My brother died because of brain cancer in 2017 at the age of 42. I miss him every day. This song resonate with me in a very special way. All the best to you and your family, Ivan.
Ivan, I’ve listened to so many of your songs, but this one felt very special and real, and I had no idea this devastating story was behind it. It feels late to say this, but I am incredibly sorry for your loss. This song was likely one of the most emotionally touching songs I ever heard. The moment the cello tune entered was like a breath of magic, and every note was alive. It is just incredible that you took the grief from your loss and turned it into something so beautiful. That’s real art.
With people like you, your sibling, and they are like me, one of the few people who have the potential to feel your feelings deeply, in the next world, we will listen to this song, don't forget it İvan. Your sibling rest in peace, I love you and people as deeply emotional as you, emotions will always be the only victor. Thank you for allowing my tears and the cry of my soul by making this track.
After reading the description. I can't help but cry. It hits way more harder, because every has gone through the stages grief. You captured and portrayed it very well in this piece.
Noticing this video on my notifications feed and reading its title-*in particular mentioning that a description was added*-I immediately read the entire description with sadness to learn about your loss. I've proceeded to listen to it, doing nothing but staring at the screen, and there's no doubt a lot of pain is being held behind it. Same as every other piece you made, it gets better and better each time. I waited for so long for new albums but now it's understandable why it took time. You're one of my favorite music composers, and "Grief" easily became one of my new favorite tracks as well, and I'm happy that you keep doing what you know best, despite the awful reality. Your music is not just art, it's inspiring and wholesome. I wish you and your family my condolences, and that your sister's name and spirit will remain among your work. May her soul rest in peace.
Once the vocals start at around 1:20 it really starts to become promising. And then at 1:47 when a low bass kicks in as well, it becomes one of the most emotional choirs I've heard in a long time. Goosebumps all over my arms!
Thank you so much man . For sharing your experience and what you had been through in your past life and present as well and making the creation from your emotions and experience you gathered. I also felt when I heard this song I cried and brought the memories when my ex broke my heart to pieces and lied to me and showed no remorse of her wrong doing
I would like you to know that I am very sorry for the loss of your sister Irene, Ivan. Your music has always had a very close attachment to me. You have a wonderful spirit and a truly amazing gift, capturing the essence of beauty in whatever thematic element that it is presented in. Thank you for sharing your talents with me, and all of us who have listened to this. I know your sister would be so proud of you. Thank you for allowing me to understand your pain through the language of music. I don't often cry, but this song really got me. Thank you.
i'm sorry for you're loss Ivan. This is music is so emotionnal and describe maybe what you're state your mind is. You have a such talent to find word and put into music. you're creation is inspire me deeply in my soul each part of this music. whaouuuu
Unlock the comments! I want to praise your beautiful work! Each end every track on this album is a masterpiece! I'm sure pretty much all of us think the same and want to express it. I admire your ability to disappear for four years and bring something so new, so beautiful, unique but as recognizable as all of your work so far. I must say... When I listen to this album, after all I've been through in recent years, I feel so lucky I'm alive... I survived to be able to listen to another of your beautiful albums. It kinda made it all worth it, in a strange way. Thank you!
Heartbreakingly beautiful. I am so sorry for your loss and I am in awe of how you have been able to give expression to all layers of your deep grief. I wish you strength.
Ivan, you are the greatest thing that has ever happened since Thomas Bergersen. I love your sound and the personality you give your songs. The sound design and dynamics are brilliant. I feel greateful for being touched by your soul in this piece. As a hobby composer, it amazes me sometimes the way someone is able to transfer feelings into music the way you do. Shoot for the stars, where you belong. Feels a bit late to say this, but I am very sorry for your loss.
I too lived the "Grief", I too gone through what you have so I can say this track reflects the description "Grief" so well. My Eyes get wet as I'm typing this. I'm gonna loop this and live those moments again...thank you Ivan ❤️ pure art 👌💖🌟🔥✨️
No puede existir algo tan profundo y sublime como esto... La capacidad de unir los sentimientos tan comunes a todos, con la música; un lenguaje universal que sólo el corazón entiende realmente 🙏🏻 gracias por crear esta belleza
¡¡Ha...mi hermano, mi amigo...mi alma gemela en este trágica composición!!!. Lo mismo me pasó, en tan solo 6 horas dejé de tener a mi hermano menor de tan solo 23 años. 5 fallecieron en un doble accidente vial. Y qué me dije, cuando carqué de sus asas el cajón de él, cuando toqué su piel helada, como jamás volví a sentir ese gélido frío...único por cierto, cuando lo ayudé a llevar por casi 50 mts desde el altar de la iglesia donde le dieon la extremaunción: "Vive cada día como el último de tu vida...Sebastián", eso me lo he repetido desde ese momento, pero lo peor fue tener que ser el mensajero de esa terrible e inesperada noticia, mi madre se descompuso, mi hermana embarazada...se desmayó, mi padre que desde siempre trabajamos en el campo, se enteró por la radio de la camioneta...y eran las 14:00 hrs de ese día único e irrepetible...y me largué a llorar como nunca lo he hecho. Dejá pasar el tiempo..."él" te ayudará y mi frase que siempre le digo a personas que atraviesan situaciones como la mía o la tuya: "¡¡¡Bienvenido a la Vida Iván!!!".(la Muerte nunca, nunca avisa...pero te hace valorar desde ese momento cada segundo de tu vida). Abrazo hermano querido!!!. Sebastián Strauss. Ing. de Sonido. Músico. Compositor. Miembro del Proyecto Mentor, junto a dos Ing. más.
Nos hiciste sentir tu dolor con cada nota de esta canción y de muchas otras en este álbum. Gracias por compartir los sentimientos en tu duelo con nosotros. Que Dios de descanso al alma de tu querida hermana mientras espera por ustedes. Que Dios les de mucha salud, larga vida y los bendiga a ti y a tu familia
Thank you for sharing your story. Having listened to the whole album and now knowing where this music rose from, I understand why I couldn't but help cry when I heard Anima Libera. You see, I too lost my brother this year in a car accident. Nobody or nothing can fill that hole, but keep going brother. Do your best, because your best is really amazing 👏 💙
This is beautiful Ivan! It softy took me back to 13 yrs ago. We were 5 days into our honeymoon and were called back home. My step-son had been hit by a drunk driver 2 miles from our home. He was 3 days shy of 19. The 15 hr commute back home seemed surreal as we were numb not knowing the full details. Things stared to sink in when we saw the hwy near our home taped off.....that yellow tape..... Give yourself permission to feel the emotions when they come and then let them go......She is with you....they never leave us! I suspect you now have a co-author who will fuel and inspire you to reach even greater heights! Never stop creating masterpieces! It is a big part of you! My condolences with much Love and blessings!
I can feel the emotions in the song. This is a wonderful piece. The vocals, choir, and music are all great. You are one of my favorite composers out there, and this piece just exemplifies why that is.
I've lost my mother to breast cancer in 2016 and my dad past away not even three years later. After I lost mom, I spent every night drinking two bottles of wine and ended up getting alcohol poisoning later in the process. I guess the main reason why I'm upset is because I've put them both through a lot growing up as a kid and ive watched them both die on their death bed. I'm still just trying to forgive myself. Ivan, my heart goes out to you and your family. No one should have to lose a loved one like this.
I "heartily" 💙💛❤️🇷🇴 like your music! After my hard working (speaking of my job), you still can send me in a special "mood"... Thank you! Thank you for sharing with us your heart/your mind/your creation!... I am praying for Irene's soul... 🙏
I am sorry for your loss. When I read the description and listened some of your songs they felt different, especially this one and Mirage. This music helped me to finish my book. Thank you, Ivan🤍
One of my favorites from this album. The wait was worth the magic we got from you Ivan. Edit:: I just read the description of this song and my heart goes out to you and your family. I guess the perfect way to explain grief is that WandaVision quote " What is grief if not love persevering? ". I wish you all the luck and goodwill in this world.
This song just hit me cause last year in November 23, my dad passed away at home from a cardiac arrest and I found my dad in the bathroom slumped over and not responding. My heart just broke into two once I heard the paramedics saying that there is nothing we can do and my dad was gone, those words still resonate in my head and that vision I seen with him being slumped over will never go away for me. I was my dads caregiver cause I live at home with my parents and to actually lose one of your loved ones, especially your dad and to see him in the living room and lying there, I can’t even put it into words. When I heard this song, it really spoke to on what I’m going through and how grief does go in stages and I don’t think it will ever get any easier 💔😭
Thank you for the description. I just figured that it was a song of grief for all those who were lost in the last global pandemic. I truly love this album, it’s so gripping and beautiful it must be listened to at medium or medium-high volume to fully appreciate it or headphones. ❤❤
The feeling💔 I felt it.. when I was walking in the hospital, praying to God that my father will be okay, and we will go back home together again.. I opened the door eagerly.. to see my father covered with a white blanket! He passed away minutes ago 💔 5/12/2022 💔
Ivan Sir the music you create has the power to take a current bleak and depressed outlook in life and put it into a more positive context, as if suddenly I'm able to see the greater picture that was hidden from me before. I'll be forever grateful for great artists as yourself. An irreplaceable gift to me and many others, a big thank you for all your creativity. I salute your greatness :)
Love it 🖤 I'm so sorry for what you've been through...never had a suchlike experience,but I can feel your pain sharp and violent like a knife through your music... We're all here for a specific time and journey...loss is awful to deal with,but that was their plan from the beginning...My best wishes Thank you for the amazing music ✨💖
We live it together! Millions of us are with you, Ivan!
My brother died because of brain cancer in 2017 at the age of 42. I miss him every day. This song resonate with me in a very special way. All the best to you and your family, Ivan.
Ivan, I’ve listened to so many of your songs, but this one felt very special and real, and I had no idea this devastating story was behind it. It feels late to say this, but I am incredibly sorry for your loss.
This song was likely one of the most emotionally touching songs I ever heard. The moment the cello tune entered was like a breath of magic, and every note was alive. It is just incredible that you took the grief from your loss and turned it into something so beautiful. That’s real art.
My condolences for your loss Ivan..
She would be proud that you keep creating beautiful music
RIP Irene
Who was she ??
@@tariqueaziz6293 read the description of video. You will understand
@@tariqueaziz6293 his sister
I'm sitting here at work, in my office, just on the verge of tears. This song is beautiful, and I resonate with the events that inspired it.
With people like you, your sibling, and they are like me, one of the few people who have the potential to feel your feelings deeply, in the next world, we will listen to this song, don't forget it İvan. Your sibling rest in peace, I love you and people as deeply emotional as you, emotions will always be the only victor. Thank you for allowing my tears and the cry of my soul by making this track.
After reading the description. I can't help but cry. It hits way more harder, because every has gone through the stages grief. You captured and portrayed it very well in this piece.
MAN O MAN IVAN YOU IS AMAZING THEM DAMN CHOIRS IS INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND THE BREAK DOWN HEAVY COMPOSING SWITCH-UPS IS SPEECHLESS
I'm in love with this album. Each song is a divine inspiration. It has a special place in my heart.
This song does hits you in the right places, stay strong, my friend!
The cello portion of this song is the most beautiful part. Thank you, Ivan, for sharing your amazing talent with us.
i was waiting a long time for a new album, thanks a lot ivan torrent! it is very beautiful and inspiring
want long time pieces 1hour and more ! you are the best of all times ..
Iván your music makes you feel emotions, feelings, virtues and ineffable sensations, thoughts that cannot be explained with words.
Be as strong as possible and have faith, Ivan Torrent!!!! I wish you all the best!
Saludos desde México greetings from Mexico Tultepec
So awesome to know you're still doing music.
Твои работы все потрясающие!
Я восхищаюсь твоей ДУХОВНОСТЬЮ!
Спасибо Дорогой, твои работы вызывают мурашки....
بالضبط احسنت سلمت يداك
@@SunShine-cw5ie شكرًا لك
Noticing this video on my notifications feed and reading its title-*in particular mentioning that a description was added*-I immediately read the entire description with sadness to learn about your loss. I've proceeded to listen to it, doing nothing but staring at the screen, and there's no doubt a lot of pain is being held behind it. Same as every other piece you made, it gets better and better each time. I waited for so long for new albums but now it's understandable why it took time. You're one of my favorite music composers, and "Grief" easily became one of my new favorite tracks as well, and I'm happy that you keep doing what you know best, despite the awful reality. Your music is not just art, it's inspiring and wholesome.
I wish you and your family my condolences, and that your sister's name and spirit will remain among your work. May her soul rest in peace.
A GOD GIFTED ARTIST MADE FOR US
fabuleux!!!!!!!!!!!!!!🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
I'm so happy to see your notification again in my notifications bar ivan ♥️♥️♥️
Please don't leave us alone again, we all love you ❤️
The best ever
Amazing Music 👏👏👍🏾👍🏻👍
Once the vocals start at around 1:20 it really starts to become promising. And then at 1:47 when a low bass kicks in as well, it becomes one of the most emotional choirs I've heard in a long time. Goosebumps all over my arms!
Thank you much
❤️ you honor her memory with this beautiful music/ emotion
Wow, it's been a while...! I often listen to your old music.
It's nice to see you again on TH-cam.
AMAZING !!!!!! 😍💙❤🔥
Explaining it in description gives another level of bliss and emotions.
thank you ivan...you are a great inspiration !!
Thank you so much man . For sharing your experience and what you had been through in your past life and present as well and making the creation from your emotions and experience you gathered. I also felt when I heard this song I cried and brought the memories when my ex broke my heart to pieces and lied to me and showed no remorse of her wrong doing
You are one of the best songs makers if not the best
Definitely I agree, he's my favorite the frequencies that he produce touch the must profound of my consciusnes
@@sironalicoiK444 he also gives an special vibes of how I listened music when I was a child. Hard to explain but it's beyond talent
I also agree ☄️
I would like you to know that I am very sorry for the loss of your sister Irene, Ivan. Your music has always had a very close attachment to me. You have a wonderful spirit and a truly amazing gift, capturing the essence of beauty in whatever thematic element that it is presented in. Thank you for sharing your talents with me, and all of us who have listened to this. I know your sister would be so proud of you. Thank you for allowing me to understand your pain through the language of music. I don't often cry, but this song really got me. Thank you.
great as always! Sorry for your loss( it`s can't disribed by words, olny by sound...
I need more of the cello part in my life
Todas as músicas de Ivan Torrent são maravilhosas
Você leu a descrição da música? É devastadora, chorei muito
i'm sorry for you're loss Ivan. This is music is so emotionnal and describe maybe what you're state your mind is. You have a such talent to find word and put into music. you're creation is inspire me deeply in my soul each part of this music. whaouuuu
Unlock the comments!
I want to praise your beautiful work!
Each end every track on this album is a masterpiece! I'm sure pretty much all of us think the same and want to express it.
I admire your ability to disappear for four years and bring something so new, so beautiful, unique but as recognizable as all of your work so far.
I must say...
When I listen to this album, after all I've been through in recent years, I feel so lucky I'm alive... I survived to be able to listen to another of your beautiful albums. It kinda made it all worth it, in a strange way.
Thank you!
Amazing music thanks alot for you
Heartbreakingly beautiful. I am so sorry for your loss and I am in awe of how you have been able to give expression to all layers of your deep grief. I wish you strength.
I have no word to express how your music hits me.
Thanks for your music Ivan. It describes very well my personal feeling when I hear it.
You have succeeded in putting the feeling of grief to music. It is very poignant...
Mis respetos Iván ✨🙏🏻 Muchísimas gracias por el gran aporte que haces con tu arte a la humanidad, te Bendigo y te honro, Gracias Gracias Gracias ❤️✨🙏🏻
Gracias Iván, haces soñar a quien escucha tu música.
SUPERB !!!!!
Ivan, you are the greatest thing that has ever happened since Thomas Bergersen. I love your sound and the personality you give your songs. The sound design and dynamics are brilliant. I feel greateful for being touched by your soul in this piece. As a hobby composer, it amazes me sometimes the way someone is able to transfer feelings into music the way you do. Shoot for the stars, where you belong. Feels a bit late to say this, but I am very sorry for your loss.
I too lived the "Grief", I too gone through what you have so I can say this track reflects the description "Grief" so well. My Eyes get wet as I'm typing this. I'm gonna loop this and live those moments again...thank you Ivan ❤️ pure art 👌💖🌟🔥✨️
Thank you for sharing your heart with us; through your words and your wonderful music that touch us all! :)
so beautiful mr. ivan 🖤
Good song snd Good luck
I wish you all the best from my heart Ivan, be blessed!
Thank you very much for your music🙏🙏💖💖💖 it is very magic💕💕
No puede existir algo tan profundo y sublime como esto... La capacidad de unir los sentimientos tan comunes a todos, con la música; un lenguaje universal que sólo el corazón entiende realmente 🙏🏻 gracias por crear esta belleza
¡¡Ha...mi hermano, mi amigo...mi alma gemela en este trágica composición!!!. Lo mismo me pasó, en tan solo 6 horas dejé de tener a mi hermano menor de tan solo 23 años. 5 fallecieron en un doble accidente vial. Y qué me dije, cuando carqué de sus asas el cajón de él, cuando toqué su piel helada, como jamás volví a sentir ese gélido frío...único por cierto, cuando lo ayudé a llevar por casi 50 mts desde el altar de la iglesia donde le dieon la extremaunción: "Vive cada día como el último de tu vida...Sebastián", eso me lo he repetido desde ese momento, pero lo peor fue tener que ser el mensajero de esa terrible e inesperada noticia, mi madre se descompuso, mi hermana embarazada...se desmayó, mi padre que desde siempre trabajamos en el campo, se enteró por la radio de la camioneta...y eran las 14:00 hrs de ese día único e irrepetible...y me largué a llorar como nunca lo he hecho. Dejá pasar el tiempo..."él" te ayudará y mi frase que siempre le digo a personas que atraviesan situaciones como la mía o la tuya: "¡¡¡Bienvenido a la Vida Iván!!!".(la Muerte nunca, nunca avisa...pero te hace valorar desde ese momento cada segundo de tu vida). Abrazo hermano querido!!!. Sebastián Strauss. Ing. de Sonido. Músico. Compositor. Miembro del Proyecto Mentor, junto a dos Ing. más.
🕊Your description is felt through this song, it also strikes through one own's hardships in life.
Powerful ✨🙏✨
Thanks Ivan. Awesome new work.
Wow the choir sounds beautiful
Nos hiciste sentir tu dolor con cada nota de esta canción y de muchas otras en este álbum. Gracias por compartir los sentimientos en tu duelo con nosotros. Que Dios de descanso al alma de tu querida hermana mientras espera por ustedes. Que Dios les de mucha salud, larga vida y los bendiga a ti y a tu familia
Absolutely stunning.
Супер 👍 Два года от вас треков не было, а тут за 4 дня, два трека, так держать.
There are 22 new tracks in Onyria for 2 hours traveling mind, check it out
Thank you for sharing your story. Having listened to the whole album and now knowing where this music rose from, I understand why I couldn't but help cry when I heard Anima Libera. You see, I too lost my brother this year in a car accident. Nobody or nothing can fill that hole, but keep going brother. Do your best, because your best is really amazing 👏 💙
I cried . . . . grief is great and painful! Sending love and peace . . . .a lovely song and album!
Great again and again! Bravo!
This is beautiful Ivan! It softy took me back to 13 yrs ago. We were 5 days into our honeymoon and were called back home. My step-son had been hit by a drunk driver 2 miles from our home. He was 3 days shy of 19. The 15 hr commute back home seemed surreal as we were numb not knowing the full details. Things stared to sink in when we saw the hwy near our home taped off.....that yellow tape..... Give yourself permission to feel the emotions when they come and then let them go......She is with you....they never leave us! I suspect you now have a co-author who will fuel and inspire you to reach even greater heights! Never stop creating masterpieces! It is a big part of you! My condolences with much Love and blessings!
Your sound represent your inner sorrows, we are connected ivan torrent, ☹️
My heart goes out to you Ivan. And also your new album is really amazing, i love it 😘
I cried at the end. I don't even know what it's about. But I kept begging like please have mercy. This was really strong.
I can feel the emotions in the song. This is a wonderful piece. The vocals, choir, and music are all great. You are one of my favorite composers out there, and this piece just exemplifies why that is.
Thanks for all your lovely musics Ivan❤️
Absolutely amazing album your music is so unique I had goosebumps when listening to it’ so powerful 👍
I've lost my mother to breast cancer in 2016 and my dad past away not even three years later. After I lost mom, I spent every night drinking two bottles of wine and ended up getting alcohol poisoning later in the process. I guess the main reason why I'm upset is because I've put them both through a lot growing up as a kid and ive watched them both die on their death bed. I'm still just trying to forgive myself. Ivan, my heart goes out to you and your family. No one should have to lose a loved one like this.
Heart Touching! •••🌹•••
This suite is a clever expression and a beautiful outlet for Greif
Ivan is the man!
I "heartily" 💙💛❤️🇷🇴 like your music! After my hard working (speaking of my job), you still can send me in a special "mood"... Thank you!
Thank you for sharing with us your heart/your mind/your creation!...
I am praying for Irene's soul... 🙏
Your music is so special! Don't you ever stop creating!
I am sorry for your loss. When I read the description and listened some of your songs they felt different, especially this one and Mirage. This music helped me to finish my book. Thank you, Ivan🤍
One of my favorites from this album. The wait was worth the magic we got from you Ivan.
Edit:: I just read the description of this song and my heart goes out to you and your family. I guess the perfect way to explain grief is that WandaVision quote " What is grief if not love persevering? ". I wish you all the luck and goodwill in this world.
Absolutely love your music 🔥
So spectacular song 😉👌
It does sure hit deep this one. I lost my sister 2017. After reading what u wrote, a flood of memories rushed in while listening to this masterpiece.
This song just hit me cause last year in November 23, my dad passed away at home from a cardiac arrest and I found my dad in the bathroom slumped over and not responding. My heart just broke into two once I heard the paramedics saying that there is nothing we can do and my dad was gone, those words still resonate in my head and that vision I seen with him being slumped over will never go away for me.
I was my dads caregiver cause I live at home with my parents and to actually lose one of your loved ones, especially your dad and to see him in the living room and lying there, I can’t even put it into words. When I heard this song, it really spoke to on what I’m going through and how grief does go in stages and I don’t think it will ever get any easier 💔😭
Beautiful song. It truly does resonate with a deep pain.
Can also never go wrong with Merethe Soltvedt for vocals 😇
Thank you for the description. I just figured that it was a song of grief for all those who were lost in the last global pandemic. I truly love this album, it’s so gripping and beautiful it must be listened to at medium or medium-high volume to fully appreciate it or headphones. ❤❤
Thank you for finding a way to describe this feeling
Just awesome ... a class of his own
This made my cry. Its so emotional. Beautiful and so sad at the same time
Thanks Ivan Torrent
AbsoFuckinlutly Gorgeous! I'm so sorry for your loss. Stay strong mate.
A beautiful piece... thank you!❤
A spectacular composition !!!!!!!!
Beautifully meaningful music. So sorry for your loss.
That part from 1:07-1:15 takes to another World and gives some strange and high level of emotions.
The feeling💔 I felt it.. when I was walking in the hospital, praying to God that my father will be okay, and we will go back home together again.. I opened the door eagerly.. to see my father covered with a white blanket! He passed away minutes ago 💔 5/12/2022 💔
Ivan Sir the music you create has the power to take a current bleak and depressed outlook in life and put it into a more positive context, as if suddenly I'm able to see the greater picture that was hidden from me before. I'll be forever grateful for great artists as yourself. An irreplaceable gift to me and many others, a big thank you for all your creativity. I salute your greatness :)
Absolutely Beautiful and Masterful!
Love it. Merethe Soltvedt's voice is so angelic and powerful.
До мурашек! До слёз! Вы великий композитор!
Прекрасная музыка. И лишних слов не нужно...
Love it 🖤
I'm so sorry for what you've been through...never had a suchlike experience,but I can feel your pain sharp and violent like a knife through your music... We're all here for a specific time and journey...loss is awful to deal with,but that was their plan from the beginning...My best wishes Thank you for the amazing music ✨💖