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Alex is Creating (Finally!)
เข้าร่วมเมื่อ 25 มี.ค. 2015
I've burned out after 10 years of STEM and am now hell-bent on creating shitty things, getting better at creating, and documenting the process ❤️🔥
At 28, I'm realising that I've always loved music and writing and always had a creative spark, but I've literally never in my life actually created anything artistic, because of my internalised stories of "you have to get a STEM job, earn good money, be 'productive', do self improvement, there's-no-time-to-create-because-it's-not-productive-and-anyway-you're-bad-at-it-so-it's -painful" thing.
But now I'd rather feel the pain of making stuff that I know stinks, than lose any more time!!!!! Eeee!!!
I imagine there are many many people in a similar position, and the main thing stopping them making stuff is the knowledge that their first stuff will be terrible.
🌟 So I want to document the process of learning to enjoy creating despite the pain of being bad at it, learning to create from a place of self-compassion, and enjoy the journey 🌟
At 28, I'm realising that I've always loved music and writing and always had a creative spark, but I've literally never in my life actually created anything artistic, because of my internalised stories of "you have to get a STEM job, earn good money, be 'productive', do self improvement, there's-no-time-to-create-because-it's-not-productive-and-anyway-you're-bad-at-it-so-it's -painful" thing.
But now I'd rather feel the pain of making stuff that I know stinks, than lose any more time!!!!! Eeee!!!
I imagine there are many many people in a similar position, and the main thing stopping them making stuff is the knowledge that their first stuff will be terrible.
🌟 So I want to document the process of learning to enjoy creating despite the pain of being bad at it, learning to create from a place of self-compassion, and enjoy the journey 🌟
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Trying to not be defeated by perfectionism
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If you're dumb like me a fun creative outlet can quickly become something you take too seriously and the level of friction goes way up AKA making vlogging chill again by not caring about lighting
I did "Steal Like An Artist" for a week & I get it now
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0:30 Why am I doing this 1:28 Malfoy Mode vs Luna Mode 3:10 The first 100 hours 3:51 Day 1 and 2 SUCKED 4:37 Blowing up statues 6:47 Attempt 1 8:05 Attempt 2 10:44 Big learning - writing in your own voice 12:20 Breakthrough 16:49 Good song 19:12 Garbage Truck 21:10 Album Opener 21:57 Cowboy Nudes 22:40 Final song intro 23:12 Good song 2 24:57 Conclusion Songs mentioned: Ought - "Desire", Hop Al...
Can I "Steal Like an Artist" and make a good EP in a week?
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I did it! th-cam.com/video/bukMESdhZ_U/w-d-xo.html
I want to be exceptional / on being publicly bad at stuff
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Being mid can't be my path dude
"Self improvement culture did me more harm than good" and other misc takes
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Fuck this forehead spot dude 0:00 On ideas being too complex for youtube 3:35 "Self improvement culture did me more harm than good" 8:13 "The importance of hedonism" 10:59 "My breakthrough (layer 1 & 2)" 12:32 "Following aliveness vs locking in" 14:10 "Trust what feels important to you" 16:30 Conclusion and the weirdness of TH-cam
"Good Luck, Babe" but about Harry Potter fanfiction
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(A very bad day for my autotune free trial to expire)
Ranking the 23 songs I made in 23 days
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(Not gonna lie, the cover of Runner at 19:40 is probably the best one) Full songs are here - soundcloud.com/alexiscreating 0:00 Intro 0:53 1. Trash tier 1:52 2. Meh tier 4:29 3. Ok tier 10:00 4. Kinda good tier 14:11 5. Ayyyy tier 21:37 OH HELL YEAH tier Includes remakes of Runner by Alex G, Is This It? by The Strokes, My Old Man by Mac DeMarco, Nica Libres by Ben Howard, Figure You Out by Djo
!! Why did I wait this long to read Harry Potter fan fiction dude !!
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Disappearances of Draco Malfoy more like Disappearances of My Unfair Skepticism of Fan Fiction right gang
"Ode to Viceroy" but Mac loves rice cakes instead of cigarettes
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(I've been eating a lot of rice cakes recently) For your next karaoke night: Rice cakes Early in the morning Just trying to get some carbs in Salt and vinegar is nice Rice cakes As it’s getting later Heading for the cupboard Want my mouth to be dry Oh don’t let me see you crying Cause oh honey you weren’t cooked by frying
I need more harry potter books (or I guess maybe a life)
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I need more harry potter books (or I guess maybe a life)
Greyhounds are perfect AKA ode to Moose who I love with all my heart
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My gorgeous chicken boy
Maybe I should live on a farm and write poems you know what I mean gang you know what I mean? gang??
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Maybe I should live on a farm and write poems you know what I mean gang you know what I mean? gang??
Morning 1 in Toronto, city of SCOTT PILGRIM (and other stuff I suppose)
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yayyyyy
There's a Moose loose about this house!! What a fun and lovely boy❤❤❤
Great video! as someone going on the same journey id love to see more.👍
Thank you! Got another one in the oven right now 😎
Well done! Keep going hopefully in a year, like you said, you can look back at all this and be thankful for it
Hell yes we’re both gonna be in cool places in a year - excited to have watched your film!
I’m an illustrator and graphic designer who’s just beginning to learn how to do music, and I feel that I needed a video like this. I remember reading Steal Like an Artist many years ago and it made me try different art styles that I loved until I found one to call “mine”. But I forgot abt the book and I didn’t think for a second that it could be applied to music as well, this opens a lot of doors. So thank you for this!
I think if the prod you like is big-hearted, but your voice is "different," you could try and blend the two. Like, that BLEND could make up your voice, no?
I’ve always thought that good artists copy great artists steal means that a great artists will turn anything they take into their own, Stealing it and making it theirs now borrowing someone else’s thing. It’s not advice really just the way it is
Relevant quote - "immature poets imitate; mature poets steal; bad poets deface what they take, and good poets make it into something better, or at least something different. The good poet welds his theft into a whole of feeling which is unique, utterly different from that from which it was torn." - T. S. Eliot
This is a good video and seeing the song building process, autopsy and then finished product is a great format! Inspiring my friend. Keep doing this!
Also I might steal this format
Thank you ❤️ and send me the vid if you make it!!
This was so inspiring, the beats you made truly sounded so good !! Can’t wait to see more of your progress !
Ahh thank you so much!! I've got another video in the pipeline 🤩
I spent a long time thinking I'm shit.. Still sometimes do, what changed is I just don't really care about people seeing that too anymore. I make stuff, I post it, I put between minimal and maximal effort in but! Every so often I have a gem in the rough and over time it's getting better. I'm 23 and I get down and out about being too late but that's so untrue! All to say, you got this keep going :)
Hell yeah bro that rules!! Agreed that just hitting publish for yourself is a huge thing. I'm listening to your Headlock destroyed mix right now, a man of taste!!
This video is really cool and interesting and I quite like some of the music you've made here, I know your not asking for constructive criticism but i do have a few thoughts about your songs. I think the main issue in your production is you don't lean enough into the inherent lofi nature of the way your recording. It felt like in some of these songs you were striving for a professional sound that you admire in the artists you look up to but you never quite achieve it, but there are many great albums made just in a bedroom with a guitar. And if you lean more into it kinda sounding bad I think you'll find a sound that is more fitting to the environment in which you are making music, instead of trying to sound like something your not. Keep it up though, I'm excited to see where you end up.
A specific example of this is your midi drums, obviously you don't need real drums to make good songs but when the fake drums your using are trying to mimic real drums it ends up in a sort of uncanny valley, where if the drums were just obviously fake l(ike a drum machine or something) it would feel more authentic and less amateurish.
This is awesome feedback, thank you so much!! Using non-analogue drums is a really great shout, I only ever choose analogue midi drums but you’re right that they’ll never sound as good. Would love any artist recommendations you’ve got - I’m thinking Car Seat Headrest, Alex G… (no worries if you cba though lol)
@ when i commented this i was specifically thinking about the first few albums carseatheadrest ever made that are only on bandcamp, they’re super lofi and sound awesome. another project with rlly cool bedroom production is your arms are my cocoon’s first ep, but that’s very much a different sound then what your going for
@@d0gbug I actually bought CSH's "1" on bandcamp recently and even though I've only listened to the first song I was really surprised by how good it was - I've been compiling people's first releases for an upcoming video, kinda hoping to find stuff that legit stinks to show that even the greats are terrible at the start, but he's definitely always had that CSH spark (tbf there's of course a difference between someone's first-ever published project vs the first stuff they ever slapped together on their laptop) Listening to your arms are my cocoon's first EP right now - the idk Liturgy-style screaming isn't my thing but it's a super interesting contrast to the sweet bedroom pop production, I like it 😎 thanks again!!!
We all try to make music that sounds good, and we are all influenced by music we've heard before that we liked. All music is derivative, even when we don't consciously TRY to steal, because the stuff we make will always be influenced by the stuff we've heard before. Whenever you hear someone say they are trying to create completely original art from scratch, know that that person is very likely still a bit of an amateur, or hasn't thought all that deeply about their work.
As a musician who has played live for 12+ years and recorded several projects with bands, this video spoke to me in a moment that I needed to see it. I've been working on a solo project with myself writing, performing, and producing everything, but have been hitting serious creative roadblocks and frustrations with the quality of my output. I think I needed to hear this from someone else. Helped me take a step back from the project and look at it from a high level. Best of luck on your journey.
Thank you so much for writing this, it's so lovely 🥰 dare ya to do some stealin' My favourite quote from the book is Mark Twain - "It is better to take what does not belong to you than to let it lie around neglected"
😅 I listened to Ginger Root's old music, and it was always good.
Yeah the tricky thing here is that the earliest possible stuff you can find of a band are still stuff that they thought was good enough to record and publish (e.g. Kendrick Lamar's first mixtapes, or the Strokes demos) - man I'd love to be able to get the first ever things people actually made on their laptops, lol
this is incredibly inspiring & i’m a little embarrassed to admit i teared up a little from the hilarity of how simple it could be😭. i’ve taken the plunge on making a song for about a month now (just as like a personal project yk?), starting from basically zero with childhood piano practice as my only musical background. i’ve read a ton of books, listened to lectures, and thoroughly studied the music i want to make, but i get really frustrated sitting in front of a blank flp. i’ve been having to get to grips with the irrationally high standard i’ve set for myself and my stubbornness to not be derivative in any way with what i want to make, all while having literally 0hrs in the songwriting process, so it really hit me like a truck to hear how you were able to take elements from all these great songs and still maintain your own artistic integrity (especially with that riff you made on your own!). i guess i really should be more familiarized with the idea of stealing like an artist, considering i’ve been drawing/painting my whole life and i’ve also made it decently far in other creative avenues like video editing, but idontknow loll. so glad this got recommended randomly and i can’t thank you enough for this tbh <4
No need to be embarrassed, that's so so lovely to read!! In addition to stealing bits from songs I highly highly recommend just straight up trying to remake songs that you love - you come across loads of useful challenges (like "holy shit I don't know anything about drums" and "what are the effects you add to a vocal to make it sound like that" etc), super useful because you're a) learning by doing and b) learning exactly what needs to be learned in order, rather than the whole like "I can't make anything until I've watched every youtube tutorial in existence, maybe just 1 more video will give me the perfect tip that will make me good", etc, lol
Great purchase, looking forward to some more typewritwer videos 💙
Man i need a type writer 😭 i rlly want one
do it do it do it!! you can probably find a cheap one on ebay, I had to replace the ink ribbon on my £60 one and it was honestly fun/satisfying, felt like learning a skill that probably loads of people had at one point and is now mostly lost
Mate, you’re killing it. I recently had to go back to mums and during that time I was going crazy. It’s really interesting to see you flourish in these circumstances, where as for me, i lost my routine and all momentum stopped. Keep it up Alex, you’re smashing it.
Ahhh thank you so much!! And for commenting on more than one video, that's always such a thrill to me lol. Yeah I've actually ended up here at the perfect time, ready for a "cabin in the woods"-type era, strip everything back and go full "make dumb shit" mode 🚀
you’re inspiring bro
Big ups mate, great video
Love this style of content, keep em comin brother❤
Dude I’m also just starting to make music and I love this idea/format for showing your journey, and steps taken while learning, I’ve never been one for recording videos of the process, but I think it’s a great insight, and I might have to give it a go! Very inspiring
Do it do it do! Where are you at in your journey, have you picked a DAW yet? I highly recommend remaking some songs as the first thing - I saw someone say that like "when you're learning the guitar, it's second nature to learn it by learning songs you love, but for some reason with production everyone thinks they have to start by making songs from scratch, and then their songs suck and they get disheartened"
Find an instrument your genuinely interested in, guitar or piano would be best, and learn them over the course of a couple years, learn music theory that advances ur playing for the specific instrument and then implement that ability into ur songwriting, once I had 3 solid years of guitar playing under my belt, the desire to create songs came. And with that desire, the songs came as well, effortlessly. I’ve now got songs planned for 3 albums and enough throwaways songs for 2 more, all within one year. I might have a natural incline towards making music but ik that learning guitar is the only reason I’m here today. I don’t have to sit down and force anything, it all comes to me naturally, no effort needed.
@@TheDollarKing yeah this definitely seems like the way, it's abundantly clear to me that there's no overnight success, you can only learn so much in a day/week/month, you need solid fundamentals which then unlock further things, etc etc. Very grateful to teenage me for learning the guitar!
i am going to steal from you
well well well, how the turntables
He is very handsome
Another STEM dude looking for creative outlet here! Love to see you putting out early work, most people only ever show such high level production and it's demoralising. Ive wanted to make some content like this about learning stuff but never found the time. Love the song at 17:00, thats a bop. I have some mates who do music seriously and they absolutely do this to at least start new songs, its a great idea. One thing ive tried and enjoyed is taking from like 5 songs on one album and making a song that would fit the original album, its cool to nail an existing style!
Ayyy amazing, thank you for the comment!! If you haven't seen it yet, this video rulessss for showing how everyone sucks at the beginning th-cam.com/video/QsAu21ako30/w-d-xo.html I'm also working on a vid at the moment where I listen to the earliest published stuff by artists (like Tyler the Creator, Chappell Roan, Kendrick Lamar etc) 😎 I love the idea of trying to make a song that fits on a beloved album!! Might do this for the Strokes
Cool video idea, really think you could take the opener idea somewhere interesting. Something I like to do, which is similar to this is to make a full cover of a simpler song and add my own new vocal harmonies or instrumentation.
Love that idea!! I imagine even if the BPM and drum beat was the same, you could have it sound totally different if you switched up the vocal melody, instrumentation etc, gonna try this!
Getting back to the roots!🙌
I am really glad I found this channel, it's really good
Omg thank you 🤩
I love this man, keep it up!
Ayyy thank you 🤩
Amazing video, sometimes a bit long for my internet fried brain, but love the Frankensteining vibes and i think it just makes everything sound so much more grounded and real, love it
Hehe thank you very much!! I watch everything on 1.5x or 2x (internet fried brain!), can't imagine watching this at 1x, I'd die
I use this type of method a lot. Usually it’s a bit hard for me to come up with anything original when I do it with music I listen to regularly though. I like to take songs that I enjoy but don’t listen to a lot, make a bass line or something over it, then build from there with elements from stuff I do listen to. I’ve been working on a spooky project recently so I decided to take inspiration from classical music. I added elements of the punk and emo stuff I typically listen to and it turned out really cool and unique
Yeah 100%, I found if it's something that sounds too iconic then all I can hear is the original thing, whereas a more background element totally works. Hell yeah that sounds sick, did you publish it?
@@alexiscreatingthings It’s not published quite yet. So far I have 5 songs but I’m aiming for 10 or 11. Hopefully I’ll be able to release it sometime soon though
Eu me sinto como você, amigo! Também sou extremamente crítico com o que crio, mas sei exatamente o que gosto e o que admiro em outros artistas. Let's create and be happy!
Você é muito gentil! 🥰
Interesting way to write songs. I believe that nearly all songwriting is interpolating to a degree, some songs more than others. But I believe musicians should all embrace this instinct because it only adds to the aforementioned inspiration, creating more dialogue in the conversation of music. Cool video dude, keep it up!
Thank you!! Yeah there's a Bowie quote from the Steal Like an Artist book - "The only art I'll ever study is stuff that I can steal from", and then another quote from William Ralph Inge - "What is originality? Undetected plagiarism", so I'm super excited to have flipped this switch in my brain ✨
I don't make music myself, but I found this fascinating and I'm probably gonna apply it to the art that I make. Lovely video!
Yay thank you!! Yeah it seems like such a legit approach. This week I'm checking out the first songs of artists I love, and a bunch are clearly just ripping off their heroes (e.g. David Bowie sounds exactly like John Lennon). There's a Mark Twain quote from the "Steal like an artist" book - "It is better to take what does not belong to you than to let it lie around neglected" that I really like 😎
@@alexiscreatingthings that's such a cool quote, love it
Really enjoyed this video. The honesty is what kept me engaged ❤
Ayyyy thank you! Can't make good music yet but I can be honest about the journey for sure
Don't know anything about music really but as a fellow creative, keep it up mate!🤘
Thank you! 🤩
This needs to hit 1k views!! 🍚🍰💥
try a BILLION
@alexiscreatingthings true true!
Congrats on pushing through and making some great progress!
hehe thank you 🤩
Beautiful dog 🐕
What mic did you use for the vocals? Great vid!
For the first ~8 songs it was just the laptop mic (AKA the dark ages) - then I got a Sennheiser e845S on facebook marketplace, it's the one I'm talking into in the video 😎 I think it's meant to be a _vocal_ mic but I also record my acoustic guitar with it and it sounds fine to my ears! And thank you!! 🤩
man, every song is brilliant. you can really hear and appreciate the raw artistic idea behind each track. you may feel like its nothing, but i would be thanking the algorithm if it just popped up on my spotify! you have a long road ahead of you, so enjoy the ride and dont sweat the lyrics too much. keep putting things out into the world. 🌍
Ahhh thank you so much!!! 🥰 really appreciate it - yes 100%, the trick now is just to keep going!! "Feel the fear and do it anyway" very much sums up my current situation 😅 😎
looking forward to the next vid :))
Hehe thank you! So far “stealing like an artist” has been going fairly terribly so I think it’ll be an interesting video, hopefully I have some breakthroughs and make some good stuff 😅
@@alexiscreatingthings got insta? mine's the same as my youtube handle, I do some music branding stuff too if you ever wanna chat
I like the song around 2:30! not sure about these lyrics though haha. interested to see where you go from here :)
so cool to see your progress! I loved getting to hear about what you were focusing on learning in each song, and the songs are so good!
Yay thank you!!! I'm excited to keep going, only way is up (right??) 🥰
I loved this lol Happy you enjoyed Disappearances of Draco Malfoy! It's one of my favourites, the ron side quest is so good
Hehe thank you!! Dude I loved it _so so much_, I want it to be canon! Honestly might be the most fun I've ever had reading a book. And yes, LOVE what she did with Ron!!!!! And my dumb ass didn't realise who he was talking to in the adjacent cell, my jaw hit the floor lmao
I think you could make THIS process your expression? Or at least a springboard. Im looking at making a seperate channel about this too. Doing anything to keep the only ember in my soul from being snuffed by fast living.
Yeah I think that's exactly the path tbh! My journey _is_ the whole "I'm currently shitty but I wanna improve, let's document the process"... could be good!!?? 🥺
Fully supported. Self-improvement got in the way of self-care. Subscribed.
Ayyy thank you! 🥰
Hey brother, I also feel like this sometime but I want to clarify few things 1) making scripted video is not bad, you actually provide something more valuable to other when you plan, script for some one. And of cource if you don't plan properly nobody will watch, even you will not watch your own video Scripting = respecting time of other people = people give you view in return of that respect 2) I guess there are very few people who understand you properly , and im also in search of accountability partner , who is in similar situation like me, we both will be accountable to each other and help each other for achiving goal . would you like to be my accountability partner
Did you read all of those fics?
No!! I just finished my first ever one today (Disappearances of Draco Malfoy, honestly might prefer it to Deathly Hallows) - super super hyped to read more (although ngl I might just reread DoDM)
he's a good boy