@@arianahpineda5651 you just wish to have a better life without haveing any problems like depression , axainty and all but I feel you because I'm in the same situation as upu and I'll tell you why because I lost my dad (he got a divorce) I'm being called gay and a boy at school I don't have many friends I sit alone in class I have hearing problms. And j think that my guy friends hate me
just a gay girl i’m sorry about your dad’s divorce i can relate to that part but yeah i wish i was better. i get bullied since kindergarten and still now i don’t have friends either. yet again i’m sorry people are calling u names people are just jerks but at least now y have a break from school.
Speed gamer_one No it’s not this explains how I feel many people are mentally unstable but am emotionally unstable because of how people always betray me and abandon me even my so call family am lucky that it’s not a mental illness for me but my emotions go out of control because how shit people treat me
Dude.If you are a girl than you would understand.Most people who comment are girls who go through a lot.Guy's too. So if you cant handle it than dont read or post comments and dont watch the video saying sad multifandom
Yeah I prayed to anyone who would listen at my lowest and only Yahusha (Jesus Christ) answered me. His love changes you and you see how your sins have caused all the darkness inside and how much you need your Creator to forgive you. Jesus is the only way out of the matrix. He died cuz death is the price for your sins.
I’m 12 my life is good yes I had some rough spots when I was younger but I was always taken care of... though for some reason I feel like I’m not whole like I’m not truly happy and I don’t know why... I can go around others and laugh and smile but it’s not full and it’s way easier to make me angry then to make me happy I’m half empty and I don’t know why so I can’t fix it what if one day I run out of happiness and there’s no more emotion and i really truly am empty what if I never was truly whole
Hey everything is going to be okay, I know that your hurting and that you want to cry all the time and always hide your emotions because you feel like nobody knows what your feeling inside but Gloria you are so Beautiful and so adorable, Oh my goodness you are so cute and pretty, and girl God and Jesus loves you so much! Keep praying because God and Jesus always hears your prayers, they will protect you from anything that scares you! Bless your your adorable heart, LOVE YOU GIRL!
@@nolifegirlie if sensitive isn't the right word then whyd you just call them 'highly sensitive'? Pretty sure the word works perfectly fine in this case. If they're not sensitive, then they wouldn't fit the description of what the commenter was describing themselves as.
There is something I want to tell myself: It's okay to be alone. It's okay not to be loved. Don’t cry. You cried a lot until now. So please don't cry anymore. Well done so far. You are still alive. Life may not have been nice to you but be good to your life. Start loving life. Start enjoying life. Live your life. And don't let anyone ruin your life. Please do these.
@@sakshimalhotra3804Hiii I'm not sure if I'm doing a good job with my life. But one thing I'm sure of is that I'm trying. Sometimes things can be difficult, but I try my best to get through them. So I can say that I am doing well. Thank you for writing this comment. I'm really happy and thank you for that. I hope you are also very well. 🌸
sitting alone in your room at night in so much pain that nobody will understand to then have to put a fake smile on your face so u dont worry the ones you love.
I just wanna scream and yell how I feel. Just so people know how i feels. I want someone to care, I want to see me upset and be there for me. I want someone to say “are you ok” I want myself back
bro you know it's even worse when you start watching these type of videos again but the thing is it just got to the point were u can't even cry and you just feel empty 🤦🏽♂️.
I’m sorry for all the other teens that are lost, confused, broken, abused. We are misunderstood so much and when we open up we are called weak. Please keep pushing no matter who u are. I’m still going for my parents and for god.
This is so beautiful and I cannot stop crying because I feel so lonely. Nobody needs me. Why am I listening to this, I know it makes me sad and reading all these comments makes me sad too. I do not know how to describe my feelings, I do not know, why I am writing this. This video is beautiful!
@@alinaroosen6197Thank you, your message made me happy :) I don't know, if I find someone who really needs me, maybe one day, maybe never, who knows. (I am sorry for my bad English, but I hope, you can understand what I mean) Have a nice day! :)
Yeah I prayed to anyone who would listen at my lowest and only Yahusha (Jesus Christ) answered me. His love changes you and you see how your sins have caused all the darkness inside and how much you need your Creator to forgive you. Jesus is the only way out of the matrix. He died cuz death is the price for your sins. Believe. He’s the only name that can save mankind.
@@mayencyavelar1286 I do believe, but everybody believes in a different way and sometimes it just feels like you are still alone. I never got any answer, whoever I was talking to.
The greatest pain I felt so far in my life (I’m almost 18) was when I told my mom I didn’t like her drunk. If you piss her off, she gets mean to everybody around even if you weren’t the one that pissed her off. She told me she didn’t like me at all, drunk or not (I used to get wasted with my mom). I suddenly couldn’t breathe bc I felt so unsafe. I needed the breeze so I ran outside and started pacing, having a panic attack. I can still hear her saying it and Everytime I think about it, I’m this 🤏🏼 close to triggering another panic attack but I never do. The next greatest pain I felt was one of the many times she told me she’s relapsed (meth). This was in my freshman year btw. She lived in Oklahoma, still does, and I called her bc I haven’t talked to her in over a week. She answered and it was real quiet on the other end. I said, “Mom, I want you to tell me the truth. Are you back on again?” Bc I’m known for torturing myself. I wanna hear it first hand instead of somebody else. I also wanted to see if she was gonna lie to me. She started crying and said yes. This was the longest time she was sober btw. I immediately threw my phone across the room, slammed my hand against the kitchen table screaming, “FUCK!!”. My whole family, was there chillin on the couches and recliners, watching me unravel. I’m flipping chairs, breaking shit. I eventually dropped to my knees and curled into a ball. I felt like a piece of me was with her if that makes sense. Everytime she would relapse, there’s this void and for years, my step mom could fill the void halfway but when my moms around, it’s overflowing with the love she has for me. This “void” is a need for a mother figure. The love for my step mom would never amount to the love that I have for my mom, even after all the shit she’s put me through. Even though she is the reason why I have, trust, commitment, social, mental and relationship issues. After that, I found that deep, dark hole 🕳 that not many people crawl out of, called depression. I started smoking weed, skipping (I managed to skip 11 periods in a matter of 3 days). I rarely ever showered and when I came home from school, my body found my bed and I would just lay there for hours. I would sleep Bc that’s where I could get away from reality, from all the bs in my life, even if it was a nightmare. Sometimes I would wake up not knowing how I go there. I was not myself. I wasn’t self-conscious either. My insecurities went out the window the second my hygiene did. I wasn’t sad or angry. I didn’t feel a fucking thing and I couldn’t tell whether or not that was a bad thing. I got into fights, Argued with teachers etc. I didn’t know what I was gonna do with my life before this but I almost convinced myself I was going to be a prostitute until somehow, I got happy again. I don’t remember either which is weird right? Maybe it’s bc I crawled..I slowly got out of it, prolly. That’s when I realized I was, in fact, depressed. My behavior wasn’t normal. That wasn’t myself. I thought, still do, think it’s crazy how one person you love dearly can affect your life and possibly mental health, that much. I will never not be shocked. Anyways, Idk why I felt like writin this.
God damn! This is a masterpiece! Every part of it is real. It’s so true that life is messed up and hard. Life truly wouldn’t be life if there wasn’t struggles, heart ache and challenges. It’s what gives our lives meaning from learning from mistakes and so much more that builds us up to our truer selves. Our best selves. In the darkest moments when you don’t see or feel it there is ALWAYS hope. Hope and light that come from friends and family. Even strangers. At any moment in anyone’s life a stranger, someone you don’t know can change your life in so many unexpected and amazing ways! It’s happened to me and there are no words to describe it! Life can be tragic and beautiful.
Sometimes i look at myself in the mirror and ask "Who are you?" Because i can't recognize the fake person staring back at me. Who am i? Who is the real me? Where is the real me?
Do u know that rush of pain u feel when u relate to the multifandom? And when ur gonna crying u feel so relaxed and calm but they u realize ur still stuck in life...
To everyone who watches this: “You are beautiful, you are strong, you are important and you are NEEDED in this life! Don’t ever let anyone make you feel less and don’t ever think the world is better without you in it! THE WORLD NEEDS YOU! YOU HAVE A PURPOSE IN THIS WORLD!
for anyone struggling, your not alone. Your are stronger than you think and this world needs you. Don’t change for anyone or anything, you will get through anything! You will win this battle. I know it sucks being stuck and feeling alone and like there’s no one to talk to, but this is a safe zone. If you have something to say, say it and I’ll try and help you in the replies❤️
i remember a time where i wondered what depression felt like and now i am begging for a time where i can feel happiness at least one more time i miss myself
Everyone whos reading this. I know how you feel. But you know what? You‘re a great & beautiful Human. People will always judge you even when youre „Perfect“ I love u & stay strong cuz better Days are in front of you! Dont give up xx
To anybody watching this, you must be feeling a certain type of way. I need you to know, you’re loved, you’re cared about and you will always be more than enough.❤️
To anyone who can’t seem to get a break. Eventually it won’t hurt anymore. Eventually nothing will be able to hurt you. Eventually you will lose your ability to cry anymore. Because you heart will become so black and scarred you’ll be able to handle anything. Let them keep breaking your heart because it’s only making you stronger and more resistant.
Anybody came here again when he felt overwhelmed again and a little bit lost even if the trends that are going on right now is just that u have to be strong and be as a male alpha, but unfortunately u just got tired again because u are just human and u know that it's just a time and then u will be strong again but it's just the middle of the journey just getting hard
1 The wonder 2 sierra 3 dunno 4 dunno 5 dunno 6 dunno 7 the perks of being a wallflower 8 lion king 9 flash 10 five feet apart 11 dunno( and i really wanna know) 12 lion king again 13 i know this but i don't remember 14 13 reasons why( oh what an irony ) 15 i dunno 16 five feet apart again 17 13 reasons why agaiiiin 18 dunno something sad obviously 19 dunno 20 riverdale !!!! 21 the fault in hour staaaaarsss Yaaassss 19 dunno
I just want to be happy. I want to open my eyes and skip all this pain to my happy place. To know I made it and there’s actually something ahead for me
Watching this brings me joy. Usually when I watch these videos I cry and cry but that’s not happening anymore. Btw this is very well made... I’m impressed.
When I first told my dad I hated him I regretted it and now I can’t tell him I’m sorry bc he’s gone. Forever and I can’t change that. He was the only thing that made me happy and now I don’t want to lose my mother too. I lost my dad, my step dad, grandmother. I’ve lost to many people and Ik I’m not depressed jus really sad. And I don’t have god bc I don’t believe him. Bc he would t let me hurt like this. my mother hates bc I love guys and girls and I change who I like. Ever
You know it’s bad when you watch happy videos, and sad videos, yet you still feel nothing but anxiety. Is that what sadness and happiness feel like? Because that’s what it feels like to me.
I know there is people who lost much more than me. But im not as strong as all of them.. I've lost so much but i don't think i can handle loosing more people. I just want to find a girl eho will love me for me and care for me as much as i care everytime... what is the point of continuing, if i keep losing so much. Why do people hurt me all the time, even though i will give them the world. I just wish she would love me back. I just want ONE chance. To prove to her she means the world to me.
Yeah I prayed to anyone who would listen at my lowest and only Yahusha (Jesus Christ) answered me. His love changes you and you see how your sins have caused all the darkness inside and how much you need your Creator to forgive you. Jesus is the only way out of the matrix. He died cuz death is the price for your sins.
YOU NEED TO READ THIS🙏⚠️ At least somebody need to hear me even for once........please 🙏 stop body shaming people, stop it where are you people going if a woman is skinny she loves her body and she's not asking you to tell her to eat, if a woman in fat she loves her body she don't need to tell her to stop eating , and the same for boys, we are all the same and trust me youuuu! yes you!! if you have the best body the best family the best life....please (if you'r not able to share it ) at least enjoy it and take care of your own business, and leave the others alone........PLEASE 🙏
It's a bit if an oxymoron if you consider nobody ever really tells you, hey you gotta be strong all the time always give it 110% in everything at all times. We tell ourselfs this for whatever reason. There are many.
I can’t cry through these but inside my body breaking, my heart to torn apart and I’m try to heal but it’s very hard to do it but all I can do is try and hope that one day I will find someone who will love me for me and I will do anything to protect them even if it means putting my life in the way of theirs so they can live and hopefully see a tomorrow 😢💔😭😖😞😣❤️🩹
1.wounder 2.dumplin I’m pretty sure 3.dunno 4.how to get away with murder 5.dunno 6.probably flash? 7. Perks of being a wallflower 8. Lion king 9.flash 10. 5 feet apart 11. Skam remake 12.lion king 13. My mad fat diaries 14. 13 reasons 15. Elite 16.5 feet apart 17. 13 reasons 18. I don’t know 19. Supernatural 20. River dale 21. Fault in my stars
Remember this forever It’s gonna be okay in the end. So if it’s not okay then ist not the ens yet.❤️🥺 Okay you are a Sweet beatifull person so dont let anyone chance your mind. I belive in you❤️
I can't be strong for everyone anymore.. My heart can't take more than it already has.. It's hard to make every one laugh when you can't even make yourself smile just for second
You somethings up when you can’t cry anymore We can’t be strong I’m broken You clearly broke my heart I remember it I remember the way you touch They is so much pain Yes I notice shit But how can’t i The world is so fucked up (Sorry for my language) I wish you could see Why do I wish if you ob I will never see you again My mum will never see you again I never got to see you Do you know what happened Do you know how the fuck I feel Do you seem me Or do I need to come a lit I’m horrible Yet you say I’m amazing I haven’t been raped I’ve dreamt that my What’s that The scars on my thighs The scars I used to have on my wrist The blood How I dance and tear myself apart I used to want to dance until I felt okay Now I want to die Now I don’t want to be here Can I disappear It’s my way of escaping yet You know I want to die You don’t know what it’s like for me Yet you say I’m not alone I want to be alone But I don’t want to be lonely I’m better alone so then I don’t hurt anyone I hurt you I get that I’m such a terrible person I’m sorry I exist Because if I could I wouldn’t And why the fuck am I here Why are humans here Can you stop it Would you like me if I drank that Would you like me if I took that I loved this edit so thank you . .This is so beautiful the way you put it together the song and the way you maker the video creates emotion and I could feel that so thank you so much
You know as you take those clips you should really write them down on a piece of paper so you dont forget them theeen write each and every one of the down to the discription so we could also know!!!!
Well, If someone wanna know one fandom they can ask me. But I dont need to add every fandom. I'm doing this videos for fun for myself and I dont wanna write every detail down, I'd loose the fun on it :)
I can’t even cry to these anymore, I’m out of tears
Kajsa i can relate i lost the feeling of tears i’m just stone now 🙂
Saaaame
Kajsa i really really felt that
@@arianahpineda5651 stone or stoner?
Ahaha twinzies
when you’re so numb you can’t even cry anymore:( and like, you just don’t care about what happens to you anymore bc your so over everything.
Alanna Marie this my life at the moment
Alanna Marie it’s like if I wanna cry but I can’t because I cried to many times and I used up all my tears 😪
please stay strong ❤️
Stien Engelaar mine too
@@jusst_sydney stay strong , dear!
You know it's getting worse again when you're watching these videos again
Dude. I haven’t wanted to admit this to myself but I know it
Hey I saw you before!
It had always been getting worse it’s called a lie when I say it’s getting better so I can continue
I know but I need it
Yeah... maybe it is
“i can’t be all those things. i can’t be strong all the time” this hits hard. we can’t always meet other’s expectations right?
the scene just came when i read this and i was like hold up, but yeah u right
We can not know what expectations the others have for us..
...
Yes keeping strong is hard at times but gotta keep strong for other ppl. X that's me atm. x
What is it from?
I wonder what it’s like to be okay
Jimmy L. people say it’s the best feeling i wonder if it actually is
@@arianahpineda5651 you just wish to have a better life without haveing any problems like depression , axainty and all but I feel you because I'm in the same situation as upu and I'll tell you why because I lost my dad (he got a divorce) I'm being called gay and a boy at school I don't have many friends I sit alone in class I have hearing problms. And j think that my guy friends hate me
just a gay girl i’m sorry about your dad’s divorce i can relate to that part but yeah i wish i was better. i get bullied since kindergarten and still now i don’t have friends either. yet again i’m sorry people are calling u names people are just jerks but at least now y have a break from school.
@@arianahpineda5651 yea you to we'll get trough this together
just a gay girl yeah!!!☺️
Damn this comment section made me realize how depressed literally everyone is
dude its called emotion....everyone got so emotional while watching this video that made everyone comment these things
@@speedgamer_one9573 Exactly ;-;
Speed gamer_one No it’s not this explains how I feel many people are mentally unstable but am emotionally unstable because of how people always betray me and abandon me even my so call family am lucky that it’s not a mental illness for me but my emotions go out of control because how shit people treat me
And it shows what many people try hide or need to hide. I wish we all would help each other
Dude.If you are a girl than you would understand.Most people who comment are girls who go through a lot.Guy's too.
So if you cant handle it than dont read or post comments and dont watch the video saying sad multifandom
I never understood those comments saying they don’t feel anything anymore and it’s the worst. Now I understand.
I know.
u dont know pain until u start praying to god to heal ur heart
my heart stopped when I read this comment
Yeah I prayed to anyone who would listen at my lowest and only Yahusha (Jesus Christ) answered me. His love changes you and you see how your sins have caused all the darkness inside and how much you need your Creator to forgive you. Jesus is the only way out of the matrix. He died cuz death is the price for your sins.
Its worse when you've giving up on that
@@ani272 Yeah
But god isn't there to help me or forgive me with everything I've done 😔 he probably hate's me like everyone else
The thing is, i cant remember being truly happy anymore...
Jannik Nonstop me either
Me too😭
My thought this morning after finally gaining strength to make my bed. I am tired 😓
The last memory I have of being truly happy, I think i was about 7. It was Christmas. It was also a very, very long time ago.
I’m 12 my life is good yes I had some rough spots when I was younger but I was always taken care of... though for some reason I feel like I’m not whole like I’m not truly happy and I don’t know why... I can go around others and laugh and smile but it’s not full and it’s way easier to make me angry then to make me happy I’m half empty and I don’t know why so I can’t fix it what if one day I run out of happiness and there’s no more emotion and i really truly am empty what if I never was truly whole
Mufasa's death always hits me so hard. 😭
Diasmc Coelho me too
Me too so sad I cried so much 😭😭😭
Same here bro
Yeah same!
FRRRRRR I was dead ass hysterical when Mufasa died
It's so hard to explain someone how you feel, when you yourself don't understand your feelings!
Hi, if you want to talk to someoane who understands, i'm here for you
We are here for you
If you are okay with it you can share here 🥺
true , that's why i let the lyrics i write do the talking and explaining for me . cause i can't myself no matter how much i try
I used to watch these all the time and ball my eyes out and then I ran out of tear and I felt okay and now I’m back to the beginning all over again
Hey everything is going to be okay, I know that your hurting and that you want to cry all the time and always hide your emotions because you feel like nobody knows what your feeling inside but Gloria you are so Beautiful and so adorable, Oh my goodness you are so cute and pretty, and girl God and Jesus loves you so much! Keep praying because God and Jesus always hears your prayers, they will protect you from anything that scares you! Bless your your adorable heart, LOVE YOU GIRL!
Omg this is really Really heartbreaking... damn :(
Ngl the lion king clip got me the most
it should be. but somehow i feel absolutely nothing. no sadness no pain just nothing. its getting bad again.
if your a NF fan u might get this:
Hey watching these again unknown what that means “grabs your balloons and invite your friends”
Omg 😭😭
the search
i love you.
OMGGGGG 😭
Some say, I'm too sensitive but truth is I just feel too much, every word, every action and every energy goes straight to my heart -Unknown
What’s the movie called at 1:01?
LMAO that's literally what being too sensitive is.
@@nolifegirlie are you telling me that feeling too much is not the definition of being too sensitive? If it's not, then what is?
@@nolifegirlie if sensitive isn't the right word then whyd you just call them 'highly sensitive'? Pretty sure the word works perfectly fine in this case. If they're not sensitive, then they wouldn't fit the description of what the commenter was describing themselves as.
@@nolifegirlie there being other words doesn't mean that one of the words isn't accurate to use. Tons of words have synonyms.
1:27 this is the scene were we all cried as little kids...nothing has changed, except our age...
proud slytherin02 whats the movie?
@@bibisor224 lion king
proud slytherin02 don’t hit the same as the animated one
Mr Redeyes no it hits more than the animation in my opinion
I tried not to cry in the cinema and I almost failed
“I Can’t Be Strong All The Time..” 😕💯
Yea sme here 😭
Not only u im more then u I cant be strong enough
Name the movie plz
@@nbyrnbyr Tv show called "How to get away with murder" I highly recommend it.
You are so talented.
This is a pure piece a Art.
The clips you choose with the song match perfectly.
Thank you so much! ❤ hugs
@@xShadowBanshee can you give me these movies name.??
I used to cry when I watched these now I just feel..
empty
I recently found out that there are people out there that have never had a suicidal thought.
I wonder what thats like...
I could never understand someone being that happy that they never thought of ending it. It doesn’t feel real
Its beautiful❤
@@sarahavey7145 I haven't
i wish i was just a child
I’ve umm well I was one of those people until currently I just don’t want to be here anymore
make one on "people always using me"
Facts man
When I saw the lion king I clicked right away
There is something I want to tell myself: It's okay to be alone. It's okay not to be loved. Don’t cry. You cried a lot until now. So please don't cry anymore. Well done so far. You are still alive. Life may not have been nice to you but be good to your life. Start loving life. Start enjoying life. Live your life. And don't let anyone ruin your life. Please do these.
hi
come back
i hope u r doing great
@@sakshimalhotra3804Hiii
I'm not sure if I'm doing a good job with my life. But one thing I'm sure of is that I'm trying. Sometimes things can be difficult, but I try my best to get through them. So I can say that I am doing well. Thank you for writing this comment. I'm really happy and thank you for that. I hope you are also very well. 🌸
Bro you are making me cry by saying don't cry bro I don't understand what's happening I just don't understand
sitting alone in your room at night in so much pain that nobody will understand to then have to put a fake smile on your face so u dont worry the ones you love.
The way little Simba touches Mufasa's head is the saddest thing ever 😭 really good video!
I just wanna scream and yell how I feel. Just so people know how i feels. I want someone to care, I want to see me upset and be there for me. I want someone to say “are you ok” I want myself back
Same to you
R u okay? U can talk to me!
bro you know it's even worse when you start watching these type of videos again but the thing is it just got to the point were u can't even cry and you just feel empty 🤦🏽♂️.
How almost no one is mentioning the song.. this is a freaking masterpiece from transforms omg
Exo-l?
“I am so lonely “
Ashley urena no you’re not
Same though
You think you're lonely cuz you choose to be. There's a big world out there! God bless you.
how i look on the outside: 😑🙂 how i feel: 😭🤕 i don’t even know how to explain it but my heart actually hurts
Hi, if you want to talk to someoane who understands, i'm here for you
I know maybe one or two shows from this but I'm crying anyway. This is so beautiful and heartbreaking... Sorry if my English is bad ♥
It’s good; your English is grammatically correct.
I’m sorry for all the other teens that are lost, confused, broken, abused. We are misunderstood so much and when we open up we are called weak. Please keep pushing no matter who u are. I’m still going for my parents and for god.
This is so beautiful and I cannot stop crying because I feel so lonely. Nobody needs me. Why am I listening to this, I know it makes me sad and reading all these comments makes me sad too. I do not know how to describe my feelings, I do not know, why I am writing this. This video is beautiful!
☹️
Pandabärchen 123 you will find someone who needs you
@@alinaroosen6197Thank you, your message made me happy :)
I don't know, if I find someone who really needs me, maybe one day, maybe never, who knows.
(I am sorry for my bad English, but I hope, you can understand what I mean) Have a nice day! :)
Yeah I prayed to anyone who would listen at my lowest and only Yahusha (Jesus Christ) answered me. His love changes you and you see how your sins have caused all the darkness inside and how much you need your Creator to forgive you. Jesus is the only way out of the matrix. He died cuz death is the price for your sins. Believe. He’s the only name that can save mankind.
@@mayencyavelar1286 I do believe, but everybody believes in a different way and sometimes it just feels like you are still alone. I never got any answer, whoever I was talking to.
yo out of all of these simba and mufasa really got to me🥺😭
omg, such a beautiful video, I can't. you're so talented
The greatest pain I felt so far in my life (I’m almost 18) was when I told my mom I didn’t like her drunk. If you piss her off, she gets mean to everybody around even if you weren’t the one that pissed her off. She told me she didn’t like me at all, drunk or not (I used to get wasted with my mom). I suddenly couldn’t breathe bc I felt so unsafe. I needed the breeze so I ran outside and started pacing, having a panic attack. I can still hear her saying it and Everytime I think about it, I’m this 🤏🏼 close to triggering another panic attack but I never do. The next greatest pain I felt was one of the many times she told me she’s relapsed (meth). This was in my freshman year btw. She lived in Oklahoma, still does, and I called her bc I haven’t talked to her in over a week. She answered and it was real quiet on the other end. I said, “Mom, I want you to tell me the truth. Are you back on again?” Bc I’m known for torturing myself. I wanna hear it first hand instead of somebody else. I also wanted to see if she was gonna lie to me. She started crying and said yes. This was the longest time she was sober btw. I immediately threw my phone across the room, slammed my hand against the kitchen table screaming, “FUCK!!”. My whole family, was there chillin on the couches and recliners, watching me unravel. I’m flipping chairs, breaking shit. I eventually dropped to my knees and curled into a ball. I felt like a piece of me was with her if that makes sense. Everytime she would relapse, there’s this void and for years, my step mom could fill the void halfway but when my moms around, it’s overflowing with the love she has for me. This “void” is a need for a mother figure. The love for my step mom would never amount to the love that I have for my mom, even after all the shit she’s put me through. Even though she is the reason why I have, trust, commitment, social, mental and relationship issues. After that, I found that deep, dark hole 🕳 that not many people crawl out of, called depression. I started smoking weed, skipping (I managed to skip 11 periods in a matter of 3 days). I rarely ever showered and when I came home from school, my body found my bed and I would just lay there for hours. I would sleep Bc that’s where I could get away from reality, from all the bs in my life, even if it was a nightmare. Sometimes I would wake up not knowing how I go there. I was not myself. I wasn’t self-conscious either. My insecurities went out the window the second my hygiene did. I wasn’t sad or angry. I didn’t feel a fucking thing and I couldn’t tell whether or not that was a bad thing. I got into fights, Argued with teachers etc. I didn’t know what I was gonna do with my life before this but I almost convinced myself I was going to be a prostitute until somehow, I got happy again. I don’t remember either which is weird right? Maybe it’s bc I crawled..I slowly got out of it, prolly. That’s when I realized I was, in fact, depressed. My behavior wasn’t normal. That wasn’t myself. I thought, still do, think it’s crazy how one person you love dearly can affect your life and possibly mental health, that much. I will never not be shocked. Anyways, Idk why I felt like writin this.
Stay Strong
I LOVE THIS EDIT SMM
I hate Sierra Burgess though, the movie promoted sexual abuse and she did it. :/
Manic Queen most unrealistic movie yet. She catfishes the guy yet got him in the end? Kinda dumb ngl but I agree, this edit is incredible
agreed, there's so many good movie scripts out there and they chose to make this trash
What's the name of the movie
@@imaanjaffri431 what's the name of the movie
relaxing ASMR Sierra Burgess Is A Loser
Omg it’s so beautiful and painful at the same time 💔😢
BEAUTIFUL AHHH I AM CRYING VSBHDJDJJ
God damn! This is a masterpiece! Every part of it is real. It’s so true that life is messed up and hard. Life truly wouldn’t be life if there wasn’t struggles, heart ache and challenges. It’s what gives our lives meaning from learning from mistakes and so much more that builds us up to our truer selves. Our best selves. In the darkest moments when you don’t see or feel it there is ALWAYS hope. Hope and light that come from friends and family. Even strangers. At any moment in anyone’s life a stranger, someone you don’t know can change your life in so many unexpected and amazing ways! It’s happened to me and there are no words to describe it! Life can be tragic and beautiful.
Sometimes i look at myself in the mirror and ask
"Who are you?"
Because i can't recognize the fake person staring back at me.
Who am i?
Who is the real me?
Where is the real me?
Don't be fake then. Do what you want how you want when you want.
Just be yourself
@@nbyrnbyr easy to say but people don't accept you when you are yourself.
@@lizay1455 I will accept you whatever you are. Because your words came from your heart. You are honest 👍
What is this warm liquid running down my face
Beauty
Everyone has it but you can only see it when you're sad
cum.
Pee
@@fibecheee disgusting
@@erickfuentes1644 Ō-Ō
I don't find most of sad videos moving but this one hit my heart so badly :( Perfect job ♥
Sadly I can relate to people that are in pain and this is good. I know the pain too well
Do u know that rush of pain u feel when u relate to the multifandom? And when ur gonna crying u feel so relaxed and calm but they u realize ur still stuck in life...
To everyone who watches this: “You are beautiful, you are strong, you are important and you are NEEDED in this life! Don’t ever let anyone make you feel less and don’t ever think the world is better without you in it! THE WORLD NEEDS YOU! YOU HAVE A PURPOSE IN THIS WORLD!
for anyone struggling,
your not alone. Your are stronger than you think and this world needs you. Don’t change for anyone or anything, you will get through anything!
You will win this battle. I know it sucks being stuck and feeling alone and like there’s no one to talk to, but this is a safe zone. If you have something to say, say it and I’ll try and help you in the replies❤️
Yes and we’re stronger together than apart
No, I refuse to get stuck in this loop again.
i will feel this but will not allow it to take me down .. I am worth it everyone here is worth it
The most painful part of being strong is that no one ever asked if you are okay
i remember a time where i wondered what depression felt like
and now i am begging for a time where i can feel happiness at least one more time
i miss myself
Everyone whos reading this. I know how you feel. But you know what? You‘re a great & beautiful Human. People will always judge you even when youre „Perfect“ I love u & stay strong cuz better Days are in front of you! Dont give up xx
To anybody watching this, you must be feeling a certain type of way. I need you to know, you’re loved, you’re cared about and you will always be more than enough.❤️
The first few seconds were already heartbreaking and I started crying quickly
When I saw Dean and Sam I nearly starts crying 😢
The first scene had me in tears.
"Wonder" you should watch the movie, it's so good.
To anyone who can’t seem to get a break. Eventually it won’t hurt anymore. Eventually nothing will be able to hurt you. Eventually you will lose your ability to cry anymore. Because you heart will become so black and scarred you’ll be able to handle anything. Let them keep breaking your heart because it’s only making you stronger and more resistant.
It's really breaking me from inside to see the comments and realise how many ppl are depressed in this world.
Anybody came here again when he felt overwhelmed again and a little bit lost even if the trends that are going on right now is just that u have to be strong and be as a male alpha, but unfortunately u just got tired again because u are just human and u know that it's just a time and then u will be strong again but it's just the middle of the journey just getting hard
I had held in the tears so long that they all came at once.
Now they're gone.
It'll be a while till I have the strength to cry again.
1 The wonder
2 sierra
3 dunno
4 dunno
5 dunno
6 dunno
7 the perks of being a wallflower
8 lion king
9 flash
10 five feet apart
11 dunno( and i really wanna know)
12 lion king again
13 i know this but i don't remember
14 13 reasons why( oh what an irony )
15 i dunno
16 five feet apart again
17 13 reasons why agaiiiin
18 dunno something sad obviously
19 dunno
20 riverdale !!!!
21 the fault in hour staaaaarsss Yaaassss
19 dunno
** sierra burgess is a big loser
11 : wtfock - season 3
13 : My mad fat diary
15 : Elite - season 3
18 : Looking for Alaska
@@-Charline- thaaank you
19. Supernatural ☺
6 is flash again 😊
I just want to be happy. I want to open my eyes and skip all this pain to my happy place. To know I made it and there’s actually something ahead for me
You know it hard when these videos are so true about how you are actually feeling all I feel is fricking depressed 😢😢
I keep saying to myself that I'm okay.
But I forgot what's it like to be okay cuz I don't feel any different when I'm sad:)
Hi, if you want to talk to someoane who understands, i'm here for you, okay?
The song is "Tessa" by Steve Jablonsky. I listen to it all the time.
THANK YOUUUUUUU!!!!!
"You're not alone"
I will be here for anyone because I am going through the same pain..
Watching this brings me joy. Usually when I watch these videos I cry and cry but that’s not happening anymore. Btw this is very well made... I’m impressed.
When I first told my dad I hated him I regretted it and now I can’t tell him I’m sorry bc he’s gone. Forever and I can’t change that. He was the only thing that made me happy and now I don’t want to lose my mother too. I lost my dad, my step dad, grandmother. I’ve lost to many people and Ik I’m not depressed jus really sad. And I don’t have god bc I don’t believe him. Bc he would t let me hurt like this. my mother hates bc I love guys and girls and I change who I like. Ever
"You're not alone and you're not broken."
Even when i watch these I can't cry...Wats happening to me🙁 am i that broken
No. You can be sad and not cry
I'm sorry if you didn't actually want your question answered. I just thought someone should
"I cant be strong all the time..."...that line hits hard bro
04:13 the moment when you can't control so much pain anymore
You know it’s bad when you watch happy videos, and sad videos, yet you still feel nothing but anxiety.
Is that what sadness and happiness feel like?
Because that’s what it feels like to me.
I know there is people who lost much more than me. But im not as strong as all of them.. I've lost so much but i don't think i can handle loosing more people. I just want to find a girl eho will love me for me and care for me as much as i care everytime... what is the point of continuing, if i keep losing so much. Why do people hurt me all the time, even though i will give them the world. I just wish she would love me back. I just want ONE chance. To prove to her she means the world to me.
Yeah I prayed to anyone who would listen at my lowest and only Yahusha (Jesus Christ) answered me. His love changes you and you see how your sins have caused all the darkness inside and how much you need your Creator to forgive you. Jesus is the only way out of the matrix. He died cuz death is the price for your sins.
Ok no offense but not getting a girl is not pain there’s so much more things that are painful ur weak little excuse for pain is dumb
Sometimes I think of ppl that wake up in the morning and smile genuinely and know that they're gonna have a good day
Annalise, Simba and Jessica screaming in her pillow hit different 😭
P.S I love this edit sm
when people tell me i’m not alone, that dosen’t help. that just reminds me of how fucking depressing the life is.
"I can't be all those things" I'm sorry mum and dad :')
YOU NEED TO READ THIS🙏⚠️
At least somebody need to hear me even for once........please 🙏 stop body shaming people, stop it where are you people going if a woman is skinny she loves her body and she's not asking you to tell her to eat, if a woman in fat she loves her body she don't need to tell her to stop eating , and the same for boys, we are all the same and trust me youuuu! yes you!! if you have the best body the best family the best life....please (if you'r not able to share it ) at least enjoy it and take care of your own business, and leave the others alone........PLEASE 🙏
Maybe the reason I like watched sad things is make me feel something
It's a bit if an oxymoron if you consider nobody ever really tells you, hey you gotta be strong all the time always give it 110% in everything at all times. We tell ourselfs this for whatever reason. There are many.
When u can rewatch them without crying u know ur numb 😗✌️
I can’t cry through these but inside my body breaking, my heart to torn apart and I’m try to heal but it’s very hard to do it but all I can do is try and hope that one day I will find someone who will love me for me and I will do anything to protect them even if it means putting my life in the way of theirs so they can live and hopefully see a tomorrow 😢💔😭😖😞😣❤️🩹
The Lion King scene will always make me cry and no can say that they don't cry.
1.wounder
2.dumplin I’m pretty sure
3.dunno
4.how to get away with murder
5.dunno
6.probably flash?
7. Perks of being a wallflower
8. Lion king
9.flash
10. 5 feet apart
11. Skam remake
12.lion king
13. My mad fat diaries
14. 13 reasons
15. Elite
16.5 feet apart
17. 13 reasons
18. I don’t know
19. Supernatural
20. River dale
21. Fault in my stars
Riverdale is one word not two
Emma Roberts yeah I was doing it quickly
18 ?? Do u know that one ?
anime_ _sociey I want to know that one to
anime_ _sociey 18 is looking for Alaska ☺️
Idk why i watch these...is it because these are relatable.. because people in our daily life dont understand what we are going through
Remember this forever
It’s gonna be okay in the end. So if it’s not okay then ist not the ens yet.❤️🥺
Okay you are a Sweet beatifull person so dont let anyone chance your mind. I belive in you❤️
When you cry over these so much you can't cry anymore
00:12
No one
Her: you are not ugly, oggy
Cc: you are not ugly donkey
hahah but what is the show?
Sierra burgess had me crying instantly. God, I needed this release so much...
Omg no edit has ever got me like this 💔
I can't be strong for everyone anymore.. My heart can't take more than it already has.. It's hard to make every one laugh when you can't even make yourself smile just for second
Bang! This hit me! 👏
I can't remember how it feels to have a real smile and not happy anymore is like I am stuck in the dark
Hi, if you want to talk to someoane who understands, i'm here for you. You are not alone!
You somethings up when you can’t cry anymore
We can’t be strong
I’m broken
You clearly broke my heart
I remember it
I remember the way you touch
They is so much pain
Yes I notice shit
But how can’t i
The world is so fucked up
(Sorry for my language)
I wish you could see
Why do I wish if you ob
I will never see you again
My mum will never see you again
I never got to see you
Do you know what happened
Do you know how the fuck I feel
Do you seem me
Or do I need to come a lit
I’m horrible
Yet you say I’m amazing
I haven’t been raped
I’ve dreamt that my
What’s that
The scars on my thighs
The scars I used to have on my wrist
The blood
How I dance and tear myself apart
I used to want to dance until I felt okay
Now I want to die
Now I don’t want to be here
Can I disappear
It’s my way of escaping yet
You know I want to die
You don’t know what it’s like for me
Yet you say I’m not alone
I want to be alone
But I don’t want to be lonely
I’m better alone so then I don’t hurt anyone
I hurt you
I get that
I’m such a terrible person
I’m sorry I exist
Because if I could I wouldn’t
And why the fuck am I here
Why are humans here
Can you stop it
Would you like me if I drank that
Would you like me if I took that
I loved this edit so thank you . .This is so beautiful the way you put it together the song and the way you maker the video creates emotion and I could feel that so thank you so much
You can never see the pressure the other person is under , and the other person can't see the pain you are in ... This is our life
What scene is the rooftop scene when he say my point is life is messy
What show is it can you please tell me🥺😭😭
oh my, this is so pure. 🤍 its too emotional. amazing work, keep it up :' )
0:34 what series
October faction
I have to be five different people at one time and it’s just too much, I can’t be everyone at once. It’s just too much.
You know as you take those clips you should really write them down on a piece of paper so you dont forget them theeen write each and every one of the down to the discription so we could also know!!!!
Well, If someone wanna know one fandom they can ask me. But I dont need to add every fandom. I'm doing this videos for fun for myself and I dont wanna write every detail down, I'd loose the fun on it :)
@@xShadowBanshee great point!!! You're right
One time i cried all day without stopping and people kept asking me what was wrong i just cried harder and continued to cry