Hahaha! I lost 20lbs because my body and diet changed overnight, and EVERYTHING in my life broke down. I've been in hermit mode for six months...no friends or family around. Like a monk. My soul is doing a lot of growing, and being around people can be very weird. I don't even feel like a person most of the time.
I've hated every second of it. I've been in isolation for over two years now because I was in a health crisis before the pandemic. The weight loss was terrible for my health. I had to figure out how to save my own life because I didn't have proper health care. I was able to recover a little after two years. I had to rebuild my walking muscles, and I had to increase my muscle mass significantly to manage the pain. I cope by learning as much as I can about everything from physical health to mental health. I have a really unique skill set now and my Clairvoyant gifts have skyrocketed (not that I wanted them to). I didn't want any of this. I know I got a really severe awakening experience though. It triggered my PTSD and I had to find a trauma therapist/awakening coach to help. I can see the next phase of my life shaping up but everything in the old life is ending in a stressful way. I wish people didn't have to go through this kind of stress. I never met the person that triggered my awakening (not interested) but that didn't stop everything from shifting around like crazy. That's what happens though. I'm not someone who keeps romantic partners around, but an important person vibed into my life when I wasn't looking. She has my dog's name and we share a birthday. Synchronicities tend to pile up in my life now.
That purge of emotional baggage was the most intense of the connection for me and still is going on! accelerated in few weeks after my TF meeting/union! now in separation we both are doing well and healing and love is growing without any communication!
Yesss!!! Isolation. No connection to my old friends old interests disassociation no hobbies weight loss ascension new home new jobs restlessness obsession no connection to family i feel like a ghost i miss the old me but i know that person is gone i feel like im losing sanity. Its almost like going threw puberty again. Its that extreme.
I met someone who makes me feel like this, but he's married 😭😭😭, and he decided to be with his wife, and that's logically okay. I understand and respect it, but...
Im sure hes my twin flame never ever felt like this before ever. I keep waking up at 2,3,4 in tge morning cant get back to sleep. Keep crying etc cant stop thinking about him however hard i try. He blocked me 8 weeks ago for no reason whatsoever. Hadnt been intimate at all definitely a very strong connection i don't understand why he blocked me?.
I met her - it exploded me and my whole life broke down, but we don't talk. She repels me. But also attracts me. She doesn't seem to feel it too though 😢 ive transformed in 12 months at speed! Let go of major stuff one thing after another. I see her again afrer 6 months and its just weird. I feel I have to move on.
Met twin long ago. I have been done this road. Now my soul and my body are integrating. Then what do we expect? At present my twin and I are not communicating.
I hate this. It’s just the wrong time in my life for all of this. Let alone I have a wife who I can't even talk to about this because she wouldn't understand. This is just awful.
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Hahaha! I lost 20lbs because my body and diet changed overnight, and EVERYTHING in my life broke down. I've been in hermit mode for six months...no friends or family around. Like a monk. My soul is doing a lot of growing, and being around people can be very weird. I don't even feel like a person most of the time.
I'm exactly there now
I've hated every second of it. I've been in isolation for over two years now because I was in a health crisis before the pandemic. The weight loss was terrible for my health. I had to figure out how to save my own life because I didn't have proper health care. I was able to recover a little after two years. I had to rebuild my walking muscles, and I had to increase my muscle mass significantly to manage the pain. I cope by learning as much as I can about everything from physical health to mental health. I have a really unique skill set now and my Clairvoyant gifts have skyrocketed (not that I wanted them to). I didn't want any of this. I know I got a really severe awakening experience though. It triggered my PTSD and I had to find a trauma therapist/awakening coach to help.
I can see the next phase of my life shaping up but everything in the old life is ending in a stressful way. I wish people didn't have to go through this kind of stress. I never met the person that triggered my awakening (not interested) but that didn't stop everything from shifting around like crazy. That's what happens though. I'm not someone who keeps romantic partners around, but an important person vibed into my life when I wasn't looking. She has my dog's name and we share a birthday. Synchronicities tend to pile up in my life now.
This woman knows!!!
absolutely right, she’s a no BS teacher of all ascension things!
That purge of emotional baggage was the most intense of the connection for me and still is going on! accelerated in few weeks after my TF meeting/union! now in separation we both are doing well and healing and love is growing without any communication!
I love the way you explain this. Really trying not to watch anything TF but here WE are. This is so spot on. Thank you ❤
That was so beautifully explained . I think you’re going to be big on TH-cam
So spot on. Always grateful for your clarity of language and explanation. Thank you Raghida.
Nice, Thankyou ur just wonderful
Yesss!!! Isolation. No connection to my old friends old interests disassociation no hobbies weight loss ascension new home new jobs restlessness obsession no connection to family i feel like a ghost i miss the old me but i know that person is gone i feel like im losing sanity. Its almost like going threw puberty again. Its that extreme.
Thank you so much💐💐💐
I had an ego death already before meeting my twin, so it has been easy for me
Wonderful Raghida, thankyou for assisting with all this wonderful lightwork :)
What a beauty 🥰
Yes,I'm completely alone.
Well described and i can vouch for all these!!! 🙏🙏🙏🤘🤘🤘
Love this!! beautiful !!
I met someone who makes me feel like this, but he's married 😭😭😭, and he decided to be with his wife, and that's logically okay. I understand and respect it, but...
Im sure hes my twin flame never ever felt like this before ever. I keep waking up at 2,3,4 in tge morning cant get back to sleep. Keep crying etc cant stop thinking about him however hard i try. He blocked me 8 weeks ago for no reason whatsoever. Hadnt been intimate at all definitely a very strong connection i don't understand why he blocked me?.
Omg!! Yes the eyes tge voice oh my goodness he must be my twin flame or soulmate . He blocked me.
I met her - it exploded me and my whole life broke down, but we don't talk. She repels me. But also attracts me. She doesn't seem to feel it too though 😢 ive transformed in 12 months at speed! Let go of major stuff one thing after another. I see her again afrer 6 months and its just weird. I feel I have to move on.
Can u go back and forth between energy and no energy?
Met twin long ago. I have been done this road. Now my soul and my body are integrating. Then what do we expect? At present my twin and I are not communicating.
Yes yes yes!
Precisely!
Spot. On!
Yes yes yes!
Thank you!
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Does she talk about catalysts anywhere?
I hate this. It’s just the wrong time in my life for all of this. Let alone I have a wife who I can't even talk to about this because she wouldn't understand. This is just awful.