this is what a toxic relationship feels like

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  • เผยแพร่เมื่อ 6 ต.ค. 2024
  • u gave me panic attacks and i called it love.
    this on soundcloud 2 - / this-is-what-a-toxic-r...
    stone cold where have you been
    on hold where are my things
    trapped inside this filth
    that I forgot I built
    i’ve been looking for a way out of here
    while my soul begins to disappear
    all you do is try to bring out my fears
    oh I understand that you’re not near
    to what I hoped for you to be
    what I deserve is more than just your
    insecurity that energy is what’ll bring out the worst in me
    im so tired of reminiscing what we used to be
    why do I think I can change you when all you ever say is why can’t things just stay the same
    you’re pulling me under, straight from another part of me i thought id never leave to u
    what do I do
    oh I really need to get out of here
    because my soul begins to disappear
    all u ever do is bring out my fears
    INSTAGRAM : / clintonkne
    TWITTER : / clintonkane
    FACEBOOK: / clntnkne

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  • @Yaya-uq7jc
    @Yaya-uq7jc 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3343

    Ok. This boy just made me cry over a relationship I'm not even in.

  • @josephinenoel7164
    @josephinenoel7164 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4996

    this dude could easily replace half the singers on the radio

  • @ava130
    @ava130 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +74

    The fact that I genuinely saw such potential in you 5 years ago and then the shit you’ve been doing since I-

    • @TessTheAngel
      @TessTheAngel หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      literally this.

  • @saramaskill5174
    @saramaskill5174 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7762

    I thought the constant anxiety was normal in a relationship, it's not.

    • @TheSwissTravler
      @TheSwissTravler 5 ปีที่แล้ว +199

      Never realated this much to a comment. I have never been in a relationsship without anxiety but this was only because this people werent good for me...

    • @robfifa802
      @robfifa802 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Thank you

    • @TheSwissTravler
      @TheSwissTravler 5 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      @@bonbon5717 Im sorry to hear that because Im sure you deserve better but in the end we all learned our lessons and it turned in to who we are right now.

    • @robfifa802
      @robfifa802 5 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Been through the same thing but I think now I’m out of it I’ve learnt more about myself than I ever have done so I guess that’s a silver lining. At least we’re not still in it!

    • @dxo1179
      @dxo1179 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      So that's what it's called. I have this feeling but never truely knew what it was

  • @sophsbookss
    @sophsbookss 6 ปีที่แล้ว +608

    the periodical glasses-fixing is actually a perfect touch

    • @ClintonKane
      @ClintonKane  6 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      honestly not doing it deliberately but im glad you like my loose ass glasses :")

  • @rickyrose1099
    @rickyrose1099 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3253

    You're gonna blow up dude... 2019 will be your year

    • @ClintonKane
      @ClintonKane  6 ปีที่แล้ว +72

      you already know my guy!!! appreciate the support🤠💖

    • @emmanuelbarinan5392
      @emmanuelbarinan5392 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      you sing from the heart bro. just don't stop

    • @optimistic4351
      @optimistic4351 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ricky Rose agree

    • @lykacaisido7817
      @lykacaisido7817 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I was about to say 2019 that’s like a year away why not this year - then I realised it’s only a couple of months away woahhh 😱

    • @alexagan3798
      @alexagan3798 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ricky Rose same thought omg.!!

  • @sophie-gb2zk
    @sophie-gb2zk 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1326

    "u gave me panic attacks and i called it love."
    Goddamn. That hit me hard. Bless you, you beautiful human. 🖤

    • @allieoop.
      @allieoop. 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      ugh quinnn yeah he didn’t write that either
      Love the song but he’s quoting somebody else

    • @user-vp7yk7lj4w
      @user-vp7yk7lj4w 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      fuckkkk

    • @StellaRaflesia
      @StellaRaflesia 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      So relatable

    • @yanna10
      @yanna10 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Those aren’t his words lol

    • @gonevegetarian37
      @gonevegetarian37 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      When does he even say this am I just completely missing that

  • @tito4820
    @tito4820 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3145

    its like james arthur and hozier had a kid

    • @cothikaju
      @cothikaju 5 ปีที่แล้ว +49

      papi I hear some Khalid in there as well

    • @nini-gj3td
      @nini-gj3td 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      omg y e s

    • @goodbye3771
      @goodbye3771 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      more like ed sheeran

    • @amandabutterfly151
      @amandabutterfly151 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      tito THATS EXACTLY WHAT I THOUGHT WTFFFFFFF

    • @OfAngelsAndAnarchist
      @OfAngelsAndAnarchist 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah it’s /exactly/ like that
      How unoriginal and boring

  • @amandarachlee
    @amandarachlee 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7347

    pls bless us with an EP

    • @lovelyavocado4076
      @lovelyavocado4076 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Omg amanda im subscribed to u and I love your lil cute drawings 😉😉🌼🌼🌼🌼😍😍

    • @krvin8087
      @krvin8087 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      fooooooooreal tho

    • @ClintonKane
      @ClintonKane  6 ปีที่แล้ว +246

      aaaa you're a sweetheart!!! appreciate u heaps!! and its comin real soon!! :")

    • @blueguitar77
      @blueguitar77 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      i never comment but ur music is so touchful and has a lot of energy
      please...please upload more vids or share music on spotify.....ur voice is unique

    • @abbystrachan6734
      @abbystrachan6734 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i beg

  • @_zaikeh8748
    @_zaikeh8748 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5079

    as a lactose intolerant person,
    this perfectly describes my relationship with
    D A I R Y

    • @Katie-dk7zk
      @Katie-dk7zk 5 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      Killer_Storm do you know what? I was acc feeling so shit and this made me laugh (and snort lets get real) far more than it should have, thanks 😂

    • @Feeetzy
      @Feeetzy 5 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      The truth hurts as much as my stomach after a slice of pizza

    • @katekat6379
      @katekat6379 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I laughed way too much at this comment than I should have😂😂

    • @sugahobi1003
      @sugahobi1003 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      As someone who is allergic to milk like if I have it I die 😂😂😂

    • @victorialim5269
      @victorialim5269 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I LAUGHED TOO MUCH AT THIS. I am lactose intolerant too

  • @essennagerry
    @essennagerry 6 ปีที่แล้ว +411

    I like how you don't paint the other person as a villian, but you describe how the relationship feels.

    • @malihakarim1696
      @malihakarim1696 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      But the other person is the villain

  • @thelifeofkalina
    @thelifeofkalina 3 ปีที่แล้ว +430

    pov: you were moved by his music 2 years ago, and today you revisit this old gem bc you're so proud of how far he has come

    • @mslinky_
      @mslinky_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Exactly lmfao

    • @emilypeel6199
      @emilypeel6199 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yep

    • @hallofadventures2320
      @hallofadventures2320 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      YO SAMEE im so proud lol

    • @yolanfernandes884
      @yolanfernandes884 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Was just doing this now! I'm going through all his old originals and covers and I'm just so proud of how far he's come🥺

    • @jaymayekar1107
      @jaymayekar1107 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Exactlyy

  • @sara-ty8qu
    @sara-ty8qu 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1163

    you don’t deserve to know how it feels to be in a toxic relationship

    • @lameimpala8426
      @lameimpala8426 6 ปีที่แล้ว +53

      i feel like he does, because its that toxicity that makes us better people.

    • @ClintonKane
      @ClintonKane  6 ปีที่แล้ว +61

      u have a solid point we defo learn from it but she's just being a real sweetheart :")

    • @ClintonKane
      @ClintonKane  6 ปีที่แล้ว +52

      love u cutie :")

    • @lameimpala8426
      @lameimpala8426 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      U rite

    • @momokolove
      @momokolove 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      no one deserves to feel any sort of pain; they only deserve to learn from the mistakes they made

  • @itsdivyag
    @itsdivyag 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2030

    OK but that VOICE

  • @JulieBeanie
    @JulieBeanie 6 ปีที่แล้ว +907

    I shouldn't subscribe, I might fall in love with you

    • @ClintonKane
      @ClintonKane  6 ปีที่แล้ว +67

      that is a risk u should defo take

    • @protittee333
      @protittee333 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Why do I relate so much

    • @optimistic4351
      @optimistic4351 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Julie Beanie ikr XD

  • @colomski2742
    @colomski2742 5 ปีที่แล้ว +309

    Pushing your glasses up is actually part of the chorus.

  • @jadetylahoff
    @jadetylahoff 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5623

    I came here trying to fall asleep, not fall in love.

  • @makotoniijima9810
    @makotoniijima9810 6 ปีที่แล้ว +667

    I broke up with my 2 year boyfriend today. I know he built flowers inside me, I loved it, but they grew on my lungs and breathing wasn't much of a choice anymore. He always made me feel that every bad thing that happened to him was caused by me.
    I love you so much. It was hard to leave you but all we do was to burn our souls together. I'm not tired of you, I will never get tired of you.
    I love you, S.

    • @isaawest7916
      @isaawest7916 6 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      har uki this hit me more in the feels then the song

    • @alexismatejeck9210
      @alexismatejeck9210 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      This made my cry

    • @jackjones3291
      @jackjones3291 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      in a somewhat similar situation myself, the loneliness is horrible and everything reminds me of her or makes me think of her

    • @lucys.c.5307
      @lucys.c.5307 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Stay strong! You deserve the best!

    • @blueporcelain7558
      @blueporcelain7558 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      it's not your fault, you did well. stay strong ❤️

  • @nates_vlogs1017
    @nates_vlogs1017 6 ปีที่แล้ว +129

    “If your heart hurts after letting someone go, that’s okay. It means that your feelings were genuine. No one likes end, and no one likes pain. Pain is temporary, but sometimes we have to put things that were once good to an end After they turn toxic. Not every beginnings is meant to last forever. And not every person who walks in your life is meant to stay” letting people go who you really love, hurts but you did it for your own well being.

    • @Tealmaker
      @Tealmaker 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      cant we both learn to not be toxic in the future : ' ( is it even possible?

    • @justinekate5052
      @justinekate5052 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      When you still have feelings on someone you have had toxic relationship with... but he managed to find someone else when you were hoping that what you had can get fixed by time.
      You have no choice but to be happy for them.
      It hurts.

  • @KPMattWu
    @KPMattWu 4 ปีที่แล้ว +371

    Some of y’all in the comments are the other side of the toxic relationship he’s singing about 👀 Stop romanticizing giving someone else your all and hoping they’ll love you so that you don’t have to love yourself. Know your worth kings and queens 👑

    • @eliandrejoaquin4523
      @eliandrejoaquin4523 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Thank u man. Really needed this right now 😔✊🏻

  • @anastasiamariediaries
    @anastasiamariediaries 6 ปีที่แล้ว +731

    This is amazing. I love it.

    • @zombfart
      @zombfart 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Annie Marie holy shit! Hi!!! ❤️

    • @brookb2144
      @brookb2144 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Annie Marie please help get this famous. He truly deserves it with a talent like this ❤️

    • @rafarafiandrasya5347
      @rafarafiandrasya5347 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ann Marie, I m in love with your voice

    • @kusunoki2415
      @kusunoki2415 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      hello Marie Anne

    • @rhassolatorio1209
      @rhassolatorio1209 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Rafi and Rasya she’s ANNIE Marie not ANNE Marie

  • @joelle3296
    @joelle3296 6 ปีที่แล้ว +544

    this is the content i signed up for

  • @parkerlane1589
    @parkerlane1589 6 ปีที่แล้ว +494

    i don’t know what voice i was expecting but it wasn’t that one. i love it.

    • @ClintonKane
      @ClintonKane  6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      life is defo full o surprises haha i appreciate u!! 💖

    • @yxutalktxxmuchtf8533
      @yxutalktxxmuchtf8533 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Parker Kongslie I heard his voice, paused my phone, and threw it. His voice is gorgeous u r very right when u say that. And it caught me by surprise as well oh my chicken

    • @brucecoulda1596
      @brucecoulda1596 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@yxutalktxxmuchtf8533 violence isn't the answer lol

  • @BlackYCM
    @BlackYCM 4 ปีที่แล้ว +132

    It hurts when you try to help your friend out of a toxic relationship but they end up going back to it again and again, hurting themselves to the point they don't care anymore, because it's part of their routine.

    • @TaylorColston
      @TaylorColston 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      i was that type of friend :/

    • @millscharlplemaceda3481
      @millscharlplemaceda3481 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      And im the type of friend who's in a toxic relationship:) i fucking hate myself.

    • @lilbean8988
      @lilbean8988 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      yea that was me ugh that shit hurts

  • @idkchico6738
    @idkchico6738 6 ปีที่แล้ว +445

    i feel like he's been at my window listening to all our conversations

    • @ClintonKane
      @ClintonKane  6 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      damn it wtf howd u find out? did u find the camera i stashed in your room???

    • @idkchico6738
      @idkchico6738 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      whoaaa how tho?? I thought the light flashing at night was just a postlight reflecting at my door. I better start using the shutters..

    • @junoaspen9580
      @junoaspen9580 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Francisco Fernandes 200th like💕

    • @idkchico6738
      @idkchico6738 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      thanks ahaha, didn't think i'd get this amount of likes. guess many of us can relate. :)

    • @michellegomes1887
      @michellegomes1887 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      omg yes

  • @Babytussler
    @Babytussler 5 ปีที่แล้ว +680

    I've literally listened to this every night right before I go to bed for the past week. I got out of a toxic relationship a while back now but it still hurts and I can relate to these lyrics so well my guy I owe you one for shouldering some of my pain

    • @mari0403
      @mari0403 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Same. I hope things get better for you.

    • @kayleeblanton679
      @kayleeblanton679 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I feel lol

    • @Malangasos
      @Malangasos 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      How was your trip after this relationship?

    • @Babytussler
      @Babytussler 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      It all gets better I promise :)

  • @faithwheelington2312
    @faithwheelington2312 6 ปีที่แล้ว +328

    I’ve never fallen in with a sound so fast

  • @josephanthony7889
    @josephanthony7889 5 ปีที่แล้ว +417

    Just broke up with my ex who is a toxic person.... Thanks to TH-cam for recomending me dis

  • @malm531
    @malm531 6 ปีที่แล้ว +826

    I needed this song. I had been stuck in an abusive relationship for around a year and a half and I was in total denial about how I was being treated with him. We broke up a month ago and I was still in denial about him treating me like garbage. This song made me realize how unhealthy our relationship was and that I need to get help and move on. Thank you for this wonderful song❤️

    • @bellaarmstrong4412
      @bellaarmstrong4412 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Good for you I don't know you but honestly I'm proud of you

    • @junomaguire4012
      @junomaguire4012 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I’m so sorry you had to experience that. I’m going through a similar experience. If you need someone message me and I’m happy to help talk it out.

    • @HelloPickaOfficial
      @HelloPickaOfficial 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@bellaarmstrong4412 Stay strong!

    • @malm531
      @malm531 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Bella Armstrong thank you so much❤️

    • @malm531
      @malm531 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      This is a sort of update on how I am I guess. I am talking to my therapist consistently now and I am taking care of myself. I’m doing things that make me happy and it has been helping a lot. I still have a very very long way to go and I still have really bad mental health days but I’m getting through it and no matter what I’m going to do my best to stay strong💗

  • @nina-ej3ve
    @nina-ej3ve 6 ปีที่แล้ว +715

    you gonna blow. this is so raw and so honest

    • @wildrens424
      @wildrens424 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      that's what she said

    • @alexagan3798
      @alexagan3798 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      420 subscribers with no videos challenge same thought!!

    • @devilboy9660
      @devilboy9660 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Just want to let you know that i subscribed

  • @OctoZ
    @OctoZ 6 ปีที่แล้ว +228

    got chills on the first lyric. you're gonna be huge man.

    • @ClintonKane
      @ClintonKane  6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      my guy! appreciate ya heaps

  • @carlosesdrelgomezenriquez4004
    @carlosesdrelgomezenriquez4004 4 ปีที่แล้ว +614

    My ex of 1.5 years broke up with me because she "needed to find herself" and I didn't argue with her since she "wanted the freedom to go out with her friends without worrying about me being jealous", she had been emotionally abusive on purpose knowing I was incredibly insecure and had low self-esteem to the point of begging her to talk to me when we had fights, after a month I miss her but I'm not sure if I want her back now that I'm seeing all the things that I did for her that she never did for me.... Man it hurts ...

    • @slime-qq5yv
      @slime-qq5yv 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      same.

    • @ha9-solo980
      @ha9-solo980 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Fuck it man dont care abiut that go out have fun find people that love you and live your she aint worth it man. Deep down you know it. The first couple months might be hard but it gets better. HAVE FUN!✌🏽💚

    • @clarakedabra
      @clarakedabra 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      same exact story man. Hurts like hell. And i had married him..

    • @farazaftabrizvi4820
      @farazaftabrizvi4820 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      BRO SAME

    • @mezka3258
      @mezka3258 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      i had a very similar thing happen to me. My ex broke up with me over text a week before christmas when i was in the middle of asia because he needed to "find himself". He then dragged me along for a month saying we have a chance etc, meeting up with me in a hotel room and saying to my face he still loved me. He then told me he found someone new about 2 weeks later. I then found out from his ex that he was also cheating on me when i was in berlin in august. Saying he wanted another chance with her, shes his soul mate, so many heart breaking things. hes now in a relationship with a new girl and it destroys me inside. He was so incredibly controlling and emotionally abusive, calling me a psychopath when i called him out for cheating, saying im a trained dog etc. He didnt let me see anyone when we were together. He was all i knew. Im having to re learn how to socialize and live on my own. Its so difficult and so fresh. this isnt how i expected my 2020 to go.

  • @relicojustice2623
    @relicojustice2623 6 ปีที่แล้ว +326

    I just had a recent breakup which I felt was toxic, but wasn’t 100% sure if I was right or just oversensitive. After hearing how you described it here though, I know I was right to end it. Cheers for the great song.

  • @mavicynth
    @mavicynth 5 ปีที่แล้ว +619

    I’ve never been happier with a TH-cam recommendation outcome

  • @eh5735
    @eh5735 4 ปีที่แล้ว +127

    I know this is a year old but and no one will see this but I still want to share my story because this song helped me open my eyes.
    I was in a relationship with someone for 2 and a half years. It was the first relationship I ever had and I was too young to realize I didnt understand the full concept of a relationship. This person had a ton of mental health issues and it seemed like every month they were in a hospital. I've talked them off the edge more times then I can count. I lived in constant terror that the next morning I would never see them again. Its really what kept me with them in fear that I would be the reason they would actually do something severe. It eventually led me into a depressive state that almost led me to do the same things.
    It wasn't just that either. Eventually, they wanted to introduce pollyamory into the relationship. Now I have nothing against polyamorus relationships, its just that in this case I was somewhat forced into it. It was so out of nowhere and so out of my comfort zone that I really, really wanted to leave. But, I still lived in fear of me hurting them, so I forced myself to be okay with it. After about a year and finally finding the strength, I told them how I felt. Even though I wanted the relationship to end by then they convinced me to stay. But by then things had been going on for so long it sorta just died out.
    I wish I could've just left sooner instead of waiting until it really ended, but at least now I'm finding confidence and self worth again and I feel a lot better.
    If you found this and actually read it, then thank you. Ive never really told anyone about this and it means a lot that you took the time to hear my story. Again, thank you.

    • @BibBelle96
      @BibBelle96 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    • @blairassani7595
      @blairassani7595 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I hear you

    • @williamnovero1273
      @williamnovero1273 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That's shit tho, im highly against polymgamous relationships

    • @epicgamer2551
      @epicgamer2551 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      sucks to hear that. Toxic relationships suck. Time heals the scars of the past

    • @aspectpt9765
      @aspectpt9765 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      You’re loved ❤️

  • @romaneduardovic9666
    @romaneduardovic9666 5 ปีที่แล้ว +697

    Without arguing, you're simply awesome! Feels authentic, real, pure, raw... Feels like old school TH-cam and old school creators just trying to share stuff they love. God I miss those days, but videos like this are like sparks that let the flame of hope stil stay ignited in that messed up world.

    • @dtlim88
      @dtlim88 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Really? He sounds just like James Arthur.

  • @ashleydynesupatan7793
    @ashleydynesupatan7793 6 ปีที่แล้ว +205

    1:29 that sly little push glasses back moment had my heart screaming

  • @OxyLeo
    @OxyLeo 6 ปีที่แล้ว +312

    The real question is... why isn’t he famous yet?

    • @lamblord16
      @lamblord16 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Well he sure as hell is now

  • @wontoful4945
    @wontoful4945 5 ปีที่แล้ว +97

    Broken hearts really do make sincere songs

  • @peaceindaheart
    @peaceindaheart 6 ปีที่แล้ว +164

    who hurt this man

    • @kei.s3
      @kei.s3 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Caitlin Caron ikr 😭😭

  • @kindrexd
    @kindrexd 6 ปีที่แล้ว +266

    this better be a complete album

  • @Artandbooks4
    @Artandbooks4 6 ปีที่แล้ว +300

    When he pushes up his glasses, it just makes it seem so flawless and effortless 😍😍😍😍

    • @tashamorgan4019
      @tashamorgan4019 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Zykeyah Easter everyone that wears glasses does it like that ....its not hard to push ur finger to glasses

    • @Artandbooks4
      @Artandbooks4 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@tashamorgan4019 I know I wear glasses I think he added that in there for emphasis though

    • @yeetcannon8887
      @yeetcannon8887 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Omg, right as I read this I looked up at the video and he pushed up his glasses right then

  • @_lynnloo9988
    @_lynnloo9988 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +20

    you would know clinton

  • @harukaimai8086
    @harukaimai8086 6 ปีที่แล้ว +319

    This is... exactly what I needed right now. I left an abusive relationship a little over a year ago, and I thought I was doing okay. I thought I was coping, and moving on, but I’m only reminded how much I really haven’t this year. I have to take the bus every day on the same route as my ex abuser, and it’s hell. I’m only reminded how pitiful I’ve been, and how well they seem to be moving on. They constantly remind me of everything and I can’t seem to get a breath of fresh air anymore. I feel like I constantly have to prove myself and show that I do have friends still, and that I don’t miss them. Before I left, they told me I was alone without them, that nobody cares about me but them, and they would kill themselves. Now, they taunt me on the bus. Not enough to be a big deal, but just enough that I know they’re doing it on purpose. Never talking to me, but making sure that I hear every. Single. Time. How happy they are and how many friends they have. I can’t take it anymore. All of my nightmares are about them, I constantly feel like I can never be free and I can never escape.
    Idk why I wrote all of this I just... this song is making me feel things
    Edited because of typos haha
    Edit 2.0: Hi everyone. I can’t believe this was two years ago. I’m doing really well, and I’ve found some amazing friends who love and support me for who I am. I no longer feel nauseous thinking of that person, and I can count on one hand the number of times I’ve dreamed of them this entire year. I’m so grateful for everyone’s support. If you are like me, and something similar happened to you, please know that there are so many people who care about you and believe your words, and the world does not stop when there’s no one to hurt you anymore. Living and healing so worth it. I’m here to talk to if anyone wants, please know that I love each and every one of you who’s reading this very much. Now that I’m finally free and whole, I can spare a little bit more love for this world. Stay safe. Thank you. I hope you become free, too.

    • @kylielords5618
      @kylielords5618 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Haruka Imai hey if you ever wanna talk about anything i’m here, im going through something similar

    • @paulhunter1525
      @paulhunter1525 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Don't let what other fools say about you impact your life. You have value and worth. Always believe in yourself. Your young and have many good years ahead of you. The past is over, forget about bad times and look forward to future. Trust me when I say things will get better. True friends will always support you. Never hurt or cause you pain. If you have to ask your parents if you transfer to different School.

    • @harukaimai8086
      @harukaimai8086 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Kylie Lords thank you, I really appreciate it. I hope you’re doing okay, I know it can be tough

    • @harukaimai8086
      @harukaimai8086 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Paul H Fleming thank you so much I’m crying this is so sweet ❤️ I’ll be okay eventually, I’m talking it through with someone, and I know this isn’t the end of the world. I just have a few more years until I can get away from it all.

    • @jessemurphy6752
      @jessemurphy6752 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Hang in there. I bet everyone who has what he this has been in or has known someone close to them in a bad relationship. Don't be afraid to put your own health first. There is a balance between being selfish and caring for yourself. Be careful and try not to become bitter. Keep love for self and humanity in your heart as much as possible and keep moving forward. Don't harm yourself in anyway. We want you to endure and use your experience to add more love and empathy into the world.

  • @stardvsk
    @stardvsk 6 ปีที่แล้ว +198

    i felt every word with my soul. please continue the originals because I'm so in love

    • @ClintonKane
      @ClintonKane  6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      you made my heart smile thank u sweet

    • @timng9779
      @timng9779 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      bump

  • @MarylouVillegas
    @MarylouVillegas 6 ปีที่แล้ว +881

    Loving these originals 🙌 hope all is well, keep killin’ it

    • @josakasi
      @josakasi 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      And yours too! Hope you're having a great time in school.

    • @FrexProductions
      @FrexProductions 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Anyone knowing What guitar he is playing?

    • @kutter9179
      @kutter9179 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      love ur stairs

    • @ClintonKane
      @ClintonKane  6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      appreciate ya!! :") all love!!

    • @emmanuelbryanbuenafe1471
      @emmanuelbryanbuenafe1471 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      God marylouuu😍😍😍

  • @MattWhiteT
    @MattWhiteT 4 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    People get addicted to the stress hormone, and look for stressful situations since it has become a current factor on our lives. Stress is the main reason we get diseases as we grow older... People don't forget to meditate, and love yourselves more. You are all beautiful beings of light

  • @el6889
    @el6889 6 ปีที่แล้ว +117

    Everything about this video is so perfect and raw. It’s so honest. After listening to this i realised that i’ve been trapped in a toxic relationship for the past year and was so consumed by the good moments over the bad. I tried to find every reason to stay but after listening to this I knew i couldn’t carry on feeling like i wasn’t good enough and worthless to an extent. I ended things tonight, it hurts but i know i will thank myself later for it. I somehow feel like a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders. Thank you for this, it really helped me, please hit me hard with an album. Love uuuu

    • @rubyrootless7324
      @rubyrootless7324 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      I hope you're okay. It'll all work out.

    • @SamCohan
      @SamCohan 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Stay strong my friend.

    • @el6889
      @el6889 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ruby Rootless Thank you, i’m doing slightly better now

    • @el6889
      @el6889 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sam Cohan Thank u :)

  • @whyamihere3273
    @whyamihere3273 6 ปีที่แล้ว +94

    1:03 *adjusting his glasses smoothly*

  • @sujalj.k1813
    @sujalj.k1813 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3005

    Here’s lyrics
    [Intro]
    Stone cold, where have you been?
    On hold, where are my things?
    [Bridge]
    I’ve been looking for a way out of here
    While my soul begins to disappear
    All you do is try to bring out my fears
    Oh, I understand that you’re not near
    [Chorus]
    To what I hope for you to be
    What I deserve is more than just your insecurity
    That energy is what’ll bring out the worst in me
    Me, me
    [Verse]
    I'm so tired of reminiscing what we used to be
    Why do I think I can change you, when all you ever say is
    Why can’t things just stay this way?
    You’re pulling me under, straight from another part of me
    I thought I'd never leave to you
    What do I do, now?
    [Bridge]
    Oh, I really need to get out of here
    Because my soul's starting to disappear
    All you ever do is bring out my fears
    Oh, I understand why you're not near
    [Chorus]
    To what I hope for you to be
    What I deserve is more than just your insecurity
    That energy is what’ll bring out the worst in me
    Me, me
    [Outro]
    And so what I hope for you to be
    What I deserve is more than just your insecurity
    That energy is what’ll bring out the worst in me
    Me, me

    • @muneezashah
      @muneezashah 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Suzal Carkey thank youuuu!!!!

    • @ggdem0crazy87
      @ggdem0crazy87 5 ปีที่แล้ว +53

      Lol, just look at desc

    • @forest5051
      @forest5051 5 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      the lyrics were in the description sksksk

    • @muneezashah
      @muneezashah 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Moba kok plagiat lmaaaoooo nvm 😂

    • @muneezashah
      @muneezashah 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      AnotherDayAsSofia ahahha I jus realized

  • @kdawgiiee
    @kdawgiiee 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +97

    Did not age well

    • @Handlewithcats
      @Handlewithcats 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      What happened

    • @Xx_Lxylx_xX
      @Xx_Lxylx_xX 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      Lmao I know right, my fav song of his and it turns out it's about himself 😭

    • @maskweeka
      @maskweeka 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      literallyyy lmaooo.

    • @_Vickerz
      @_Vickerz 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      People change man. Sometimes not for the best /: toxicity breeds toxicity, although not all the time, it did in this case.

    • @hendrythomas27
      @hendrythomas27 หลายเดือนก่อน

      What are you on about

  • @flappypopo4889
    @flappypopo4889 6 ปีที่แล้ว +451

    Thanks god TH-cam finally sugest something dope this time xD

  • @teaoliver2512
    @teaoliver2512 6 ปีที่แล้ว +350

    I heard you sing literally one word and immediately subbed, never stop making music plzzz 😍

  • @EricHPenny
    @EricHPenny 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1419

    stone cold, where have you been?
    on hold, where are my things?
    i’ve been looking for a way out of here
    while my soul begins to disappear
    all you do is try to bring out my fears
    oh I understand that you’re not near
    to what I hoped for you to be
    what I deserve is more than just your
    insecurity that energy is what’ll bring out the worst in me
    im so tired of reminiscing what we used to be
    why do I think I can change you when all you ever say is "why can’t things just stay this way?"
    you’re pulling me under, straight from another part of me i thought id never leave to u
    what do I do, now?
    oh I really need to get out of here
    because my soul starting to disappear
    all u ever do is bring out my fears
    oh I understand why you're not near
    to what i hoped for you to be
    what I deserve is more than just your
    insecurity that energy is what’ll bring out the worst in me
    and so what I hope for you to be
    what I deserve is more than just your
    insecurity that energy is what’ll bring out the worst in me

    • @FoltzwithBoltz
      @FoltzwithBoltz 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Eric H Penny thanks for this

    • @Artandbooks4
      @Artandbooks4 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      It's people like you that just make life so much better

    • @kordei5532
      @kordei5532 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      That profile picture is 🔥🔥🔥🔥

    • @EricHPenny
      @EricHPenny 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Leshawn Davis you should check my instagram for more pics like that then 😂😂😂

    • @jupiterc1641
      @jupiterc1641 6 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      that's in the description lmao

  • @celesteespitia3954
    @celesteespitia3954 5 ปีที่แล้ว +382

    You make me want to dust off the guitar in the back of my closet and learn how to play it.

  • @ttt-rh3zh
    @ttt-rh3zh 6 ปีที่แล้ว +754

    Nobody talking bout 1:32 ? Cause oh my

    • @mossiris816
      @mossiris816 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I WAS THINKING THAT

    • @kellystrammy3867
      @kellystrammy3867 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      śAråHhH 23 yes ma’am 😍😍

    • @boredteen670
      @boredteen670 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I KNOW OMG

    • @namjoonschild5654
      @namjoonschild5654 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i fuckn shocked myself lmao

    • @kyarimusic
      @kyarimusic 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      but the guitar work especially starting at 2:31 my goodness

  • @EmilySonyaLee
    @EmilySonyaLee 6 ปีที่แล้ว +192

    I specifically search this on youtube and listen to it when i'm in a bus or walking alone. You created something so beautiful, it hurts

    • @matthias7544
      @matthias7544 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      i do the same thing. i wonder if we ever went by each other on the street without noticing that we share our own little secret.. this song

  • @raytperez2283
    @raytperez2283 6 ปีที่แล้ว +180

    How did he sing this whole song without dropping one tear , strong man😁 💪

    • @ClintonKane
      @ClintonKane  6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      had to keep it in real quickity quick!! :")

    • @anthonyfalcon6950
      @anthonyfalcon6950 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I just covered this today after hearing it for the first time I bawled the whole time he's definitely stronger than me.

  • @Xx_Lxylx_xX
    @Xx_Lxylx_xX 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    Forever my fav song by you but goddamn YOU were probs the toxic one 😭😭😭

  • @katarinas2996
    @katarinas2996 6 ปีที่แล้ว +268

    Wow. I never want you to feel any pain in the world and I'm in loveeee

    • @ClintonKane
      @ClintonKane  6 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      how am i gonna write songs about it then :< hahah ure a sweet💖

  • @bambi6600
    @bambi6600 6 ปีที่แล้ว +197

    i-i was not expecting this to hit me in the feels

  • @gabajastrzebska3103
    @gabajastrzebska3103 6 ปีที่แล้ว +85

    i can feel the emotion aching in my stomach

  • @Sinocrez
    @Sinocrez 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

    aged like milk

  • @s.i.s5355
    @s.i.s5355 6 ปีที่แล้ว +230

    i broke up with my 1 year bf today and it was one of the hardest things that i have had to do so far in my life
    as in this song, you dont paint the other person as a villain which makes it feel so more real for me. He was not a villain but just a boy who was drowning me out with his own insecurities. i tried to ignore how unhappy i was but today was the final straw
    he told another girl he had feelings for her while we were dating and said it was my fault for being distant and thats why it happened
    i don't hate you, you were just toxic for me
    I will forever love you s,
    K

    • @rubyrootless7324
      @rubyrootless7324 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      That's a very mature point of view. I hope you'll be able to find someone who is better for you. Take care!

    • @bigfudge1885
      @bigfudge1885 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      hope you’re okay❤️

    • @ChiTran04
      @ChiTran04 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      S.I.S ap

    • @melissacanorodriguez2747
      @melissacanorodriguez2747 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      hi! Look. My ex did that to me as well. He lied to me and he told his ex that he had feelings for her.
      You know it's true what you're saying. Sometimes they aren't villains. They justo have a lot of insecurities, it doesn't matter how much love you give them, they will not change. But please keep in mind that there's also the villain type. That was my ex. He has Narcissist Personality Disorder, they don't feel no remorse.. So, please remember that. In any of this cases, it was never our fault.
      I send you Love a huge hug

    • @chamomile2818
      @chamomile2818 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      you deserve better 💞

  • @kotalee1593
    @kotalee1593 6 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    I have insomnia, anxiety, depression, struggle with my body, just got out of a toxic relationship. Your voice and singing has been helping be calm down when I have anxiety attacks, your music makes feel like I'm not alone, your music helps me discover, define, and find myself

    • @megaowl8884
      @megaowl8884 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Nicole M Glende OH HECK YES YOU GET THAT CALMING NSTURE OF HIS VOICE TOO OOHHH BOIO IM SO PROUD OF YOU FOR BEING HERE AND COMMENTING ON THIS IM SO PROUD OF YOU FOR EXISTING!! YOURE DOING AMAZING LOVE

  • @ChanceJCox
    @ChanceJCox 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2302

    If you're looking for the chords (like I was) here they are:
    x7x08x
    x5x07x
    x2003x
    x3203x
    Another way to play this can be:
    xx2033
    xx0032
    x2003x
    x3203x
    First sounds better for plucking, second can be used for plucking or strumming. Thought I'd share since I couldn't find anything online. Hope this helps.

  • @infinitesweets815
    @infinitesweets815 4 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    Four months ago I left a year long toxic relationship. His insecurities got in the way of our relationship but my fear of losing him blinded me of the red flags he showed. I didn’t realize his toxicity until I cried for two weeks straight at just the thought of his smile. I’d go home and hold his hoodie and start bawling. When I tried leaving him the first time he told he’d change. He was so manipulative and controlling. I decided to officially leave him when he already had another girl as an option. He had two backups already. The day I asked for closure he began yelling at me. From that day on I’m so glad I left him. I still cry because of his missing presence but i don’t regret leaving him.

    • @hannahcatherine
      @hannahcatherine 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      don't worry @InfinitevSweets
      you're gonna find the one who is gonna love and adore you...
      bless you ❤️
      love, India

    • @anjyfox
      @anjyfox 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      i know you said this a fair bit of time ago but i hope things are looking up for you. i'm in that exact situation, of missing him but knowing it's for the best. sometimes it is overwhelming how easily he replaced me but i know i'm worth so much more and deserve so much better than the way he treated me. hope youre doing better

    • @infinitesweets815
      @infinitesweets815 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@anjyfox thank you so much. I’m sorry you’re going through the same thing. It’s the worst feeling. However i do believe I’m in a better place without him and you will be too! And you are right, you are worth so much! And you deserve the best kind of love💛

  • @TiffanyDay
    @TiffanyDay 6 ปีที่แล้ว +141

    wow incredible voice wowowow

    • @aesbujo4787
      @aesbujo4787 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Tiffany Day you should do a cover of this song, it would be nice.

  • @MiaMatuszak
    @MiaMatuszak 6 ปีที่แล้ว +260

    You are a beautiful human with a beautiful voice

  • @thebookwaswaybetter2827
    @thebookwaswaybetter2827 4 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    1:28 dude had to stop and wipe a tear during that line... too real

    • @Caspersbae
      @Caspersbae 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      the book was way better . pretty sure his eye was just itchy lol

    • @Valarie.0
      @Valarie.0 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      the book was way better Jesus loves you

  • @emitsun8664
    @emitsun8664 6 ปีที่แล้ว +110

    this is what a toxic friendship with my bestfriend feels like

    • @Maxymus
      @Maxymus 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      then y’all ain’t friends

    • @amelooloo
      @amelooloo 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      yeah friends suck sometimes

    • @laurenj5414
      @laurenj5414 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      lmao me literally times two, ive given uP

    • @danianurazizah-cd8cu
      @danianurazizah-cd8cu 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      me too hh im about to give up

    • @laurenj5414
      @laurenj5414 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      nia 1610 iK thiS iS coNtRidiCtiNg mY prEviOus sTatEmEnt, but dont give up. just be patient, trust me

  • @giovannagouveia6520
    @giovannagouveia6520 6 ปีที่แล้ว +172

    pls put your song on spotify

  • @emilyvonbusch5011
    @emilyvonbusch5011 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    "I'm so tired of reminiscing what we used to be
    Why do I think I can change you, when all you ever say is
    Why can’t things just stay this way?
    You’re pulling me under, straight from another part of me
    I thought I'd never leave to you
    What do I do, now?"
    that hit me hard and made me realize that I actually am in a toxic relationship :/

  • @Lia-ex9ze
    @Lia-ex9ze 6 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    this song has been on loop since i found it last week. i recently got broken up with, it was a toxic relationship as i was giving my absolute all in the relationship, trying to fix everything and make her happy constantly. while she did pretty much the opposite. i've been pretty broken over it and this is such a good example of what i feel.

  • @alainadaugherity248
    @alainadaugherity248 6 ปีที่แล้ว +278

    So like, let’s get married

    • @melissacheart
      @melissacheart 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

      do u regret this statement now

  • @sabrinastewart5179
    @sabrinastewart5179 6 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    Okay the first sentence of your description really hit home for me. I've been going through a really messy break up this past month and I just wanted to say how much this song hit home for me. It reminded me that I only miss the idea/fantasy of him being better rather than the reality of him just being emotionally manipulative. Thank you for this. Keep writing songs dude, you're going places

  • @0gsn0x8
    @0gsn0x8 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I was here 3 years ago. I remember asking you a question on one of your songs about if you'd ever put out on Spotify. Now look at ya. Proud of you brother. You deserve it.

  • @hal8322
    @hal8322 6 ปีที่แล้ว +174

    the obsession continues

  • @Robnmusic
    @Robnmusic 6 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    this is seriously one of the best songs i've heard all year

  • @AngleChair
    @AngleChair 6 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I just got out a relationship that required me to text everyday, and if anything went wrong it was my fault..I always had to change how I acted always just me, I always tried my best but was never enough..I tried and tried but I couldn't do it anymore..so a part of me feels like I shouldn't have left the relationship but deep inside I know I had to, I couldn't keep lying to myself and say I was happy.
    PS sorry for a random non-relevant story, whoever reads this have a nice day

    • @n3xistence
      @n3xistence 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Wow, it's like you describe my story. I feel you, same thing for me. I think it's better to stop the relationship than to let yourself get destroyed. Idk, seemed logical for me although there was no good option...

    • @AngleChair
      @AngleChair 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@n3xistence yeah, it sucks

  • @weiwen6777
    @weiwen6777 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I literally can't get over this song, "Me, Me." gives me chills everytime

  • @xzrai
    @xzrai 6 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    This was such a random recommendation from yt and damn this is so good

  • @niceeone5905
    @niceeone5905 6 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    I have a feeling that this might go trending.

  • @narumi89
    @narumi89 6 ปีที่แล้ว +292

    when a youtube video makes you realise that you're the toxic one in the relationship

    • @momokolove
      @momokolove 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Nina Kato honestly

    • @el6889
      @el6889 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      oh hi gerard

    • @rubyrootless7324
      @rubyrootless7324 6 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      Go tell the other person you're sorry and try to understand why you make them feel this way.

    • @seokjinkim8964
      @seokjinkim8964 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      😢

    • @cathieebells
      @cathieebells 6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      It's okay we can learn from our mistakes.

  • @aarondiaz3578
    @aarondiaz3578 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Really hit me hard man, realizing that my relationship is slowly becoming toxic. Hurts right here man 💔

  • @cieramontrose
    @cieramontrose 6 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    SOMEONE GIVE THIS MAN A RECORD DEAL

    • @PrioBak
      @PrioBak 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      ikr...I thought this was a cover of a real song lol... this is the first time I listened to an original first rather than the artist covers

  • @cherryrealness
    @cherryrealness 6 ปีที่แล้ว +78

    ight so ya girl may or may not have just fallen in love

  • @brookeanderson2211
    @brookeanderson2211 6 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    My recent relationship was really toxic and he ended it out of nowhere. I found out he cheated on me and yet here I am still in love with the guy and I miss him bc he was like my best friend. The way you sang this song has helped me to try and cope with that I didn't lose him but he lost me and how love can really blind you from these things. Keep up the great work! 💕

    • @irisosorio4083
      @irisosorio4083 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Omg. The same happened to me. We'll be okay one day ❤

    • @gray5465
      @gray5465 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i am going through the exact same thing right now bb💕 we will get through it and in the future we will look back and realize that we deserved better but at the time we didn’t realize it. we will find the one who is right for us and we will be happier than we were with the ones who cheated on us

  • @carlocordova9238
    @carlocordova9238 4 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    I asked her for some space. I just needed to find myself. Long distance relationship was hard enough on top of my shitty life. She was the only thing thats keeping me alive. I realize shes all I need. Called her to take me back just to find out she loved someone else. 3 weeks and 2 days is all it takes for a 6 years and 9 months of fighting for ups and downs, kisses and hugs, wishes and dreams. I died that day and everyday that followed. Im still dying everyday. I hope youre happy Marielle Ajes

    • @lunar4724
      @lunar4724 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Carlo Cordova I’m so sorry. I can’t imagine how you feel. I sincerely hope you feel better someday about it all.

    • @carlocordova9238
      @carlocordova9238 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@lunar4724 thank you. Im in a better headspace now. Shes my curse and ive got to live with it

    • @noisey_necro4898
      @noisey_necro4898 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      she isn't what's hurting you. its a lot about how you're treating yourself and your mindset on these things. lookup infinite waters toxic relationship. that guy saved my life with his words.

    • @itm_randy
      @itm_randy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      hey man, you dropped this 👑

    • @magmion2783
      @magmion2783 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I hope ur doing well

  • @kinseyenglish8908
    @kinseyenglish8908 6 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    OKAY BUT WHY IS HE SO ATTRACTIVE LIKE I THINK IM ACTUALLY IN LOVE AND THAT VOICE THO

  • @MultiBritney
    @MultiBritney 5 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    I listened to this when I was in my toxic relationship. I’m listening to this now that I’m out of my toxic relationship :/ my heart hurts

  • @luisamarieee530
    @luisamarieee530 6 ปีที่แล้ว +160

    I can relate to every single word. Thank you so much for this. I am in a relationship but I know that I don’t deserve to be treated this way. he told me that he’s not sure if he really wants a relationship (with me or in general ) but I feel like he is changing his point of view everyday. he NEVER texts me or calls me. Everytime we are doing something together, I was the one asking . He just seems like he doesn’t care about me.i don’t know what to do anymore. I know that I should end this because I am so sick of this but on the other hand I just love him so much and I’m afraid that I’m not gonna find someone better than him .

    • @dn4417
      @dn4417 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      OMG why is this so relateable

    • @kassandrad3230
      @kassandrad3230 6 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      YOU WILL FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL NEVER MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE THIS AGAIN, ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS LEAVE BEFORE HE DOES, PHYSICALLY

    • @luisamarieee530
      @luisamarieee530 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Kassandra D yes he broke up with me 2 days ago. He told me he can’t be in a relationship right now because there is too much going on in his life . I guess it’s better like this than me holding on to someone who truly doesn’t want to be with me

    • @saffronasal1837
      @saffronasal1837 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I know how that feels just make sure you open up about it to your other half my bf broke up with me yesterday and it sucks but stay strong

    • @jamailamfers7571
      @jamailamfers7571 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Luisa Marieee so relatable damn

  • @Astrodgirl
    @Astrodgirl 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This was the first song I’ve heard of clinton kane and decided to come back to it some years after having learned how to play a simplified version on the guitar. It brings back feelings of when I first heard it, his songs are truly amazing 💜

  • @Angela-jq2zi
    @Angela-jq2zi 6 ปีที่แล้ว +362

    wtf TH-cam actually recommends me good content?! Wow, YOU’RE AMAZING AND WILL BLOW UP!! Btw u Filipino?

    • @zenniaryna36
      @zenniaryna36 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      he is!

    • @jewn304
      @jewn304 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      I DUNNO BUT I BET

    • @sanikilua3611
      @sanikilua3611 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      No he is malaysian
      #doneclaim

    • @hungryavocado2898
      @hungryavocado2898 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      sani kilua bahahahahah

    • @ClintonKane
      @ClintonKane  6 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      aaa ure too sweet!!! thank u xx and yessirey

  • @astroalex24
    @astroalex24 6 ปีที่แล้ว +153

    May you please create a song for those who are missing a person but have been hurt by them and have gotten broken badly? I need a song to cry away my tears for a while. I saw her yesterday, we go to a different highschool campus, but I haven’t seen her 5 months ago. So seeing her made me feel so emotional and I wanted to cry but I couldn’t becuz it wasn’t the right time and place and I’m still Holding those feelings in with anger although it’s not anger, it’s missing her. I’m not emotionally ready to move on. I do have an eye on another girl, I might ask her for homecoming.i don’t know if it’s her personality or how I see her in class; her attitude; smile, it’s Beautiful. The other girl, I feel like I wasn’t good enough for her. She just acts like we never happened or nothing happened between us, and that sucks. But it is what it is, I eventually have to accept it, everything happens for a reason anyway.

    • @sevwashere
      @sevwashere 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      omg I was just sitting down to write a song about that feeling !! (hopefully I'll have it down and posted soon)

    • @sevwashere
      @sevwashere 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      also recommend the song "Stuck with you"

    • @sarasimon8766
      @sarasimon8766 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Why don't you take some time to work on yourself, focus on loving yourself because that's what you need to move on right? Give yourself more time time, 5 months is not nearly enough to move on from someone you really loved

    • @sethlawson4204
      @sethlawson4204 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Why is this comment section turned into therapy lol

    • @kennysantiagojaramasalazar9365
      @kennysantiagojaramasalazar9365 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Why - shawn mendes might help

  • @amaeofsunshine4928
    @amaeofsunshine4928 6 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    i absolutely love it when guys sing. it’s so attractive.

  • @brickbrick8410
    @brickbrick8410 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I think this song captures one phase of toxic relationships correctly which is denial. Denial that the relationship is turning toxic, you reminisce on old memories, hold on to everything, but you know you're crumbling inside. I remember finding this song when I was in that phase. I am freeing myself from that relationship now. I am letting go. Thank you for this song.

  • @leahros3106
    @leahros3106 6 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    All of your original songs that you’ve been uploading hit me straight in the feels.. pls release them on Spotify? Sending lots of love and positivity xx :)

    • @ClintonKane
      @ClintonKane  6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      defo happenin soon!! 💖

    • @leahros3106
      @leahros3106 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Clinton Kane yay can’t wait! I promise I’ll listen to them everyday😂💕

  • @lalkavictoria
    @lalkavictoria 6 ปีที่แล้ว +102

    omg I was NOT expecting that. Hello can u marry someones voice

    • @omgman107
      @omgman107 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Lalkaxo I would like to sing this to a girl that swore she loved me and said I was perfect but broke up with me 4 weeks later for no reason and said we can be friends

    • @emmagroesbeck9602
      @emmagroesbeck9602 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Lalkaxo BIG MOOD

  • @alexissparks8608
    @alexissparks8608 6 ปีที่แล้ว +75

    I’m getting some major Khalid vibes in this song... but better.. if that makes sense.. more raw and real.. so much emotion. I love this so much.. and me from two years ago is shaking! This is incredible!

    • @euroramic
      @euroramic 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same !