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I'm Here: The Conclusion
It took me thirty years to get to this point. I found myself at the end of 2021 coming face to face with thirty years worth of suppressed emotions, depression, self-hate, and fear. And then I began to get these words out and something incredible happened. I began to be honest with myself, and my perspective on this journey began to shift.
Part 8 concludes "I'm Here" with an understanding that I came to and it has affected me in a way that challenges me more than any of the struggles in my past ever did. And I am so excited to share it with you.
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Part 7: TexasPart 7: Texas
Part 7: Texas
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The move to Texas was a go. I found myself on a one-way path. I would be leaving everyone and everything that I had known and been invested in for my whole life. As my final days in CO approached, I was struck with a truth that I had never expected and had never believed. Texas started as one thing, and through the years so far, it has evolved into something much more important. There have been...
Part 6: Slipping AwayPart 6: Slipping Away
Part 6: Slipping Away
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Calm seas only last for so long. I found myself enjoying the calmer and healthier days for a handful of years. And then one day, everything came falling down. Slipping Away details the drop in mental health that I experienced in 2019, losing my time and bond with my daughter during covid, finding peace with starting the Movie Bonerz Podcast, and the days leading up to the biggest change I have ...
Part 5: I Think I Need HelpPart 5: I Think I Need Help
Part 5: I Think I Need Help
มุมมอง 485 หลายเดือนก่อน
After years of mentally struggling and being dependent on alcohol, I finally do something about it. Part 5 is all about my decision to ask for help and the effect that it had. This was a time in my life that I learned a couple of major life lessons. This is all about when I allowed myself to see life from a different perspective. Because of the experience that I had, I will always encourage peo...
Part 4: AlligatorPart 4: Alligator
Part 4: Alligator
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The half-way mark! This is a tough one. This is the one that I speak a truth from my twenties that I have never spoken out loud to anyone before. I imagine that for those that have known me the longest, this might be the one that they are most curious to hear about or most concerned to hear about. Alligator takes you through the years after high school to the most memorable December of my life....
Part 3: RedefinePart 3: Redefine
Part 3: Redefine
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The journey continues and finally there is a little bit of a break from the lows. Part 3 is all about the power of unexpected and positive change. This was a stage in my life where it took me a long time to fully understand and accept why it affected me so deeply. This is a positive moment with some very raw hindsight. This is all about her. Specific names have been changed at the request of th...
I'm Here Part 2: Black SheepI'm Here Part 2: Black Sheep
I'm Here Part 2: Black Sheep
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I dive into the importance and impact of being introduced to new music during a very important and very difficult time. Life is like a roller coaster, I felt like I was enjoying some calm and stability when the drop hit. Part 2 kicks off with chapter 5, continuing from Faceless and taking you further into the struggles of unspoken mental health issues and the introduction of alcohol into my lif...
I'm Here Part 1: FacelessI'm Here Part 1: Faceless
I'm Here Part 1: Faceless
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For the better part of 30 years, I have spoke about a decision I made when I was very young. I have always spoke about it as if it gave me a boost in confidence and individuality. The truth is far less appealing, and that decision set me on a path of self destruction that has lasted longer than I ever intended to speak about. But to find healing, for me at least, I have to finally be open and g...
I'm Here IntroI'm Here Intro
I'm Here Intro
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Mental health is important. I've never been good at keeping mine healthy. For the first time in thirty years, I am allowing myself to process and confront the unspoken emotions and mental health issues that I told myself I would never share out loud. We should be able to speak up about our mental health. This is me speaking up, and what better time to encourage others to speak up as I do than M...

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  • @sheikbatman
    @sheikbatman 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I am so proud of you Doostin, and I'm looking forward to being a part of this releasing journey! I'm here for it, and you!