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lyrics (bc i like to stare at them while i listen and someone might too): Staring down the barrel of the hot sun Shining with the sheen of a shotgun (shotgun) Carol has a little if we need some Joa has a ride if we wanna come Hanging your jeans with a clothes pin Skin still wet, still on my skin Mango in your mouth, juice dripping Shoulder of your shirtsleeve slipping Christmas Eve with your mother and sis Don't wanna fight but your mother insists Dog's white teeth slice right into my fist Drive to the ER and they put me on risk Grocery store list, now you get this Unchecked calls and messages I don't wanna be the owner of your fantasy I just wanna be a part of your family And I don't wanna talk about anything I don't wanna talk about anything I wanna kiss, kiss your eyes again Wanna witness your eyes looking I don't wanna talk about anyone I don't wanna talk about anyone I wanna sleep in your car while you're driving Lay on your lap when I'm crying Circle of pine and red oak Circle of moss and fire smoke Fan on the ceiling like a wheel spoke Push the clutch and I pull the choke Wanna listen to the sound of you blinking Wanna listen to your hands soothe Listen to your heart beating Listen to the way you move But I don't wanna talk about anything I don't wanna talk about anything I wanna kiss, kiss your eyes again Wanna witness your eyes looking I don't wanna talk about anyone I don't wanna talk about anyone Wanna sleep in your car while you're driving Lay in your lap when I'm crying Weren't we the stars in Heaven? Weren't we the salt in the sea? Dragon in the new warm mountain Didn't you believe in me? Yeah, you held me the whole way through When I couldn't say the words like you I was scared, indigo, but I wanted to I was scared, indigo, but I wanted to And I don't wanna talk about anything I don't wanna talk about anything I wanna kiss, kiss your eyes again Wanna witness your eyes looking I don't wanna talk about anyone I don't wanna talk about anyone I wanna sleep in your car while you're driving Lay in your lap when I'm crying (ooh)

Depression is very strong now

Brown Ronald Walker Brian Taylor Helen

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This song actually makes me tear up wtf

Some one made a TikTok and said itsfunneh died I was crying but it said she died from a disease calledEarthworm sally but I was like why did you make this joke😢😢😢😢 OMG I WAS CYING SO HARD

the feeling of me adopting a new cat only a few months after 2 died and I realize I will never see them again and this cat isnt a replacement but simply a new person yet being happy I have a cat:

i js wanna go back to my hometown i miss my dad 💔

W, but i wish for the intro ONLY

I want to revive my inner child...I want to be a child again, I want to be alright and happy again, just like I was back then. I want to be a kid again..

I feel like I’m falling

Mi mejor amiga Yo la amo de forma platónica,es mi mejor amiga, cuando la conocí era una niña aterrada de mostrarse como es así que la ayude, le di mi apoyo y brillo,pero después me sentí apartada,sola y asustada,solo quería llorar y lo hacía y todo el tiempo pensaba "ella es tan linda y jamás seré como ella" me sentí horrible pero está canción me hizo pensar y sentir mucho tiempo y tal vez le di demasiado ya que ella fue la primera persona a la que le di todo mi amor y cariño así que tal vez fue eso u otra cosa pero aún así jamás haría algo para lastimarla por qué la amo pero tal vez deba alejarme Siento q soy egoísta y envidiosa por eso me alejo.

will I ever be able to escape this abuse.

Makes me feel so lonely and sad 😢 and makes me think how how fast time has gone

i put this on when i get sad, it helps me get the tears out and then when im done it's just so calming

This music creates SO MANY different emotions in me at once... sadness, joy, grief, bittersweet... my father has Parkinsons and this music kinda helps me feel everything...

Esse som me traz um sentimento de segurança e acolhimento, eu simplesmente adorei💗

I didn't have a good childhood but i always had a pet cat due to everything ive lived through i lost a few but i genuinely dont think i have ever been loved more genuinely than my kitties loving me i remember there scratchy tongues licking my nose and tears there claws softly pressing into my chest as i dry heave theyre soft fur pushed up against my face as i hide my hiccups they always found me when the world hid me they showed me love easier than any human i miss all my cats

3:05 💔

i cant explain it but this song is what i imagine being a little cat is like

Sometimes just knowing it’s alright to be here is enough.

no puedo dormir porque no me respondiste, así que si no me contestas de nuevo solo quiero decirte algo.. la verdad que siempre quise decirte..se muy bien quien podrías ser y resulta algo muy pero muy .. jajdkd no se como ponerlo en palabras, es que, Renato medio FADE xd sabía que me interesabas mucho (quizás exagere pero digo igual yo lo ocultaba muy mal hasta pensaba que sabías), y por eso se me hizo raro que me hablaras, no quería que me dijeras que era una broma. Yo la verdad pensé que te disgustaba que yo me sintiera así porque eras cortante cuando intentaba hablarte, me parece que lo intenté algunas veces y t juro que nunca me había sentido tan nerviosa y tonta jakdk(igual no era mi culpa sentir cosas por ti)..incluso quería pedirte disculpas por ello, pero sabía que era mejor guardar silencio.. recuerdo que te obligue a pagar mi pasaje xd resulta divertido recordarlo ahora, ah y perdón por no pagarte al día siguiente como me dijiste, es que me dio penita hablarte porque estabas jugando voley y recuerdo que estabas todo de negro y tenía algo pendiente y al final no tuve el valor y me fui, y tú tuviste que pedírmelo luego y para nada me sentí bien.. perdón por enviar angie a enviarte soli en ig porque a mi también me daba pena, perdón por no ser valiente de decirte, igual intenté decírtelo muchas veces pero nunca lo hice porque en el fondo tenía miedo de que te pareciera fea o desagradable (también creo q estuviste con medaly ella no era mi mejor amiga ni nd cercano pero la conocía y no me gustaría que me apuñale una “amiga” igual), y al final solo me hubiera gustado verte bien y siendo feliz renato, porque déjame decirte que me gustas desde que te vi en ese auditorio de faing en la bienvenida día soledado y de muuucho calor apenas me vistes creo o no se pero hablaba un toque con Yadhira y cuando voltee te vi y supe que sentía desde el primer momento, recuerdo muy bien tus rameras de bandas siempre creí que son geniales y te quedaban como guante con tu cabello desordenado pero si tiene su estilo así que no dejes jamás que te lo critiquen vale?, …DE VERDAD gracias por escribirme..fue lindo de cierta forma, siempre me hubiera gustado salir contigo, conocerte, aunque honestamente la gente siempre me dice que hablo poco al momento de conversar, sé que hubiera intentado hablar más solo para ti. Y creo que podría decirte muchas cosas más pero.. quizá sea mejor reservarme algo para mi.. así que al menos ya sabes este fragmento porque pude decirte al fin..

I recently learned my girlfriend of 3 years had been cheating on me. After we broke up a very close friend of mine comforted me for the next few months. I trusted her with my life, more than my girlfriend before the break up and we started dating for a little over a year. Until done day I found her making out with someone else. We broke up. She keeps trying to call me but I keep ignoring her it hurts what she did to me but I’m told to be a man and move on. I find it hard to talk to women now and struggle to get out of bed in the morning.

I hope tomorrow i font wake up.

"Dont worry little me..they wont hurt you anymore "

hola desconocido si lees esto ten un buen dia por mas duro que te de la vida sigues luchando sigue asi vive tu vida amigo

Crying in my room, looking through all the stuff my ex ever gave me. It's been a year, yet I still clinged on to them, hoping, praying, begging for her to come back. Never happened, she had someone else even before we broke up. Anyways, I'm finally throwing everything tonight, I'm finally burning the letters I should have burned a long time ago. It hurts like hell, but a man's gotta do what a man's do, you know? Hopefully no one else has to go through something similar, but if you do, please do me a favor and let go. The pain will not leave, the memories will not leave if you hold on to them, just please accept what happened and move on. This life is too beautiful to be crying about the past, so please brother, let go. I love you stranger ❤

А у меня даже вчера такое было Бывает вот не спишь пару ночей И когда днём засыпаешь, неважно где Снится не то, что дома. чужое такое всё (Ты никому не нужен больше) Кровью сыт по горло, шум в ушах, шутки Про новые маршруты не вспоминал даже завтра, А после завтрака неловко с сигаретой первой За день, в ломке вены выжимая пальцами Не скрывая и вскрываясь крайним, могу Тебя ради растаять вместе с последним снегом Разучился летать, перестал быть ветром Верил в разное, только попал лишь однажды Она слагала фантазии о нашей родной двуспалке, А я считал минуты до расставания снова на день И не хотел чтобы летело быстро всё Скучал, переживал ночами Не спал, не говорил, не кашлял в стенку Сдерживал в себе. измена всем, кроме неё Внимание постам и записям в тетради на полях И снова пальцы ломит в холоде, слагаю слоги Или разлагаюсь сам, не знаю, поздно Уже никак переозвучить или субтитры прилепить Внизу экрана. а я заранее листаю все альбомы, Но пусты внутри, заполнены на ноль процентов С акцентом из одессы, стихами питерских поэтов И заикание, и заикание, и воздух в горле пережидает холод Готовый завтрак в семь утра, и спать оставшись Одинокому в парадной Остыла кровь снаружи, слизывай и чувствуй Вкус железа, искрами в глазах ищи те фразы Что не сказать Пишу последний раз об этом, вру. и не в последний И не в последующий день ищу я в голове обрывками Слова твои, что пели в тишине Моих ладоней стук, хлопок, устал Не говорить о ночи первому прохожему, хоть нищий, А я без мыслей в голове, не обходя сторонкой Сталинки, хрущёвки, в лабиринте улиц Ищу твой след по запаху фисташек и какао Ищу твои глаза среди экранов, мониторов Будь такой, А я в тебя смотрю, но знаю, что не нужен В этот поздний час ни тем, ни этим Никому Люблю Тебя Одну И никому не нужен Ты никому не нужен больше

everytime i'd listen to this song on a silly cat slide show i'd send it to my (ex) boyfriend. he made me feel so safe and loved, and so warm inside.. i miss you miguel.. though it was my actions and i should've told you.

a good time to listen to this song is while writing oc lore!

i’m violently sobbing

i always cry every time when I hear it

This song makes me emotional. It's like comforting my past self. I was such a broken child. I was just a kid trying to do kid things. None of what happened should have happened. If only back then I could've met that little me and given her the hug she desperately needed and deserved. Maybe then she wouldn't have suffered for so long. Maybe then I still wouldn't be trying to fix myself. Maybe then childhood memorabilia wouldn't make me so sad and bitter. Maybe then I'd be happy. I'll think of this song as her hug, _my_ hug. I'm safe now.

This song reminds me of how sad my life is

This reminds me of when I saw my sister as a newborn for the first time :3

Im just here to cry cause im going through a big depression due to people backstabbing me in my friend group

beautiful music to ponder to

“Don’t want to fight but your mother insists” RAHH THAT LINE HIT ME SO BAD I LITERALLY/PHYSICALLY COULDNT STOP CRYING (parental issues)

When I think of this song I feel like running in a forest and sitting

NEVER listen to adrienne lenker when you're in a bad mood

I feil as a student

When I finally get to see my life flash before my dies after my death, this is what I want to hear for those two minutes.

I just want it to be all figured out…. Life’s hard and I feel like I’m useless

My inner child wouldn't be happy about me....

Reading the book of job while listening to this and I think this song captures the pain job and his friends must be feeling while arguing. God bless 🙏

im so sad

Я реву,глаза снова бвдут опухшие

This song is lwk helping me recover im so glad it exists

bruh i said i would cry in front of some of my ex-friends but when i actually did, they judged me for it, but they all of a sudden cared when i went to the mental hospital for 3 months for trying to commit die on myself (what im trying to say is that choose your friends carefully or you'll be like me)

HOW COME YOU NEVRR LIKE MY TEXT BROO WE NEEDA RUN THE FADE SIBCE YKU DIDNT LIKE MY 1 paragraph text HOMIE 🥊🥊🥊