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“intricate” was the word i was lookin for lol

Amazing keep it up can you be my friend I need it

Thank you for expressing the importance of writing in a journal. I have been doing that for years unlike your special method of multiple books I only use (yes I am somewhat OCD) Top Flight Wired 3 subject notebook. I enjoy on my days off making coffee, sitting with my cat and writing in "my book". I agree just the physical act of writing is like a meditation and it appeals to my creative nature. I only use Sharpie ultra thin. The books I order on Amazon and whatever color they send is a concern but sets the mood. The new one beginning Aug 6 is Orange😊

Hmm good subject but what about maybe a gray area where a place in one's Life and circumstances kind of "forces the hand" (is that a poker phrase?) and dictates your path aka decision?

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I feel you. I never had a father and my bio mom was more interested in doing other things that I can't speak on here, but I definitely learned from her mistakes. The two parental figures I was blessed to have in her place, my grandparents are both passed on now, but taught me such valuable lessons. My grandpa was loving and compassionate, he was also unwanted and mistreated as a child so gave me unconditional love. My grandma was tough and definitely abused me, but I forgive her bc I understand she also was unwanted, never had a proper example and was doing what she was taught she had to do. I ended up a teen mom like my own mother and decided in that moment to break those cycles. To never let my children experience what I did. I'm grateful for all the lessons, good and bad. My kids are all in their 20s, doing far better than I ever expected, especially with a narcissist father and me just giving from my heart like my grandpa showed me. Having been so wounded from lifelong traumas (that I'm finally trying to heal) I never imagined any of us would be this well off, even though I'm not great, they are flourishing. I gave them the tools they needed to survive this crazy world, and that unconditional love moved mountains for us all. I feel my grandfather in everything I do bc its all from the heart and he was my greatest example. Life isn't easy but I've learned everything is a blessing or a lesson, and even the lessons can turn into blessings if you make them something positive. A simple feeling of a teenage girl not wanting her baby to feel the pain I had was the catalyst for 3 different people to lead extraordinary lives (more if you consider the siblings I helped give the same) that wouldn't have been possible if I hadn't been so angry and resentful. I turned that pain into something beautiful and helped create something amazing. I'm an odd one, now I'm grateful for the suffering bc it motivated me to be the change, to be the person I needed and in doing so, found my true purpose. Every painful moment has the potential to turn into something beautiful. You just have to feel strongly enough about it and make it happen for yourself, even if you think it impossible. Miracles happen every day, if you believe. I found out how to give myself the love I was never given bc we all are worthy and deserving of happiness, whether you were given it/allowed to have it before or not. We all deserve to live a life of love and happiness with peace in our hearts. When you learn to love yourself that way, its a whole new story and its beautiful... <3 Love & blessings, and *hugs* to everyone who wants one! <3

That was beautiful. Thank you for sharing something so raw with us. You are not alone. <3

Thanks for sharing, I needed this right now. I found you bc of Witch & Scythe and I'm so grateful! <3 Have a beautiful day!

That hurt, but its true.

thanks c:, nice video

Beautiful. Thank you for sharing your gifts. 🙏🏾🙌🏾🤲🏾🫶🏾

I'm really sorry for you and the pain you have endured, i hope you'll be okay and have the power to overcome it 💪🏽 Crying doesn't make you weaker,it helps to express yourself when your mouth can't do this, you've been strong for a long time so crying isn't a bad thing. Cry, wash away your tears, stand up and keep going, it's not easy but you can do this 'cause you're a warrior. May God help you 🙌🏽

That was beautiful; hope you find peace soon, sister. ❤

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Can I be your succubus ❤

Dude I can feel your despair😢. It truly sucks when things aren't the way you imagined. Im so sorry for your loss, I know how it feels, regardless let go it's over🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

I don't know whenever I force myself to do something it is always a bad experience. You can't force yourself to suddenly enjoy your ex s music. There is something else at play here. No adapting needed. It is ok to not like your partners music I was young and new and just falling into this and that. A person I met played a country song they loved by Garth Brooks I think. Even then I knew this person was not right for me. A kind of soft musical red flag. It is ok to use music as a litmus test.

When did your dad die?

You are amazing and genuine.

you are so strong so amazing🫂

Rise up Dear Phoenix 🪶⭐🦋

Maybe first step is to find out what company the Life Insurance was held. As a kin I am sure you could get some information there. Forget about those aunts. I have relatives on my Father's side who were wealthier and I know that feeling. But I trust Nature...or the Nature of Being. Karma some would say. Old folks:"what goes around comes around"...I guess sometimes we are left to just trust that. Which I am totally ok with.

I can understand your anguish. My Dad's death was "fishy" too. I didn't want anything. But the night he died his wife, not my Mom, called her son before she called 911. They were known to have fights a lot. He was cremated but at the showing under the make-up was an obvious bruise on his forehead. When there is a death Family changes, they get greedy. Not sure what you can do.

I enjoy your videos so much. What about cups? I have already diagnosed myself as a damaged puzzle piece. So has my sister. We grew up with an abusive Father and a cold German mother. But it turned us into women who can take care of ourselves. Problem for me is Love. If someone starts to think they Love me I push them away as soon as possible. See? Damaged puzzle piece.

i love your videos so much.

Er like a tshirt I had created on Amazon I wear sometimes in red font on the front " #whawhawhat"...and on the back in lime-green font "consider the source"...I created it to wear at work to well target a problem person. But I like it because it helps me take the high road and move on.

So helpful. I have been wanting to busk with my electric violin for a long time. I am wired to keep myself safe so this is a challenge. Your Tarot said it all. Thank you.