Shit been weighing on my mind, shit been weighing on my soul/ there's a lotta shit that a lotta people don't know/ there's a lotta shit I keep locked up inside and hold/ idk how much more I can take before I explode/ something gotta grip on me, I'm barely hanging on/ and even though I'm barely on my own, I feel alone/ walkin round my house and somehow I don't feel like at home/ somethings gotta shake man, somethings gotta go/
before I go insane, before I lose control/ there's a couple things about me that you should know/ I'm an honest man, if I fucked up, I always owned it/ if I said I love you, know I meant it to the fullest/ and the ones I say this to I hope already know this/ and if you didn't, well here's your official notice/ I know I been distant, but don't take it personally/ lately I been questionin a lot who really loves me/ seem like people want me only when they want things/ like the amount of love I get, comes with an amount of money/ I'm already a giver, you aint gotta take it from me/ already a giver, you aint gotta take it from me/
shit been weighing on my mind, shit been weighing on my soul/ there's a lotta shit that a lotta people don't know/ there's a lotta shit I keep locked up inside and hold/ idk how much more I can take before I explode/ something gotta grip on me, I'm barely hanging on/ and even though I'm barely on my own, I feel alone/ walkin round my house and somehow I don't at home/ somethings gotta shake man, somethings gotta go
but y'all aint hearing me, I'm talkin for no reason/ cus y'all the type to switch up friends like they the seasons/ all my day ones know that I would never leave them/ y'all play the victim and tell others they the reasons/ bitch we not the same/ this my life this not no game/ on my people I won't change/ y'all be actin fake/ straight to each others faces/ I find that shit so strange/ that's why I make sure my fam all good like how I'm posta/ I keep my friends close, enemies closer/ sick of feeling like I gotta look over my shoulder/ sick of feeling like my heart can't get any colder/ I been in a dark place, chillin all alone here/ time be movin slow here, days be gettin long here/ I wanna do better, I don't belong here/ I gotta do better cus I do not belong here
shit been weighing on my mind, shit been weighing on my soul/ there's a lotta shit that a lotta people don't know/ there's a lotta shit I keep locked up inside and hold/ idk how much more I can take before I explode/ something gotta grip on me, I'm barely hanging on/ and even though I'm barely on my own, I feel alone/ walkin round my house and somehow I don't at home/ somethings gotta shake man, somethings gotta go
Alone... stuck... lost... if you've felt this way, you'll understand. Check up on your peoples, even the strong ones, they get overlooked. Everyone has ups and downs, reach out when you need someone to lean on. And be that shoulder for someone else when they lean on you.
Video credit: Trent Trubshaw