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@ianariemr3572 Night was fine. I doordashed until 130am, went to Planet Fitness, took a shower, and went to bed around 3am. I slept well. It wasn't as cold as the past few nights. I'm feeling a tiny bit better this morning than yesterday. It's a nice sunny day.

@@authentichumanprogramming That's really nice to hear. Also, after talking here, it may have helped you, to not worry so much. I thought you could stream last night but I didn't know if you would or not... Lol... Have a nice day, man. Stay safe!!!! If you need, I'm here. Just let me know, send a message or an email. Alright?

@ianariemr3572 Maybe I'll stream tonight if I dont get to my spot so late. When it's that late, I typically don't want to stream, but maybe I should. Thank you.

@@authentichumanprogramming Alright. As I said, if you do, if you think you will, let me know. Otherwise I will be expecting and maybe you don't stream. Lol... Stay safe there, bro. You are not alone. You have a friend here willing to help you, looking after you. Your life and feelings matter.

@ianariemr3572 I'm sorry I can't let you know. I don't know if I will want to stream until it's near the time I would. I may stream tonight.

@ianariemr3572 I've been very good and very bad lately. It is an extreme mix. Some days, I'm happy about what I am doing, and other days, I feel like I don't know what to do or where my life is heading. Some days, I feel like a ghost just haunting around. I'm disappointed in how cold it has gotten where I am because it's unusual for this location to get so cold. I met a bunch of friendly faces recently and enjoy their company, and it makes me sad that I'll probably end up leaving them to go somewhere else. I met a girl that I like a lot, and her company makes me feel extremely at ease because I feel like we are similar in a lot of ways, I told her that and she agreed, I could see myself staying where I am to be with her but I don't think thats going to happen and I've been upset that I won't see her anymore if I leave. I'm catching up on my bills and won't have to worry so much about money in the coming months so long as nothing happens with my car. I wish things were different. Just gotta keep my eyes on the road.

@@authentichumanprogramming Hey... Thank you for being honest and open about it, bro. Have in mind that what is worrying you is something that didn't happen. This girl and friendly faces can be in your life. Why not? If you stay, I'm sure they will be glad to have you in their life. Look at me here. We barely meet but, still, I come to check in, I look after you, I keep you company. Why? Because I can see you are a great dude. A very kind, polite, smart man. And, hey, even if you decide in the future to leave, you will have where to come back. If those relationships - with the girls and friends - are real, than you will have where to go to. It's not something you have to decide it right now. Be patient, especially with yourself. Probably many things going through your mind at the same time so, no decision has to be made. Also, it affects your emotions, probably causing that rollercoaster. One friend will be here for you, will look after you, no matter where you go. You are safe, you are well, you are healthy. Overthinking messes more than it helps. Everything is fine, alright? You are not alone, bro.

@ianariemr3572 Thank you. More patience. Less worry.

@@authentichumanprogramming That's it. If you need someone to go to, to talk to sometimes, when you feel confused or down, I'm here. You are not alone, alright?

@@travislangston3875 I'll get naked if I have to

@ lol don’t catch a ban bro

@@Branfaol1 YOU ARE A TERRORIZED MEMBER of the “MASTER RACE”, WORLD-WIDE EIGHT BILLION EYE-SIGHT TELEVISION CAMERA GUINEA PIG COMMUNIST GANGSTER COMPUTER GOD “MASTER RACE.” YOUR LIVING THINKING MAD, DEADLY WORLD-WIDE COMMUNIST GANGSTER COMPUTER GOD SECRET OVER-ALL PLAN: WORLD-WIDE LIVING DEATH FRANKENSTEIN SLAVERY to EXPLORE AND CONTROL THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE.

@authentichumanprogramming well that's a long winded way to say "Challenge accepted", though I shouldn't be surprised. Oops I'm not 😂

What are you talking about XD

@@authentichumanprogramming if you REALLY have to ask not sure a explanation will help 😜

@Branfaol1 ok big dog

@@ianariemr3572 Thank you!

@@ianariemr3572 Thank you! I'm trying my best to stay as safe as I can.

@authentichumanprogramming 💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼

@@gutsumajawhari5372 No. I have no idea if he ever did or not.

@gutsumajawhari5372 If you dont know, dont worry about it.