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Thanks so much ❤

That’s right. But it’s not easy. ❤

​@@loveoracle8797I'm so sorry 😔

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He sure is beautiful ❤️

@@AuthenticityMG hi hun Sorry I missed you ❤️🙏

Thankyou I’m longing for his spirits touch here. He is always with me. It’s like when you have a partner you’re in love with. You say “ oh how I want you, how I long for you! “ you know you have them but you want more because you are so in love with them. Even when you are embraced as close as you can be the passion sometimes is beyond comprehension. You feel like it’s never enough. You want them more it’s overwhelming. If you go back and watch this again in this light you may see it differently. Oh how I want him, I love him, I need him. Although I have all of him. Blessed are those who are poor in spirit. For theirs is the kingdom . He’s so beautiful ❤️ahhh

@ no need to long, have and be satisfied. “I am with you”. Not “ i am going to be with you later” Let your longing be transformed into the joy of knowing you are WITH which brings fulfillment. When you feel you are separate that only means your attention wandered out into the world. Just turn it around and realize you are home (he actually never left you and you never left either). Ask to remain home always with your attention, your awareness . Gradually you will feel full-filled more and more until your attention never leaves and your joy is unbroken.

So you’ve never been in love and been in their arms saying “ oh I want you , I love you, I need you”? You’re right. So often we can feel seperate from him. But certainly not in this case. I felt so close to him here. It was one of many beautiful moments

@@StephanieOrtiz-u3t hi Stephanie I totally understand what you’re saying. You have to really know and experience him yourself. He’s so beautiful. He’s so wonderful. He’s so glorious. Just open up to him and say Jesus come make your home in me. Reveal to me yourself. Who you are. I want to know you too like this girl does. I want to feel what she’s talking about. Help me know you. Jesus if you’re real please come and show me you are truly who you say you are. That’s what happened to me. I just said “ God if you’re real I need to know cos I got no one “ I really didn’t expect anything to happen but it sure did. 39 years ago now. I’ve never fallen out of love with him cos he is always there for me speaking to me and loving me. Lighting up my life with his Spirit of life and peace and love. Let me know how you go. I’d love to hear back

@@SharmanUmu hi girl 🌹glad you’re here. Did u press the little bell to get notifications ?

@@perthgirl1012 oh yes !! He sure is . Our blessed saviour ❤️ we love him and praise and adore him

@@kristinaGodsHouseofFire haha Christmas dog

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@@IamXues hehe yes she likes to paint her nails 💅🏼 but sometimes she spills it cos she’s clumsy with her hands holding the bottle

That’s exactly right ! ❤

@@AuthenticityMG I don’t blame u at all. That’s why I’ve not been able to tell people. With the whole woke thing no one wants to hear what is transwidows have gone through and the reality of it all. I’m here to tell my story for those who can cope with it. Warts and all. Self led therapy is an incredible thing. I’m a very self aware person. I’ve learned to be.

@@Numptee86 so glad you’re happy now. Thanks for your comment ❤️ have you subscribed ? Would love you to and press the bell to receive notifications

Sorry Ibi my battery ran out on the live I’d love to spend more time with you on that Maybe in private

@loveoracle8797 It's okay. Thought as much. Anytime.

@@kristinaGodsHouseofFire it’s unbearable absolutely unbearable so I’m praying and keep going to him to hold me

@@loveoracle8797😢

Thankyou It’s very hard to go through this with all three children and now 8 grandchildren

@@juliegagnon7233 yes thanks

Thankyou Kristina ❤

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Hi Micheal What do you mean? ❤️

Hi and thanks for asking. I’m using this platform to purge all the emotional pain that’s been locked up inside me. I believe it gets stored in our cells and then we get sick. It’s time I went back to all those painful experiences and feel them now I able to. It’s very painful but I pray and God seems to take a lot of the sting out of my sad memories as I do this ❤️🙏

@@djgames4622 I live on a boat on the water

Bless u and thank you so much ❤️

@@dan_m7774 hi Dan you’re getting close. That’s the best I’ve heard so far! I believe once we know love it’s very hard to reject. Gods love is incomprehensible to us and outside of what we think of love. Therefore what do you see is a rejection of love ?

@loveoracle8797 There are many degrees of love. From love of God to love your enemy. They are not the same. Love can also be misguided, such of love of money, and countless other vises. To love your enemy is to desire the good for them. Someone evil you desire their heart and mind be changed. The love of God is the recognition that everything and everyone you care about is his. A gift that is not owed to you. The lack of love is the opposite. God owes me this or that. My happiness is in a creation instead of the creator. Everything in creation you will lose upon death. Yet you were not created to love the gift, greater than the gift giver. Self loathing, is another form of hate. A book could easily be written on what it means to love or hate. To hate is to darken yourself.

@dan_m7774 thanks for your contribution to this discussion. yes that is definitely our cognitive understanding of Gods love. When we see him rather than in a mirror we will be awed by his perfect love. I’m not sure we can fully fathom the length width height and depth of just quite how unfathomable He ( love ) is until we see Him face to face. Yet here we have the privilege of taking part in growing in the revelation of his love ❤️

He warned us how to live our lives yes. So our life doesn’t end up in a state of death or the rubbish tip

@@dan_m7774 very true !

Thankyou. I know :( not only that but he knew exactly what he was doing because he did it once before which I discovered much later. He lied about that too. After me he did it to another woman. And also to bring a child into his lies. I’ll be posting more details about the whole story later. This is the first time I’ve been able to talk about it at length in 20 years

@loveoracle8797 It is a deception that resides in him. There are those who break free, and can change. You can only pray he is freed from his bondage of sin.

@dan_m7774 sadly he has passed away. ‘ there is a way that seems right to a man but in the end it leads to death ‘ Those hormones they take are very hard on the liver.