Watching him fade away- Mac DeMarco (lyrics)
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- I haven't got the guts to call him up
Walk around as if you never cared in the first place
But if you never call you'll end up stuck
Thought another chance to tell him off right to his face
And even though we barely know each other
It still hurts watching him fade way, watching him fade way
Watching him fade way, watching him fade way
I know you never meant to put him down
And even if you did, he sure deserved it
The thought of him no longer being around
Well sure it would be sad but not really different
And even though we barely know each other
It still hurts watching him fade way, watching him fade way
Watching him fade way, watching him fade way
first video so idk lol ok bye
#macdemarco #anime #cool #lyrics
Hits different in the middle of the night drinking cold water thinking of your old online friends and how they’re not there anymore
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omggg, you're right :( it hits so hard thinking about old online friends and how you don't know how they are or how they're doing
yea :( (that made me cry :'()
i lost my friend because i took a mental health break off of social media and i wasn’t replying to her dms, she said it wasn’t working out and now i have no idea how she’s doing. we still look at each other’s stories but i still regret everything and wish i could have her back
Yean, it has been 2 years and I really do wonder where they all went. They help me through quarntine and such. Atleast we have the memories.
I regret not hugging him tighter that day. Now I'm grieving someone who's still alive and it's killing me.
same
aw, im so sorry to hear that I hope you're doing better
Ik what that feels like...my mother was a drug addict. She passed away in 2020 not to drugs but due to a sickness. Weeks before she died she was high and came to sit on my lap. I thought it was unusual and weird, still held her anyway. But if wasn't so fucking blind to see how bad she needed affection I wouldve held her like I never got to.
I made a poem inspired by your comment.
The aching in my heart
Thought that we’d never be apart
And the smell of autumn fall
Reminds me of the start
Should I call?
Perhaps send a letter?
But you are probably doing better
I just can’t help but wonder
Do I occupy your thoughts as you do mine
Or even just ponder
About what we could’ve done in our prime
Dusk hits and it is time
I stare at the ceiling
Burdened with an ugly feeling
As if I’ve done a crime
Inside my mind
You begin revealing
Like if it were a sign
Which pursued me to believing
That you’d once be mine
False notions has me dreaming
Which is so demeaning
Since you do not endear
Yet you are still grinning
And I am just here
Grieving the living
same
I genuinely wish i knew what went wrong between us. We used to talk for hours everyday, even for up to 12 hours on a particular day. I just want to say that you really meant a lot to me. I had depression at that point in life and you saved me, but also became the reason why i needed saving. If you ever see this, I love you, my little star.
Speaking from personal experience, it just doesn’t work out sometimes. Nothing might’ve gone wrong it was just wrong timing or something like that.
um hey hi, your comment inspired me. i’m a poet, i write for fun and i normally gain inspiration from random places, one of them being heart felt youtube comments. don’t take this the wrong way please, but i took inspiration from the paragraph you wrote and i’d love for you to read the poem. i hope you’ll interpret it as a beautiful moment in ur past and although it isn’t completely what you wrote or felt in the moment i still think you should see it :)
it hurts watching a luminous little star slowly dim into nothingness.
the pure light admitting from its core simmered down,
and a match unable to relight what was once the brightest moment of history.
memories of it onto paper
but worst of all is that it’s black…
instead of an honoured happiness its regret, filled with regret, filled with regret.
the lucent white slowly disappearing, just as your spirit did
and mine slowly, but surely dying along side yours.
You're like Elaijah
@@ss-fia3779 I subbed
im going through the same thing right now, and it hurts like hell!!
After losing my grandpa few minutes ago this is the first song I heard after watching a clip :(
A FEW MINUTES AGO??!??! Holy shit
Im sorry
Same thing, but with my grandmother. Hope you're doing well.
how are you bro? you doing good?
I met him in October. Fell in love with him in November, and In December all of our conversations became memories.
Ow:(
sht bro that hit me
you gay?
met him in march, fell in love in april, our conversations were made memories in june
Same exact thing for me just reverse the genders
this song just reminds us how much we didn’t value the people in our lives until they were gone…
cherish the ones you love before it's too late
Me and my crush have never talked, I wish I had the guts to talk to my crush or strike up a convo, He’s such a nice, good looking, awesome guy. There’s so much I could describe about him but it still hurts how he will never know there’ll be someone who loves him so much 😕 I don’t even have any friends so it’s not like that’ll ever happen lmao
**INSANE UPDATE** **: WERE TOGETHER IN LOVEEEE LET ME TELL YALL EVERYTHING**
I started at this new school around September, a few days later we had history class. I was doing my work when I saw a few dudes talking about the anime JoJos. Now I’m a big fan of JoJos so I looked around to see who was talking about it, i though this would be my chance to make a friend who likes JoJos aswell!! I remember, the moment I turned to look at my left, that’s where I saw him for the first time. My beloved J, my heart stuttered, flinched. It slipped a few beats. wow, who was this guy? I didn’t think much of it, I remember when school finished that day and everyone was walking home, I saw him from afar and I thought to myself, oh well, this is just a small crush it’s not that much, but I was rlly wrong.
Day after day, weeks after weeks, he slowly started to appear in my mind all the time. He was the only thing I was thinking about, I became obsessed with him. I started admiring him in class afar than doing my work and whatever chance I had, I tried to be next to him wether this was waking in the hallways or sitting near his friends in some classes we had together. I know this sounds sweet, but It got very bad. I started having breakdowns crying in the school toilets seeing him talk to another girl, it distracted my academic progress, I started to hold violent grudges to any girls he talked to, I started to take secret pictures of him so I could look at him when I was at home and at some point, I stalked him to his house twice. I don’t know why I did that, I still don’t even know, but I was just an idiotic obsessive stalker back then. I was mildly obsessed with him during autumn but around winter, I became severely obsessed. Then during spring it slowed down a bit.
I thought to myself, well I’ll never have him will I? He’s a white dude, I’m from a Middle Eastern country, obviously I’m way out of his league cuz there’s no way he’d like the ugly and hairy me. Although this was the “truth” I thought, I half accepted it at that time. Though I was enjoying the feelings I’d get when he looked at me, even if it was for 2 seconds I would be thinking about it all day.
May 19th, seriously, this was the day as if my life changed. I got up for school and looked at my timetable, I had a class called PSHE, it’s where we talk about world issues, women rights, SA and stuff like that. I was super excited and happy, I’d be sitting on his group table!!! I remember I wore a JoJos t shirt and a long skirt and a jacket, black, nothing really interesting but my idea was I’d I made it visible I liked jjba cuz he did maybe he’d talk to me (STILL NOT COMPLETE PLS REMIND ME LOL)
bro i agree sm with you :( thats how i felt like that as well, i slowly gained confidence to talk to him and i did and we became friends :) , i know it’s hard to talk to someone who u never did before but you will regret it if u don’t :(
i can relate🥲
@@maddyh8312 how did you gain the confidence to talk to him😭🙏???Here’s a lil info too, I’m like 6 months new into the school but I’ve barely talked to anybody, we both have one anime we like in common which is really cool. He’s always hanging out with his dude friends and rarely talks to girls except two that join his group of friends? He’s pretty quiet and minds his own business. I’m sorry if it was long AAAA😭 I just really need help
@@miyako2583 You lose all your shots you don't take, u wouldn't want to live with regrets
I have crush on this girl since first grade we only talked when we were kids. To this day i still have a crush on her, it's been 11 years and i still havent confessed to her because i don't have the confidence to do it.
had a friendship breakup, it’s been a few minutes but i never cried this hard in a while
We're on the same boat, dear stranger
It'll get better. It'll always hurt. I can promise that, but soon the hole they left will be filled
@@ichikaonna2776 how are you doing now?
He was the only one who truly understood me and I regret not hugging him before he left, now he’s gone and I have to learn how to live without him. Rip dad 🤍
He's such a nice, and handsome guy. Everytime I see him, a part of my heart opens up that I lost, even if I never talk to him, he doesn't understand how much he's done for me by just being himself, and I like him a lot for that.
I'm going to give him a valentines day gift indirectly, wish me luck.
Good luckk!!!
good luck!! I rooting for you :)
how did it go?
How did it went ??
and then we never heard from her again
I cannot reply to everyone in the comment section, sadly. But I hope all of you guys are okay ;( it hurts to see everyone not on their best mood. I know everything is so difficult and unfortunate in life, but all of you guys will get through it. I promise.
thankyou
you're the best
Thanks:)
This reminds me of my boyfriend, we used to talk for hours and filled my passion and love but now, it's hard for us to even have a good conversation with eachother without arguing or either of us feeling Awkward halfway through, Ill always miss those days filled with love for eachother and when it didn't feel so one sided, I love him still but I think it's best for us to part with eachother soon,
May I ask how y'all's relationship is looking right now?
its hit diff when ur close internet friend suicides.
im so sorry. my condolences.
OH HELL NAW YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT THIS MF LIED TO ME💀SHE IS ALIVE
@@tslmgkyi_ what the
@@tslmgkyi_ lucky
seriously 💀
having this on repeat atm. currently mourning the death of our family cat, yangka, who died just 2 days ago. she was with us roughly 4 - 5 years. she was a stray who wouldnt leave so we never exactly knew how old she was. she died of kidney failure. it hurt to see her struggle to breathe her last breath while we pet her favorite spots, hoping she felt us even though she was at the brink of death. she was so small when she passed and it felt so surreal to carry her body after she left us. we buried her in our backyard and would usually place flowers, rocks, and give her water. i sometimes stay at her grave for a few minutes, trying to joke abt how shes a flower now or how when she died she didnt even bother closing her eyes.
i still forget that shes gone. i forget that i dont need to refill her water bowl anymore. i forget that she'll never be in my room, lying on the end of my bed and leaving her fur. she wont yell at me anymore to let her in my brother's room bc he has headphones on and she just wants to lie down on his bed. i'll miss the fur she kept leaving on our sofa that i had to clean up. i'll miss the fact that she enjoyed belly rubs.
i just hope shes resting well.
I am so sorry for your loss, I hope things get better for you eventually. 🙂
I am sorry for your loss. I feel the pain. I have 2 cats too and I don't think I will ever be prepared for this. Anyway, I hope you are better now. Hugs
I hope he changes good for someone one day
Still agreeing
@@rach256 hope ur ok
i hope he realizes the effect he had on my view on relationships and my self esteem. my first love was supposed to be magical but it was all fake. he treated me like trash, which is weird considering the fact i miss the memories so much
Life won't always be like a dream but those hurtful experiences teach us. I hope now you are ok with your past and found someone who truly love you but if you didint this time will come so dont worry, as for me Im still changing and waiting
@@kamixato3139 hi! i wrote this a long time ago and im way better now, thank u still for ur sweet comment. i wish the absolute best for u
Rip techno❤️ ily
he was one of my favorite content creators, no matter how much people would say hate comments etc. he was present in my whole childhood he basically grew me up. everytime i hear technos name the tears are just magically there. so thankyou, alexander "technoblade" for being in this life. rest in peace.
At least he’s not in pain anymore. we all know that now he’ll be in heaven having a 1v1 with god, because its techno. we will all miss him dearly and i hope that you know its all going to be okay.
We don’t care
o7
correction; YOU dont care, none here said they didnt so get out
This feels like Technoblade... Now that he died it I just cant believe it and it feels like it isnt real. Even if i dont know him, it still feels like he's one of my dearest friends. GG Technoblade, GG
I miss him so much :(
Nothing happened tho, but it still hurts whatching him fade away.
listening to this song, i reference it to the person in my mirror. i see someone i no longer feel connected to, and slowly see them fading into a blurred figure, i don't like who i was. but i don't like who i am right now either.
So, to you my companion: i'd like to tell you kind words as you are fading and i'm so sorry that i can't find those words. all i can say are empty apologies and we both know that they hold no weight and are worth nothing.
So i tell you, thank you.
thank you for taking care of me no matter how bad and inexperienced, because you actually tried and did what no one else did. i can't promise that i'll be happy soon, but i can promise that i'll always hope and try regardless of the time it takes. if not for myself, i'll do it in honor of you. The person who i was
Wow..
damn..
i dont know why, but this reminds me of my years 8-10 years old. i miss being able to play pretend, i miss my old friends, i miss no stress.
even though I continue every day like normal I still think about you when everything stops. I miss you, I know when I see you again my heart is going to be ripped open. It’ll hurt more as you’re with someone else now. So I hope I never see you again. I’ll always always love you and you hold a little place in my heart. Writing this out has made me realise I am healing. I’m not crying anymore. When I hear this song I always get taken back a little. Thank you for everything you taught me.
Literally me rn :D
I wish we still talked like before i miss them
We used to talk everyday it hurts now he barely replies to me .
what i think about this song is, that him was me. i'm watching myself slowly fade away, til i don't know who is it anymore. "where is he? where is me?" even though we barely know each other, it was still hurts. watching me fade away.
I'm the one who faded away
this
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my grandad has dementia and I see him losing himself more and more everyday. from such a happy caring guy to someone now bed bound just counting the hours through the day with nothing to do or even remember. he doesn't deserve it at all. it's heartbreaking watching this guy I look up to so much slowly fade away.
Wow that's the same exact situation I was in 3 years ago with my great grandma I hope he lives an amazing rest of his life
This song reminds me of my best friend whom with time I had fallen in love with. I never made a move or said anything because I was scared it would ruin our relationship. I wish I had. Even if it would’ve affected our relation, all the guilt of ignoring her for so long pilled up once she left. I never got to say a proper goodbye all I could do was cry the last time I saw her. I miss her and wish we could talk but there is no turning back. She was such a great friend fun crafty and kind. I am grateful that I had such a friend like her.
I relate to you a lot, I really do.
I'll tell you this, if it's of any comfort, there are alternate universes where you are together.
You'll rise from it. :)
why does this remind me of how I'm starting to look and act more feminine even tho I'm trans and wanna be a boy like shit I'm really tryna fit into social norms
this song reminds me about my crush. I keep telling myself I don’t like him anymore yet I still find myself looking for him at school, hoping that someday he’d text me and talk to me again. I became his friend in august 2021, I would always text him and try to get closer to him. I even told him that I like him in september, which was the worst mistake I made honestly. he changed after that, the thing that sucked was that I’d always make the effort to learn about him when he in fact didn’t care at all. After some time he unfollowed me and began ignoring me, 3 months went by and I decided to follow him again on instagram and he sent me a message asking how me and my friend were. he saw me today at school but doesn’t talk to me anymore. the thing is, I think he was always playing with me from the start, he gave me mixed signals. and even tho all this occurred, I miss him.
We decided to not talk anymore and it hurts hahah I’m listening to this song right now and I’m letting it all out :) hahahhahahhahahahahahhahahahahah
I don't know anymore. I really don't. At some point we got along, we laughed and played with one another. But at some point I feel like he doesn't like me back. I ignore him, as my feelings are always hurt seeing him with someone else lmao. I'm going to miss him as today was the very last day I talked to him.
Some people in the comments: talking about friends or family memories
Me: *thinking about my happier and younger self talking to me now*
miss the person she was
You'll probably never see this but I'm sorry we didn't end up working out. God knows I wanted to be with you and you the same but now we're on two different life paths and it hasn't been the same really since we graduated high school. I felt those feelings resurface but I hated myself. How could I love you or anyone else without loving myself first? I wanted to better myself so that I could truly feel happy and genuinely love others again. That's why I said I wanted us to just be friends. And even though it's been a few days since we talked about this, I can feel you slipping away and it hurts more than you know. I'll become a better man, for myself. I won't disappoint you. ❤️
Love the way Mac made songs about his own life and thoughts
it’s funny bcs he doesn’t care about me and yet i can’t stop caring about him
He is so nice but I can’t do it anymore it feels like we don’t match the same like we use to, becoming distant, leaving me on open/deliver I’m gonna stop chasing him now it’s for the better😔.
It still hurts watching him fade away🙃
Oggynumber1 if u see this bro,just want u to know that even tho we didnt get to keep our friendsh8ip longer than it could have,ily and tqsm for keeping a smile on my face.i have never known u in person but what i know is that u went thru alot and i would miss those days of us being one of the closest friends in that minecraft server.those days where we do soap opera and have fun even tho the whole server was making fun of us. tq oggy,i will and always miss those days with u
Thank you tiktok for introducing this song to me :')
there's so many other songs of mac demarco that are sad asf, I recommend listening to more of his songs, when you relate you might actually cry......
I met him in october. It was love at first sight. We were happy. Everything was going okay until he got sick and stopped showing up to school. And then, his mom told us the bad news about him passing away. He died just yesterday and I still refused to believe that hes really gone. It hurts so much that I came to the point that I made myself try to wake up because maybe it’s all a dream and none of what’s happening isn’t real. I miss you so much. You were a beautiful memory. You died too soon. I wish u knew how much I really loved you. Thank you for being part of my life. Rest easy, Polar bear. ❤️
This is what me and my dad’s relationship was, he was caring for me while he was afar and i was indifferent and had no guts to tell my
real feelings for him.. now he is gone and I’m regretting.. like the times he called, I wished I talked more, the times he chats me..I wished I should’ve not ignored that..:(
My old man and I never had a proper father / son relationship, safe to say we weren't very close. I haven't spoken with him since about two years already, and maybe it's for the best but the more I grew up the more I realize that he wasn't a bad father, it was me that was a bad son for him. It's just one of those things that you know there's nothing else that can be done, but you can't help but wish that it was different.
Mac really managed to capture that feeling with such a simple yet powerful line, "surely would be sad, but not really different".
It's surely sad but my and his life go on.
relatable :'(
i cant do this no more i miss him so much … i want this to goes away faster it’s been months already……. SIGH
It will, trust the process and hang in there
@@davidcarstensen935 it’s been 7months and im still thinking of him everyday. i am so tired :/ but thank you tho
@@Youpouv2019 it can take years for someone to get over a break up, i’m going through a recent one… but usually i try to do something new or distract myself… ik it can be rlly hard but just try not to think abt the person… you can cry and that’s ok but if things were to work out then you wouldn’t be here rn… just be grateful for the love you got
@@davidcarstensen935 2 years here. I'm with ya
ah yes the song of could've beens :(
I remember the 3 first months of me being on antidepressants. It was so peaceful. I thought everything was solved. Everything went downhill June 30th. I never met him. I never got to say goodbye. I cried every night. I still wonder to this day; would I be happy if technoblade had never died?
Dsmp members aren't allowed to talk/reference techno in season 2. No one talks about him anymore. "And even though we barely knew each other, it still hurts. Watching him fade away."
i relate to the first paragraph, it took 2 years to find the right anti depressants and its all coming back. I never got to tell him an official goodbye either.
This song’s lyrics remind me a lot of my older brother who suffers through bipolar and schizophrenia. He still is the kind soul everyone knew but eventually he grew into this angry, negative, and violent person. Seeing the brother I grew up with slowly lose his old personality, his sense of reality, and eventually going to jail, it has been one of the most heartbreaking events of my life. When I hear the lyrics “watching him fade away”, it reminds me of that process.
slowly forgetting how her voice was. her laugh and her smile.
This song makes me think about the time with my bestfriend, we always laughed and we talked about anything with eachother and they helped me trough so much, but now our friendship is 'fading away' because they got a partner, I still really appreciate the time we've spend and I hope they'll have an amazing time with thier partner, I'll always be waiting for you💧
..My best friend moved. I told her alot, she was really nice. I really liked her, I miss her.. She's probably replaced me, she doesn't talk to me often anymore.. I hope she knows I love her, I hope she enjoys her new school..
it’s been about a month since my dad died. he was never a great father, but he was good enough. he was emotionally distant my whole life, but i still loved him. he always smoked cigarettes, up until i was about 13 when he was diagnosed with lung cancer. i literally had to watch him fade away for 5 years, his health rapidly deteriorating. 2 heart attacks and many failed chemo treatments later, he was rushed to the hospital while i was at school. for the next few weeks, i spent all my time at the hospital, hoping he would get better. the last time i saw him, he didn’t even look like himself. he died while i was at home, with only my mom there with him. everything reminds me of him, and i miss him more and more every day
Your Father is proud just seeing you cherish him despite his imperfections.
When you have to end a friendship of almosts. I was almost the first choice. I was almost his girlfriend. I was almost his favourite person. I was almost his everything. But I know I was the one who saved him. I saved him. He's alive, is he not? He told me that I saved him and that I was his everything, and I'm sure that at one point that was true, but it isn't anymore. Him coming crawling back because he realises what he's done won't cut it. Not this time. He isn't who I knew him as. I don't know who he is now. He used to be this young man who was so caring, brave and a gentleman. But now? He's nothing but a has been and someone who has made very poor decisions all because of a girl that he now hates. He keeps trying to get me back, but he doesn't get me back. He made his decision, all be it a bad one, but he made it and he can't take it back. He can't take back what he said or what he did or how he told me. He doesn't get to be hurt.
It doesn't stop me from missing him. It doesn't stop me from remembering the good times we had together. It doesn't stop me from still thinking of him daily. He's still very present in my mind. Everything I did for him is still very present in my mind. I loved him. I say loved because the one that I love is no longer here, just the body of a man- no, the shell of a man that was once the best person I've ever had the pleasure of knowing.
Cold tears drip down my face knowing now that he found someone better, top 10 worst feelings.
I have no idea ifcmy frog is dead. Or not but I had. Apacman frog, I only have had him for a few months and he may be dying. Don't know but it hurts to see him sitting still because I know he may die but I just cant accept it because I've lost so many people and he could be I so much pain and be dying a slow deathxand I have no idea but I csntctry to make his death faster because I want hm to survive so bad so here. I am having a mental breakdown because I know I'm horrible for not just giving him a fast death I just feel so bad because I don't know if I just made his water too cold... I don't know if I held him too much or fed him wrong I never. Knew if he was in pain so he could have been skwoky painfully dyingxand I never knewxand it just makes me sick to my stomach to know I may be the reason and now he may die
This makes me think about my old online friend I met in a game. I really like to play with her but then we slowly grew apart and it hurts just thinking about it. We sometimes bump into eachother in the game but we would just use a bow to eachother then she would run and go talk to her friend. It was so awkward but I miss her.
"Well sure it would be sad, but not really different"
this song is so relatable :,(
I hate myself for missing the opportunity to tell him I like him too. It’s been a year since we’ve had a conversation and it still bugging me. I wish I could tell you this :(
That hurts too
Ive always wanted to tell my crush i liked her yet now she was a boyfriend and yet i never fully moved on, me and my crush are bestfriends right now. Yet it hurts whemever she talks about her bf, and also fun since were closer than ever now.i even told her a lie that i liked another girl just so i can move on yet i havent.
Shes such a nice person to talk to.
@@sharingan1249 I can't imagine how painful it is for u. Falling in love with a friend is either risky or something, but do not give up the "love" if you feel it in your heart. If your love for her is sincere then the love will always find a way, just wait for the right time comes. ♡
@@not_juls i dont think itll ever happen, i can only reject these feelings i have for her since i think its weird fir me to like her when she has a boyfriend,
I compare the lyrics of this song to myself in a sense. Looking back at the past, one would be more pure and respectable then instead of the mess they are in the present. I look at this song as if someone were reminiscing on their much pure, happy, and genuine selves, saying how they miss how they used to be.
My brain interprets this song differently
The person I watch fade away is my younger self, as those times get farther and farther away I don't regret leaving, but it still hurts watching her fade away. I did horrible things when I first got on the internet (I was horrible and manipulative to everyone around me at that time and I was 100% sure I was in the right) and I didn't even realize, I was so happy and free, but I would rather be kind and a prisoner to myself than cruel and free from self hate and negative thoughts.
I still catch myself doing those things every once in a while to this day and I wonder if I'm the same person that I was before, but what makes someone good person is if they acknowledge these things and want to change instead of continuing the action.
Salvation is a free gift from God.“For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.”-John 3:16If you believe in your heart the Jesus is Lord and that He is the son of God and that He died on the cross for your sin and rose again,and you confess this all with your mouth,you shall be saved. R epent from your sins and accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. Amen❤️God bless you all I hope you have a wonderful day!🙏❤️✝️
This song makes me happy, I wish I was more smarter and prettier but I’m not. I’m just some ugly monster who people think I’m a loser, my brother makes it worse, I feel like if he had stabbed me with that knife he was holding, life would be better, way better. But I’m still living crying while typing this, this song helped me because the lyrics and how it goes. The comments make me feel better and I feel bad for people to, there’s this no that almost drives me crazy. Luckily I hope next grade of school will be alright! I hope so…..
Met 2018 left his abusive drugged parents 2021
All I can think about my uncle Jake fell into a very bad drug addiction because his wife (my aunt by marriage) had a miscarriage… around a month after their dog died who was his best friend. It was way too much for him he ended up killing himself when I was 12 years old. After he died my whole family was devastated because he was always so funny and confident, he told the funniest jokes at the Christmas dinner and always had a beer with my dad….. I remember on Christmas when I was 7 My uncle, my dad, me, my grandpa, we’re all in the basement and my uncle Jake let me make a drink with him and we both drank it together even tho it tasted terrible…. I would always sit inbetween him and my dad during dinner too…. There’s a lot more little things about him I can say but the biggest thing is that he was my dads only close friend even though they weren’t related bc he was my moms brother my dad and him got along super well. R.I.P Jake (1989-2019)
My first ever bf told me he was gonna come out to his parents. Later that evening i found that he had blocked me saying that they weren't very supportive of neither him nor us, so he broke up with me to try and become "straight". Long story short; fuck homophobia :').
i miss you cole. i miss you noor. i miss you "k". i miss you hellan. you guys are my home. youre the most comforting feeling. you're so sweet. i feel safe with you.
but can i control it? i really wish i didn't have to go to school and sit on my laptop listening to music talking to you. is there anyone more comforting and supportive than you? you guys help me thru hard times. i sadly cant because im a bad friend. i can't spare time for you.
oh when will we talk once again, together?
I don’t know why everyone tell them life (sorry for my bad English I’m French) but I want to do the same. So my life is a piece of shit and I hate my self but with this musique I fell so safe, as if I am on a cloud and it make me happy :)
Z and the others, if u ever see this. I’m sorry. For everything. I’ll never forget you guys.
This song reminds of my friend passed from suicide almost 2 years ago. I know we weren’t the closest friends in the world. but I’m glad I’m can call him my friend.
RIP Aaron
May his soul rest in peace
I had this crush i never talked to him i was always scared of rejection the thing is that he always wanted to talk to me but i would always run away i wish i didnt know i really do regret it but i cant do nothing anymore i mean its been 1 year since the last time i saw him cause he moved schools when i go out i always wish to see him well that was in the past but watching him fade away was the most saddest thing i felt like my whole life was going downhill i missed him day after day but guess what i have an amazing bf now who really does care about me and i mean ive moved on i think but i still regret now talking to that boy. But i love my bf so much now.
Ig update 2 months later ive been dating my boyfriend for 3 months and he decided to cheat on me idk what were gonna do.
Upadate its been a couple of weeks i gave him a second chance but now he likes this other girl while were dating i tried avoiding him but i miss him a lot i wanna talk to him cause we havent broken up yet i mean hes still my boyfriend. But the girl told me she didnt wanna break us up but she did she wanted to do that she said she didnt care if he had a gf i just idk.
my dumbass couldn’t tell them in time and they found someone else!!!
two years, talking everyday for two years, only to grow apart, god i miss you
يعور مره مره مره اني اشوف نفسي وانا افقد كل حبي لاكثر شخصين ساعدوني في حياتي احس اني مو كافيه لهم واحس بالذنب لاني مو قادره اعطيهم حقهم وافرق بينهم كثير واكثر من مره تركتهم عشان ناس ماتستاهل وكل ماحاولت اصلح من نفسي افشل بكل شي وهم مالهم ذنب عشان اتركهم هم الوحيدين الي كانو يسعدوني بحياتي ويفهموني قيمتي بالحياه ومع ذلك اعاملهم بذي الطريقه ابدا ما استحق اشخاص نفسهم استحق اشخاص تعاملني بشكل سيئ لاني سيئه بسبب كل شي سويته لهم يالله مره يوجع قلبي
I can't bring myself to tell him that I like him when he's just right beside me.. I like him for more than 7 years and we're graduating soon after our last exam paper and we're already on our last paper :(
it hurts that I won't be seeing him anymore after this.
This song literally describe my situation right now.
Please tell him you only live once and im sure there is nothing to lose over just a conversation. It is better than looking back regretting and wondering what you two could have been
"french toast" & "ski" are the 2 things tht always remind me of him & it hurt me sometimes knowing we're strangers w/ "memories" rn. i liked everything abt him, he was rlly respectful & caring, literally the kindest person i've ever met on the internet (u can say he was a walking green flag lmao). we used to text everyday & every time, he'd even ask me abt how my day was/how i slept then tells me abt his day & bla3 but everything suddenly changed not so long after we got close to each other. i tried to talk to him asking wht i did wrong & he barely showed any interest & only explained half of it then left me hanging. so unfollowing & not texting him anymore were the only last choices i could do to get over him. ig everything happens for a reason yea? i just hope he's doing all fine & hving fun on the other side of the world.
Pov: your looking for the comment of the deaf guy
This song reminds me of my grandpa, I hope he recovers from stage 4 lung cancer.
I miss you already, Techno. Rest easy, king
so basically i have a very close friend ive known for 6 years and we always go to school tgt but now we're going to be in diff schools, she always tell me her problems and do stuff with me, but now she found some friends that i hate cause they used me but its fine it doesnt affect me. The thing that im sad of is shes been leaving me on seen and sometimes ignoring me which makes me sad and shes slowly drifting away, we havent talked today cause shes out with those friends. They posted it on their story, oh welp just hope things get better for me.
This song reminds me of the last episode of a show
he is so dreamy and makes me so happy. we spent last years summer together and it was the best thing that happened to me so far, more precisely he was the best thing that happened to me so far. when he was happy and smiling, i could literally see the sparkles in his eyes. now, things got really weird. its been two months since we talked normally like before. i just hope it will be okay and he will not fade away
My G, if you ever see this. You’ll never fade away from my memory.
I’ll miss you dad.
Hope you're ok
she may have hurt me and put me through a lot but I still loved her with every ounce of my heart still love her even sad thing is she's already moving on and i'm still in a bad state but I hope she's happy
Lost a person who was there for me for 12 years
my cat died yesterday on my birthday this song made me cry💔
I still miss and think of you everyday, Caden.
I finally can chat him back but he's not like the old him it feels awkward,i really miss him even thougt we know each other🤕.
I discovered this song on a random playlist, and kinda misinterpreted what the meaning was behind the song/lyrics at first. I couldn’t help but sob when I actually looked into the lyrics as it hit way too close to home with the crumbling relationship between my stepfather and I.
I hate to admit it, but a majority of my life knowing him I considered him my father. I don’t know what happened, whether me just growing older was the catalyst to his behavior or he’s always been a borderline narcissist, it felt like I knew him less and less as time went on. And since my mother and I cut all ties with him, I’ve been back and forth with myself on whether to contact him just to scream out the frustrations and pain I held or to just let him fade away, to become a ghost myself in his past. I wanted him to understand the pain he put me through, what he ultimately stole from me that couldn’t be given back, but didn’t want to jeopardize my anonymity and possibly give him satisfaction in knowing that I had suffered by his hand. Regardless of what I decide with, it hurts watching-who I considered as a father figure a time ago-him fade away.
this song literally relates sm
, i was talking with this guy for about a month on Facebook and we connected sm and even had calls for about 4hrs or more just talking. weeks passed and we decided to met up on person . long story short i met him and did not feel anything on person the vibes wernt the same . so we just walked around the park talking with awkwardness and i noticed that he was texting his friend of someone to tell him that there was an family emergency "that was fake obviously " so then they called him and told me he had to leave . so i said that its alr, either way i wanted to leave too. so when he walked me to the car he did not say any thing , and so we never texted back , and idk but it just makes me so sad how we connected on text but not on person , maybe we just went made to know each other in person... srry if i misspell some words
lmao you were connected to someone that you met only on social media ?
@@larafflesiaarnoldii8654 no… he was my neighbor smh
Is this gay song?
No, I believe he composed this song because his father passed away.
ooooh dad where have you been…
These comments are so sad 😭 you all deserve the world ❤️
life is tough, but you're tougher...
i miss her
Spite the song saying "him" it still hits hard for when I my girlfriend broke up with me and i just stared at my phone, feeling heart broken because we stayed together for 7 years and it hurts and semi haven't recovered from it, i met her again at a wedding (she's one of my aunt's friends daughter) and we went back to my aunt's and we talked and she said along of "your my only ex that didn't cheat on me" for some reason, it hurts
thinking of my father
I lost my friend due to jealousy i did got the blame as always, i wanted to make some friends but i think it'll never work I'm so close to literally jus giving up.
I miss my grandpa :(.