For anyone here looking for something, this is it. It gets better. I've tried twice and I was saved both the times. It's not going to be happy days all the time but just give it some time, reach out, talk. Just, do something, anything. Help will come in the most unexpected way and you will be glad you held on for so long. Just one more hour, one more day. You can do it sweethearts, love and happiness will always find its way to you no matter what. Remember to love yourself. Take care. I know you can make it to the next sunrise ❤
@@pauline7712 Yes! BTS has been there for me when I didn't have anyone. Their songs gave me hope when I was awake all alone at night. I'm never going to be ashamed of being an ARMY! 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
Odyssey Audio thanks...I don’t know what to say...i will talk to you if I need to...but the problem is...my parents don’t want me talking to anyone I don’t know🥺
I understand completely. I wouldn't want you to get in trouble, I'd feel bad at that point 😅 Just know that I'm a comment, email or message away if you ever need to talk to someone. 🖤
09/12/2019... The date of my first suicide attempt... I can't believe it had been almost a year since that one, fatal arguement about my grades. The day my dad pushed me so far, I tried overdosing... wow... I feel almost proud of myself. Just 4 months and 9 days and it'll be a year. Thank you.
Thank *you* for continuing to fight despite the bad times. I'm so very proud of you for being strong and sticking it out. When that day comes and it's been one year, we'll celebrate your victory and how amazing you are.
Hey there, I wanted to come back here and say that I hope you're doing well. I know it's a little past the date that you mentioned, but I still wanted to say that I'm proud of you. You're incredibly strong, and I'm always going to be rooting for you.
@@OdysseyASMR Thank you so much! I'm on a different account, but seriously THANK YOU. I'm very happy that you remembered. Im glad to say I haven't attempted, and I'm doing a little better. Recently (yesterday) I relapsed, and badly injured myself (self inflicted). It needs stitches but I am unable to get them due to family stuff. I am taking care of it, and it already looks much better! It means a lot to know someone cares, and Im tearing up rn.
I suffer from depression and ptsd....I'm young but I suffer because of a relationship I was in and even though I have ner tried to commit suicide...I have almost and I self harmed before...I try my best and videos like these always help so thanks
Youre stronger than hurtin yourself. Be patient. And understand how it goes Look up juicy j - how it goes I know it might be a typa music you dont listen to but just listen completely to the song
Hey everyone, happy Friday. This video is a request from *Duriel Hunes,* I hope you enjoy it and I hope it helps anyone that watches. Mental Health is crazy important in our lives. This video hit home for me a bit, but I hope it can help you in any way. Please never forget to take care of yourself and love yourself. If you ever need help, do not be afraid to reach out. Be safe out there and have a lovely weekend.
HI! You told me I could vent, we'll I did. And I'm kinda scared now. My hands are shaking. I don't wanna be judged. I don't usually get to vent to anyone too much and I'm really thankful. Your voice sooths me. Honestly might delete my other comment of me venting soon. Just bc I don't want anyone to pity me. Thank you.😊
Here I am, it's wayyy past midnight (where i live) having a mental breakdown, so i'm seeing this video so I know that someone cares about Me, even tho I know this isn't for *me* so I know that it dosn't matter, but in some wierd way this is helping so thank you
I lost my dad a couple of months ago, actually some days after my birthday. And it changed my life completely. I had depression a long time before that, but his death just broke me. I began to self-harm after that. I don't do it anymore. Or at least I'm trying not to. Listening to this, I just couldn't hold myself up. I broke apart and started to cry. I needed to hear those words. I needed someone who will be there for me in hard times, even if it's not for real. So thank you for it. Keep up the work
I'm so sorry to hear about your dad. I know how you feel honestly, my dad passed away not too long ago, as well as my grandmother. I'm still grieving, but I'm doing my best to remain strong. I'm glad you've doing your best to stop self harming dear. You're a very strong person, and I'm proud of you for expressing your feelings and getting your emotions out. I'm just one guy, but truthfully if you do need anything like someone to talk or rant to or even just a friend, I'm here. 🖤
For anyone who needs it, I'm here for you. Feel free to respond to this if you need someone to talk to. I've been in a horrible place before and I get what it's like to feel like life isn't worth living anymore. there is always a reason to live. Always. Even if it's the smallest reason ever, if it keeps you alive, then it's important. All of you are worth it, love you 💝💕
Everyone I ever cared about has said that to me they still do but I feel like nothing is ever gonna make me happy again and I'm glad you got better really but what I hate is when people say they care only to leave me a while later. I don't deserve hope or love or even happiness cause if I get even a little bit of that I go and destroy it, I deserve this pain... Even if people disagree with me and say everythings gonna get better and right now asmr and music and dance and reading are my only escape from this world but even that's not enough to help me. Sorry this was long.
I’ve had suicidal thoughts for a while. I refuse to tell my parents, or anyone for that matter. I’ve wanted to figure out how to take it out, but the only thing I can think of is cutting. Don’t worry, I haven’t yet, I can’t figure out how to take the razor apart, but I was wondering what are some alternatives that still work, but aren’t nearly as bad. Thank you 🙁
I can't give you any alternatives to stuff like that, but I can say that if you ever want to talk to someone or just vent to someone you can always come here and talk to me or anyone here. Anything we can do to help we will happily do.
Hi Faith, How are you doing? I hope you are doing better. I heard about how putting ice on your wrist gives you the same feeling as cutting. I'm not sure how effective this is, but it might help. Please tell someone, as long as they are a reliable person. If you're not comfortable telling someone you know, you can also call/text a hotline. Remember that you are loved and needed. You deserve happiness and love. You are awesome and outstanding.💜 Your skin isn't paper, so don't cut it. You might not be able to stop once you start.
I used to hurt myself, and when I get the urge I snap a hairband on my wrist. I also clench and unclench my hands a lot. It's just a matter of what makes you feel better, but that is what works for me. It will get better, as long as you can find a reason (and there always is one) 💕
I watched this video when it first came out, but just came back and you said we could rant in the comments. I just need to get somethings off my chest... Back in January of 2013, my older brother (18 at the time) left for the army. We had hung out every weekend when I would go over to my dad's house (my parents are divorced) and would always play video games together, even if my young eight-year-old brain didn't know what the hell I was doing. I was terrified of the dark and my little sister would have to sleep in the same room as me or I would freak out. One night, my little sister and I got in a fight and she left my room in the middle of the night. I was crying, trying to not wake my dad and step-mom, but my room was right next to my brother's room. He heard me sobbing, so he came in and immediately told me that he would be there always and forever. Fast forward to 2015, after my brother was into the army, my dad moved to the other side of the country, taking my step-mom and little sister with him. My older sister moved into her own apartment, so I was alone with my mom and grandparents. When my mom and dad divorced when I was barely even a year old, my mom didn't have enough money to live on our own, so we lived (and still live) with my grandpa and grandma. Knowing that my family was going to be split up for a while, I just tried to focus on drawing, so I drew what monsters were taking over my mind. For years to follow, I was sad, till 2017 when my brother came home for a week. He was only with me for a day, but trust me that was one ot the best days of my year. When middle school came along, I got bullied for how I acted. I have ADHD which is Attention Defecit Hyperactivity Disorder so basically, i can't focus, sit still, or be quiet for more than 30 seconds at a time. I wouldn't yell, as much of I would be weird. I made noises and holy hell, I SQUEAKED SO MUCH. When I first got my phone last year, I asked my dad for my brother's number. We texted and played video games everyday after school and after his shift. I found out this Feburary that he was going to be xoming home soon, and I would not stop talking about it , honest to God, I think my friends were sick of hearing his name. March 4, 2020, my brother came home. I spent the whole week with him, but had noticed he was different than when he left. Since the army fricked him up, he got PTSD and depression. But he hadn't told me he went to alcohol and marijuana for relief. He promised before he left that he wouldn't do the 'baddies' as we would call them, but I guess he forgot... I've been crying about it for a while now, but to be fair, he is a grown man (25 and all) so I guess a 14 year old can't stop him... He's superior to me... I'm sorry you had to read my dumb rant, thank you though. I needed to get that off my chest... 😓 PS: Is it bad that I'eve memorized this whole video?
I'm so glad that you decided to come here and rant dear, this is a safe place for you to do that as many times as you may need to. It's not dumb at all, and I'm happy you did it. I'm also happy that you were able to spend time with your brother, even if things have changed. I have a friend that was in the Marines, he's since come back home but it definitely changed him and messed with him a lot. If there's one thing though I can say, it's that even though your brother has gone through a lot he's still going to love you endlessly. If you ever want to share your drawings with me, talk about your ADHD, bullying, anything. You can always come here or even email me if you would like. You're not alone in this fight. PS: It's not bad at all! I'm very glad that you've made it to this video a lot and find comfort in it (I hope)
@@OdysseyASMR Thanks, Odyssey. I would reply with a better response, but that just brightened my week... (sorry for being late to reply) PS (i do find comfort in it, cause it makes me feel less alone)
When he said "i'm sorry" my depression just yoinked out the window and my head keeps saying "It's not your fault"...and btw thanks for making me feel better (>0w0)>♡
This does bring back some dark memories last year I attempted suicide sense I had one friend and that one friend I lost and I was being bullied but my mom did catch me and I went to a mental hospital for a week on 24/7 watch it was scary I’m still depressed but slowly getting better
I'm sorry to hear that darling. I'm so glad that you're getting better and that you're still here. If you ever need to rant or someone to talk to I've got you. 🖤
I really needed this. I don’t really know what to say...there’s actually someone out there who cares. A real person. I can’t even begin to explain how comforting and reassuring it is to know there’s someone who cares about you. Thank you.
Thank you for this. I don't normally show emotion much due to it being... Disgusting in my opinion, but I think I needed to hear this. And guess what? You just gained a new subscriber, although it probably doesn't matter compared to the 18 k you have XD 🖤🖤🖤 Love you boo
I understand. It feels yucky to show emotions at times, but it helps a bunch to express them instead of holding them in. And it does matter! I appreciate every single person that watches my videos and supports me! Thank you so much dear, it means a lot 🖤
Omg same I don't show emotion too because it feels disgusting to me too well actually just affection and caring I hate those but sometimes I just use them so my mom doesn't worry about me
I looked up if it's possible to be emotionless and it's not but you can show a lack of emotions, so I do relate on a major scale to not showing emotion
@@OdysseyASMR It turned out really well! This is a difficult script and I was generally concerned that there might actually have been a body on the floor behind your screen.
@@BlueMoonAudio I had my pillow on the floor and sort of pretended that way XD but besides that this is a touchy topic for me so it was quite easy to get emotional.
I attempted suicide two times, in 2017. and 2019. and to think that that was so long ago is crazy. I'm in a really dark place rn and this audio really made me feel something, thank you.
I lost my dad 5 years ago and it changed my life completely. I tried to kill myself 2 times and I still want to die, but people like you is the reason, why I should stay in this cruel and full of pain world. Do you know why? Because I still believe in kind, good and caring people like *you*. Thank you, I really appreciate that ❤️
Your comment just warmed my heart so much. I'm so glad that you're still here fighting through everything, pushing through and surviving. I know the pain of losing a close loved one, so I know it's not easy. But you're strong, and I'm proud of you. 🖤
I lost the person most close to my heart:my grandma. The pain is unbearable. I scream for them to come I pray for it to be a dream and for me to wake up. It hurts so much...
@@shreem7156 I'm so sorry to hear that. I lost my grandmother as well on Halloween. It feels so unreal and I still can't believe that she's gone. She was always there for me and there's a void now that nothing can fill. But as Filin Bro said, we need to live somehow. We need to do our best to remain as strong we can, and fight as long as we can. They'd want that for us.
Okay I’m a lesbian and I still love this video, not so much because of the boyfriend thing but just the comfort. I’ve had a pretty rough couple of years with a lot of hospitalisation for anorexia. I felt so alone, but this is really helping... Thank you so much for making this.
I'm happy this is helping you regardless dear. I know anorexia is a tough battle, and I'm proud of you for making it this far and surviving. If you ever want anyone to talk to or vent to, you can always message me or do whatever you need to do. 🖤
3:27 when he said “even tho your asleep”. I just closed me eyes and whispered “ A SAAAA DUDE “ with a peace sign I’d be the worst actor I can’t take anything seriously 😂😂
This made me feel something other than sad, i don't know what exactly but it made my heart stop and then beat faster. This may sound sad but I've listened to many of these and a lot of them say "whenever you feel like hurting yourself talk to me" and i realized that i say that to my bsf and no one's ever said that to me, it's probably because I keep this type of stuff to myself, it's better that way. Im not harming and i haven't in months, im just struggling with other stuff rn.
Firstly, I wanna say that I'm proud of you for not harming yourself in months. That's incredible. And I totally understand that. One of the reasons why I made this audio is so if you ever do want to vent somewhere safe you can come here. Allow me to say that you are able to come and talk to me at any time you might need. I know holding in feelings is easy to do, but if there's ever a time you just absolutely need to vent to someone or need someone to listen, I'm here. There's also a lot of people here as well.
my bf and I both have suicidal thoughts over and over again. we're in a ldr so taking care of each other like that is sadly not possible.. I'm crying so hard rn, imagining him and myself in that position, knowing how much he'd cry and knowing how much I'd cry if I lost him.. I.. I just can't..
when a virtual person who i cannot see and can only hear comforts me more than somebody who's known me my whole life (also known as a childhood friend and parents)
I’m so depressed lately, it’s like my mental health is degrading each day, disappearing into nothingness, I feel awful day in day out, I’ve tried so hard to fight it, to fight the urge of cutting myself, I’m stupid and it’s what I deserve I don’t deserve to be happy and I never will be, all my thoughts, all my actions they seem fine, but inside it’s all were it goes wrong, please I just, i put on a fake smile to make things seem fine, and and ... their really not, it’s just to much for me, I don’t want to be here anymore...
Please don't give up. Please. I know the pain of feeling utterly helpless and being overwhelmed by everything that comes to you, and there are times where you feel like it's too much to handle, but I promise that you're good enough. You're more than good enough. You're still fighting even when it's tough, and I'm so proud of you. Please, if you ever need anyone to vent to or anything don't hesitate to ask someone. I'm here if you need anything too. I know it takes time to step out of that dark cloud (I've been there), but the fight will be worth it in the long run. Please take care of yourself my friend. 🖤
Odyssey ASMR this very sweet of you, I’m in no way looking for attention and I would hate to even seem like that but it’s getting to a point were I just don’t care anymore, I’m to tired, I’m to sad to hold on, I’m really stuck on what to do, I need help and it would be nice to talk to someone like you who understands the pain I feel...but how? ❤️
Odyssey ASMR also you take care too, I’m sick of fighting but I don’t want to give up on my family because my dad passed recently and that had brought about my anxiety again (made it worse) and depression, everything seems to unreal to me, and right now I’m not sure what to do with myself...
I totally understand. You deserve all the support you can get. You can message me on Instagram if you have it, or you can email me if you would like. 🖤 I lost a loved one last month and it's been super difficult to deal with, but I know I need to stay strong for my family because it's a difficult time. You're already doing an amazing job by continuing to push through and fight honestly.
Odyssey ASMR well I guess we could be their for each other, I’m starting to loose my mind, I just want it all to stop...your videos help for a start, I just try to forget but it ends up with me bottling my emotions and then belting it out for no reason...❤️❤️
I've been struggling with depression, anxiety and thoughts of self harm for a while now. I've never actually gone through with anything. I'm too scared too and I don't wanna upset the people I care about. I'm thankful enough to have people who care about me and will help me but I've not told anyone about my thoughts either. I'll probably be fine but yeah.
This actually helped me because I self harm and once you do it you can’t stop. I have had suicidal thoughts ever since I was ten and I came across this video and it helped me so thank you
I know you might feel like you won't ever find love or care, but I promise you that you will dear someday and somewhere. Even if it takes a while, it will be entirely worth it when it happens. I'm also here for you if you need anything. 🖤
thank you for this video, truly thank you! i’ve been self harming and had different eating disorders for three and a half years now and i am talking to a therapist but it really doesn’t help! i really feel no hope anymore and i just want to end it. this video actually made me feel a lil better, so thank you 🖤
I'm happy that this video can at the very least make you feel a little better. If there's anything I can ever do for you, or anyone else here, don't hesitate to ask or talk to any of us! You're not alone in this fight. 🖤
I suffer from depression and suicidal thoughts and actually had attempts of suicide but I’ve always stopped myself multiple times but I’m ok 🙂 nothing is damaged on my body and last year I told my mom that I was suffering for 4 years
I’m sorry to hear that and hope things get better because things will get better. I know how you feel and also have suicidal thoughts but I don’t want to put my parents through any pain. Hope your doing well and stay safe.
uhh my internet just went out for a sec and I was listing to this with my eyes closed and it was silent and the beeping stopped the person in the hospital died or something.... oof
I remember when I was in middle school about five years ago and I was getting bullying every single day and I was depressed hade panic attack’s den and if it wasn’t for tanks to my parents I would not stay her today because den I didn’t have any friends. Only because I have epilepsy and am different in my own way. But now I am doing much better and I still need to be better in my selfastim today I have friends that I thought I never would have before my life😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ is starting to getting better then before I never have feeling so much a alive. And is tanks to my parents my best friends who is like my brother and sisters if r wasn’t for the I don’t know what I would do then . And tanks for your videos is makes me sleeping better and faster it helps really much I love your Asmars so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I'm so so happy to hear that you're doing better! You deserve to feel great and deserve to have a happy life ☺️ Bullying is terrible, but I'm glad that you made it through. And thank you so much, I'm happy you like my videos! Stay safe and take care.
For anyone needing this here I go… We are all pickles. We are never perfect, sometimes we may be sour, sometimes we may have more bumps and mistakes than others, but nobody will care when you become a delicious relish on a Frankfurt, or a hotdog, a burger too, basically anything you can slap a delicious pickle on. Enhance your inner sour pickle because you deserve it. Every pickle is different may it be small or big. But different people love different pickles. You just have to find the right person for your pickle jar.
I have really been struggling with depression and self harm. some days I feel like I just can't take it anymore. I have no one. it is just me I am so alone and sometimes I wonder if I will be able to stop myself
If you ever need to vent or rant on this video, or even email me just to let your feelings out or anything you are always free to do so dear. I know I can't do too much, but I do want you to know that you can always talk about anything at anytime. You have a safe space here, and I care about you.
I've almost committed twice and everytime I just think of my bestfriends eyes and how broken he would be by it I'm losing hope again recently so I decided to watch one of these to help me
been having a hard time with my mental health again lately. thank you for making this audio. reminds me about the ppl in my life who care about me and how me leaving would affect them. i'll try my best for them. thank you again
i listen to this kind of audios because there's no one who will stop me from suicidal thoughts but this. It's just so heart warming to hear the words "don't leave me." or "don't do it." even though those words are not specifically meant for me, it still make me hold on.
*Tbh, I personally have never went through a situation where I wanted or to attempt a suicide or self harmed. Yes, I've felt bad and depressed but never really thought of any of that as an option. And so glad I didn't. Although I have never went through anything like this, I know a lot of people out there have. My older sister, has had to take anti depression meds almost all her life. And I know how upsetting it can be, at least I have an idea of it. And I'm honestly SO sorry for anyone and everyone else who has to go through this. I think it's such an amazing thing that this video exists as well, and it's just so great how this actually helps people in the best way possible! I'm so glad that you uploaded this whenever you did. And its so sweet how you are talking to everyone about their problems and emotions and helping. It's just such a small act of kindness which maybe is saving at least one life. So thank you for this video, and thank you to everyone who's going through depression and still holding on, because you guys are BEYOND brave! And just please know that everything will get better! The sun rises as the end of the day ♡* {I know this was a huge comment, but I just wanted to really state my true feelings. Love to everyone out there reading this
It’s kinda funny that I’m listening to this... I broke up with my boyfriend and ones who actually care if I overdose are far away. It’ll take a while for them to know if I die. That kind of comforting.
So apparently I fell asleep and left my video on auto play and this video came up, and according to my sister, I started crying in my sleep. This is so damn good ♥♥♥
the fact that i’m watching these at 3am when i’m crying from soo many things. i’m very young yet i do suffer from depression. i’ve had soo many suicidal thoughts yet the one who helped me left me when they found out i was pansexual. lots of people left for that. and i was dating a girl at that time when i said i was like pansexual (im a girl) and then they left. this was when spring break was about tu begin. so i was glad i won’t see most of them, (but idk if they are going tu the same school as me tho) but i’ve been called soo many names, i’ve been betrayed, i’ve been forced tu love someone, i’ve forced myself not tu tell my parents. me and a great friend that i’m still friends with had a call tonight and she thinks i’m bipolar (which idk if i am) but i kinda believe her. i had my first panic attack (and it was recently) and that’s when i was forced tu love this guy. and before all of that i had a toxic friend. i want tu give up on life but idk. i have my mom, my dad and other family members that know nothing about this and i want tu tell them but i’m afraid. i’m sorry that i’m this way. like if yu where in my brain for a day yu would want out of it, in like a minute or two and yeah. i’ve tried tu self harm myself yet i don’t have anything sharp enough. yu know, ever since this quarantine, people have shown turn colors. well i’ll rant more if i want tu later, but thank yu for this video. it helped a lot and i’m sorry for any mistakes in the writing. i hope yu have a wonderful day or night, good bye!! 💜💜💜
You are so so strong. I'm sorry that you've had some very bad experiences in your life, but I'm so proud of you for doing your best to be strong and to try to be happy. There is absolutely nothing wrong with you! Being pansexual is absolutely okay, and no one should judge you for that. If you ever do want to vent or rant about anything at any time, you can always come here and just say anything that you want to say. Stay safe. 🖤
thank you for this video, truly thank you! i’ve been self harming for three and a half years now and i am talking to a therapist but nothing helps.. i really feel no hope at all and i honestly just want to leave.. i mean this made me feel a little but better for now at least, so really thank you 🖤
This actually made me cry cause i had suicidal thoughts thinking people judging me i felt like i actually wanna die or just die of overdose but once i found out about your channel i kinda stopped thinking about them i really needed some comfort but i don't like venting to my parents so i like going to your channel. Keep up the good work :))
I have thought of self harming before and I still do but this video just makes me think about those days I wanted to self harm and this video made me realize that the people who care for me are the people who make me not do self harm because how important I am to them.
You're very important to people, and I'm happy that this video could help out a bit. If there's anything you ever do wanna talk about, you can always talk about it here.
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For anyone here looking for something, this is it. It gets better. I've tried twice and I was saved both the times. It's not going to be happy days all the time but just give it some time, reach out, talk. Just, do something, anything. Help will come in the most unexpected way and you will be glad you held on for so long. Just one more hour, one more day. You can do it sweethearts, love and happiness will always find its way to you no matter what. Remember to love yourself. Take care. I know you can make it to the next sunrise ❤
That was beautifully put. Thank you for the amazing words.
@@OdysseyASMR Thank you for the amazing video! Don't know how many people it helps get them through the night ❤ Keep it up! ^_^
@@geetanjalikanate For you too BTS has helped you so much ? ( sorry I can't write good things in english )
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@@pauline7712 Yes! BTS has been there for me when I didn't have anyone. Their songs gave me hope when I was awake all alone at night. I'm never going to be ashamed of being an ARMY! 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
Geetanjali Kanate thanks🥺❤️
I just... I wish I had someone to keep me from hurting myself other than me😔
I know how you feel 100%. It gets tough out there but don't give up please. If you ever need a friend to talk to I'm here. 🖤
You got me too
@@OdysseyASMR thank you 🖤
Hey, dont worry. Everything will be better, i wish i could just hug you :( but thats ok ♡ stay safe and stay alive
@@akaashishusband1596 thank you so much, that really means alot🖤 but I'm doing my best😞
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I actually wish someone cared about me this much...🥺😩
If you ever need someone to talk to or anything, don't hesitate to talk to me at anytime. You're special Alana.
Odyssey Audio thanks...I don’t know what to say...i will talk to you if I need to...but the problem is...my parents don’t want me talking to anyone I don’t know🥺
I understand completely. I wouldn't want you to get in trouble, I'd feel bad at that point 😅 Just know that I'm a comment, email or message away if you ever need to talk to someone. 🖤
Odyssey Audio thanks, I’ll email if need to :)
Odyssey Audio isn’t it good that...i haven’t self harmed in a month? But seriously want to, any advice?
Damn I wish I have someone. I need someone...
I'm always here if you need anything. 🖤
Me too :(
You got me ^-^ ❤
I'll try my best to help you
You need anyone? You got everyone. I'm here too. The world may seem like it doesn't care most of the time but I promise you it does.
Odyssey: "i got decked in the face with a cake"
Me: *subscribe *
Funny thing is, that was a true story! I really did get decked in the face with a cake. At least it tasted good.
Wreck the halls
mistlefoe
FLYING CAKE BWAHAHA
@@OdysseyASMR I really want to know what happened to get decked with w/ a cake
@@OdysseyASMR LMAO
Same
09/12/2019... The date of my first suicide attempt... I can't believe it had been almost a year since that one, fatal arguement about my grades. The day my dad pushed me so far, I tried overdosing... wow... I feel almost proud of myself. Just 4 months and 9 days and it'll be a year. Thank you.
Thank *you* for continuing to fight despite the bad times. I'm so very proud of you for being strong and sticking it out. When that day comes and it's been one year, we'll celebrate your victory and how amazing you are.
i’m proud of u :))
Hey there, I wanted to come back here and say that I hope you're doing well. I know it's a little past the date that you mentioned, but I still wanted to say that I'm proud of you. You're incredibly strong, and I'm always going to be rooting for you.
@@OdysseyASMR Thank you so much! I'm on a different account, but seriously THANK YOU. I'm very happy that you remembered. Im glad to say I haven't attempted, and I'm doing a little better. Recently (yesterday) I relapsed, and badly injured myself (self inflicted). It needs stitches but I am unable to get them due to family stuff. I am taking care of it, and it already looks much better! It means a lot to know someone cares, and Im tearing up rn.
@@samanthaa557 Thank you
“My baby, they’re overdosing!” tbh the person on the other line is probably thinking it’s child abuse
Bahahhah😭✋🏻
That’s what I was thinking!!! 😂
"I can't lose you"
I need to hear it from someone I've never seen to feel better
Nobody:
My tiktok self after seeing the title: "Don't leave me,don't leave me, take me with you."
BAHSHEHEHFHEFV
I suffer from depression and ptsd....I'm young but I suffer because of a relationship I was in and even though I have ner tried to commit suicide...I have almost and I self harmed before...I try my best and videos like these always help so thanks
I suffer from depression and PTSD as well, so you're not alone there
I'm honestly glad I could help out, even if it was just a tiny bit. You deserve all of the happiness you can get in life.
So emotionally
Youre stronger than hurtin yourself. Be patient. And understand how it goes
Look up juicy j - how it goes
I know it might be a typa music you dont listen to but just listen completely to the song
*cough* Anxiety, OCD (probably), can never sleep until about 2 Am *cough*
Why u do this why wtf I ain’t leaving u *claws on the floor *NOOO I AINT LEAVING
YES PLEASE STAY
Odyssey ASMR *clings on to u like a koala*sure
Hey everyone, happy Friday. This video is a request from *Duriel Hunes,* I hope you enjoy it and I hope it helps anyone that watches.
Mental Health is crazy important in our lives. This video hit home for me a bit, but I hope it can help you in any way. Please never forget to take care of yourself and love yourself. If you ever need help, do not be afraid to reach out. Be safe out there and have a lovely weekend.
It's important but hard
That's for sure
@Juliana Mikela Perez Of course! **hugs**
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HI! You told me I could vent, we'll I did. And I'm kinda scared now. My hands are shaking. I don't wanna be judged. I don't usually get to vent to anyone too much and I'm really thankful. Your voice sooths me. Honestly might delete my other comment of me venting soon. Just bc I don't want anyone to pity me. Thank you.😊
Him: you left your game unpaused
Me: *about to die* thanks-
Here I am, it's wayyy past midnight (where i live) having a mental breakdown, so i'm seeing this video so I know that someone cares about Me, even tho I know this isn't for *me* so I know that it dosn't matter, but in some wierd way this is helping so thank you
I'm glad this could help honestly. This video is for anyone that possibly needs it. If you ever need to rant about anything, feel free to.
@@OdysseyASMR thank you so much
@@tenyaiida2265 tenya????????????
@@dontmindme1380 Todoroki?!?!
iida, did something happening you need to talk about, im open
The hospital part got me crying. Like i'm about to wake up and hug the hell out of you 💕❤️💕💕❤️
~
Btw amazing video! 💞
Hugs are great! And thank you so much, I'm happy you liked it! ☺️
Group hug :3
Group hugs!!!! ÒwÓ
I’m not crying uhh- my eyes are just sweating really bad
Same😀🔫
I lost my dad a couple of months ago, actually some days after my birthday. And it changed my life completely. I had depression a long time before that, but his death just broke me. I began to self-harm after that. I don't do it anymore. Or at least I'm trying not to. Listening to this, I just couldn't hold myself up. I broke apart and started to cry. I needed to hear those words. I needed someone who will be there for me in hard times, even if it's not for real.
So thank you for it. Keep up the work
I'm so sorry to hear about your dad. I know how you feel honestly, my dad passed away not too long ago, as well as my grandmother. I'm still grieving, but I'm doing my best to remain strong.
I'm glad you've doing your best to stop self harming dear. You're a very strong person, and I'm proud of you for expressing your feelings and getting your emotions out. I'm just one guy, but truthfully if you do need anything like someone to talk or rant to or even just a friend, I'm here. 🖤
For anyone who needs it, I'm here for you. Feel free to respond to this if you need someone to talk to. I've been in a horrible place before and I get what it's like to feel like life isn't worth living anymore. there is always a reason to live. Always. Even if it's the smallest reason ever, if it keeps you alive, then it's important. All of you are worth it, love you 💝💕
Everyone I ever cared about has said that to me they still do but I feel like nothing is ever gonna make me happy again and I'm glad you got better really but what I hate is when people say they care only to leave me a while later. I don't deserve hope or love or even happiness cause if I get even a little bit of that I go and destroy it, I deserve this pain...
Even if people disagree with me and say everythings gonna get better and right now asmr and music and dance and reading are my only escape from this world but even that's not enough to help me.
Sorry this was long.
Idk how or should I say my problems but thank for the kind words
😊
I’ve had suicidal thoughts for a while. I refuse to tell my parents, or anyone for that matter. I’ve wanted to figure out how to take it out, but the only thing I can think of is cutting. Don’t worry, I haven’t yet, I can’t figure out how to take the razor apart, but I was wondering what are some alternatives that still work, but aren’t nearly as bad. Thank you 🙁
I can't give you any alternatives to stuff like that, but I can say that if you ever want to talk to someone or just vent to someone you can always come here and talk to me or anyone here. Anything we can do to help we will happily do.
Odyssey ASMR thank you so much. You truly don’t know how much that means to me
Hi Faith,
How are you doing?
I hope you are doing better.
I heard about how putting ice on your wrist gives you the same feeling as cutting. I'm not sure how effective this is, but it might help.
Please tell someone, as long as they are a reliable person. If you're not comfortable telling someone you know, you can also call/text a hotline.
Remember that you are loved and needed. You deserve happiness and love. You are awesome and outstanding.💜
Your skin isn't paper, so don't cut it. You might not be able to stop once you start.
I used to hurt myself, and when I get the urge I snap a hairband on my wrist. I also clench and unclench my hands a lot. It's just a matter of what makes you feel better, but that is what works for me. It will get better, as long as you can find a reason (and there always is one) 💕
ily :((
I watched this video when it first came out, but just came back and you said we could rant in the comments. I just need to get somethings off my chest... Back in January of 2013, my older brother (18 at the time) left for the army. We had hung out every weekend when I would go over to my dad's house (my parents are divorced) and would always play video games together, even if my young eight-year-old brain didn't know what the hell I was doing. I was terrified of the dark and my little sister would have to sleep in the same room as me or I would freak out. One night, my little sister and I got in a fight and she left my room in the middle of the night. I was crying, trying to not wake my dad and step-mom, but my room was right next to my brother's room. He heard me sobbing, so he came in and immediately told me that he would be there always and forever. Fast forward to 2015, after my brother was into the army, my dad moved to the other side of the country, taking my step-mom and little sister with him. My older sister moved into her own apartment, so I was alone with my mom and grandparents. When my mom and dad divorced when I was barely even a year old, my mom didn't have enough money to live on our own, so we lived (and still live) with my grandpa and grandma. Knowing that my family was going to be split up for a while, I just tried to focus on drawing, so I drew what monsters were taking over my mind. For years to follow, I was sad, till 2017 when my brother came home for a week. He was only with me for a day, but trust me that was one ot the best days of my year. When middle school came along, I got bullied for how I acted. I have ADHD which is Attention Defecit Hyperactivity Disorder so basically, i can't focus, sit still, or be quiet for more than 30 seconds at a time. I wouldn't yell, as much of I would be weird. I made noises and holy hell, I SQUEAKED SO MUCH. When I first got my phone last year, I asked my dad for my brother's number. We texted and played video games everyday after school and after his shift. I found out this Feburary that he was going to be xoming home soon, and I would not stop talking about it , honest to God, I think my friends were sick of hearing his name. March 4, 2020, my brother came home. I spent the whole week with him, but had noticed he was different than when he left. Since the army fricked him up, he got PTSD and depression. But he hadn't told me he went to alcohol and marijuana for relief. He promised before he left that he wouldn't do the 'baddies' as we would call them, but I guess he forgot... I've been crying about it for a while now, but to be fair, he is a grown man (25 and all) so I guess a 14 year old can't stop him... He's superior to me... I'm sorry you had to read my dumb rant, thank you though. I needed to get that off my chest... 😓
PS: Is it bad that I'eve memorized this whole video?
I'm so glad that you decided to come here and rant dear, this is a safe place for you to do that as many times as you may need to. It's not dumb at all, and I'm happy you did it. I'm also happy that you were able to spend time with your brother, even if things have changed.
I have a friend that was in the Marines, he's since come back home but it definitely changed him and messed with him a lot. If there's one thing though I can say, it's that even though your brother has gone through a lot he's still going to love you endlessly.
If you ever want to share your drawings with me, talk about your ADHD, bullying, anything. You can always come here or even email me if you would like. You're not alone in this fight.
PS: It's not bad at all! I'm very glad that you've made it to this video a lot and find comfort in it (I hope)
@@OdysseyASMR Thanks, Odyssey. I would reply with a better response, but that just brightened my week... (sorry for being late to reply)
PS (i do find comfort in it, cause it makes me feel less alone)
@@susanbell7387 I'm so happy I could help, even if it was just a little. You're always welcome to come back here, email me or whatever you need.
@@OdysseyASMR Can do!
Thank you, its better than I imagined, it touches me deeply.
So glad that you enjoyed it dear, thank you.
When you need to feel loved so you watch/listen to an ASMR because you got no one
48th like
Yup, every night...
That's exactly the way it is.
This is the best i can get... Anything more would have to be given to me, i am to weak to obtain it otherwise.
It doesn't make much a difference to me because i know it's not real
Sees suicidal thoughts on captions
Me; shut up no one can stop me
No one can stop me!!
ima go tomorrow
@@iquestionmyself9678 hey i hope your okay and didnt do anything cause i care about you💖💖💖💖
@@ylaizahenriquez154 i chickened out lol
Fr tf they gonna do? Come out of the damn screen?
When he said "i'm sorry" my depression just yoinked out the window and my head keeps saying "It's not your fault"...and btw thanks for making me feel better (>0w0)>♡
This does bring back some dark memories last year I attempted suicide sense I had one friend and that one friend I lost and I was being bullied but my mom did catch me and I went to a mental hospital for a week on 24/7 watch it was scary I’m still depressed but slowly getting better
I'm sorry to hear that darling. I'm so glad that you're getting better and that you're still here. If you ever need to rant or someone to talk to I've got you. 🖤
Stay positive trust me we all have been trough there and if u try to kill urself or attempt it u r only giving the pain to someone else ok ❤️😢
You are so freaking strong for choosing to live everyday and to try & get better.
There was one specific line in there that made me realise something...”this journey we call life” I’ve heard it before but it really opened my eyes
Same
I really needed this. I don’t really know what to say...there’s actually someone out there who cares. A real person. I can’t even begin to explain how comforting and reassuring it is to know there’s someone who cares about you. Thank you.
This is such a sweet video on spreading awareness of mental health issues! Im glad I came across this video, thank you for sharing!
Thank you for this. I don't normally show emotion much due to it being... Disgusting in my opinion, but I think I needed to hear this. And guess what? You just gained a new subscriber, although it probably doesn't matter compared to the 18 k you have XD 🖤🖤🖤 Love you boo
I understand. It feels yucky to show emotions at times, but it helps a bunch to express them instead of holding them in. And it does matter! I appreciate every single person that watches my videos and supports me! Thank you so much dear, it means a lot 🖤
Omg same I don't show emotion too because it feels disgusting to me too well actually just affection and caring I hate those but sometimes I just use them so my mom doesn't worry about me
I looked up if it's possible to be emotionless and it's not but you can show a lack of emotions, so I do relate on a major scale to not showing emotion
the "did I do something wrong" got me so bad bc I imagined my loved ones wondering if it was their fault after I committed
Allow me to just sob a little bit... Wonderful as always, Odyssey!
Thank you Moon! I always appreciate your comments. I tried my best with this one 😅
@@OdysseyASMR It turned out really well! This is a difficult script and I was generally concerned that there might actually have been a body on the floor behind your screen.
@@BlueMoonAudio I had my pillow on the floor and sort of pretended that way XD but besides that this is a touchy topic for me so it was quite easy to get emotional.
@@OdysseyASMR I am so sorry. Are you okay?
@@BlueMoonAudio I am! Just a deep subject is all. Thank you for asking though :)
I attempted suicide two times, in 2017. and 2019. and to think that that was so long ago is crazy. I'm in a really dark place rn and this audio really made me feel something, thank you.
I'm happy that it could help you out even if it's a little. You're always welcome here to talk about anything if you need. Stay safe.
I lost my dad 5 years ago and it changed my life completely. I tried to kill myself 2 times and I still want to die, but people like you is the reason, why I should stay in this cruel and full of pain world. Do you know why? Because I still believe in kind, good and caring people like *you*. Thank you, I really appreciate that ❤️
Your comment just warmed my heart so much. I'm so glad that you're still here fighting through everything, pushing through and surviving. I know the pain of losing a close loved one, so I know it's not easy. But you're strong, and I'm proud of you. 🖤
I lost the person most close to my heart:my grandma. The pain is unbearable. I scream for them to come I pray for it to be a dream and for me to wake up. It hurts so much...
@@shreem7156 same thing... But we need to live. Somehow...
I'm so sorry to hear that (╥_╥)
@@shreem7156 I'm so sorry to hear that. I lost my grandmother as well on Halloween. It feels so unreal and I still can't believe that she's gone. She was always there for me and there's a void now that nothing can fill.
But as Filin Bro said, we need to live somehow. We need to do our best to remain as strong we can, and fight as long as we can. They'd want that for us.
Hey, Oddy! I haven't seen your comment here. I'm so sorry to hear that, I really hope you feel at least a little bit better now ❤️✨
I was crying through the whole video. This was soo sweet and I just everything. Idk how 2 this in words, but this got mee more than I thought soo.
I need someone like this to talk with frequently
If you ever wanna chat with me anytime about anything, I'm always up for it.
Okay I’m a lesbian and I still love this video, not so much because of the boyfriend thing but just the comfort. I’ve had a pretty rough couple of years with a lot of hospitalisation for anorexia. I felt so alone, but this is really helping... Thank you so much for making this.
I'm happy this is helping you regardless dear. I know anorexia is a tough battle, and I'm proud of you for making it this far and surviving. If you ever want anyone to talk to or vent to, you can always message me or do whatever you need to do. 🖤
I wish every person that needs those words will receive them. Amazing work, thank you 👏
3:27 when he said “even tho your asleep”. I just closed me eyes and whispered “ A SAAAA DUDE “ with a peace sign I’d be the worst actor I can’t take anything seriously 😂😂
Loving the minecraft vibes in the back
This made me feel something other than sad, i don't know what exactly but it made my heart stop and then beat faster. This may sound sad but I've listened to many of these and a lot of them say "whenever you feel like hurting yourself talk to me" and i realized that i say that to my bsf and no one's ever said that to me, it's probably because I keep this type of stuff to myself, it's better that way. Im not harming and i haven't in months, im just struggling with other stuff rn.
Firstly, I wanna say that I'm proud of you for not harming yourself in months. That's incredible. And I totally understand that. One of the reasons why I made this audio is so if you ever do want to vent somewhere safe you can come here. Allow me to say that you are able to come and talk to me at any time you might need. I know holding in feelings is easy to do, but if there's ever a time you just absolutely need to vent to someone or need someone to listen, I'm here. There's also a lot of people here as well.
whenever i feel like giving up or hurting myself, i find myself coming back to this video.
You're always welcome to come back anytime. I'm still super proud of you and that won't ever change.
@@OdysseyASMR thank you. i can’t remember the last time someone has told me they’re proud of me
my bf and I both have suicidal thoughts over and over again. we're in a ldr so taking care of each other like that is sadly not possible.. I'm crying so hard rn, imagining him and myself in that position, knowing how much he'd cry and knowing how much I'd cry if I lost him.. I.. I just can't..
when a virtual person who i cannot see and can only hear comforts me more than somebody who's known me my whole life
(also known as a childhood friend and parents)
This is very heartwarming...thx Oddyssey...
I’m so depressed lately, it’s like my mental health is degrading each day, disappearing into nothingness, I feel awful day in day out, I’ve tried so hard to fight it, to fight the urge of cutting myself, I’m stupid and it’s what I deserve I don’t deserve to be happy and I never will be, all my thoughts, all my actions they seem fine, but inside it’s all were it goes wrong, please I just, i put on a fake smile to make things seem fine, and and ... their really not, it’s just to much for me, I don’t want to be here anymore...
Please don't give up. Please. I know the pain of feeling utterly helpless and being overwhelmed by everything that comes to you, and there are times where you feel like it's too much to handle, but I promise that you're good enough. You're more than good enough. You're still fighting even when it's tough, and I'm so proud of you. Please, if you ever need anyone to vent to or anything don't hesitate to ask someone.
I'm here if you need anything too. I know it takes time to step out of that dark cloud (I've been there), but the fight will be worth it in the long run.
Please take care of yourself my friend. 🖤
Odyssey ASMR this very sweet of you, I’m in no way looking for attention and I would hate to even seem like that but it’s getting to a point were I just don’t care anymore, I’m to tired, I’m to sad to hold on, I’m really stuck on what to do, I need help and it would be nice to talk to someone like you who understands the pain I feel...but how? ❤️
Odyssey ASMR also you take care too, I’m sick of fighting but I don’t want to give up on my family because my dad passed recently and that had brought about my anxiety again (made it worse) and depression, everything seems to unreal to me, and right now I’m not sure what to do with myself...
I totally understand. You deserve all the support you can get. You can message me on Instagram if you have it, or you can email me if you would like. 🖤
I lost a loved one last month and it's been super difficult to deal with, but I know I need to stay strong for my family because it's a difficult time. You're already doing an amazing job by continuing to push through and fight honestly.
Odyssey ASMR well I guess we could be their for each other, I’m starting to loose my mind, I just want it all to stop...your videos help for a start, I just try to forget but it ends up with me bottling my emotions and then belting it out for no reason...❤️❤️
I wish I had someone who cared this much, man.
I've been struggling with depression, anxiety and thoughts of self harm for a while now. I've never actually gone through with anything. I'm too scared too and I don't wanna upset the people I care about. I'm thankful enough to have people who care about me and will help me but I've not told anyone about my thoughts either. I'll probably be fine but yeah.
To me that's suffering from depression and anxiety and tried many things to end everything this is very helpful
When he said we overdosed I was like hey that’s me my life story kids
its sad that these audios are the only thing that give me comfort
This actually helped me because I self harm and once you do it you can’t stop. I have had suicidal thoughts ever since I was ten and I came across this video and it helped me so thank you
I'm happy this video could help. If you ever want to talk about anything or rant about anything you're always free to do so.
I wish someone took as much care as this guy :(
i wish someone cared THIS much... he said his love for me was just "peer pressure".. i love this.. please make more :)
I'm not crying.... my eyes are just sweating🥺😭 Thank you Odyssey!
You're awesome! Thank *you* for being great.
@@OdysseyASMR Aww thanks!
I can't tell if im crying or im sweating out from my eyes
Either way, if you ever want someone to talk to I'm always available!
I've been watching so much of these depression stuff I just need some love bruh I need them love and care but I only get it in voices hahaha....
I know you might feel like you won't ever find love or care, but I promise you that you will dear someday and somewhere. Even if it takes a while, it will be entirely worth it when it happens. I'm also here for you if you need anything. 🖤
@@OdysseyASMR Thank you OwO
Bonnie and Clyde!!! 😱 They where killed I don’t think you would want to compare it to them 😅
Oh trust me, I wouldn't want to live a life like them! I just appreciate the fact that no matter what, they always had each other's back you know?
thank you for this video, truly thank you! i’ve been self harming and had different eating disorders for three and a half years now and i am talking to a therapist but it really doesn’t help! i really feel no hope anymore and i just want to end it. this video actually made me feel a lil better, so thank you 🖤
I'm happy that this video can at the very least make you feel a little better. If there's anything I can ever do for you, or anyone else here, don't hesitate to ask or talk to any of us! You're not alone in this fight. 🖤
Odyssey ASMR i mean just saying that means alot 🖤 now imma cryyyy okay i’m emotional!! thank you 🥺
i want someone to genuinely care about me like this.
I suffer from depression and suicidal thoughts and actually had attempts of suicide but I’ve always stopped myself multiple times but I’m ok 🙂 nothing is damaged on my body and last year I told my mom that I was suffering for 4 years
I’m sorry to hear that and hope things get better because things will get better. I know how you feel and also have suicidal thoughts but I don’t want to put my parents through any pain. Hope your doing well and stay safe.
uhh my internet just went out for a sec and I was listing to this with my eyes closed and it was silent and the beeping stopped the person in the hospital died or something.... oof
You know it's back when you're back here
If you ever want to rant about anything or just talk about anything, I'm always here. There are other wonderful people here too that care a ton.
If my mom found me like that she wouldn't even care. This makes me feel cared for and loved. Thank you 🖤
I remember when I was in middle school about five years ago and I was getting bullying every single day and I was depressed hade panic attack’s den and if it wasn’t for tanks to my parents I would not stay her today because den I didn’t have any friends. Only because I have epilepsy and am different in my own way. But now I am doing much better and I still need to be better in my selfastim today I have friends that I thought I never would have before my life😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ is starting to getting better then before I never have feeling so much a alive. And is tanks to my parents my best friends who is like my brother and sisters if r wasn’t for the I don’t know what I would do then . And tanks for your videos is makes me sleeping better and faster it helps really much I love your Asmars so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I'm so so happy to hear that you're doing better! You deserve to feel great and deserve to have a happy life ☺️ Bullying is terrible, but I'm glad that you made it through. And thank you so much, I'm happy you like my videos! Stay safe and take care.
Odyssey ASMR thank you so much for supporting
This makes me feel safe when feel anxious when my mom is very Angry thx it's very very amazing
For anyone needing this here I go…
We are all pickles. We are never perfect, sometimes we may be sour, sometimes we may have more bumps and mistakes than others, but nobody will care when you become a delicious relish on a Frankfurt, or a hotdog, a burger too, basically anything you can slap a delicious pickle on.
Enhance your inner sour pickle because you deserve it. Every pickle is different may it be small or big. But different people love different pickles. You just have to find the right person for your pickle jar.
I have really been struggling with depression and self harm. some days I feel like I just can't take it anymore. I have no one. it is just me I am so alone and sometimes I wonder if I will be able to stop myself
If you ever need to vent or rant on this video, or even email me just to let your feelings out or anything you are always free to do so dear. I know I can't do too much, but I do want you to know that you can always talk about anything at anytime. You have a safe space here, and I care about you.
@@OdysseyASMR thanks I really appreciate you and all you have done for me even if you don't know about it
your voice makes me so warm inside 🥺🥺
I've almost committed twice and everytime I just think of my bestfriends eyes and how broken he would be by it I'm losing hope again recently so I decided to watch one of these to help me
This helped a lot!
I overdosed a month ago, I had to stay in the hospital for 2 weeks.. but thank you so much!!
Aw this was very sweet 💕 You did a great job and the closing statements were so thoughtful!
Thank you Kat! 🖤 This one was definitely super emotional, and I tried my best to make it as thoughtful as possible.
This made me cry....i tried to kill myself at the age of 10....thanks for this this helped me a lot...
*me laughing for like a minute because you said you got decked in the face with a cake*
This was actually a true story! I got decked in the face with a cake. It was yummy at least.
@@OdysseyASMR omg wait actually??😭💀 i mean at least the cake was good😁
@@OdysseyASMR DUDE IM DEAD
been having a hard time with my mental health again lately. thank you for making this audio. reminds me about the ppl in my life who care about me and how me leaving would affect them. i'll try my best for them. thank you again
i listen to this kind of audios because there's no one who will stop me from suicidal thoughts but this. It's just so heart warming to hear the words "don't leave me." or "don't do it." even though those words are not specifically meant for me, it still make me hold on.
*Tbh, I personally have never went through a situation where I wanted or to attempt a suicide or self harmed. Yes, I've felt bad and depressed but never really thought of any of that as an option. And so glad I didn't. Although I have never went through anything like this, I know a lot of people out there have. My older sister, has had to take anti depression meds almost all her life. And I know how upsetting it can be, at least I have an idea of it. And I'm honestly SO sorry for anyone and everyone else who has to go through this. I think it's such an amazing thing that this video exists as well, and it's just so great how this actually helps people in the best way possible! I'm so glad that you uploaded this whenever you did. And its so sweet how you are talking to everyone about their problems and emotions and helping. It's just such a small act of kindness which maybe is saving at least one life. So thank you for this video, and thank you to everyone who's going through depression and still holding on, because you guys are BEYOND brave! And just please know that everything will get better! The sun rises as the end of the day ♡*
{I know this was a huge comment, but I just wanted to really state my true feelings. Love to everyone out there reading this
And all a sudden I am CrYiNg
I srsly needed this. I’ve been cutting myself for the past month and I just wanted to hear something or just anything to know that someone cares. 🥺🖤
I care and I'm proud of you for staying strong. If you ever need to talk or rant about anything you always can here.
Needed to hear this cause I've been thinking about doing it again.
It’s kinda funny that I’m listening to this... I broke up with my boyfriend and ones who actually care if I overdose are far away. It’ll take a while for them to know if I die. That kind of comforting.
So apparently I fell asleep and left my video on auto play and this video came up, and according to my sister, I started crying in my sleep. This is so damn good ♥♥♥
damn this hit closer than i thought it would
the fact that i’m watching these at 3am when i’m crying from soo many things. i’m very young yet i do suffer from depression. i’ve had soo many suicidal thoughts yet the one who helped me left me when they found out i was pansexual. lots of people left for that. and i was dating a girl at that time when i said i was like pansexual (im a girl) and then they left. this was when spring break was about tu begin. so i was glad i won’t see most of them, (but idk if they are going tu the same school as me tho) but i’ve been called soo many names, i’ve been betrayed, i’ve been forced tu love someone, i’ve forced myself not tu tell my parents. me and a great friend that i’m still friends with had a call tonight and she thinks i’m bipolar (which idk if i am) but i kinda believe her. i had my first panic attack (and it was recently) and that’s when i was forced tu love this guy. and before all of that i had a toxic friend. i want tu give up on life but idk. i have my mom, my dad and other family members that know nothing about this and i want tu tell them but i’m afraid. i’m sorry that i’m this way. like if yu where in my brain for a day yu would want out of it, in like a minute or two and yeah. i’ve tried tu self harm myself yet i don’t have anything sharp enough. yu know, ever since this quarantine, people have shown turn colors. well i’ll rant more if i want tu later, but thank yu for this video. it helped a lot and i’m sorry for any mistakes in the writing. i hope yu have a wonderful day or night, good bye!! 💜💜💜
You are so so strong. I'm sorry that you've had some very bad experiences in your life, but I'm so proud of you for doing your best to be strong and to try to be happy. There is absolutely nothing wrong with you! Being pansexual is absolutely okay, and no one should judge you for that. If you ever do want to vent or rant about anything at any time, you can always come here and just say anything that you want to say. Stay safe. 🖤
@@OdysseyASMR thank yu very much. i needed that. and same goes for yu, stay safe!
You are SO strong, ily ❤
Love Everyone Here💚
I tried to overdose but my mom came into my room and now I’m in therapy . I’m still fighting but I will get through this. 💕
You're so strong and I'm so proud of you. I believe in you 🖤
This reminds me off my twin brother he left me this year and I didn’t say good bye I miss him
Shaking and crying from this is just ooooo God my heart.... MY HEART.... Ah.... Ahhhh... 🥺🥺
Dude .. that last message tho... Holy hecc. AutoSubscribe☑️!!
Thank you so much!! I really tried to make this as comforting as possible.
@@OdysseyASMR Well! You certainly did a hella gud job !!😂
“Well Iy more than life itself. And things will get better. I promise”- mom
boyfriend: i got decked in the face with a CAKE
me in my thoughts: *well now i want that story as audio-*
thank you for this video, truly thank you! i’ve been self harming for three and a half years now and i am talking to a therapist but nothing helps.. i really feel no hope at all and i honestly just want to leave.. i mean this made me feel a little but better for now at least, so really thank you 🖤
Thank you for posting this kind of vid it really helped me a lot
crying in the middle of the night with my sister sleeping next to me
Your so special
You're special too!!
Ive attempted 8 times and was about to again until i saw this thank you so much for this i need it❤
You're very welcome. You're strong and I'm proud of you.
I wish someone cared about me like this for once in my life i feel speical...love this!
You *are* special!
This actually made me cry cause i had suicidal thoughts thinking people judging me i felt like i actually wanna die or just die of overdose but once i found out about your channel i kinda stopped thinking about them i really needed some comfort but i don't like venting to my parents so i like going to your channel. Keep up the good work :))
You being here proves you survived 100 persent of your worst days and I am proud of you
I have thought of self harming before and I still do but this video just makes me think about those days I wanted to self harm and this video made me realize that the people who care for me are the people who make me not do self harm because how important I am to them.
You're very important to people, and I'm happy that this video could help out a bit. If there's anything you ever do wanna talk about, you can always talk about it here.