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  • @ashleyder9164
    @ashleyder9164 3 ปีที่แล้ว +830

    I think you would really love their song Zero O'Clock ... I think you'd find it relatable and comforting. 💜

    • @sup9125
      @sup9125 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Yes ! She needs to hear that song!

    • @miradest
      @miradest 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Yes that's my go to song to feel better. One of the songs. Magic shop too!

    • @sup9125
      @sup9125 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@miradest she is not ready for magic shop yet....

    • @micheleg559
      @micheleg559 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Agree-you’ll like this one. Watch the Tiny Tan version -uplifting.

    • @reminder_v2657
      @reminder_v2657 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yes.. i agree, Zero o'clock so comforting song

  • @yoonjackie44
    @yoonjackie44 3 ปีที่แล้ว +352

    I am 40 yo and the best thing happen to me is i Found BTS.. they came when i needed them the most.. 😭💜💜💜💜

  • @mark-hp6un
    @mark-hp6un 3 ปีที่แล้ว +260

    Sometimes those who seem to be the happiest are the ones who are suffering the most everyone has a story........

  • @shibz00r
    @shibz00r 3 ปีที่แล้ว +315

    Please reaction to:
    Zero o'clock
    Magic shop
    Answer: Love myself
    Paradise
    Mikrokosmos
    The truth untold
    Outro: Tear
    Dis-ease
    Louder than bombs
    We are bulletproof: The eternal
    So what

    • @helennnaaaaa
      @helennnaaaaa 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      *Dis-ease

    • @sm00kyrain_3
      @sm00kyrain_3 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      YESSSS

    • @yen-8680
      @yen-8680 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      🥺💜💜💜 these songs are healing

    • @adenina6473
      @adenina6473 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeeeessss

    • @shibz00r
      @shibz00r 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@helennnaaaaa ty 💜

  • @simonevandermerwe4445
    @simonevandermerwe4445 3 ปีที่แล้ว +196

    What you said here about finding help 9:45 💜 V (who wrote blue and grey) once said "unless you open up and share your feelings, no one can understand what you're going through"

  • @Lilithnunacarrot
    @Lilithnunacarrot 3 ปีที่แล้ว +577

    You have been through a lot.. but seeing you here today testifying about ur survival is very inspirational. It's okay to be not okay. You're a very strong person. I really look up to you.
    Please stay the same, strong and healthy.

  • @JustJenRx
    @JustJenRx  3 ปีที่แล้ว +85

    ViacomCBS released my Copyright © claim!!! Awww 🥰 yay!

  • @grantleippi3976
    @grantleippi3976 3 ปีที่แล้ว +250

    Welcome to the BTS Army, Jen. These guys are amazing and they genuinely draw you in because they share a message everyone needs - love, acceptance, recognizance of their own fears, doubts, and worries. I found out about these guys through my work and introduced my oldest daughter to their music. Now we're both huge fans. Give a listen to their song Bulletproof - Eternal. It's their song to all of their fans.

  • @naturekin48
    @naturekin48 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    V wrote that song except for the rap part when he was depressed and wanted to let people know what he was feeling at that time. The pain in their faces just shows how much the brothers love each other.

  • @anitaherbert1037
    @anitaherbert1037 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    It is not only brave of Suga to openly say that he suffers fom depression OCD and social anxiety in the past. It is the way their pain is used always with the intention to heal others. This is Vs song origionally, but he decided it would work better this way. He had help from RM and Suga to write it. The most beautiful and painfully honest lyricists on the planet. I do not know if you are aware V was raised by his grandmother, his siblings by his parents. When he announced his beloved grandma's death, with tears in his eyes, from the stage because he had wanted to bring her and let her see his success in a big concert venue, but she died before he could. Well that resulted in death threats against him. The haters used it to attack him like a tsunami of hate. . Saying he used her death to get attention for himself, calling him a rat, etc. It was disgusting and intense Not only is this song beautiful but they have so many beautiful songs that give me much needed comfort or joy or whatever I need that day. That does not even include their reality content. Today my chronic illness had me in alot of pain so I watched BTS trying flying yoga and laughed till I cried. They are my comfort and antidepressant. Yet never has a band had to weather so many death threats, hate campaigns, racism and industry sabotage, all whilst exhausted often suffering from illnesses, injury and personal loss. Its awful but the reality of their hardships has allowed them to create beauty from their very real pain. It's why they have remained humble so long. Because their hardships kept them grounded and their mutual love and support helped them through it all. I think the nicer you are the more of this kind of attack you get. I think its because they are an embodiment of what people should be and are not. An open affront to the lies people tell themselves to justify selfish and cruel behaviour. I hope the people who tried to shame you for being a victim are no longer in your life. Because there are lovely people out there. You don't need horrible ones.

  • @karlachavarria6450
    @karlachavarria6450 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You are so brave! You deserve all the best in the world! God bless you! I love your yoir reaction! Thank you for your honesty and kind words

  • @rae.elaine92
    @rae.elaine92 3 ปีที่แล้ว +69

    I heard this song when the album first came out and bawled my eyes out before even looking up the lyrics. You know how sometimes a song just hits you in your soul, regardless of language.
    I literally was not able to listen to it again until about a month ago and finally looked up the lyrics. Of course I bawled like a big baby again, but after reading the lyrics, I understood why it hit me so hard the first time I heard it.
    I will always be grateful for BTS for being there when I have no one else to talk to. 💜

  • @Aryaaa5
    @Aryaaa5 3 ปีที่แล้ว +158

    I feel like you would really like ‘The last’ it’s a solo song by Suga (aka Agust D) he talks about his experiences with social anxiety, depression, and suicided.

    • @estrella4429
      @estrella4429 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Omg yes that song has basically made me cry and my heart feels broken when listen to it cause of the emotions

  • @hamishloves9968
    @hamishloves9968 3 ปีที่แล้ว +151

    Jen will get emotional if she listens to:
    Zero o’clock
    Spring Day
    House of cards
    ...just to name a few😓

    • @jinnieluv7921
      @jinnieluv7921 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yes all of these songs plus The Truth Untold too

    • @davi-moraes7334
      @davi-moraes7334 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      in my opinion Spring Day the lyrics are sad but the beat I don't think is sad

    • @MjkARbtsY
      @MjkARbtsY 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I totally agree! I prefer 00:00
      That song really made my tears overflowed 🥺🥺🥺

    • @morningdew3388
      @morningdew3388 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Magic shop

  • @DanielleMDM93
    @DanielleMDM93 3 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    I just want to thank you so much for sharing some of your life story with us. Your channel is so much more than a reaction channel because your are trying to help and heal other. I have not suffered like you so I could never imagine the pain you have gone through, but I can relate my own pain to yours. I think that is what we feel when we hear songs like “Blue & Grey”, we all feel pain in our lives and to be able to see and hear some of the thoughts we could never quite put into words gives us comfort and the knowledge that what we feel is valid. As they say in B&G, “Don’t say your okay, because you aren’t”, we need to allow ourselves to feel what we are feeling, good or bad. And then we need to let it go. I am slowly working towards that goal, to love, accept and forgive myself. It’s not always easy, but I’m in a better place now than I have been since I was probably six or seven. We all deserve respect and compassion.💜

    • @JustJenRx
      @JustJenRx  3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      It’s okay to not be happy 100% of the time. When people expect that out of you.....RUN

  • @classical7
    @classical7 3 ปีที่แล้ว +78

    Watch a new series called *"RISE OF BANGTAN"* created by a talented ARMY to get to know our guys even more. Creator said she was going to make a movie-like documentary but it felt too short and ended up making it to a series with multiple episodes. The reason she made it was to show her family and friends why BTS is so important to her. She was tired of explaining herself so she made this series. She has a background in films so this series is beautifully made. 💜

  • @airyfairy2396
    @airyfairy2396 3 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    Sorry, my English is not enough to translate everything in my mind, but just stay gold. you are precious. hope you will not be suffered anymore. Past can not devour you.. only Present have power to change you... and you are not alone.. 💜

  • @tharushisewwandi5071
    @tharushisewwandi5071 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    Bts V's masterpiece lyrics 🐻💜️

  • @houseofalex
    @houseofalex 3 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    giving you virtual hugs 💝 stay strong

  • @geer2067
    @geer2067 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I my god,..i cried with you,.. . This beautiful song from Tae it hits you right in the face. You are a beautiful woman and be proud of your self 💜💜💜

  • @rebekah4679
    @rebekah4679 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I can't really say that I understand exactly how you feel but living is hard for me, too and hearing you talk about your resolve to keep fighting inspires me. Stay strong..... you're beautiful and deserve the very best of life.

    • @JustJenRx
      @JustJenRx  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hugs back 🤗 and remember what you just said...YOU DESERVE IT TOO!!!!!! Just keep on fighting the good fight, deary! The rest will magically fall into place 😘 💜💜💜

  • @WorldReserveCurrency
    @WorldReserveCurrency ปีที่แล้ว

    It's pretty amazing... seeing how much you love yourself. You can only truely love others after you love yourself. So the love you have for other is a reflection of that.

  • @carolinegalarza8384
    @carolinegalarza8384 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    Life has treated us all unfairly on several occasions. A great step to overcome them is to stop condemning ourselves so much for things that simply happened, of which we were victims, not guilty.
    It is a long way, the way of improvement, but it can always be achieved.
    You are very strong.

  • @wahyuningpanagan2372
    @wahyuningpanagan2372 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    i’m so proud of you that you want to speak about your old memories that makes you really sad. you’re a wonderful, brave women. i hope you always find happiness in your life

  • @tigerlillymoon9310
    @tigerlillymoon9310 3 ปีที่แล้ว +87

    The reason I like your channel is because you and I have similar back stories, so I relate so much to your heartbreak and your victories..Childhood trauma, anxiety, addiction issues🌼 breaking free, starting over, hustling to get it all back on track ..But the biggest thing we have in common is the best, we are Survivors..We came out of it..We know it's work that has to be done everyday..You are a Warrior..Keep kicking ass!!! Lots of Love💜

  • @liumania
    @liumania 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Your sincere words. 고맙습니다!

  • @백재중0_0
    @백재중0_0 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    They’re not just boys that dance and sing. They talk about deep and taboo topics. They even expose corruptions on a few occasions. If people are willing to overcome the subtitle barrier, they’ll see what I mean. And like you said, you don’t want to see more people experience the same stuff you have, hence they talk about the things they do, to try to stop this stuff from reoccurring, or at least to help people deal with the issues, or even identity that what they’re experiencing is bad. I’m glad you liked their music, they have more songs from many different genres. I hope you enjoy them 보라해 💜

  • @juyeonoh9208
    @juyeonoh9208 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you. Your sincerity always makes me cry.

  • @MarilynPF
    @MarilynPF 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    BTS really has music that heals. I hope you listen to more of it.

  • @alvinstebani
    @alvinstebani 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    One phrase " let's BTS heals you through music and with music"

  • @azalea251
    @azalea251 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    You are a fighter, that is why you found happiness.. BTS's songs has purpose that's the reason I stan them..
    For me I have faith in God, that's why in every endless-like sadness there's an answer..
    Thank you so much for sharing your life.. God bless you!

  • @interlude44
    @interlude44 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Heard it for the first time tonight , and I cried at my dinner table . Had my first car crash and I was shaken up but this song was needed right where it was needed . Amzing group . I became a fan of BTS LAST YEAR

  • @vohuong2964
    @vohuong2964 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Kindness keeps me going. Thank you, Jen, I can feel your beautiful soul 💜

  • @irmawatiagoesman2143
    @irmawatiagoesman2143 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    I'm glad you found BTS, or some ARMY say BTS found you. I can't feel what you feel of what you've been through Jen, but you can find friends or new family in ARMY. We all are a big family that can help each other. Regards fr Indonesia 💜

  • @딸기빙수-p9r
    @딸기빙수-p9r 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    노래를 진심으로 이해하는 모습이 너무 아름답습니다

  • @polina2947
    @polina2947 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    First of all, who the hell comes here and dislikes a video like this? For what reason? Were you ppl crying so hard you pressed the wrong button??? Second, love you reactions! Please check out:
    Zero o'clock
    Magic shop
    and Spring Day (with explanation video)
    these are beautiful songs with deep meaning that you will definitely enjoy 💜💜💜

    • @JustJenRx
      @JustJenRx  3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      It was personal. Probably the same people who dished out all of the hurt I speak of. Too bad they’re nobody to me anymore.

    • @polina2947
      @polina2947 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@JustJenRx so childish of them 😤 in that case, add BTS- UGH to the list, a song they made about ppl who have nothing better to do than spread hate left and right, it's 🔥

  • @norbacolodan9234
    @norbacolodan9234 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This song is my comfort zone.

  • @joppingkpop4896
    @joppingkpop4896 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    God is knocking at the door of our hearts lets let him in

  • @yenas3324
    @yenas3324 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks so much for your beautiful reaction, comment and care. I guess I might need to come and see this video regularly :)

  • @lilidays3977
    @lilidays3977 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I feel very proud of you, even tho i dont know you, i feel proud of you for being strong enough to talk about your fears. You deserve to be loved❤

    • @JustJenRx
      @JustJenRx  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you sweetie 💜

  • @nadineagbohou9486
    @nadineagbohou9486 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You're not alone, don't let those toxic people, to steal what it's beautiful in your , take back what they stole from you by being strong 😘😘😘😘, you're amazing 👏👏👏👏 don't worry I guarantee you will have justice. GOD LOVE YOU 🥰🥰

  • @lelmdrWHO
    @lelmdrWHO 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you sharing your story 💜💜💜
    We all deserve to be treated better! And it’s okay to feel blue and Gray sometimes

  • @7scoups_of_suga
    @7scoups_of_suga 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    There’s an angel & demon in us but most of the time we only see the demon & forget that we too are our own angel.

  • @lewi5960
    @lewi5960 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    you are a very strong & wise woman, glad to see your reactions and got unconditional advice thank you!

  • @d_kurniawan5237
    @d_kurniawan5237 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I also cried a lot when I first listen to this song and read the lyrics,, I feel you,, and now, we have to be happier each day,, LOVE YOU !!!

  • @janetmcneal8522
    @janetmcneal8522 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thanks for sharing your truth...it shall set you free!

  • @luvBTS7
    @luvBTS7 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your video and message was powerful. Thank you for being vulnerable and truly connecting with your viewers. Your words and inspiration really touched my heart.

  • @snoan7013
    @snoan7013 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Please don't cry .....I can't see tears ........please be happy ......we love you ...you are not alone .... 💜

  • @nasreenhayee1522
    @nasreenhayee1522 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    And you are so precious, you are very inspirational I was going through depression when I was 12 to 13 but Bts helped me come over it now I am 15 and doing much better. I purple you 💜

  • @isab737
    @isab737 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Didn't expect to start crying while watching this reaction

  • @ilivesoilove661
    @ilivesoilove661 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    this is my first time crying watching reaction video. it is a beautiful reaction, jen. i deeply sorry for what you have went through as a child. i hope that you are stronger and braver now, because i feel like you are an amazing person. god bless you.

    • @JustJenRx
      @JustJenRx  3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Awww hugs 🤗 sent for that. Thank you 💜💜💜

  • @JSP-pv9wi
    @JSP-pv9wi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thanks for sharing you're life with us. You are a brave woman. You've been through a lot. 😢 May you continue to be healed. 🙏You are an inspiration.

  • @hennytg5925
    @hennytg5925 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Zero o'clock, Tomorrow is a new day indeed.

  • @akito6331
    @akito6331 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    BTS song telling us so many things , specially on our live , social and many more. Its not they just talking but they felt it too, their song always what they want to tell us, sadness, angry, happiness ,broken heart, selflove and many more. For me their song makes me feeling not alone and i deserve to feel happiness , theyre not lying to say "just look for good thing" but saying "its ok to feel like this and that because were human" etc. i really glad youre here with us 😊

  • @TheTwil1
    @TheTwil1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    If you are abused...you’re already alone. No one truely “with” you, does that to you.

    • @JustJenRx
      @JustJenRx  3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      That’s what I came to realize 💯

  • @yassi9734
    @yassi9734 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm so sorry you had to go through all that as a child. You shouldn't have had to go through that! I see the same look of grief in your eyes, that I see in my mother's eyes when she opens up to me about her past, it's heartbreaking. Stay strong girl !❤

    • @JustJenRx
      @JustJenRx  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sadly, it happens to far too many people. And I can say this much, it’s made me who I am today.

  • @miayapyun2150
    @miayapyun2150 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Oh dear thanks i hear many times always make me crying just like you. I understnding very well dont soffer now you are happy have family and lovely kids more important domeone loves you very much. P.s next time i do like hear life goes on

  • @atikasahr1503
    @atikasahr1503 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    this song comforts me in a way nothing and no one can

  • @justice455
    @justice455 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Ok.jen
    You are cool. Im 50years woman from korea and ARMY. We never walk alone & we are connected with BTS. Have a good day with BTS.

  • @JesusOurLordandSavior
    @JesusOurLordandSavior 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    The thing about finding Bts is that even I can find happiness even when there is lonliness.

  • @ssoulcompany
    @ssoulcompany 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You really touched my mind. Thanks, sincerely.

  • @eugene1197
    @eugene1197 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You shared some great words of wisdom... very helpful... please keep doing the good you do

  • @herepaulfilms9833
    @herepaulfilms9833 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Whoever hurts people, also hurts themselves, not just the victims.

  • @btsbuttermay2146
    @btsbuttermay2146 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for sharing your story. You are amazing. Like what BTS teaches us, LOVE YOURSELF. At times we can't seem to remember this but I hope we all find that foothold to get us back up again. BTS has helped me escape myself, eventually come back to myself, and push myself to be better. They are amazing.

  • @alswlhappy
    @alswlhappy 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I hope many people listen to BTS songs and your sincere words and cheer up.

  • @kayingthao5072
    @kayingthao5072 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    You always make me cry…you’re so strong…💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 …thanks for being brave and vulnerable with us….I hope you continue to heal

  • @chewsalot799
    @chewsalot799 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    You seem like a very sweet and genuine person. Wish children could grow up care-free and happy in this world. I'm so sorry that someone violated your innocence, it's reprehensible at the least.
    Welcome to the Army, we need people like you, here and the world.

  • @Andymegaara
    @Andymegaara 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love your words! Thanks for sharing so much with us! 💜💜💜

  • @nurmadinah3714
    @nurmadinah3714 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    oh my god, ypur words hit me so hard

  • @karenladyko6004
    @karenladyko6004 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Well Jen, you got away, thankfully. You were a victim but then you found yourself and said no. It's right to share this because it's not only healing you but it's inspiring others. None of it was your fault. I don't see you playing a victim I see a survivor and a beautiful soul. They couldn't crush you. Love your words, keep inspiring 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

  • @ladynymue
    @ladynymue 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I think people love seeing your heart leaking out of your eyes. :) Thank you for reacting.

  • @shivangibhat2483
    @shivangibhat2483 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I don’t know why every advise or every interpretation of a bus song you do is so relatable and so comforting . Sharing my experience I found bits recently as a huge part of my life and it was at this time I needed them the most as I was not doing well as a student , as a teenager and as a girl I felt so empty inside but then they came in my life as 7 angels who resolved everything and comforted me 💜💜💜💜💜🦋

  • @daexrs
    @daexrs 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you so much for your reaction and for sharing your most vulnerable thoughts, I can relate to your story, it started at 7 and didn't end till 18 years old. I am 20 now, still living with that and everything else life has continuously thrown at me because as you said, you'd think the pain would end there but it never does. You are not alone, you matter, and nothing was your fault. Screw anyone else who wants to invalidate your feelings and experiences. I am so proud of you and I sit here and cry alongside you. This song is incredibly important to me and I am glad it touched your heart in the same way. I hope all your trials end in full bloom x

  • @Womanlike123
    @Womanlike123 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Bts is my inspiration!

  • @pennyyoung3997
    @pennyyoung3997 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You have 7 angels BTS!

  • @nightworg
    @nightworg 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I'm new to this chanel, so I don't know much about you. I loved your reaction to Tina S "for the love of god" Sorry to hear that you have such a heavy early life. Hopefully someone will give you hugs and comfort. You remind me of a girl i new when I was young. Have a nice day.

  • @giefm8259
    @giefm8259 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Its ok girl..im sorry to hear your story Listen to zero oclock by BTS.. you will find comfort just like many of us.. i promise you. Also you can try listen to "magic shop" or "love my self"

  • @sunbae8993
    @sunbae8993 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    awwww so sorry to hear that...we'll you've found BTS at the right time and we got a whole ARMY fam here whose willing to listen and go with you on this journey...love your reactions...keep it up....BORAHAE!🤞

  • @norbacolodan9234
    @norbacolodan9234 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I just came cross to your REACTION today, and you made me cry. I really felt your words. Especially with the lyrics of the song. It really hits really hard.

  • @MissSassie
    @MissSassie 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    That song hit me different, I have felt that way so many times and it is comforting to know that me and others have have times like that aren't alone. It's sad and comforting at the same time. Love my Kings! 💜🙆‍♀️

  • @elisaferrazfernandes6654
    @elisaferrazfernandes6654 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Dear Army,
    In portuguese we have a word to describe a feel which is mostly indescribable: SAUDADE.
    If you want to get into some understanding on it, don't go to dictionary or literary comparisons, don't watch tutorials on foreign languages and its meanings.
    Listen to Film Out. It's a perfect melodic display of Saudade.
    Yours and truly,

  • @micmicalonzo9338
    @micmicalonzo9338 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I am crying too😭. I hope you will be happier

  • @aynospoison
    @aynospoison 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Your words in this video have touched me so much...someone who has experienced trauma from ab*s* as a 5 and 11 year old kid from two different stepdads and experiencing anxiety and Dyspraxia since birth + depression, ptsd and insomnia which later on joined me....and then coming out as a lgbt member....your words and your story means so much to me, this has truly meant alot to me and im so proud of you for speaking up about it... hopefully good things will come in the future for the both of us, stay strong 🥺💜

  • @leaknightray3234
    @leaknightray3234 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    BTS "NOT TODAY" is an empowering song.

  • @jeromed7624
    @jeromed7624 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Just like BTS, you share important/comforting messages to the world.
    Watching you is like watching the cool, strong and wise sister I never had. Thank you and take care !

  • @ThegreatestTaekwondo
    @ThegreatestTaekwondo 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Albie! You are a very sincere and good precious person!!!

  • @dnineseven
    @dnineseven 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    When you say "Why me?" I hope you know the answer is "So you can do this." You sharing your story with other people is making a big impact - I promise you. Also, I agree with all the other comments - 00:00 (Zero O'Clock) will be a really healing song too.

  • @echo6159
    @echo6159 3 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    BTS are so special. I love this song but then again I love all their songs. I cry on que the first time Jimin comes in and always at the end when V sings goodnight. Stay hydrated ARMY. Drink your water🤗

  • @britishpetroleum1171
    @britishpetroleum1171 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Thank you for reaction and sharing your life. I’m very sorry for your past suffering. I pray that you will be better and happier. BTS lyrics are just comforting and caring. I hope it will help you little. Thank you again.

  • @shannonslutzky4754
    @shannonslutzky4754 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I can never understand victim shaming. I’m so sorry for all you’ve endured. You are so inspiring, not only for making it thru but for sharing it with us.
    💜💜💜💜
    *Let go, *magic shop, *lights, *heartbeat, *stay gold,
    *Zero o’clock, *louder than bombs, *we are bulletproof-the eternal
    (After this last one I like to listen to “global army song, 7 reasons” which was written by army to BTS as kind of an answer to WAB-TE)
    BTS has so many songs with beautiful lyrics, but these are some of my favorites.
    Sorry to the list, thank you for a great reaction and for sharing. I think you are a perfect fit with BTS as you are both an inspiration🥰

  • @watery_raya37
    @watery_raya37 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Louder than bombs
    The truth untold
    Magic shop
    Zero o'clock
    Mikrokosmos
    We are bullet proof ( the enternal)
    Spring day
    Young forever
    Seasaw
    DNA
    Idol
    Blood sweat and tears
    Run
    Butterfly
    Born singer
    My time
    Just one day

  • @gretae_dvs484
    @gretae_dvs484 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I just wanna give you a big hug

  • @ligli500
    @ligli500 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    When you said there's nothing worse than the fear of abandonment and rejection... I immediately saw myself in that, but realized... I've been wanted so many times for the wrong reasons, why isn't that worse? I also have a history of being sexually assaulted. I had repressed it for so long but a lot of it has come to surface in the past few months. Every few days or every week, I would realize "oh, it also happened with this person" or "he also SA'd me" or remember more and more details. I cannot believe how much my memory has hidden from me, how many times I've been taken advantage of. When I heard this song, the vulnerability in their voices made me cry and reached me at my core in a way I haven't felt understood in so long - and that was before I even read the English translations to the lyrics.
    Listening to your reaction now, I want you to know that you are not alone. There is always an angel with you, an arm around you even if you don't feel it. I want to give your inner child a hug, tell them they are loved. I'm only 7 minutes into your video but I can already tell you are more than a "just". You're not "just" Jen, you are SO much more than that. Your vulnerability and openness is beautiful, you deserve happiness, hope, and love for the rest of your life. The world is a better place with you in it (: 💜

    • @ligli500
      @ligli500 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Also, have you read Mona Eltahawy's book Seven Necessary Sins for Women and Girls? I've been reading it and it's... an incredible light on my journey to healing from my SA. I cannot recommend it highly enough to everyone - male, female, non-binary, trans, anyone, whether you've been SA'd or not. 💜

  • @wendydubbelyou
    @wendydubbelyou 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I am with you, It is amazing that you are able to share your story, it makes you very brave. Sending you lots of love, from Army

  • @alokitaverma9100
    @alokitaverma9100 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I always end up crying with you🥺

  • @christinafreeburn1888
    @christinafreeburn1888 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I just found your channel today and I want to come thru this screen and give you the biggest hug.💜🤗

  • @jelenaprodanovic
    @jelenaprodanovic 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    God I really feel like you found the boys when you were meant to. I find their songs just make people feel better in general but some of them just speak to the soul to be honest

  • @tunghungchin2555
    @tunghungchin2555 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love myself love yourself peace 💜

  • @angelagillum8167
    @angelagillum8167 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love how you strive to touch other people through sharing your pain...as hard as that must be. I'm also happy to see your honest reaction to BTS. They always move you.

  • @juniorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
    @juniorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    this is the most beautiful song i have ever heard