if you hate your life, watch this before all hope dies ⌛️

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  • เผยแพร่เมื่อ 26 ก.ย. 2024
  • It’s a privilege to love or hate one's life.
    I am grateful, truly, to be spared from death matches with beasts in the wild. But the voice of discontent started to take root in my head, weighing me down on the scale of happiness farther away from ten.
    I knew I wasn’t alone, and my pseudo-ex-pre-med knowledge was telling me- that the only way to get rid of this tumor of unhappiness was to sever its source.
    So I found it, and now the truth is yours.
    If you'd like to hear more about the thoughts in my chaotic brain in mp3 format, I have a podcast! (updated semi-week-monthly*)
    🎙️ open.spotify.c...
    🍎 podcasts.apple...
    #youtubenewwave #vlogs #cinematic
    #videodiary #videography
    #personalgrowth #filmmaking #livingabroad

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  • @vapedragon983
    @vapedragon983 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +40

    dude, this is awesome. Please continue and make more. You're videos WILL do well if you keep posting

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  8 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      I really appreciate your words and your time 🙏 to create more is definitely in my resolution list this year…I hope to bring my visions to life and enjoy the ride again- hope to see you there~ 🧡✨ :)

    • @maungsoe8978
      @maungsoe8978 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Fulfillment is found in God, Seek God and you will find him and when you believe in the Lord Jesus Christ and put your faith in him you will be saved and he will give you his Holy Spirit who is our comforter and helper and God will give us a peace that surpasses all understanding

  • @sudarshankar9094
    @sudarshankar9094 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

    This is beyond art, holy shit! And the WRITING. THE WRITING!! Why is nobody talking about it??

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      You are going to make me tear up- 🥹 well, someone is talking about it...YOU 🫶 and the fact you speak so highly of my work brings me immense pride. Thank you for taking the time to sit down and watch a piece of my mind & read between the lines to see all the delicacy beneath. I appreciate you, truly. Thank you for making my day~ :) 🧡✨

    • @sudarshankar9094
      @sudarshankar9094 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@julie_szn You're far too kind, Julie. Thank you for the inspiration! Maybe I'll make something too.

    • @maungsoe8978
      @maungsoe8978 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Fulfillment is found in God, Seek God and you will find him and when you believe in the Lord Jesus Christ and put your faith in him you will be saved and he will give you his Holy Spirit who is our comforter and helper and God will give us a peace that surpasses all understanding

    • @maungsoe8978
      @maungsoe8978 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@sudarshankar9094Fulfillment is found in God, Seek God and you will find him and when you believe in the Lord Jesus Christ and put your faith in him you will be saved and he will give you his Holy Spirit who is our comforter and helper and God will give us a peace that surpasses all understanding

  • @S.A.N.I.
    @S.A.N.I. 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Oh Julie... Found this vid today... This is wonderful... And you are absolutely awesome...
    Thanks a lot for your words and inspiration... So many years I live in a deep Depression...
    But... You're right. There is Hope.
    For me, I find hope in the nature, in music... My little dog gives me peace...
    And very Special humans... And you are very special...
    Love from Germany, young lady. You are amazing...

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      It warms my heart to hear that this silly video could give you a bit of comfort, and thank you for leaving such kind words…I appreciate you taking the time to leave these behind 🥹🧡 keep holding on, the best is yet to come my friend~ 🫂✨

    • @S.A.N.I.
      @S.A.N.I. 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Julie... This Video is not silly... This vid is absolutely awesome. And your voice touches my Heart... Your message is wounderful. Thanks a lot...
      Love from Germany... :-)

  • @lostinadmiration
    @lostinadmiration 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    Beautiful, thanks for moving me to tears. Had to watch twice, once for visuals, once for the written word. You should write a book. Or a book of poems. If you haven't already that is. Well done!

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you so much for taking my story to your heart 🥹🫂 I’m really…really grateful to know that you felt my messages so deeply. Thank you, thank you, and thank you 🧡🙏

    • @maungsoe8978
      @maungsoe8978 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Fulfillment is found in God, Seek God and you will find him and when you believe in the Lord Jesus Christ and put your faith in him you will be saved and he will give you his Holy Spirit who is our comforter and helper and God will give us a peace that surpasses all understanding

  • @dianaren1987
    @dianaren1987 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    Love this! The writing! The tone! And transitions! Everthing is just in the right place! My tears were out when the monologue began... Thank your for creating this! LOVE!

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Oh my 🥹 you’re going to make me teary eyed on public transport…I appreciate you seeing the details buried in my video~ thank YOU for watching my story!!! 🫶🧡✨

  • @fumei8487
    @fumei8487 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +20

    Everything about this is really beautiful and calming

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Thank you for being a part of my journey~ 🥹✨🫶

    • @maungsoe8978
      @maungsoe8978 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Fulfillment is found in God, Seek God and you will find him and when you believe in the Lord Jesus Christ and put your faith in him you will be saved and he will give you his Holy Spirit who is our comforter and helper and God will give us a peace that surpasses all understanding

  • @WithintheBeyond
    @WithintheBeyond 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Algorithm of fate! i love your beautiful brain!! cannot wait to see her bring us many more of this!! feeling inspired!!!

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Thank you for your kind words~ 🥹🫶 I hope you’ll find something that resonates with you in the future too!! ✨

  • @Mia-ge7xf
    @Mia-ge7xf 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    This is so poetic and beautiful . Every clip is so dreamy. Needed to hear this ❤ rooting for you

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Thank you for crossing your path with mine 🫶 I’m rooting for you too & the best is yet to come!! 🧡🧡🧡

  • @patricktheadik
    @patricktheadik 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Honestly one of THE best ever. Subscribed in a heartbeat.

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I appreciate your kind words 🥹 thank you for stopping by~ 🫶🧡

  • @diksha027
    @diksha027 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    .....
    I literally dont know what to say....
    But your this video makes me feel complete.....
    Thank you for your hardwork...
    And please never stop making these types of video...
    It feel really nice ..

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      that’s the greatest gift I could receive from any video I post, is to know it had somehow managed to touch another’s heart. Thank you so much for your time and this wonderful message~ 🥹🧡✨

  • @amorfatiauthenticity5704
    @amorfatiauthenticity5704 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Myy goshh the script on this is impeccable and beyond inspiring.

    • @maungsoe8978
      @maungsoe8978 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Fulfillment is found in God, Seek God and you will find him and when you believe in the Lord Jesus Christ and put your faith in him you will be saved and he will give you his Holy Spirit who is our comforter and helper and God will give us a peace that surpasses all understanding

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you for the kind words~ ✨🧡

  • @Kevnslife
    @Kevnslife 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    The overall energy and vibe in your videos is so calming for me. This is my very first video I´ve watched on your channel and I instantly subscribed!
    Much love from Germany and I can´t wait for the next video. And now I will watch your recent ones XD

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Danke Kevin!! Thank you so much for the love~ 🥹 I’m flattered to have you onboard, can’t wait to show you all the new direction and my chaotic thoughts as well~ I hope you’ll find home in my previous contents too 🧡✨ More to come!! :)

  • @doopdoop2432
    @doopdoop2432 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This is so beautifully made! 😍❤️

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you for the love~ ☺️🧡

  • @maungsoe8978
    @maungsoe8978 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Fulfillment is found in God, Seek God and you will find him and when you believe in the Lord Jesus Christ and put your faith in him you will be saved and he will give you his Holy Spirit who is our comforter and helper and God will give us a peace that surpasses all understanding

  • @nil091090
    @nil091090 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Beautiful is an understatement! Thanks for sharing!

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I’m honored- 🙏 thank YOU for sparing the time to watch it 🥹✨🫶

  • @TissueSkittles
    @TissueSkittles 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I love this!!

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you so much for watching~ 🥹✨🫶

  • @rixon44
    @rixon44 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I never shared this and trigger warning before you continue I’ve tried to off myself twice, I’ve had mental issues for years and never had direction, I didn’t have friends until I found hobbies and friends. Amazing content as always Julie ❤❤❤

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      As cliche as it sounds, although we’ve never met in real life, I’m still very happy to have you here with us- to breathe the same air underneath the same sky and to enjoy the sunrises. If I haven’t said it before I’ll say it louder: you are a warrior, and I’m so proud of you for coming this far 🧡🧡🧡

    • @rixon44
      @rixon44 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you, I know that it’s cliche but it is helpful all the time, to be honest a lot of “cliche” things aren’t actually cliche and are really just helpful and nice

  • @_joefilms_
    @_joefilms_ 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Julie, your work is insane. Amazing compositions, lighting, and pace. You got a new Subscriber

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Thank you so much for deciding to spent a few minutes of your life to watch mine 🧡🙏 the pleasure is all mine!! & welcome aboard~ ✨

    • @_joefilms_
      @_joefilms_ 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@julie_szn glad to be w the ride !

  • @Paantaar-f4r
    @Paantaar-f4r 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hey please keep posting these amazing cinematic short films. Loved this

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you for the encouragement and taking the time to watch this!! 🥹🫶✨

  • @forrainfilms
    @forrainfilms 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Great compositions 👌👌

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Means a lot coming from you!! Thank you for stopping by Forrain~ ☺️✨🫶

  • @annapoorna1467
    @annapoorna1467 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    this is so so beautiful & calming oh god 🥺🤍

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Thank you for watching & im glad this gave you some peace of mind~ ☁️🧡🫶

  • @karylcg
    @karylcg 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    So dope! Make more pls

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you for watching~ I’m trying to!! 🤓🫶

  • @agatagalas767
    @agatagalas767 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Easily one of the best videos I’ve seen on TH-cam ❤

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      You are far too kind 🥺 thank you for taking the time to watch a snippet of my life~ ✨🧡

  • @dtsyi1004
    @dtsyi1004 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Loved this!

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Appreciate you for watching my work~ ☺️🫶

  • @thabangramodipa
    @thabangramodipa 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I'll continue to support your videos until you get the recognition you deserve

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you for having such faith in me 🥹 and I’ll remember this and say- Thabang told yall so 🧡🙏

  • @AAvfx
    @AAvfx 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Best of luck, good day!

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you kindly!! 🥹✨🫶

  • @SigneJenson
    @SigneJenson 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Wow this is such a masterpiece 🙏🏼

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you for joining my journey~ 🧡🙏

  • @Joshis
    @Joshis 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Omg your videos are SOO good!!

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Thank you so much for watching~ 🥹🫶✨

  • @jime.h
    @jime.h 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    awesome vid! writing was superb and shots were nice :)

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Appreciate your time and warm words!! 🥹🙏✨

  • @patpattamon
    @patpattamon 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Cool! I like your video!

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Thank you for watching!! :) 🫶✨

  • @giuseppeLizzi-rj3er
    @giuseppeLizzi-rj3er 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I feel completely dead 💀

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Would you like to tell me about it? 🥹

  • @Batman_Wayneoops
    @Batman_Wayneoops 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hell yea! 👍

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you for watching! ✨🙏🧡

  • @comfortzone_lab
    @comfortzone_lab 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    art

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      A work in progress~ ✨

  • @DuyentheNomad
    @DuyentheNomad 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I feel like im watching a Netflix series ❤ the video is so niceeee

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you for giving me such a high praise 🫣 I’m glad you found my video enjoyable~ ✨🧡🫶

  • @estherandhermusic
    @estherandhermusic 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    incredible ✨💐💗

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Thank you so much for watching~ 🥹✨🫶

  • @SavedByGrace153
    @SavedByGrace153 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Jesus said unto her, "I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live: and whosoever liveth and believeth in me shall never die." - John 11:25-26

  • @MychaelCalkinsVIDEO
    @MychaelCalkinsVIDEO 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    What camera and lens was this shot on? Looks great!

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you kindly!! It’s shot on Sony a7c (1gen) and I believe the 25mm batis(? lens by zeiss~ 🤓🫶

  • @ruizennesports
    @ruizennesports 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Which camera do u use to film it ?

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      It’s my trusty Sony A7C (first gen)! 🎥

  • @Iam_roy_555
    @Iam_roy_555 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hi 👋 what are you doing 😒 I like it

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you & hi there! 👋 I’d like to call this art of life and I hope I get to do this until the end of my days ✨

  • @DAClub-uf3br
    @DAClub-uf3br 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I guess your assuming people like me know what they want. I don't have a Resolution list or bucket list. I have no direction. Hope dies knowing I don't even have that.

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      you’re absolutely right- life feels more forgiving when there is something to grasp. But I hope you won’t stop reaching even though the next may be an empty catch. There was a period of time for me that was filled with of uncertainties and guilt from wanting to find out who I am apart from the expectations assigned to me. I was desperately trying everything I thought would help but none worked out because I didn’t know who I was without my pre-assigned labels. Then I could only rely on my constants and boil comfort from the mundane. I’d be sugarcoating with promises of sunshine and rainbows, but I truly wish the day you find comfort and a direction that attracts you comes sooner than you anticipate. Wishing you resilience and blessings in serendipity, and never forget there are many of us whom you can talk to through out your journey of self discovery~ 🧡🫂

  • @КатяНиколаева-п9я
    @КатяНиколаева-п9я 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Wow! That's an awesome storytelling and video! It poped up in my recommendations at a time when I’m in search of myself... so I find this video so comforting and calming, thank you! 🤍
    p.s if you don't mind could you please tell on which camera did you shoot this video? looks really great!

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      The pleasure is all mine~ 🥹 I’m always honored to know this snippet of my life flew to where you are and gave you some semblance of comfort. I know it feels difficult and frustrating to be stuck in limbo, but don’t forget there is beauty in the uncertainties waiting to be cultivated. The answer you’re looking for is closer than you think 🧡 all the love and best of luck to you & enjoy the ride! :)
      (p.s. this video was shot with Sony A7C~✨)

  • @mylenesmind
    @mylenesmind 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    it feels like I watched a whole year pass by in that mere 7.5 minutes… this was beautiful, thank you for creating another work of art 🫶✨

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Thank you for experiencing another piece of my life & encouraging me during its infancy 🧡🥹 I’m always grateful to receive love and support from you and others whom I’ve met this year- we are going to change TH-cam, I can feel it on the horizon!! ✨🌊