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Remember my friends in the internet.... Don't let all that pain harm you more, you can learn from it, conjure to it... Become better than ever, alongside....make your parents proud, even if you aren't in the right of their expectations, just remember life has given you a chance, and never reject that once in a lifetime opportunity, as for the people who have in the lowest point in their life... I just want to say, God is with you and I'm here with you, no matter how shallow it is, nor how painful it is, I'll be with you... Even if it hurts me, Godbless to all

Theres one thing i wish fervently to experience, and that is a wife's love, and children's love too. Those things are out of reach for me though because no matter what i do or how much i change, i end up with the ahort stick and everyone i know telling me that i fucked up, and that im not good enough. My own mom keeps telling me to get a vasectomy, which i dont want to do, and to just stop looking for my significant other. Sure ive felt a mothers/fathers/brothers/sisters love, but its just not the same as a girlfriends/wifes/childs love. God and the universe seem to have deemed it necessary for me to continue on spouseless and childless. Im even jealous that my sister is married to a loving and caring husband and living a better life than i am.

Again, its been 1 year now... since i last commented on this video. And yet... i still get my way around this sound, i don't know why this sound makes me feel safe after all these years. But i came here just to tell you one of the story that i soon thought would be a great ending. I saw a tulip, she was very very beautiful. You could see in those cute petals that she will be the kindest, and you could see it grow like a beautiful personality, by the looks of it... she looks like everything that i could could have hoped for someone. I was able to be with her, we both had a nice talk for a month i was happy, i really were... i never felt like i was sad... nor even felt depressed. I just cant believe in this world i could find someone like her, She was not ordinarily just a "tulip" she was a garden, and im the one whos taking care of it... i swear i loved her so much... i really do.. i just... she was the reason why i was happy for so long... and.... when i looked through it. My life was better. Until... she disappeared i couldn't help but be more depressed when she disappeared in my life... She just i dont know... gone?... like all of my hopes for thinking true love exists... just gone... like some pesticide just took the life out of her. Now... i lost my sense of sleep, eat and my sense of continuing if only i could show you guys my progress... Now i just damnit.

What anime is it?

Dolor enough to understand

im still young. i have the right to not understand

Please make your past and future selves proud of who youve become. You deserve that much.

Duele

Why is life so unfair?

Coughs - me

Anime name?

Amidst my poignant battles , Dwelling in a universe of melancholy, My soul yearns for your nuances

4 year ago 😭😭 shed i can't stop cry

❤😢😮qeertoasdfghjkp

I'm here since 2021...time flies

Remember it is just a bad day Not a bad life Good guy

I have so many problems, and I'm the reason why, I am saved but I keep falling into the same sin.....

This makes me cry everytime i play this😭😭

Back when we were all still happier, innocent, and had genuine happiness --- childhood...🥹

"it's all pink on the inside" -My daddy

This song... Feeling like relax and enjoy. Just overthinking something sad.. and cry... Sigh. I wish i was deserve it..

I wish you didn’t have to become a lesson.

The song is called "Pluto Projector"

God.. Clannad was such a sad anime..

0:35

I love Clannad

Like and subscribe or your balls will blow up

I made a bad decisions in my life, i hope god forgive me and gave me more chance.

my music when i deleted my childhood shooting games:

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2:58

Hey myself, i remember these old days...when i was young...but now i'm 30

The song ain’t even making me cry It’s the damn comments …… Maybe the song too

Here cuz I wanna cry but I can’t ✋the music and stories and sad n shi but this is the saddest I can be rn 😕

Hang in there guys🩷

When life was good:

Nice song but its ruined by the thumbnail. I won't put it in my playlist

She just left me and have New friend....

What’s this song? I’d pay to listen to this while I work ❤

bye

I hope someday you see this Pebito. I love you <3 Always in my heart. 29/06/2024

Remember, you can only cry in the bathroom or in daddy’s arms

What is the anime in the background

Jesus christ loves you all stay well in there

~Bakso kontol bakso kontol~ Hah the good old days

I love all of you I don't care what you've done I just want you to know that even I care about you even if no one else forgives you or you can't forgive yourself. I forgive you and I want you to know that I love you whoever you are and I want you to try harder to pick up yourself and be strong even when it hurts. As humans we need to learn to love one another. We only have one life, make as many people smile as you can together we can get through this.

thank you:)

Reading the wise comments while listening to this Magnificent... 🥺✨

It only takes 100 years from now. 100 years to die once. And 100 years to be completely forgotton if you have no outstanding achievements In life. 100 years for your loved ones to die aswell. None the less, if lived to the fullest it can be 50 or 90 years to look back on and remember when times were good. To be honest, it could be good or bad. Just remember it happend, and you are not alone. Time may even repeat itself, but please, just please remember that you that is in the repeat of time. It can never replicate who you are fully, that my friend is because you are special. And with that I'll be off first. Goodbye. 👋

“I guess even if you force back what was lost it still won’t be the way it was” - Guts