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You have no idea how much your story helped me. I am the grandmother of the mirror image you have been thru. My daughter has a miscarriage very early on it was heatbreaking. Later on she carried for about 14 weeks and same thing happened. And again a third time and it was very far along I’m so it’s a bit of a blur as to the time frame but she as well went thru the entire labor. I can’t imagine how are and Steve feel. I can relate to your mum. She is suffering as well. My daughter never really talked a lot about her losses and it took me a long to to get over it. Thank you as a grandmama for helping me cope and understand just a little more of what you and your poor body has been thru. My daughter it was a cromazone problem. She did have two rainbow babies but she has never gotten past all the trauma. I hope you continue to grieve and talk about it so you can continue to help others with you story. There is nothing I can say to make it right. I dm do sorry for your loss. You daughter Bow is a beautiful angel in heaven with my grand babies and I will continue to pray for you and Steve and my daughter. She would not talk about it and I think that really helps. It did help me. God bless and keep you safe and well. I know this was the hardest story you ever had to tell. Thank you for your strength. Here is a hug hug thru the phone to you and Steve. Please take care of yourself and each other. Prayers xoxo

So sorry for your loss❤

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I am so very sorry for your loss of your beautiful baby girl. Praying you peace and healing.

How precious that you call your precious lil baby girl Bow!! 💖

She is so adorable! 😃

I am SO happy to see this video after watching your first one. You guys deserve all of this happiness! Nellie will come to know and love Bow through you and your husband. 🙂

I am so very sorry for your loss. I love your daughters name, Bow. Please never apologize for the tears you shed for your baby, I cannot even imagine your anguish, but I felt it through your video. God Bless you and your husband.

🤣🤣🤣🤣DRUG ME NOOOWWWW

Nelly is looking straight at the camera 📷 😍

Ohhh she is beautiful 😍

Happy 3rd birthday 🎂 🥳 Nelly..2022

Ohhh CONGRATULATIONS 🎊 Nelly is a baby sister to beautiful Bow xx

BOW...🎀YOUR FOREVER LOVED 🎀

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Ohhh sweetheart im so so utterly sorry..your a wonderful mumma and beautiful Bow is an angel in heaven 💖 but she will always be a part of your life's journey ❤️ ❤️ sending love and light bron from Australia 🇦🇺 ❤️

Watching this year late and absolutely sobbed. I'm so sorry, but thank you for sharing little Bow with us.

Oh lovey. I am so sorry for the loss of your precious little one. I am so sorry that you've had to endure so much. It's not fair. Life stinks sometimes. Thank you for sharing your story. I smile when you said you wanted to be in maternity clothes so bad & when you later looked at pictutes you thought you were not that big. I did the same. Sending you lots of love

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Lauren, you have a adorable, gorgeous, bundle of beautiful joy sitting there with you. She is a really happy, joyful, great beauty . With her sitting there through the video will make you want many more babies that’s all behaved like her. I wish you your gorgeous baby and family A bundle of joy and the best of the greatest Luck for y’all future! Thanks for sharing your your story with us all it’s means a lot to get to know everyone from everywhere and the circumstances going on in your lives ... it really does mean a lot and different circumstances help different families so yes thank you thank you wishing hou the best .., You have a Gorgeous little Ghirlandaio.... 💗🤍💗🤍💗🤍💗🤍💗🤍💗🤍💗🤍💗🤍💗🤍💗🤍

I am so happy for you,what a beautiful baby you have,her name is lovely.You can’t leave it here,an update would be great.To see you so happy is a joy & I love the fact that you talk about Bow who will never be forgotten💓💕

After finding your last brave flog & wondering how you had been I was thrilled to see you had given birth again which made me so very happy for you & Steve.Now I am going to catch up on Nell’s birth story💓

Lauren I cried with you at your brave & beautiful story of your precious daughter Bow who made you her Mama,her life was filled only with love 💕 💓💕

What a beautiful story of true love for your child. I’m so very sorry. You will be and are an excellent Mom. Much love ❤️

Thank you for sharing about your baby daughter Bow. I cried as I listened, but loved hearing how much you treasured the time you had with your daughter. I love Bow’s name and could relate to how you wanted her name heard! I know this is something you don’t get over, but hope you are continuing to be supported by your family and friends xxxx

Glad to see you have your arms full with a beautiful baby girl.

Thank you for your selfless act in sharing your story about your beautiful daughter Bow. The details you spoke of gave so much depth to her life snd your experience. I’m a labor and delivery nurse and I have helped families go through the birth process, however my time with them is brief. At the point of where they are, the shock and start of grief, we don’t know their complete story or the full impact of what they are going through. Your stairs had helped me see more to what lies on the surface. I have had miscarriages that I never talk about. It was painful, but I didn’t share only because I never told anyone I was expecting. I guess I didn’t want to burden them with my sorrow. As a nurse I’ve learned to put my feeling aside so I can best serve others. That is not always a good thing. It’s alright to grieve and let others feel the pain or sorrow with you. Good people want to share that with others to help ease the pain. Anyway, I’ve moved forward and adopted a baby who is now a teenager. Life is good. Thank you again for your beautiful, yet sad story. You, Steve and Bow have been able yo touch a world of people.

Hi Lauren, I just wanted to say I'm so sorry for your loss of your beautiful bow. You did your beautiful angel proud. I am 10 weeks in and this pain is so raw and the world that we live in I wouldn't wish it upon anyone. I was 40wk and 4days when I found out my baby boys heart stopped, I felt I was in a nightmare and I was going to wake up any minute. I guess I still feel like that now. Thank you so much for sharing your story. ❤️ Your little bow will be so proud of her mummy x

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I’m soo sorry for your great loss, this broke my heart for you🙏you are soo brave for sharing your story, thank you for helping so many people❣️sending prayers, love and support to you and I will b praying for you daily❤️

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Lauren, your story is very touching. Im sorry for your’s and Steven’s precious loss. Im happy to know you have another daughter, Nellie. God bless you all. (After listening to this very emotional story, I would have liked to see Bow’s picture.)

What a beautiful princess! So happy for you both. Now for a "blue booties!" God bless your little family - she is just perfect! Keep us posted!! xo

Omg what a freaking adorable little munchkin she looks so cuddly

Beautiful baby Bow. Thank you for sharing Bow’s story. God bless you

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My heart broke watching this, I am so sorry for your loss, my thoughts and prayers are with you.

Oh hun I understand your pain I went through it with my daughters first baby he was perfect the whole pregnancy and his hear beat stopped shortly after the 38th week and going thru that and she didn’t get a cuddle cot so he began to turn really dark colored really fast but he was perfect although we could tell he had lost weight come to find out the placenta stopped feeding him at one point so he essentially starved to death and if the doctor would have listened just 10 days earlier when the hospital found her uric acid was extremely high and would have delivered him then he may be here with us today and I begged her so I carry a lot of guilt for not making her go to another doctor that day. But I never imagined we could lose him that late in pregnancy and the dr reassured me that as well it’s the worst pain I’ve ever experienced in my life watching my baby girl hurt so bad and I could DO nothing but hurt with her , I couldn’t fix it this time total and utter devastation we will forever have that scar to bare and it never goes away you just learn a new way of life living with the pain. I’m so sorry you have to hurt and be a part of this club that no one ever should be a part of. All my love and 🙏 Hun xoxo stay strong god has a plan and you will be reunited I can promise you that! God bless!!!

She is beautiful! 😌

The meaning behind her name 🙏🏽🌈 my son, who is now 15 years old, was a high risk pregnancy due to low amniotic fluid. The entire pregnancy I was told he could pass at any moment, and I had fetal heart monitoring two times a week from twenty weeks on. At 38 weeks he stopped moving completely, which sent me straight to the ER. His heartbeat was good, but no movement. They induced me that night. I am so sorry for your losses, and I am thrilled about Nelly! ⭐️😌❤️

This made me so happy to watch! I have actually listened to you tell Bows' story on a couple different occasions and didn't realize you had had another baby till watching this tonight. Thank you for telling your story and being so brave and vulnerable with us. This has touched my heart and I am truly happy for you and your family 💙💙💙 Cheers from America ♥️😊

Oh my sweetheart you have suffered such a devastating loss. Sending love and strength your way. Your little Bow has send the most perfect little rainbow baby your way for you and her daddy to love and enjoy. Always remember when little Bow grew her wings it was not goodbye but until we meet again. She will be the first one you’ll see at heavens door in time to come......your beautiful little angel Bow❤️❤️

I’m so happy to see this update. Our babies are the same age! ☺️❤️

Omg im so sorry for yr lost🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

Omg I'm so happy for you! What a long hard journey to get to where you are and I can't stop smiling cuz I'm so happy for you and your husband and nelly!

My heart just breaks for you and Steve. I lost a baby too in 2003 and i know the pain was horrible i can't imagine your pain. Bow is such a beautiful name. Hope you're doing ok now i know the grief is overwhelming and some days it's not as heavy but always there. You'll always wonder at least i have always wondered what my baby would look like now and all those things but its gotten easier I've the years. Praying for you your family and baby bow. 💕

You are a beautiful soul. You did your best. I wish they had delivered her the first time she was in distress. My heart aches for you. I pray God will give you peace and comfort. God bless and strengthen you both.🙏💗

So happy for you!!! All the best to your whole family!

I'm so sorry for your loss! No parent should have to go through this. I hope you are feeling more at peace now. Thank you for making this video, it helps so many.

So wonderful. Thanks for sharing