awww travis :'(((( it's okay to not be okay. I love you. you crying is making me cry omg. just try find things you find fun and just do it don't worry about anything else
Bitch. You're better not feeling ashamed of crying. I don't even care who you are. But. like crying. it's THE most human thing to do. First of all i love you for being human. And for feeling emotions. I really dont know. And frankly I don't really care what happened. But if you are apologizing for crying. That's in no way okay. It's like apologizing for laughing... just part of being human. lots of love to you!
I stumbled across your channel through recommendations, and I just want to say that from reading the comments you have an amazing support system here, and everyone is rooting for you. You're a great looking man and anyone would be blessed to have you in their life, I know what you mean about being over sensitive, but it's time to just start doing you, find new hobbies and things you love to do, maybe take a holiday, travel to a place you've always wanted to go. I was always told never ever to take depression pills, it only makes it worse. I just wanted to leave a comment and tell you that I wish you nothing but the absolute best at all and whatever you choose to do. God bless and much love from Canada. Xxo
Travissssssssssssss we love you buddy. Thank you for being vulnerable with us and sharing your emotions with us. ALL OF US are here for you and love you and want whats best for you. You can get through anything. Sending lots of love from Canada
I've never commented on a video before. This was too important not to. The fact that you can emotionally talk out how you are feeling is a good first step. I've always felt sadness and some days it's harder than others. "Just keep swimming" and reach out for help when you need it. Travis, you have a community of support. Here for you buddy! Thank you for sharing. You are helping many more behind you.
Travis babe, Seeing you like this breaks my heart. i send you so much love and happiness your way babe. I understand how you feel in a way when i don't feel inspired i tend to judge myself. All your fans love you and are here for you babe, you'll be okay love youuuuuuuu!
Hey Travis, For the last 2 years of my life I went trough cancer and a few more shits but hey life still go's on and believe me it is awesome and magical so what ever your going trough remember it does not control you or your life! What ever it is remember your the one who controls it! So just smile and keep goin' and little by little everything will come to its place, just don't push yourself too hard and enjoy the moment! BIG HUG!
Aww, Trav. I wish I could give you a hug. 😢 I know what you are going though. I'm going through something similar and had a good cry about it on Friday. That really helped. I hope this video helped you. Sending love and hugs to you! Hope everything gets better soon!
Binge watching and all I want to do is hug you right now. I know from experience how bad depression can be. I’ve had my own battle in lifetime. I know I’m gonna be okay. I know moving out to LA is what I need to be fully okay. Im gonna work at it to get there
It’s incredible that you can openly talk about this stuff and makes you such an amazing person. So many people go through these feelings at some point - to varying degrees of intensity - and it’s so easy to feel alone but videos like these help them/us feel and know that we’re not alone. Strength in numbers 💪🏻one step forward at a time! I hope you’re much happier a year on with the baby on its way :) x
Well, shit. I wanna give you a hug, mister. I completely understand where you're coming from. And please, whenever you feel the need to post a video like this, do so. It's therapeutic and good for you. And we're all always here for you whenever you need us. xoxo. Love you.
travis you are one of the MOST inspirational persons I have ever discovered on youtube.. no matter what ups and downs you go thru.. you inspire us so much and you still retain that "human" aspect in your channel buy not only posting the best of the happiest but your struggles as well. I'm in a similar place in my lyfe where im just tired and stressed asf rn of everyone and everything around me but I still try to be optimistic and tell myself these experiences can only make us stronger.. hang in there bud..we all here for you
So brave. Thanks for being a role model. I live in the middle of whoop whoop in outback Australia and somehow this vid has managed to reach me and it means a lot. Gives me a little more courage to be vulnerable. Thanks mate
Taking antidepressants does not mean you're weak or crazy or anything like that - if it's a treatment that fits you and a decision you made with your physician, then there's nothing to be ashamed of - yes, all medications have side effects and nothing is ever a one pill cure BUT along with therapy and giving yourself a chance, things can get better - being "OK" changes with time ... SSRIs should not be stopped right away ... if getting off of them is something you want, then you have to slowly titrate yourself off - hang in there and keep on keeping on 😘
10mintwo Stop, just stop. You may think they are attention-whores, but actually its purely scientific. Scientists discovered crying is from hormonal release, and that humans have different hormonal levels. Also, some people need more attention from others, its something they can't really help too. Its more complicated than just "they want attention cuz they're weak". Some people relieve some tension by gaining attention and crying, so its healthy in a way too.
Honey its part of any neuron science class in college. Don't hate me for spreading info around. It is healthy, as he would suffer more and feel worse if he didn't cry. Crying has a purpose, humans dont cry for no reason ofc. Why are you so rude though? Its his channel, no need to spread the hate around man.
😭😭I truly truuly hope everything works out for you! you're such an amazing person and you deserve to be beyond happy!! i love you soo much and im praying for you 💜
Hi, Travis. I'm from Brazil and I've been following you for a long time. Seeing you that way makes me sad. You are an example of a person and are loved by many. This is a phase and you will overcome, do not worry. Walk with your head held high and keep being the wonderful guy you are. A big hug.
Breaks my heart to see you like that bello. I know what ssri's can do., I know a lot of people who have been on them and also some people who stopped using them. Don't stop taking them cold turkey., they will make you more depressed., give you panic attacks. They will drive you insane. If you want to stop taking them, you have to lower the dosage little by little at a time. Your brain and body eventually will start getting used to the lower dose and eventually you will be ssri free., but it takes time. SSRI's have lots of secondary effects., maybe that might be the reason why you want to stop taking them. But don't start lowering your doses or stop cold turkey without medical supervision because it will drive you insane and even give you suicidal thoughts. Here you have a friend, cause I know you need some good ones by your side. YOU ARE AN AMAZING INDIVIDUAL!!! Try not to isolate yourself., ssri's make you isolate yourself. I am in NY ., but distance isnt an issue when friendship., love etc is real. Besos y abrazos and always remember. YOU ARE A WARRIOR., All your life you overcame bigger things than this, you have the strength, you are strong, you are a warrior, you are beautiful in and out., you have the soul of a child that makes you even more beautiful. YOUR SOUL CRAVES LOVE, COMPANY AND SINCERity. TE QUIERO TRAVIS., here you have a friend.
It's really hard to see someone who makes me so happy in such a hard spot. My motto is, 'fake it till you make it!' And eventually, you will succeed!! I'm sending tons of positivity your way. Love from Chicago 💕
Chris Holbrook, I have to agree with you on this one !! Travis I don't know if you will get to read this , but if you do, I have to say that I myself have gone through many things as well and have been on med for a number of years. I,, like you do not like being on them but they DO work for me. I don't know what your doctor-s have told you, but staying on them is what has kept me going. I have tried to reduce them, stop them, and have forgotten to take them at times and have found that the withdrawals from the meds and the symptoms of the problem that I face,, come back 2 to 3 times stronger. So if your doctor wants you to stay on then,, Please do ! Some times these med take up to 30 to 60 days before they fully become effective. Meantime Please stay intouch with your medical support team so that they and all of us can give you the support you may need. We are all routing for you.
THANK YOU !! for sharing your struggle, this video made me subscribe to your channel. thank you for allowing yourself to vulnerable and share this moment. I hope that you're feeling better. Much love!
my God Travis, I feel You so fucking deep like You know, I have depression and social anxiety disorder and I know how God damn hard is to deal with being sensitive and all those emotions every single day.. I'm taking SSRI for a long time but.. I'm not okay too. but I'm hiding with that.. be strong Man, You're such a positive person I love You. stay strong.
I cried so much at this, depression is hitting on me really hard tonight and I am so damn done but it felt so horrible but so relieving at the same time to see someone crying for the same reasons I do.
stay strong sweetie. it's a long, hard road outta hell, but if you fight you'll make it out alive. Trust me, i know where you're at, you gotta fight though. Fighting depression is the fire that will keep you running.
Thank you, There is no need to be sorry. I can relate in so many ways and been going thru the same thing the last few months. it not easy but getting back to your self will happen. You got this
Hey Travis. This video means a lot to me. I suffer from bi polar and I'm currently under a lot of pressure. seeing you cry makes me happy, not for some f'd up reason but because you can express it. I can't seem to try. I have watched a lot of your videos you really are an inspiration and there is so much light surrounding you. as a "friend" I would have loved to give you a hug. I believe you when you say I'll be o.k. I just also need to get to that stage as well. you have made more progress than me already. keep strong.
I usually never post on videos but i felt you need to know. It's such an amazing quality to have that you are someone who feels everything so deeply! Not only that but that's what makes you so special! So the fact that your feeling sad, or depressed, is not something you should beat yourself up about! It's part if the multifaceted beautiful diamond of a person that you are. I would advise you to ween yourself off the pills instead of stopping cold turkey, but the fact you feel that your ready to stop taking them is great! Also know for yourself, you are more then your your TH-cam videos. The way you treat others, the loyalty to your fans, the fact you smiled at the guy behind the cash register and said thank you when he handed you your coffee, all those things are also creating. There's a story about a boy going on a metro bus to school, and he smiled at the bus driver and said good morning. The bus driver then "caught" the smile, and smiled at the next person coming on the bus, who smiled at the next person.....and so forth. We don't know how far our kindness can go, but something i can tell you, is that kindness, creates a better world for all of us to live in. So if your saying you don't feel creative is one thing. But to say you are not creating, is 100% untrue. Wishing you only the best!
I have never related to anyone as much as I have with you right now. I know people are saying don't talk to TH-cam but what you did is powerful. You're showing people the true side of depression. Seeing someone like you feel like this makes me feel better about me when I'm down!! Thank you, coming from a person with mental health problems
I know it doesn't seem like it now but you'll get there. Give yourself time to recover. The SSRIS ( Getting used to them or coming off them) is a major shock to the brain. Don't be afriad to cry and let the emotions out. And talk. To a therapist or friends, or to us on youtube or strangers on the street. Let it out. You seem like a really lovely person and I don't even know you and I want everything to work out for you. Be kind to yourself. And dont apologise for not being ok. You dont owe us or anyone else a happy face. The further you are from you authentic feelings the more depressed youll be. So dont wear a mask for us. xxx
Thank you for sharing a real moment. I don't watch many of these personal vlogs, and especially don't comment on them. Yours stood out. As a man who's dealt with depression, being a fellow "creative" who feels too much, plus coming out to a hostile community, I completely get your message that life's weight can wash out the watercolors. You seem level headed (don't need strangers advice), so I'll just chime in with the choir to say: thanks for being here and speaking your own beautiful voice.
The honesty in this and everything is so nice. I am not depressed because I know it's not a word to use lightly but I have felt some of the things you felt in a milder way and I really do understand how you feel and just know it will always be ok. You are one of the most genuine and amazing you tubers I know and I love you made such an honest video❤️😭I appreciate it so much and hope you feel better
Honey im 16 and understand what you're going through. Normal doesn't exist, ya gotta make your own. You'll be ok if you keep on therapy and your meds, if i can survive you can too, it was a hardknock life for you and i and others. Ive attempted 1 time, and used to cut, im not ashamed because it's what makes me strongest, take what you dont like and flaunt it, listen to some music, for these times i recommend icon for hire, a day to remember, emo music does help. You'll be ok! Stay Strong, safe, sexy, fierce. Be yourself and love yourself, you have us, your friends and family. We love you❤❤❤
homie i was giving my best support, dont at like you know my life. My parents got divorced at four, and my father emotionally abused my mother and i, and sometimes physically with me. He found out i was a drag queen last summer and disowned me, i ran from his house.When i went to the police, they did nothing, when i got back to his house he called me a faggot and shoved me, then called me every name you could think of. I have; GAD, ADHD, Major Depression, PTSD, body dismorphic disorder with anorexic features, and features of ODD, with my ADHD. that and i used to self harm. "The part where a bone breaks when it's broken, is the strongest part after it heals, take the bad memories and use them to make you stronger"-RuPaul. Now ask me, what dont i get about his pain?
and normal does NOT exist, normal is different for everyone, you're not helping anyone by saying they must fit YOUR normal. Fixing things helps, but only after you've dealt with them, by fully looking at them from an outside in point of view, look inside and you'll find hope. And im also a wiccan, i meditate every day buddy.
@bojack, know the difference between, there their and they're, along with your and You're.
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I'm saddened to see you crying and desolated. I'm sending you a big hug with all my love. You are an incredible person and have an incredible potential to get you back. I will pray for you. I love you man.
I just really wanna hug you and just be there for you.....you deserve to feel any way you want and to just be you let all your feelings and emotion be free. This is the first video of yours I've seen and seen how open you are and how real you are. You truly are a beautiful person. Sending lots of love and positivity your way :]
I am so deeply saddened to see you in this state. You are an amazingly talented, intelligent, creative, sensitive, and compassionate soul. You have no idea how many souls you touch with your videos whether humorous or serious. I am watching this and am overwhelmed with a desire to try to help. Sadly, this is the extent of what help I can give. I cannot say I know how you feel or how anyone feels when dealing with things like depression, anxiety, bipolarism, and the many other mental conditions that rob so many good people, like you, of peace and serenity. All I can do is say you are not alone and based on the comments along with mine, have an entire world of support and positive energy coming your way. Likewise there are those who suffer with the same condition you are struggling with. All I can say and ask with all my heart is that you accept the love being sent to you, now. Know that people whom you've never and may never meet have been touched by your spirit and to see you in this state has all of us sending all the spiritual and energetic support that we can. Please allow yourself to accept that love from the world you have touched and made better by simply sharing with us what you struggle with. Know how much your supporters cherish and appreciate you, Travis. My simple request is that peace comes to you. That you find center again and serenity along with it. For what it's worth, I'm a 41 year old gay man, who is grateful that the LGBT youth of today have channels like yours. In my youth, to be gay was just barely something to be talked about. What inspired me to come out, at 27, was the deaths of Matthew Shepherd and Brandon Tina. Sorry, I'm getting off my soap box. Just know that I and thousands of other souls you've touched around the world are proud and grateful for Travis Bryant. I hope in time that things get better and clearer for you. Peace be with you and serenity too.
scpk 2000 I'm just another worried Travis fan. I read your comment... it is one of the kindest, hearfelt, and eloquent posts I've read on TH-cam. Thanks for saying so well what we all feel. That's all...just thanks.
scpk 2000 I totally agree I'm a 53 year old straight woman..,I've suffered from severe depression most of my life and take medication for it..,we love u Travis please try talking to ur doctor about this the meds if u need them will be better from a doctor more suited to ur individual issues...much love from across the pond xxxx
scpk 2000 hey, great message. I've been suffering with depression and anxiety for years too. I'm also one year your senior... fingers crossed that everyone gets better
Why does a hetero woman in her 50s follow young gay males on social media? No offense, Im genuinely curious. I have noticed that there seems to be a number of straight women who are into the daily lives - including the sexual and romantic lives - of gay guys. I admit I find it a bit odd. I wonder if you and others like you are fetishizing us and our community.
Kyle van der Horst wow this is pretty rude. So you are curious I am here and interested because I have a young gay son and am doing my absolute best to learn from the community he is in so I can support him. I also suffer from depression and feel empathy when someone anyone gay or straight is clearly struggling. So that's my reason. What's yours? Lonely, sad, awkward?
This is beyond valuable !! By being this vulnerable you give everyone else a permission to be vulnerable and make it ok to feel the way they feel! This is super healing . (What are you apologizing about ?! For being brave a fuck ?!)
I don't think TH-cam is the problem here, it's more deeper than that. He has less then 200,000 subscribers and his life, drama, stress, negativity isn't centered around TH-cam unlike some TH-camrs like Trisha Paytas who lives and breathe TH-cam and are constantly dealing with negativity of almost 3 million subscribers. I think it's deeper than that for Travis
yes it is deeper then you tube, I myself suffer from depression and I have bipolar disorder. Speaking from experience, you need A LOT of me time. What he is doing by talking about it is very good , but still he needs to focus on him and not the viewer. I have been on a mountain of different med's to see what works. it took about 3 years to finally see what works. Depression is serious shit, and needs to be dealt with immediately, depression has a snowball affect if left ignored.
I have to agree a little with this, even though it's hard for us as viewers, I really think it's one of the best things he could do for himself right now. Try to be relaxed and focus on himself 100%. TH-cam is an extra job and it requires a lot of time and work. It is an entertainment but it's also time consuming, specially to people like Travis who obviously works hard to make, edit and offer great quality content. I am not saying that we should "blame the social media" of this, but I really agree with you that focusing on himself 100% during a while would be great for him. Travis has had a rough life, he had fought against really sh**** situations and after all that he managed to grow as a person and become this polite, kind, lovely, sensitive and generous man he is today. This is another challenge life put on his path and he needs to have all his strenght focused on himself.
Everything will be ok. I have bipolar and I know what you're going through. Everyday is a struggle to be happy, but life goes on and I love watching your videos so much they help me get through some days that are hard. So thank you for being you.
There are times that I wish that I could still cry like that. There's no more for me. I just exist day to day watching my life tick away. I think even more of you after this, not less. Let it go and live your best life!
I'm going through some *major* shit right now, so I know how you feel. Take the time you need to fix whatever situation(s) you're in, and put everything else on the back burner. I'm rooting for you!
Travis, it is very cool to look back at this video and see all the amazing progress you have made this year. I can just see the joy in your eyes in your recent videos with Taylor. I am happy to see how much progress you have made. Keep it up you're a stud. And one of my favorite genuine TH-camrs!!
Hey Travis, I understand to a degree what you are dealing with I have Manic Depressive Bipolar Disorder and have taken SSRI and everything since I was 16 and I have taken my self off meds before because I wanted to feel normal. You are creative and inspiring and brave for doing this for your fans. I have watched your videos for a long time and I am sorry you are going through this. You are never alone if you ever want to talk you can message me. Be you whatever that means for you.
Oh, God, poor baby. My advice: go to the doctor and tell him what you told us, find a supporting team (friends, internet group, meetings...), make a list of things that makes you happy and do them, go out with friends, to the gym, to the mall, hiking, walking, go to the animal shelter, go visit eldery people in hospital or nursing homes... You need to take medicine and you need to be busy. Oh, and don't date right now; you have to focus on yourself. You'll be okay. How do I know? You are talking about it - that's a mayor step and you WANT to be okay - that is the most important step.
Travis I totally get it on 4:35 about having to have that empathic ability when we can’t control it ourselves. What I learn is to let it out feel and acknowledge these emotions and ground your self with a good thing you like doing. Lots of love you have and I’m excited for you that new adventures will come too Mario is a great dude too.
Hey Travis, Just so you know, this is notoriously a hard time of year for anyone with depression, anxiety, etc. January until around mid April is known for it. I am not just some dude blowing smoke, I work in the field of mental illness and have my own anxiety issues. SSRI's are stronger than people realize, so coming off of one can make you feel all sorts of emotions, and that can last a while. They dont tell you that when you start them, but it can take 1-2 months to even start feeling normal depending on the dose and the drug. Just remind yourself that these feelings will pass, they are likely the result of the meds, and recognize that you will come out on the other side and feel okay. Make sure you dont isolate yourself too much as it gives us too much time to think and wallow, which is never helpful. ;) Side note, taking meds and/or having depression doesn't make you less than. You may need those meds right now or for the long term, but even if that is the case, its not a bad thing.
I'm sorry that your going through that travis just take things one day at a time and don't be afraid to let your emotions come out we are all here for you travis... We hope you feel better soon.. You had me in tears to when you started crying made me want to give you a big hug...
You are so much stronger than you think you are. The fact that you can talk about how you feel is good and a good step. You will be okay and you will get to where you wanna be, we believe in you. Stay strong. Hugssss hugsss
I think your pushing yourself so much to be okay that your not letting yourself be ok! Just count your breaths and chill you got me! It sounds weird but Don't worry on being ok just chill because when your calm you slowly you get the feeling to do things that you like it takes time and just chill
Kenny.49 exactly! For people who have struggled with emotional problems one huge cause of anxiety is depression is the demand to be OK that we put on ourselves. First, we need to accept we're not OK and then immediately look for help emotional and mental help, there's just nothing wrong with that.
Everything will be ok, keep your head up handsome. Life is a crazy ride but it'll work itself out within time. I understand how depression goes I fight it as well but it'll get better. I'm sorry Travis wish you soooo much happiness! Sending love your way!!! 💜💚
Hey, thank you for posting this! I'm a performer in Las Vegas and I recently suffered a bad knee injury which has spiraled my life down a crazy mind fuck of a path. The depression I've been feeling for the past month is unlike any I've felt before. I started to feel hopeless and alone in my feelings. Thank you for humanizing this beast and having the courage to say you aren't okay! It's something I haven't been able to do... but this vid. Made things a little better! Thanks!
Travis, Thank you for posting this video. It's okay not to be okay. I've been there. There are a lot of us who wish you the best and want you to be okay.
We will be here to support you through your struggles. I know how hard it is to deal with depression and the daily struggles of it. Surround yourself (physically and mentally) with that are will to care for you. They will help you with pushing yourself to get up and keep moving. I believe that you can do this and many others do aswell..... It Will Be OKAY.
Hey just want to say thank you for sharing and opening up . I have struggled with major depression my entire life . It is horrible to go through . The winters are the hardest . But going on lexapro saved . I think you should keep trying medications and find the one that works for you . It takes a month or so to kick in but once it does , you will feel so much better . I’m totally emotional and sensitive but it’s a curse and a blessing ! Everything you are saying is exactly how I feel . I will continue praying for you my friend . You aren’t alone and it gets better i promise !
you need to talk with a friend... not youtube ppl... go call your friends!!! its important to talk to someone that can truely listen. give you a hug and u can be completely open with... go talk to someone.... or just cry with someone.
I'm not sure if I would agree to this type of venting. People vent all the time, but if they don't vent to a solution......then what's the point of venting? He should go back to his psychiatrist to go over some of the problems with his medication and the psychiatrist can refer him to a therapist where he can properly vent with some form of solution in sight. Praying doesn't fix a problem.
Brandon Davis this a way for him to cope which is nothing wrong with better then doing something harm to himself. but yes I also agree bout he has alot of someone to talk too.
Diego74641 you should definitely reach out to him then... Depression isnt really something you can solve alone. nothing against the Videos... but ALONG with making the videos... he needs to talk to someone. actual human connection... IDK! I was a business Major! but if your have expertise in Clincal Depression... Def write him!
I think we are all agreeing. lol... It's out of concern for him. Nothing against making the videos. but he should definitely speak with someone as well... A real person. Not sure if he is... But I hope so! {insert heart emoji here}
Hey Travis, Greetings here from South Africa! Unfortunately life is filled with ups and downs buddy. Please keep your head high because tomorrow and the day thereafter it will go better again - believe me - I have also been through tough times. Never lose hope and try to stay positive (I know it can be hard at times). Hang in there buddy! Let me know if there is anything I can help you with.
I know this video has been out for for couple years or so, but I just came across your channel within the last month or so and have been hooked ever since. Just saw this one and all I can say is stay strong. You can overcome anything slowly one step at a time.
it take 1 week to 3 weeks for the drugs to take full affect. if the drugs stopped two or three weeks ago then that explained the issue. it sucks to be under medication but its a thing we must learn to coup with. stay strong, your in my prayers. also if the meds are making you feel weird don't stop just lower your dosage, there is something called over medicated. love you bro!
don't give up. I suffer from depression too. it's a battle but we came to win and live life to the fullest. kick life in the ass. love you Travis, thank you for being brave by sharing this with us. do whatever it takes. i will be praying for you. sending you hugs
Travis: lots of hugs. Going off medication too quickly can do a number on you. Dont try to go it alone from here...you need a therapist to guide you. Lots of luv, bruce
I stumbled across your videos and channel today while i was looking up Male Model Experiences and immediately fell in love with your content, your personality and how entertaining your videos are. But when the first few seconds of this video started, it broke my heart. Sending love from New Zealand 😞💜
Travis I'm quite certain that I am not the only one viewing your expression of pain and the feelings of inadequacy. Please take the strength of the knowledge that your sharing is very powerful simply on its merit of the vulnerability you shared with us and know that you are not alone! XOXOXO DHF
i wanna jump through the screen and give him a hug
Kayza Giles exactly what I was thinking
Same!!!
saaaame
"a strong person isn't someone who doesn't cry, it's someone who does cry and does get back and try again"
We love you Travis 💖💕❤
Did anyone els just want to climb through the screen an drive him a hug and tell him we all support him no matter what, because I really want to.
isla hawkins I'm to fat to crawl through my little IPad mini
lil bit more than hug ....
Who doesn't want to that?!! He need moral support!
awww travis :'(((( it's okay to not be okay. I love you. you crying is making me cry omg. just try find things you find fun and just do it don't worry about anything else
Bitch. You're better not feeling ashamed of crying. I don't even care who you are. But. like crying. it's THE most human thing to do. First of all i love you for being human. And for feeling emotions. I really dont know. And frankly I don't really care what happened. But if you are apologizing for crying. That's in no way okay. It's like apologizing for laughing... just part of being human. lots of love to you!
Preach 🙏
Marcel Lokken amen
Marcel Lokken he saying sorry because he doesn't want to cry in front of the TH-cam camera duh
We all love you Travis. Be strong for yourself. Remember all of us will be here for you. 💞 ✨
I swear this video makes you even more adorable. I love you Travis
I stumbled across your channel through recommendations, and I just want to say that from reading the comments you have an amazing support system here, and everyone is rooting for you. You're a great looking man and anyone would be blessed to have you in their life, I know what you mean about being over sensitive, but it's time to just start doing you, find new hobbies and things you love to do, maybe take a holiday, travel to a place you've always wanted to go. I was always told never ever to take depression pills, it only makes it worse.
I just wanted to leave a comment and tell you that I wish you nothing but the absolute best at all and whatever you choose to do. God bless and much love from Canada. Xxo
Travissssssssssssss we love you buddy. Thank you for being vulnerable with us and sharing your emotions with us. ALL OF US are here for you and love you and want whats best for you. You can get through anything.
Sending lots of love from Canada
I've never commented on a video before. This was too important not to. The fact that you can emotionally talk out how you are feeling is a good first step. I've always felt sadness and some days it's harder than others. "Just keep swimming" and reach out for help when you need it. Travis, you have a community of support. Here for you buddy! Thank you for sharing. You are helping many more behind you.
Chris C you should comment more often ❤️
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Chris C, thanks for express my own feelings in your words.
Chris C GODAMIT I REALLY WANT TO LIKE YOUR COMMENT BUT I WANT TO KEEP IT AT 69 LIKES
you will be okay Travis!!!!! God is always on your side. love ya.
Travis babe, Seeing you like this breaks my heart. i send you so much love and happiness your way babe. I understand how you feel in a way when i don't feel inspired i tend to judge myself. All your fans love you and are here for you babe, you'll be okay love youuuuuuuu!
Hey Travis,
For the last 2 years of my life I went trough cancer and a few more shits but hey life still go's on and believe me it is awesome and magical so what ever your going trough remember it does not control you or your life! What ever it is remember your the one who controls it! So just smile and keep goin' and little by little everything will come to its place, just don't push yourself too hard and enjoy the moment! BIG HUG!
i love how strong you are
Aww, Trav. I wish I could give you a hug. 😢 I know what you are going though. I'm going through something similar and had a good cry about it on Friday. That really helped. I hope this video helped you. Sending love and hugs to you! Hope everything gets better soon!
Don't ever apologise for not being better. Looking after yourself is absolutely the most important thing.
“I just want to feel better.” Oh I know.
This is a universal feeling that we are ALL experiencing & feeling.
You’re not alone in feeling like this.
Travis! Just always know that you're getting thousands of hugs from across the world! 2 of which are from us two, all the way from the UK 😘❤
All the way from India here. :)
Travis😢Noo. I can't handle seeing you cry. Stay strong buddy
Binge watching and all I want to do is hug you right now. I know from experience how bad depression can be. I’ve had my own battle in lifetime. I know I’m gonna be okay. I know moving out to LA is what I need to be fully okay. Im gonna work at it to get there
It’s incredible that you can openly talk about this stuff and makes you such an amazing person. So many people go through these feelings at some point - to varying degrees of intensity - and it’s so easy to feel alone but videos like these help them/us feel and know that we’re not alone. Strength in numbers 💪🏻one step forward at a time! I hope you’re much happier a year on with the baby on its way :) x
oh no!
cyber hug! 😭😭😍 love you
Well, shit. I wanna give you a hug, mister. I completely understand where you're coming from. And please, whenever you feel the need to post a video like this, do so. It's therapeutic and good for you. And we're all always here for you whenever you need us. xoxo. Love you.
travis you are one of the MOST inspirational persons I have ever discovered on youtube.. no matter what ups and downs you go thru.. you inspire us so much and you still retain that "human" aspect in your channel buy not only posting the best of the happiest but your struggles as well. I'm in a similar place in my lyfe where im just tired and stressed asf rn of everyone and everything around me but I still try to be optimistic and tell myself these experiences can only make us stronger.. hang in there bud..we all here for you
So brave. Thanks for being a role model. I live in the middle of whoop whoop in outback Australia and somehow this vid has managed to reach me and it means a lot. Gives me a little more courage to be vulnerable. Thanks mate
Taking antidepressants does not mean you're weak or crazy or anything like that - if it's a treatment that fits you and a decision you made with your physician, then there's nothing to be ashamed of - yes, all medications have side effects and nothing is ever a one pill cure BUT along with therapy and giving yourself a chance, things can get better - being "OK" changes with time ... SSRIs should not be stopped right away ... if getting off of them is something you want, then you have to slowly titrate yourself off - hang in there and keep on keeping on 😘
"People cry, not because they are weak. It is because they've been strong for too long."
Travis you will persevere and make it through the rain.
Jaxson what a nice quote, I agree with it!
Yeah they also cry because they're weak...and want attention. In fact I find that's usually the case more often than not.
10mintwo Stop, just stop. You may think they are attention-whores, but actually its purely scientific. Scientists discovered crying is from hormonal release, and that humans have different hormonal levels. Also, some people need more attention from others, its something they can't really help too. Its more complicated than just "they want attention cuz they're weak".
Some people relieve some tension by gaining attention and crying, so its healthy in a way too.
Honey its part of any neuron science class in college. Don't hate me for spreading info around. It is healthy, as he would suffer more and feel worse if he didn't cry. Crying has a purpose, humans dont cry for no reason ofc. Why are you so rude though? Its his channel, no need to spread the hate around man.
😭😭I truly truuly hope everything works out for you! you're such an amazing person and you deserve to be beyond happy!! i love you soo much and im praying for you 💜
Hi, Travis. I'm from Brazil and I've been following you for a long time. Seeing you that way makes me sad. You are an example of a person and are loved by many. This is a phase and you will overcome, do not worry. Walk with your head held high and keep being the wonderful guy you are. A big hug.
Breaks my heart to see you like that bello. I know what ssri's can do., I know a lot of people who have been on them and also some people who stopped using them. Don't stop taking them cold turkey., they will make you more depressed., give you panic attacks. They will drive you insane. If you want to stop taking them, you have to lower the dosage little by little at a time. Your brain and body eventually will start getting used to the lower dose and eventually you will be ssri free., but it takes time. SSRI's have lots of secondary effects., maybe that might be the reason why you want to stop taking them. But don't start lowering your doses or stop cold turkey without medical supervision because it will drive you insane and even give you suicidal thoughts. Here you have a friend, cause I know you need some good ones by your side. YOU ARE AN AMAZING INDIVIDUAL!!! Try not to isolate yourself., ssri's make you isolate yourself. I am in NY ., but distance isnt an issue when friendship., love etc is real.
Besos y abrazos and always remember. YOU ARE A WARRIOR., All your life you overcame bigger things than this, you have the strength, you are strong, you are a warrior, you are beautiful in and out., you have the soul of a child that makes you even more beautiful. YOUR SOUL CRAVES LOVE, COMPANY AND SINCERity. TE QUIERO TRAVIS., here you have a friend.
Amen Latino 19
Latino 19 TRAVIS, read this comment, it's super important. Psychoactive drugs have a huge effect on mood, particularly if you stop cold turkey.
micstar615 They do very much. I hope he gets better because he is a good guy.
Grandpa Don 👍🏼
It's really hard to see someone who makes me so happy in such a hard spot. My motto is, 'fake it till you make it!' And eventually, you will succeed!! I'm sending tons of positivity your way. Love from Chicago 💕
Chris Holbrook, I have to agree with you on this one !! Travis I don't know if you will get to read this , but if you do, I have to say that I myself have gone through many things as well and have been on med for a number of years. I,, like you do not like being on them but they DO work for me. I don't know what your doctor-s have told you, but staying on them is what has kept me going. I have tried to reduce them, stop them, and have forgotten to take them at times and have found that the withdrawals from the meds and the symptoms of the problem that I face,, come back 2 to 3 times stronger. So if your doctor wants you to stay on then,, Please do ! Some times these med take up to 30 to 60 days before they fully become effective. Meantime Please stay intouch with your medical support team so that they and all of us can give you the support you may need. We are all routing for you.
THANK YOU !! for sharing your struggle, this video made me subscribe to your channel. thank you for allowing yourself to vulnerable and share this moment. I hope that you're feeling better. Much love!
I feel you Travis I've been dealing with bad depression and anxiety for the past 2 years. Stay strong❤️
my God Travis, I feel You so fucking deep like You know, I have depression and social anxiety disorder and I know how God damn hard is to deal with being sensitive and all those emotions every single day.. I'm taking SSRI for a long time but.. I'm not okay too. but I'm hiding with that.. be strong Man, You're such a positive person I love You. stay strong.
I cried so much at this, depression is hitting on me really hard tonight and I am so damn done but it felt so horrible but so relieving at the same time to see someone crying for the same reasons I do.
stay strong sweetie. it's a long, hard road outta hell, but if you fight you'll make it out alive. Trust me, i know where you're at, you gotta fight though. Fighting depression is the fire that will keep you running.
am I the only one that wanted to jump in the screen and cry with him and give him a hug? 😢
Thank you, There is no need to be sorry. I can relate in so many ways and been going thru the same thing the last few months. it not easy but getting back to your self will happen. You got this
We love you travis ❤️ Just be strong 💪🏻👊🏻
WE ALL LOVE YOU TRAVIS!!!!!!
Preston Lunsford you
Steven love you too. 7157181568
I’m super emotional and deal with depression too so I can relate but it’s nice if u have someone close that cares and listens. 😞😭💞
Hey Travis.
This video means a lot to me. I suffer from bi polar and I'm currently under a lot of pressure. seeing you cry makes me happy, not for some f'd up reason but because you can express it. I can't seem to try. I have watched a lot of your videos you really are an inspiration and there is so much light surrounding you. as a "friend" I would have loved to give you a hug. I believe you when you say I'll be o.k. I just also need to get to that stage as well. you have made more progress than me already. keep strong.
I usually never post on videos but i felt you need to know. It's such an amazing quality to have that you are someone who feels everything so deeply! Not only that but that's what makes you so special! So the fact that your feeling sad, or depressed, is not something you should beat yourself up about! It's part if the multifaceted beautiful diamond of a person that you are. I would advise you to ween yourself off the pills instead of stopping cold turkey, but the fact you feel that your ready to stop taking them is great! Also know for yourself, you are more then your your TH-cam videos. The way you treat others, the loyalty to your fans, the fact you smiled at the guy behind the cash register and said thank you when he handed you your coffee, all those things are also creating. There's a story about a boy going on a metro bus to school, and he smiled at the bus driver and said good morning. The bus driver then "caught" the smile, and smiled at the next person coming on the bus, who smiled at the next person.....and so forth. We don't know how far our kindness can go, but something i can tell you, is that kindness, creates a better world for all of us to live in. So if your saying you don't feel creative is one thing. But to say you are not creating, is 100% untrue. Wishing you only the best!
This was beautiful
I have never related to anyone as much as I have with you right now. I know people are saying don't talk to TH-cam but what you did is powerful. You're showing people the true side of depression. Seeing someone like you feel like this makes me feel better about me when I'm down!! Thank you, coming from a person with mental health problems
it breaks my heart watching u cry😭😭plzz don't 😭
You are AMAZING !!!!!! Sending you lots of HUGS and LOVE !!!!! You truly inspire people
I know it doesn't seem like it now but you'll get there. Give yourself time to recover. The SSRIS ( Getting used to them or coming off them) is a major shock to the brain. Don't be afriad to cry and let the emotions out. And talk. To a therapist or friends, or to us on youtube or strangers on the street. Let it out. You seem like a really lovely person and I don't even know you and I want everything to work out for you. Be kind to yourself. And dont apologise for not being ok. You dont owe us or anyone else a happy face. The further you are from you authentic feelings the more depressed youll be. So dont wear a mask for us. xxx
Your joy is comin! Praying for you. Always. 🙏🏼
Thank you for sharing a real moment. I don't watch many of these personal vlogs, and especially don't comment on them. Yours stood out. As a man who's dealt with depression, being a fellow "creative" who feels too much, plus coming out to a hostile community, I completely get your message that life's weight can wash out the watercolors. You seem level headed (don't need strangers advice), so I'll just chime in with the choir to say: thanks for being here and speaking your own beautiful voice.
The honesty in this and everything is so nice. I am not depressed because I know it's not a word to use lightly but I have felt some of the things you felt in a milder way and I really do understand how you feel and just know it will always be ok. You are one of the most genuine and amazing you tubers I know and I love you made such an honest video❤️😭I appreciate it so much and hope you feel better
Honey im 16 and understand what you're going through. Normal doesn't exist, ya gotta make your own. You'll be ok if you keep on therapy and your meds, if i can survive you can too, it was a hardknock life for you and i and others. Ive attempted 1 time, and used to cut, im not ashamed because it's what makes me strongest, take what you dont like and flaunt it, listen to some music, for these times i recommend icon for hire, a day to remember, emo music does help. You'll be ok! Stay Strong, safe, sexy, fierce. Be yourself and love yourself, you have us, your friends and family. We love you❤❤❤
They're saying the thing that everyone thinks is right, that doesn't mean it ever is.
Travis should do whatever he feels is best for him.
homie i was giving my best support, dont at like you know my life. My parents got divorced at four, and my father emotionally abused my mother and i, and sometimes physically with me. He found out i was a drag queen last summer and disowned me, i ran from his house.When i went to the police, they did nothing, when i got back to his house he called me a faggot and shoved me, then called me every name you could think of. I have; GAD, ADHD, Major Depression, PTSD, body dismorphic disorder with anorexic features, and features of ODD, with my ADHD. that and i used to self harm. "The part where a bone breaks when it's broken, is the strongest part after it heals, take the bad memories and use them to make you stronger"-RuPaul. Now ask me, what dont i get about his pain?
and normal does NOT exist, normal is different for everyone, you're not helping anyone by saying they must fit YOUR normal. Fixing things helps, but only after you've dealt with them, by fully looking at them from an outside in point of view, look inside and you'll find hope. And im also a wiccan, i meditate every day buddy.
@bojack, know the difference between, there their and they're, along with your and You're.
I'm saddened to see you crying and desolated. I'm sending you a big hug with all my love. You are an incredible person and have an incredible potential to get you back. I will pray for you. I love you man.
I just really wanna hug you and just be there for you.....you deserve to feel any way you want and to just be you let all your feelings and emotion be free. This is the first video of yours I've seen and seen how open you are and how real you are. You truly are a beautiful person. Sending lots of love and positivity your way :]
I'm sorry, but I feel ya. I'm also dealing with my depression lately as well, so stick in there and keep fighting.
I am so deeply saddened to see you in this state. You are an amazingly talented, intelligent, creative, sensitive, and compassionate soul. You have no idea how many souls you touch with your videos whether humorous or serious. I am watching this and am overwhelmed with a desire to try to help. Sadly, this is the extent of what help I can give. I cannot say I know how you feel or how anyone feels when dealing with things like depression, anxiety, bipolarism, and the many other mental conditions that rob so many good people, like you, of peace and serenity. All I can do is say you are not alone and based on the comments along with mine, have an entire world of support and positive energy coming your way. Likewise there are those who suffer with the same condition you are struggling with. All I can say and ask with all my heart is that you accept the love being sent to you, now. Know that people whom you've never and may never meet have been touched by your spirit and to see you in this state has all of us sending all the spiritual and energetic support that we can. Please allow yourself to accept that love from the world you have touched and made better by simply sharing with us what you struggle with. Know how much your supporters cherish and appreciate you, Travis. My simple request is that peace comes to you. That you find center again and serenity along with it. For what it's worth, I'm a 41 year old gay man, who is grateful that the LGBT youth of today have channels like yours. In my youth, to be gay was just barely something to be talked about. What inspired me to come out, at 27, was the deaths of Matthew Shepherd and Brandon Tina. Sorry, I'm getting off my soap box. Just know that I and thousands of other souls you've touched around the world are proud and grateful for Travis Bryant. I hope in time that things get better and clearer for you. Peace be with you and serenity too.
scpk 2000 I'm just another worried Travis fan. I read your comment... it is one of the kindest, hearfelt, and eloquent posts I've read on TH-cam. Thanks for saying so well what we all feel. That's all...just thanks.
scpk 2000 I totally agree I'm a 53 year old straight woman..,I've suffered from severe depression most of my life and take medication for it..,we love u Travis please try talking to ur doctor about this the meds if u need them will be better from a doctor more suited to ur individual issues...much love from across the pond xxxx
scpk 2000 hey, great message. I've been suffering with depression and anxiety for years too. I'm also one year your senior... fingers crossed that everyone gets better
Why does a hetero woman in her 50s follow young gay males on social media? No offense, Im genuinely curious. I have noticed that there seems to be a number of straight women who are into the daily lives - including the sexual and romantic lives - of gay guys. I admit I find it a bit odd. I wonder if you and others like you are fetishizing us and our community.
Kyle van der Horst wow this is pretty rude. So you are curious I am here and interested because I have a young gay son and am doing my absolute best to learn from the community he is in so I can support him. I also suffer from depression and feel empathy when someone anyone gay or straight is clearly struggling. So that's my reason. What's yours? Lonely, sad, awkward?
Heyy bro I'm here for you man:)
Thank you. Totally beautiful to be vulnerable and raw. You are amazing.
This is beyond valuable !! By being this vulnerable you give everyone else a permission to be vulnerable and make it ok to feel the way they feel! This is super healing .
(What are you apologizing about ?! For being brave a fuck ?!)
I think it is time you gave youtube a break and focus on yourself 100%
canbrado07 SAY IT AGAIN FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK
I don't think TH-cam is the problem here, it's more deeper than that. He has less then 200,000 subscribers and his life, drama, stress, negativity isn't centered around TH-cam unlike some TH-camrs like Trisha Paytas who lives and breathe TH-cam and are constantly dealing with negativity of almost 3 million subscribers. I think it's deeper than that for Travis
yes it is deeper then you tube, I myself suffer from depression and I have bipolar disorder. Speaking from experience, you need A LOT of me time. What he is doing by talking about it is very good , but still he needs to focus on him and not the viewer. I have been on a mountain of different med's to see what works. it took about 3 years to finally see what works. Depression is serious shit, and needs to be dealt with immediately, depression has a snowball affect if left ignored.
I have to agree a little with this, even though it's hard for us as viewers, I really think it's one of the best things he could do for himself right now. Try to be relaxed and focus on himself 100%. TH-cam is an extra job and it requires a lot of time and work. It is an entertainment but it's also time consuming, specially to people like Travis who obviously works hard to make, edit and offer great quality content.
I am not saying that we should "blame the social media" of this, but I really agree with you that focusing on himself 100% during a while would be great for him. Travis has had a rough life, he had fought against really sh**** situations and after all that he managed to grow as a person and become this polite, kind, lovely, sensitive and generous man he is today. This is another challenge life put on his path and he needs to have all his strenght focused on himself.
you are hurting. stay strong please
Sending you lots of Love & Hugs
Everything will be ok. I have bipolar and I know what you're going through. Everyday is a struggle to be happy, but life goes on and I love watching your videos so much they help me get through some days that are hard. So thank you for being you.
There are times that I wish that I could still cry like that. There's no more for me. I just exist day to day watching my life tick away. I think even more of you after this, not less. Let it go and live your best life!
you need a Hug..wish I could give you one..sorry not trying to be creepy.. just to tell you it's all gonna be ok... Stay Strong ! BIG HUGS!!
You didn't sound creepy
Know that there are many of us around the world that wish we could reach out and give you a big old HUG. You're loved by many.
I'm going through some *major* shit right now, so I know how you feel. Take the time you need to fix whatever situation(s) you're in, and put everything else on the back burner. I'm rooting for you!
Travis, it is very cool to look back at this video and see all the amazing progress you have made this year. I can just see the joy in your eyes in your recent videos with Taylor. I am happy to see how much progress you have made. Keep it up you're a stud. And one of my favorite genuine TH-camrs!!
Hey Travis,
I understand to a degree what you are dealing with I have Manic Depressive Bipolar Disorder and have taken SSRI and everything since I was 16 and I have taken my self off meds before because I wanted to feel normal. You are creative and inspiring and brave for doing this for your fans. I have watched your videos for a long time and I am sorry you are going through this. You are never alone if you ever want to talk you can message me. Be you whatever that means for you.
Oh, God, poor baby. My advice: go to the doctor and tell him what you told us, find a supporting team (friends, internet group, meetings...), make a list of things that makes you happy and do them, go out with friends, to the gym, to the mall, hiking, walking, go to the animal shelter, go visit eldery people in hospital or nursing homes... You need to take medicine and you need to be busy. Oh, and don't date right now; you have to focus on yourself. You'll be okay. How do I know? You are talking about it - that's a mayor step and you WANT to be okay - that is the most important step.
Travis I totally get it on 4:35 about having to have that empathic ability when we can’t control it ourselves. What I learn is to let it out feel and acknowledge these emotions and ground your self with a good thing you like doing. Lots of love you have and I’m excited for you that new adventures will come too Mario is a great dude too.
Travis we love you ok. It’s gonna be ok just be strong xx❤️
Hey Travis, Just so you know, this is notoriously a hard time of year for anyone with depression, anxiety, etc. January until around mid April is known for it. I am not just some dude blowing smoke, I work in the field of mental illness and have my own anxiety issues. SSRI's are stronger than people realize, so coming off of one can make you feel all sorts of emotions, and that can last a while. They dont tell you that when you start them, but it can take 1-2 months to even start feeling normal depending on the dose and the drug. Just remind yourself that these feelings will pass, they are likely the result of the meds, and recognize that you will come out on the other side and feel okay. Make sure you dont isolate yourself too much as it gives us too much time to think and wallow, which is never helpful. ;) Side note, taking meds and/or having depression doesn't make you less than. You may need those meds right now or for the long term, but even if that is the case, its not a bad thing.
Patrick OBrien thank you Patrick for this great information. I have a few other questions for you.
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I love U so much, Don't Cry Please!! Be Strong...
Christian Herrera *don't
Oops! Thanks!
I'm sorry that your going through that travis just take things one day at a time and don't be afraid to let your emotions come out we are all here for you travis... We hope you feel better soon.. You had me in tears to when you started crying made me want to give you a big hug...
You are so much stronger than you think you are. The fact that you can talk about how you feel is good and a good step. You will be okay and you will get to where you wanna be, we believe in you. Stay strong. Hugssss hugsss
i know what youre going through, i love you and stay strong baby boy
I think your pushing yourself so much to be okay that your not letting yourself be ok! Just count your breaths and chill you got me! It sounds weird but Don't worry on being ok just chill because when your calm you slowly you get the feeling to do things that you like it takes time and just chill
Kenny.49 exactly! For people who have struggled with emotional problems one huge cause of anxiety is depression is the demand to be OK that we put on ourselves. First, we need to accept we're not OK and then immediately look for help emotional and mental help, there's just nothing wrong with that.
Everything will be ok, keep your head up handsome. Life is a crazy ride but it'll work itself out within time. I understand how depression goes I fight it as well but it'll get better. I'm sorry Travis wish you soooo much happiness! Sending love your way!!! 💜💚
Hey, thank you for posting this! I'm a performer in Las Vegas and I recently suffered a bad knee injury which has spiraled my life down a crazy mind fuck of a path. The depression I've been feeling for the past month is unlike any I've felt before. I started to feel hopeless and alone in my feelings. Thank you for humanizing this beast and having the courage to say you aren't okay! It's something I haven't been able to do... but this vid. Made things a little better! Thanks!
Cesare Quintero I hope things are going better for you.
Travis,
Thank you for posting this video. It's okay not to be okay. I've been there. There are a lot of us who wish you the best and want you to be okay.
and you know what. fuck it. crying feel good sometimes.
❤ you Travis. sending you strength and the most love
We will be here to support you through your struggles. I know how hard it is to deal with depression and the daily struggles of it. Surround yourself (physically and mentally) with that are will to care for you. They will help you with pushing yourself to get up and keep moving. I believe that you can do this and many others do aswell..... It Will Be OKAY.
Hey just want to say thank you for sharing and opening up . I have struggled with major depression my entire life . It is horrible to go through . The winters are the hardest . But going on lexapro saved . I think you should keep trying medications and find the one that works for you . It takes a month or so to kick in but once it does , you will feel so much better . I’m totally emotional and sensitive but it’s a curse and a blessing ! Everything you are saying is exactly how I feel . I will continue praying for you my friend . You aren’t alone and it gets better i promise !
Saved me *
Hope you're okay :(
you need to talk with a friend... not youtube ppl... go call your friends!!! its important to talk to someone that can truely listen. give you a hug and u can be completely open with... go talk to someone.... or just cry with someone.
Brandon Davis yes, I totally agree.
I'm not sure if I would agree to this type of venting. People vent all the time, but if they don't vent to a solution......then what's the point of venting? He should go back to his psychiatrist to go over some of the problems with his medication and the psychiatrist can refer him to a therapist where he can properly vent with some form of solution in sight. Praying doesn't fix a problem.
Brandon Davis this a way for him to cope which is nothing wrong with better then doing something harm to himself. but yes I also agree bout he has alot of someone to talk too.
Diego74641 you should definitely reach out to him then... Depression isnt really something you can solve alone. nothing against the Videos... but ALONG with making the videos... he needs to talk to someone. actual human connection... IDK! I was a business Major! but if your have expertise in Clincal Depression... Def write him!
I think we are all agreeing. lol... It's out of concern for him. Nothing against making the videos. but he should definitely speak with someone as well... A real person. Not sure if he is... But I hope so! {insert heart emoji here}
We all are here for you wow u are so strong man keep up the amazing video up we love you 😍
Thank you! Sometimes we are not okay and knowing we are not alone in those feelings makes it easier.
i wish i could give you a hug right now 😭 i love you travis
I've been thinking that during every video for the last two months.
I'm right here for you whenever you need my friend. 💔🥊
Wylie Phenix I fucking love your videos ❤️
Breaks my heart to see you like this!! Going through some stuff myself.. you are a wonderful human!! Love you!! You are not alone!!
It breaks my heart, love and support. Depression is real. Hope we get through it one day ;)
i love you!!!!!
Hey Travis, I started watching you like a week ago, I cried with two of you videos, I love you, we're here for you❤ we love you Travis❤❤
Hey Travis,
Greetings here from South Africa!
Unfortunately life is filled with ups and downs buddy. Please keep your head high because tomorrow and the day thereafter it will go better again - believe me - I have also been through tough times. Never lose hope and try to stay positive (I know it can be hard at times). Hang in there buddy! Let me know if there is anything I can help you with.
I know this video has been out for for couple years or so, but I just came across your channel within the last month or so and have been hooked ever since. Just saw this one and all I can say is stay strong. You can overcome anything slowly one step at a time.
Luv you Travis ❤❤
it take 1 week to 3 weeks for the drugs to take full affect. if the drugs stopped two or three weeks ago then that explained the issue. it sucks to be under medication but its a thing we must learn to coup with. stay strong, your in my prayers. also if the meds are making you feel weird don't stop just lower your dosage, there is something called over medicated. love you bro!
don't give up. I suffer from depression too. it's a battle but we came to win and live life to the fullest. kick life in the ass. love you Travis, thank you for being brave by sharing this with us. do whatever it takes. i will be praying for you. sending you hugs
I feel like this ALL the time. Thank you so much for sharing.
Travis love you so much man stay strong we are all here for you
Travis: lots of hugs. Going off medication too quickly can do a number on you. Dont try to go it alone from here...you need a therapist to guide you. Lots of luv, bruce
I stumbled across your videos and channel today while i was looking up Male Model Experiences and immediately fell in love with your content, your personality and how entertaining your videos are. But when the first few seconds of this video started, it broke my heart. Sending love from New Zealand 😞💜
Travis I'm quite certain that I am not the only one viewing your expression of pain and the feelings of inadequacy. Please take the strength of the knowledge that your sharing is very powerful simply on its merit of the vulnerability you shared with us and know that you are not alone! XOXOXO DHF