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Seeing this makes me genuinely sick at my stomach. The fact that YOU believe that being neglected by your parents because they were tired (of your) “behavior” is gut wrenching to hear. Idk what anyone else thinks and I honestly couldn’t give a singular rats azz if anyone disagrees.. (outside if you Wendy- because you need to hear this and KNOW that you didn’t deserve your childhood. No ma’am! You did not! 😭 I’m just here to ask that you remove this bs that you’re telling yourself and I can only PRAY to goodness no child has listened to you and could possibly think of themselves as the problem. Jesus Christ 😢

"This is my Story, By John F. Runion" I was Born on May 12th. 1967. I had a normal baby life. my father and mother loved me, but a lil more partial to my father. My father died when I was 4 1/2 years old, and my world ended. I started smoking Marijuana at 5 1/2, it took the pain away of losing my dad when I was 4 1/2. At approximately 6 to 7 years old my mother stoped loving me, and made other men more important then her own child. She started abandoning me about 6, when I started becoming a Latch Key Kid. I never really got the help I needed, but I found comfort in Drugs and alcohol. When my dad died, his side of ther bed never got cold. My mother dated men that abused me physically, and mentally. I was a child that had limited love, but my grand parents is why I'am alive today. With no direction as a Child, I was always in trouble. With Drugs I did not have to feel the pain of losing my dad. I was unguided, and destend for failure before I even started in life. I went in and out of jails and instatution's from 9 1/2 years old, to 25 years old. At 13 there was no drugs put in front of me I would not do. At 14 Coke, Speed, and smoking heroine, at 16 to 18, I was doing anything, and everything including Heroine, Coke, Acid, Canebanol all at once, in one shot. Unguided and I only new being a fuck up. Lost, no place to go. I ended up getting a Job at Costco at 25 years old, I was a screw up, I almost got fired at 27, I was able to save my Job by the grace of God. Costco sent me to The Betty Ford Center on September 1st. 1994, I was set on a path to freedom from my active addiction. For 22 years I ran the streets and looked for ways not to feel, and I became an animal. Along the way I hurt alot of people. Some desurved it, but most of all, I hurt myseilf. I kept myseilf in hell by not having any Good Orderly Direction, (God) in my life. Drug's Robed me of alot of things I don't even understand today, things I would have accomplished, I wasted alot of Quality time. I should have been investing, and advancing myseilf. I went to AA and NA and I have been able to help countless people and to this day I'm still willing to help others. Today I have been Cleaner longer then I used. Today I have helped more people then I hurt. Today I have freedom from active addiction. Today I have a child and she has never seen me loaded. Today I have alot of friends that have never seen me loaded. Today I can love another human being till they can love themseilves! Today I will tell you all, it's been one hell of a ride. Alot of losss, some short homelessness set backs, but no matter what, I held on to my ass. Today I care about others and continue to change who I was into walking closer to God. Without God I have nothing & I'am nothing! Your reaching out and that is a start twords exceptance.

Welcome to the Fam, Doc. ❤️‍🩹 You can be YOU here.

Yeah autistic compared to modern standard of the word lol most people who take the test for it fail..

Thank you that helps!! It’s nice to know I’m not alone ❤

It does make me feel better. I appreciate that.