Back Home - The Juans (Official Lyric Video)
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 26 เม.ย. 2023
- When our broken heart yearns for answers,
may it lead us “Back Home”.
May this song bring healing to our most painful experiences, helping us find the courage to forgive and let go."
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This song gives me the feels of missing someone you cherished but it also gives me the thought of God saying "I still want you back home". Like after how many days, months or years you got distracted or busy with other things the Lord still wants to accept you.
I am dedicating this song to my younger self. You have grown and became a completely different person. Some days I want you back home, but I have to heal you first. I hope that in perfect time I'll see you in me again. Here's to us, self!
I am no longer updated sa mga kanta ng The Juans so I just came across this ng hindi sinasadya. Turns out it's been God's way to send me His message to come back to Him after all I spend my time being worldly... Thank you for being an instrument of God, your songs have always been a way for me to be comforted and be reminded that God loves me no matter what. God Bless youuu and love y'all 🫶
Back Home is so special to me. The 1st phrase most especually. ..I didnt get to see my Dad for more than 3 decades, I've been wishing that i could see him and talk and tell him about my accomplishments and be proud. 1 night, he appeared to me like in a dream but felt his presence coz i felt my bed moved while he sat beside me in my sleep. I couldnt recall what we talked about. He was like a silhoutte bc my room was dark. After a few months, we learned that he passed away several months before that dream. I guess i was able make him feel that i loved him.❤ And i was thankful to God that my dad said his goodbye to me that night. ❤
A story of how adultry seperates us from the magical world we'd dream about together with our family.
"if these walls could talk, they'd tell how i long for you"
in times of anxiousness and longing, we usually stay in the four corners of our room. these walls are the witnesses of our tears and sobs.
Lost my papa last 2015. It's been 8 years, but the pain and the longing never ends. He died beside me while laying his head on my shoulders on the way to the hospital. What hurts me the most is the night before he died, I posted on facebook that I will take care of him until I can (because he took care of me since I was a kid) I didn't know na ayun na yung huling gabi ko kasama siya.. I have a lot of what ifs and questions in my mind. There are nights that I wish I can have a minute to talk to him and tell him all the things na di ko nasabi nung andito pa sya.. Visited our house in the Phils. and it sucks that I can no longer call it my home because I know papa is not there anymore.. I wish I can have my home back.. the home where we are still complete..
Thank you the juans for making a song tungkol sa mga bagay na iniiyak natin pag mag-isa tayo at namimiss natin yung mga mahal natin sa buhay..
Everytime I went home every noon time...after a long day of work..
I wished I could still shout "Mama,I'm home"...but I know...no one's gonna answer "but still I want you back home"...
Thank u The Juans❤
Sometimes we don't literally wanna go back home... But we wanna see ourselves like the way we were before, with the people we had before... People that no longer with us dead relatives, old friends or maybe long lost love... Sometimes we wish someone to go back home 'Coz we wanna smile again with no pretentious.. we wanna laugh the way we used to laugh.. Thank you for the wonderful song the Juans ❤️❤️
An unconditional love. This reflects the greatest heartbreaks that we all experienced inside our home. How amazing it is that when we love someone, we still want them back despite of the pain they have caused us.
And for those who lost their loved ones, here's a big hug 🫂 for all of you. 🥺💗
Thank you Lord for the life of The Juans!🥺🤍
❤❤❤
Reminiscing I'm back home...it's coincident I played this new release song.. I'm here now in the airport going back to Philippines... It's sooooooooo goooodddd in my ear...love it ❤...
Literally a healing song for someone who lost the most important people in their lives. It's a kind strange that this song made me realized that I wasn't completely healed yet, that I'm still in the process. This song was kind of my unsaid thoughts... "I looked all around hoping you left a note" this reminded me of how I used and still look for something on my mom's stuff, from her bible, prayer book, notebooks or whatever it may be hoping I could find a note from her that might help me accept her death or just simply comfort me. "Was there anything that I could've done? This house feels empty now that you're gone, and now I'm alone, I still want you back home." This part really hits hard, as my mom had her very last breath in our home and I wasn't even there. Sometimes I think it was meant that I wasn't home because I might revive her, begged her to stay or she may have hesitations to leave making her suffer more from her illness, or if I exactly saw what happened it may be even harder for me to move forward. It took me months to go back home, I used and preferred to stay in my apartment since then, because the house indeed feels empty without my parents. No more Papa opening the door for me whenever I arrived and silently checking if I have pasalubong, no more Mama showering me with hugs and kisses just because she missed me, no more chikas with them about my college life, all I have back home was there photos and the house was filled with deafening silence. I wish I could still say "Ma, Pa andito na ako". My dad passed away 4 years ago, while my mom just a year ago, and both of them didn't make it to my graduation. I may be a young adult now, but I couldn't help still wanting them in my life and been wondering how it feels to have your parents around sharing your growth as an individual and rejoicing your success which was actually the fruit of their hardships.
Isang mahigpit na yakap para sa'yo. 🫂🥺
❤️🫂
Parehong-pareho tayo ng sitwasyon, sending virtual hugs po. Sana someday mag heal tayo sa lahat ng sakit na naiwan satin, para maging tunay na malaya sa mundo.
ramdam na ramdam ko yung sakit kasi same situation tayo☹ laban lang 🤍
Yakap!
Been so inactive from being a juanista, missed a lot of events, lives, gigs, kulitan, interactions, been so stressed with a lot of things lately, experiencing things i don't know how to handle and now, I WANT TO BE BACK HOME to the bestest and safest place, to my peace of mind, to my joy, to my home, the juans. I'm super duper proud and happy seing you glow and grow, seing you do the things you love and Im forever grateful being one of your crowds. I love you, the juans.
"i still want you back home," yet it's heartbreaking to realize he won't come home to you since he's found a new home. but no matter what happens, all i want is for him to be happy. in the end, all we need is acceptance. you have to accept that if he is happy with someone else, you will be happy with him too, no matter how hurtful it is.
you know what, I've been having depressive episodes for the past three months and I'm needing some tears. I was just so tired of everything and I know I am taking things for granted that I accumulated the guilt.
I felt suffocated in my own home even if I'm with my family I never really talked to them. The fact that they kept understanding me even if i got these loose screws I realized while bawling on this song at dawn that I am home.
While listening to this song it makes me cry and reminds of a heartbreaking memory. It makes me to remember the moment when I received the devastating news that my little brother had passed away. The lyrics and melody evoke a flood of emotions, as I recall how I had dreamed of my last conversation with him, saying goodbye over the phone. The pain of that loss is still raw and intense, but somehow this song helps me to process and cope with the grief. It's a testament to the power of music to connect us with our deepest feelings and memories, and to offer comfort in times of sorrow.
For some people, this song reminds them of their loved one who's gone; for me, it reminds me of how I lost the fun and confidence that I had when I was a little. I hope that someday it will come home.
its been a week since I'm addicted to this song, on repeat on yt and spotify, idk but this calm my mind
My mother left us for another guy. Though she was with us physically, our house never felt 'home'. Ironic how much I resent her for doing that, but my heart still longs for her. Despite the pain and the trauma, I still want her to be with us - back home.
MaPa x Back Home
Supremacy...🤗
I was really hesistant to listen and watch the lyric video bec I am sure this breaks me down. But finally got the courage to do it. 2021 I lost 2 person that so dear to me, my bestfriend since Elementary and my Lola who I grew up with, 4months gap and it really shakes my whole system. I never really said goodbye to both of them, I wish I had the chance. 2yrs have passed but I still longed for them. If walls could hear all my silent cries. 🥺
I saw the tiktok question whats your "i wish you said goodbye" moments.
Mine's is my inner child. It just keeps on torturing me coz I cant help her nor save her.
The only difference of it to this song is "i dont want my inner child back home" coz it will only keep hurting as it is hurting me too.
I remember the days when my grandparents left me.. The day i feel heartbroken, the day i feel alone in the house of full of happiness na napalitan ng lungkot, iyak at pagsisi. Pagsisi na bakit ka umalis sa piling ko. Lahat ng lungkot na nadama ko ay parang nasa kanta ang lahat💔
Siguro hindi pa ito ang huli siguro may dadating pang sakit at pait sa buhay ko💔
"I won't you go back home"
Lola and lolo💔
may newest mapanakit song ulit sila pero atlis tagos na tagos sa puso. keep on striving the juans, I'm looking forward to meet you again pero sana sa church na ❤. God bless your group always!
Isa kayo sa dahilan kung bakit pinipili kong manatili dito sa nakakapagod na mundo, Salamat the juans sa pagpapaalala na hindi ko kailangan magsuot ng mascara para lang mahalin at intindihin ng mundong to
Another masterpiece from the juans 💙💙 ang soooolid!!! While listening to this song... bigla kong namiss yung younger self ko, I was happy and innocent just enjoying life... ngayon kasi ang hirap ng maging masaya at mag enjoy lalo na if the person you call home was already gone... Alam mong hindi na sya babalik pero still you want her back home.
Loving this song.. exploring the music of The Juans....
after what happened, not minding the pain this time. I still want you back home.
Sa mga OFW na tulad ko at sa mga naiwang may minamahal saan man nakaka relate kami sa kantang to. A beautiful song tagos sa puso❤️
I still want you back home "Mama" at "Papa". 🥺😭💔 Sana mabuo pa pamilya natin kahit parang nakapaimposible na. 😭
i love song and the lyrics is very relatetable very soothing to hear...amazing song.
"This house feels so empty now that you're gone" now I'm missing my mom so bad. It's still really hard for me without u in my life ) :
I never got the chance to say goodbye to my papa before he was taken into the hospital due to covid complication... Kasi sobrang confident ko non, sabi ko "babalik yun agad at magaling na". He died at the hospital. Since it's Covid, ashes na lng bumalik samin si papa.
My fam once asked me kung bakit I looked like I was never affected by our father's death. Kasi nga hndi ako umiyak sa harapan nila at I busied myself non sa school works instead of mourning w/ them. It hurts me. It hurts me that they believed na I wasn't hurting. Because I was and still am.
It's been almost 2 years since my Papa's sudden death, and for some reason there are days that I sit on our veranda waiting for him to come home - alive. Kasi yun yung sinabi ko sa sarili ko nung umalis sya, "babalik si papa". There's a part of me that will never accept that papa came home in an urn and that I wasn't able to bid a proper goodbye.
To my papa, my hero, my hope, my source of strength.. Just like this song says, "I still want you back home". Be it my worst or best day, I need you in every seconds of it.
To my family, it's my fault that you believed that I didn't care for papa because I kept a strong facade. But I hope you realized that I've felt what you had felt that time because like you, l also lost a father that day and that it's impossible for me to see him again.
Sa kanta na 'to, nandito yung mga gusto naming sabihin sa mga taong naging tahanan namin, sa mga taong hindi na namin nakikita o nakakasama o sa mga taong nawala na. Thank you , The Juans for another comfort song, another masterpiece ✨
Aiza and Ella. You two will surely be missed. Till we meet again my our angels. We love you!!!
Everytime na napapakinggan ko 'to, hindi ko maiwasang umiyak, paano na kaya kapag narinig ko 'to sa live? baka humagulgol na ako 😭
We found out in 2017 that my mom had pancreatic adenocarcinoma after years of misdiagnosis. She went through an operation in 2018. It was I who was there for her. We were at the hospital for almost a month.
I was there for her for the following years except last year because I was fighting my own battles and was also sick physically. She passed in October 2022 - days before my birthday.
People love reminding me now that I wasn't there much during the time she was really sick. I have kept mum because they're right. They have forgotten how I was always there for her prior those couple of difficult months.
Now I cry more because I am reminded of what I could have done for her. If I braved my illness and was there for her those couple of months, would people treat me better and would I not blame myself like this?
What's funny is that only she could protect me from all these blame and accusations because she probably knows better...
but she's not here.
So I have to brave it. I have to hide the tears. I have to hope that the time would come when things would get better. ❤
My dad passed away two years ago,namatay sya na di ko nakita namatay sya na wala ako sa tabi yung urn never kong nahawakan for two years until now dama ko pa din sakit.Galit na sa mga taong pinagkaitan kami ng pag kakatataon makasama si papa sa huling pag kakataon
just missin someone in heaven ☹️
I have been avoiding this song for a long time now, I keep dealing with the pain for years.... But this time I needed to reminisce and cry a good cry tho. I still want you back home, Nanay.
Mapanakit.. Pero re assuring.. Love this song.. 💙💙💙💙💙
Napakagandang kanta❤Ito na yata ang pinakaperfect na message ko para sa parents ko na si Dad nasa langit na and kay Mom na iniwan nalang kami bigla.. I just wish they say goodbye but they not.
Wonderful song. God bless the Juan.
i miss my grandma 🥺 come back home please 😭
Can't wait to hear u guys singing it live this coming Maoy sa Mayo at Tagbilaran!❤ see youuu The Juans❤
Yung unang pagkakataon na napakinggang ko ang kantang ito, napaiyak ako. I remembered my mom’s last goodbye when she died inside our home due to acute myocardial infarction. Her last message before she died was, “Dumidilim na ang paningin ko”. Until she was brought to the hospital and declared by the attending physician as Dead on Arrival. Napahagulgol ako. I still want her back home but I know she is happy up there with God. I just missed her hug, delicious foods and night talks. Whenever I went home from work, how I wish she was there, but nothing more only her photo hanging on the wall. She would always be my bestfriend and best mom.😔😢
Thank you, The Juans!😍🥰
Wait why is this song so underrated??? Bawled my eyes out first time hearing it ;w; What a delightful addition to my playlist To anyone reading this: Waiting for someone is definitely difficult, but it's important to remember that you are in control of your own happiness -- find joy in the things that you love and take the time to find your passion in life. Don't let the absence of someone else make you feel incomplete or unworthy because you are enough. Your happiness should not depend on anyone else. Laban lang tayo kapatid!
Ramdam n ramdam ko ung longingness sa song n to, for those people who wanted their loved ones n sana bumalik sa knila one day ...
Ouch...The Juan's
Grabe Ang galing nyo tlg...
Congratulations again👏👏👏
"I still want you back home" really hits different..
The longing-ness of the song 😔😮💨. The reality is that when we let someone go for maybe a good or bad reason but we still want them "back home". #BackHome #TheJuans
The Juans, congratulations for successfully making me cry (but in a good way. haha). Thank you. This lyric video adds more feels to the song. Nostalgic. Sad yet beautiful. 💓
this song reminds me of my lolo, he's been my partner in everything--the best companion ❤ since i was a kid na ang alam lang ay mag laro ng mag laro hanggang sa mapagod. and now, he's gone. he passed away 3 months ago, this song made me cry and miss my lolo again. 😭💗
btw, great job, the juans! another music with pure love na naman. i stan the right group talaga. 🤗
Grabe, paborito ko na 'to! Hindi ko maipaliwanag 'yung dulot ng kantang ito sa'kin, pero nagagandahan talaga ako at iba ang atake sa puso't-isipan ko. Salamat The Juans, mahal ko kayo
I was never able to say Goodbye kay Papa… sakit @TheJuans 🥲but i know He was happy and I made Him proud…🥹🙏🏻
Thank you to The Juans for this very beautiful, moving and healing song! 🙏💗
Its like someone left you abruptly because of a misunderstanding as you realize that you made most of the mistakes and now you want them to not blame themselves and just come home.
In my interpretation, it can be from a perspective of a parent where their child left home because of a conflict of interest. Now the parent realizes how unfair it was and just want their child back. 😢❤
** Edit: I listened to it again and I realized that the perspective is from the child and the message is for the parent who might have died or left because of a conflict. 😢
Sa Verse 1 pa lang, ramdam ko na yung sakit. Bumalik lahat ng memories namin ng tatay ko! Natapos ko yung kanta at sure ako bukas, magang maga itong mata ko. Kahit masakit yung kanta pero napakaganda! This will be my top fave na.
Giatay gyud mo THE JUANS oy. Huhu
the lyrics hit sooooo haaaaard iba talaga lyricism nyo, dawans grabe ansakit tipong kahit sinaktan ka na't lahat pero mas nangingibabaw yung pag-ibig at pangungulila mo sa kanya/kanila.
kaya lang minsan, mas maigi nang wag na lang balikan, wag na lang bumalik kasi mas tahimik, mas payapa.
This song is.... *im speechless*
Ganda pakinggan ng mag isa sa room, and then going back to that memory where the thing called pain and grief were born. To that memory where your heart was shattered to pcs for the first time ever.
Yung kirot na dala hndi maikakaila.
It came out 12mn yesterday, the next morning just found out my friend died... unexpectedly.
How painful.
I miss him so much, our situation is so hard. Us against the law, government the world. I wish we can handle this. Even we are apart from each other but i know we love each other so much. We don’t break up but we can’t see each other for 2-5 months because of our current situation. We missed each other. But thanks god we still have a good loving conversation
Going to my playlist! Love it! Well done The Juans!
As a musician abroad , i lost my dad while abroad, and as much as possible i didnt want anyone to worry, so i acted as hard as possible, but deep down, this song just left me in tears , thank you.
Nice Song, paulit ulit lang ang play ko, Love it👍😍❤️
Makes me feel that this song is about Unconditional Love & Acceptance. Love it.
"this house feels so empty now that you're gone"
Papa😫
All the feels🙌🏼 This song gives me both comfort and healing. I love how your music resonates with our feelings and unsaid thoughts. Kudos for another masterpiece. Endlessly proud of u, my faves!🤍🫶🏻
Someone just placed a love so steady and unconditional in a song. Thank you for this lovely, heartwarming work of art, The Juans ✨
Thank you for the kind words! 🥺
Thank you for the kind words! 🥺
Tuwing pinakikinggan ko ito..naiiyak ako,miss ko ang asawa ko..mahirap ang single mother...pero laban lang para sa anak,pero sana pwede pang bumalik yun asawa ko..kasi araw araw kopa din syang hinihintay..🖤
This song remind me my kuya I miss him so much Yung "This house feels so empty now that you're gone"
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to my kuya malayo man tayo sa Isa Isa di naman malayo Yung mga puso natin I know this is really hard kasi sabay tayo lumaki tapos one day need natin mag separate nga ways Para sa future I know naninibago Karin Jan I hope soon to seeyou 😭 keep safe always🥺❤️
Lahat ng tanong sa isip ko, lahat ng gusto ko sabihin. Andito sa kanta na to. Bat naman ganon the juans? The best po kayo. It's a YES for me! 🤍
Your songs is really a song of peaple's heart and soul❤, its so beautiful that it either make heart heals or shattered even more. But above all, your songs, especially this one, gives us a chance to say the words and express the feelings that we aren't able to say and show. Thank you! and CONGRATULATIONS TheJuans for another masterpiece, #BackHome!🎉🎉🎉
Para sa mga nawalan ng mga mahal sa buhay, God is your best comforter. If nawala ka din Kay Lord, 'di pa huli Ang LAHAT bumalik sa Kanya 🥹
SOLIDDDD🔥🤧
Grabe kayo The Juans. I remember my Tatay. Kasi he died without even saying goodbye. Basta nalang sya nawala saamin. And now 7 years na syang nasa Heaven.
This is a masterpiece 🥺😭🤧
This song is therapeutic. 💛
WOAAAAAHHHH new fave song ko ng dawans😢😢
Awww! i miss my childhood days :(
Unang rinig ko palang dito sa mga naunang pasilip alam kong maganda na tagal at mas nakaka touch talaga iyong buong song kaya pinakahinihintay ko rin iyong date na 'to. Hindi nga ako nabigo kase sobrang ganda noong kanta🥺, iyong lyrics naiiyak ako...
"I still want you back home" . This is the phrase that I want to say to my mom. When my mom died akala ko di ko kakayanin. Its very sad, yung sadness na di mo maipaliwanag, walang katumbas. Thank you for making this song, Can I dedicate this song to my mom who's now in heaven? Thank you, the juans.
Ang solid niyo talaga, The Juans ! Ang gaganda ng mga likha niyo, tagos na tagos sa puso 💓 Congrats sa bagong release ! mahal ko kayo
would love to have acoustic version of this please!
Nawa'y ang lahat ay maghilom 🙏🤍
Eto yung kantang hindi ko kayang balik balikan. I love you The Juans but this time I can’t.. the pain.. it’s unbearable.. kahit pa sabihing limang taon na yun umaasa pa din ako na sana panaginip nalang. Ang sakit, yung pag rinig ko sa kantang to bumalik lahat, lahat ng sakit. Hindi ko kayang pakinggan ng paulit ulit.. ang sakit..
Soliddd niyo! Miss my mom in heaven 🥹
"I still want you back home" cause you know what? Our doors will always wait for your footsteps.
I'm all alone , still I want you back home 😭
tagal ko na hinihintay yung song na ito lalo pa't naglalabas ng excerpt ang the juans sa kantang 'to lagi, lagi ko na-mimiss 'yung lolo ko pero now, may isa akong friend na 2nd death anniversary ng lola niya and alam kong mas kailangan niya yung kanta ngayon kaya sinend ko sa kanya yung link ng kantang ito, sana mapagaan ang loob niya ng kantang ito. Thank you the juans
this song hits different. Namiss ko tuloy Lola ko.
You guys made me miss my lolo again:((
But it's really kinda hard and weird to miss someone who you didn't even remember.
😢😢
Lolaaaaaaaaa ❤❤❤❤😢
for some reason, this song feels nostalgic
OMG! I so love the song!
This song gives me comfort and healing. Thank you so much, The Juans!
I miss my ate and papa 🥺🥺😭
Grabe, The Juans! 😢🔥
kahit na gaano kasakit yung ginawa sa'yo e mas matimbang pa rin yung pagmamahal mo sa kanila, yung pangungulila mo sa kanila pero hindi na pwede pero ipinagpapa diyos na lang natin, tight hugs for everyone na nakaka feel nito❤
Sobra yung kirot dito
30 times kung plinaybyung kanta nato diko alam kung bakit.
from hugot to healing!
Just heard this live during castaway! A masterpiece indeed