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LYRICALLY CRAZYYYY

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I know i saw you in my sleep, you haunted me for 3 YEARS, the worst part was waking up to reach for you and you never being there, but it's ok and I forgive you, I know why we were left in shambles and its ok that you left me to die, I'm just grateful for the ones that stayed to watch, and its ok that I'm not ok, one day I might be but I'll never be the same me and I forgive me I deserved someone better and I tortured myself for vanity because you are so beautiful but you're not a good person and its why since me you've left every man as broken as yourself, and why I'll never be open with anyone without resistance, but again it's ok that it's not ok

Man!

came back to this album after a looong time and it is still so fire. this song slaps

This song 😢😢😢

You know your cooked when this is bedtime music

this is awesome ❤❤❤❤❤

This song is good 🙏😭

damn what is gene belcher on

and ill live my life like this, i dont care if im a prude, ill die with this pain, fuck you for loving me in the first place, i am a monster! with no mother! i will continue the pain you caused me!

I've come here as a man in shambles - worn out from begging on my knees Please, I'm just trying to keep my family together Now, when you saw your lover wore a ring around her finger, why didn't you stop? I have half a mind to make you hurt, to make you bleed, to make you suffer I swear, if you've touched her - oh, heaven Forgive what I would do to you, you monster And think about your children? They'll never believe what you've done Listen, I'm begging you, back off Let me rebuild all the things that you shattered She meant it, I swear that she meant it, she whispered so often 'Husband, I'll always be here with you' Always, always, always, always, always, always, always is valueless I wish I'd never heard her speak a word And I hope you see us - your wife and your children And I - buried in the wreckage of your crime While you're laying down your sins Softly leaning in to kiss your guilt goodnight" She is mine. You stole her, somehow tricked her but We'll survive. We will. She loves me dearly-you'll see You are blind. She loves me dearly Breathe in He finally paused to take a breath Then looked down - it felt like staring into hell The man was seated in a chair before him, silent A statue framed in pain and flesh. He thought "Oh, what more can I say to sway him? To make this statue speak? I swear he's made of stone and I am barely stirring up a breeze" And after waiting in the silence Finally turned around to leave Broken and barely through the doorway Breathing slowly, beating hard, he heard him speak "I guess love's a funny thing - the way it fades away without a warning It doesn't ask to be excused And when it's gone - oh, it's gone - and it ain't ever comin' back There is nothing you can do to save it To make it breathe the way it did when you were sliding on the ring Trust me: It's gone for good Now there is nothing you can do to stop me She is happy when she is with me and I am finally alive. I'm sorry"

Nuero-typical won't understand this, but without this song, I would not be alive today. Thank you La Dispute for this masterpiece. We are the lovers, we are the last of our kind.

I think I rizzed you in my stream, GYATT

The biggest, greatest, most beautiful piece of poetry set to music describing the devastation of mental illness on the afflicted and their loved ones... ❤️♥️❤️

One of my absolute favorites. What happened in TH-cam Music? This album isn't available on their page! 😢

classic. honestly such a unique track

It was just about to go hard😭😭😭

Why isn't this album on the official page?

This is deku signing, no one can tell me otherwise wise

My goodness, this should have just been one long song with the previous one. So damn good.

I heard this when I was dealing with my divorce. It’s still one of my favorite songs ever. The lyrics and the instrumentation is just perfect. Hits me right in the feels.

The remaster of this record is so fuckin rad

Why does he sound like a morty? 😂😂😂 Still a good song though.

What is life without a purpose? What is purpose without love?

is this a re-recording or just a remastering of the same original master recordings?

I used to think this album was too emotional, then I got divorced after and 8 year relationship that started when I was 17. Now on dark nights I listen to this album and just. Scream internally.

I totally wish this song was 5:00 minutes longer

This shit is so underrated. I love putting on their music when I want to truly feel something

noice

best song on the album, and its so fun to play on bass

I fucking hate thay this song isn't longer

Beautiful poetry

This song still gives me chills like the first time I heard it. Love the mix on this version. Thanks for the upload :3

You still cross my mind from time to time, and I mostly smile Still so set on finding out where we went wrong and why So I retrace our every step with an unsure pen Trying to figure out what my head thinks But my head just ain't what it used to be And then again, what's the point anyway? I remember you ascending all the stairs, up to the balcony To see if you could see me hidden quietly away I remember the skin of your fingers The spot three-quarters up I'd always touch when I was out of things to say You held my hand, but you were too afraid to speak You were too afraid to speak and I could never understand I remember when you leaned in quick to kiss me And I swear, not a single force on earth could stop the trembling of my hand I remember how you smiled through the smoke In a crowded little coffeehouse and laughed at all my jokes And I remember the way that you dressed How we wasted all the best of us in alcohol and sweat And I remember when I knew that you'd be leaving, how I barely kept up breathing And I bet if I had to do it all again, I'd feel the same pain I remember panicked circles in the terminal in tears How I wept to God in fits, I've hated airports ever since It must be true what people say, that only time can heal the pain And every single day I feel it fade away, but I still remember how the distance tricked us And lead us helpless by the wrist into a pit to be devoured I still remember how we held so strong to this Though we had never really settled on a way out I still remember the silence And how we'd always find a way to turn and run to our mistakes I still remember how it all came back together, just to fall apart again My dear, I hear your voice in mine I've been alone here, I've been alone here I've been afraid, my dear I've been afraid, my dear I've been at home here, I've been at home here You've been away for years You've been away for years I've been alone, I've been alone I've been alone, I've been alone I breathed your name into the air, I etched your name into me I felt my anger swelling, I swam into its sea I held your name inside my heart, but it got buried in my fear It tore the wiring of my brain, I did my best to keep it clear So dear, no matter how we part, I hold you sweetly in my head And if I do not miss a part of you, a part of me is dead If I can't love you as a lover, I will love you as a friend And I will lay a bed before you, keep you safe until the end

SHE MEANT IT I SWEAR THAT SHE MEANT IT SHE WHISPERED SO OFTEN "HUSBAND ILL ALWAYS BE HERE WITH YOU" ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS IS VALUELESS I WISH I NEVER HEARD HER SPEAK A WORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Great song.

Lyrics: [Verse 1] I think I saw you in my sleep, darling I think I saw you in my dreams You were stitching up the seams On every broken promise that your body couldn't keep I think I saw you in my sleep Oh! [Verse 2] I think I saw you in my sleep, darling I think I saw you in my dreams You were stitching up the seams On every broken promise that your body couldn't keep I think I saw you in my sleep [Verse 3] I thought I heard the door open, oh no Thought I heard the door open But I only heard it close I thought I heard a plane crashing But now I think it was your passion snapping [Verse 4] I think you saw me confronting my fear It went up with the bottle and went down with the beer And I think you ought to stay away from here There are ghosts in the walls and they Crawl in your head through your ear Verse 5] I think I saw you in my sleep, lover I think I saw you in my dreams You were stitching up the seams On every mangled promise that your body couldn't keep I think I saw you in my sleep

Love love loveee 🖤

She forced a smile, said, "Boy, come kiss my mouth?I'll set you free. You know that hope you're holding to? It looks an awful lot like fear. Now, you're so quick to fall on failure, and so quick to raise your voice, like, 'If I can't find a mistake to blame, we didn't have a choice.' Oh, but you had option. I was your chance to feel complete, But when I leaned in close to you, you Kissed your fear instead of me. You had my hand in your hand, You had my lip in your teeth, You had my heart on your sleeve, You had a chance to breathe. But, boy, you wouldn't let your fear recede so I moved on. And it's too late to change your mind now, You got scared, boy, and I got gone. Now you failed, and there's no way to turn back time. You had your chance, boy, I tried." "You tried?" I looked her in the eye and smiled, "My girl, you must understand that fear is not some product that I made. It crept unwelcome in my head the day they had her torn away. It changed me. Now at the end of everyday I lie awake at night and wait To feel the wires of my brain get cut and quietly rearranged, and Hear my beaten heart exclaim, 'Still, I refuse to let her go.'" So we escape to our mistakes for they wait patiently for us. Oh, how they always wait for me. If my fear has kept me here only my fear can set me free. And I'm sorry, dear, but don't you dare say another word. How could I risk holding your heart in me while still in love with her? You were wrong."

This is just Gene from Bob's burgers.

i cant brwathe

real

I need this on a loop so I can fall asleep to it and actually find my lover in my dreams

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they took it down from youtube music. the mixing on this is pretty peak. I should purchase the album too!

One comment? Im not even surprised with how (not only useless but actually anti helpful) youtube is these years. They probably just wiped a bunch of videos and re-uploaded them for no reason. Also this (SATBOTR - 2018) everywhere is annoying lol. 2018???????? For fucks sake can any single thing, in any way, at any time, actually function on a basic level? If i could wipe google everything from the planet i would.

I love this song soo mcuh

Emo😂

This is so beautiful ❤