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I went through this in lockdown. There was nothing bad going on in my life but still at the end of my day, I felt drained out and exhausted mentally. There was nothing wrong with me but I got depressed anyway

ik im 2 months late, but i hope you are doing well and that things have changed!

I’m not down a dark hole or anything like that But I do have one consistent fear that doesn’t stem from anxiety My friends are faking it I know that my friends aren’t but there’s always that voice in my head going well maybe they just put up with your weird personality I never had trouble with my appearance but I do have trouble believing my friends actually like what makes me me When they’re sad I’m always there even if I have a hard time cheering them up cause my role is the supporting shoulder When I just upset I become overly pessimistic and drag them down When I feel so anxious I want to throw up or the situation we’re in isn’t ideal I always use humor even though most of my jokes are misunderstood by family and they get mad When I’m excited about something I want to talk an ear off but never really want to force a friend to listen When I get sad I refuse to put them down I have never cried in front of a friend before that wasn’t because of a stupid joke or us losing our minds in last period maths I almost always never tell someone if I’m crying when it’s over text and I certainly never tell them the full story because I refuse to drag them down That’s a summary of me Not a very good one but oh well And I always feel like my friends talk about me behind my back and make fun of me or just hate me even if I know that they care It’s something I started to struggle with back in Primary School when my friends would constantly talk on all the other friends in the group behind their backs and had basically no exceptions Didn’t help that one of those friends once badly misinterpreted sarcasm and got mad at me even though I throw sarcasm into almost all of my jokes even back then I don’t think I’m a very likeable person but I know I am and it’s just a constant back and forth I wish I could stop doubting my friends but hey If I did then where would all the high school drama be like obviously i have to have a an angsty backstory /j lol

Oh And thank you (:

Hey! Sorry I didn't respond right away I wish I would have but I completely understand how you feel and seriously if you ever need a friend to talk to about literally everything I swear to gosh I will give you my number 😁😁

Hey, it’ll get better I promise. I’ve been there and I hated it but eventually everything fell into place and I now have amazing friends.

@@rachelmuir8434 thank you so much for helping me but i think that I'm not that much capable or either I'm not that special that anyone will become friend with me

I am sorry I haven't my friend I understand you :( I hope You will have more friend :( Üzülme umarım geçecek 😔 Life is DİFFİCULT But You don't give up please 😢 Görüşürüz Good days❤️

Life too hard and unfair, the way we see people and compare them to us are a lot different. I really hate it

school can be a real tough one sometimes, a lot of people fake it to fit in, so good on you, never let them change who you are, different than the rest is better 🤷

Same I get called Fat But I deal with it and Sometimes cry.,Have a good day Be brave and smart !

oh noo :( its ok tho be yourself it does not matter how you look or your personality everyone have haters but you have to step up and be yourself don't let anyone bring you down ok? :)

@@gachalucifer1547 I get a lot of bad comments because I am bit fat . Is there not even a single place for fat people . We are also a human like tin people . Lots of people insulted me but trying to hurt my feeling but I hurt there twice the time because I will always stand up for myself

@@ranjanakonjengbam1844 let them say what they want to . Love your body and your looks won’t define your heart . Girl you’re made for much bigger things . Don’t let these people affect you . Theey are just jealous. You’re beautiful inside and outside

Yep i mean i starve most of my life so i can look pretty

I did too, but I realized that all it does it make feel worse about yourself when you do eat. I do understand those lyrics though. I love you and stop starving yourself. All your doing is ruining yourself. (This goes for anyone who needs it.)

starving means you can be skinnier. and if you arent skinny, no one will love you. and if no one loves you, then you dont love yourself. and then i end my life.

Feel u ^^

This hits hard EVERY DAY after school 🙃

@@Noora.Unfiltered ngl yeah

Same my bro🥺🥺❤️

No everyone is beautiful including you too man 😢🤗

Don't worry bestie, you are perfect just the way you are <3 Sending virtual hugs 😊

Awww tysm

Ignore em you're perfect in your own way Don't let the crown fall princess. Believe in yourself. You're not born to impress others. Live your life according to your desires and wishes God bless ya

Tysm love to you all

people usually call me a skeleton but i just ignore them. People are never happy, so just ignore them. Your perfect just the way you are :)

You can screenshot then crop it

@Raul D-Woo well you clearly dont get it. a girl thinks shes fat, she starves herself and her sister stands up and says she is beautiful no matter because of her scars

it really does :/

Ok right 😭 but am sad so I play this song

i know babe

Thats the most important😌

@@andrepimenta7383 what wrong