The lyric video is out now! unreleased
(for now)
Lyrics:
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I hate being sober, i'm feeling hella anxious
People giving up on me, yeah they losing patience
I'm so close to dying, bitch tonight i'm dying nameless
I need to go through withdrawls, but i'm too scared to face it
I’ve tried to walk this dark road, but i can't get with it
I can't complain cuz most my wounds are self inflicted
I flirt with death so much, i feel like we be tongue kissin’
When you dying inside, it gets so hard to make a living
Started using drugs so i can cure my worries
Now i don't know where to go cuz my visions blurry
Self destructive more and more, yeah i'm in a hurry
Me always crying out for help, but i don't think they heard me
Masking pain with a perc, cuz down inside i'm hurting
I'm too scared to vent, cuz i dont wanna be a burden
I’m on this long dark road, these drugs got me swerving
I just wanna move in but man is it really worth it
I walk down this long dark road of not returning
Cuz every time i run from my problems the more im hurting
I can't eat i cant sleep, i pop the pills that i be serving
Can't let no product go to waste when i'm really hurting
Suicide on my mind, things are getting scary
All this red i see, colors may change, yeah they vary
Slits on my wrist, my arm looks like a black cherry
I got nobody by my side, not even an adversary
I'm walking down this dark road, my heart's cold,
Lost in the silence, the scars show, my art's bold.
Tears fall like the rain, yeah, it starts slow,
But the pain builds up, I can't let my past go.
Shadows whisper secrets that my mind holds,
Heavy with the burden, yeah, my time's sold.
Dreams fade like smoke through a blindfold,
Searching for a light, but the night glows.
I scream, but it echoes where the stars roam,
Feel like a ghost, no place I can call home.
Life's a fight, but I'm losing in this war zone,
Begging for a sign, staring at my phone.
I walk down this long dark road of not returning
Cuz every time i run from my problems the more im hurting
I can't eat i cant sleep, i pop the pills that i be serving
Can't let no product go to waste when i'm really hurting
Suicide on my mind, things are getting scary
All this red i see, colors may change, yeah they vary
Slits on my wrist, my arm looks like a black cherry
I got nobody by my side, not even an adversary
(Masking pain with a perc, cuz down inside i'm hurting
I'm too scared to vent, cuz i dont wanna be a burden
I’m on this long dark road, these drugs got me swerving
I just wanna move in but man is it really worth it)
I hate being sober, i'm feeling hella anxious----
People giving up on me, yeah they losing patience
I'm so close to - bitch tonight i'm dying nameless
I need to go through withdrawls, but i'm too scared to face it
I’ve tried to walk this dark road, but i can't get with it
I can't complain cuz most my wounds are self inflicted
I flirt with death so much, i feel like we be tongue kissin’
When you dying inside, it gets so hard to make a living
When you dying inside, it gets so hard to make a living
I'm walking down this dark road, my heart's cold,
Lost in the silence, the scars show, my art's bold.
Tears fall like the rain, yeah, it starts slow,
But the pain builds up, I can't let my past go.
Shadows whisper secrets that my mind holds,
Heavy with the burden, yeah, my time's sold.
Dreams fade like smoke through a blindfold,
Searching for a light, but the night glows.
I walk down this long dark road of not returning
Cuz every time i run from my problems the more im hurting
I can't eat i cant sleep, i pop the pills that i be serving
Can't let no product go to waste when i'm really hurting
Suicide on my mind, things are getting scary
All this red i see, colors may change, yeah they vary
Slits on my wrist, my arm looks like a black cherry
I got nobody by my side, not even an adversary
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