everything was perfect
right until i had to move towns
went back home
but hits different without you now
had a couple dreams
where i went back and saw you
but when i finally did
i wasn’t strong enough to call you
watched you walk away
and in my mind i know i’ll stay
you’re going off to college
and i’ve noticed how you changed
the people there in Austin
couldn’t match my depth of pain
with you gone and i’m reminded
bout it every single day
and i caused it
i should’ve been locked in
i should’ve been everything you need
i wasn’t honest
i shouldn’t have let myself go
should’ve stopped it
you showed more than love
while i regressed our progress
i’m obviously selfish
back then couldn’t help it
i promise the issue i had has been dealt with
whenever i moved
you were still who i wanted
still who i loved
you’re the person i flaunted, then
things changed
i would struggle with doubt
with the distance that we had
i couldn’t figure it out
i was convinced you were cheating
couldn’t say it out loud
was too prideful
so i let the bad thoughts sprout
and it made me feel resentful
to the person you were
i should’ve talked about it
but instead i let it get worse
then a person came around
i couldn’t see you in her
and made a bad decision
that incision always will hurt
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