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You're so right! I was very arrogant and prideful and considered myself an intellectual so I couldn't logically see how God could exist when I was dealt all the crappy things I experienced. Thank God for His righteous humiliation! Thank you for taking the time to watch :)

@@kuroPOLAROID Amen. It can be hard to appreciate one's self after seeing their ways. Thank God we are forgiven 🙏

really miss them

and such an unique style

I have great love and sympathy for these people. I know and work with people who belong to these communities and I treat them no different than anyone else, even when they might not treat me well because of the connotations that come from Christians when it comes to their community. They need and deserve a lot of love, understanding, and compassion, since they have lost their way. Everyone struggles with sin (myself included, of course) and is worthy of salvation. It doesn't mean I agree with their lifestyle, no different than those who struggle with addictions, or any other sin that might seem lesser. I definitely don't think they should be shown less love than anyone else

@@kuroPOLAROID the belief that gays such as myself have "lost their way" or equating a homosexual orientation with addiction, as if it is a sickness, in and of itself, shows some prejudices towards gays that you may or may not know ya have. but maybe i can understand, just as i don't agree with the christianity lifestyle.

@@o.g.6221 Well, homosexuality does go against the original design of God. This isn't supposed to be a hateful statement, but the truth. This what I mean by losing their way. I don't equate your sexuality to who you are as a person, the same way I wouldn't equate someone's addictions to who they are as a person, but you are choosing to attach it your identity when it's not. You are more complex and more interesting than which gender you have an attraction to. You are still a beautiful creation of God, who is worthy of being loved and understood fully. We all struggle with things that go against the commandments and design of God, obedience included. We are rebellious and sinful by nature, and typically lack self-control in certain areas of our lives. I never agreed with Christianity for 90% of my life, but living how I wanted to, away from God, made me severely depressed for over 20 years, and I tried EVERYTHING to prove that I didn't need it until it was my last option. I'm not ignorant or close-minded to the lifestyle or the mentality or the arguments of people who belong to the LGBT community. I understand your side of things too, but I don't have to agree with it, just like you don't have to agree with Christianity. I can still be respectful without having to agree or condone the behavior. I supported them for most of my life, and that's why I don't have any hate towards any of them, but I know a vast majority struggle with mental illness or other identity disorders that I believe should be acknowledged and helped, instead of shunned and shamed.

@@kuroPOLAROID yeah. being gay is about the least interesting thing about me. probably as much as being straight for you or to your identity. but if there are gay people who struggle with mental health issues, music like the rest of america, i always have to wonder why... is it because of people in the church and the pervading culture who spout off such things as you just said? that a small segment of the population less than thirty years ago still couldn't get married... and were getting arrested and labelled as felons for having sex. unfortunately, christinity engenders prejudice in its followers hearts towards people who gay. or trans. i used to be a christian. a celibate christian for years. and realised i had too much love in my heart as a nurse. and as a human being. to keep believing in a religion that engendered prejudices in my heart towards entire groups of other people for something so small as one's sexuality or religion. and i had the audacity to believe that people were going to hell. who am i? interesting we have had opposite journeys. but i am living the american dream as a gay man. and have been blessed.

@@o.g.6221 Hurt people hurt people, regardless of their identities. A lot of the people in the church that hurt others have a more self-righteous and religious attitude that they love to cling to as a way to make themselves seem more superior to others. These are like the Pharisees and Sadducees of the bible, which also turned people away from God. Unfortunately it's always the worst of the bunch that taint the name of certain groups, so that when you interact with someone who identifies as belonging to that group, we automatically jump to assuming they must be exactly like the bad reputation that they get ( those pre-conceived prejudices). This is why I don't believe in generalizations for any group of people and that there are so many different perspectives out there worth getting to know and understand, and approached with love. Christianity to me is a relationship with God, and I'm grateful that I'm around a group of other Christians that don't believe in being hateful towards certain types of groups. I'm so sorry that you were taught to show hatred and prejudices to any groups because that is NOT Christianity. I know that religious trauma can contribute to many people's mental illnesses, but so does bad upbringings in general, broken families, childhood trauma, SA, lack of emotional regulation, fatherlessness, etc., and sadly society has been designed to make people this way because there's a bigger agenda at play here. These types of issues of pitting groups of people against each other and divisiveness is meant to keep us in fear and not uniting. Don't ever let that love go to waste! Remember that even those you may not like are worthy of love too, even if you don't agree with their lifestyle ❤

Thank you so much for taking the time to watch it 🙂

Not all books and music are evil, no. But a vast majority of what is mainstream does have demonic influence. Satan was in charge of music and entertainment in heaven before he fell to earth. As the rulers of this world, he's still at it.

Thank you for taking the time to watch and listen ❤

Thank you so much for taking the time to watch and listen and comment ❤ I really hope that my speaking abilities can bless many for the kingdom 🙏

How so? Is it because you think if you no longer believe he would revoke it?

Thank you so much for watching :)

It's crazy how that happens, but also so validating! Thank you for taking the time to watch :)

I think it's because we're resistant to fully accepting Jesus from the get go. I had to make my way back in steps unfortunately

Wow, praise God! I'm so glad he was able to rescue you from all of that, and that you're able to tell your testimony about it. It's quite amazing what He can do for us 💖💖

The way I see it is that he was using something bad for my good. It really helped kill my pride, and begin to humble me, but nothing humbled me the way that God did. Thank you for taking the time to listen 🥰

God uses all things for our good.

Thank you so much for taking the time to listen. As painful as everything has been in my life, I'm glad that I went through it all. God knew what he was doing when he wrote the story of my life. I appreciate you leaving a comment 🥰

Thank you for taking the time to watch and listen. I'm sure it was a combination of everything that I was doing at that time that brought on all those attacks, but that definitely xould have been the opener. I definitely opened myself up to things I never should have. Either way, I'm glad to be rid of those things now and washed in the blood of Jesus.

@@kuroPOLAROID Amen. In my own life various "recreational" and "spiritual" (then illegal) drugs including marijuana had DEVASTATING effects on my life, but I didn't see it until I ended up with an intense demonic attack inside my own mind at one point. Later, after being delivered of those demons, I backslid in a big way (though always loving Jesus and never meaning to dishonor Him) and ignored the Bible (of which I was too critical) and forgot to even pray (without even noticing) and actually ended up far from His way for 30 years. What a SHOCK it was to my system when I realized I had thrown away 30 years of my life with so much foolishness that was harmful to my own life and others, and "came back" to Jesus in a big way. Also stunning to me was realizing that just a few years earlier I had WANTED to take Ayahuasca. I am forever grateful to God that it was illegal in the U.S. at that time and I could not afford to travel for it. How could I have been so STUPID? Well, I'll tell you: spend enough time thinking your own thoughts and doing what YOU want to do that you know the Bible said you should not and you will be AMAZED at what you will forget! I know that many people seek Truth by taking different drugs nowadays, and I just can't help but try to dissuade them. Demonic attacks can be beyond terrifying and I wish that on no one! God bless!!!

Thank you so much for taking the time to watch and listen and to dream it worthy of something to share with a loves one of yours. I hope that it helps to reach her in the way you intend it to and that it can inspire her as well. Thank you for your lovely comment. May God bless you abundantly 🥺💕🙏

I will pray for you both. The fact that you have been saved means he will be saved too. Don't give up, sister ❤ thank you for taking the time to watch and comment

Oh yes, I forgave him a while ago and even got the chance to tell him so too. I told him that our divorce was the best thing that ever happened to me because I came to Christ 🥰

She made it clear that she has forgiven and gives her ex a lot of Grace throughout the video.

Thank you so much for taking the time to watch and listen ❤

Of course! I definitely see the value of ministry. I finished reading the entire Bible this year and have begun it over again. There's always something new learn from it. Thank you for the suggestion and for taking the time to watch this

Thank you so much for taking the time to watch and listen to my story. Life really has been easier to handle when I let God be God and take control. It's definitely not always easy.

Exactly! 🙌

Yes! I started reading the catechism of the catholic church and am considering making a return 🙂

​@@kuroPOLAROIDHi! But hearing your testimony i thought you became evangelical! 😮 You even said that The Catholic church is not Christian (by The contrary, it is. Jesus is The pilar of The Catholic church. And historically, it was The first Christian church). I AM adressing this to you with all respect! I am a former devout Catholic and had evangelical friends also.

@@Spasiuka Yes, you're absolutely right! I have definitely learned now that it is and how ignorant I was in saying that lol. I appreciate your comment :D

@@kuroPOLAROID Hi, again! Thanks for giving me a response. Are you still reading The Cathecism? What do you think of it? Please, dont make this Journey Alone. Ask for help of those that haver studied Theology. The Society of Jesus and The Order of Saint Dominic are 2 Catholic congregations that are amazing! They Will answer your doubts. And they are not afraid of being questioned and challenged. P.s. Sorry for my rusty English. It is not my native tongue.

@Spasiuka I am, yes, but I've hardly made a dent in it. So far it's okay, but I don't think I've gotten to the good stuff yet. I agree, it's better to get help from those who study theology. I appreciate the suggestions! Thank you 😊

I appreciate you taking the time to listen and share your comments with me. It was beautiful and I hope others get to see it too.

Amen 🙌

Not to question but am curious and many profess God, though sadly many leave out whom God gave to be the Mediator between mankind and The Creator. There is only one God and Jesus is the true God and all whom call upon God and want to know Him must go through Jesus, even though Jesus is the same God; The Creator. God established for Himself that His creation comes to Him through what He gave to be The Way, The Truth and The Life; being Jesus Christ The one and only Saviour and God. Anyhow, please try to not take this the wrong way, am just curious to whom you call God.

Hey, you're right and I have been learning to know the difference. This testimony is definitely outdated for me now. I've been considering going back to Catholicism or Orthodoxy. I've started reading the Catechism to answer a lot of the questions and hesitations I've been having about it, and I can see how my view was ignorant. I wish that growing up catholic, I was told these things, but I wasn't.

May Jesus open the doors that He knows need to be opened and close the doors that need closing, that religion and it's man-made doctrines would be set aside...God does not approve of any religion and surely He did not give mankind religion. Lean on Jesus and He will reveal His truth and the heart and mind will be set in Him alone and not mankind at its lies through religions. All religions fall short of the glory of God and only The Alpha and Omega is the way maker of setting the mind and heart on His truth of whom He is and what He wants for His creation.

Protestant and Catholic biblical practices are the same. The divergence is Catholic Church elevates the church as the sole infallible authority, Protestants say the WORD as Jesus words (yes church as a community confirmed what’s the scriptures but just because we can call a dog a dog doesn’t mean WE created the dog. God is still the author and finisher of our faith including the word of god) is the only infallible authority. there is disobedience to gods teaching and infiltration from satans hoards in both Catholic and Protestant churches. This is why we need the word humility and discernment through gods holy spirit.

Thanks for taking the time to watch!

Hallelujah!! Praise God for showing you the truth, the way, and the life 💖

Glory to Jesus for He is rounding up His children in these end of times.

Thank you so much for taking the time to watch it! ❤️ May God bless you as well

It's so interesting how some of us end up taking a similar path! I remember being fascinated by people's stories of visitations. Now that i know what i know, it's pretty freaky. Im glad you've found Jesus 😊 Thanks for taking the time to watch

Amen, the name of Jesus is power...and being a child in Christ surely is the best kind of life, even though the roads in life are a rollercoaster ride, yet with Jesus He keeps us in His embrace and there is no better place than His embrace. Glory to Jesus forevermore. Amen.

Reiki is the demonic counterfeit of the same healing Jesus does. As far as I'm aware, inviting spirit guides into the room for healing is the same thing as inviting demons. If the holy spirit is not present, it's not of God.

Can say for sure that reki is not of God...whereas the devil infiltrates the minds of lost souls to make them think that his ways are truth, when in fact the devil satan is all about cunning tricks and lies. Sadly many are tricked by the lies from satan and all the devil does is lie, even though he will use the Bible as a way to enter in the lives of lost souls, where the devil will use half truth from the Bible to make himself sound intelligent and as if he is bringing truth but he sneaks in his lies at the same time and the for folks that listens to what the devil gives, at some point the mind becomes fully corrupted because the devil is all about corrupting minds. Even though the devil has no real powers like God does, though the devil is very wise at how to be sneaky and sneak himself into the lives of people by his whispering lies. Now is the time to call upon Jesus and ask Him to open the mind that the heart would know His truth and His truth sets the heart and mind free from the cunning lies of the devil where his lies take no effect anymore. Call upon Jesus and see the comfort that comes from Him which is like no other comfort for He is the real Comforter. 🤍

Jesus is creator is Yahweh they made it all, but the spiritual and human forces in rebellion to God and HIS WAY co-opt and pervert gods work. Yes there is energy healing from Jesus. But reiki is a perverted false path for something that god offers freely. God tells us exactly how to get healing to confess our sins submit to him and Pray for deliverance. Anything else is unnecessary and dangerous. We don’t need no demons doing the work our creator will do for us do for us directy

Thank you so much for taking the time to watch it 🙏

Thank you so much for watching it! :D