I talk to my ex sometimes because we were together 22 years and now hes dying from liver cancer. Hes still my friend, but nothing romantic. I feel like it would be wrong to just abandon him at this time. He doesnt have anyone. Noone wants to die alone. I love my dm unconditionally and I'm loyal to him. We were never together, just talking, texting for over 6 months. He led me on. Then he ghosted me, put me in shock, and shattered my soul. Broke my heart. I fell head over heals. Then he ran away. Ive not seen him or spoken to him in 19 months. I miss him. And I'm still hurt and sad. I tried reaching out, but he was/is radio silent. Hes retired, so am I. So neither of us are that damn busy. Just another excuse, cuz hes a player. Doesnt want to change or care that he really hurt another person, a good loving person.. Me. Im not reaching out again. And if he cant understand compassion, and giving encouragement to someone thats dying, suffering, terminally ill. Well, then he truly doesnt care about others. And can put his chasing ego fixes, and other options where the sun dont shine. Im not a cold blooded hard core person. I dont love my ex romantically. I love him cause hes a fellow human being and my brother in christ. It breaks my heart to see others suffer. It hurts and tears at my soul. If i can give someone comfort, ease their fear in time of need, I will do my best, no matter who it is. How could you say no to someone thats loosing their life to such a mean horrible disease. Theres too many folks in this world that have no conscious or feelings. I dont want to be like that. I have emotions, im not afraid to show them. Why should I be, God gave them to me. Why would I be ashamed of what God wanted me to have and share.
@@LorraineAskew thank you so very much. I feel like the good ones are sparse and rarely noticed. But thats ok. Im holding out for the big, huge, bestest prize! Lol
Let me guess, they love the eff out of me but there's 3rd party keeping them stuck! 🤔 hmm. And they like to get the attention of multiple women to feed their ego. But they underestimated my energy and got caught up. Sigh. Always the same. No shade, just constantly hearing it and getting it in my own readings too. I'm tired. But I'm good. I'm focused on me. Thank you. ❤
He works all the time and I do too. We spend a lot of time to have fun and entertain each other when we are together. We have deep conversations, but they are not the conversations about our relationship. He shows a lot of action but I don't know.......... I would like him to tell me more instead of show me all the time. I guess I am not accepting his reassurance actions, and I want him to talk to me. I am not used to a man being so much of an action person. This is something that I did not get in my previous 16 years of marriage. In this way, I kind of feel like I'm the one trying to ruin our connection. I feel like I am not accepting him as he is. I really need to do that before I drive him away.
Wow yea I have known him since the 3rd grade he’s just really scared of commitment bc in his twin flame and twin flame relationship are not easy ❤😂 6:11
He’s a player never had feelings for me . Just used me never contacts me anymore just hurts me over and over I’ve been loyal to him for ever
I talk to my ex sometimes because we were together 22 years and now hes dying from liver cancer. Hes still my friend, but nothing romantic. I feel like it would be wrong to just abandon him at this time. He doesnt have anyone. Noone wants to die alone. I love my dm unconditionally and I'm loyal to him. We were never together, just talking, texting for over 6 months. He led me on. Then he ghosted me, put me in shock, and shattered my soul. Broke my heart. I fell head over heals. Then he ran away. Ive not seen him or spoken to him in 19 months. I miss him. And I'm still hurt and sad. I tried reaching out, but he was/is radio silent. Hes retired, so am I. So neither of us are that damn busy. Just another excuse, cuz hes a player. Doesnt want to change or care that he really hurt another person, a good loving person.. Me. Im not reaching out again. And if he cant understand compassion, and giving encouragement to someone thats dying, suffering, terminally ill. Well, then he truly doesnt care about others. And can put his chasing ego fixes, and other options where the sun dont shine. Im not a cold blooded hard core person. I dont love my ex romantically. I love him cause hes a fellow human being and my brother in christ. It breaks my heart to see others suffer. It hurts and tears at my soul. If i can give someone comfort, ease their fear in time of need, I will do my best, no matter who it is. How could you say no to someone thats loosing their life to such a mean horrible disease. Theres too many folks in this world that have no conscious or feelings. I dont want to be like that. I have emotions, im not afraid to show them. Why should I be, God gave them to me. Why would I be ashamed of what God wanted me to have and share.
You are a good person ❤
@@LorraineAskew thank you so very much. I feel like the good ones are sparse and rarely noticed. But thats ok. Im holding out for the big, huge, bestest prize! Lol
Let me guess, they love the eff out of me but there's 3rd party keeping them stuck! 🤔 hmm.
And they like to get the attention of multiple women to feed their ego. But they underestimated my energy and got caught up. Sigh. Always the same. No shade, just constantly hearing it and getting it in my own readings too. I'm tired. But I'm good. I'm focused on me. Thank you. ❤
Yeah, but you also had to learn something during this time. You were both in it, don’t forget that. Just trust the process ❤
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He works all the time and I do too. We spend a lot of time to have fun and entertain each other when we are together. We have deep conversations, but they are not the conversations about our relationship. He shows a lot of action but I don't know.......... I would like him to tell me more instead of show me all the time. I guess I am not accepting his reassurance actions, and I want him to talk to me. I am not used to a man being so much of an action person. This is something that I did not get in my previous 16 years of marriage. In this way, I kind of feel like I'm the one trying to ruin our connection. I feel like I am not accepting him as he is. I really need to do that before I drive him away.
Thanks for Leo reading
I love how you explain everything ❤️
Yea red flags.. it’s always good to discontinue a relationship if they’ve been in the slammer yea that’s an idea.
lol in jail
you made your decision.i won't be hurt anymore
Wow yea I have known him since the 3rd grade he’s just really scared of commitment bc in his twin flame and twin flame relationship are not easy ❤😂 6:11
He don’t love me he is devil never loves me if someone love you doesn’t sent his number to cops to desire that they arrest you 😢NEVER
And yep i was with them years ago
Thank God stay that way for the rest of your orr my life phyco
Yep there married but separated
Nope its them that wants to have fun
❤️💓💕💗💞❤️💓💗
He’s manipulating he is married with a baby on the way
NW he married with a baby on the way
My soulmate is a cancer is hiding me something with a lady Aquarius.
My ex was a Aires but now I'm focused on my $$$ could care less what he has going on in his miserable karmic life
He’s a liar