Just being myself
Just being myself
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home truths
Some powerful home truths in this video, oh and yes this video will probably make me even more unliked 😁 being truthful as that effect I feel. But I think we all should if we want to be heard in life speak out and express ourselves in so many different ways.
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A Talk about women & toxic relationships
มุมมอง 428 วันที่ผ่านมา
I go into a deepish discussion about about changes in today's society and how most Neurodivergent men struggle with relationships and connecting with women in this current age. I also explore the possible reasons why women often choose certain types of toxic male archetypes and dysfunctional relationships above decent good men.
My recent lesson
มุมมอง 6หลายเดือนก่อน
In this video I talk about being on the receiving end of being a persons narcissistic supply for many years, a woman who kept me under the illusion that she wanted to be a relationship with me for years and eventually decided to fall of another foreign guy like she always does in her life. Being neurodivergent makes this a popular and common occurrence to men like myself who get used by other p...
A bit about relationships
มุมมอง 6หลายเดือนก่อน
Ive rushed these videos out recently but will make them better soon. I wasn't intending on creating any but feel its helps me to talk about what I go through in life. I want to always be doing something to help keep me active in life and to get through being unemployed and wanting to always stay creative and keep fit. Its my way of getting through life.
Latest update in my life
มุมมอง 10หลายเดือนก่อน
In this video I talk about my life currently, I'm very candid and open up about what I am going through in life and how unhealthy social media is and as been for me. I feel like while using Facebook that it makes me think that no one in the world cares really about me or what I do. So in future I'll be using it to just plug this my TH-cam channel and my website thelightbearer.uk. So even to man...
Relationship part one
มุมมอง 13หลายเดือนก่อน
A general conversation about how I see relationships and an intro to all of that really
Coming off Facebook
มุมมอง 8หลายเดือนก่อน
I chat about how Facebook is not good for me anymore
A new video after my break away from Youtube and changes in my life.
มุมมอง 54 หลายเดือนก่อน
After a break I have decided to do some more videos again, I have been quite busy and have learnt a lot more about myself in the break. This time I talk about how I have decided to get away from people in life who weren't really right for me in life, how I was in different scenes and how I prefer being alone more.
Male Identity of Autism, INFJ & Gender
มุมมอง 287 หลายเดือนก่อน
So it's been a few days now and I created this video and another one a few days ago, I kinda drifted off into creating the Tarot card artwork for a bit and will no doubt do both. One thing I have realised is to make sure I am not using too many spoons so can only focus on so much for each day as not to burn myself out. In this episode I talk about the man sphere or man box and how being both sl...
My purpose in life and for this channel
มุมมอง 87 หลายเดือนก่อน
So here's a late night video of me talking about my life's purpose and hopefully a reassuring message of support and hope. Everyone as a purpose in life and we all have something to offer in life without being taken advantage of. I feel that just surviving such a tough life is a purpose enough to be honest and also having our own ways in life and seeing the world in a different way. As a person...
Autism and the not fit for purpose job centre, fixed sound
มุมมอง 187 หลายเดือนก่อน
So in this episode I struggle to be positive or feel in a positive vibe by talking about the dystopian and Orwellian big brother system and the UK job centre. Even the way they are designed and built are such dull places of despair and I wonder if that's just by chance or deliberate. I go through generally just how unfit they are to suit people with autism at any level unless that individuals n...
Random mildly autistic chat
มุมมอง 137 หลายเดือนก่อน
So today I tackle firstly the issue of the debate towards how a person is often expected to describe their condition of autism. Should I say it's normal or mild autism and also should I refer to myself as an autistic adult or a person with autism. I prefer to see myself as a person before the autism condition as I am like everyone else unique and my autism is just an extra part of myself. Then ...
Relationships & The black Pill
มุมมอง 97 หลายเดือนก่อน
So I decided not to bother uploading the full video from yesterday, it was produced without to much evaluation and foresight I feel and I feel was produced with too much impulsivity. I have this morning produced this video about how certain beliefs going around mostly on TH-cam can be negative, unhealthy and can make someone like myself feel low and confused. I am a very experienced man with re...
Socialising and betrayal pretend friends
มุมมอง 157 หลายเดือนก่อน
So ok to begin with in this episode I talk about fake friendships or having abuse from people who pretend to be our friends when they really have an hidden agenda which could be just using you to get something from you or maybe they are wanting to abuse you in some way or ruin your reputation in life to make themselves feel good. I talk in this episode about how in recent times I had three diff...
Mild Autism & Workplace mobbing
มุมมอง 107 หลายเดือนก่อน
So in this episode I talk about the phenomena of workplace mobbing which can happen a lot in the workplace and most likely towards those who have autism and even mild autism. This was something I had experienced on many occasions in the workplace and also in social environments and groups like the spiritual church. Unfortunately those like myself often just become prime targets for abuse becaus...
Lifelong unemployment and autism
มุมมอง 827 หลายเดือนก่อน
Lifelong unemployment and autism
Update of my daily life
มุมมอง 57 หลายเดือนก่อน
Update of my daily life
Autism & social exclusion experience and spiritual abuse
มุมมอง 177 หลายเดือนก่อน
Autism & social exclusion experience and spiritual abuse
My diagnosis, condition and confidence, self esteem and the ego
มุมมอง 57 หลายเดือนก่อน
My diagnosis, condition and confidence, self esteem and the ego
Being myself, the ego and the devil
มุมมอง 17 หลายเดือนก่อน
Being myself, the ego and the devil
Just being myself Episode 3 Teenager
มุมมอง 28 หลายเดือนก่อน
Just being myself Episode 3 Teenager
Just being myself Episode 2 My childhood
มุมมอง 38 หลายเดือนก่อน
Just being myself Episode 2 My childhood
My first Introduction Video for just being myself
มุมมอง 118 หลายเดือนก่อน
My first Introduction Video for just being myself

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  • @PepsisElectronicMusic
    @PepsisElectronicMusic หลายเดือนก่อน

    Getting a job just sounds shit. Might as well squeeze the system, volunteer, join a club and just do what I want to do. Fuck a system that looks down on us because we don’t act a certain way. I’ve been to uni, was never happy in education, tried getting jobs and failed. The way this country is I don’t think there’s much point.

  • @perfilatipico
    @perfilatipico 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I'm 28, also struggling a lot with unemployment. I love video editing and production, and want to work with that, but recently I'm considering just getting a "normal" job I know I would not like, just to not be unemployed. But I know that would be horrible too.

  • @ad6417
    @ad6417 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    My son is on the spectrum and he's really struggling with unemployment. It breaks my heart to see how hard he tries but he keeps getting fired.

  • @timothywong4485
    @timothywong4485 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    🙏 'PromoSM'

  • @sanyo8440
    @sanyo8440 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    one thing i hate as an autistic male is the fact that TH-cam seems to put the female autist creators towards the top of the search results. I cannot relate to them at all. They have hijacked the attention economy of this platforms autistic community to, what else, whinge over special quirks that are at best mild inconveniences in the greater scheme. Imagine being outcasted your entire life over more than just quirks. They have no idea. This is why I cherish videos like yours, they are rare. They are relatable.

  • @crystala98
    @crystala98 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I think out of all disabilities, autism is stigmatised the most. Other disabilities such as ADHD, dyslexia are seen as “cool” or “trendy”, whereas autism is seen as weird.

  • @crystala98
    @crystala98 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Everything you have said in this video, I have been through. I am 25, autistic and have been unemployed for about a year and a half. Been attending interviews, completing tasks, the whole lot. All unsuccessful. Rejection after rejection. I have been helping out with admin in my parent’s business in the time being, being paid from that. I really don’t think there’s a place for me in the corporate world, and I think I’ll just have to work with my parents.

    • @Justbeingmyself-zy8ui
      @Justbeingmyself-zy8ui 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hey thanks for you comment Crystal, sorry I have only just seen that you have commented, this is quite new for me so I'll be keeping a look out for more comments in the future. So firstly don't give up hope and remember there are loads of different options and paths you can take in life. We are all told to follow certain paths and go for certain jobs and yet there are so many ways we can achieve independence. Firstly you are you still quite young and never give up, especially if you have certain skills and interests that you enjoy and you're very knowledgable and skilled in. I'm sure you do really well for your parents business and never put to much pressure on yourself to be amazingly successful, it can be so painful but try to feel like you have other reasons and purposes in life other than following what society expects. I hope you can keep in contact to let me know how you get on in life and also ill try to produce video content with you mind, what's important is to know your not alone, 80 percent of autistic adults from the latest government figures are unemployed so that's thousands. Stay strong ok and know you're just as good as everyone else. We need the weird and wonderful :)

    • @crystala98
      @crystala98 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@Justbeingmyself-zy8ui Thank you for your reply. I am trying to not be so hard on myself. I am still quite young as you said, and the system does not cater for people like myself and yourself, so I can only do my best, and at least I can say I tried. I did go to university and graduated with a degree in Maths with Economics, but just was not what I expected. Anyway, that’s another story for another day :) Your videos have been really informative and helpful. I feel heard and seen by your experiences you have shared so far, keep it up!