her and say goodbye.
Sending lots of love to you and your family. ❤
My Rottweiler, Max passed away quite a few years ago from heart worms. I miss that big beautiful boy everyday! Thank you so much for sharing your story with us and we are here for you and with you. ❤❤❤
I love love love Rotties. Thank you for telling me about Max, ❤️💔
One moment at a time. It's okay to feel sad and to cry. Beauty was and still is part of your family. xoxox.
Siempre estará en tu corazón yo también perdí a mis dos perritas eran tan queridas eran parte de mi familia nunca las olvido siempre están conmigo así que muchos besos y recuerda siempre estará contigo animo❤
The Futurama part took me out 💀 Absolute spot on analogy ... You're right, usually your content is so hilarious, amazing, and uplifting. This is the Feral Tradwife version of "Jurassic Bark".
I try so hard to memory hole that damn episode. It’s so wretched!!
@@feraltradwife 💯 it's absolutely soul-crushing.
Oh Beth, I’m so very sorry. My heart hurts so much for you all. I can see all our furbabies playing on the other side of the rainbow bridge 😞💔😭🐾🌈🐾
Right?! I bet they’re getting ready to steal their own crusie ship!
I am so sorry to hear that Beauty passed, but glad you could share your pain with us. My favorite cat had to be euthanized due to cancer several months ago, and I was devastated! Tears still flow from time to time. We understand, so its not really a terrible video at all❤ PS. I used to do ABA training with autistic children, both verbal and nonverbal, so appreciate your sharing about your daughters.
Those of us who have loved and lost a beloved pet are broken with you. I pray that you find comfort in wonderful memories. Hugs from N.C..❤
Thank you 💔
I'm new here, but will definitely follow you.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm 80 years old and have spent less than a year without a pet.
It never hurts less to lose one.
Someone said "The pain when you lose a pet is the price you pay for all the love and joy it brought you. "😢
I'm crying now remembering some of my most precious pets I've lost.
Just keep the good memories.
I am sure Beauty is super thankful she got to live her life with you.
Thank you babe ❤️❤️❤️
Dog are the best creatures on earth. I have no idea what we've done to deserve them, but I'm so glad they're here. When they leave it's so heartbreaking. It feels silly at the time, but they were both friends and family who were always there for us, so it's incredibly painful to say goodbye.
If your Beauty was anything like my Max, she would have loved that clean floor! We only have a few rugs in our house, but Max follows me around after I vacuum them, and he has the best time relaxing on each freshly cleaned and de-haired rug.
Welcome back! Do what you can! Sending love and. Prayers 💜🙏
Beauty loved doing “ninja kicks” on a nice clean rug. Where she laid on her back and kicked her legs on the air. It was hilarious
@@feraltradwife Yes! With the wiggle back and forth and then they look at you (upside-down of course) with their jowls hanging and all their teeth showing like, “Mom, are you watching? Do you see me?! I need belly rubs!” So hilarious.
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Sorry to hear, Beth. Our pets are part of our family and they are missed so much. I lost my 12 yr old pit a year ago and I still miss him. He was such a gentle and loving dog. I am sure Beauty will be missed a lot too. I know it was a difficult decision to make but it was the best for her. She is in doggy heaven now. ♥
Thank you ❤️ I’m sorry about your sweet pitty.
Oh hun sending big hugs! ❤ you will get to a point where seeing photos of your doggie make you smile and no longer cry.
Thank you ❤️
❤ Thank you for giving us this opportunity to cry and mourn with you. Sending hugs. 🙏❤️
Thank you Jenny 💔
So sorry. Remembering the pets I have lost, Lilly dog and Willy cat. It is wonderful that we can have these special friends that show us so much love and accept us as we are. You have a beautiful heart.
Thank you Cathy
Ohhhh Beth. I'm so so sorry to hear this sad news. Words can't express how hard this time will be but , Beauty is at peace. Sending huge virtual hugs to you all. XOXO
Thank you Amanda!
This is so hard 😢 we went through this a year ago with a Rottie, they are some kind of a special dog. Go ahead and cry, I sure did. Love and hugs from Washington. Yes they will move your furniture for you.
Rotties are so amazing! And such heartbreakers aren’t they?
Because you lived here so much and she was your friend. It’s not silly. When my Annie died many years ago I missed three days of work. And I still miss her today. She’s been gone 31 years.
Annie is such an adorable name ❤️
I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m crying for you and your family as you cry for Beauty. May her memory be a blessing. ❤️
Thank you ❤️❤️❤️
Sweetie. NEVER apologize for loving. It is what we need. I know it hurts, but the memories you made will comfort you, and the pain will lessen in time. I am nearly 75 and have loved and lost so much, and you will too. But despite the pain you will endure, I know you will continue to love. Rejoice that you have many astounding new relationships to experience, and live in the moment. We all understand your pain and grieve with you. Hugs.
Thank you ❤️
I hope you can take solace in the thought that you gave Beauty a wonderful life. You love and take such good care of your pets, and they love you so much for it. Please take good care of yourself! Thinking of you.
Thank you ❤️❤️❤️
I'm so sorry for your loss! They are family, and losing them leaves a hole in your heart! Just know that she was so happy and because of you guys, she had an amazing life! I'm sending you a great big hug! I've had 2 dogs put down because of cancer! Cancer sucks! Plus, I'm crying with you bc i feel your pain. I know you are hurting so much! ❤😢
Thank you Rhoda!! ❤️💔
I'm so sorry! Grief hits different when its something you had the privilege of taking care of ♥
Thank you Colleen ❤️
Aww I am so sorry. Having to make that decision to put a pet down is so hard, it hurts a lot, but you do it with love and compassion. Beauty needed you and the doctors to go easy and let her not suffer anymore. I understand having to clean everything all up, I have done that too when a pet dies. I think it’s a help too for the other pets.
You take good care of yourself. And please know, we don’t watch this channel just for cleaning, or for your humor. It’s for you. We are all a big group of friends. Good times, crazy times, and bad times. ❤
Thank you Pamela. And also thank you for reassuring me about cleaning, it also felt….yucky? To do so soon after, but we needed it done
😘to all of you and your four-legged babies, as well. I love the idea of putting some of Beauty's hair outside for the birds. Great for the kids to see the circle of life continue. (This could build on the birdnests that they created for school.) 😘
Thank you Shannon, and I LOVE that you remembered the school nests!
Our whole little family community is hurting for you, friend 🐾💗 here for you whenever and wherever 🙏
Thank you Nancy ❤️
That video wasn't toxic at all. My heart goes out to you and your family. A pet is a family member - losing one is... horrible. So I'm glad you can share it with us and grief that way.
Also, your floor wiping was impressive!
Thank you ❤️❤️❤️
Oh no. So so sorry for you and your family. I lost my dog after 15 yrs together and to this day I have not gotten another. Too hard to let go. Prayers for healing. Yes, you are with friends and we love you.
Thanks Rachel my love. It’s so so hard to let go.
You did a great job Beth! I am so very sorry for your loss! I am crying with you and praying God will give you peace and comfort! ❤❤🙏
Thank you Rhonda!
Beth, all of your feelings are valid. It is not silly to love a furry family member so deeply that the pain is almost too much to bear. It just shows the amazing relationship you two had together. She knows you and the family made the best decision for her, and she is thanking y’all because she is no longer in pain, fear of the unknown, etc. She loves y’all just as much, if not more, as she did on our side of the rainbow bridge. So much love and many hugs for you and your family. ❤ (>^_^)>
Thank you, those words were so so touching. Thank you ❤️💔
Thank-you Beth for sharing with us.. I may have ugly cried a little bit with you.. for you, for Beauty and for my Ruby.. I hope you can feel the love from across the ocean..
I hope Beauty and Ruby have found each other ❤️
@feraltradwife I hope so too 🙏 ❤️
Damn it, Liz!! I’m sitting on my couch crying with a complete stranger over a dog I never met. I had two soul-dogs at the same time. Two boxers-Kali and Dakota. I lost both of them in 2019. I still miss them so damn much. It’s heart wrenching. Just because you’ve experienced human suffering doesn’t make this pain silly. Give yourself grace. Hug your kiddos for us.
Thank you babe.
Oddly I had a friend who had a son and a daughter with those same names. Wild, right?
@@feraltradwife ha! That is a wild coincidence.
We love you Beth. Sending love to you.
Thank you for sharing. Our pets are part of the family. We had our dog Cassie for over 16 years. Many years later I’m still finding bones she buried in the garden. Cassie was wonderful with the children when they were small and guarded the house for us. A hunterway Labrador cross. My husband worked shifts and she made me feel safe when he was at work. ❤❤
I love that you’re still discovering her buried treasures! ❤️
❤😢my heart breaks for your loss . I lost my 13 year old lab, then his little mate brother the following year. I still miss them. I’m so sorry!
Oh. So close together is so so hard ❤️
So sorry for your loss. One of the many who understand the love and grief for our animals deeply. I am a vet tech and it never gets easier but I believe in a place where they are all together and we will see them again.❤
Thank you Riley! I do think we will see them again as well ❤️💔
Oh sweet, you are always here for us. We have your back. Just know that I’m bawling right along with you😭💔❤️🐾
Thank you, I’m sorry to make you cry but love that you’re with me
@@feraltradwifedon’t you apologize. I’m very tenderhearted and it hurts for you and also brings back memories of my fur babies and I miss them. I’m sending you {{{ hugs}}}
Haha! This is my first video of yours to watch. I can relate to having lost a pet, several pets, way too soon so I'll stick around. My last Shepherd developed an uncontrollable epilepsy at 13 months. He was the sweetest puppy. My Shepherd before him stopped eating right after her 7th birthday. I thought she had a bowel obstruction, but she had a tumor filling her entire stomach. It had to have grown ridiculously quickly and she never showed any signs of distress. My first dog that I got for myself developed a brain tumor at 9. Sometimes it's good to just have a cry about our lost pets. I still have a bag of my German Shepherd's dog food left over from the scarcity that made me stockpile. She's been gone for more than 2.5 years. Thanks to Chewy for keeping the pets fed.
Sorry it was your first babe! But welcome and thank you for telling me about your sweet babies ❤️💔
I am so sorry for the loss of your big fur baby 😮💨she is romping over the rainbow bridge 🐈⬛ I was allergic to my beagle Casey who I loved for the nearly 14 years of her life❤ Nothing is better than the love of a dog🥰
Thank you Barbara ❤️
I am so sorry for the loss of Beauty. The pain
In your voice during this video is heartbreaking. I Watched it because I empathise with you. I lost my border collie Chase 20 months ago and even with our new fur baby Bonnie husky cross border collie I still gut wrenchingly miss lher so much it hurts. Sending so much love to you Beth ❤❤❤.
Sending you lots of love and huge hugs sweetie. Its absolutely heartbreaking to loose a fur baby. Its been years since we lost our Staffi (Akuna) to cancer, and i still miss her loads! So i totally empathize.
Thank you for being so brave. I will join you no matter what your content is, coz you are just so real! And awesome.
Love from the U.K. ❤🙏🏻xxx
Right, we do miss them deeply. Thank you so much Angie ❤️
@feraltradwife ❤️❤️❤️
I’m so sorry you lost your baby. She was such a good girl. She will be waiting at the clearing at the end of the path for you. 💕
Thank you Tammy 💔
So Sorry for you and your Families loss. Dogs are kids so this has got to be so difficult and painful. My prayers to you all. 🙏🏻 🕊️R.I.P. Beauty🕊️🥰🥰
Thank you!
Omg I am watching and crying my eyes out, I’m so sorry for your loss. Our animals are such a huge part of our family, so it is absolutely devastating when they leave us. Big hugs to you and your family.
Thank you so much 💔💔💔
heyyyyy family 🥰🌸💕😊
I feel your pain, they've been part of your life & household for so long. It's devastating & you keep expecting them to pop up out of somewhere. I lost my furbaby Gibbs & it was devastating.. It was a year after my Dad passed away, so it was all too much. But I've Gibbs photo in a canvas in my hallway & beside that I made a large paw 🐾 print. He's lead, hedgehog(Teddy) & squeaky ball, are in little shelves & covered/sealed in acrylic sheeting. Like a paw shadow box. He was such a good boy & listened to all my troubles & let me cry on him, when my Dad became ill and sit/lay with me everytime I cried. Sit up with me when I was in agony from my medical condition. The evening my Dad passed away, I just wanted to come home & be alone. Gibbs (a big dog) sat on/between my budda lap, I was crying so hard, I could barely catch my breath. Gibbs stayed there, with he's head to my heart & catching my tears. He was 1 of a kind. He's little puppy brother Charlie doesn't know where he went, (pure accident, they look a like, not from same parentage, both rescues) but he never plays with gibbs other toys and will only sleep if he has one of gibbys blankets. They are like one of the family. Dogs give you unconditional love for ALL THEIR LIVES. May Beauty's gentle soul rest in peace
Baby girl I'm so very sorry for your loss I do know how this is. My prayers and love are with all of you ❤.
God bless all of you 🙏❤️🌹
Thank you Dorene ❤️ I adore you and am so grateful for you!
Warm hug for you and the family. Thank you for being brave, doing your best and doing the hardest parts.
Thank you Kriss ❤️
I am so so sorry. I had to have my sweet baby euthanized a month ago. I miss him so so much. Prayers for you and your family. It is absolutely heartbreaking.
It’s so hard! I’m so sorry for your loss as well Michelle.
@@feraltradwife Thank you.
Beth, I’m crying with you. Beauty was a sweetie. Thankful we have videos of her. Praying for you and your family. 🙏🏻🙏🏻💕💕
Thank you Vicki ❤️❤️❤️
My cat died on Monday 😢 He was an old guy and had been sickly this past year. He died in my arms. I'm missing him so much. I keep expecting him to come around but then realize he's not here anymore 😢
I'm sorry for your loss. I know exactly what you're going through right now ❤
Oh my love I’m so sorry for your loss.
So sorry for your loss. ❤❤❤
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I’m so very sorry for your loss
So sorry for your loss. My sweet boy was with me for 13 years. He sleep with me. I could tell him anything and he would never repeat it. lol. I went to bed for 2 weeks. I miss him so much.
I’m so so sorry for your loss my love 💔
Oh honey, I'm sorry to hear about Beauty. I remember cleaning after my dog died and thinking it might be the last time I clean up his hair, but it wasn't and I strangly found comfort in cleaning it up for weeks after. I want you to know how much your channel inspires me and seeing your pets and kids, when they pop in, brightens my day. Sending your family virtual hugs and positive vibes!
Thank you babe. I do look forward to more and more of her hair ❤️
I'm so sorry for your loss. Our furry children burrow their way into our hearts and leave a hole when they are gone. My dog passed away a few years ago and I completely understand your need to clean. Chewy had a "leaky" tumor in his ear. I tried to keep it clean, but where ever he laid, he left a stinky stain behind. It reminded me of the tumor that took him away so I needed it cleaned, so I could focus on the good memories. You provided Beauty with a wonderful life full of love. She lived her best life with you and your family. 💙
Thank you Tina, it was a big part of me needing to clean right away ❤️💔
Honey, how you are reacting and what you are doing is so healthy and normal in this situation.
When my last dog passed I went therapy because I could not cope.
You are so smart to use this community you created.
Take your time with it and know I'm thinking of you. ❤
Beauty was a member of your family and important to your family and to all of us, your friends. When I spend time with you on your channel that includes your pets too. So I am crying along with you and sending you hugs. Beauty will be waiting for you on the other side.
Thank you Lisa 💔❤️
I am sitting here and crying with you. We also unexpectedly had to put down our beloved kitty last month. I can so relate to your cleaning Beauty's fur and crying. Our kitty had long hair and it was everywhere all the time. After we mourned, I went on a cleaning and crying frenzy, sweeping up all of the fur knowing it would be the last time I would be doing it. Don't apologize for not being more entertaining (although you still were) than you usually are. You are a human being, and not put on earth to be "on" 24/7. We love you.
Thank you and I’m so sorry for your loss as well my love.
I’m so sorry for the loss of your Beauty!😢 I lost my Zoey 5 yrs ago & I was heartbroken. I still think of her to this day! We all are holding you & your family through this time. ❤
Thank you Lisa! I bet Beauty and Zoey are hanging out now
Your floors look so shiny and clean! Geez, kid, you made me bawl my eyes out. I feel like I've lost my dog. I love how compassionate the vet's office was to all of you. That means so much. I love you!
Thank you Nikki 💔 it sucked so bad
Lots of love to you and your family Beth. I found you from Macks channel and I'm so glad I did. I'm so sure Beauty and my boxer baby Molly are having the BEST time right now. We lost her in 2022 at almost 11 years old, I became a Wife, Mother and big life changes with her by my side. I told my husband we don't even know how to do life without her in it, but we're doing okay. I still cry some days missing her, she was like a kid too. Im sure my animal loving grandma's are loving on her too for you all.
I bet they really are having the best time!!!
My heart hurts for you all. Sending healing prayers your way.
I'm so sorry, Beth. I know how hard this is for you and your family. We're all giving you a big hug right now.
Thank you Jackie ❤️
I'm sending love to you ..a tender heart with a colorful soul.❤
That’s a very beautiful saying ❤️
I’ve lost three fur babies since 2018. It traumatized me. Nobody cared or seemed to relate to my pain because “they were just dogs.” But hearing you talk about your pain and loss and missing her and all those little deaths over and over again (sweeping the last of the fur up, donating the food, etc)…I feel validated and seen. It’s important to share the negative as well as the good. You healed a part of my heart I didn’t realize was still there. Thank you.
I’m so very glad ❤️🩹
I am so terribly sorry for your loss. You are such a strong lady. I will be praying for you and your family. This circle of friends are here for you!
Thank you Denise! ❤️
😢😭❤ This was cathartic for me as well, over a year after our sweet girl had a similar goodbye. Much love to you and all of your family.
I’m glad it was sweetie ❤️
I remember how painful it was when my son lost his beagle, Lou, who he'd had since she was a puppy. I had tears in my eyes when he told me she passed. His wife also grieved the loss of her golden retriever, Sunny. I understood and shared her sadness too. Now I send you sympathy on the loss of your dear Beauty .
Thank you so much love.
Beauty was so very lucky to have such a wonderful family. Cancer just sucks. It has taken away family members, precious pets and some of my grandchildren’s pets. I’m so glad you allowed us to see you during this very raw, emotional time. Much love to you and your family ❤. Thoughts and prayers continue as you grieve and heal during this time.
Thank you ❤️❤️❤️
I watched your video and cried along with you. Just found your channel about a month ago. You are such a kind hearted loving person! So very sorry for the loss of Beauty.
Thank you Cindy. And thank goodness you didn’t find me on this video! That would have sucked
I lost my beloved Rottweiler to cancer several years ago. I know how difficult it is to lose a pet. Stay strong and remember that someday you will see that dog hair and you will smile. Sending hugs.
These dumb Rotties out here breaking our hearts left and right! Thank you Jane ❤️
I'm bawling when you said that Beauty was your friend. My heart is completely broken and I totally get it. We accept animals into our hearts and when they're ripped away, it's definitely hard. A person would have to be heartless to not feel sad. When we lost our first Pug who died, we walked into the vet office with a live dog who was sick, and we walked out without a dog and it was just so hard to comprehend how that happened. But we had two more Pugs at home who needed us and we loved them, so I buried my face in their fur and loved them extra hard. Now there are no dogs in our house. It's too quiet. I found out that my mantle clock actually ticks. I never heard it before because there was always someone snuffling or snoring next to me. We don't need to vacuum as often, and we have freedom to come and go as needed without worrying about feeding them, but it's still hard. I would love to get a puppy since I've never had one, but I can't put myself through this again.
It is so so hard. Thank you Angie
I feel your pain. I had to put my boy down back in June. He was with us for 13 years. We all still miss him so very much!!! Sending tons of hugs to all of you!!!!
Thank you Suzanne
Sorry for your loss,I have been through the same thing with our boxer a few years ago,she had cancer through all of her lymph nodes and she only lasted a few months.
I’m so sorry to hear that Cheryl 💔
I know I'm late, I'm sorry. I'm still catching up after the holiday madness.
First, I love that you bring us along on the highs AND the lows. I kinda feel like my most watched youtubers are friends too, and how can I be a good friend if I can't also be there for them at the lows?
I cried at least 3 times watching this. I'm so sorry.
We love you exactly as you are, we appreciate you too, and we understand. Thank you for trusting us to help you get through this.
Oh Beth, I am sorry for your loss. I cried sever 28:52 al times, but sometimes the tears were mixed with joyful feelings too. I'm happy you found an amazing vet and they honored and comforted Beauty and you. Also when you described your people/ pet sitter and how sweet she was. You get back what you send out. You bring us laughter and joy, when you are sad so are we. Sending big bunches of virtual hugs to you and your lovely family.
Thank you Rebecca 💔❤️
Beth, I am so sorry. Thank you for sharing such a difficult time. Know you are loved.
Thank you ❤️❤️❤️
Oh Beth, I'm so sorry about Beauty. My heart goes out to you and your family. We lost one of our dogs in June to oral cancer, I know how much it sucks to watch them not be themselves or try to be, but aren't able. Hugs to you. I'm glad to be part of your community. I need friends like this too. 🤗
Thank you so much babe ❤️
Found out today that one of my client's dogs died recently. It's the time of year for Dia De Los Muertos. Remembering the ones that we love is so important. I know this is so fresh, but she will keep coming to visit you in your memories. Even this day will come back, like you said. Keep loving Beauty.
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Mack, from Midwest Magic Cleaning told me about you. Then people in his community said, "did you see Beth's video?!" and I had to come watch. You said not to watch this one first and that you were usually very funny, but the funny thing is I laughed at the "dogs super appreciate clean floors". I once had a corgi stay at my house for a week and I found her hair all over the house for a few weeks....so that was funny. lol Subscribed. :)
Welcome Colleen ❤️💔❤️
This is what family does is to help and be with you at the great times and bad
Thank you ❤️
What a beautiful person are you to share with us your emotions. I'm so sorry for your loss. I like to believe that Beast waited for her at the rainbow bridge. Now they have fun together and fighting the zombies from above for you❤❤
I think she is thrilled to be with Beast again! They loved each other so much!
Sorry for your dog shes in rainbow heaven having so much fun. God bless her.
I’m so sad she gone and so grateful for the time we had
I am crying with you. I am so sorry. It is really hard to lose a pet. I was a wreck when I lost my beautiful kitty. They are part of our family. And we are part of yours. I wish I could give you a big hug!
Everyone is taught that angels have wings, but the lucky ones of us find they have four paws! Love you so much!
Hugs to you Jill ❤️❤️❤️
God bless her sweet soul. Its so hard to let them go. Saving her from suffering was the most loving and selfless thing u could have done. My heart is broken 4 you
Thank you Daisy ❤️
I feel so bad for you😢 I lost my Thor almost one year ago. It's true this is a great gathering of friends. You are a great cleaner. You are funny. I look forward to you videos. I love you. Keep being you.xoxo 😘
Thank you Linda! I really do hope Beauty and Thor are playing together ❤️
I’m so very sorry for your loss, our fur babies are part of the family. They give such unconditional love and loosing them is devastating 💔
It’s so true Sharon ❤️
My heart breaks for you, Beth. I’m glad you are sharing your pain and letting us cry with you!😢
Thank you 💔💔💔