Holy man this takes me back. I remember feeling angry when i would hear or see sexually themed media around 5-9 years old. I wouldn't call it disgust and it definitely wasn’t feelings of exclusion... It was more like i knew i shouldn't be exposed to it, and didn't want to be. In the modern world its like there is no choice. I weep for Kids today, it’s become exponentially worse. Nowadays i've learned how sacred the act can be, but i've spent most of my life far away from that path. this video made me remember those thoughts i had when i was much younger.
yeah, its everywhere and its almost impossible to avoid that. you can give up using pc, tv etc, but you leave the house, go to the store and youre bombarded with useless information from ads, 99% of which is straight up sexual harrassment. not so useless from a certain point of view though, from a point of view of a certain group of people...
Yes I couldn't understand whyy. I remember trying to make myself watch so I could relate and discuss it with my peers but I couldn't stomach it for the life of me. Also recall thinking the tv can't be fake everyone worships it why would they do that if it wasn't good. Then in that age range I saw my parents and their friends get together to watch billy cigar on 60 minutes or something claim he didn't sodomize his secretary or whatever. Then I could not delude myself anymore and accepted it's all theater and dark magics.
Respect level up for charls after this one.... BIG "Whoever unravels the cube gets nailed to it". If that truly came from charls... He's our modern day shakespearea
"Girl i wanna make you sweat, sweat til you cant sweat nomore and if you cryyy im gonna push it, push it, push it some morrreeee" was played at every kid's party in the 90s.
I've been stuck in nerd land trying to deprogram and this is like the first breath of fresh air in years. Please more. I've already followed other platforms.
I was asking God about this sort of situation and seeing your vid today was.. enlightening. Thank you older wiser brother I'm 24 and I've only had a lot of what you say whisper in my mind but you really do help me hammer down how I feel. I think God wants me to talk about some stuff online bc I'm told too often that my words touch, but I really had to sit back on this and was just bewildered. youre absolutely right. God bless you and your family man. I wish sam had your spiritual grit and was as open about christ bc he has that power to wear gods armor, I always liked listening to the man for years but I've listened to your vids for 6 days now and I'm blown away, what you say would have been gibberish 6 years ago but I get it.. God really did push my sight to listen to what you have to say for a reason and I really appreciate what you do man. you haven't uploaded in a few months but I hope ur doing alright.
indeed never hate your enemy your hatred towards him is always generated from your weakness and it only makes you weaker and therefor more full of hatred, instead fight him for the love of what you protect.
Eat of the fruit of the tree of knowledge and you are fucked. This was literally the first fundamental lesson of downfall taught by our creator/God, yet so easily overlooked. Thanks for helping us escape the hypercube.
@@CharlsCarroll1 apparently knowledge in the bible also means "sex" "the fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil", the offspring from good and evil having sex it gets you... where we are, apparently
There's a quote from St. Paul that goes something like "Peace heaps coals of fire upon the heads of your enemies". I have never heard so truthful a sentiment.
The Nerd Question is a question of obsession. Nerds on any topic have an autism-like drive to categorize things, which is why they're only attracted to pre-Enlightenment philosophy insofar as it gives context or basis to whatever they're talking about. Hatred is an obsessive state to be in which is why you can't be a nerd if you don't hate something. Hypercategorization and hatred always lead you into the material territory, where you try and break everything down into optimization, which is why you see people on Twitter analyzing people's relationship photos looking for physical clues as to why the relationship will fail. They're no different from people who minmax Diablo builds, only Diablo minmaxers understand they're playing a video game. The nerd cannot parse that people don't have collision boxes. The nerd thinks he can clip through the corner of his living room and skip to the credits. Obsession is also neurosis, which is why when you said that knowledge can be hoarded like money you were spot on. Nobody hoards if they feel secure. Occultism/gnosticism is neurosis about ultimate reality, and every answer they get won't be enough. Long story short, go outside, call your mom.
@@james_the_animatordamn bro, you really went on a nasty little contrarian comment rampage on this channel about 6 months ago, I hope the painful stuff that prompted all that got better and that you've worked past what had you acting out like that, it reminds me of myself when I get a similar urge to be a nasty little pain in the ass to a lot of strangers, especially to those I see striving to live positively and cultivate virtue and it fuels some sinister gay lil urges to make them feel as pathetic as I do and have them feel my despair and suffering, truly an awful place to get stuck in, really hope you you've been in a better place and that you're making sure not to go through that again. Dwelling in those low frequencies for real defile the soul and can lead to going through long cycles of judging yourself and seeking/attracting all sorts of pubishment and awful experiences you feel you're deserving, which can have you going thru the shittiest loops imaginable for unvelievably long periods. Sorry for calling you out like that but it'd actually be way crueller not to try and snap you out of it in the eventuality you're still stuck in one of those limbo tours, please stop inflicting all that suffering on yourself, no one that you're trying to put down with nasty weak little remarks gets hurt by those, you're self-mutilating in the public forum with painfully obvious cries for help brother, surely this can't be the vibe you were impatient to embody as a Man when you were little?
Truth is fleeting like a dream and is difficult to recall when trying to live by it. I often regress from truth, moving throughout life feeling suppressed. But every now and then it slaps me right in the face leaving me awestruck.
I really needed this. I’ve been very nihilistic with my view points and have been failing school because I feel as though I lack reason for trying to do anything. Knowledge makes you vain and apathetic and is useless and evil.
@@james_the_animator two years is a long time for a teenager. I guess I probably felt something that was worded in a bit of a pessimistic way. I’m much happier now than I was then. But i understand the original sentiment. I think what I should’ve said was “I regret taking in knowledge that was vapid or useless to me, as that has done nothing except lengthen the labyrinth of my confusion with myself and existence.” Also nice pfp I love old Dillinger
Your mind is so open I feel like I'm actually falling into it while watching this. I really appreciate your perspective, you provide a lotta new ways for me to think about things. The mindset I could use to approach certain subjects. The music with what your saying is fucking with my brain in gnarly ways. Positive ways, I should say. I'm glad I stopped by. Thank you, sir.
Eve had been tainted from knowledge, the driving force which introduced despair was truth operated by wickedness. Bent vehicle. We've been on a set path of doom since the beginning and now the Unmen are assuming control over our conquest of the vehicle of knowledge. Bless CS Lewis
I literally remember to this day picking up one of my parents CDs when I was probably 5 and one of the songs listed on the back was “Let’s talk (about sex)”, I asked my parents about it and I could tell from their answer that it was something dirty. That stuck with me. And I remember many other instances growing up where my innocence was corrupted in the same manner. By the time I was twelve I had seen way more about than I should’ve, and we all did
Sometimes when you meet people or hear things you feel electricity, or a feeling like it. Not sure if that's important but I get a lot of that from these talks lately. Thanks and good luck.
@@an8790 Like if you've ever made a mistake with low voltage electricity, that feeling you feel in your hands. But when you hear some things or meet certain people you feel it in your chest and your head. Like a surge of energy or something like a primal urgency. I don't know how to describe it but the more I try the dumber I feel. Anyway. Have a good one.
@@christrocano Congratulations dude. I want to explain it in western terms, or in any sort of way that isn't lackluster or kliché, that doesn't sound just like extravagant statements. Nerve tingles of that kind is very common in awakening, and those electrical impulses are, you could say, regulatory processes, often in places where there are large nerve clusters, around the spine, and the back, shoulders, in the forehead. Awakening, is a process, so this can just be expected as something that happens more along with it, and doesn't have to be a sign of a grand event or so, so it really doesn't mean much, but it might be fun to know that thousands of people before you have seen this connection. The electricity in connection with having insight. That something neurological will happen that your mind wont be able to survive is not something to worry about, if the electricity would increase. However, you might wanna take care of your diet. Get the minerals, the electrolytes, the cholesterol and the fat soluble vitamins, if you continue straining your conception of reality, especially if you do it actively. We do develop at a pace we set ourselves and a pace that we can manage, but some times a searching obsession takes over, which I would advice against. Awakening, or whatever you want to call it, is a physical process, in the body, and the mind needs boredom and rest. A very 'out there' comment, I know, and I'm very aware. There is no mistaking it though. Edit: The surges of energy are also especially common. The hindu call it 'kundalini'. Keep in mind that it is not a science, it's not meant to be read as science, and that it's trying to explain very complicated processes in a pragmatic way that modern medicine would take decades to even measure, map out, define, or comprehend, if they put in their best effort.
@@an8790 do you watch Charls' full length twitch streams? If so, do you understand what he says half the time? I try to follow along but between what he says being too... cryptic for me and his chat doing the same I just kinda let it happen and enjoy the music he plays in the background. You can tell he's talking about something real though.
@@christrocano I don't, mainly because I am in Europe, so I don't get the chance to watch him so much live, but I enjoy the clips. I do understand what he is saying a lot of the time though, a lot of it is reference to esoteric/mysticism. Some of it is a vocabulary, for sure, but I think understanding the topics and being familiar with some concepts is more of where it is at. The same ideas appear again and again across religions, as Charls talked about the similarities in Krishna and Christ in name and as a figure. It's a meta language in some sense, of archetypes. Looking into those kinds of things are very interesting, but the reason why these matters are refered to as occult, some times, is because the subject matter can be very powerful, so anecdotes or symbolism is often used to convey it to those that are ready to see it. Jesus says in the bible that that is the reason why he speaks in parables. If he says things clearly the gift is squandered or not understood fully, but if he sows a seed, it can grow with time. The vagueness is also because some of it is difficult to convey, truly.
I remember feeling really uncomfortable watching I-Carly when I was 9. When a 9 year old little shit can tell your show was made by a pervert than it must be really obvious, which makes it more shocking to know that people barely do anything about it.
@@brats-master-cat what happens is if you say something seems perverted or overly sexual, the societal folk will accuse YOU of being the pervert. The only escape is to tune out and tune inwards.
What a shining gem your content has been for me. I appreciate your insights and wish you well in the endeavour of understanding how to apply the sword for a better quality of life.
I’ve always defended the abuser within myself, telling everyone I know that they were too soft to deal with my edgy ness. In retrospect I was absolutely abused by the culture, and for me to even suggest such a thing now I’m the one who’s too soft or a paranoid skitzo. I see now to be well adjusted to an insane world is to be insane.
Ughh Charls this explains why I still remember having an out of body experience as a kid in the van while the NIN song Closer played. My soul was trying to avoid the abuse.
to live in a belief of the world always being torturous and hate filled is a tragedy. hard times create strong men, and we need to have faith that we will all live in a future better than now. charls thank you for uploading golden videos like this
06:30 truthfull words my friend, there was only one christian and he died on the cross for trying to lift the veil and unravel the cube, yet his death was distorted to be seen as a salvation and the cross became the symbol of a religion that he never taught, the cross is nothing but a mockery of the human race that's why when the awakened one comes back the cross will be destroyed.
Charls man, I remember finding your streams when I was literally 16 and it changed my life bro. HAHAHHAH I was reading secret teachings of the ages and shit, all horse , but everything you said had that certain vigour of true wisdom from the soul and it genuinely saved my ass. I'm here now 22 years old rewatching this and I have to say it's still an unbelievable masterpiece. I can't thank you enough for what you've given me and the other people lucky enough to be there with you on strange nights. Recently I've found myself stuck in some basic concepts of Kaballah , none of the freak fuck retard jar shit like you brought up on a recent stream, but back to just wrestling with the void. I still don't know why I do it, I think some of these most basic and pressing concepts feel like wisdom rather then knowledge obviously, and I feel that following them might yield a wisdom so great I just fucking die , which is something I appreciate and don't want at the same time. Idk just rambling, but I am eternally grateful for you, with love - V.
Charls have you seen American Movie (1999). Makes me remember a time when love and community were abundant and in many ways I see Mark Borschardt in that documentary as a man trying to wield that sword of knowledge, failing and succeeding at the same time. He's this intelligent guy wants better for himself and loves the arts but of course because he has no funding it's a borderline impossible task. The best parts in the doc are when we can see him as a perfect foil to the self proclaimed intelligent-knowledgeable wealthy who can't accept being genuine for even a second while he has to utilize his smarts to get around the puzzle box of reality, slicing it with his words and his true nature.
The main compliment I receive is that I am smart and Understand that is usually said with good intentions, I would one thousand times be more flattered to be called a nice or good person as opposed to intelligent.I know many smart people that are not morally good, those two things are not correlating variables.
charls inadvertently checks a few of their boxes; "anti-hate", "anti-racist", "anti-sexist", so they probably shrugged and moved on to trying to figure out who's the face of the next fortnite or whatever
when Christianity was being introduced to England, the early English Christians depicted Jesus as a warrior nailed to a tree with an AXE and shield at his feet. "The Dream of Rood" is one poem with this depiction, i believe.
“Information is not knowledge. Knowledge is not wisdom. Wisdom is not truth. Truth is not beauty. Beauty is not love. Love is not music. Music is THE BEST.” -Frank Zappa
I understand. The axe is heavy and unwieldy. It controls it's user as much as it's user controls it. A sword is different. A sword doesn't kill with sheer weight. The weight is just an unavoidable aspect of it. The sword is an instrument of temperance and balance. Patience. Understanding.
"Information is not knowledge Knowledge is not wisdom Wisdom is not truth Truth is not beauty Beauty is not love Love is not music Music is the best Wisdom is the domain of the wits, which is extinct Beauty is a French phonetic corruption of a short cloth Neck ornament currently in resurgence." -Frank Zappa
Knowledge is blinding to people with weak character, i.e. the kind of people you call nerds. It wasn't blinding for Plato. The world was in better shape back when you had to learn classical Latin in order to get knowledge.
Very interesting. I too got to thinking about how children finding internet porn is essentially a new form of child abuse. You take it further with sex music but honestly I don't disagree, it instils trauma in a similar but more subtle way than a standard abuse.
@@gramursowanfaborden5820 trust me i still listen to all sorts of other music. but i find myself more and more just listening to that classical station. so much bs in alot of music.
@@wesleysullivan8047 well yeah but that isn't representative of the whole, popular stuff is almost always crap. basically all classical music is elitist, vapid, pretentious, we don't see it that way because we're of a different time, but regardless, there's far more insightful/meaningful, musically interesting modern music out there. pop, almost by definition, isn't/
@@gramursowanfaborden5820 yeah that's fair. i never considered that about classical music. there is music that is meaningful to me like folk/bluegrass/older country. it just isn't on the radio. most of the music on the radio is devoid of any meaning lyrically, even the melody is hideous often. thats why i listen to classical as there is no lyrics to ruin it.
PSALM 44. Not by their own sword did they win the land nor did their own arm save them but your right hand and arm and the light of your face for you delighted in them
Gaining of knowledge causes growing of pride and ultimately destruction of faith. Once you have been tricked into thinking you’ve got it all figured out, you think you no longer have need for faith. I can’t imagine being an Atheist with the constant anxiety of knowing deep down that there’s more than meets the eye.
No song sexualized my consciousness as a child as much as Alanis Morissette... Except for The "Bad Touch" by Bloodhound Gang. I got vivid imagery out of nowhere after seeing no sex in my life until then... Still remember it. Definitely a cast spell! Spell-ing...
@@CharlsCarroll1 Not familiar with the pop culture, but definitely familiar with the way puberty and the world corrupts us with sex. The natural energy from the base chakra has been mixed with the knowing of the third eye. As I'm sure you've experienced, it rushes up your back and mixes with your head consciousness when you get off. They need to stay separate and still in order to cultivate real knowing. Modern kundalini forces this circuit to open, which short circuits most people. The old methods all the channels build up naturally until they open and then it is stable.
The sword represents truth. It's coming out of Jesus's mouth. Representing his words as being absolute in truth and to never lie. This being able to cut through bone and marrow. I think all of it means that Jesus is the only man who never lied. Every thing that comes from His mouth is holy, because He is God. No opposition of evil can stop Him because the truth is real and lies are not. Truth is light and lies are darkness. I believe it's the same reason Jesus could cast demons out with His words and demons were afraid of Him. "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." John 1:1 The Greek translation of Word is Logos: the truest of any man's words, but more so the words of the Father being spoken out by the Son.
@@CharlsCarroll1 hey word dude me too although lately i'm enjoying my time in the materium. i found you when i was at a time i hadn't had certain things happen to me. i think the "kingdom of heaven is spread about but men do not see it" doesn't just refer to finding the beauty in life but about your personal relationship with the creator. bless you charls.
I came not to bring peace, but a sword, said Christ. This refers to the fact that his very existence, and his actions and his words, would cause sons to go against their fathers, and fathers against sons, and believers against believers for centuries after his ministry.
I just watched "people are still having sex" and that music video is an assault on senses. I can't imagine the effect it'd have on a child. Also Charls, you have a way with truth. Please keep these videos coming. Much love man, may we meet at the temple one day.
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"all those who unravel the cube are nailed to the cross"
Holy shit
That sounds like something MJK would write, and then shove up his nose.
what is the cube?
@@InfectedEnnui The one owned by Sir Rubiks
@InfectedEnnui the black cube
@@InfectedEnnui there is a cube on Saturn that the Brazilians worship
Charls knows how to wield the sword.
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If by the sword you mean middle class people's weird status guilt, then sure.
@ArgonNoble you've missed the point of this entire video. I know I'm 2 years late to reply but it still disappoints me.
the blade of mirth
mirth's edge
Holy man this takes me back. I remember feeling angry when i would hear or see sexually themed media around 5-9 years old. I wouldn't call it disgust and it definitely wasn’t feelings of exclusion...
It was more like i knew i shouldn't be exposed to it, and didn't want to be. In the modern world its like there is no choice. I weep for Kids today, it’s become exponentially worse.
Nowadays i've learned how sacred the act can be, but i've spent most of my life far away from that path. this video made me remember those thoughts i had when i was much younger.
yeah, its everywhere and its almost impossible to avoid that. you can give up using pc, tv etc, but you leave the house, go to the store and youre bombarded with useless information from ads, 99% of which is straight up sexual harrassment. not so useless from a certain point of view though, from a point of view of a certain group of people...
Yes I couldn't understand whyy. I remember trying to make myself watch so I could relate and discuss it with my peers but I couldn't stomach it for the life of me.
Also recall thinking the tv can't be fake everyone worships it why would they do that if it wasn't good. Then in that age range I saw my parents and their friends get together to watch billy cigar on 60 minutes or something claim he didn't sodomize his secretary or whatever. Then I could not delude myself anymore and accepted it's all theater and dark magics.
keep people at a base level, consumed by their carnal, base desires, their minds occupied and filled with nonsense, trapped within the spiral
Kids are so much smarter than adults in a lot of ways. For most people by the time they're an adult, the world corrupts them.
Yeah dude, sex is gross
Respect level up for charls after this one.... BIG
"Whoever unravels the cube gets nailed to it". If that truly came from charls... He's our modern day shakespearea
@@drderelictwhoever escapes the material world, is killed by the material world
@@steviechampagne thank you i understand now. Is there anywhere else I can read about this specific concept
I'd like to see Charls Carroll write a play about femdom.
@@james_the_animator m-mommy?
"Girl i wanna make you sweat, sweat til you cant sweat nomore and if you cryyy im gonna push it, push it, push it some morrreeee" was played at every kid's party in the 90s.
Yeah holy shit the depravity is everywhere and for all to see if they would care to pay attention
I've been stuck in nerd land trying to deprogram and this is like the first breath of fresh air in years. Please more. I've already followed other platforms.
Welcome
The Bible & the Dao de Jing are basically the only books worth putting serious thought into. Read those two & be with nature. Simple.
I was asking God about this sort of situation and seeing your vid today was.. enlightening. Thank you older wiser brother I'm 24 and I've only had a lot of what you say whisper in my mind but you really do help me hammer down how I feel. I think God wants me to talk about some stuff online bc I'm told too often that my words touch, but I really had to sit back on this and was just bewildered. youre absolutely right. God bless you and your family man. I wish sam had your spiritual grit and was as open about christ bc he has that power to wear gods armor, I always liked listening to the man for years but I've listened to your vids for 6 days now and I'm blown away, what you say would have been gibberish 6 years ago but I get it.. God really did push my sight to listen to what you have to say for a reason and I really appreciate what you do man. you haven't uploaded in a few months but I hope ur doing alright.
indeed never hate your enemy your hatred towards him is always generated from your weakness and it only makes you weaker and therefor more full of hatred, instead fight him for the love of what you protect.
yes
@CharlsCarroll1 thank you Charls, good luck with the show!
I listen to this twice a week on my commute to keep my mind clean like an oil change
Pure
You should listen to Whitehouse instead.
@@james_the_animator yeah okay cool I'll just google whitehouse
Wednesday and Friday
Brothers, let us cover the world in love
Mirth & Well Meaning
Beauty, Both In & Out.
C o m m u n i c a t i o n
Love
Eat of the fruit of the tree of knowledge and you are fucked. This was literally the first fundamental lesson of downfall taught by our creator/God, yet so easily overlooked. Thanks for helping us escape the hypercube.
what you know of as the tree of knowledge, is the tree of false knowledge / tree of death.
@@CharlsCarroll1 I see, it's an inversion and perversion of the truth, like all lies, if I understand correctly.
"Eating the fruit" is actually spilling the cup of hermes, coitus, fucking...
@@CharlsCarroll1 apparently knowledge in the bible also means "sex"
"the fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil", the offspring from good and evil having sex
it gets you... where we are, apparently
@@consumer1073 interesting
“An axe pierces armor, a sword pierces the veil, pierces the fabric. Unravels the deception.”
There's a quote from St. Paul that goes something like "Peace heaps coals of fire upon the heads of your enemies". I have never heard so truthful a sentiment.
I bet I could do a "Where's Waldo?" with a lot of the people on here who are also on the NICS.
The Nerd Question is a question of obsession. Nerds on any topic have an autism-like drive to categorize things, which is why they're only attracted to pre-Enlightenment philosophy insofar as it gives context or basis to whatever they're talking about.
Hatred is an obsessive state to be in which is why you can't be a nerd if you don't hate something. Hypercategorization and hatred always lead you into the material territory, where you try and break everything down into optimization, which is why you see people on Twitter analyzing people's relationship photos looking for physical clues as to why the relationship will fail. They're no different from people who minmax Diablo builds, only Diablo minmaxers understand they're playing a video game. The nerd cannot parse that people don't have collision boxes. The nerd thinks he can clip through the corner of his living room and skip to the credits.
Obsession is also neurosis, which is why when you said that knowledge can be hoarded like money you were spot on. Nobody hoards if they feel secure. Occultism/gnosticism is neurosis about ultimate reality, and every answer they get won't be enough.
Long story short, go outside, call your mom.
ROFL dam this is spot on my man. everything around you only serves to slow you down. nerds are dangerous soldiers without knowing it.
You nailed it on the head with nerds accruing knowledge Charls
This made me laugh out loud but god damn is it true, thanks for the knowledge nerd
If you frequently use Diablo analogies in reference to shit that actually matters you're ngmi.
@@james_the_animatordamn bro, you really went on a nasty little contrarian comment rampage on this channel about 6 months ago, I hope the painful stuff that prompted all that got better and that you've worked past what had you acting out like that, it reminds me of myself when I get a similar urge to be a nasty little pain in the ass to a lot of strangers, especially to those I see striving to live positively and cultivate virtue and it fuels some sinister gay lil urges to make them feel as pathetic as I do and have them feel my despair and suffering, truly an awful place to get stuck in, really hope you you've been in a better place and that you're making sure not to go through that again. Dwelling in those low frequencies for real defile the soul and can lead to going through long cycles of judging yourself and seeking/attracting all sorts of pubishment and awful experiences you feel you're deserving, which can have you going thru the shittiest loops imaginable for unvelievably long periods. Sorry for calling you out like that but it'd actually be way crueller not to try and snap you out of it in the eventuality you're still stuck in one of those limbo tours, please stop inflicting all that suffering on yourself, no one that you're trying to put down with nasty weak little remarks gets hurt by those, you're self-mutilating in the public forum with painfully obvious cries for help brother, surely this can't be the vibe you were impatient to embody as a Man when you were little?
Knowledge is the truth you know. Faith is the truth you wield.
Just imagine Charls wife listening to him through the door
"I married a great man" is probably what she's thinking. That and her next Minecraft build
Mirth - Don't leave home without it.
Truth is fleeting like a dream and is difficult to recall when trying to live by it. I often regress from truth, moving throughout life feeling suppressed. But every now and then it slaps me right in the face leaving me awestruck.
“Where one can no longer love, there one should pass by.” ― Thus Spoke Zarathustra
I really needed this. I’ve been very nihilistic with my view points and have been failing school because I feel as though I lack reason for trying to do anything. Knowledge makes you vain and apathetic and is useless and evil.
This comment is especially vile to me, I can’t even make a good joke about it.
@@james_the_animator two years is a long time for a teenager. I guess I probably felt something that was worded in a bit of a pessimistic way. I’m much happier now than I was then. But i understand the original sentiment. I think what I should’ve said was “I regret taking in knowledge that was vapid or useless to me, as that has done nothing except lengthen the labyrinth of my confusion with myself and existence.” Also nice pfp I love old Dillinger
17:42 still recovering from that myself. took me 20 years to realize it and start, but its always better to realize late than not to realize ever.
This might be the best video on the internet
Your mind is so open I feel like I'm actually falling into it while watching this. I really appreciate your perspective, you provide a lotta new ways for me to think about things. The mindset I could use to approach certain subjects. The music with what your saying is fucking with my brain in gnarly ways. Positive ways, I should say. I'm glad I stopped by. Thank you, sir.
Eve had been tainted from knowledge, the driving force which introduced despair was truth operated by wickedness. Bent vehicle. We've been on a set path of doom since the beginning and now the Unmen are assuming control over our conquest of the vehicle of knowledge.
Bless CS Lewis
I literally remember to this day picking up one of my parents CDs when I was probably 5 and one of the songs listed on the back was “Let’s talk (about sex)”, I asked my parents about it and I could tell from their answer that it was something dirty. That stuck with me. And I remember many other instances growing up where my innocence was corrupted in the same manner. By the time I was twelve I had seen way more about than I should’ve, and we all did
so good lol we all got r4p3d
oh wow yeah a CD… i wish that’s all i saw
I too was raised by a fundie. Then you find out where the money goes and suddenly none of the repression and shame carries much weight anymore.
Sometimes when you meet people or hear things you feel electricity, or a feeling like it. Not sure if that's important but I get a lot of that from these talks lately.
Thanks and good luck.
Do you mean it as a metaphor of a sensation, or physically, as in a nerve tingling?
@@an8790 Like if you've ever made a mistake with low voltage electricity, that feeling you feel in your hands. But when you hear some things or meet certain people you feel it in your chest and your head. Like a surge of energy or something like a primal urgency. I don't know how to describe it but the more I try the dumber I feel. Anyway. Have a good one.
@@christrocano Congratulations dude. I want to explain it in western terms, or in any sort of way that isn't lackluster or kliché, that doesn't sound just like extravagant statements. Nerve tingles of that kind is very common in awakening, and those electrical impulses are, you could say, regulatory processes, often in places where there are large nerve clusters, around the spine, and the back, shoulders, in the forehead. Awakening, is a process, so this can just be expected as something that happens more along with it, and doesn't have to be a sign of a grand event or so, so it really doesn't mean much, but it might be fun to know that thousands of people before you have seen this connection. The electricity in connection with having insight.
That something neurological will happen that your mind wont be able to survive is not something to worry about, if the electricity would increase. However, you might wanna take care of your diet. Get the minerals, the electrolytes, the cholesterol and the fat soluble vitamins, if you continue straining your conception of reality, especially if you do it actively.
We do develop at a pace we set ourselves and a pace that we can manage, but some times a searching obsession takes over, which I would advice against.
Awakening, or whatever you want to call it, is a physical process, in the body, and the mind needs boredom and rest.
A very 'out there' comment, I know, and I'm very aware. There is no mistaking it though.
Edit: The surges of energy are also especially common.
The hindu call it 'kundalini'. Keep in mind that it is not a science, it's not meant to be read as science, and that it's trying to explain very complicated processes in a pragmatic way that modern medicine would take decades to even measure, map out, define, or comprehend, if they put in their best effort.
@@an8790 do you watch Charls' full length twitch streams? If so, do you understand what he says half the time? I try to follow along but between what he says being too... cryptic for me and his chat doing the same I just kinda let it happen and enjoy the music he plays in the background. You can tell he's talking about something real though.
@@christrocano I don't, mainly because I am in Europe, so I don't get the chance to watch him so much live, but I enjoy the clips. I do understand what he is saying a lot of the time though, a lot of it is reference to esoteric/mysticism. Some of it is a vocabulary, for sure, but I think understanding the topics and being familiar with some concepts is more of where it is at. The same ideas appear again and again across religions, as Charls talked about the similarities in Krishna and Christ in name and as a figure. It's a meta language in some sense, of archetypes. Looking into those kinds of things are very interesting, but the reason why these matters are refered to as occult, some times, is because the subject matter can be very powerful, so anecdotes or symbolism is often used to convey it to those that are ready to see it. Jesus says in the bible that that is the reason why he speaks in parables. If he says things clearly the gift is squandered or not understood fully, but if he sows a seed, it can grow with time. The vagueness is also because some of it is difficult to convey, truly.
Thanks for uploading Charles! I love waking up to these vids
I remember feeling really uncomfortable watching I-Carly when I was 9. When a 9 year old little shit can tell your show was made by a pervert than it must be really obvious, which makes it more shocking to know that people barely do anything about it.
people don't do anything about it because it's par for the course. the parents knew what was happening and they thought it was for the best
@@brats-master-cat what happens is if you say something seems perverted or overly sexual, the societal folk will accuse YOU of being the pervert.
The only escape is to tune out and tune inwards.
@@charleswortz 100% correct
What a shining gem your content has been for me. I appreciate your insights and wish you well in the endeavour of understanding how to apply the sword for a better quality of life.
Apply the sacred ointment, Popo!
Gee watching Charles sure is good for my mental health
I’ve always defended the abuser within myself, telling everyone I know that they were too soft to deal with my edgy ness. In retrospect I was absolutely abused by the culture, and for me to even suggest such a thing now I’m the one who’s too soft or a paranoid skitzo. I see now to be well adjusted to an insane world is to be insane.
The abuser within yourself! Fuck, I thought I was an overly harsh critic of myself. You should lift heavy things, it helps.
PUT ON THE WHOLE ARMOUR OF GOD IF YOU DARE!!!
These videos are the best on all of the internet
The vehicle of truth is an LS400
I think it's a 2008 Toyota Corolla.
Finding you and hearing these words was all part of the plan.
Ughh Charls this explains why I still remember having an out of body experience as a kid in the van while the NIN song Closer played. My soul was trying to avoid the abuse.
NIN is a wicked guy
Charls Baby, We Love You
Very intense matters on the lineup here Charls, with a lot of new insight for me, personally. I greatly appreciate it, have a nice day :)
Wow what a gem.
hesse said it almost a hundred years ago in steppenwolf: comedy is a way to handle reality, wield truth
God didn’t demand for Jesus to be crucified. That was humans with free will.
Thanks Charls the shit u say really helps me and so many others
This dude is on point lately
to live in a belief of the world always being torturous and hate filled is a tragedy. hard times create strong men, and we need to have faith that we will all live in a future better than now. charls thank you for uploading golden videos like this
A tragedy is when interesting people turn 30 and suddenly outsource their opinions to their favorite high school teacher.
Teach me the ways Shaman. Show me the light of truth.
There's a difference between "hate" and "self preservation or caution". Many times they are mistaken for one another.
Thanks for these videos, they're very good
06:30 truthfull words my friend, there was only one christian and he died on the cross for trying to lift the veil and unravel the cube, yet his death was distorted to be seen as a salvation and the cross became the symbol of a religion that he never taught, the cross is nothing but a mockery of the human race that's why when the awakened one comes back the cross will be destroyed.
Charls studied the blade
Thank you.
The sword is the word. It does speak.
Wisdom is knowledge over time
I as a pillar
i as a perspective
Violence is used when love fails. To be violent is to push back against the forces assaulting you.
Hate exists to empower us. So that we have strength to destroy threats to what we love.
Charls man, I remember finding your streams when I was literally 16 and it changed my life bro. HAHAHHAH I was reading secret teachings of the ages and shit, all horse , but everything you said had that certain vigour of true wisdom from the soul and it genuinely saved my ass. I'm here now 22 years old rewatching this and I have to say it's still an unbelievable masterpiece. I can't thank you enough for what you've given me and the other people lucky enough to be there with you on strange nights. Recently I've found myself stuck in some basic concepts of Kaballah , none of the freak fuck retard jar shit like you brought up on a recent stream, but back to just wrestling with the void. I still don't know why I do it, I think some of these most basic and pressing concepts feel like wisdom rather then knowledge obviously, and I feel that following them might yield a wisdom so great I just fucking die , which is something I appreciate and don't want at the same time. Idk just rambling, but I am eternally grateful for you, with love - V.
Charls please upload more of these style of videos
I'm trying :D
Charls have you seen American Movie (1999). Makes me remember a time when love and community were abundant and in many ways I see Mark Borschardt in that documentary as a man trying to wield that sword of knowledge, failing and succeeding at the same time. He's this intelligent guy wants better for himself and loves the arts but of course because he has no funding it's a borderline impossible task. The best parts in the doc are when we can see him as a perfect foil to the self proclaimed intelligent-knowledgeable wealthy who can't accept being genuine for even a second while he has to utilize his smarts to get around the puzzle box of reality, slicing it with his words and his true nature.
The main compliment I receive is that I am smart and Understand that is usually said with good intentions, I would one thousand times be more flattered to be called a nice or good person as opposed to intelligent.I know many smart people that are not morally good, those two things are not correlating variables.
no you want to be kind. there is a difference between nice and kind
Normies: “What’s been on your mind lately?”
Me: “Many years have I known the sword…many years”
i bet some suits at twitch have had to assess charls before. i wonder what they thought about him
charls inadvertently checks a few of their boxes; "anti-hate", "anti-racist", "anti-sexist", so they probably shrugged and moved on to trying to figure out who's the face of the next fortnite or whatever
I bring pain to no one, that's the trick.
@@dtt3104 could you give me an example?
so good man, love this shit so much, great way to wake up.
i like what you're building. you used to be a construction worker right? you took it from the physical to someplace better. nice.
"im reaching" - Charls
when Christianity was being introduced to England, the early English Christians depicted Jesus as a warrior nailed to a tree with an AXE and shield at his feet.
"The Dream of Rood" is one poem with this depiction, i believe.
fuck, charls. spiritual as fuck. deep knowledge of the esoteric. love ya man
i hope some day i could have a convo with this dude
10:15 literally me! i’m in hell
“Information is not knowledge.
Knowledge is not wisdom.
Wisdom is not truth.
Truth is not beauty.
Beauty is not love.
Love is not music.
Music is THE BEST.”
-Frank Zappa
Thanks Chaz
Love this channel more and more, thanks charls!
This is incredibly enlightening
A sword can be an implement of destruction, but it can also be a very useful tool.
This ones a soultapper
so good.
Luke killed the hatred in Darth Vader by showing him love
Crowley said love is our only currency.
The king
I understand. The axe is heavy and unwieldy. It controls it's user as much as it's user controls it. A sword is different. A sword doesn't kill with sheer weight. The weight is just an unavoidable aspect of it. The sword is an instrument of temperance and balance. Patience. Understanding.
"Information is not knowledge
Knowledge is not wisdom
Wisdom is not truth
Truth is not beauty
Beauty is not love
Love is not music
Music is the best
Wisdom is the domain of the wits, which is extinct
Beauty is a French phonetic corruption of a short cloth
Neck ornament currently in resurgence."
-Frank Zappa
Knowledge is blinding to people with weak character, i.e. the kind of people you call nerds. It wasn't blinding for Plato. The world was in better shape back when you had to learn classical Latin in order to get knowledge.
Very interesting. I too got to thinking about how children finding internet porn is essentially a new form of child abuse. You take it further with sex music but honestly I don't disagree, it instils trauma in a similar but more subtle way than a standard abuse.
and this is why i listen to mostly 99.5 classical music and dont own a tv and hardly watch netflix/movies
Just watch Das Boot and Master and Commander on repeat.
BOAT
you're missing out on so much good music dude.
@@gramursowanfaborden5820 trust me i still listen to all sorts of other music. but i find myself more and more just listening to that classical station. so much bs in alot of music.
@@wesleysullivan8047 well yeah but that isn't representative of the whole, popular stuff is almost always crap. basically all classical music is elitist, vapid, pretentious, we don't see it that way because we're of a different time, but regardless, there's far more insightful/meaningful, musically interesting modern music out there. pop, almost by definition, isn't/
@@gramursowanfaborden5820 yeah that's fair. i never considered that about classical music. there is music that is meaningful to me like folk/bluegrass/older country. it just isn't on the radio. most of the music on the radio is devoid of any meaning lyrically, even the melody is hideous often. thats why i listen to classical as there is no lyrics to ruin it.
PSALM 44. Not by their own sword did they win the land nor did their own arm save them but your right hand and arm and the light of your face for you delighted in them
Gaining of knowledge causes growing of pride and ultimately destruction of faith. Once you have been tricked into thinking you’ve got it all figured out, you think you no longer have need for faith.
I can’t imagine being an Atheist with the constant anxiety of knowing deep down that there’s more than meets the eye.
Oddly prophetic . Good stuff
whos foot is that @3:43
Charls qt 3.14 Kuwaiti gf
@@Big_Guy_4x4 epic
Charles I can't find MDE'S new great depression skit anywhere. It's been taken off youtube. That skit was prophetic
@First Last thanks, I've been looking everywhere!
Thats a beautiful title.
Charles chucks charges
I would really like to know his prescription
No song sexualized my consciousness as a child as much as Alanis Morissette... Except for The "Bad Touch" by Bloodhound Gang. I got vivid imagery out of nowhere after seeing no sex in my life until then... Still remember it. Definitely a cast spell! Spell-ing...
HAHAH didn't she have her stomach pumped at one point from drinking too much fluid?
@@CharlsCarroll1 Not familiar with the pop culture, but definitely familiar with the way puberty and the world corrupts us with sex. The natural energy from the base chakra has been mixed with the knowing of the third eye. As I'm sure you've experienced, it rushes up your back and mixes with your head consciousness when you get off. They need to stay separate and still in order to cultivate real knowing.
Modern kundalini forces this circuit to open, which short circuits most people. The old methods all the channels build up naturally until they open and then it is stable.
The sword represents truth. It's coming out of Jesus's mouth. Representing his words as being absolute in truth and to never lie. This being able to cut through bone and marrow.
I think all of it means that Jesus is the only man who never lied. Every thing that comes from His mouth is holy, because He is God. No opposition of evil can stop Him because the truth is real and lies are not. Truth is light and lies are darkness. I believe it's the same reason Jesus could cast demons out with His words and demons were afraid of Him.
"In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." John 1:1
The Greek translation of Word is Logos: the truest of any man's words, but more so the words of the Father being spoken out by the Son.
Bishop Sheen said he was actually talking about directing the sword inwards to attack the parts of yourself which are base etc.
how do you know when you're on your last cycle?
I don't I only pray that I am
@@CharlsCarroll1 hey word dude me too although lately i'm enjoying my time in the materium. i found you when i was at a time i hadn't had certain things happen to me. i think the "kingdom of heaven is spread about but men do not see it" doesn't just refer to finding the beauty in life but about your personal relationship with the creator. bless you charls.
I came not to bring peace, but a sword, said Christ. This refers to the fact that his very existence, and his actions and his words, would cause sons to go against their fathers, and fathers against sons, and believers against believers for centuries after his ministry.
I just watched "people are still having sex" and that music video is an assault on senses. I can't imagine the effect it'd have on a child. Also Charls, you have a way with truth. Please keep these videos coming. Much love man, may we meet at the temple one day.
Don't tell this guy about the World Peace title cards and all their funny drawings.
god bless you, god help me
Who can possibly dispute this?
Can you do more of these like at all times?
just come to the streams
I do, straight up every single day I'm on. This is the same night I spoke on stonks.
Tobacco is great until my hair and teeth started falling out
"if we could ascend to heaven, I would fire my first gun at God." - Ritchard Taylor