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Don't worry love will come, 😢do what makes you genunine

Be kind

We're not arrogant. Nor is cinnamon ♥

you who?

There is hope as you are capable of serious self reflection and change. You’ll be fine over time.

BTW TH-cam bots stop sending me this numpty nonsense

why does every day normal sh!t in your head, have to be broadcast to the world. Have a chat to yourself or your God or the wind etc. and fcuking get a grip #numpty #datswatsup

You're living and learning, dude. That's a good thing. Keep the workouts going to feel better about yourself. Start planning a future. Maturity will come. Its hard to do, but just learn from your mistakes. im an older man and still making mistakes. Good luck kid and keep blogging

Dear, Malachi ; I somehow stumbled upon your video and what I heard concerns me. In my opinion, your jokes might be okay but maybe you should try hitting whoever you're insulting with food or furniture of some kind. For example, after making fun of somebody and people are laughing, follow up with breaking a chair over their head or ,perhaps,slam a boiling pot full of spaghetti in their face. That would be more appropriate. Try and show respect for others ,for instance,a kind way of being humorous without offensiveness would be to randomly setting someone on fire and just stand tnere,laughing. Others will join in the laughter as you'd reaching out to others to engage socially. Do you see where I'm going with this? Humor can be lots of fun,just don't direct it at taking pleasure in pointing others faults out as funny unless they're agknowledging it specifically and if so,always hint to them that you're not serious or just kidding. Good luck ,kid. Life is an exploration of comical subjectivity,the older you get,the funnier evrything seems 2B! p.s.- Remember the setting people on fire thing,it's a real croud pleaser at birthday parties and weddings. e.i. the bride👰🔥..hah jus-kiddn...,JMc

No matter what you struggle with know that there are people that love you and support you.

How old are you?

Yeah, that arongace thing, had it the same, humbleness but staying authentic helps i guess

Books to Read 1. Short Essay: 1. The Three Questions by Leo Tolstoy - A short but profound essay on the nature of life, purpose, and how to live meaningfully. 2. Better Decision Making: 1. Thinking, Fast and Slow by Daniel Kahneman - A groundbreaking book on how our minds work in two systems: one fast and intuitive, the other slow and deliberate. 2. How to Fail at Almost Everything and Still Win Big by Scott Adams - A personal guide on how to embrace failure and still succeed by using systems rather than goals. 3. Poor Charlie's Almanack by Charlie Munger - A collection of Charlie Munger's wisdom on decision-making, investing, and life, based on decades of experience. 4. Principles by Ray Dalio - Dalio shares the principles that have shaped his life and career, offering insights into decision-making, management, and leadership. 5. How to Win Friends and Influence People by Dale Carnegie - Timeless advice on how to build relationships, communicate effectively, and influence others. 6. You Can Negotiate Anything by Herb Cohen - A practical guide on how to negotiate effectively in all areas of life. 7. Letters from a Stoic by Seneca (Penguin Classics, translated by Robin Campbell) - Stoic philosophy offering practical advice on how to live wisely, endure adversity, and maintain self-control. 3. Health and Well-being: 1. Genius Foods: Become Smarter, Happier, and More Productive While Protecting Your Brain for Life by Max Lugavere - A guide on how to optimize brain health through diet and lifestyle changes. 2. Poor Richard's Almanack by Benjamin Franklin - A collection of Franklin's witty and wise sayings, offering insights on health, wealth, and life balance.

Something I wish I had known when I was a young man, and something I wish all young men and women knew, is something I learned in Clinical Psychology: Your habits, attitude, and personality become solidified because your brain's neurons stop 'growing.' Therefore, it is extremely important to eliminate all undesirable habits, traits, and flaws in your personal life by around age 21, or you will likely carry them with you for the rest of your life. According to my professor, only a severe life event can alter the way your brain is set around age 21. So, act and become the person you envision yourself to be in the future. What traits do you want to develop to carry you through the darkest times of your life? It’s key to understand that meditation practice can return some flexibility to your neurons while improving cognitive abilities and emotional control. Don’t underestimate the importance of this. Thankfully, I was in a tough infantry unit during my time in the military, and that experience gave me a dauntless attitude and deathless courage, which led to significant achievements in my life. However, given the current state of the world, I would think twice today about joining the military as a young person; you may end up sacrificing your life for questionable political aims. Anyway, I wish all of you young men and women a full and happy life.

Get real Kid, you are fantastic stop being introvert, you have it work it.

Long as what you are doing is healthy it’s all good bro 😎

YOU ARE A GREAT ACTOR, VIDEOS, MOVIES !

Pray for wisdom 1Cor 2:14

You can't be insecure unless you are selfish. Quit thinking about you. Focus on helping the people around you.

You didn't and don't look like a girl, you looked like a young man. Chill bro dont do that to yourself

Don't try to change your DNA

I don't get what the belly aching is all about. Kids are tools when they are at that age. It's normal. Just be nice,...be kind... and don't give a flyin F**k what other people say!!

Malachi you are just like half the people on this planet. trying to find your way, so try not to bothered by these feelings. Things will come together on their own. You are still young, this can all be expected. Love you although i don't know you.

I'm curious, what kind of camp is this? Is it a motivational type camp? I'd like to know more about this camp please.

Shave these pits.

You know a big way and how you’re perceived, and a lot of people need to put their ethnicity or their social standing, but because of your young looks, you really should put your age in your bio or in the description. To me you could easily be 15/16 you should still be playing a lot. Life should be enjoyable.. 1981-1984 were the most craziest, fun, explosive, difficult, learning experiences.. I was never bored it was being with my friends and enjoying life and never stopping…BUT IT WAS NOT thinking about any of the things that you’re thinking about here. There is plenty of freaking out time for that. God, you have no idea how much time there is about what you’re talking about. But if you’re older, if you’re 18-19 you still should be enjoying your life and learning and preparing, but not worrying….God not all this worrying. You should just be too tired to think about these things because you’ve been partying and socializing and busing tables or at your internship …. You just do what you can, up to the point where you find yourself not being able to do for others, that is one thing my parents taught me, bringing in kids for holidays, working at a job where you’re really helping somebody, lol like helping that old miserable man running his plant and flower shop and fields. It was good hard work, and I knew I was making a difference,. So just get to that point where you’re not being able to help others cause you’re having so much fun or so much work, and Pull back from that so you can incorporate volunteering even if it’s in within your own work and you’re OK. Just work with that for now. I guarantee you you’ll feel happy and feel like you’re growing and that’s all pretty much you need to feel right now if you can do it right with friends and family and Support.

You are learning about humility, good effort. Everyone wants to be popular and the centre of attention on occasions, especially young men like yourself. (as most of us old guys have already done). Don't over-think about your behaviours or poor choices in the past. Just resolve to have a 'red-button' in your brain which says 'is the comment I am about to make going to hurt someone?' If the answer is 'yes', hit the red button and stop yourself. It can take practise, but you can do it. Take a breath and think. Give other people a voice too. That's really important. I'm confident that you can crack this! Love and peace.

Don’t worry I don’t respect myself either

Girls? Or guys?

"... I wanted to be the hardest worker ..." I've heard similar from a great many youths. Wanting to be the best is a conservative value and it helps our economy trust forward. Naturally there are many who want everyone to be average . . . average wealth, average athletic ability, average looks, average intelligence, average education . . . but that leads to an average society. Everyone should be able to take their talents and gifts, and amplify them to their very best. We're all unique and different, not all athletes, not all good looking, not all geniuses, but each of use should take our individual strengths to flaunt it to the public, and say "here I am!" That's Freedom. The rest is socialism or communism, trying to make everyone clones of each other, none with any special gifts or talents. a message from the Conservative Pride Movement: We are MBLGTQo non judgemental conservative peoples. All conservatives are welcome here, as long as they profess at least 3 out of 5 core conservative beliefs. (1) Pro Life (2) Pro Law Enforcement (3) Pro Military (4) Pro Wealth (5) Pro Taxcuts (for everybody). Our organization is 100% positive. Our peoples do not allow criticism of anyone, period. We mainly focus on recruiting liberals who want to change, and upon reflection have determined that they actually never were liberal to begin with. Many conservatives had joined liberal organizations because of their friendly environment that shunned judging others, then they started voting liberal and identifying as liberals. But, deep down, when reflecting, they new they were actually conservatives. Last week of October we are seeking at least a dozen conservative volunteers to fly out to D.C. to join our Conservative Pride March. Half will carry our flag and the other half our placards. We need friendly faces who smile for the cameras. We are hoping national news will cover this event, and will receive publicity in newspapers and internet like Facebook. The placards will read "MBLGTQo peoples are people to!" our flag will be large, white, and have a giant "$" dollar sign smack in the center. We will lock arms together, elbow to elbow, and march in unison for the cameras smiling, and flaunting our flare with pride. After the March we will enjoy freshly baked cookies. Then we're going to have a Millionaire's Storytime, and we're inviting all children who are accompanied by their parents. A Millionaire will read short conservative stories to us, with a moral value illustrated within each: (a) hard work is good for our economy. (b) working overtime allows you to afford better brands (c) MBLGTQo peoples are peoples too M.illionairs, B.igwigs, L.ittlewigs, G.ypsies, T.ightwads, Q.ueens, O.thers (who don't fit). After the stories our Millionaire will give each child a "Millionaire's dolla coupon" (no cash value). They will be told each dolla coupon is worth a million smiles. Look us up and consider joining, volunteering and donating. thnx!

Is he trans? Ftf? Sounds like a bully.

I dunno Malachi it seems to me if your goal is to get a girlfriend there must be an easier way to boost your confidence..You're a good lookin dude in great shape..most girls would pick you in a heartbeat. If you have a friend who is a girl..start talking to her and maybe she can give you some ideas.....good luck!

A discipline program like Karate will instill the will and fortitude to endure a lot.. you might want to look into it..and maybe pick up a partner who has similar goals.

Stay focused on your likes. Everyone searches for their path. You're doping GREAT.

I think you need to give yourself more credit. You are 100% right in your efforts but most people your age aren't even thinking in that direction yet. The fact that you have this on your mind at your age impresses me so much. You are obviously ar great kid, raised by a great family. As for the struggle, don't confuse arrogance with confidence. There is nothing wrong with feeling good about yourself. What you are striving for is the balance between confidence and humility. Instead of trying to impress others by exhibiting your strengths, focus on impressing them by helping them find their strengths and making them feel better about themselves. There is nothing wrong with jokes. Humor is a healthy sign of strength that makes others want to be around you but focus on not using people as a target for your humor..... at least not too much. As for talking less and doing more, you are 100% correct. I have found that by not talking just for the sake of talking and worrying less about keeping others entertained, it leaves more openings for others to speak and add more to the relationship. Also, when the quiet guy speaks, everyone knows he has something important to say and is worth listening to. It's about quality over quantity. Lastly, your life is a work in progress. You don't need to get everything righ the first time. Don't be afraid to experiment and make mistakes. That is how you learn and this time in your life is all about learning. And one last thing; Change the title of the video. ALWAYS respect yourself. You deserve that and as far as I can tell, you have a lot to respect. Good luck.

You should also try Dt.John's Wort.

I enjoy dad jokes along with surf boarding and accounting

It takes alot for some people to realize their actions can have a big impact on how they’re perceived by others. Sometimes it takes going to summer camp, to open your eyes to people who may or may not have the same things in common, but by the end of camp, some people are changed. I think it’s a huge weight to carry, and coming on camera and letting it out is a huge step. Keep your head up, and I would say, think before you speak, if the vibes aren’t there don’t go for it. I’m starting to finally realize that my actions can have negative consequences, but in the end that’s the decision I made, all I can do is move forward, and if I’m given another chance to make it right, I’lol go for it! Just enjoy yourself, be the voice for those that need it. Make friends… even with the ones that maybe sit by themselves or aren’t picked in outdoor games or activities… or maybe just feel like they’re an outcast themselves…you may just find that those are the friends that will stick by you, and make you a better person!

"THINK" before you speak: Is it True, Is it Helpful, Is it Inspiring, Is it Necessary, and Is it Kind?

It is worth pausing to define what the word 'joke' means to you. It can mean different things to different people. A harmless gag which makes people laugh, a bit of slapstick with perfect comic-timing; these can be positive things which lift the general mood. But ALWAYS make sure that your 'joke' doesn't involve a real-life victim. If it is actually a cruel barb which degrades the confidence of someone in your social circle, then it really doesn't pass the test as a 'joke'. Jokes are good, jibes are bad. In the right company, it is fine for a joke to be a bit edgy or risqué (eg. sexual innuendo); that is part of growing up. But make absolutely sure that it is never a derogatory put-down of one of your companions; that is cruel, not cool at all. Being a comedian is cool; being a bully is not. Don't cheerlead a pile-on at the expense of one of your peers. If there is a victim, leave it unsaid. If you have a funny one-liner or a harmless play on words which will lift the group, go for it.

Consistency is one of the hardest things when you're young. You have many of the right ideas and are pointed generally in the right direction, especially with your honesty and the way you value hard work, but others can be a great distraction. You'll get better at it.

Hope things can start to heal.

Malachi. Please take your Bible and read one chapter of the book of John each day in a quiet time. It will take you 21 days. A food companion read would be the book “The Knowledge of the Holy” by A.W. Tozer. You don’t know me, young man, but I am uplifting you before our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.

Our words that we speak will always effect somebody. Try this old test before you speak, T.H.I.N.K. T= is it true. H = is it helpful. I = is it inspiring. N = is it necessary. K = is it kind.

You should show your physique too - maybe so we can see the progress over time aswell. I believe it would motivate others aswell to see progress and maybe it would motivate them to grow with you.

being gay or bi is tough

I am sorry the others in this camp are alienating you. They don't seem to be particularly decent people. You seem like a well brought up boy. Maybe don't waste your good spirits on them.

David healed Johnathan.

Often, being a prankster or telling lots of jokes can be a defence mechanism to hide shyness or anxiety. Malachi, you’ve got so much going for you, you’re a lovely young man with an obvious good heart. Please don’t be so hard on yourself, take your time to find yourself. You’ve got two ears and one mouth, use them in that proportion ❤️

Hey Malachi. Excellent vids. I work for a radio station which focuses on mental health. Any chance of you doing some inspirational audio clips that we can put out in between the tunes.