I've been in love with the same man for 18 years. I think of him every day several times a day. .. it never goes away or gets easier. All I have now are memories, and photos, and songs. I'm not 33 year old woman and I have no idea how to not want, love or fantasize about what ifs. It's tormenting. How do you forget first love, first intimacy, first safety first thoughts of marriage.....
Despite parting ways, I still hold a deep affection for him. Unfortunately, our timing was off, and he never fully committed to our relationship . Looking back , I realize I invested too much in him ,hoping for a commitment that never came .I 'M proud of his accomplishments though , and I still wish him well . I prioritized his happiness even it meant letting him go .
There’s a hole in my heart from my first love. We met a decade ago. He was my very best friend for years. Now he lives across the country with his wife and son and every once in a while something reminds me of him and I can’t breathe. This song captures how it feels perfectly. I’ve had to come to terms with the small part of me that will probably love him as long as I live. It sounds like some of you have similar stories
Im almost 23 but still my heart is hanging on the same man I loved since I was 19 and I just know I'll never love someone as deeply as that man. We've never met face to face but we've been inseparable. The first person to ever make me wanna live, get married, have a family and feel safe in him.. we're no contact and probably never speak again. But I still pray for him and his well being almost every day since weve met.
Jesus loves you and sees what your going your going through and wants to give you comfort and peace❤ Matthew 11:28-30. I can tell you from experience that if you choose to go all in for God it’ll be the best decision you’ll ever make. God Bless!✝️❤️🙏🏼
💃So glad to finally have the full version! Thank you so much for this song, I think a lot of people can relate to the feeling that this song portraits💫❤
Was with my guy for almost 6 years, just for it to be over in one night. Hardest decision is to end such a beautiful relationship with someone who you thought would be your forever. This song describes us perfectly.
Oh man... This is a masterwork... You've captured that moment of the break... That free fall...That soft, tragic catharsis... The intent, the delivery are straight over the mark, the production perfectly sympathetic to the narrative .. I felt every single word...
This is beautiful it cuts me deep. it’s been almost 2 months after loosing u. 12 years together I refuse to move on how can I live without u by my side. Maybe in another life you and me will have another chance. Please don’t forget me I will not. You will always be my first and my last thought. Bye bye my love till I see you again ❤
i miss her with everything i got in my heart i hope she comes back i need her she made me feel loved happy cared and all of above she’s my world to me and always will no matter what
It was a very strange experience the way I got to know him....met online never met......in real but always feels soo real..............was together for 6moths.... started loving or it was just me....but I loved him truly...he was my first love.. despite the fact we were never ment to be together....he was from a different religion I was a Hindu girl.......but I never cared about it...all I wanted was him to love me back....the way did their was something magical in him that always makes me want him..... forgetting the way he treated me.....i cried , I begged him to stay but he didn't.....at the end I was never the right person...he left......I love you❣️
“cause we’re not friends, but we’re not enemies, we’re just strangers with some memories, can’t pretend that we were meant to be, when I know love is always bound to end eventually.”
2007 was when it's all started I've spend my teen and youth with him only 8 Dec 2024 it was over. Everything feels numb my heart aches just can't imagine it happened it's hurt really bad indeed we are not friends and not enemies I just can't unloved him he is my existence.
17 years... Hold tight... Give it time. The pain comes in waves, then the mind gets to rationalise... And then comes the pain again... We ALL go through this.... My advice? after 17 years... Observe and learn. There are no 'givens'...
It's been 3 weeks now that he chose, after 8 years of staying together, to go away.... he chose "his job" instead of us when I told him that he had to choose.... don't know if this was my mistake or if this meant to be that he was not loving us enough to stay.... all I know is that I miss him a lot....
Para o homem que foi meu amor por 15 anos. Esses dias tem sido muito difíceis sem você. Espero que possamos ficar bem um dia, ainda que separados. De você, guardo memórias lindas e que fizeram ser quem eu sou.
@@dzejkobpulen5799 There's a moment that he asked me to stay and I did for a second before walking away. Looking back on it that was the moment I realized this was my fault. All could have been fixed but we were young. I had this notion that whats mean't for you will always come back. If it was love it would make its way back around. We've both moved on, he is married now with two kids. But when we were in our twenties theres a time I tried to reach out and he couldn't do it, and theres a moment when we saw each other and that ache was still there. In honestly, I know he forgives me, but there is a rare love we had that was wasted. I think we both know we could never be just friends so we avoid each other.
@meganluttrell1545 I'm sorry that you had to do that but at the end of the day you knew you had to protect yourself. I hope that one day you find the peace and happiness you're looking for
Ya it was fourty nine years that we had this year me and you ya I missed you at dinner last night ya ok ya fifty next year ya ok we are ok ya for fourty nine years
For fourty nine years this year and we done the fourty in twenty fifteen ya next year is our fifty next year so it will be fifty years next year ya ok ya fifty next year and fourty years ya ok fifty ya next year I been good for fourty nine years ok
For fifty years this year is it is yes its our fifty years this year and Jeremy's fourty years this year ya its our fifty years from this year ya it is I been ok ya I am the same fifty years ya ok this year ok ya its your fifty years too this year and mine after u ok ya fifty together ok
“cause we’re not friends, but we’re not enemies, we’re just strangers with some memories, can’t pretend that we were meant to be, when I know love is always bound to end eventually.”
I've been in love with the same man for 18 years. I think of him every day several times a day. .. it never goes away or gets easier. All I have now are memories, and photos, and songs. I'm not 33 year old woman and I have no idea how to not want, love or fantasize about what ifs. It's tormenting. How do you forget first love, first intimacy, first safety first thoughts of marriage.....
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It really hurts 😢
I know exalt how you feel .I'm 58.been in love with same woman my whole life ..the want the need will never go away ..but life goes on
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😢❤ it’s not easy, they say time heals all. But does it really
Another song that truly demonstrates your songwriting, amazing job brother!
What a fantastic song! Get ready to cry your eyes out if a relationship has abruptly ended in your life.
Despite parting ways, I still hold a deep affection for him. Unfortunately, our timing was off, and he never fully committed to our relationship . Looking back , I realize I invested too much in him ,hoping for a commitment that never came .I 'M proud of his accomplishments though , and I still wish him well . I prioritized his happiness even it meant letting him go .
So relatable
I feel you sister. I gave 7 years away.
I will always stick to love, love, love.
But my love has wings spread. 🕊️
No chains in sight. ❤️🔥
There’s a hole in my heart from my first love. We met a decade ago. He was my very best friend for years. Now he lives across the country with his wife and son and every once in a while something reminds me of him and I can’t breathe. This song captures how it feels perfectly. I’ve had to come to terms with the small part of me that will probably love him as long as I live. It sounds like some of you have similar stories
very similar story indeed ❤️ it gets easier:)
It's been 6 yrs for me, and every day, something makes me think of her, and I can't breathe.
It's been 7 years now, and every day I think about her, and I can't breathe.
similar to me😔😔😔
Im almost 23 but still my heart is hanging on the same man I loved since I was 19 and I just know I'll never love someone as deeply as that man. We've never met face to face but we've been inseparable. The first person to ever make me wanna live, get married, have a family and feel safe in him.. we're no contact and probably never speak again. But I still pray for him and his well being almost every day since weve met.
I've lost count of how many times I've listened to this today
You'll always be my favorite incomplete wish. Stay safe and take care of yourself.
Jesus loves you and sees what your going your going through and wants to give you comfort and peace❤ Matthew 11:28-30. I can tell you from experience that if you choose to go all in for God it’ll be the best decision you’ll ever make. God Bless!✝️❤️🙏🏼
💃So glad to finally have the full version! Thank you so much for this song, I think a lot of people can relate to the feeling that this song portraits💫❤
💙 Lovely and true 🧡
I will always love!
No chains in sight!
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Was with my guy for almost 6 years, just for it to be over in one night. Hardest decision is to end such a beautiful relationship with someone who you thought would be your forever. This song describes us perfectly.
Oh man... This is a masterwork... You've captured that moment of the break... That free fall...That soft, tragic catharsis...
The intent, the delivery are straight over the mark, the production perfectly sympathetic to the narrative ..
I felt every single word...
This song is so good Levi, you touch my heart everytime, keep going God Bless you
This cuts me deep.💔 It's more than one and a half year, but it feels like yesterday.
7 months here, feeling liking I am hitting bottom
This song hits home. Every line of this song resonates with me.❤️
I miss her every second of every day. I'll always love her.
This is beautiful it cuts me deep. it’s been almost 2 months after loosing u. 12 years together I refuse to move on how can I live without u by my side. Maybe in another life you and me will have another chance. Please don’t forget me I will not. You will always be my first and my last thought. Bye bye my love till I see you again ❤
Beautifully written, I couldn't relate more to this than I am right now. Thank you. ❤️
Fantastic production quality !!! Fantastic song!!!
i miss her with everything i got in my heart i hope she comes back i need her she made me feel loved happy cared and all of above she’s my world to me and always will no matter what
Beautiful song, perfect title, I love listening to the story you have to tell in your songs.
Takes alot of work to get to this mindset.....just remember "put the man together & the world will fall into place...."
I was waiting for this to be released ❤
Just memories ❤
Love this song so much. Issac Levi well done ❤❤❤❤🎉
It was a very strange experience the way I got to know him....met online never met......in real but always feels soo real..............was together for 6moths.... started loving or it was just me....but I loved him truly...he was my first love.. despite the fact we were never ment to be together....he was from a different religion I was a Hindu girl.......but I never cared about it...all I wanted was him to love me back....the way did their was something magical in him that always makes me want him..... forgetting the way he treated me.....i cried , I begged him to stay but he didn't.....at the end I was never the right person...he left......I love you❣️
“cause we’re not friends,
but we’re not enemies,
we’re just strangers with some memories,
can’t pretend that we were meant to be,
when I know love is always bound to end eventually.”
❤️
Simple but so deep 💔
Apparently so soothing and relaxing to hear❤❤❤❤❤
You got me on this one, you blured me between happiness and sadness , gg's 🇲🇫
I love this song! ❤
200 likes and ill send it to him
Don't waste your time if he wanted you he would be there... If you really wanted you wouldn't need 200 people to convince you
He left me nine years ago and I still can’t get over it
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Finallllyyyyyy
this is like so touching 🤍🤍🤍
Such a beautiful song 😢💙
feel this....
Ow...my feels
🥹it is beautifully written and sung….❤❤❤❤
I love this ❤
Obsesseddddd
i love this song
Love the song!! 💗💗
2007 was when it's all started I've spend my teen and youth with him only 8 Dec 2024 it was over. Everything feels numb my heart aches just can't imagine it happened it's hurt really bad indeed we are not friends and not enemies I just can't unloved him he is my existence.
17 years... Hold tight... Give it time. The pain comes in waves, then the mind gets to rationalise... And then comes the pain again... We ALL go through this....
My advice? after 17 years... Observe and learn. There are no 'givens'...
You rock man ❤️😍
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I love this so much ❤❤❤🎉💃
FINALLY ❤️✨🤌🏻
This song make me cry🥺💔
I've had a hard time processing the loss of the relationship. This song perfectly describes how I feel. Cried like crazy for the first time in months.
this is amazing wow
This should get more likes!
UNDERRATED
Thank you Isaac
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Very nice!
Big wow
It's been 3 weeks now that he chose, after 8 years of staying together, to go away.... he chose "his job" instead of us when I told him that he had to choose.... don't know if this was my mistake or if this meant to be that he was not loving us enough to stay.... all I know is that I miss him a lot....
Thank you.
Tentang dia, tak bisa terdefinisi:(
This one hit on Halloween gg🎃🖤🃏
I am at peace with myself ...now .. ❤😊
that’s great!!❤️🙏💫
Story of my life. “The nice guy”🙃.
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Para o homem que foi meu amor por 15 anos. Esses dias tem sido muito difíceis sem você. Espero que possamos ficar bem um dia, ainda que separados. De você, guardo memórias lindas e que fizeram ser quem eu sou.
Blaze up and shot a a whiskey as I here this 😔😢but love her
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Do you plan on doing any collaborations with other singers?
Happens all the time
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good song
I love reading comments
can someone figure out the chords to play this music in guitar?
I hurt someone pretty badly . We were young but I hope he forgives me 😢
What's happening with you two now? When that happened? When did u understand that you hurt them?
@@dzejkobpulen5799 There's a moment that he asked me to stay and I did for a second before walking away. Looking back on it that was the moment I realized this was my fault. All could have been fixed but we were young. I had this notion that whats mean't for you will always come back. If it was love it would make its way back around. We've both moved on, he is married now with two kids. But when we were in our twenties theres a time I tried to reach out and he couldn't do it, and theres a moment when we saw each other and that ache was still there. In honestly, I know he forgives me, but there is a rare love we had that was wasted. I think we both know we could never be just friends so we avoid each other.
yea i feel you
I miss her still...
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My song ❤2024 🤘😇 🫶 💯💥💥💥❤️🩹
If only I was 20 years old....
I sent this song to someone and it's always gonna hurt but I hope they know I will always love them
I want to send this to him so bad, but I went no contact to protect myself. I hate it. I miss him.
@meganluttrell1545 I'm sorry that you had to do that but at the end of the day you knew you had to protect yourself. I hope that one day you find the peace and happiness you're looking for
She is happy without me. I am happy for her.
I miss you LlOyd :((
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Southall empty hole has the same line
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🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉😊❤
Subscribed, Posting on X & Following You from Space. 😇😇 Because your not on X
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But I still miss you a lot
Love you Carolyn ❤️ I hope my absence gives you peace 😢
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Then if we not friends then what are we boyfriend and girlfriend you no i will take that ya happy ya i am ok i am fourty nine know ya with you ok
Ya it was fourty nine years that we had this year me and you ya I missed you at dinner last night ya ok ya fifty next year ya ok we are ok ya for fourty nine years
For fourty nine years this year and we done the fourty in twenty fifteen ya next year is our fifty next year so it will be fifty years next year ya ok ya fifty next year and fourty years ya ok fifty ya next year I been good for fourty nine years ok
For fifty years this year is it is yes its our fifty years this year and Jeremy's fourty years this year ya its our fifty years from this year ya it is I been ok ya I am the same fifty years ya ok this year ok ya its your fifty years too this year and mine after u ok ya fifty together ok
“cause we’re not friends,
but we’re not enemies,
we’re just strangers with some memories,
can’t pretend that we were meant to be,
when I know love is always bound to end eventually.”
dm right ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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