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I had to tell my best friend I wouldn't kill myself yesterday but I started self harm yesterday and I don't know if I should tell him... I don't want him to be mad at me but I also don't want to feel the guilt of not telling him... What should I do???

If i didnt be a mistake. My friends wouldve been kind. Im useless.

i can't believe that random people are sweeter than my parents🙃

my dad doesn't love me anymore, ever since a new sibling was born he has treated me very different. today i was holding back tears because of my dad. my new sibling gets what ever he wants, i cant even ask my dad for clothes cuz he will say "i will look in to it later today" and he doesn't forget he goes out to buy my sibling stuff he has so many toys and clothes the whole storage closet is full of them. i don't even feel loved anymore i feel forgotten and invisible. then my dad wonders why i hate his house so much, and if i tell him how i feel he will say how spoiled i am and how i get what i want but its my sibling who gets it all. when i found out my mom was having a child i knew right when my dad told me i would be forgotten and treated differently. my home doesn't even feel like home anymore..

ohh god all i ever wanted was "hey hows your day" from her, i just met with an accident and i texted her about this but no calls, texts nothing...

I am a very happy person in life and happy cuz of that and i wish i could actualy help some of you out and even if i cant i wish happines to every single person here

listening to this as blood is running down my thighs. <<

I've been stressing a lot on my grades, and then my dear old mother had to come along and start pressuring me. After a while, my whole world collapsed, and I started breaking down and freaking out in school. I was so stressed out that I couldn't do the missing work that was making me stressed out because even just looking at it made me anxious. therefore, I never finished it, and i continued to be stressed and anxious anyway. I am currently working on it as I listen to this. I am so tired, I haven't slept in days, my grades suck, I have school in 5 hours (it's 1am), today is mid-term, I havent ate a proper meal in forever, and I am just..done. Done with everything.

I haven't touched another human in 10 years. I've lost everyone close to me. My biggest reason for living is my cat. I feel like a failure at everything I do. My mind is a dark lonely place and I can't remember the last time i was happy.

Im 13 in 7th i lost all my online friends and lost all my irl friends ive been sexualy harrased by the gay boy ive lost trust of my teacher tleveryone treats me like and outcast.

This is where people have no choice but to act, but there is only one ending accepted by others

I realized my dreams are just dreams. It hurts so bad.

Maybe i will be happy,but not in this town.

a fool will always be one of it's kind none other the less

I just don't wanna have these memories anymore, I don't wanna feel neglected or left behind.

people make it look so easy but forming human connection is genuinely the most difficult thing I've ever tried to do

So, I know life is hard, I know most people here do. I know y’all are not stupid, we all struggle. Struggle is a very human thing. When something happens and it feels so terrible, you’re just terrible with it, sobbing every night you think about it, know that someone out there will always be there to listen. You, as a person cannot sit and wait for things to get better. Sometimes you have to say,”yes I’m struggling,yes I’m tired, yes,I need help.” Then you go and get that help. You don’t sit there until you’re a struggling mess, I know this may come off as rude to some but I went through this, sometimes I still feel like this. But, some amazing people helped me get help. When life is hard, push back harder, even though it’s tiring, I know it is, it’s hard, I know it is, it’s something you’re scared about talking with people about, I know. Speak up, please. Nobody is perfect, nobody is more deserving of things than others. We are all equal beings. That perfect person in your class is not perfect, they’re just an image of what’s portrayed as normal and perfect. Be the odd one out, be a weirdo, be you. Understand yourself before comparing yourself to others because when you don’t understand yourself, you have nothing to compare to others. Thank you if you read this all the way through, stay strong, remember to stay hydrated,eat something healthy, clean your room, all that fun stuff. Sending love to those who struggle ❤

I've heard time and time again that life is difficult, I know it is, but I hate the false happiness it gives before stripping it away, I long for days I could wake up and hear my parents laugh with eachother upstairs, not wake up feeling terrible and my parents arguing and throwing stuff, that I could sit with them and laugh, not be criticized for waking in the afternoon and hangout with terrible friends, that I could come home and not see dad saying mother left us again, that everything would be ok, to hear someone say they love me and that everything will be ok, but I know I never will, no one says anything no one comforts me, just "Soldier on" "Life sucks" "It is what it is" I know ok? But would telling me everything will be ok too much? Am I being too needy? Too desperate? Too hopeful? I don't know anymore

Eu gostei espero que vc poste mais

"i wish i was dead." -A Work Of Art by Ice Nine Kills ft. SHAVO

I feel like im not real I argue with my family everyday My grades are dropping even tho they were already low Im starting to distance myself from my friends It just gets worse everyday I dont wanna eat I dont wanna get up I just want to be free Am i really asking for that much? I just want somebody to listen to me Care about me Me and only me I know it's selfish But i just want to be loved

I'm so tired It hurts It all hurts I feel like I can't amymore and it's tiring to pretend that i'm always fine and happy

I don't think I can

Its almost my birthday, and I am being told "Unhappy Advanced Birthday" to me

"(Deadname) probably watches videos about bad parents,she needs to stop this." Me who actually knows how bad my parents are and have actually cried a lot because of things they've said to me: ☹️

Yes, very much so. So don't stop here.

I really don't know what to do anymore. I have no friends, the only person I can talk to about my problems is my mother, but today my father saw it and came all angry with me. I feel so alone, consumed by depression. I'm always tired no matter what I do. I've been taking anti-depressants for over a month, but it's not helping anything. I just want to die. Nobody understands me, I don't even understand myself. I hate everything, I hate myself. I'm afraid of a lot of things.

We need this.

they care but i feel like they dont maybe they dont but i shouldnt think that, it makes me sad and paranoid so i shouldnt they come up to me,( its a new experiance ) they ask me how i am or tell me abt whats hapening to them i answer shortly and stupidly since i dont know how to respond i never was the first choice for anyone to talk to and i dont care about it but i want to care about it i hate everything but love everything i hate myself but love myself i hate ppl but also feel bad for ppl even if they insult hurt and hate me i cant let go i hate hate hate hate hate e and c but oh god id love if one day they would write me a message anything any message even if its a hate message just to show that they remember and care enough about me to send me something. thats a bad way to think i need to stop how do i stop talking and thinking like this i dont even have a personality its just whatever ppl like. if i say something i dont mean to a freeze up just llike in those stupid stories and i just laugh it off and curse myself i hate this stupid rant that no one is gonna read i hate how i type and how i explain things can i just die really but not die at the same time i want ppl to care but not care at the same time but if they care to much im annoyed then i feel guilty for being annoyed its a continous cycle of hating myself please can it stop can i stop can the whole world stop (I know it has terrible grammer im sorry)

is it bad that i just like cannot cry anymore?

I've accepted I'm not meant for love.

My music.. relatable.. is it sad?.. to others.. to me, it relaxing.. I hope I'm not the only one like that..

It's gonna be alright my friend

When you speak, but... no one cares enough to listen.

I feel so alone, living a cycle of work and sleep. Maybe the world would be better without me.

hey hii..... everyone... so basically i'm in 3rd year and 2year before i got rejected by very beautiful girl she is very good friend ..... from that day everything chaned because i really loved that girl i got depressed idk and now i got very very poor grades in college and now idk got a loan i think i will not a goona land the job... its turn out that i'm a failure and in college i have don't have any actual friend everyone think i'm loser.... i also disspointed my parents life ... i never been a good child to them its always been dream to make them proud............. I hate it, I hate myself, I hate the people around me. I can’t even cry

Probably not

Im starting to realize that i was made to love not to be loved.. and that hurts cuz all i wanted and asked for was to be loved but ig its not made for me..

this MIGHT be my last day on planet earth

Im crying sm rn bc i listened to this playlist after finding out my best friend died to su1c1d3 i loved her so much i wish she didn't die..

I'm so disappointed I made it this far

I find it pretty funny, I've been asking myself a question lately, “do i really want to leave everything behind? Or do i just want someone that can help me with my struggles?” some people may relate to it, other might just understand it, and that's fine. But if you're going through a rough time, just think of that question. that question is what's helped me hold on a bit more. as of me typing this, there 6 days until my birthday, and I've come to accept that things will slowly get better, maybe not 100% better, but they for sure get better. stay strong everyone :)

this will never end will it? i'll forever be the worthless pile of bricks weighing everyone down won't i? i won't ever change, i won't ever improve, i won't ever be amount to anything more than a stupid 13 year old boy who's been nothing but a burden his entire life

im sitting in my room,listening and reading to every single word and comment .not like i have anything better to do then this !

I may seem happy around my friends i may look just ok and yea i have friends and yea i do laugh and yea i do get happy... sometimes ... but deep down i feel miserable... sure i am loved... but in a family type way and yet, i don`t feel nothing. Times when im alone i ask myself "what`s it like to be loved romantically? what`s it like to feel love genuine love?" so, yea im happy for the world but in reality, im miserable.

Usually, strangers don't hurt you. Instead, it's those that become strangers who do.

Having a main character moment rn

I wish I was smart. I wish I wasn’t stupid. I don’t want to be a bad person.

you know its bad when you scratch your hand in six identical places until the skin breaks and you only stop when it stings like a bullet, your hands shaking, and your about to break the second layer of skin. and because of this you start wearing hoodies till it heals, masking yourself in public because you have no one to open up to, and crying atleast once every 2-3 ish days all because your dog is dying from cancer.

Everyone cares but the second i make a tiny mistake they get really mad but would rather have nothing to do with me when i actually fuck up. I wish my dad would just be my parent.