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I hadn't honestly realized I even did that until you pointed it out :)

That's very funny...I hadn't considered that particular irony 😂

@@Inverted_ I loved Pretty Hate Machine and reasonably well loved The Downward Spiral as well, but I kind of fell off the NIN train after those records. Are you a big fan yourself?

@@eronabcj1693 Thank you 🤜🤛 I tried my best to make it clear that my experience in these years of existing are how I derived my views, built strengths out of pain and scarring, and of course wrap everything up into an outrageously introverted and anti-social akward irritable human and let many years of life roll by like baking a fkd up casserole in an oven and boom, ya got me. Rationality does not have to come to you from a rational place. But if something that makes sense in my head makes any sense to someone else with similar life history traits, I guess that's a win. And I cant help it, I am fond of ASMR, or in my case pseudo wannabe ASMR, but it tends to work for my brain in some small way. All the best bro, keep that head straight.

@@DokiDokiZada-Chan Way too kind, thank you 🤜🤛 Definitely not one of the great channels, much lower quality obviously, but if I enjoy myself and someone else is mildly amused at the same time, it's a win.

Im joking

@@Alexplayer63 It's legit, we are definitely the same round shape 🤙

I never left 🤜🤛 🖤 I'm just terribly unmotivated lately.

@@underconfident_asmr i can help you with that by being a loyal viewer

@@anjacuedari6278 Well now, the online persona I'm talking to almost appreciates my existence more than I do 😏 Anyway, thank you for the immensely kind words. What do you think of the appearance of the x-stitch? I haven't decided entirely if I like it or not, but I'm committed now 🙂‍↔️ I should also mention that I do honestly endeavor to follow the advice on the back patch 😁

​​@@underconfident_asmrHahaha yes, I do appreciate you a lot. I also am completely sure of the idea that I must spread kindness on a daily basis. I do like the back patch, it's a big beauty! I am also very impressed by your stitching skills! And a personal favourite patch is the one with Alex DeLarge. A Clockwork Orange is one of my favorite Kubrick movies.

@@anjacuedari6278 I'm way too introverted and anti-social in nature to roll with "spread kindness" thing, I'd rather stay in the shadows easily passable and forgotten in general society, I'm at least reasonably well mannered though, old school upbringing and so on. But you are fortunate to have that kind of energy and positivity, kudos! Now for Alex, he fits in to both a certain attitude in the realm of this music, but I wanted to take some truly special classics that I am immensely fond of and blend em in. My older vest has a woven patch of David Lynch's Eraserhead, this one will have two A Clockwork Orange patches. The one I'm waiting on to arrive is slightly unique as only a very small number were made by an individual independent seller with embroidery equipment 🤙

@@TheUnboxingHub68 I suppose I got lucky if this video allowed that to happen, even for a moment. Thank you 🤜🤛

@@martinfischermann6194Damn sir....wow. Thank you and respect 🤜🤛 You really went back in time intentionally to find this. If you're interested to know, that long ago I originally wanted to try just for giggles to myself to make an ASMR video and see what it was like. I then started to ponder having a sort of sci-fi pseudo-tech theme for the channel, but I realized I didn't have much imagination and creativity, let alone budget, equipment, or production knowledge, I just outright gave up, and a long while later went to the themeless and low output random piece of...hobby that my channel exists as today. I'm sure you didn't ask for all that backstory but there it is 😅 Thank you sir.

@@HoneyWitchASMR You've been a sort of online friend to this easily forgettable human for a long time, I honestly appreciate that it would be my pleasure 😎

@@anjacuedari6278 Thankee 😁 I will get to this one more time because I'm waiting for I'm sure another few weeks for the back patch to arrive from Poland. I want to record that full process 🤙 Thank you, your comments always give me the biggest grin, and I don't smile alot naturally so my cheeks ache a little!

@@mopeyworld Thank you, good to hear, I guess my experiment was successful 🤜🤛

@@vegandolls Making stuff and things.

@@sigmaswag420 🤜🤛

@@RCA_Dome I take any politician as seriously as the easter bunny and couldn't possibly care any less with any cell of my being who votes for what, as if people really believe a politician of any stripe is a good human being 🤣 And thank you, looking forward to seeing them twice here in October 🙂

@@underconfident_asmr i believe you but the liberals around here actually worship Kamala and would vote Hitler over Trump. Kmfdm songs are not only anti-right, they are anti-left as well. They admit that communism is an opressing system

@@GrymmTymm1313 Every single day. I haven't ended my own existence up to this point, so I'm obviously doing something right.

@underconfident_asmr oh well I battle every day too also. Just don't have to wear a jacket for people to see it

@@GrymmTymm1313Enjoying yourself a little and celebrating things you've loved in life floats my little boat.

I have a Rollins Band patch going onto this coat as well 🤙

@@underconfident_asmr where did you get them?

@@hwipher8585 That BF patch was from Mexico, the Rollins Band was an embroidered homemade from Etsy, it is really well done.👍

@@OfTheSeaKND Hey, good or bad it was at least an attempt to create something. Anything that contributes something to the life of ASMR 🙂

@@sigmaswag420 🤜🤛

Album is a masterpiece 🫠

@@sigmaswag420 Thank you 🤜🤛 I didn't even touch on all the other merch and general "stuff" that I have too, but from back when this video was made I have the CD and Vinyl for when Hyena and Let Go came out, and a tour shirt from the Hyena tour. I'm seeing them twice a couple weeks apart later this year for the 40th anniversary tour, got my tickets at the ready 😁

@@underconfident_asmrsuper lucky. i hope you have lots of fun though :D

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Very kind, thank you! I should probably tell you that there is very little metal on my vest or my coats, I'm more of an industrial guy, but the metal dad thing gets me every time 😆 Very awesome. Anyway, all is as well as it's going to get ya know 🤜🤛

@@AmandaBurger-wd4lw The Tribe at the Jake, man so many good times.

@@TristanBapst 🤜🤛

@@estebanarossanchez3113 Very kind sir, thank you 🤜🤛

@@ricardamojioudugullo3626 English is excellent sir 👌 What you and I are saying then is the same, and it is something you can only truly understand if you live it. Thanks 🤜🤛

@@Renstimpy247 🤜🤛

@@mackenziebranson2 Should've seen me as a kid. Can you picture a little boy around 6 years old with a little slotted plastic box/shelf for cassettes sitting there organizing them his certain way while listening to his little boombox, then playing Nintendo still with the music playing. Or, Buy him a new tape, and the moment he gets in the car he yanks the plastic off and is looking thru the artwork inside that little booklet to see what's inside. That was me 🙂

@@HyruleBricks77 Of course. Steam is free, the major games aren't.

@@estebanarossanchez3113 There are truly deep and I believe complex differences in how the mind processes both sounds and words between people who practically live and breathe music compared to people who don't. You and I could listen to the same song and each of us process two entirely different sets of sounds, feelings, and interpretations of the lyrics. I don't know any better way to explain it. I do know that while there are few songs here and there throughout their discography I don't care for, a majority of it matters to me and the music of this particular band has meant so much to me over a long many years and helped in some really, serious and dark times for me. But hey, I hope at least this video was somewhat relaxing or amusing. Cheers mate.

Thank you for the kind words sir. I just do this for the fun of it. I don't have high quality equipment, just a Yeti mic, and since I'm not a serious channel out to monetize and all that, I don't have a solid upload schedule, just whenever an idea crosses my mind. But hey, I appreciate the company 🤜🤛

That was actually just coincidence 😅 I forget that for some, that's a small trigger. I should keep that in mind. Thank you.

Since I was a high school kid in the late 90's, yes 🖤 I remember what a surprise it was when announced going solo.

Some people do take interest in those they feel are in a lower or lesser place in some way or another. I'm alot of irrelevant in the scheme of anything, but I'm also just fine 👌

@@underconfident_asmr keep the grind brother. By the way, about that test, from what I understand, some descriptions will not fit you well because they are derived statistically And if you have one rare factor that shifts your personality or whatever, it can curve ball some general assumptions that would be fair for the general population

Indisputably one of those "if you know, you know" albums. Man I wore this tape out as a kiddo.

Apologies sir, but religion to me is absurd. For every religion that anyone would be talking about and trying to "share" with others in the here and now, there are historically recorded gods/religions and entire civilizations and cultures of people that current religious people casually shrug off and ignore the entire existence of which to me defies all intelligible logic. Their saviors are no more or less valid than yours. Be well my dude.

​@@underconfident_asmr Thanks for good natured response Sir, and I understand your concerns. If you suffer me a little, and keep your mind open I would appreciate it. What I am talking about is not a religion, I don't like that term because if there is creator, he is not "The Religion" "The Church" or "The Denomination", He is "The Spirit", that created everything, he is above all things. Next, you might say I am being hypocritical, because I want to say that I believe he has revealed himself to us by coming in a form of man (Jesus). And wrote down the salvation message and showed us the way using apostles and writing The Bible. There are three points that make me believe in Bible is revealed word of God over every other religion. 1. There are too many witnesses accounts about Jesus that even secular scholars cannot deny his existence (they do argue about his divinity). The fact that he ressurected is clear evidence of creator God's power, because only the creator has power to give life. He also showed this power by himself ressurecting other people. 2. Apostles gave their lives and had gruesome deaths for the testimony of Jesus and his message. A man can hardly give his life for anything, even more harder is to give life for thing that you know is a lie. Therefore they must have really believed that Jesus is the messiah and God. 3. The most available book in the world is the Bible, especially exploding in the amount since the printing press invention. Also, the Bible was kept error-less by the share fact that we have so many exemplars of it, that we can cross examine every single one to see where there are errors. If I was God I would try to make my message the most available message in the world, and keep unchanged. I want to thank you for reading my long message and your patience with me, I know it must be annoying sometimes, but I believe God is after your heart. And I would like to suggest to not take my word for it but just pray to the creator, and ask him to reveal himself, and he will provided you are really seeking for the truth. May your days be filled with blessings, and peace, and love, Sir 🙏

I am not physically fit. I used to be a little more-so, often hiking, but I quit caring after awhile, found other ways I would rather spend my time.