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actually I have a question, if you would want to talk about it. I also have very rapidly changing moods, exactly the way you described, but I've also had like longer periods of depression. Did you get both long terms of depression (like months) and shorter terms (like a few days) too?

you are sooo beautiful and brave! I am also thinking that I have cyclothymia so I wanted to research it and I'm so glad I found you! You seem like a very genuine and amazing person, thank you so much explaining everything!

I used this year and last to wake up and have good days energetic and happy and bad deprssed days...they say its just depression I dont know what to do...I feel I was misdiagnosed...can cyclothymia turn into major depression?I feel so confused for 2 years

Beautiful and tender 🙏🏻 Saint Lucy pray for us.

i really appreciate you sharing. i relate sooo much! i hope you're doing well. 🌸

You are such a Beautiful and Brave Girl! Your story really resonates with me. I lost my mom and sister, I struggle socially. I was just diagnosed with Cyclothymia last month, but I’ve had it my whole life. It feels so good to have a true diagnosis and be on the right medications for it. I finally have a reason to exist. Good Luck to you!

I struggle a lot socially too. It’s sucks.

thank you for your video, i really feel similar to you so its feels good to know im not alone... ( ive been diagnosed in the same conditions as you and loves the same things as you ) You look like you're an amazing person keep on going ! you got this

So helpful! I needed this ❤️

hope ur doing well!

It’s is LITERALLY… how I’m feeling right now. Like I just stumbled upon this gem called audio journaling. I feel u!! ❤️

U got me just with your intro. ☺️☺️

Ty for sharing this💖

Hi! thanks for sharing that, is very helpful. I have a dear friend who is been diagnosed with Cyclohtymia and i am trying hard to understand her. If you can help me understand some of it is very appriciated, i do care a lot for this person! I would like to know if there can be some sort of manipulative behaviour due to hypomania, and cognitive distortion when depress or feel attacked. Meaning she has the tendency to manipulate and push people arround to obtain favours (she is awere of that), also she would somethimes lie about facts or sligtly distort them, when under pressure, confronted or mad at me. Is this something you are familiar with? Thank you again

Hey dear, thank you so much for sharing, you are incredibly brave, strong and beautiful! It's been a while since you posted this, how have you been coping recent years? How are you now?

thank you so much for sharing 🥺💕

I was just diagnosed today and found your video and channels. I noticed you haven’t posted in over a year. I hope you’re okay! ❤️

I recently got diagnosed with cyclothymia, and I totally resonate with you!!! You are brave and strong for being open. It's a relief to know I'm not the only one who feels the way you described

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Your video is really touching.

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You are such a strong person! I’m proud of you for talking about this. And encouraging people with your story! Big big hugs!

I appreciate your explanation and experience. I am trying to figure out what my brain is doing and I’ve been researching cyclothymia and it feels like I may have found one is going on. So, thank you for doing a hard thing and sharing your experience.

I HAVE CYCLOTHYMIA ! Girl!

I just learned about cyclothymia. Holy hell! Thanks for sharing.

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These are AMAZING tips! Just found your instagram/youtube and I’m so glad I did! Congratulations on publishing your book (even though it’s very late) and good luck with your current story!! It really sounds amazing!

Hi, thank you for sharing the video. You are the female version of me in every way. My name is Ame, I wonder if you spell your name with an A or E. If you want to add me on FB: Ame Chindoo-Roy. I subscribed to your page and liked 😊 Greetings from Wales. Sorry but I laughed and felt a tear while watching the video.

Thank you sharing your with us. Hope you feel so happy for all.

Thank you for sharing.

I thought cyclothymia would not go so deep down, sounds like your depression was a full blown one.

Authentic 🌿💚🌿

Do you ever feel neutral?

I almost cried watching this. I have never related to a video as much as this one. Trying to figure out if I have cyclothymia. I am almost 21 years old and since I have ASD my parents are very overbearing and claim I am not bipolar/cyclothymic and I misinterpret everything. but I know myself better than my parents know me and I have been doing research and I am 90 percent sure I have it. I cannot get diagnosed and the help I need since I am on my parents' insurance and they will not help me get what I need and cannot drive either to get where I need :/ Glad you are doing well!

Thank you for sharing your story! Never expected to hear anybody say “I need potatoes” in this sort of video hahaha. I hope you are doing okay right now!

*hugs* 💜💜💜

Proud of you ❤️always here supporting you on your journey, thanks for being an inspiration!!

I am sooooooo happy for you. Standing up and getting help just shows how much powerful and inner strength and strong will you have. Like a Phoenix you rose from the ashes and now you will touch the great skies.

I am very happy for you. I want you to know that inner love is a good kind, and so is outer love, and in this world, sometimes we have to nudge others and teach them how to love us back. It's worth the effort. I remember being suicidal when I was young. I'm glad I didn't do it, because I get to meet people like you, people who simply try to love and share, and that makes you worth a thousand times more than diamonds.

In December 2018 I finally made the phone call to the helpline and got some help. It's been a slow process, but I am finally able to return to these moments of utter despair and self hatred and reflect. I can finally feel love for myself and gratefulness towards the girl who reached out and said: "I can't do this on my own anymore." For so long, my mind has been SO ill. And for SO long, I saw no hope, no light, no help. I want this series to be a beacon of hope and inspiration and motivation for any of you who are feeling down, stuck or lost. It does get better. It always helps to know that you are not alone. I hope that we can discuss creativity & mental illness, share success stories and inspire each other. xxx Em Here's to a lifetime of adventures, happiness and incredible stories!

Shes my sister😂

Love the honesty! Hi, from a fellow lurker trying to get out from the shadows.

Hello from the void. loved the video and looking forward to more.

HI! you don't have to be into writing tips to be an authortuber! Welcome, I subbed and look forward to more content!

I like you Em and your videos! I am so happy you did this tag, it is one of my favs, get to know you better. Have a blessed day!

Welcome to AuthorTube! omg I love that wolf so much... it's so cute. HOORAY FOR SCREENWRITERS!!! My original career goal was to pursue screenwriting, but I got very jaded by the film industry, haha... anyway, I think that novels and screenwriting have so much in common, and doing both can really help everyone's skills. I just subscribed!! I'm looking forward to being AuthorTube friends

Shoutout to the oat milk there in the background, on my desk 💛 I do love my oat milk. Best drink ever.

youre so amazing! <3 <3 lysm

I absolutely love your creativity!💙💙