postpartum emotions about our LAST baby 😢

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  • @abby492
    @abby492 2 ปีที่แล้ว +261

    The fact that you put Brynn and Beau together as angels is so heart warming❤️ always part of the family and always loved❤️

    • @Puppylove67144
      @Puppylove67144 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I was just about to say that

    • @jenniferhart8733
      @jenniferhart8733 2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Yes I agree. I think that’s one of the slight changes they made from when we previewed it.

    • @lori4762
      @lori4762 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I agree that putting Beau and Brynn as Angels just makes this intro. My heart melted and it made me cry happy tears.

    • @hollyouthwaite4439
      @hollyouthwaite4439 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I came here to say the exact same thing. Seeing them together in the intro made me tear up but made me smile because I know they are together playing in the sunshine ❤️

    • @Melra0504
      @Melra0504 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I couldn’t agree more❤️

  • @moniqueachterberg2248
    @moniqueachterberg2248 2 ปีที่แล้ว +76

    The last video saying "minor details probably only I can see" girl right when I seen beau and Brynn together as angels instantly got chills n goose bumps. 🥰😇

    • @kellykel5935
      @kellykel5935 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same thought. Loved that..

  • @2live4tennis
    @2live4tennis 2 ปีที่แล้ว +94

    I just LOVE that when you saw the coyote you were present in the moment and showed Emma instead of grabbing the camera. This is how it should be and I was so happy to see it. Moments with the kiddos are more important and you're awesome for being in the moment with them.

  • @jackie_remigio
    @jackie_remigio 2 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    Time Stamp 0:29 gave me goosebumps & tugged at my heart 🥹 I love how you featured Beau & Brynn together 🥲

  • @catworld8119
    @catworld8119 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Emma using the closet as her elevator to go to the doctor was so ingenious! I knew right away when she said "We're here." she was pretending it was an elevator! She's such a bright and imaginative little sweetheart. I know the boys and Emma enjoyed the dinosaur exhibit. I've seen comments that Lightyear was a disappointment all around for many.

  • @StormMackenzie
    @StormMackenzie 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I love the beau/Bryn intro bit you changed. So sweet and I think it makes more sense to newcomers when they don’t see Beau in the videos as such. The fade also seems sort of heavenly 🥺😍💕

  • @TheKatehall
    @TheKatehall 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    Absolutely love Brynn and Beau together because now they are together that’s so lovely doing that

  • @rachelalan
    @rachelalan 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    I feel like just because your heart knows your family is complete doesn’t mean it still won’t hurt a little at the ending of such a major period of your life! Feel all the feels girlfriend, because it’s so normal and you are so entitled to your feelings + knowing that you’re done growing your family. You and Justin have created the most gorgeous family, and I’ll forever be so so happy for you guys!

  • @melanierosser5760
    @melanierosser5760 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I love that you put Brynn and Beau together. I think it's great you spend that one on one time with Emma, and the boys, when you get the chance.

  • @kimmelton2368
    @kimmelton2368 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I love the change of putting brynn and beau together ❤️

  • @bkcfarms6325
    @bkcfarms6325 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I ❤️ the new intro!!! Best one yeti, Ruben’s little smile is so flipping cute. And baby Faye is looking so big already! Emma is always a sweetheart and Asher is so full of life and energy! I love that you incorporated Beau Beau in the intro as well as Pepper and Mister. And the best is your memory of baby girl Brynn. I think it is so special that you still celebrate her and the life she had while she was with you internally and the short time you had with her after. I also had a stillborn (kind of - her heart was beating for a couple hours after delivery and passed soon after. She was only twenty two weeks gestation) and I always try to remember her and celebrate her, even though she was with us only a short time. She is still part of our lives, even though she has been living her life with Jesus. She would be 27 years old on August 14th. I know she would be beautiful, just as I am sure Brynn would be! I hope this doesn’t make you sad. I try to share my experience to others so they know they aren’t alone and that life will continue and can still be beautiful even though they leave at such an early stage of life. Because we will see them again one day in the Presence of the Lord! What a glorious day that will be for all us mommas who lost those babies early on. I have a total of three babies (one daughter, and two baby boys) in Heaven and I am very excited to see all of them again one day. Sorry this turned into a full blown letter…lol. I just want you to know how special your family is and am so happy for you guys. I look forward to watching your little family grow here on earth and some day we will meet you guys in Heaven. Love you guys. Your sister in Christ from Tennessee

  • @lorimaehl100
    @lorimaehl100 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I love your edits to the intro, putting Brynn and Beau together melt my heart.

  • @monkeys24680
    @monkeys24680 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I love the intro change! Having Brynn and Beau together 💕
    I’m almost into my 3rd trimester with our first. It’s really hard for me to decide if I want to be pregnant again. I have had HG, so it’s just been hard.
    We actually have a duvet that’s very fluffy, my first reaction when we got it was sleeping under a cloud. But my husband decided to get an expensive one, has a lifetime warranty and I love it. I agree that comfort is even a good thing while pregnant! I’m having a hard time getting comfortable.

  • @Suebearish
    @Suebearish 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Always good to not make or think of ANY long term decisions or plans while pregnant or postpartum

  • @carolynk.9856
    @carolynk.9856 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love how you changed the intro to have Beau and Brynn together, 2 special angels watching over you!

  • @lauriefavreau6959
    @lauriefavreau6959 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Faye is such a nice mixture of you and your husband, she's beautiful. All your children are.
    Only once after my last child I cried. My 4 year old said, "Mommy don't cry." 🤗 Count your blessings ❣️

  • @JoeyFTaylor
    @JoeyFTaylor 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I love the change to the intro 💖💙 your Brynn and Beau Beau, Angel babies together. I love the thought of Beau running through Heaven’s lush grass with Brynn… awww

  • @heighton7206
    @heighton7206 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I agree with Justin. When they make more Toy Story movies, or any movie for that matter, it needs to be the original voices lol

  • @Srbieberforevereja
    @Srbieberforevereja 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i’m shook with how big emma is…. also her drawing skills!!! and the new intro looks so good….💕

  • @jerseygirl196523
    @jerseygirl196523 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I loved how Emma used her closet as an elevator on the way to the doctor’s office. LOL I also like the change of Beau and Brynn being in the same slide on the intro.

  • @Adoptivemomx2
    @Adoptivemomx2 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love how you changed by putting Beau and Brynn your 2 angels, in the same clip. (At least I think that was a change) it’s just precious!
    Hang in there mama, you’re doing a great job w 4 little ones! Well 5 w Pepper!

  • @carriecase3541
    @carriecase3541 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Brynn and Beau.... I'm not crying.... So sweet 💜

  • @shesforgivennfree
    @shesforgivennfree 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I can't wait to see Emma and Faye playing together, that is going to be so sweet, even though that is a long time from now, hopefully you will still be doing TH-cam

  • @alexisreyes4179
    @alexisreyes4179 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    So sad that you dealing with postpartum depression and I hope you feel better soon. You seem so happy with the birth of your fifth baby and I love your new intro 😍😍

  • @apriltownsend8463
    @apriltownsend8463 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I like how you put Beau & Brynn together

  • @evelyn24.
    @evelyn24. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    OMG the intro with all the kids and the pets!!

  • @emmar-h2025
    @emmar-h2025 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Bamboo Bay has a comforter that is literal heaven. I have never found a softer, cloud-like luscious comforter in my life! So worth the money!

  • @cdesjardins1988
    @cdesjardins1988 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I instantly starting getting emotional seeing Beau next to Brynn in the intro 😭 it's perfect though!

  • @ronienelson4515
    @ronienelson4515 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Emma using the closet as an elevator was so cute 🥰

  • @rochellemurray7622
    @rochellemurray7622 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I cried a lot when I had my last baby too. The thought of not having another baby hit me hard 🤷🏻‍♀️ I think it’s normal to go through those emotions

  • @paigemclenahan3899
    @paigemclenahan3899 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love how brynn and beau are together in the intro and i bet that beau is giving her huge piggy backs being her angle and taking good care of her ❤️

  • @sarahglines403
    @sarahglines403 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I LOVE the adjustment you made to the intro where beau and brynn are on the same picture ♡ its perfect
    Comfy bedding is so important to me tooooo! Love it

  • @Angieluv95
    @Angieluv95 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Ok i will not be able to watch the intro without bawling. I absolutely love it!!!

  • @rochellemurray7622
    @rochellemurray7622 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    OMG Emma acting like her closest is the elevator is genius!!! You’re so sweet and smart Emma keep it up 😉

  • @nikkip.2343
    @nikkip.2343 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Literally sobbing at beau and Brynn together for the intro.

  • @oh.you.know09
    @oh.you.know09 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Aww the change in your intro with Beau and Brynn! 🥰🥲

  • @mariahdeloera7130
    @mariahdeloera7130 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I burst into tears at the clip with Beau and Brynn 😭😭

  • @megand7350
    @megand7350 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I love the change to the intro. It’s beautiful that you put them together🥰

  • @Naenae8309
    @Naenae8309 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love Emma’s imagination. The fact that she used the closet as the elevator was genius! Atleast, that is the interpretation that I got from what she was doing. 😍

  • @Hannah-kq3li
    @Hannah-kq3li 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Emma looks like such a big kid in her little jeans 😭❤️

  • @hannahbard3655
    @hannahbard3655 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    The little change in the intro is just perfect. ❤️

  • @dailycncer2939
    @dailycncer2939 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    yay! excited for emma’s back to school experience, are you sending the boys to preschool like you did emma around this age ?

  • @tiannastevens297
    @tiannastevens297 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    My 4th earth side baby is about to turn 1 and I’m just so sad about it. High emotions. This past year has been so emotional with all the last firsts we’ll experience. I totally get how you’re feeling xx

  • @lizregan1949
    @lizregan1949 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love their drawings at that age with legs and arms come out of their head. Every child seems to do that.

  • @reneegoodin1317
    @reneegoodin1317 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Faye is a beautiful baby.....just such a pretty baby...I think she looks like Justin as well!

  • @croccatcher
    @croccatcher 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    That made me well up Beau and Brynn together, loving tribute ❤️

  • @lisabrooks6577
    @lisabrooks6577 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You are the most precious adorable Mom ever!

  • @MrsCollins1016
    @MrsCollins1016 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I totally noticed the new change in the intro. Didn’t think I’d catch it but I did and I love it so much!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @lindagentile2380
    @lindagentile2380 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Your new intro is AWESOME...
    FAYE looks so... much like Justin...
    You look BEAUTIFUL Rachelle & don't even look like you just gave birth...
    Maybe #5 wouldn't be such a bad idea ???
    I would leave it up to chance ??? Faye was definitely a gift from GOD .. Don't stress about it Rachelle...You & Justin are AMAZING Parents & could Love 10 children... HUGS & BLESSINGS ALWAYS 🙏❤️💙💖💙💙💖🧸🤗🧸

  • @heatherd.9390
    @heatherd.9390 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh how I miss the days of toddler's drawings. It never ceases to amaze me what 95% of draw when they draw a person. We seldom have a body and are essentially a head with legs and arms (usually coming out of the sides of the head, lol).
    Emma sure has done a lot of growing up in the last couple of months. She seems to be more of a kindergardener than a preschooler nowadays. They all grow up so fast - it's hard to believe my little girl will be 22yo in a few weeks!😱
    Heather🇨🇦

  • @tiffandfam7466
    @tiffandfam7466 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This is my 5th and last baby and I'm 3wks postpartum and I'm super emotional too..I don't remember being that way with my other kids...well probably a little but not as much as this time 💖. Hi Rachelle 😊

  • @jillthompson9265
    @jillthompson9265 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I have three teen boys. Focusing on each and every single day to day situation in this world is incredibly challenging. I still feel myself holding my little guys in my arms .
    These babies will grow into their new crazy world and they will need you. Having more and more children puts me at risk for not focusing on their needs💕 . Trust me . You will see them again one day when they leave the house and grow old . But for now, my advice is think of their teen years . It’s worth having them small back to back . But this world SUCKS!!! They won’t be little forever .

  • @BeautyGamerXx
    @BeautyGamerXx 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Brynn and Beau together... My heart 🥺💙🤗

  • @lisahennebury8414
    @lisahennebury8414 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I just loved the changes to the intro. So touching!

  • @kristicrook7422
    @kristicrook7422 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Watching you with Emma is so special. You are an amazing mom. I have a daughter too and a son. Such a gift. What does Justin do for work?

  • @katherinerand1892
    @katherinerand1892 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You playing with Emma is just how my little girl loves to play even though 7 now.

  • @ondailywithlily6788
    @ondailywithlily6788 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I noticed the change on the intro!!!♥️♥️ omg how beautiful!! Im crying. Please so a meet & greet I live a hour away from your city. I have my rainbow and pot of gold and would love to talk to you so much😭😇♥️ I been following you since Brynn which was before my own loss in 2018

  • @LaurenGrangerBeauty
    @LaurenGrangerBeauty 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love the change you made in the intro!!

  • @becci2303
    @becci2303 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Last bubs is such a grieving process ❤️

  • @rideremii
    @rideremii 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Omg the new intro of brynn and beau together 😍😍😍 almost burst into tears!

  • @kimcressman6508
    @kimcressman6508 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Emma is a great artist! And cherish those times playing with your little girl it just goes by too fast!!!!

  • @SuperMissblueeyes
    @SuperMissblueeyes 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    "Dr Schooldays", sooo adorable!

  • @DoodahsSister4Ever
    @DoodahsSister4Ever 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love the changes to the Intro. It's beautiful

  • @lydia.e_nails
    @lydia.e_nails 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I noticed the change because I was a little confused by it when we watched the first time. Love the way you changed it 💕 such a nice tribute to your heavenly family

  • @terissalynnvaughnwatkins3736
    @terissalynnvaughnwatkins3736 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    🙂Rachelle you are such a great Mother you have so much patience
    I am Terissa Lynn Watkins
    from: Tuscumbia, Alabama
    I really enjoy watching y'all the family on TH-cam 🙂

  • @isabelrosas9011
    @isabelrosas9011 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Why is it that Emma can draw better circles than I can HAHAHAHA

  • @blackorchid2180
    @blackorchid2180 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I’m usually just a silent watcher ... but I have to say this ... you two are the most brilliant parents to those 4 adorable children ... they are going to grow up so loved and so well adjusted ... you both should be so very proud of yourselves.

  • @oo0itsria
    @oo0itsria 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Well done with Brynn and Beau together 💕 Same emotional pain with having my 4th and final child.. Maybe on a deeper level you know Faye is your final baby? Life on life’s terms though 🤍 Been here since before Brynn.. God blessed you and you’re making the most of it all. Very heartwarming to watch.🤍

  • @bugsinourpockets2558
    @bugsinourpockets2558 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love the change you made to the intro!! 👼👼

  • @splarsh2145
    @splarsh2145 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m currently pregnant with our 4th and last baby. I’m so glad your in the same situation, I have so many mixed emotions about it but love hearing I’m not alone xx

  • @RxePlaysMsp
    @RxePlaysMsp 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    You are doing a wonderful job Rachelle just keep it up!

  • @flamingolounge1975
    @flamingolounge1975 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Don’t label it your last ❤️ whatever happens in the future happens ❤️❤️

    • @alishacuarenta5443
      @alishacuarenta5443 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I agree with you 😄

    • @Puppylove67144
      @Puppylove67144 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      But it's their choice so they labeled it LAST baby because it might their last

    • @flamingolounge1975
      @flamingolounge1975 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Puppylove67144 clearly right now it’s upsetting her … it was just a suggestion to get through this 🥰

  • @mariahelenalama8250
    @mariahelenalama8250 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Ohh my… Faye’s cheeks… she is sooo cute!! God Bless her and your family ❤️❤️❤️

  • @shianna4414
    @shianna4414 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Pepper is getting so big already omg

  • @Zoexkate
    @Zoexkate 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I don't know why but I'm literally obsessed with rachelles videos. I'm always so sad when she says "we're going to end the vlog for the day"

  • @junestewart3478
    @junestewart3478 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Emma is turning into such a beautiful little girl, her attitude is so sweet about things & her hair is delightful, such a lovely little girl. Enjoy your first day at school little one xx

  • @sheri5326
    @sheri5326 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    you put beau and Brynn together was one of the small changes

  • @margiegamma368
    @margiegamma368 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    WOW! Emma is getting so tall!❤️❤️❤️

  • @sandraserafini4351
    @sandraserafini4351 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Isn't Emma just adorable .

  • @darlenebatts5115
    @darlenebatts5115 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm loving the new intro. Oh be careful if you have a coyote in your yard. While Justin was in the yard. They will attack you. Especially if they're hungry. We have them in our yard sometimes too. It's scary to me. Enjoy all the time that you can with the babies before Justin goes back to work. Love From your longtime Indiana Friend.

  • @liddfamily10
    @liddfamily10 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    You mentioned Faye’s first nap of the day. Do you do the Babywise method for sleep or could you please share what you do with routine’s etc which might help other new parents. 😍

  • @louisebourne5779
    @louisebourne5779 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I understand your emotions especially being Faye being your last I am sad too that now my last child has reached 12 years i miss the baby/toddler stage and I often think if only I was younger it is strange I suppose I have to wait to be a grandma now xx

  • @tammystephans2790
    @tammystephans2790 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Omg Brynn and Beau together❤
    RIP Princess and Puppers

  • @terissalynnvaughnwatkins3736
    @terissalynnvaughnwatkins3736 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    🙂 Hello everyone I really enjoy watching y'all the family on TH-cam 🙂

  • @Ayothatslilly
    @Ayothatslilly 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love the Brynn and Beau together

  • @gloriatruett276
    @gloriatruett276 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Emma is so precious!!!

  • @robertagay502
    @robertagay502 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Very clever to use the closet and closet doors as an elevator!

  • @MommaYeager1221
    @MommaYeager1221 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love the change you made to the new intro 😀

  • @samwager8718
    @samwager8718 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I loveeee seeing Emma’s imagination when you guys play together!!

  • @amandaspicypanda4015
    @amandaspicypanda4015 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    My fourth baby is almost 3 months, and I am super emotional about being done having kids. I cried through my IUD placement and after. I don’t think I would ever have that feeling of being done with kids and happy about it. It’s just really hard.

  • @taylorpulliam4145
    @taylorpulliam4145 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I wanted 4, but after we had our second our family felt complete. I was super emotional over it for a while! She’s a year now and I’m still pretty solid on not having any more, but it still makes me sad

  • @ginnab777
    @ginnab777 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I went through that after my twins were born 😔 Knowing that chapter of our lives were closing hit me hard !!

  • @stephanie2
    @stephanie2 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love the new beautiful and amazing intro. Beautiful family ❤️🥰

  • @janicemichaloski5292
    @janicemichaloski5292 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Rachelle I remember feeling very emotional after my last child too 💞

  • @melindabarefoot4612
    @melindabarefoot4612 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Mylacon Drops (from the ones who make Mylanta)helped with gas with both of my boys. Can't believe how big Emma is getting!! The boys are growing so fast too!! Faye is so precious!! She was already trying to hold her head up!!
    You have a beautiful family. Focus on making wonderful memories with the time you spend with them. Love and Hugs to you!!

    • @sheriwilson7063
      @sheriwilson7063 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Mylacon drops really helped my son as well.

    • @valeriewhite7195
      @valeriewhite7195 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      That and Camila drops from Boiron - it says it’s for teething, but it’s also great for any digestive discomfort.

  • @tyreebruce
    @tyreebruce 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Emma’s getting so big!!!

  • @alisonclarke5987
    @alisonclarke5987 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    How beautiful brynn & beau next to each other in intro... love it so much best vid intro to date... xx

  • @hillary0813
    @hillary0813 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Will you guys still adopt? I know one of your earlier videos (soon after Brynn) you had said you wanted to for sure adopt. Love your family and the things you do together!!

  • @doloreslee9330
    @doloreslee9330 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Wow Emma is getting so tall. And the boys are so sweet and adorable. Love your sweet family.❤️

  • @susansgalaxy2219
    @susansgalaxy2219 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Emma is so grown up. Love you guys ❤ ♥️